#at least. i think tnats what happened??

[senseiwu]

Thank god I managed to update my address on the electoral commission website before the referendum happened

I was starting to worry that I'd missed it

[eggbagelz]

Lore for band OCs? Wall of text about band OCs? Pls?

OH WELL IF U INSIST

So basically the idea for these dudes came up bc mcr and a huge fascination w bands and music as a whole really started to take over my brain over the course of this year [also i mean everyone's thought abt forming a band at least once right? Im living vicariously thru these geeks]. Being enamoured w mcr's utter lameness and the general urge to want to front a band myself [highly unlikely that that'll ever happen but i can dream] i started futzing w the idea of a fictional band of like. Complete losers if u get what i mean [i am in no way projecting in the slightest GSKDHDJ]

Generally speaking when i come up w ocs it takes some time for me to make designs and round out personalities but w these guys it was almost fuckin instantaneous, they sorta took on a life of their own yknow?

Anyway so i dont have like much of an actual plot yet but the general idea is that magdalene [bassist + backup vocals], e.s [rhythm guitarist] and lorelei [pianist when needed] got insanely high together and joked abt forming a band [well. Mags and lorelei did. E.S has a medical condition wherein there is a complete lack of humour in their body] and Lorelei took it as a challenge and went and found them a drummer and a lead guitarist/singer [romeo and harbor respectively]. They all have like. Extremely different tastes in music [romeo's never even listened to anything out of the top 40 before] so a LOT of time is spent fucking around and doing "covers" and shit. [They do figure out p quickly tnat Harbor's got a p versatile singing voice tho]. I like to joke abt them being mediocre but honestly i think that once they like. Figure their shit out [which takes a long long long time] theyre p fucking awesome.

When i make ocs i like. Want them to be as complex and human as possible yknow? So these guys all like. Have their own shit that they have to work thru while balancing their regular lives and the band life [well. "Life."] Ask any of my homies and theyll tell u that my favorite thing outside of character design and storytelling is that i LOVE the psychology of making a complex and realistic character [u should see what i did to wolverine]. Generally like. Music to me is an emotional thing yknow? And i want to reflect that w these idiots

OH I FORGOT OISÍN. hes not a part of the band but he is a fellow musician and side character :3c. Hes a total sweetheart who ends up becoming a close friend of the band's [he also has a jupiter-sized crush on harbor but thats mostly for comedic reasons]

Really theyre just. Idk man theyre my funky little dudes who i explore music and personality thru u get me? Blorbos from my brain

[drabbles-mc]

Im the anon that asked about what you've been waiting for someone to ask you about and im OBSESSED!!! How did you enter my brain and find everything I didn't even know I wanted!???!!!! MAGIC

With that said if you wanna expand on literally anything you talked about there I'd kill for it!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

We all share one brain and it tells us that we want to see these men in mundane situations 😂💖

Okay but I cannot articulate enough how much I wish that we got more T-M footage. We got more in the early seasons of the show, you know, back when the guys could really just be lil dudes running around and occasionally riding motorcycles. But who would we have had to talk to in order to get more scenes of all of them in their lil work shirts, greasy hands throwing wrenches and what-have-you around? T-M was the main front for the club and I think we saw those boys work on cars/bikes maybe like 7 times 😂

I want the shenanigans, the sillyness. I want them fucking around with each other while they're working on cars even though it would be stupid and dangerous for them to do so. Juice is on one of those little scooters they use to get under cars (I googled it and they're called 'creepers'. Iconic. We love that.) trying to do his job and Jax or Tig is walking by and just grabs him by the ankles and pulls him out, laughing like it's the funniest thing in the entire world. Meanwhile Juice now has a welt on his forehead that's going to get worse before it gets better.

Each of them is super protective over their own set of tools. They know when something is out of place in one of their drawers and when that happens it immediately becomes everyone else's problem. God forbid something goes missing because then suddenly every member of the MC is a goddam PI trying to get to the bottom of it. Jax gets super heated when someone takes his stuff but he will be the first person to 'borrow' something from someone and then forget to return it. One day Kozik almost met god because Tig was convinced the man stole his shit, only to find it in Jax's tool chest about five minutes later. (Opie knew about this the entire time but just wanted to see the drama unfold)

The guys who work there as their actual source of gainful employment know to keep their stuff as far away from the MC guys as possible just to avoid the whole mess of it.

