#at this point idgaf whos the traitor

[lamemaster]

The Beer Slayer

Request: Could you do Glorfindel for the what the hell is happening event? All the situations your writing for feel so refreshing and I quite like your writing by the way!

Pairing: Glorfindel x Reader

Genre: College au

AN: Thanks for requesting!! I am glad you like my writing. (What in the Hell is Happening Event)

A throbbing headache assaulted Glorfindel the moment he woke up. The world swam before his eyes, and the remnants of last night's festivities threatened to erupt from his stomach. He squeezed his eyes shut, desperately trying to piece together the fragmented memories of the previous evening.  

There was the pub, of course, celebrating the end of a particularly grueling exam week. And then… there was you. Laughter, shared stories, a warmth that spread through him that had nothing to do with the ale. He vaguely recalled kissing you, the memory sending a jolt through him.

A gentle shake on the shoulder startled him from his reverie. He squinted open his eyes to see your glorious form silhouetted against the window. You were dressed in something ridiculously impractical – thigh-high boots? In your dorm room? Or were you in his room? His brain, still sluggish from the hangover, couldn't quite grasp the logic.

"We have Anth 364 in 15 and I am not driving you there," you declared, your voice laced with amusement. You zipped up those ridiculous boots, the sound strangely hypnotic. A frown creased your brow as you leaned closer.  "Glorfindel, can you hear me? Wake up!"

The warmth of your breath tickled his ear, and Glorfindel's heart hammered against his ribs. He was this close to you, close enough to feel the heat radiating from your body. His traitorous lips twitched, the memory of your almost-kiss. But then you spoke again, your voice laced with a familiar authority that snapped him back to reality.

"Get dressed, our group needs to present this week." There you were, his group leader – the one person who could turn from a pleasurable fantasy into a focused, albeit slightly grouchy, leader. He forced a smile, the weight of responsibility settling on his shoulders.

That's how you both met. A silly group project for a gen-ed that every single one of your group members made a point to whine about. And, you, the biochem major somehow found yourself leading a pack of finance students who operated on "good vibes only" logic.  You were a force of nature in that class, a try-hard who wouldn't hesitate to pull an all-nighter or two to get an A.

He loved you, the minute you self-designated yourself as the leader in that class full of idgafs. There was something undeniably attractive about your determination, the way your brow furrowed in concentration and your eyes sparkled with a competitive fire.

Glorfindel would not have believed last night to be true if not for your presence in his room. How he had ended up belting out karaoke with you, the picture of drunken abandon, was a complete mystery.  And the even bigger mystery was how you, the ever-responsible leader, had somehow ended up at his favorite bar at the exact right time.  Perhaps it was fate, or maybe it was just the cheap beer specials.

"Right," he mumbled, scrambling out of bed. "Presentation… yes, of course. Wouldn't want to let the team down, would we?" He avoided your gaze, a blush creeping up his neck. The group presentation suddenly felt like a monumental task, a distraction he desperately needed from the confusing feelings you stirred within him.

But as he stole a glance at you, his heart skipped a beat. Maybe, just maybe, there was more to this biochem brainiac than he initially thought. And maybe, just maybe, last night wasn't a fluke.

He for once couldn't find himself to skip a single class with you in it. The looming specter of the semester ending sent a shiver down his spine. The thought of diverging paths, of your focused gaze no longer seeking his across the lecture hall, was unbearable. He had to do something, anything, to keep you in his life.

And so, dragging his glorious nude self from the bed, Glorfindel dressed faster than light. Following you, to get the ride that you never offered. “Wait for me!” He called after you, knowing full well that a ride in your well loved Honda Civic was not to be missed.

[transkingbee]

NO ONE IS TRYING TO GROUP TRANS MEN IN WITH WOMEN WE FUCKING KNOW WE AREN’T WOMEN THATS WHY WE’RE TRANS. BUT CAN YOU STOP FOR TWO FUCKING SECONDS AND LOOK AT THIS LIKE A CISHET TRANSPHOBE FOR A SEC?

