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it has been so long since a game has done this level of irreparable damage to my emotional wellbeing
#yes this is about persona 3 i am no longer the same person i was before this game#it has permanently altered my brain chemistry. reorganized every single molecule in my body#it has fundamentally changed me as a person#ive been doong horribly in school bc i literally canmot focus in class#all i can tjink about is p3 and how quickly i can rush tjroigh assignments so i can go back to my room and play persona all night it#is not healthy i need summer break for a reason and thay is to be able to let out all this energy so i can#function properly in daily life#ivr half a mind to make little digital p3 emote sticker thing doodles so that i can plaster them on my notes#i think if i have a drawing of aigis next to my linear algebra notes i will have more motivation to read them#going to make so many aki ones...#all of this is if i have the time and energy tho. i hate school so much#rambling about stuff#literally been listening to tje p3 soundtrack everyday when i study#its that bad. it really is that bad. i need to start taking school seriously i cannot fail my classes i do not jave tje money to afford rep#ating any classes#also coping w how hesvy the p3 story is compared to the other games ithink... idk man im thriving off of tjr everybody lives no one dies au#and imean i get thay that kinda goes against the whole tjeme of tje game but like. let them be happy ;O;#maxing all my social links bc i love them all so much tjey are bffs forever. sees bffs sees bffs i love sees#im not even that far into my playthrougj yet ive yet to meet aigis but that is coming soon!!!#going to hug her so hard when she finally shows up#ryoji too ;w;#celebrating every mochizuki monday so i actually get out of bed and go to class#fuck linear algebra i might actuslly fail linear algebra i have no clue whats going in linear algebra ryoji mochizuki would never
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no but seriously if any (or worst case scenario, all) of the ASL actually joined the Marines, Garp would be begging them to go and do anything else, even if that meant becoming pirates, within a week flat
#one piece#portgas d ace#revolutionary sabo#monkey d. luffy#monkey d garp#it'd take the first financial report i bet#''sir those three ate a year's worth of food for an entire division. in a week''#they cause chaos wherever they go#Ace would terrorize the teachers#he'd fall asleep like a dozen times a lesson#there's a betting pool on how many times he does it any given time#sparring? more like spa-DONE#after the first day no one wants to fight him#bc he would not stop until he was physically stopped#and god help you if you insulted his brothers within his hearing range#Sabo would be fine during the classes#which i assume would consist of stuff like geography and world history#if by 'fine' you mean 'will grill the teachers about everything and anything'#he would have more questions than they would have answers#and any sign of injustice#especially one commited by the nobles#would get very vocally and very viciously criticized#as for Luffy#he'd join the marines but he wouldn't join-join them#y'all know what i mean#he'd still proclaim that he'll be the king of the pirates even in full marine outfit no matter who he's talking to#not to mention his fruit#marines have to know how to swim#they'd need to get freshwater for him (might be wrong but it's just seawater that's non-swimmable right?)#anycase apparently there's a 30 tags limit and i just ran out rip
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HI TUMBLRR it’s me
#I ate ramen just now it was soooo god I think ramen is just it just is better after 10pm#im right#ughhh ok that actually reminded me earlier my classmate was making an Asian people eat dogs joke like he put on this awful accent and he wa#all like ‘dog tastes so good with rice’ and then he did other stuff too#but what really made me upset is that someone who I thought was my friend found it really humorous! wow okay!#I know it’s not really a big deal but im still kind of sad like I’ve lost all my respect for you now#anddd they were my only friend in the class so now I’m stuck there for the rest of the semester I guess . I mean I’ll still be nice to them#but I just don’t think I can bring myself to like them anymore sorryyy . not really . but kind of#idk if I’m overreacting . in elementary school though people would make jokes actually about me eating dog and it always made me really sad#but I never held it against them cause we were children#but now I feel like you’re old enough to know what you’re laughing at..#wow ok this really derived away from me being on tumblr and having just ate the worlds best ramen#well . not really I mean it was good but I’m allergic to normal noodles and I need to eat rice noodles and they’re not bad I just don’t lik#them as much Lol#I feel like my actual posts say nothing but if anyone ever reads the tags they probably know everything about me..#I use tumblr to complain half the time loll and I used to post my drawings more but I haven’t made any good drawings recently😭😭😭BUT WAIT!#i have a comic I’ll post in October we’ll see how far I am in it by then…#im like . halfway done with chapter oneeeee so maybe like I’ll post all of chapter one on hallowern.. how does that sound… cause actually#for those of you who don’t know my story has ghosts in it#im like trying to keep it a little silly right now but the tone might shifftttt idk!!!!! we’ll seeeeeeee cause actually I have NOT worked#out the entire plot.. just like. most of it.#but I keep having ideas like midway through ughhh it’s an endless cycle!!!!!#like Francis . she used to be a random character who shows up once but then I was like . wait no! anjali should have ghost friends! and tha#that’s how Francis came to be#and actually today I kind of finalized her design^_^ albeit in my math notebook lol
