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#attackaed even..#yeah i know i need to go back on discord ive mostly been in that weird place where i feel bad for disappearing again and#going back on seems overwhelming (when it almost definitely wouldnt be) you know#that and also of course cause of being so deep into a separate special interest lately. hard to balance things#brain is unpredictable like that#anyway i'll try to start answering qotds again soon at least#to be fair this happened last summer too to a lesser (and more miserable) extent and i fully Reintegrated sooner than later so.#prolly a similar thing here rn. again brain is just. unpredictable#rest assured i am not doing that horribly right now and am not nearly as isolated as last year when i dropped off the face of the planet fo#a few weeks. im just. crippled by yakuza brainrot mostly#kibumblabs#<3#clowncord
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tell me why i just sat on hold for over half an hour only for them to finally pick up, say nothing, ignore my “hello?”s, and then hang up on me.
#tip i am so fucking attacka you with a rock#i can’t even call back because i have a meeting at 2!!!!! awesome!!!#the moon has feelings
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yeah no im not going to lie to you gewls. the psychic damage of having to apply for the full-time version of my internship a year ago was kinda unbearable but like it made sense that i had to do that. but the psychic damage of having to apply for the literal EXACT same job that i am CURRENTLY IN just at a regular status with better benefits… is quite simply unspeakable. make it make sense.
#purrs#i feel horrible for complaining abt it bc again… im potentially getting fast tracked to regular status and a raise and that is an extremely#generous big deal. but how the fuck am i supposed to do any of this. like you mean i have to do a peasant dance ON THE PODIUM after winning#the dance competition ⁉️⁉️⁉️ like how do i even write this cover letter or ask for references or anything. i get why they have to do a searc#so it’s equitable and fair and whatever but this position was MADE for me and im already in it like… it’s fucking embarrassing for everyone#involved. why are we going through all of this why are you making me a dog in a thundervest AGAINNNNNN. attacka you attacka you attacka you.#delete later#like i feel so much despair agout it but it’s also so upsetting it’s funny. of course i have to apply for my own job not once but TWICE.#hell watch it be three times too once i finish killing myself getting a masters degree i don’t even want 😍😍😍😍😍😍 it’s all rainbows and#sunshine until they decide i have to walk across the coals one more time just for kicks huh. and you wonder why im on the verge of a nervous#breakdown literally constantly and am extremely distrustful and paranoid about anything having to do with my positioning in this work LOOOOL#like actually wha happened last year was i walked across the coals and then as soon as i made it safely to the other side a volcano erupted#and we all drowned in lava but i survived and now it’s like oh you have to walk across the coals again 😇 LIKE STFU DID YOU NOT SEE WHAT HELL#IJUST OVERCAME. IS THAT NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! but it isn’t of course and i get it but also like WHAT the fuck. this sux 😍
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pokemon OC you say? 👀
KJHSFLKSF listen: legends arceus hits my brain in a way no other pokemon game has, and part of it is the distortion lore and isekai elements w
like legitimately there is so much ripe territory for exploration and fun and my brain is taking all of that and throwing it into a big soup
#mio answers things#anon#i wish i could say more but the long and short of it is right now all i have is just a vague idea and little else w#which means there's a good chance i'll explore it once and then that'll be the end of it#(as has been the case for past pokemon OCs of mine)#like my sword/shield protagonist who. no longer exists because i got tired of playing after the water gym sdfkjhglkjdf#they had a whole lore thing going on about being a vague ghost-type entity with no memory beyond a single instruction#which they severely misinterpreted as 'attacka leon's charizard for 400 damage'#instead of the intended 'attacka eternatus for 40000 damage'#it had a fun gimmick going ! ! !#but not enough to keep me playing#even with my beloved doublade w#BUT ARCEUS . . . . .#though it's funny because the OC idea i have has. little to do with the headcanons i'm actually developing about distortion lore SKJFHLS#like if i'm being real i just want to do a reverse mystery dungeon#and i want to do it in legends arceus because i love the region and lore so so much#and if the character sticks around then fuck it#i can go ahead and slap them in modern day too w#ANYWAY AJKHLDHAD#THAT'S WHAT I HAVE W
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posts will be like "here is the solution to x worldwide problem!" "here is the best alternative to x morally questionable thing!" "here is the workaround to fix x issue easily!" and say "you have no excuse not to do this/use this!" and you look at it and its usa-only
#and do they put that anywhere in the post NO why would they usamerican is the default ofc! attacka with rocks#like goddamn i get it right youre just making a post whatever you arent goddamn outreach or some shit#but at least consider noting that its america-only. even if you arent intending for the post to be reblogged you have non-american follower#monologues
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actually no i work so hard bcos im perpetually paranoid of being fired 😭😭😭 i need to give my manager so many reasons why she NEEDS me