I do not look like a cis man. I am likely never going to look like a cis man because that’s just not my transition goals. But even if I did and even those who “pass” have people who 1. Knew them before they transitioned and/or 2. Find out that they are trans and not a cis man.

It doesn’t matter at that point what we identify as or what we look like. To a cishet person we are a woman. My positionality in terms of the oppression I face from cis people isn’t about my gender identity, it’s about their perception of me. They now perceive me as 1. A woman, and 2. A traitor to my sex. So the oppression we face is transphobia, yes, but it’s ALSO MISOGYNY.

We experienced misogyny before we started transition and that doesn’t magically go away because we identify as a man. The world doesn’t give a shit what we identify as the world doesn’t give a shit who I am as a person they see me as a woman and a “delusional gender ideologist who preys on children and betrayed their sex for power and someone who needs to be fixed (corrective rape) and a pervert and a fat ugly dyke who couldn’t get a man so she had to transition.”

We aren’t trying to lump in with you, we aren’t talking over you, we aren’t trying to play oppression Olympics or “who has it worse” and we aren’t trying to claim that our oppression is exactly the same. We are trying to talk about our experiences amongst ourselves and our community. And it would be great if we could get a little support and a little trans unity.

And I’m definitely not saying it’s “all trans women” either, I know many wonderful trans women who don’t buy into radfem ideology and I would die for any of you even the ones who do. But I’m sick of being treated like we are being misogynistic and unreasonable when we are just trying to talk about OUR experiences with the intersection of transphobia and misogyny because it’s ALSO a problem. And idgaf what word we use to talk about it but we need something and I don’t think we need to nitpick the etymology of every single word we try to use.

And I’m sorry but it is absolutely lateral transphobia and violence when you threaten (or even joke) to FORCIBLY IMPREGNATE TRANS MEN just because they DISAGREE with you.

If you truly think trans men aren’t women, then why are you clinging so hard to the terf concept of “sex based oppression”? You are working really hard to group trans men in with women, don’t you see how transphobic that is?

i. am going to lose my mind.

[midoriayuh]

oh so we got hagakure, aoyama, AND KIRISHIMA  that didn’t see izuku to give him an emotional sentiment. 

[usertoxicyaoi]

I think its already established that Daemi don't know how to write shit to save their lives. This just further cemented it.

I also think it's funny that one of the authors' favorite character is Vegas, so why the hell they would just make him suffer more and more... I don't know what to tell you. They just suck and I will not accept this as canon. Like there is just no reason to kill off Macau wtf... like, you leave fucking Venice (who provides very little to the plot) and kill off Macau??? Wtf wtf wtf wtf??? Nobody wants that fucking baby ffs, not even Vegas.

I think the authors may have a grudge against the cast/fandom considering all the controversies that have happened concerning them 2 so I think they're like "let's kill someone everyone cares about and actually like as payback! *evil laughter*" and everyone else KP, VP, KC are too important to the plot and the bodyguards aren't that much so they decided on Macau... oof

I think that if we get a S2, they will keep Macau's death, just make it better or have him die a noble death (just like how they changed it for Big- who ended up dying for Porsche- who was the actual traitor in the book instead of Ken) since I do think BOC may be obligated to follow the broad strokes of the novel and I don't think they have bought the rights off Daemi...

hiiii anon!!!

god i am MAD. like. idgaf about venice NO ONE gives a flying fuck about venice and YET!!!!!!!

they absolutely do not know how to write for their characters nor do they care much. so they kill off macau ... can you imagine the PAIN and ANGUISH that vegas would feel? at that point, knowing vegas as We know him, he himself wouldnt wanna live anymore, no matter if he has pete beside him or not. he was gonna blow his brains out just at his DAD dying and pete talked him down. i dont even think pete could talk him down if he saw macau comitting suicide in front of his eyes. like. what?? they wanna play the misery porn card on vegas????