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FREN IS OK :DDDDDD i was so close to sending a ask to see if you were ok-
Also I’m snatching your sister so I can learn dearly beloved finally/j
But fren is ok I now have no need to worry :)))) band has ruined my sleep schedule so give me a good bit to resume my normal ask “schedule”
theres never a need to explain spaghetti
#snap chats#my sister (not the pianist I Have Two) loves pasta ..... all she ate i fear but anyways#yeah im good !! midterms are on the horizon so my classes + other things have been getting crazier#in any case hope your sleep schedule gets fixed soon !! funny enuogh i thought about starting to fix mine#ive been sleeping at 2AM lately and waking up at like. 4 and thats probably not good#i say that and yet i said id be asleep by now ... tragic ! but i have something i must tend to before i sleep
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in the teacher-parent meeting until six pm pls pray for my soul 🙏🏼
#my brain is frieddd i had 5 classes in a row with the same kids like ive literally been with them from 9#am#to 2pm#and then ate quickly and now am expected to actually formulate any constructive criticism to the parents nooo#ur kid is amazing mashallah 😍 <- lies#🧷
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Interrogating my high school self today like okay if you were so firm on being a girl, why did you want to throw a temper tantrum when you didn't get to play Cassio and why were you the happiest you'd ever been when you played Oswald in Ghosts and why did you give the barista the name of one of your male OCs and why were said OCs literally all men and all had aspects of your personality and why
#outing myself very much here as a former theatre kid yikes#i have so many trans friends and most of us were theatre kids#been thinking about oswald a lot like that particular role had such a hold on me#he's literally dying of syphilis and going insane and i ate it uuppp#i can so vividly remember how happy i was to wear men's clothes and BE a man#any time the girls in my class had to play a men's role they were like 'meh it's fine'#but i was so stoked
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sometimes when I think about how my roommates treated me when I had COVID I get so angry I lose speech
#first context: we are all honors students. none of us want to miss any classes. all of us are busy and don’t have much free time.#second context: I was masking scrupulously. they never wore masks anywhere. I took every precaution possible not to get sick#but in September I did get sick. really sick. symptoms started on the weekend and by Monday I was feverish and loopy with exhaustion#I took rapid tests three times. the third time was at the doctor on Tuesday. I was so out of it my friend had to drive me to my appointment#only the third one was positive. but I was responsible and immediately told everyone I’d been in contact with.#my roommates response was ‘stay in your room. don’t leave. don’t get us sick.’#I took them literally. I was sick. I only left my room to use the bathroom.#I ate four times in four days. on the fourth day I asked my roommates for the first time to make me food#suddenly I could leave my room because they were too busy with homework to bother putting something in the oven#they wouldn’t buy me groceries. I had to ask the friend who’d taken me to the doctor to buy them.#they never asked if I was okay or if I needed anything. it was as if I became invisible the second my door was shut.
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Another one of Blue's abilities: despite sleeping for a long time, he's notoriously able to get up and have full cognitive ability instantly.
Yknow how after waking up you're really really groggy for a while? Not for Blue. If he wants, he can just spring into action instantly. Catches people off guard, and it's really funny if he suddenly does something after overhearing someone say something else (i.e "I heard they have a sale at the department store down the street", White says, and suddenly Blue gets up from the couch and bolts out the door because he's been eyeing a quilt bed-sheet pack for like 3 weeks now)
It's the complete opposite for Black. That guy takes like 2 hours to wake up after sleeping. And he gets so dramatically fussy if you wake him up before he's ready, too. To be fair, Blue gets mad as well, but he's more general about it. Black gets all dramatic with it. He's all, "Why'd you disturb my beauty sleep?", and nonsense, and he does that every time. He doesn't even need "beauty sleep" the way humans (that have skin as an organ) do. Luckily, it's not too much of a problem unless he goes to bed late (he wakes up at 6 am, and then spends the next 2 to 3 hours fully waking up and basically pampering himself).