The roasting tnat ensues if a customer comes back with a recurring problem or something that one of them missed is unreal. Whoever fucked up will know no peace. For the next two weeks at least whenever said person is working on someone's car, every other person in the vicinity stops by to say, "You sure you got this under control? Need help? First day on the job is always the hardest." Nothing improves someone's quality of work quite like public shaming.

They all stagger their lunch breaks and everyone is always fighting to make sure they go before Tig because that man will steal your lunch from the fridge if it looks good and is left unattended. It's happened to Juice so many times that he now has a running spreadsheet of which foods Tig will and won't steal so he can bring them more often and eat in peace.

I love all these idiots so much. I wish for so much low-level chaos for all of them 😂💖

[stormblessed95]

Hey so lately we've seen every member either posting on weverse, twitter or coming on vlives. But JK for quite some time has tried to keep such interactions to the minimum. I read somewhere that this is his way of silently rebelling against BH for being banned from doing vlives with jimin or posting jikook stuff. Do you think that could be the reason? Or is it more probable that he's staying away because of the hate or for mental health reasons or just not finding enough time.

I... what? No. I don't think this is true.

Just this year we have gotten multiple selcas from Jungkook. Literally he posted one mirror selca once a month from Jan to May on twitter:

And in June after Muster:

He has gone live multiple times this year:

He crashed and joined Suga's birthday vlive for a bit in 2021 too:

And he went live right after Jimin did in 2020 on YouTube after a long hiatus on a solo lives:

We got 2 Jikook selcas in 2020, one posted officially but taken by Jimin and one posted by Jimin after the vlive that they did do together:

Jimin also posted 4 selcas together for Jungkook's birthday in 2020:

We got them together on Chuseok in 2020 at 4am, again, posted by Jimin:

And of course their 2020 vlive together:

And as for individual vlives that Jungkook has also done with others, he did do crafts with Tae in 2020:

This has all been pretty on par for Jungkook social media wise. He has ALWAYS been one of the least active members on social media. Yes, he stopped posting for a long time in 2020, making it even rarer. But I'm pretty sure that was just for personal reasons. The end of 2019 was very very rough for Jungkook social media wise. (Not getting into that again here.) 2020 then crashed and burned with the rise of the pandemic. We also didn't get any impromptu vlives or chaos because.... there was nothing to be impromptu about or have anywhere for them to go. Most of the randomness BTS would post online would come out during tours, when they were high on adrenaline and bored in hotel rooms. That's not happening anymore.

As for Jikook content and selcas posted to Twitter, like 80% of that came from Jimin. Jimin was deemed the social media fairy for a long long time in the fandom. He was always considered to be one of the most active members online. He was the one who posted most of the jikook selcas we got. He is also the one who posted plenty of selcas with the other members too. If anyone has taken the biggest step back from social media, it would be Jimin. Jungkook has actually been fairly active this year compared to 2020 or even 2019 when it came to posting stuff HIMSELF and not just joining others who are already live. As for why Jimin is taking a step back, I don't know. He has mentioned a few times about taking steps back from things, focusing more on himself, loving himself etc. So I would guess that's why. He stills posts selcas on occasion, but he hasn't gone live very often either. Not like he used to. But he has gifted us all of these solo selcas this year so far. I love him so much

They are still plenty active. It may not be like how it was in 2018, but neither is the state of the world. On top of tnat we know how busy they currently are. A few months ago TaeGiHope went live and shared very briefly how extremely busy they are. That they literally have only ever been home to crash and sleep, then they are gone again. Not a lot of time to photo dump on twitter.

Plus if we think about this from a relationship dynamic stand point. Jikook are boyfriends. In 2018, they are at the height of their honeymoon period I feel like. (Yes, i don't think they made their relationship official until 2017, I know that might conflict with what others think, but that's where i stand. I'll do a series over my thoughts on their dynamics through the years soon. Promise.) Which tracks for all the selcas and posts gotten that year, especially from the one in the relationship who was deemed the social media fairy. It's the "I want to show you off" type stuff, even if they couldn't really. We are now years into that relationship, things are settled, it's not all as hyped, it's comfortable and safe and happy. Less posts trying to show off their relationship....