and like. thats just vegas. who's a secondary thought rn. to me its more about macau. like. yes okay he is clinically depressed and on meds in the novel. and you know all this time since kp ended ive gone on and on and onnn about how much of a blank canvas macau was on the show and how if we ever got a s2, i wanna see macau be given depth and be explored more bc theres SO MUCH room and scope with him to do so. and like the novel, i'd wanna see macau go through these bouts of depression bc ... hell ... his entire life has just been one trauma after the next after the next laid upon him. its GOT to get to him. and i could just. so clearly picture what the plotline for macau can be if we got a s2. i could write it myself and do a better job!! and that would include not killing him off just to dump more pain on vegas and to give macau hope in wanting to live bc he has his big brother and his big brother has him!!! and he'd graduate from school and go to uni and make something of his life!!!!

but like. i just dont know. IF. we ever got a s2, would they write macau as being clinically depressed like in the novel. and of course there has to be (a) death involved in the show and WHO BETTER to kill off than macau, who's only attachment is with vegas and then pete and is a well-loved character. like i would Hope they would rewrite it all and Not have him die but then im like ... well someone has to die and whose death would twist the knife in more than macau's for the sake of Great Plot Writing and Advancement. i said it once before that i could so easily see a future scenario where pete and macau are both in some sorta danger and only one makes it out alive or vegas has to choose and that ties in with your idea of the Noble Death trope and macau probably dying that Noble Death. so either that, or they DO write macau as clincally depressed on the show and have him commit suicide, which idk if they will write him as that.

but yeah im just so ... Mad at this all. i wanna say yeah that yeah if we did get a s2, that they could rewrite this all and macau doesnt die but then ...... like. duh. its pretty obvious that macau's death would trigger and offset so much for the plot and facilitate it going forwards.

and fuck that. bc i LOVE macau so much and theres SO MUCH that can be done with him and explored with him that I COULD DO A BETTER JOB AT. like i said, yes, i wanna see macau be written as clinically depressed on the show just like the novel and for that and his headspace and character to be properly explored, BUT AT THE SAME TIME, be given hope of a hopeful ending for him!!!!!!!! ITS REALLY NOT THAT HARD TO DO YOU SICK FUCKS!!!

[roonilwazlibimagines]

TW - mention of suicide on the last point

regulus hc

* doesn't drink too much, can hold his alcohol when he does drink which is only at social events

* smokes a LOT like he smells like a mix of muggle cologne and cigarette smoke but its actually a nice combo when u think of it

* he's fluent in German, the Blacks are ethnic Germans that fled to England during the early 1800s due to witchcraft pogroms. he also speaks french but that's because french is a symbol of elegance in magic circles

* openly says mudblood, he thinks of oc as an exception and throughout their relationship his dislike for muggleborns decreases yet increases, like he KNOWS now they aren't all primitive and illogical but he still hates the fact that he loves a muggleborn with everything in him. he resents them but he looks at them with a better lens now.

* he actually gets along really well with bellatrix and narcissa but he genuinely appreciated how logical and calm andromeda was, and he was like 12 when she left so he just later viewed her as some treacherous bitch but after falling in love with oc he appreciates andromeda deep down.

* he actually values blood purity, like he's not batshit enough to intermarry and is averse to incest but even in a perfect world, regulus would want pureblooded children.

* he genuinely doesn't CARE for blood traitors, in his eyes they are pureblood like the weasleys annoy him but at least they marry pureblood. anyone can change their belief systems and ideologies, no one can change their blood tyle and identity phenotype.

* the black brothers are tall idgaf, regulus is a solid 6'2.5 and regulus prides himself on the fact that he's seen as attractive he's extremely vain.

