#atleast Melanie is trying

[thedistortionshallways]

I support lesbians rights and wrongs but if you put me in a room with season four basira she's walking out with at LEAST a black eye and a broken bone

[skymar13]

Breaking up with the bakusquad

Pt.2 - https:

: angst smoker sero

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Bakugo

When you and bakugo started dating you were both aware of how little time you’d actually get to spend with each other, being third years and all you had more than what you could handle on your plate. But you guys persevered until the little time you guys did have with each other was no longer sweet and loving.

You and bakugo were sitting silently in his dorm trying to study for your upcoming exams. You looked over to him he had a frustrated expression one that you’d seen way too often lately. “Do you need some help? I’m almost done with this essay so I can help you on calc.” You said calmly thinking nothing of it until his brows furrow and he looks at you like you just insulted his entire blood line. “So you think I’m stupid? Like I can’t handle anything by myself? Fuck out of here with that.” He snarled at you going back to his work. Unfortunately this attitude was something he’s grown too comfortable showing you. You stood up grabbing your belongings as he looked up at you. “Where you going?” He asked harshly. “I don’t think we can be together anymore, you clearly have too much going on for this relationship. We’re done bakugo” ‘bakugo? Not kats or suki? You were for real’ he thought his eyes widening in shock but he didn’t say anything just nodded and handed you your school bag he watched you leave, you walked out of his life. He was upset but knew you were right. He didn’t cry or shout or beg, that’s how yk it hurt because bakugo katsuki was quiet and calm.

The days following you returned his hoodies and what nots he did yours you never spoke to each other just silent glances here and there. He told kirishima who made him realize what he did wrong and that he should have chased you or treated you better but he didn’t.

Kirishima

You had the perfect relationship, or atleast that’s what you thought. What you hadn’t known was that kirishima had his own insecurities.

You and him were walking through the halls of UA pinning up posters for the festival. You had been talking about the ‘full month of dates’ trend where you went on a date everyday. He looked at you sorrowfully before letting out a whispered “I can’t give you what you want” you hadn’t heard him at first asking him to repeat himself and this time but louder he says “I can’t give you what you want! I can’t be who you want me to be I can’t be with you anymore when you deserve someone who can provide you with everything you deserve” he said clutching his fists looking you in the eye. Of course you protested “you’re everything I want we don’t have to do the trend if that’s what this is about-“ he cut you off “no it has nothing to do with that I just can’t be what you want me to be” with that he walked off not looking back at you but he heard your soft sobs and he tried to co rain himself.

You had tried to talk to him about it when he dropped off your things but he wouldn’t say a word in response to your pleas. He wanted to hold you and comfort you but he knew what was best for you even if you couldn’t see it.

Denki

Everybody knows Denki is a flirt, that’s how he had bagged you with his constant advances. After you guys started dating you expected him to stop his flirtatious nature with the other girls in class but he didn’t, you had multiple talks where you explained he can’t compliment Mina’s new booty shorts or offer to help hagakure with her ig pictures or hearting every single one of momos pool posts. And you thought he got that.

Denki was talking to Ururaka you noticed him standing way too close too her than you had liked but you hadn’t thought anything horrible until he had looked her straight in the eyes pushing a piece of hair out of her face as he chuckled at smth she said. You felt your blood boil. ‘You’d told him about this explained your insecurities and he still hasn’t stopped?’ You stormed up to your dorm and begun packing up his hoodies, video games, cologne and other junk he’d left you along with your matching bracelet. You were done. You were going to drop his stuff at his door until you noticed him behind you. He came to give you a hug but you nudged to the side avoiding his advances. You handed him the box. “We can’t be together anymore when it seems like you have the hits for every girl in our class, makes me look like an idiot. We’re broken up you can leave my stuff outside my door later” you told him sternly keeping your composure you weren’t even mad and that scared him. “I can change I will change I’ll stop doing whatever u did today that hurt you” he said begging you with his eyes and you scoffed “the fact you don’t is the problem” with that you walked away down the hall back to your room.

He begged you every day, he still wore his bracelet and he never stopped leaving notes on your door. He did fix his behavior with his fellow female classmates but it was too late for all of that.

Sero

Sero had a problem. It was very apparent. When he first started smoking you hadn’t minded it was a stressful situation between hero work studying and keeping yalls relationship in check. But the more he did it the more often he was high instead of sober.

“Are you seriously high right now?” You whispered to him as he walked into a meeting for an upcoming mission a huge mission. “A little patrol was stressful” he said back eyes red and a lazy smirk on his face. You were tired of it he’d get high and show up to important dates or work related conferences or forget plans. He’d gotten lazy and un organized he even stopped putting effort into simply texting you or checking up on you it’s been two days since you had a real conversation. After the meeting you were walking out of the building you looked over to him “you have to stop hanta” he looked at you confused “stop what” “smoking” you said looking him straight in his blood shot eyes “it’s effecting your work your school and our relationship” “It brings me a calm” he poorly explained “am I not your calm?” You said frustratedly “no you’re not you’re just another thing I have to deal with” you stared at him blankly with a nod before turning around and walking away she walked after you “that’s not what I meant it’s just I am so stressed out” you gave him the middle finger before using your quirk to get out the asap

After that he was high 24/7 to get you out of his head. He tried to call and text but you had him blocked on everything. Worst part is he couldn’t even stay on earth long enough to realize it.

Mina

Rumors are an ugly thing everyone knew that. Mina was never a quiet person always in the spot light. That was something that drew you to her in the first place.

“I heared [name] was the daughter of a villain” “yeah I know I heard all for one on the big screen last night” “that’s so scary” you’d heard them gossiping for a while mina and her friends. But when the subject turned to you you’d expect her to clear your name. You weren’t a villains child you had just been raised by one until you were a pre teen Mina knew that. So why wasn’t she saying anything. You gotten your feelings hurt you weren’t confrontational so you ran to your dorm and cried because your girlfriend didn’t protect you from their judgement. “[name] open up!” She shouted on the other side of the door “no” you shouted back but she heard the wobble on your voice. “Is everything okay? Let me in!” She yelled again this time you got up unlocking the door you’d looked terrible eyes puffy and face red. “Oh hun.” She wrapped her arms around you and for a moment you let her before you pushed her off lightly. “Why can’t my own girlfriend protect me huh? From those mean rumors? Why?” You asked with broken sobs “you heard that? They were my friend I don’t know I don’t want to be left out” “how shallow. Get out” you said opening the door pointing for her to leave

She understood your pain and walked out that door but she did try to apologize your friends always blocked her though.

Jirou

Jirou hated herself that was a fact but when you chose her she was elated and she never let her insecurities get in the way of that. Until someone said something.

‘Why’d he have to say something like that?’Jirou thought she’d over heard monoma going on about he was just waiting for you to break up with Jirou and get with someone who could match you strength smartness and attractiveness. ‘Was he saying I’m not good enough for them?’ She thought she spiraled into a tornado of insecurities leading to a panic attack that left her shaking on the ground of the bathroom. Your walked in instantly seeing her shaking form on the floor you fell to your knees trying to help till she pushed you away. You flew back with a questioning look. “Hey what’s wrong what happened?” “Leave me alone I hate you I hate you I hate you” she said harshly “I can’t be with someone like you you deserve more so go find more and leave me alone” she said getting up and you grabbed her arm pulling her but she pulled back walking out and slamming the door behind her.

You’d try to get her attention and find out what had happened but she refused to look at you always pushing you away.

[viridian-tay-leaf]

General messages from spirit:

Pile 1 Pile 2

Pile 3 Pile 4

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Pile 1: 🧡🧡🧡

You guys are hard workers at heart. You've probably been the caretakers, the people pleasers, the adults even as a child in your family. People look to you for advice and are upset when you don't have the answers. You're either learning or have learned that this isn't the most healthy way to go on. You have to set boundaries and work on taking care of you, you can't pour out of an empty cup. So do some self care today, whether it's taking a walk, saying no, respecting your boundaries, dancing, sleeping, or simply doing nothing. Take some time for yourself to acknowledge what you've done and how far you've gotten. Then take some time to realize how powerful you are and that your possibilities are endless. You got it already so don't worry about it, just be.