#bomberman#super bomberman r#blue bomber#black bomber#also I feel like blue's overheard a lot of things while half asleep or just kinda lying there#but he really couldn't care UNLESS its funny and would solve a conflict he's involved in#like. for example#Blue's half-asleep in the living room and he hears crunching noises and Pink's voice for a while and then she leaves#then White's like “WHO ATE ALL THE CHIPS”#and he drags everyone into it#like a class trial or some shit#and for Blue he's all “thats annoying” because he doesnt care#so he goes#“i heard pink crunching on some chips in the living room earlier”#just completely snitching on her#also if he doesn't have any ulterior motives (like going back to bed or whatnot) he'll sometimes actually WAIT a little while#before revealing info or dropping bombshells#like he'll just let them bitch at each other until it gets loud and/or physical
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i’m reading the good side rn and you’ve got me in tears at 9am on a monday 😭😭😭
Omg, please that’s so sweet!!! I remember crying my eyes out writing it!! Damn…and I wrote it in the morning, too. I think it was like 11 am that I finished it that day. I haven’t thought about this fic in a while 😭😭 Thank you for reminding me!! I hope you’re enjoying it!!!
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#my first chapter fic#lots of slaying happened#and some missteps#in retrospect I probably wouldn’t include irl family#(mostly cause it’s uncomfortable like the last thing I want is family being tied to a gay smut jfc)#or any of those celebrity friends#I think it ages my fics poorly#(esp since I don’t stan atl anymore)#(I’d change Mccree to Cassidy since mccree’s cancelled also)#but like other than that I still think it’s a slay#I really ate with that one#I was such an inexperienced writer#I had never taken a single class I was just rawdogging it#so I’m glad it holds its own at least a little bit#sofi#sofsversion#ask me anything#orange soda#scholarly#all that aside it’s like Alanis says: you live you learn
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just got home from school ~ ate a sandwich to cheer myself up, think i’ll play genshin for a bit and nap ... pulling on shenhe’s banner solves everything
#oh wait i'll give you a mark then! but wait no its still wrong nvm#venting a little because i’m just so bummed and silly and i was in such a good mood yesterday so like how did we get here#i failed my math test and that set my mood for the rest of the day which is dumb i know but aghh#the teacher had us add all our grades and then i was like wait theres this one question i think you mightve marked wrongly#and for a sec he was like that was so embarrassing LOL#i got a 26/30 for history — something i didn’t revise for. i got a 20/20 for my eng lit test. plus bc i did so well on my en oral exam-#-(got full marks btw) i’m being nominated to participate in this speaking thing. when my homeroom teacher found out abt this she even said:#“yeah‚ i expected mika to be a good speaker because everytime she speaks to me i...” and it was a really nice thing to hear but even after-#-all that i’m still so sad. i studied for my math exam i really did. so why did i still fail. i didn’t even pass my class this time#i prepared for a week beforehand. looked at past questions and learned things i never thought i would grasp. asked friends for help & i-#-paid attention in class i wrote down notes i did practice questions why was that not enough. looked up proper study methods and tried to-#-balance everything nicely! so why did i still fail‚ right? and i feel so disappointed in myself.#of course i made the mistake of lightheartedly complaining about this to my straight A & A* student‚ beloved by teachers‚ prefect friend#“you’ll do better! it’s not that bad!” i’m so tired. i know i’m an awful friend for being so bitter but i can’t-#-endure myself any longer. and i got home and i ate a sandwich with my sister and mom at the table and-#-my sister made a comment about how ahhh she’s in a bad mood again cuz it’s a monday !! and i hate that i’m so obviously down. i don’t-#-wish to ruin the mood or anything so like#and i have my malay oral exam tomorrow and i wrote my script wrongly apparently so i have to redo that#i’ve given up on memorizing it i just hate going to school now#and then ahhhh another project another presentation i’m so sick of this so sick of myself#i should have put this at the very start but umm! anyways please don’t reply to this or try to reassure me i appreciate it i really do but-#-i just needed a place to be silly and its already kind of embarrassing enough! so just acknowledge this and move on. thanks. love u guys#cw vent#cw negative
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bad news. i’m skinny now. do you still want me
#🕰️#i was in class and i was like i ate like a granola bar for breakfast (it was last lunch)#and then a guy was like ‘??? did you not anything else’ and i was like no lol#and he was like ‘that’s not healthy i think that could lead to a disorder’ and i was like it’s fine i can stop any time i want to#and then he said ‘noooo that’s what disorder people say’ WHAT DOES TGAT MEAN
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It has been a rough month for 100% physical reasons. I often blame a lot of physical symptoms on my mental health and I think it's often valid, but a sinus infection is not one of those things. I really really want my head to stop hurting.