* regulus looks a LOT like his uncle cygnus (father of narcissa, bellatrix, and andromeda) and that's a good thing because regulus' father isn't attractive at all, regulus heavily takes after his mom's side (which is technically his dad's side but who's counting)

* regulus genuinely didn't feel comfortable killing muggle/muggleborn women directly because everytime he saw one, he thought of oc. he definitely liked killing muggle men though.

* regulus has a great relationship with his mother, it was initially built out of fear bur now its like an actual, almost healthy relationship because they share the same values and objectives. he'll never tell her about oc though, like ever.

* regulus likes lucius enough but everytime he sees lucius, who genuinely loves narcissa and vice versa, he is so fucking bitter and jealous because lucius and narcissa, as much as he likes lucius and loves narcissa, are such vapid individuals why the fuck do they deserve a love they can flaunt and show off while he has to hide his relationship with someone who is so genuinely pure and accepting?

* their relationship isn't healthy but regulus replays every mean word, every condescension, everything after her death and that is probably why he was so negligent with the horcrux, regulus couldn't have lived with the guilt

* his boggart is her dead body, regulus is deathly terrified of her dying because regulus always thinks she deserves better than what she has

* his patronus is a black crow, oc's is a raven

* she once told regulus she'd like to meet narcissa, she knew regulus' family were very blood purist but she always thought narcissa was so gorgeous and looked so pretty. regulus then scoffed and asked her "narcissa wouldn't even like you why do you have such an idiotic fascination with meeting my family when they will never like you?" and thats when she learned to never speak about his family.

* narcissa finds out, she knows that regulus completely separates his duties as a death eater/house of black scion/pureblood aristocrat from his relationship so she doesn't fear him running away like sirius did, and in a way she knows how angry regulus is and how conflicted he is. she constantly gets on his ass to break up with her but narcissa will never tell anyone how bad she felt when she heard from bellatrix on how reg had to torture and kill her. narcissa understands genuine love and she's vapid and bigoted and hateful, we won't pretend otherwise, but she feels deep down that this muggleborn girl didn't deserve all that, that she deserved a more humane life but she'll never tell anyone that. narcissa secretly felt happy that regulus found LOVE because she didn't want her evil death eater cousin to be lonely, even if it happens to be a muggleborn. narcissa was close to regulus, he was her favorite cousin. and when she found out, she made regulus tell her everything

* if regulus survived the horcruxes, he would've committed suicide i'm sorry but idk how he couldve moved forward. he feels an astronomical amount of guilt not only for killing her, but that he was a coward, he didn't treat her better. more than anything regulus wished he had a semblance of some courage and loved her the way she deserved.

[rhaenyra-the-gracious]

☕️ Daenerys shouldn’t have to die in the books, (she shouldn’t have died on tv either but alas!) J*n is useless and so is t*rion (I’m talking about their show counterparts here, although I dislike book! T*rion as well and idgaf about book!j*n tbh) AND Sansa could have been a great character (I hope George RR martin doesn’t waste her potential) hadn’t the writers butchered her lmao ☕️

Oh, well. Let’s see. I haven’t read the books, because I don’t like GRRM, and after the show I definitely won’t put time and effort into it. To be brutally honest with you, I stopped watching the show at one point in the past, I simply cannot manage how they handled women, it was a disgrace, I just saw the edits/gifsets, read the metas, watched/watch Daenerys’ parts on Youtube. I came back only for the last season, and I got fucked up big time. Again. 

Having said that it’s true that I’m not a GoT/ASoIaF expert. But yeah, the books shouldn’t end with her death, ESPECIALLY not how she died in the show. It’s just a SHAME. I don’t see the Jon of season 8 as Jon from the previous seasons, he’s just a blabbering idiot comparing to earlier seasons’ Jon. I liked Tyrion in the beginning, but he murdered Shae, didn’t he. And he played a serious part in murdering Daenerys too, so no sympathy shared here either. I really liked Shae. (Not to speak of Daenerys lol.)