Channeled songs:

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Pile 2: 💛💛💛

You guys are busy bees, huh? Always on the go go go. But is it fun for you? Do you enjoy what you're doing all the time for you or others. Is it improving your daily life or your health? If not, stop doing it or atleast slow it down. Life isn't going anywhere no matter how old you are, you still have time. Be present for today. (You could've resonated with Pile 1 so go back if you feel the need) Seriously though, when was the last time you had some fun. Some real fun, the type of fun that is careless and childlike. The type of fun you had on the playground in elementary school. Whatever brings you joy in that way do it, and do it in the most carefree way as possible. You deserve love, you deserve happiness, you deserve to have your actions, talents, and feelings reciprocated tenfold. Whether you get it from someone else or yourself. Take yourself on a date today and find out what makes you, you. You'll never know if you don't try? What's the worst that could happen? You fail, someone says no? Oh no whatever will you do, it's not like you've gotten up and done this battle before. You're stronger than you think, act like it bitch (affectionately)!

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Pile 3: ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Are you okay? Do you need a hug? Come here bitch lemme give you a virtual one. Seriously tho, get one asap. If no one is around hug yourself or a plush, or a pet. You need to comfort yourself today, getting cancer energy, motherly or caretaker vibes. "I can be needy"-Ariana Grande. Take a long hot bath with some music or candles in the background. Cook something you only make for special occasions. You may feel like the world is chaos/ending or the tower is crumbling but it's not as bad as it seems. Death is just a rebirth and right now you are going through it. I'm hearing "pluto transform me"-Melanie Martinez. Y'all are in your transformation era. Big Hermit vibes. Take it slow and take your time. You'll soon rise from the ashes like a Phoenix babe. You got this!

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Pile 4: 💙💙💙

You guys are in your bag this season. It's been messy for some people around you, but not you bitch. Y'all are thriving in your energy and you know it. Main character energy. I'm getting Cancer, major Virgo & Leo vibes aswell. I'm hearing that yall don't even need this reading, it's just a confirmation that you're on the right path and you're doing you. Okayyyy go ahead besties be you and be proud and loud about it. Go off loves and do it unapologetically. I'm done here, yall don't need me to hype you up cause you already know you're that bitch. Beware of jealousy, envy, and other negative energies from others around you though. There are people who see you thriving and hate it, misery loves company so you best avoid those energy vampires. Cleansing and protections will help you stay in this energy. I don't even need to tell you to be grateful and honor yourself cause you're already doing it. Okayy, I see you sis!

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[sour-octopussy]

TEACHERS PET (pt 1)

part 2 coming

rom-com

characters; professor matt × y/n

warnings; making out, cursing

summary; you were failing maths class. first it was your own stupidness but then it started to be because of the teacher that started to piss you off. you stopped doing your homework, causing you to stay after class for detention.

authors note; i know the "i hate" part in the first paragraph is giving 10 thing i hate about you, i just had to🤸‍♀️

you walked into the classroom, clearly annoyed, going to your desk and sitting down. the teacher starts lecturing the class while you looked like you couldnt care less. you hated him. you hated the way he looked at you, you hated the way he taught the lesson, you hated his lesson, but most of all, you hated that you found him attractive.

you put in both of your airpods as you put your head on the desk and started sleeping.

matt always took glances at you whenever he had a lesson with you. when he saw you sleeping he rolled his eyes. as the class was busy trying to solve the equation, he walked over to your desk.

he saw your phone on the desk, your airpods in. he double tapped the screen to see what youre listening to.

Teacher's Pet by Melanie Martinez

a slight grin formed on his face, but you still sleeping was pissing him off. "y/n" he whispered to wake you up but you werent planning on doing so. he repeated your name once again, a bit more louder but the music in your ears were canceling every other noise.

you wake up to a nudge on your shoulder. you raise your head to see your math teacher. you scoff as you take off one of your airpods.

"y/n, homework please" he said, holding out his hand for you to hand in your homework.

"didnt do it" you reply. he was irritated by your lack of attention to his class.

"youre failing all your exams, atleast do your homework" he said as you rolled your eyes putting your head back on the desk to sleep, or you were planning too before he lifted your chin with his fingers so you would look at him. "youre staying after class"

you scoff as he walks away "no im not" you reply.

"yes you are" he replied. both of you were getting frustrated "im not!"

"dont raise your voice at me" he said his voice strict, as he turned back to you.

"and what if i do!" you yell back. you've had enough of him acting like a dickhead. it wasnt your fault you were stupid and didnt understand anything.

"y/n y/l/n youre staying an extra hour for detention." he said. the whole class went silent as they all looked at you. "this is not fair" you say as the class got dismissed and everyone started leaving.

you werent planning on staying after class, so you started packing your stuff before you felt an hand on your shoulder.

"not so fast"

the last student had left the class and closed the door behind themself. now it was just you and youre teacher.

"y/n whats wrong with you" matt says as he leans at the desk next to yours. "nothings wrong with me" you mutter.

"well clearly there is since youre always acting like a brat in my class" he says, standing up and getting closer to you.

"well youre acting like a dickhead!" you shout back, causing him to chuckle and raise both of his hands as defense

"whoaah, pipe down lovergirl." he said as he admired your features. you couldnt help but find him attractive aswell.

"didnt know you had such a dirty mouth" he says as he crouches down to your height since you were sitting down.

you roll your eyes as he chuckles slightly and stands up. "you have a nice music taste" he said as you froze and opened your phone to stop the music still playing in your ears.

"teachers pet huh" he says as he slightly tilts his head. "what are you on" you reply. you were trying to act mean, knowing damn well you were getting soaked between your legs.

"okay sweetheart lets stop acting stupid," he says as you scrunch your eyes. "sweetheart? what are you, a pedo?"

"good one" he says as he chuckles. you cant help but find his laugh adorable. "but no, youre 21 and im 25, which in fact does not make me a pedophile" he replies.

"oh okay smartiepants"

"does that pretty mouth of yours do anything instead of talking crap" he says. you didnt want to admit it but he turned you on so much.

"it does" you mumble as you slowly stand up.

"it does?" matt says as he bites his lip while watching you stand up.

he probably expected something like a kiss or maybe a blowjob but you were too unserious for that shit. instead you looked at him with awe before slapping him.

"y/n what the fuck!" he yelled as he held his cheek. you laugh to yourself before taking his hand away from his face and pushing your lips on his.

he was mad at first but slowly fell into the kiss, wrapping his arms around your waist.

you deepened the kiss by opening your mouth, causing his tongue to slip down your throat as he picked you up in his lap, slowly grinding his hips.

as you hug his neck and start leaving hickeys he plays with your hair, moaning softly.

"matt.." you whisper. "yes sweetheart?"

"i kind of needs some extra points"

"my house at 11pm this night, and youll get the extra points, little teachers pet."

guys this was my first ever writing i promise they will get better, thankyouu❤️

[crazylittlejester]

Heyyyyyy how y’all doiiinnnggg…..

It’s been while, hey siri play “DEAD” by Melanie Martinez -

A) from that old post about what I would want to see in the fic: lwk I’m cool w/ whatever I put in (what I though was at the time) a prompt for like 500 words and did not think this far ahead 😭 lol I trust ur judgement on whatever gets added I’ll eat it up like those rlly yummy life saver mints

B) I’m back babyyyyyy the Ao3 curse works harder but I’m harder >:3

may or may not have almost died but that’s okay it keeps me on my toes. I have new medical insight on how to improve my whump 💪🤩😍

C) I’m abesolutely so sorry about that anon (ik I’m super late to the party) what they said was so out of line and I cannot think of what you could have even possibly done that would (unjustly) cause such a reaction?? People are assholes especially when they can abuse anonymousy online. I’m glad u seem to be doing ok 💜

D) I know i say this every time and blah blah blah but please make sure to not push urself over creating content and pleasing followers. I will (likely) not be dying anytime soon and I can wait as long as necessary for the Cia fic dude I make the prompt with the understanding that with you as the writer I would be meeting your needs/criteria for my silly little mentally ill twink to get sent through the meat grinder. Take as long as you need 💜

On a much less feely note:

E)

(No hate to you or anyone really who has this opinion)

Theory/hot take/opinion/etc:

Echoes of Wisdom (new game coming in sept) Zelda ≠ Fable (from SNES + game boy games)

Like, I get it, on a surface level it makes so much sense because the EOW game is in the same artsyle as the Links Awakening (remastered) game. Nintendo doesn’t really use the same artsyle with games (atleast since the N64) unless they are direct sequels, prequels, or otherwise linked (BOTW & AOC). New game but with the same artsyle as previous game? Obviously linked!