I can also say that I am the more "on SM" one in my relationship. If you compared the amount of posts I made of my husband and of the both of us in the first 2 or 3 years of being together.... to the amount I post now many years into being married..... well, I post a few family ones like once or twice a year?? Lmao

So while I 100% agree with and firmly believe that Jungkook has a rebellious soul and doesn't take shit from no one or let people tell him what he can and can't do (hello body mods), he is also a whole ass sweetheart. The man is in love with and so grateful for ARMYs. My man went and got ARMY tattooed across his knuckles. You think he is going to punish ARMY by refusing to post (which he has been posting... so) in some twisted attempt at manipulation of Big Hit so he can, what? Flirt with his boyfriend on camera? Nah, I don't buy that at all.

Do I miss them and wish they could be on lives/post more? YES! Do I wish for more jikook selcas and a live stream? Absolutely! Does that mean I'm owed those things? Nope. Does it mean that if it doesn't happen, it's a KM vs BH power struggle? Also no. Does it Mean that something is wrong or KM drifted apart if they don't post together constantly? Absolutely not.

And even if Jimin HAS taken a bit of a step back from SM, it's not like he has disappeared. He just isn't as active as he used to be. And that is still significantly more active that lots of other celebrities with their fans. He still went on multiple vlives in 2020, posted tons of cute selcas. Broke the internet when he got on Weverse. Let us know that he was still hanging out with JK at 4am on a holiday. The tea is still being spilt. Lol they are busy, they are tired, social media is a hell hole they aren't obligated to spend all their time in.

So I guess in short... no I dont really agree with that theory. Lol sorry! Just my personal opinions though, you are all free to speculate and draw your own. In the end, we don't know why they post the things they do or why they don't post. The only people who know that, is them. You are free to agree or disagree. Hope you all have a wonderful day!

[horansqueen]

Stuck With You - Chapter 3

Chapter 3 : How Does It Feel?

🡪chapter 1  🡪chapter 2

College Enemies To Lovers AU

characters // masterlist // instagrams // mood board

I am small and the world is big All around me is fast moving

I'm not afraid of anything I just need to know that I can breathe

I'm young, and I am free But I get tired, and I get weak

How does it feel to be different from me? Are we the same? How does it feel to be different from me? Are we the same? How does it feel?

                    The art department was not as impressing as the one at my old uni, but amazing nonetheless. I walked slowly through the barely-started or almost-finished paintings in the empty room, my eyes moving on all the pieces of art. The room felt warm and I knew I'd be happy here. I started wondering if we could spend time here before and after classes but somehow, I felt like asking Louis would be useless. He probably didn't know much about the art department anyway. I glanced back at him and felt my lips curl slightly on the left when I realized he was staring at me from the door. He leaned against the frame, just waiting for me, and I pressed my lips together, feeling extremely thankful that I was not alone. I didn't know why we had bonded so easily but I didn't want to question it. It was the first time I trusted someone as much as I did since... that someone I used to love. But this time, it felt very different.

I ran two of my fingertips on an easel, moving my fingers on dried painting stuck on the wood, and lick my lips. I hadn't worked on my last painting in weeks. In fact, I had not created anything in way too long and I missed it. I wrote down the instructions to find my classes easily the next day and ended up at a small dinner with Louis.

"You really seemed mesmerized earlier." he said softly.

I looked up at him as he sent me a small smile and I bit my bottom lip, raising my eyebrows. Yea, maybe I was a bit fascinated by art, and perhaps it could be a bit weird if you didn't know what it felt like, but the way Louis was smiling at me told he didn't think anything bad of it : he just thought it was funny.

"I'm a bit stressed to get back into it, to be quite honest." I admitted, raising my nose up in a grimace. "I feel like I haven't painted in years."

"You have a painting class tomorrow?" he asked, tilting his head.

"Mmhm, and photography, too." I remembered, feeling my heart skip a beat at how stressed I was to start new, especially in the middle of a school year. "I think my day will end with Art History but that's no problem, I'm quite good at that."

"By the end of the year, I'll have let you bring me to a museum." he just said with a chuckle.

"And you can bring me to a football game."

Louis laughed just as we got our plates. We started eating in silence and even if it could be awkward, it really was not. I loved Louis. I didn't have many friends at my old university, and most of those I had didn't even care about me anymore. They had suddenly disappeared after the drama happened and even if I tried to tell myself I couldn't blame them, I still did anyway.

I was about to tell Louis that his friendship meant a lot to me but his phone beeped and I looked at him as he grabbed it, still chewing on the enormous bite he had taken from his pizza.

"Mm, I'm sorry Dev, did you plan on visiting more places this afternoon?" he asked before raising his eyes up and looking at me. "I sort of have an emergency."