Sansa. I never liked her tbh. She was spoiled brat, Lady had to die because of her. But I agree that D&D sort of butchered her too. She was playing her mindgames, but at least she wasn’t a traitor and a little petty bitch. I don’t understand people who still like her, like at all.   

[bepu]

Naruto asks: 14, 18, 19, 22, 24, 25, 26, 27, 29.

14) which opening is your favorite : SO MANY GOOD ONES... go!!! or haruka kanata or blue bird..... top three musical masterpieces of all songs ever made

18) favorite character : SASUKE OBVIOUSLY but aside from him MADARA, sai, neji, kiba, literally every female character (hinata not so much), kakashi, gai, yamato

19) least favorite character : wow where to start.... i will ALWAYS stand by the fact that tobirama, danzo and hiruzen were all the main enemies in the series. i will literally wheeze this on my last dying breath because it makes me so dflkg angry. no one compares to these assholes because no one else (except hiashi hyuga whom i also hate with a burning passion, hiashi die challenge) enforced the racist, classist, discriminatory society to the point of genocide without batting an eye. idgaf about any of the characters who are coded as enemies or “bad guys” because hiruzen and danzo are the root cause of all problems in ninja world and everyone else after them keeps reinforcing them by supporting konoha as it is (main example being hokage naruto, fuck you class traitor). also insert the scene where orphan child naruto asks about his dead parents and hiruzen says “asking about it won’t bring the dead back” or smth along those lines.... i also hate jiraiya more than i can explain and his death is one of the only good things kishimoto ever came up with in his stupid man brain. NEXT QUESTION

22) who would you want your partner to be in the akatsuki : i already answered this oops but i will elaborate: sasori bc relatable tired gay bitch, plus he has cool weird corpse puppets and is a big nerd with trauma. i would say itachi but i wouldn’t trust him for one second and kisame would be too nice and i can’t function around people who are too nice / unproblematic

24) weapon of choice : hmMm a sword or two smaller knives. so basically a cool blade.

25) favorite clan : uchiha!!! if i wasn’t konohaphobic i’d say hyuga but unfortunately their slave system is a bit of a turn off..... if you only look at neji’s side then definitely my favorite clan would be hyuga because of the highly skilled elite ninjas who just say catch these hands and slap you 64 times 

26) favorite uchiha : sasuke will always hold a special place in my heart so my morals would never let me answer anyone else BUT if kishi had introduced all uchihas from the start and i hadn’t had the chance to form an emotional bond only to sasuke, then madara would be an (almost) equal fave. because madara is the most relatable asshole in the series: power hungry, dramatic, prideful, arrogant but respectful and skilled. also big sexy. walks around with his tits out shouting nonsense. iconic. biggest dick in the game aside from gai

27) what animal would you summon : hmMm i seem like a sasuke kin in all of these but a snake. no doubt about it. 

29) favorite arc : am i too boring if i say chuunin exams....... if the war wasn’t 900 episodes long with 895 filler episodes i’d say that because of madara.... i don’t really care for any of the main good guys in the series so i just enjoy any episodes that shows uchihas or other teams besides team 7. 

 

[sortamalicioussummaries]

Summary 51

Summary of:  August 22nd, 2017(Cooking Stream and PlayerUnknown’s Battlegrounds)

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Happy birthday, sortamadpup! : D

COOKING STREAM!!!

"Tag yourself: I'm a wet ingredient.” -SageBailey, 2017 

"Oh, shit!  Heat melts butter?!  What?!" -SkullsAndKisses, 2017

Okay, Ryan just put Diet Coke in the pancake batter.

KatPad captured the incident: 

https://clips.twitch.tv/ExquisiteBelovedBulgogiNotATK

Me:  @SkullsAndKisses Can you start up the GoFundMe for when he inevitably burns the house down?

SkullsAndKisses:  @SyberiaWinx I've got it on standby, and the button to sign in is ready!

Eli is on scene and wants to say “hi”!  