Except, no??? Here’s where that opinion doesn’t hold as strong:

the main peice of evidence here is that the Zelda in the trailers is the Zelda from OOT.

(I really wish I could put pictures as anon 😭)

Verbatim. That is her. She is wearing a pink dress, trapped in a pink crystal, while link fights and eventually cracks open said crystal. It’s hard to see the dress because of the crystal obscuring it, but in another clip (when the staff is first seen i believe) you can see her in the dress and it’s her.

Even if it’s not, it’s definitely not Fable.

There are two (?) versions of the Zelda’s that fall under “Fable”. one is in a blue dress (ALTTP) and one is in a white dress white a pink over apron-thingy. While its arguable that the crystal makes it look pink, or its too dark to see anything, ultimately the tabard is not the same and the top being two parts is not there, so no, its not Fable.

Which is really weird, because the Link is in fact the same link as the SNES + Gameboy (I call it the “Pixel Era”) Link. Brown Longsleeved undershirt + green sleeveless dress-tunic over it. Even weirder, he wield the hylian sheild. WHICH DID NOT EXIST BEFORE OOT. Again, not Pre-3D link.

It does exist in ALBW, meaning if you are into LU then it works with legend being the same person in all those games, but ALBW is canonically the “successor” to ALTTP

BUT GANON IS HERE?????? Hellooo????

(Fun fact: Gannon is what his pig/beast form is called while gannondorf is what his Gerudo form is called! :D)

Gannon only exists in the pixel Era games + ALBW. All of the 3d games use gannondorf. So this is such a weird thing to exist.

EVEN MORE CONFUSING, THE ZORA!?!??!?

If you don’t know what im referring to, for like literally 2-5 seconds there is a clip of the zora of this game. Ok, cool. Zelda game, with water, therefore there’s obviously gonna be zora.

(This is a “duh” moment for older fans but pls stick with me lol)

There are two versions of the zora: pre-OoT and post-OoT. TLDR; pre-OoT they look like horrifying fish monsters and try to kill you, Post-OoT they become hot and even get shipped with link in the later games. Hyrule historia (which is not the most reliable sometimes) explains it better but it has to do with the big Triple Timeline. The difference in zora design depends on which timeline you’re looking at, one of the timelines doesn’t have them at all.

So what’s so confusing? Is does the zora design not fit?

Yes!! You know why? BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO OF THEM. BOTH ZORA DESIGNS. IN THE SAME GAME. CLEARLY INTERACTING IN THE FIVE SECOND CLIP.

Also this was pointed out by my sibling: in the beginning, the hood long wears is eerily similar to the Hylian Hood in totk/botw. Later on in the trailer, my cousin pointed out a canon that looked “like it was zonai tech” but it was just a green cannon so tbh that’s more loose.

The Gaurd designs are also kinda weird to me? I can’t tie them back to any of the games bc of the weird helmet shape, and their uniforms look exactly like link’s first outfit in Hyrule warriors, though that seems unintentional.

Anyways. This game is. Something. I really don’t think it’s related to previous games (I hope not for the sake of lore holes it could tear up) but what we do know is:

- OoT Zelda has been taught Ctrl C + Ctrl V by magic yellow orb and uses a staff.

- Likely Takes place in the downfall timeline due to artstyle, the fact that the enemy zora exist, and the fact that Gannon is here in beast form

- atleast some inspiration from botw/Totk with the copying and open exploration mechanics

- there is maybe some alternate space/dimension bullshit from that one clip of Zelda moving blocks of water like she’s Moses

- takes place where the Hylian shield exists and therefore likely the story of a hero is still a thing

- takes place where BOTH ZORA meet and interact with eachother

This is driving me crazy. My dad says it’s the Zelda multiverse 😭

Sorry for the word vomit, I rlly needed to info dump ✌️

Your favorite void crawler,

Mandarin Warriors 🍊

OH MY GOD HEY, HI, I WAS GENUINELY WORRIED ABOUT YA

a. alskkddk okay 👍

b. oh my god I really hope that you’re doing okay dude, or at least that you’re feeling a bit better 🫶🫶🫶 sending hugs and love your way my guy

c. people sometimes suck and I considered turning off anons for a bit after that but i have too many wonderful anons and id hate to lose any of em because of one idiot

d. it’s going to be the next thing I put up when I come back from my so called ‘mental health break from writing’ 😭 (i literally can’t seem to stop writing, i am glued to my google docs 💔). Im not sure if you saw the post (and its totally okay if you didn’t, youve clearly been going through a lot and i genuinely hope that you’re okay) where I said part of why it’s takin so long js because I’m writing two separate versions of the fic because it’s heavy enough I feel it should be rated mature, but I’m making a ‘watered down version’ for people who were really waiting for this fic but dont wanna read anything rated higher than teen. I don’t write explicit things, but we’ve crossed the line from ‘implying things’ and into the ‘traumatic past events are being discussed’ zone and if im gonna write about trauma I’m gonna Write About Trauma, an’ yeah

i really hope you don’t die anytime soon anon, i don’t know what it is exactly that you just went through and you do not have to tell me, but i sincerely hope you’re doing okay, and if not okay, at least feeling better. I really was worried about ya 💜

and to yap about EoW:

IM GLAD IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO SAW THE HOOD AND THOUGHT OF THE ZONAI STUFF, IT REMINDED ME A LOT OF TOTK

i think itd be really cool if it was a new Link and Zelda. I love the like, art/animation style they chose, and I doubt nintendo is ever gonna tell us which Link this is 💀 but we can always have our theories 💔

NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR YAPPIN, ITS WHAT THE YAP BOX IS FOR! FEEL FREE TO INFODUMP WHENEVER DUDE I LOVE IT HEAR IT, AND YOU SERIOUSLY HAD A LOT OF INTERESTING THINGS TO SAY

i know this is like the fourth time im saying this but again, I hope you’re alright. I missed ya, it’s good to hear from you again 💜

[patootle]

HIII >_< IM KUTOMI!!! IM 15-20! I WRITE LOTS OF FLUFF!! (No angst cus i dont like sad)

I CAM WRITE COMFORT FLUFF TOO!! I WRITE FOR ONLY 2 FANDOMS BUT WHICH IS BUNGO STRAY DOGS AND GENSHIN!

I TAKE REQUESTS!! I MAY TAKE LONG TO POST STUFF BUT I WILL TRY TO POST ATLEAST 2 TIMES EVERY WEEK!! (Mostly because of school, family, friends, ans other things!)

When requesting stuff there are rules!!

WHEN REQUESTING STUFF IF YOU WANT CERTAIN DETAILS PLEASE ADD THEM IN!!

I CAN WRITE CUTE SCENARIOS WITH THE READER INTERACTING WITH CHILDREN!! BUT NOTHING ROMANTIC

I CAN WRITE FOR ANY GENDER!!

I CAN WRITE FEM READER OR MALE READER BUT I MOSTLY WRITE GN READER

I WILL PROBABLY WRITE THE READER LIKE A CUTE CORE GIRL BUT NOT ALWAYS!! I ALSO WILL WRITE THE READER WITH OTHER STYLES SUCH AS GOTH, LOLITA, SCENE, AND MORE!

MASTER LIST R HERE

ALL ABT ME!! (You dont have to read!

This is just about me so you can learn more about me!

My fav animals r cats and stingrays!

My favorite food is crab legs and sushi >_< esp volcano sushi!!

Fav colors r purple, black, and pink!

Things i am into are

Pjsk, genshin, madoka magica, bungo stray dogs, d4dj, roblox, fnaf, yandere sim, horror rpg, omori, lily’s well, mad father, ib, lucky star, sanrio, vocaloid, needy streamer, watarome, panty and stocking, Higurashi when they cry, assassination classroom, dangonronpa, TBHK, Horimiya, and OHSHC!!

Music artists i listen too!!

Tv girl, Mitski, kikuo, 6rarelyhumans, Rebzyyz, cigarettes after sex, Marina, Melanie Martinez, britney spears, Rio Romeo, Lumi Athena, and Ado!

[forbiddensaintessandsinner]

'Were you expecting this from me?'

Ship Writing no. 1 Lynette x Melanie (@twsted-princess)

TW: Serious Writing Alerted! (Angst till the Fluff!)