I felt suddenly disappointed but I kept it to myself and sent Louis a smile. I knew I was not his only friend, and I know he didn't owe me all his time. Everything just felt easier and safer when he was around. Still, I was not a fragile and pathetic little girl anymore, I could definitely survive a few hours by myself.

"Hey, no worries." I just shrugged, taking a sip of soda. "I'll check a few more classes and go back to my room to prepare my stuff."

Louis stared at me for a few seconds and he seemed skeptical, which surprised me because I knew I was a good liar, and that I could hide my emotions very well. I raised my eyebrows at him and chuckled, shaking my head slightly.

"What?"

"You sure? I feel like shit for ditching you."

This time, I chuckled sincerely. "I'm fine, Louis. You're good. I mean, I know you have a life, can't expect you to spend 24/7 with me!"

"Trust me, I'd prefer to keep visiting with you." he pointed out, making me smile more as he swallowed the last bite of his pizza. "I'll text you yea?"

---

I had spent a few more hours wandering around but I hadn't talked to anyone. I sucked at making friends and I didn't trust easily, and maybe it didn't help. It was probably something about my aura, or simply something that emanated from me, who knew?

I had found the photography class and a few others that seemed to be more about theory but something caught my ears and I frowned slightly. I was not a music student and I knew I was probably super bad at it, but the piano notes made my heart jump in my chest. I've always wanted to learn, but I never had the guts to try. I followed the music who suddenly stopped only to start again from the beginning.

I walked to the door and peeked subtly inside. The first thing I noticed was the piano, placed against a wall. I knew the room was full of different instruments but I didn't have time to check : I was too surprised by who was sitting in front of the piano, his finger sliding skillfully on the keys. He was not too far but he was too focused on what he was doing to notice me. I honestly didn't expect Niall to be studying in music but with the way he played, it was not surprising. He grabbed a notebook and scribbled something quickly before scratching it and writing something else. He put the notebook away and cleared his throat before playing again and this time, I really heard his voice.

"We should twist the knife, put it all to bed, I.... need to understand what it takes to love again."

It's only when he stopped playing again to write some more that I realized I was holding my breath. He left one of his hands near the piano with his fingertips brushing in the keys as he wrote more in his notebook and finally put his pencil in his mouth to try a few more notes. I felt something stir in my stomach and realized tnat the notes he was playing did something to me inside, something I couldn't explain. I normally feel that in front of a special painting or photography that actually makes me feel something but this time, it was a song. A song that apparently, was not even finished. I felt extremely guilty to be there, like I was hearing something I didn't have the moral right to, and I thought about how i'd feel if someone watched me paint without me knowing. I held my breath as he started singing again, taking me out of my thoughts to focus on him singing.

"So come on, love me when the lights burn low Meet me underneath the sheets 'Cause you got a hold of me, baby Enough to pull me back in deep You used to love me when the lights burned low Now we're tearing at the seams We've both had enough of this, baby So promise me that when you leave You won’t say you'll come back to me."

I swallowed hard and closed my eyes, feeling every word in my bones and deep in my stomach. I felt like he was singing about my own story and even if I didn't want to admit it, it hurt me more than I thought it would. Perhaps I was not completely healed from what had happened to me and even if deep down I knew it, it still hit me like a ton of bricks. That's why I was here anyway, right? To get back on my feet and get rid of the feelings for someone who literally broke me?  I came back to reality only when I heard him groan and my eyes fluttered open. He scribbled something again in his notebook and I started nibbling my bottom lip. It was incredible to feel connected to someone who always got on my last nerves. I had known him for only 24 hours and he had made me feel more emotions than most people in my life and that thought alone really bothered me. Of course, they were not all good ones but it still didn't change the fact that this guy easily got to me. At that exact moment though, the feelings inside me were good. Scary, but good.

I thought about everything I went through in the past 2 years of my life. The rumors, the comments, the judging... and also the way I had my heart broken into a million pieces by someone I thought was the love of my life.

Once again, I got out of my daydream and left. In fact, I started running. I sprinted through campus and stopped only when I closed the door of my room and leaned against it. I tried to catch my breath and let myself slide against the door until my ass hit the floor and closed my eyes. I knew heartbreaks take time to heal, but I wanted it to be over now. I wanted to stop thinking about him and what he did to me. I wanted to stop being so sad for someone I knew didn't deserve me. Hearing Niall's words brought everything back to the surface and it pissed me off that I still let these thoughts and feelings invade me like that.