Ryan used a prop gun as a makeshift whisk. O_O

Dancing Eli!

“The grease!  It burns me!” -Ryan Haywood, 2017, making poor life choices

Eli’s mission to retrieve tongs...has failed.

And Ryan, in the meantime, is eating destructively in between burns.

WE NOW HAVE TONGS!  Good job, Eli!

“We’re making pancake bacon?” -Eli Haywood, 2017

Eli is the best cameraman.  That is official.

Ryan keeps telling Eli to stop eating all the bacon, but he has totally eaten way more.

Eli left him hangin’. XD

Love this bottom-of-the-grill action.

The Bacon Song.

"!title SortaElicious. Ryan Who?" -SkullsAndKisses, 2017

"Well, Eli's gone.  Stream’s over.” -Sheena_QOTJ, 2017

"He survived.” -BM_Prop_Master, 2017

"i mean, MY dogs would eat the table if i let them alone.” -Ravage369, 2017 

Ryan is panicking because he left a pancake downstairs.

Now Ryan’s trying to figure out Instagram.

And now for Battlegrounds. >_>;

Next week of next stream, Hellblade...allegedly.

British!Ryan.

Ryan did a Scottish accent when they recorded the new For Honor DLC.

"Ryan?  More like Ry-I have nothing good for this joke -an.” -frecklesandfarce, 2017  

"It’s not a fight, it’s a violent conversation.” -levible, 2017 

Bambi_NC:  Someone tell me not to eat an entire bag of cheddar popcorn.

Me:  @Bambi_NC Eat two handfuls and then put the bag away. 

Bambi_NC:  @SyberiaWinx But they're so good...

Me:  @Bambi_NC Show restraint!  If you don't, next thing you know, you'll be putting the stuff in pancakes and eating it for four hours every stream, while your poor chat is forced to watch! D :

Bambi_NC:   @SyberiaWinx That's an oddly specific example...

The timing of that death was AMAZING.

“Look, this is a safe place...except for all the people that are here to shoot you.” -Ryan Haywood, 2017

"How dare Ryan go after Sage on Sage's stream?” -Trickstress, 2017 

Shoutout to JulieLovesPandas and her horrible internet!

Chat’s trying to get Sage to kill Ryan again. : D

Ryan:  I’ve watched a lot of anime to prepare me for this.

Me:  Was that anime DBZ?  The one where the main characters keep dying?

"The dude's, like, a mile away, and Ryan’s, like, 'hold my Diet Coke'.” -ItsAMeWolfie, 2017

According to Ryan, Gavin is heavier than you’d think.

WAY TO GO, SAGE!

"I will fight Ryan, idgaf.” -SageBailey, 2017

Hope_Megan_Shoots_You AKA frizzical AKA innocent_frizzical AKA super_innocent_frizzical

"Plot twist where Meghan doesn't kill him and whoever the guy is kills him instead.” -Me, 2017

Ryan:  From now on, it’s all PUBG streams and it’s all solo!

Me:  We'll pun you down if you try, Ryan.

I’ve been called out! : D

“Shoot him in the front.” -Me, 2017, after Ryan tells Meghan he can no longer worry about watching his back

Eyan?

SkullsAndKisses:  I want Ryan to point-blank end a teammate.

PeglegSailor: @SkullsAndKisses Honestly, I thought about doing that right off the bat to Ryan in that one match.  I just was too slow to get to the roof.

"@syberiawinx That's my response to you saying she should shoot him in the front.  I was giggling too hard to finish the response.” -ChaosChloe, 2017 

"Ryan, I expect excellent gameplay from you 24/7, and i am DISAPPOINTED.” -imkaylamarie, 2017 

Frizzical, you traitor. (⌐■_■)

Today’s Mission......................................Ended With Ryan Being Killed By His Own Teammate, And I Had Nothing To Do With It.

[spiffyseok]

I need something angsty! Can you make a prompt using the song IDGAF by Dua lipa? Jikook btw...