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"I..! I can do this..! I can do this!" Muttered the young princess, who has been preparing somewhat for rather important matters recently for the past few days. Needless to say, her little companion Louise had looking at his beloved princess whom he had been by her side during her childhood till now, the little mouse couldn't help but sigh.

"Your majesty, I know this is rather rude of me to ask you but... Out of the most people, why her..?" The mouse asked, showing a but of concern in his face. Melanie looked at her small companion... As wave of thoughts entered through.

Though he couldn't state it but nothing can deny of what's there. Yes, Melanie Charmant has fallen deeply in love for a half-mythical being, who is none other than Lynette Mitchell, the first scouted student from the Dimensional Rift Border... Although she had been transfered to NRC as the first scouted student from the rift border, and even welcomed as a new member to the Ramshackle Dormitory. The adjustment was settled till her abilities were tested...

The results were rather... Shockingly unbelievable. Not only she was rather passed beyond as a magician due to her race existence, but evening finding out that she's working for a governmental crime agency. Truly the headmaster was being shock that he nearly lost his feathers due to the lack of information that was hidden from Lynette's mentor who came along with her, but needless to say... It was rather surprising.

Although what adds this information... Came in a few disturbing information as well. The Dimensional Rift Border, the place where Lynette was from... Was not a different dimension, but the land of the brought born insanity and chaos within each country, truly their historical lineages and creatures were different from the Twisted Wonderland world from itself. What's more shocking that the young half-myth herself wasn't even sane to begin with due to experience of heavy and inflicting trauma, Melanie and the other Ramshackle members were shocked to find out Lynette, their new friend was infact one of the victims in that very same stockpile who survived gruesomely... In fact at a young age.

There was in fact a serious talk with the young fox and with her mentor after the issue was been learned in private, of course it was mattered that Lynette was the one of the victims in situations since Crowley and her mentor had known each other for in the past, of course. But then again... Melanie couldn't help but worry for her, and so did a few of the other members as well.

About a while passed on for about a few weeks, it died one a bit as Lynette had managed to return to classes, surprisingly that the Ramshackle dorm had a little celebrating for the half-myth's return, surely Melanie managed to catch Lynette off guard for it. And now... But of course, the princess had fallen for the young mythical creature and her little mouse friend couldn't but to be worried about it.

"Well Louise... It's hard to put it in details atleast.." Melanie stuttered as she chuckled in embarrassment, although she was trying to find the words to explain it though.

"But after all, she's not entirely crazy either despite her split formation either, after all... She's a victim like the rest.." Melanie muttered with the least she could say, knowing the info that managed to shock her enough, this fueled the worries at Melanie towards Lynette.

"I mean, can you even blame her for it? Despite everything of what had happened to her, Lynn still went through it..! She's still strong and I can tell by it too!" The princess continued still then she started somewhat shouting, startling Louise off guard pretty much.

"And I...! I...! I'd still want to be with her... After all, she did help us a lot despite it..." Melanie muttered, as a few tears flowed out as the little mouse rushed over to her side, maybe the question he asked was about much. As he patted his friend'd head, Melanie wiped her tears away as she gave Louise rather a sad smile.

"S-Sorry... I might have lost it a bit... My bad..."

"No, no, your highness... It's my fault for asking about it, I shouldn't have done it... But I am worry too about Lynette too.."

"So you know it too...?"

"Yeah, but I wish you luck for your confession to her! Your highness!"

"Yeah but it might need to wait though... Because Lynette is at work."

"...oh."

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Well, clearly it was just ordinary madness... Quinn isn't going to stop with his normal bullshitting as if every single time, there was nearly another ruckus that he caused which resulted in Manase getting into another headache and also Fuyuhiko yelling at him once again. This typical day can't get any worse than it should be. Not that Lynette knows it had been that way before two years had passed on, yet Lynette still worked at the agency... Time flies pretty fast ever since the first revolution succeeded back in the rift, it's unknown that a second one will begin...

As soon as she stopped by the Ramshackle Dorm, she saw Louise approaching her feet when she opened the door.

"Louise?" Lynette spoke as she leaned down as the little mouse knight hopped onto the palm of her left hand, not much of a surprise to see him without Melanie with him though. Which was a little strange.

"Well I'm glad you came back from work Lynn, it's just that her highness is expecting to see you... In private that is." The little mouse answered as he bow, the response that the half-myth got was rather surprising than what she didn't got to have in mind. Melanie is expecting to see her? Perhaps she knew that she was planning to see her.

"Alrighty, where is she by any chances?" The half-myth asked, as the little mouse pointed at the tree near the library, the very same tree where Lynette herself used to take breaks there... Melanie knew that as well.

"Alright, watch over Grim for me will you Louise?" Lynette muttered as she fingered lifted her bags to be placed in the room corner with her abilities, although as the little mouse agreed to her request... He didn't the notice a faint smile on the fox's face as Louise left the room.

"Perhaps... A little surprise would makes things a bit interesting?" And with that the fox left the dorm as she went to her destination.

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"........ I was sure she's coming back from work soon, I wonder..." Melanie muttered as she looked at the cherry blossom tree that she was staying in at the hill, apparently this place is where Lynette likes to be alone from the crowd... Of course, she happened to find her in this very spot by chance. So a little secret promise, this place because their private spot that Louise promised not to tell anyone about this location. Why was that? Because it was special for the two alone... Just them alone.

Since the young princess wanted it to be special for this day to come, she decided to step up her courage of course, that's why she kept her feelings for Lynette a secret (well to be fair, Regina and in addition of the others had been aware of it sadly much to her surprise, but good news is that Lynette was a bit dense towards romance and cannot pick up the signs from her... That is somewhat lucky for Melanie alone, I suppose so?). But right now, she's there waiting... As the soft gentle wind then swayed as the pink soft petals flew along with the wind as they fly away from the tree as they flied freely across the afternoon blue sky.

"Since she's coming rather late... Perhaps a bit of practice wouldn't hurt much..!" Melanie muttered as she pulled out her piece of paper that she had kept from her pocket, what was written was a poetry... Basically a poetry of confession for Lynette that she needed to hear. Clearly it took her a bout a while till she got it right, though she needed to recite it carefully so that she needs it to be perfect.

'For the flowers that grow, ever through the white snow'

'As the pink petals stands down below, I will be there as the time goes slow'

'Your presence was all that I needed, it was enough for a my heart to beat'

'It was your heart that I was always see, that it sounded so sweet'

'Between us two alone on this hill, when time then stayed still-'

"I will grand you an eternity of freedom and goodwill. Considered it as a eternal promise that I will always fulfill."

"!?"

Melanie then perked up, after a voice had then somewhat had answered the final last part of the poem, the princess then looked around but she's couldn't see anyone near by... But by anyone. She knew whose voice it was.

"Quite a poetry you have there, though the meaning behind it is very beautiful yet understanding towards an important someone you hold dear, right Melanie?" The voice answered, till then the young princess then looked up at the cherry blossom tree, there sat Lynette who was on the branch... And was eventually smiling at Melanie who then turned into a fresh tomato the sheer minute she saw her at the tree.

It was then Melanie had realized that Lynette had a secret short-cut to get here. Something that Melanie wasn't aware of.

"L-L-L-LYNETTE?!?!?! HOW OR WHA- HOW DID YOU GET HERE SO FAST?!?!?" Melanie stuttered loudly the minute she saw the pinkette at the tree branch as she quickly tucked the piece of paper back into her skirt pocket, hoping that Lynette didn't see the writing she made.

"It's a short cut, Melanie. There is another way to get her faster than the usual route we had before... We've gotten closer." Lynette answered as she jumped down from the branch that she was sitting on, the minute Lynette had gotten herself down... A rather familiar yet a slight smirk was forming on her pink lips, which poor Melanie then started blushing hardly.

"AH- I SEE- Wait. A short-cut? To get here?"

"That question from yours aside, I suppose that poem is for someone you're meeting?"

"UUHH- IT'S RATHER- UM-"

"Someone... Important to you?"

"UHHH- WELL- UHH- WHAT YOU FROM HEARD EARLIER WAS-"

"Okay~ then, suit yourself... What about the person you're expecting... Is standing right before you?"

"WELL LYNN- YOU SEE THE THING IS- !?!?!"

Soon after, silence had somewhat filled up Melanie's mind as her mouth stopped and her body froze, it wasn't before long when Lynette then smiled at her, it looked rather a bit cheeky but some sincere was in that smile. The half-myth didn't hesitate to pull Melanie closer to her to face, Melanie who then became more blushy than ever.