#otherwise mentally I've been FINE which is frustrating because I'm skating through school just a touch at the moment because of the pain#I skipped my easier classes last week#the pain is getting worse and antibiotics are not helping#I scheduled an appt for my pcp but that's on tuesday after my microbiology exam#my hardest class by far#and I'm concerned about just how well I'm going to be able to study for it#I had a nice couple of hours this morning without pain but it didn't last#I've spent the evening spiraling a bit as I took medications and drank water and ate food and waited for any of it to help and it didn't#by 2050 we won't have working antibiotics anymore so is this what that future will be like permanently?#that's the kind of thoughts I was having#I think that date has been updated since I first read that statistic but I haven't checked#I know drug companies have some things in the works so hopefully the antibiotic resistance crisis is avoided but#I know we're not there yet and I think about that legitimately at least once a week#anyway I hope I find an antibiotic that does work and fast for me because I get very self centered when I'm in pain#so all that got me crying and I don't know whether that's good or bad for my headache#probably good for a moment and then it'll settle and make things worse I imagine#my poor cats don't know how to handle me having a breakdown#'we are the babies? why are you crying...we are the ones who are supposed to do the crying?'
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istg this teacher...
#We all have professors we don't like#but this dude?!#Cannot fucking stand him#I'm writing my bachelor atm#or choosing our topics#which I did last winter#and I've talked to a bunch of other professors about it who all supports it and says it's a great idea#I talked to this teacher before summer started and he was on board#I sent him an email a week ago just confirming that this was my topic and that I had these plans for it#and he has the nerve to answer me with a 'Oooh that's a bit big and hard for this isn't it?'#'I'm not sure what you want to write about and you don't have any archeological material here'#'I'm not sure you're writing an archeological paper here it sounds more like a sociological paper'#Like SIR?! You don't think frescoes and graffiti in Pompeii and bioARCHEOLOGICAL material are archeology????#You're not sure how I will use that material to analyse if the food pictured is their actual diet??#'Oh and you do know that it's not certain the food they pictured is the food they ate right?'#YES SIR of fucking course i know!!!!#the whole premise for my paper is to analyse WHY it isn't the same#oh and this is the same teacher who said I didn't quite know what archeology was#AND almost failed me because I used misspelled a few (6) composite words in a 20 page paper I had to write in 3 days#his classes are the only classes I almost fail in. In every other class it is top grades and teachers using my papers as good examples#i fucking can't deal with him...#classic archeology#poul's shitposts
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Just TWO days into school and I'm already fully emotionally exhausted
#and that's on not having any classes with the person that's basically your other half#in all seriousness#i wanna kms#I'm exhausted but just emotionally abd socially#also#the last full meal I ate was a week ago#so I'm also going backwards#on my ed recovery
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Guess who slept in, forgot three things they needed, and is now half asleep in class
#I’m wearing an old mask b/c she didn’t find any more#I couldnt get Todays Bracelet because I was already running out of time and I didn’t want to take the bus#and I forgot the new notebooks for classes#and I just washed my hair and it’s dyed so now everyone’s gonna call me the girl nouns#< plus I’m not wearing a binder b/c they don’t fucking WORK#my mom also didn’t toast the bagel I had to I just ate like a raw bagel with cream cheese and it’s lingering in my mouth and it’s gross#this sucks#I say that too much
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Worried that my health stuff might be acting up again augh
#PLEASE I don’t want another several weeks of this#I’m feeling super low energy and brain foggy and generally shitty#which makes me anxious because that’s usually how it starts when my symptoms start getting worse again#I’m crossing my fingers that this is just because I’m on my cycle or because I ate fast food today#for the first time in a while#and that it’s not the same health stuff I had going on for the last couple months#but I’m worried#we never figured out what was going on with me and it went away after a couple months#and I’ve been way better lately but the past week or so I’ve been feeling gradually worse and have been really low energy#I do have an appointment on Monday I think to redo some blood tests and stuff#but the first two times they ran those tests they didn’t find anything wrong even though my symptoms were awful#so if it is coming back I kinda doubt that this time will reveal anything#but maybe this will convince them to do other tests or refer me to a specialist or something#At least I’m taking fewer classes this term#so I won’t have quite as much stuff to balance#but money is tight because of how much work I missed last term so I can’t afford to miss a lot more#and I’m supposed to start volunteering at an animal shelter in a couple weeks which I’m really looking forward to#and I’ve been planning to get a dog soon-ish#and I would hate hate hate to have to postpone any of that stuff even more#and I just. can’t keep dealing with this. I hate being sick I hate not being able to do things I’m tired of it#I’m trying not to spiral or worry too much because anxiety definitely makes me feel worse lol#and this could be nothing it could be unrelated to whatever health issues I was having earlier#but it makes me nervous#the being of chaos speaks
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