Aaaah I can’t write break up fics, my heart hurts too much! I did this just for you, anon, so I hope you like it. Anyone who likes this should help me achieve my goal of posting a requested fic every day of April. To help with this, literally all you have to do is send me a jikook, yoons*ok or namj*n prompt and then I will love you forever.

Words: 800

You call me all friendlyTellin' me how much you miss meWell, I'm too busy for your businessGo find a boy who wants to listen'Cause if you think I was born yesterdayYou have got me wrong

It had been the hardest thing Jimin had ever had to see, back when it happened. He remembers it, like it’s some kind of trauma, with vivid detail that won’t stop taunting him every time the memory pays him a visit. He’d entered his and Jungkook’s apartment, so exhausted from a day of slaving away in order to pay for his and Jungkook’s home and food. And Jungkook had been fucking her. In their bed, too, not just on the couch or anywhere else that Jimin could just avoid for the following months. The white sheets his mother had bought them when they’d moved in together had been wrinkled from Jungkook’s traitorous activities and that fucking Kim Somyi. She was sitting their, gorgeous as always, tangled up in his favourite blanket. He threw it away after that.

But Jimin liked to think he was over it now. Had to think that way, of course, if he was going to avoid running back to Jungkook like a desperate little coward. ‘Oh, Guk-ie, I’ll take you back if you just don’t do it again!’ No. He wouldn’t deal with that shit. Not ever again. Not even when Jungkook calls him at three in the morning, sniffling into the phone.

“Jimin-ie, hyung, I can’t live without you. I- I ended things with her, really, and I just nee-” Jimin’s loud laughter interrupted Jungkook’s rambling.

“Ah, yes, Kook-ie, it’s been a month and the fact that you and her are no longer fucking is supposed to charm me back into dating you? Yeah, Jungkook, the fact that she left your sorry ass and you want to convince me it went the other way around is enough to show me that you haven’t changed.” Jungkook is cut off by the unbearable beep of a dead line as Jimin presses the end button, but Jimin doesn’t think he was going to say anything anyway.

So I cut you offI don't need your love'Cause I already cried enoughI've been doneI've been movin' on since we said goodbye

Jimin hears of Jungkook. Taehyung still speaks to him, refusing to report back to Jimin about anything too personal, but slipping him into stories for the sake of letting Jimin know he is still doing okay. And really, it makes Jimin happy to know that Jungkook isn’t absolutely broken without him there. He doesn’t want to ruin anyone’s life, like Jungkook did to him. Jungkook calls three times after the first, all of which Jimin ignores. Any explanation Jungkook could offer won’t be enough, so there isn’t much of a point in letting Jungkook feed him his lies.

Maybe the part that did hurt was that he was happy until the end. It wasn’t like the relationships that were over before they were officially over. It had been sudden, this dull pain in his chest, and maybe expecting it would have softened to blow. Not that he cared anymore. Not really.

I don't need your love, so you can try all you want

Your time is up, I'll tell you why

You say you're sorryBut it's too late nowSo save it, get gone, shut up'Cause if you think I care about you nowWell, boy, I don't give a fuck

Jimin was happy now. Genuinely, the days of aching for Jungkook to have never done what he did had passed and he was now accepting of the fact that Jungkook would not be a part of his life. It took a while to get to this point, which made it even worse when Jungkook tried to convince him to let him back in.

“Jimin-ie, please, I’ve changed! It’s been months!” Jungkook begs, standing in the doorway of Jimin’s apartment, which had been comfortably Jungkook-less for five months.

“Yeah! That’s the point, Jungkook. It has been months. Why are you still coming back after months of me telling you that it is over? You cheated on me. It happened, it’s done, and for some reason, you just can’t understand that.” After shutting the door, Jimin could hear Jungkook angrily stomp away. With a smile, Jimin sat back down at his table, realising that after all this time, he just didn’t give a fuck.