"Were you... Expecting this from me?"

The half-myth replied which it sounded like soft whisper. Blink of an eye... A pair of soft lips then was crashed in with hers, it was entirely a second ago.

The princess can feel a sweet taste flavor from her lips, it was gentle and soft, not by force or rough. Though it was only for a few seconds, it felt like an hour. As Melanie opened her eyes... She then quickly realized it as her brain then started to program... As fast it goes...

"H-Huh..? Wha...? L-L-L..." As the princess stutter, barely not making any sense, Lynette then smiled till she licked her lips.

"...my reply, to your heart of course."

Lynette, has now managed to seal the fate between Melanie and herself. What's next?

Was Melanie nearly collapsing but Lynette had managed to catch her. It was truly a pleasant afternoon...

[marshmeowpenguin]

as the year comes to it's end, i present to you, my fellow tumblrinas:

~~TOP 10 things that happened to me in 2022~~

I've met my best friend, about whom I think everyday, and I can't wait untill I fly over to meet him, and do all the things we promised to eachother we would do:D

My anxiety reached it's previously unseen peaks, and my well-being had been rather lowgfdhrtdhgfhdf

But, that's okay! I've learned alot about myself and the world, and I started to express myself alot more! I'm trying to learn drawing now, writing fanfics, poems... It feels amazing to show the world who I am:)

I GOT BACK TO READING and it consumes most of my time (which I'm very okay with) - omg, experiencing the song of achilles, the picture of dorian gray, seven husbands, the house in the cerulean sea, SIX OF CROWS AND ON EARTH WE'RE BRIEFLY GORGEOUSretretge'g;eld(amazingly beautiful book, please read it:3)

I'VE PLAYED OMORIIII omgg it was amazing hdsdsdfgd, it hurts alot, but it's the kind of pain that's worth going through, for all the moments, the friends, ghhhfhfdh, basil really reminds me of my childhood friend i unfortunately lost contact with,,,,,, i kinda acted like sunny with him, its painful to look at, but, i love itgfhfg

I've watched ToH OMG MY FAVOURITE SHOW EVER AGDFGHFDGH it inspired me so much to be more expressive, soothed my fears, and even if for a moment, made me feel like I'm... okay, like i can be seenfgjhgjgh

I had my musical gay awakening. Lana Del Rey, Melanie Martinez, Mitski, Phoebe Bridgers and LORDEEEEEE are the queens that became MY RULEEEEEERS omg aghghah, they really helped me in finding what i like in art - emotive beauty, tenderness, and stories - of teenage fun, adult heartbreak, childhood scars-hkfjfytghjhg ALSOO MCR, GORILLAZ, THE NBHD, THE ARCTIC MONKEYS, SUFJAN AND HOZIER, WE STANNNNN<3

I've felt excrutiatingly alone this year, as usual, but this time, the darkness didn't overshadow the joy, I often felt as loved as ever, like I could bring something into this world, something that would establish a connection, between what lies within me, what i was scared to show for so long, between who i really am, and someone as scared of life as medfgesgfhgfhd

i am very gay

i started quetioning my gender identity (like, alot); i was amab, but it never quite felt rigth... i never felt like i really fit in with any 'masculine' group of friends, idk, i wish i could explopre my feminimity without fearing that i'd dissapoint my parents, (like what i am now wouldn't be enough lolll)... i got called a 'she' on a discord server once, and it felt so wonderful, to hear that someone finally recognizes you for who you reall am... idk if im trans, nb, agender or just ngc, but something's not rigth... for now atleast; i'll look, and i'll find. Maybe in some time, i could go back to this post, and say, with the widest smile of empathy for what i thougth i was, blooming over my face: "it's okay, lilly/mick/girl/person/*me*; We're finally hear, you can look in the mirror, and love what you see, you can let others love who you really are, and we really don't need anything more:)

[deathbecomesnerds]

Have you watched the Yellowjackets premiere? I was frantically trying to rewatch season 1 before the premiere, but I realized they drop it on Fridays now (in my time zone atleast) and I couldn’t resist!🐝

I haven't! I'm honesty almost tempted to tonight.

My bestie and I still have 2 more episodes to watch from the first season before we're caught up, but he's not 100% sure if he wants to watch the second season or not.

I just need more Melanie Lynskey in my life.

[idontlikejazzsonowitsmyname]

I am so glad tumblr hasn't found out about or is atleast ignoring the live action monster high movie nickelodeon wasted 6 million on in order to try take away every good bit of representation i experienced as a child.

They changed Draculora from a vegan vampire who finds it hard to not give her heart to anybody who will take it and loves poetry and art and fashion into a cold rude upfront witch who now has pink skin for no reason and looks like Melanie Martinez.

They turned Clawdeen from a brooklyn sounding tough werewolf with atleast 7 siblings and a sporty lesbian with a dream for fashion into some nervous clumsy straight bitch who gets hate crimed 10 minutes into her first day at school

They took away Ghoulia Yelps speech impediment which was not only one of her main and most recognisable traits but also the only good representation on autistic people not speaking other than mute i have ever seen.

They made Lagoona BLUE into one of the only actors not covered in body paint and gave her pink hair, they also swapped her personality from a patient and curious no nonsense ghoul whos only exception is her boyfriend who doesnt have the greatest homelife into what looks like an aggressive and violent boot licking wanna be vampire

They made Frankie blue, once again took away all her defining features and straight up made her look like an oc, instead of being the nerdy always eager to learn and brave geek they made her into some kind of robot whos incapable of understanding basic body language but can figure out her principles (who she saw once) bathroom schedule

Draculora is a witch in the live action disaster but she sleeps in a coffin? And hates sunlight? IS SHE A VAMP OR WHAT MAKE UP TOUR MJND NICK

Duece's entire character design, personality and visual wise is a bigger hate crime than the time cops tried to behead a monster student in pne of the GOOD movies, i genuinely thought he was jackson or jekyll.

Heath burns cgi is awful and i couldn't even focus on anything else, his hair is like a car wreck, except a car wreck would make me cry less, ynless it had pullys in it i guess.

Cleo de nile was a mean if not bitchy character in the classic series who was basicly the definition of ghoulboss gatekeep but she was not racist, infact shes the least racist out of her family, shes also that one rich friend who buys everyone stuff, and they made her racist and more than likely into the live actions villian or atleast a side one.

I have more to say but im genuinely about ro cry myself to sleep about all my first ever bits of rep being taken away by nickelodeon again, they are trying to take away the queer, disabled and poc representation that monster high has buikt for us through the years and its horrible and i dont know how to win this other than not watching it and even that feels like losing.

Tiktok cosplayers genuinely carrying my spirit right now, these people are the only reasonnim gonna be able to sleep tonight

[alltoolewis]

Can you do a Marcus Rashford imagine where you're married and get along fine with everyone in his family except one of his sister's. Marcus' mum had called you all over for a girls lunch. Usually the air between you and his sister is just tense and you tend to keep it in whenever she says something to annoy you which is what you do during lunch too but let's just say today wasn't one of those days and she really grinds your bone this time and you decide you've had enough and shady comment back before excusing yourself, apologising to Marcus' mum before leaving. When Marcus gets home later on in the day, turns out he's already found out that you and his sister had a little disagreement. He's aware that you both don't get along so it wasn't a surprise. He comes home and you speak to him about it, him listening intently and trying to understand why you both can't get along. Even Marcus' comforting doesn't help, you feel frustrated by the situation and can't help the tears from welling up and he instantly pulls you into his chest and tries to make you feel better.

I didn't realise how much I wrote until I finished writing sorry lol.

Thank you.

This could of been a blurb itself hehe! Thank you so much for requesting ✨

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"Do i look like a puff pastry?" You yelled to your boyfriend who was was preoccupied by his PS5 rather than your 'very important' fashion show

"Huh?" Marcus laughed looking over to find your anxious stated looking in the mirror "what sort of question is that?"

Sighing you made your way over to your shared ben throwing your self next to your very amused partner!

"I just want to make a good impression!" You sighed snuggling your way into marcus chest

"Baby they already love you! You've met them loads of times!" Marcus pulled you deeper in his chest, if that was possible as he felt you shake.

"Okay i know Tara's very rude to you.... i dont know why okay! But ignore her baby.. please just go out and have a nice time, relax okay because whether she likes it or not your gonna be her sister in law"

Pecking his lips, you silently nodded, before getting out of his embrace. Preparing yourself for a very tense girls dinner date... but to your suprised you weren't prepared for the worst.