I leaned my head against the door and thought about what had just happened, pushing the bad thoughts away, or at least trying. Niall was an artist and that was probably one of the reasons why he could so easily get to me... and also probably why I felt connected to him in a special way. The truth was, I didn't want to feel connected to an arrogant prick like him. Yes, his song had made me feel things I hadn't felt in a long time but that didn't mean him, as a person, made me feel things, right? I groaned low, hating the fact that even his voice seemed to still resonate inside me and got up to take a shower.

I should have gone out to eat something but I was not hungry. This whole thing had left me confused and I tried to get rid of those thoughts but when I got out of the bathroom, Niall was sitting on his bed, typing something on his computer. I glanced at him, feeling my heart skip a beat, remembering that I had literally spied on him and to me, it felt worse than if I had looked at him naked without his consent. Somehow, having your soul exposed seemed way worse than having your body exposed. I was not a big fan of my body, but there were some things engraved in my soul that I didn't want to share, and after hearing Niall's song, I felt like it was the same thing for him.

"Hello Devon, a bit early for a shower?" he asked, his eyes still glued to the screen of his computer. "Did you do the dirty?"

I wanted to be a smartass and tell him I was too busy spying on his writing his new song, but I ended up thinking it could easily turn against me. I rubbed the towel on my dark and and he looked up to stare at me, probably waiting for an answer. The way his eyes softened made me think he could feel bad about teasing me all the time but I pushed that thought away. Niall didn't have weak moments, or at least, not around people. With the lyrics and feelings in his songs, he probably could be weak, sometimes, when he was by himself.

"If I say 'yes', will that bring images to your brain?"

"A shower won't cleanse your soul, I hope you know that." he just replied, ignoring my question.

"Who says my soul needs to be cleansed?"

He raised his eyebrows and a small smile appeared on his lips. I had no idea what he heard in my words, but once again, it felt like he knew something about me that he wasn't allowed to know.

"You got here in the middle of the year, you barely talk to anyone, didn't decorate your side of the room with anything. Everything is so generic with you." he explained, shaking his head slightly. "At first sight, I didn't pin you as a generic kind of girl but that's exactly what you are. It wouldn't surprise me if you told me you're studying to be an accountant or a lawyer."

"Yea, because people with these kinds of job are boring and drab." I let out with sarcasm and a frown.

"See? Once again, you're not telling me anything about you. You're just defending hypothetical people that don't give a shit."

My traits softened and I cleared my throat. Of course he was right, but at the same time, I found out painfully that letting out information about myself could just give weapons to people around me, and that these weapons could end up hurting me. I didn't trust many people, and I didn't trust Niall. Just because I heard him sing one song that made me drown in my own feelings didn't mean that I would now open up to him.

"What are you scared of?" he added in a lower tone after about a minute of silence.

I felt my heartbeats accelerate and swallowed hard. I wanted to let it all out. It was so hard to keep everything inside. I wanted to tell him everything, to express my biggest fears and tell him how much in pain I actually was. But it was Niall Horan, my new roommate and antagonist, and there was no way I would confide in him.

"Nothing."

----

My first class went well and even if it was early in the morning, I was pretty sure I took enough notes to keep up with everything. I hadn't talked to anyone, a bit scared that I would get asked why I actually switched school in the middle of a year, and therefore, haven't made any new friends. I thought about Louis but I knew he couldn't entertain me all the time and that I'd have to make friends with a few people on my classes. I thought about just blatantly lying about the reason I was now in this school and started thinking of a plausible answer during my second class. I was surprised when I was asked to actually paint but since it was not really the beginning of the school year, it was quite normal. I hadn't brought any of my paintings with me. I had decided to leave them all at my old university. I had no idea who had them now, and when I thought about it, I told myself they were probably just in the garbage, where they belonged. I normally keep everything or almost, but these creations didn't reflect who I was anymore, and looking at them only made me feel like shit.

I started my new painting with a lot of dark blue and grey and I was not sure why. Perhaps it just represented the colors of my soul or something cliché like that. It's only on my first class in the afternoon that everything changed.

Art History has always been fascinating to me and I knew that we would get to see a lot of art by many different artists and learn about them and how they changed the artistic world. I wanted to be able to interpret art, from an analytic point of you but also in an emotional way. It was always something that interested me and one of my favorite classes.