#battery acid suffering#i would be fine even if i lost this job#bc my parents r awesome#but im so neurotic#i bring my nuis to work and have an anxiety attack if my bar gets too many stickers and i panic attacka if the cafe fills up witn too many p#eople waiting for their drinks#and im a REALLY good worker im so fucking efficient at stacking drinks its no joke#so the ONLY times i get backed up is when a mistake happens thats out of my control#like someone took an order at the front register wrong (happens so fucking often) or someone placed their mobile order wrong#THATS when i get stressed out. because its NOT my fault but i WILL be blamed for it if i dont catch up#ugh im so annoyed sorry#recently my coworkers have been really bad about punching in orders correctly at front register and it fucks me up so bad at mobile bar#esp the newest shift lead#i swear she just doesnt fucking comprehend or ask them shit to make sure for their drinks!!!!!#and we need people to be thorough at register so when rushes happen we dont have to be backed tf up fixing messed up orders
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//Suddenly remembering how Sa's og powerset (besides nebulous magical creeture shapeshifting bc 6y.o w all dreams) included being able to make 'familiars' out of the elements she could bend
Like, I distinctly remembering her having wolf (ice/water) messengers and even a wholesale fucking dragon for transport/dmg (prolly Yes elements wise but also locked behind 4th bc iirc the size/complexity of 'familiars' was Also tied to level of activation)
I honestly have no fucking idea when or why it was dropped. I'm guessing due to making her a DGM-main n getting 90% of her dev from the brainworms abt that? And more specifically as a rp oc and thus being allergic to 'being op'?? But also I was eleven had no shame n straight up included a page dedicated to her Wouldve Been role in xyz canon events if ppl wanted to go along w it??????
Ig it could be used now as a ability of true mastery over her kit but also holy jesus biscuits the implications of that are So Fucking Much Truly esp depending on verse????
#mun babbles //#maybe its just bc 'animates ice wolves to attacka you n explode' and 'animates regular ice shards to attacka you n explode'#were too similar to bother keeping the familiar angle? esp w how limited n Not useful thatd be???????#ig it could be used for her nasuverse servant verse tho !!!#n maybe even regular nasuverse w training since her sword bs is such a black box anyway LOL#about // sasume
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sometimes, i wonder what my biggest influence and thing im known for is to my followers
and i worry its my mario attack post lol
because i didnt even make the term attacka, i just drew mario over it lol
#the amount of times i see ppl say i influenced their vocabulary like#thank you#i didnt write the post lol
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this year ive been getting way way way more random attacks than usual and as an obligate revenger its killing me. for context i usually do around 50 attacks a year and i have around 200 in total but oh my god i have no idea what happened im having people absolutely run a train on me and i have no way of catching up. even when i draw a couple more revenges im still at least three or four behind being able to pursue my bookmarks or do chains ive pre-agreed upon. i know that its such a priveliged problem to be like 'waah waaaah too many people attacking meeeee' but as someone whos been on the other end of the 'i get no attacks' debacle it SUCKS!!!!!! it SUCKS SO BAD!!!!! i dont wanna let all these people down and all of their art is lovely but oh god theres all so very much to do and i simply wish i were able to attacka my friends.
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for the a3 asks!!! uhhh 16, 33, 36 :] if it wasn't max of three you'd be fucking Attacka
omg hiiiii :D and thanks for sending an ask in!! ngl i almost added a tag saying more than 3 was fine... but you could always send another :3c /nf
16: Favorite Support Character
hands down it's August. he mmeans the world to me
33: Favorite Game CG
I honestly have no clue if it's okay to post the CGs online, but it's actually a three-way tie! there's the one from chapter 5 episode 29 "A Safe Place," from chapter 13 episode 28 "Welcome Home," and the one from this year's Tanabata event "Starry Tears on a Summer Night" (<-is that even a good TL for that title? i've been on the fence about that one sfsjdg but i digress). if you know the ones you'll see a pattern here afjsvd
36: Favorite Doodle
ohhh that's a tough one! they all have their own charms ,,, i think i have to go with Omi's, though. he baked a quiche!! :D
#those were some good questions! usually i like to elaborate but hrggghf..... Augus :sadcat:#originally i did have just one CG picked out. and then i thought about it more#if i keep thinking the list will absolutely expand#PLUS if it's chill for me to post the CGs i'll add them in a reblog bc two of them aren't on the wiki 😭#nyancatjinx
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Drunk long ramble related to Jaws below, but i truly wanted to share so i hope this is somewhat interesting, despite the length!;
Okay so i won't make posts like this at all really, this is a one off. But I am legless drunk. Super drunk. More drunk than I've been in maybe ... lime a few years??? I do not often partake in alcohol and often get thoughtful when drunk. Point being that. .. while very drunk I thought 'okay I need to watch jaws right NOW'
And . Let me say. The first 5m 15s of Jaws hits very different when you're drunk! I first got like very invested in jaws a few months ago, and thought to myself 'wow these drunk people at the beginning, is so bizarre to me, how can you get so drunk to pass out on a beach with the waves lapping at your legs while another drunk person gets slowly and horrifically mauled to death. Can not relate. Odd and weird ' . And couldn't.... hmmm understand the horror of it all beyond the theoretic horror of someone dying by Shark alone and scared. It wasn't scary to me on a visceral level, just quaint (heh like Quint. I am so drunk sorry I love Quint ))) as in aww 70s horror was straight to the point and like Direct 'what if a Shark... Attacka!!' but i didn't feel afraid by the prologue.