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As soon as you arrived things were already super tense. It was just any normal rashford family outing. His mum, melanie and sister in law, emma constantly trying to kill the tension, however no matter how hard they tried, the tension wasn't going anywhere!

"Not long yet then (y/n) till you officially become a rashford" melanie screeched, grabbing your hand causing tara to roll her eyes.

"I know urmm.. 1 month left to go i think" you stutted, taras constant stares and eye rolls slowly starting to set off your anxiety.

"Wowww you sound so excited" tara tutted "tara enough" his mum warb3d clearly seeing how stressed you have become.

"Its okay mel!" You whispered, giving her a small smile.

"I am so excited tara!" You smiled at your clearly unamused soon to be sister in law "however I can't lie i am pretty nervous, marriage is a huge step.. the next step in our relationship. I know you've never gone beyond the talking stage, but once you finally meet someone and you get married, you'll understand why I'm nervous"

Smiling to yourself as you see Tara's shocked expression, clearly taken back at your sudden burst of confidence. Emma and melanie feeling very proud that you finally stuck up for yourself after years of Tara's bullying behaviour.

However the victory didn't last long....

As soon as you picked up your glass of red wine, tara nudged your leg from under the table, causing you to let out a gasp as the substance soaked into your all white playsuit.

"Oh noooo what are shame" tara sarcastically whined "oh well atleast marcus can pay for it to be cleaned... hes use to paying for everything anyway! Girls like you cant even afford there own rent nevermind dry cleaning"

Without saying a word, you quietly grabbed your bag, giving mel and emma a small tear stained smile. You excused yourself from the lunch. You always knew tara disliked you because of your past. Your parents barley had anything, you didnt get as many opportunities as the average child does. Every step of your career has come with challenges... challenges that you had to overcome yourself. You wanted to be proud of your roots however it was hard to be proud of something that alot of people shooted down.

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When marcus returned home from training he knew exactly where he'd find you. His mum already giving him the rundown of todays events, wanting him to make sure your okay after her daughters horrid words. Opening your bedroom door he found you wrapped in one of his jumpers, watching reruns of greys anatomy.

Climbing in next you he istanly pullz you into his chest, letting you let out all of your frustration. His heart breaking at each little hiccup as you struggled to find the right words to express whats happened. He never imagined his sister taking it this far, but all knew from holding your shaking state in his arms is that he needed to have a stern word with his sister. Makin sure she knows how much shes not only hurting you but also him.

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Requests are open! Who i write for is on my masterlist in my bio ✨

[hyunqlns]

adventure to his heart  ❦  hyunjin

⇴ genre: apocalypse!au ; angst ; future fluff 

⇴ part : 1          | 2 ; 3 ; 4 ; 5 ; 6 ; 7 ; 8 ; |

⇴ description: just when you thought your crush, the well known school heartthrob hwang hyunjin, was your biggest problem, a crazy alien invasion managed to prove you wrong. 

⇴ author’s note: inspired and based on the book and movie “the fifth wave”

⇴ warnings: apocalypse, swears

⇴ word count: 1476

it was rather pathetic. how god was playing with your lives.

you would never have imagined yourself standing there - lost in the woods, with absolutely no clue where you were or where were you going to head to. you were always a very positive and carefree person who with no doubt loved all type of adventures - diving deep into the sea, flying with a parachute, traveling around the world. however you swore that your scaredy ass would have never put a foot into the woods. the idea of walking around countless of trees and thousand of bugs just terrified you, was it surprising that you never attended a single of the school trips? definitely no.

but how fun, god really had other plans for the humankind. the day the others came was surely the day the whole humanity should've expected to be wiped off the face of the earth. that was the day your hell had just began.

the first wave killed around half million of people. it was just the starter. waves, was what you called the stages of attacks.

"lights out" was the very first wave to be used by the others (as reffered to by you) in attempt to wipe you, the humans off the face of the earth.your father had believed that the others needed your planet simply because their planet was either not enough or the conditions were uninhabitable by now.

the wave itself was a massive electromagnetic pulse, or you could call it an EMP strike that managed to short out all possible objects running on electricity. how smart and convenient, right? everything stopped, all it took was a second. the phones, the vehicles, all lights, batteries, pretty much everything. 

gone.

it was almost 2 pm, a cloudy but warm day in early spring. the birds were unusually quiet, already sensing something was bound to happen, as expected. you were in your last period, which was apparently physics - your least favorite class. you were really hoping you’re anywhere but mr. choi's boring physics class. maybe in the flower garden, sitting on the benches, admiring hwang hyunjin (a.k.a the school heartthrob) or atleast home, praying that the world isn't ending. you remember texting your step sister, melanie, whom you were really close with. she was a foreign chick, just like you,  that your parents had adopted when you were at the age of nine. truthfully, at first you weren’t very fond of the idea not being the only child anymore, not being the main center of attention for your parents, but you quickly got used to it and now you cherish my little sister more than anything.

your conversation was about the usual - your crush, the well known school's prince hwang hyunjin. every girl seemed to love him, including you. but this was completely normal. 

look who is sitting in front of me in history class ;)) [image]

omg, you lucky bitch

the first wave rolled in quietly. no fanfare, no tantrums. it happened in a matter of seconds. the lights just winked out, so did your phone. someone in the room screamed. typical reaction of the people nowadays. people are just so used to the electricity and to the objects running on it, so when it stops, you’re completely lost.

the teacher had told the class to stay in your seats. but no one listened. since the humanity was on the pins for ten days, frightened and expecting for something to happen, when it did, it left you panicked. but it was normal. most students weren't even attending school anymore, so the classroom was nearly empty. your parents of course, on the other side had decided it's for the best if you continue your lives as if nothing had happened - attending school, school clubs and going to work. when in reality, everything was happening. nothing felt normal anymore, for these 10 days the stress had just piled up, added up, for you, it felt like a time bomb that could explode any second.

the teacher wasn't panicked. it was just a normal black out. nothing more on nothing less. a normal blackout couldn’t harm you, right? but this didn’t feel normal to you, though. when you announced to the class that your phone had died, lim minhee, a visibly panicked boy sitting at the back of the classroom, also exclaimed that he couldn't turn on his laptop that he used for school purposes (according to him)

the whole class started talking. no one listened to mr. choi anymore. you all, god knows why, went to the nearest window and started looking outside.you guessed that's what you do when the lights go out. you didn't know what everyone was looking for, until a 727 appeared in the picture, tumbling end over end to the earth, from over nine thousand feet. it quickly disappeared behind the trees nearby and exploded. cars and trucks, all kind of vehicles abruptly stopped and crashed at each other, most of them catching fire.

nobody said much after that. you just continued standing in front of the windows hopelessly, your eyes frozen on the scenery. some of you checked your phones and cried in fear. what was just happening?

soon enough, 

the door flew open and there stood the history teacher, mr. shin who told you to head to the gymnasium. what a smart idea - gather us in one place so it would be easier for the aliens to eliminate us without wasting any excess ammunition, you thought, but didn’t protest and followed him.

everyone sat on the bleachers surrounded by and in complete darkness. only the cries and the whispers could be heard. people were crying, others were praying. some were doing both. the principal didn't seem less panicked than us. he nervously paced back and forth, occasionally yelling at the students to shut up and wait for their parents.

and about those who had cars parked in the yard? ha, jokes on you buddy. the cars wouldn't work.

you were siitting next to melanie as always. weird enough, you weren't talking much. she was just nervously tapping her foot while you were trying to breathe. you had an asthma and anxiety, and the stress now was more than overwhelming. your inhaler was in your left hand just in case.

all students were whispering, so were you.

"this is it, this is the fucking end of the world" melanie exclaimed dramatically. well, she wasn't wrong at all. you were optimistic, yes, but now you tried to be  rather realistic. this indeed was it, the end. there was no other reasonable explanation for this. or was there? 10 days on the pins, expecting and waiting for something to happen, now when that something really happened, it was obvious that was it, the thing people waited for.

melanie started crying. you pulled her in a hug and patted her back. you looked around. the scenery unfolding in front of your eyes was excruciating, heartbreaking. kids were having panic attacks while teachers and other workers were huddled up by the gym doors, in case the aliens had plans to barge in the gymnasium.

"there were so many things i wanted to do" she choked back a sob.