The bad thing when you get in a new school is that you know no one. The good thing is... no one knows you. In my case, I enjoyed both for the time being, and I'd try to make friends later... maybe. That's why I was so shocked when I entered the art history class and saw him. I had to put up with him almost every evening, night and morning. Why did I have to, again, in one of my classes?

His eyes met mine and I thought I would see a smirk draw itself on his mouth but instead, his lips opened slightly as if he was surprised to see me there. I took a seat and his eyes followed me, making me suddenly very nervous. He kept staring at me for a while before turning around again and I let my shoulders fall. Would he talk to me? Would he mention anything? Would he tease me?

I blinked a few times when the class started and decided to focus on learning instead of thinking non-stop about my roommate. I got suddenly excited when it was mentioned that we were going to visit a museum and make a paper about it but a bit less happy when I was told it would be in a team of four.

"Devon Eaton with... Daxia Lee, and Asher Johnson and finally, Niall Horan."

I realized I had stopped breathing only when Niall's eyes moved on me again. I thought It could be a great opportunity to meet people and potential new friends, but I hadn't expected this at all. Once again, I was stuck with him.

[tsstars-blog]

Older Videos - Five Things Look For to Make Her Use a Great Orgasm!

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Whenever you have a look at an adult or porno videos look for five things as a way to give herthe best sexual climax ever! There's too many that happen to be just totally fake.

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one If the movie has a lot sound and it dominates devices then be sure that it is artificial. Many times the producers bring the sound track from scripted noise they can purchase. If your actor's mouth is available the whole film do you think which is realistic? Even the "amateur" videos are totally false right now.

2 . If the film practices the old "cable tv sex" formula or format, connected with kissing the girl, fumbling ready breast, going down on her as well as swallowing him, and then they test five positions and then explode--pass on it. There's much more to barefoot jogging than that. Several well known directors have said they'd wish to make an mature film, whether it didn't cost them all their career. They thought nearly all films in this were definitely horrible. I totally acknowledge. I can deal with no piece, amaterur acting, but at the least give us some serious love-making.

3. If the film will begin with couples in the middle of making love then you have lost the whole prelude. Foreplay and imagination usually are what really makes the fucking worthwhile. Sometimes you'll perhaps see the same scenes time and again, repeated, in different parts of the movie. Tnat's cheating!

4. If it isn't going to give much anticipation (remember the old song) then these people losing 50% of the total satisfaction you could have. For example , most The movies movies take a long time with having the lead actor consider the woman's body and imagining how to approach her. That's the things we do in real life. In most these mature films, the actresses just go right to the idea with no introduction, no prolusion, and little anticipation.

I've truly seen a few good shows where the actor was observing the woman through her sleeping quarters window undressing, slowly instructions a piece at a time. Most an adult films don't show this anymore.

5. Finally, if your film doesn't show the gentleman getting the woman off exceeding one type of orgasm, in that case why even watch the item? Women have at least 6 types of orgasms. Watching a new fake guy get a false woman off with just one type of orgasm in different opportunities gets boring.

Next time you actually watch or preview a make sure you apply these all 5 attributes to your decision to enjoy it. A great film can have all five attributes. Solely watch five-star videos!

[songneversung]

Jake Miller pt. 2

Jake Miller is a beautiful man, and holds a beautiful soul. Now, 2AM in L.A., so many emotions and the instagram comment about a new album every two months...tnat is what i will be going on about. I am so in love with the new album, but all things are only perfect for a moment. The second listen...i realized that about half the songs hold the same beat. A common thing to tie a story line together during a soundtrack but not something he does, at least on the norm. The songs are still very songy, not very half rappy wanna be and half songy like his past works. I am saddened by that because the rappy wanna be side of his songs are so important, just listen to dead and gone or steven. But i feel like he has had some epiphany about what happened to his music, with his label, his lovelife...just everything. He even says in one song, that he hopes his sister doesnt think hes changed. He acknowledges he has, but hopes no one else will, especially those closest to him. The two month deal...i love because my besr friend should put out music 24/7...but being realistic the music will be halfassed. Most of the time artists spend more than two months, typically 6ish, to get an album up to standards. I think its needed from lyrics, to composing, arranging, recording, layering, editing. Thats just the song, not the music videos, the album cover, photoshoots, interviews, random web videos, etc. That two month deadline is not enough especially with how much goes on for this industry. He should know that, especially if you pay attention to how often he released his previous eps and albums. I love him but i just dont know...i think hes found a path to make him happy so of course i will support him.