And now. Being very drunk and squirmy. Abf seeing it while so drunk i can't sit upright. .......Omg. That lady was drunk when she died at the as beginning. This is horrifying and i felt myself just stop and go " Oh fuck. She was drunk and went swimming where she thought she was safe. She thought nothing bad could happen to her in that water. I am drunk now and would love to swim in the ocean if I had the chance and cool off because I'm overheating. And suddenly om remembering i had friends who would strip when drunk - and of course that's why she's doing so, when yohre drunk sometimes u cna feel that way.. and going Swimming with a stranger because obviously you're DRUNK and like it's like yeah this is a good idea!. And she didn't even know he had passed out. All she knew was sudden pain. And her immediate expression change was like . Oh. And being dragged under and dragged around. And clinging to that floating uhhh bobbing thing" and then pulled underneath a final time. Absolutely damn horrifying . Felt like a pit dropped in my stomach like - oh i can suddenly imagine myself not expecting danger in a common situation. Because surely they got drunk there ofyeb and iy was the young people drinking by rhe sea spot before the young lady died.. Too drunk yo explain but fuck i can relate. I fell off the sofa about an hour ago. I don't drink often. So didn't relate before . So it hit me hard!! Like. ....
(I've sobered up a bit since typing this an hour ago. But I'm choosing to preserve this post as is and just post it now because MAN this was a harrowing experience and made me see the beginning of Jaws in a different light. I couldn't relate at all, it felt dumb to get drunk near the ocean because of Course that's dangerous. As a landlubber I was like HUH who would drink on a beach. And now I'm like OH, where else do you go to drink at a coastal small town as a young adult?
Also I have to say, I'm a huge fan of horror, and Jaws reminds of the Texas chainsaw Massacre 1974, which I'm a bit fan of. And it's because of the sensibilities and filmmaking style of 1970s America clearly, there's gonna be similarly! And the beginning section where it's young people who are drinking/ perhaps some of them using drugs and unknowingly stumble into a unexpectedly dangerous situation. Big parallel! I've been thinking about this for a while, but failing to make it coherent. Obviously movies from different time periods will be influenced by this. But like. 70s movies hit different for me. And this is one of the reasons I love Jaws !!! And I stopped the movie at 5:32m seeing MARTIN Brody from the back and doggy in foreground becausr I am soon to fall asleep. But man. Tomorrow is time to rewatch Jaws when sober and please forgive me for my rambling! But it felt worth sharing idk. Life's too short to not share these odd moments
#jaws 1975 my beloved#uhhhh and uhhh idk#i am drunk ? apologies???? i won't make a habit of drunk jaws posting?? abd hopefully won't be mortified tomorrow and see a semblance of#sense and the point i was trying to get across actually exists?#it's just interesting how on different watches that different aspects of a movie can take your notice#completely unexpectedly
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attacka you.
Are you looking to pursue a career in art?
What is your favourite piece that you have done?
favorite piece -> last post 🔥
as for the career......yes absolutely!!! art is very important to me and i started drawing when i was very young so i grew up with it ... it is my favorite hobby and even if i get into slumps at some points i am always sure that it will come back eventually. right now i am thinking uhh. art commissions in my spare time + graphic designer + something related to stem . not sure
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I've been feeling like a fraud because I've got a panic disorder diagnosis but I haven't had a full-blown panic attack since 2022 when I often got stuck in supermarkets and had to stop the car on the side of a road. I'm still regularly having attacks where my chest hurts and my arms and legs start to go numb (my biggest telltale signs), accompanied, of course, by anxiety, but im not feeling like immediately dying. People don't have to come and collect me from places when I'm stuck and can't move. These attacka usually get tolerable when I max out (or even take too much of) my medications (Atarax and Lorazepam). Some days I go in haze as I immediately take more meds when I feel the effect dissipating and the telltale signs coming back.
Today I learnt that the reason why my doctor has kept me on the antidepressant I am on, even if it doesn't really help much with my depression, is that it's a rather strong anxiety medication and he has hoped it would allow me not to rely on Atarax and Lorazepam. All this time I've been taking a big daily dose of medication for my panic attacks WHILE taking two additional meds for them AND still having attacks YET still feeling like I'm a fraud because I haven't gotten stuck in the supermarket for a while.
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Menace attacka me !!! I can’t even groove in the peace of my own room!!!
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Uhm.. Neyo.. Ark.. Kry <3 //sends them all a heart beam attacka
So glad to see the dogboys are in your heart. But oh god oh fuck you've made Neyo even stronger and she only gets more unhinged from here
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my kittie will attacka my feet even tho i spend sooo much time petting her
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