"is one of them fucking felix under the bleachers?" you gave her shoulder a nudge and laughed. you were surprised how calm you were in this situation. with all your might, you tried to crack some jokes, lit up the atmosphere.

"oh my god y/n, all you talk about is sex!" melanie whisper-shouted, breaking the hug.

she wasn't either right or wrong. you had no problems talking about sex, you only had problems talking about sex involving you.

"you should tell hyunjin though" she exclaimed.

"no." you flatly refuse.

"why not y/nnn? you've got nothing to lose. that might be our last day and you wanna spend it thinking how you're gonna die? hell no" she flicked your forehead and shook her head, before fixing her bangs.

"if i was you, i'd go up to him and say 'i know this is the end of the world, but i ain't dying without doing it with you'"

"and do you know shat happens next?" she asked.

"what?"

"i'd have sex with him in the flower garden"

"you're ridiculous, this sounds like a drama. tsk, impossible" you click your tongue and laugh, not even able to imagine it.

"come on y/n, you like him since middle school. middle fucking school!! it's been years. it's time to atleast confess. and it's not as unrealistic as the thing happening right now"

and she was completely right.

but you never did. and that was the last time you ever saw him. a few rows behind you, you saw his face, his blank expression that even until today you couldn't read.

[fhujami]

Do not cross the line | Chapter 33 [Sam Drake x Reader]

It has been so long since I posted any chapters. But i am determined to finish my stories way or another. This chapter is totally bullshit and more os about to come but I will end this story, maybe not the way I wanted but somehow yes.

Tags: @missdictatorme  @ruaiori  @jaheesvorson @bvckybvnes  @theoniprince @ikikime @mynameismono  @souls-rain  @samsassinparvismagna  @easy-and-steady

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It was your first day back in the Graphic section. Even thought you loved being in media section, it felt good to be back at your own office. Time in media section had been so hectic and like a hurricane, with rush and different kind of challenges. Not like you didn’t liked the challenges, but the mental stress you had got in studio was overwhelming. Thank God everything was about to be back to normal. 

Atleast somehow.

After you and Sam almost got caught in his office - even thought it was Harry who was behind the door when you two were in the middle of heated session - you two chose to be more careful, and try to keep your hands off from each other when you were in the office.

Ofcourse it didn’t worked. Everyday you found yourself having sex with Sam in his office.

Or in the toilet. 

Or in the conference room.

Or anywhere you two just could. 

You two just couldn’t kept your hands away from each other. It only needed from him to give you specific look and you were already inviting him with you somewhere where you had at least some kind of privacy.

Ofcourse the most closest friends of his - and yours now - knew what was going on, but still you didn’t want your relationship with Sam to spread outside of the studio. After all, it was still forbidden to have a thing with someone on the office. 

And the fact that Sam was the boss of the media sector, your situation was even more forbidden, and your career was in the line if it would see the daylight. 

But now you were back in your own office. Not having any distractions from Sam’s luring eyes or voice to invite you like a flame invites a moth.

You stepped to the elevator, hesitating first of which floor you were about to go now. Now you needed to get used to press the fifth floor instead of the second.

Smiling a little you waited the elevator close it’s metal doors and take you up.

Your boss Kathryn had sent you a message in the morning that she wanted to see you right away when you arrive to the office. Maybe she wanted to hear how things went in the studio. 

When the doors of the elevator opened and revealed the office behind the metal doors, you sensed immediately that something was wrong.

The office you had came every week for almost last five years, it didn’t felt the same anymore as you took the first step out of the elevator. Something didn’t feel right and your gut were telling you to turn and step back to the elevator.

Walking through the office, where you used to get cherishing and smiling greetings from other people working there, was now shining of thick and unwelcomed atmosphere.

The way all those people were looking at you and were whispering to each other, that nasty feeling you had on your gut was growing and made you feel nauseous.

You didn’t like that. It made you feel really uncomfortable.

You passed Mike and Melanie, who both looked at you, but didn’t greeted as they normally did.

You walked straight to Kathryn’s office, with each step you took closer, made you feel more and more nauseous. 

Knocking the door in the end of the office, everything felt so weird. Kathryn never kept her door closed, so when you noticed it was closed this time, and you needed to knock it to get permission to step inside, you knew the situation was bad.

After knocking the door with your slightly shaking hand, you waited to hear the voice to tell you to come inside - and after a moment which felt like infinity, you turned the doorknob, opened the door and stepped inside.

You saw Kathryn standing behind her desk, as Patrick, the big boss of the graphic section, was sitting on her chair. You closed the door, and walked to the chair front of the desk, and sat down as Kathryn pointed you to do with her hand as you walked there.

After short silence, Kathryn finally spoke up with a deep sigh.

“I’m really disappointed on you Y/N.” - but Patrick raised his hand to stop her from speaking more.

The worst scenarios were running on your mind. As a reflex you dig your hand as a first, your fingernails digging on your flesh in your palms.

“We got a anonymous hint as some time ago already, that you have been trying to get better job from the media section by using very questionable methods. We went through some evidence, and we have chose that your commitment in this company, ends right here and now.” - Patrick spoke with firm and deep voice.

His words hit you like someone had throw million knifes on you. Everything you had been working on since you were a kid was now flushing down from the toilet. 

Just because you let yourself to let Sam lure you into that dangerous game and crossing the line you always promised you would never cross.

“Do you have anything to say?” - Kathryn looked at you with sadness in her eyes. You could see the disappointment in her eyes, she had always supported you, she always believed on your talents and she had finally gave you a change to work on with different section of the company. 

You lowered your gaze to the floor, while you were fighting against your tears.

You had lost everything.

Your career was ruined.

You raised your gaze back to Kathryn and Patrick, shaking your head.

“I have nothing to say.”

There were nothing you can do. You had broke the most holiest unwritten rule, and there was nothing you could do to save your career in the company. 

“Please sign this paper, give back your work ID, keycard, and go clean your table.” - Patrick said as he slided the papers toward you across the table, as you grabbed the pen and signed the papers, making everything official. 

You took your bag in to your lap, digging all the stuff Patrick had asked for, putting them to the table front of him, got up from the chair and headed to the door.

The office was even more silent than it was when you came in not many minutes before. You saw that everyone was staring at you, judgmental in their eyes.You needed to bit your lip to made it stop trembling, as you lifted your head up and forced yourself walk toward your desk without shame.

Even thought this was the most embarrassing thing that had ever happened to you. But you were always confident and walked the hallas with pride, you didn't want to show your weakness. 

You cleaned your desk, taking all your personal stuff, as at the same time you quickly signed in on your computer for the last time, to quickly take your personal files from it to your hard disk. 

When you were finished, you lifted your head back up and headed to the elevator, not giving eye contact to anyone. 

When you finally stepped to the elevator, and turned around, you took a look for the last time to the Graphic section, to the world what was your home for so many years, to the place you gave your heart and soul. To the place where you thought you will achieve your deepest dreams, for which you had worked so long. 

You watched as the metal doors started to close, closing your dreams out of your reach from your life. As the door finally closed, a tear flowed down your cheek, which you tried to hold back, but you couldn't.

[thatoneghostlygirl]

About me:

Hello! This is going to be a place where I put all of the random thoughts I have throughout the day, along with the experiences I have. It’s basically a diary of my life. I am a sophomore in highschool, so this diary is going to be nowhere near good writing. 

My pronouns are she/her and I am cisgender. 

I don’t quite know my sexuality, I definitely like dudes but I am still questioning liking girls so I guess that makes me bicurious. 

At the moment I really like singing, photography, parkour, puzzles, and games. 

My favorite colors are black and blue and they have been for a while. 

My favorite band is Twenty One Pilots. 

Other artists/bands I listen to a lot are My Chemical Romance, Panic At The Disco, Fall Out Boy, Billie Eilish, Cavetown, Melanie Martinez, Halsey, Sam Smith, Faith Marie, etc.

I only listen to two Podcasts at the moment: SimplyPodLogical and The Eboys Podcast. 

My favorite subject is Math and my least favorite subject is reading

I struggle with mental health a lot and many of my posts will be updates on how I’m feeling or what I’m struggling with at the time. I don’t want to self diagnose but at the very least I know for a fact I have anxiety, though I don’t quite know if it’s a disorder or what. I also have ideas of some other things I could have but I don’t want to self diagnose so I won’t say them. My plan was to start therapy but then this whole covid thing happened so it’s been pushed back and I plan on starting after I start in-school learning again. It’s one of the few things I’ve been looking forward to during quarantine. 

There are so many Youtubers I watch so I’ll just list the ones who I watch the most: Kat Blaque, Tom Harlock, Wilbur Soot, Dangelo Wallace, F1nn5terLIVE, Wadzee, Nicole Rafiee, Dream, Anthony Padilla, Grian, Penguinz0, JustaMinx, Corpse, Oompaville, Jshlatt, The Eboys, Weest, Beatrice Caruso, Samantha Jo, iiluminaughtii, Watts the Safeword, The Right Opinion, Nexpo, and soooo many more. As you can see I watch a variety of youtubers and I have a Youtube addiction lol. 

My favorite game of all time is Minecraft, I’ve spent many hours in that game.

I don’t have a good laptop or money so I’m not much of a gamer girl, I plan on becoming one in the future though :)

My favorite food is Orange Chicken and it has been for a while. 

Hobbies I want to get into but I don’t have the motivation yet: Playing the piano, basketball, drawing, exercising, learning different plays for chess, etc. Hopefully after I start therapy/possibly medication I’ll have the motivation to finally get good at atleast one of these. 

Foods I don’t like: Pizza, eggs, risotto, mushrooms, olives, anything spicy, etc. 

I don’t drink soda 99% of the time because it’s a lot of unnecessary sugar and I don’t like drinking carbs. I still have it occasionally though if I feel like it. At this point though I opt more for water than soda. 

I am a small bean. I will not say my exact weight and height because that’s a bit too much but I am in the low inches of 5 foot and I have always been naturally skinny. 

People have said I’m funny but I don’t really agree with them. I’m also described as a generally optimistic and happy person which I agree with somewhat. Those are the characteristics I try to portray.

I want to be a streamer/youtuber in the future but the likeliness of that becoming my career is very little so I likely will keep it as a hobby. I haven’t quite thought of what I want to be exactly but one of my main options is a cosmetologist. 

I don’t think there’s much else I can say about me! I really don’t expect anyone to see this blog/diary but if you happen to like it then stick around :) I made it because I like addressing other people and I wanted to start a journal/diary anyway but this is the only way I’d be motivated to do it. I should be posting several times daily but I definitely have times where I’m not motivated or I forget about it so it really depends on my mental state :3 I also won’t be using tags because the less the chance of people seeing this the better :)

[anakinskywalkerog]

(that way by tate mcrae the queen 🙏)

so its a bit weird because hes still got a bit of that staring thing going on? not like before, but i can feel it. the rush of oxytocin i get when i know i wont look back is just 👌👌👌

and im friends with some of his friends and i talk with them... although he dodges conversation with me, hes always there and involved when im around, like, hes watching when im talking/arguing/bantering with his friends and his head turns to me when im answering questions or when someone says my name? like bruh MAKE UP YOUR MIND

and stay fucking loyal to your gf :/

would you believe it if i told you that he told his GIRLFRIEND that i told him i didnt like him?! and his gf is BEST friends with the bitchy friend of mine who told him i liked him last year, and i told him: "those rumours arent true, its because of bad blood with a friend" and he misinterpreted that to be: "bad blood in the (my) friendship group" and my friends got affronted because obviously that looks bad, right?

WTF i was so fkn annoyed at him; you know i dont like you, drop it. dont take it back to your gf, and dont read too much in between the lines.

why do you think he would do that?

and even before that i saw a friend (not v close at all, just like an acquaintance) walk up to him - "hey complicated sad machete boi, guess what? sythe-" i was in a rush so i didnt eavesdrop, but i HEARD her say my name! im sure. and the next day she comes up to me and asks: "so, do you like anyone? really? you dont? because i heard you liked complicated sad machete boi..." BRUH!

and she said HE told her? now, i dont entirely believe that, it could be true, especially if she brought up the convo (i think he told a few of his friends, but not in a dick-y a way, more like "dude, what do you think of this? do you think she likes me?" and they deffo asked who it was. because, well. and also im not exactly the person youd automatically assume would like someone, especially him, so yeah.) i get how it looked, but i hope he realizes it looked the exact same way to me as well 👍

im curious, because i have a very unique name, and its not easily misheard - was she going to tell him she heard i liked him (this is entirely possible, i was not as careful as i should have been, but the three of us are only in one class together; shes not in the other classes i have with him so theres no way she picked up on it by herself. also because in that class i dont look at him, like, ever. its the way that class is.) or ask him if he liked me???

there's so much going on here, i wish i was telepathic and could read minds so i coud just find the truth - i wouldnt care if i replused him, atleast i know THAT for sure, am i right?

but its annoying that hes so indecided. like, its okay if you dont want me or anything, people dont always like each other back. its the way the world works. but dont try to have it both ways; youre trying to date your gf and keep whatever fucking tension is going on between us at the same time! (ngl it put the song "break up with your girlfriend, im bored" make a lot of sense 😂 melanie martinez vibes 👍)

a friend said "maybe he just likes you but doesnt want to admit it" which actually makes a lot of sense, especially seeing as that he has a GIRLFRIEND? bruh.

i tried to soften the blow for him because i posted a story on my snapstory telling a fictional friend i didnt like anyone at all, and he saw that, so he could tell it was coming - im not at fault here!

there was actually a fight going on yesterday (b/w two random girls from our school) and everyone posted those videos (of the fight) to their stories as well - im certain atleast one of his friends had it on, (although we have quite few commons and none of them did, so maybe they didnt) (but he has a different set of friends and hes deffo on someone's priv story where they may have posted it, im the new girl and hes not) but he asked ME?

that felt great 💅 but not because of him 🤣 it was just funny to be the one holding the cards for once!

two friends told me to drop him because he got a buzz cut 😭😂 but it isnt a full on buzz cut but like one those buzz cuts with the sides shaved and the top... grown...? like, you dont shave the top RIP 💀

i have no idea where this is going, but we're definitely going to be still seeing him :/ not in my love life, probably, but in my drama life 🤣

FUCK- ive ranted quite a lot, sos about that 😭

pls dont block me oli 🥺

lol rant away Sythe

i don’t know i don’t think it’s that weird for him to tell his girlfriend about your convo with him…like in most relationships it might be weirder for him not to tell her? bc in the better/healthier relationships you tell your partner most things

it’s possible that maybe he just thinks you’re attractive? maybe he’s looking at you bc he thinks you’re pretty. teenage boy brains make no sense to me and never will, but you gotta remember that if he wanted to date you, he would probably do something to make it happen. but rn it sounds like, even if he does like looking at you, he still wants to be with his gf….so again. idk like tension/feelies with someone can be FUN but also, maybe find a new crush who is single lol (easier said than done)

[melanievstimothy-blog]

A look into Melanie Martinez’s statements

https://twitter.com/MelanieLBBH/status/937949003777372162

https://twitter.com/MelanieLBBH/status/939706275515981824

Compared to Timothy, Melanie has not released a lot of information about what actually happened between them, which she was probably advised to do, but here is what I find interesting about her statements (not including Piggyback)

First statement-

Melanie basically just explains what her realtionship with Timothy was which is good, because it shows us she really did know her and that Timothy wasn’t just acting like she knew Melanie.

Melanie claims that she believed her and Timothy were just trying to help each other deal with personal issues and start up their career. This means they probably did form a close friendship really fast.

Melanie only really addresses the accusations in one sentance which is “She never said no to what we chose to do together.” This is rather confusing because Melanie is stating they both agreed to partake in sexual activity, and maybe Timothy did say she wanted to at some stage but it is not clear if maybe Timothy changed her mind at some stage.

Second statement-

I am very glad Melanie says “... no one with a heart would want to invalidate anyone speaking up about this topic.” Atleast Melanie is addressing it is a serious topic and I think she is saying her fans should not abuse Timothy, Melanie is about positivity and I really don’t think she wants her fans to bash people.

She then thanks her fans for pointing out flaws in Timothy’s story. Even though the fans are doing this I still think Melanie should be providing details, because that would be more proof than Melanie just saying what her fans have found are correct. This also shows that Melanie was indeed looking at what people were saying and was active online.

Melanie says people have taken advantage of her and basically implies Timothy is just trying to tear Melanie down and/or gain fame for herself.

Melanie says she would never get intimate with someone with out their consent, stating she has never raped someone and that Timothy gave consent.