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Silm Advent calendar 9: Road
He should have sailed earlier. But when?
(They should have sailed immediately when given the chance, but. Nelyo’s face warped in terror, his voice shaking, “Who knows what the Valar will do if we act against them” — Nelyo had known for sure all the things they could do and many more.)
The sea roared. Was it anger or impatience?
The moon rose and the wind changed, bringing the smell of a distant storm.
So when?
After Nelyo was …gone, when so many were returning? Maglor couldn't face their eyes, the judgment, the pity. Anyway they wouldn't probably let him anywhere near the ships alive.
When Men left for their new home?
Elros had invited him to visit, to “help establish the kingdom” and the mix of hope, anger and determination in his eyes had been unbearable. Had he been hoping for Maglor to return home? Or to try and be slain for it?
It did not matter anymore, Elros had long been dead.
The boat jumped on the waves and the wind grew stronger. Maglor shivered, but was it the cold or everything else?
Should he have sailed after Elrond found him (Or: he found Elrond and his hidden home, somehow? He wasn't even sure which way it had been) and talked him out of despair and for a time it felt like home?
Should he have sailed when the world had changed and again many had been leaving, as if feeling the change and becoming afraid that soon they won't be able to? (Not Tyelpe. He had left the hard way, and Maglor hadn't even known back then that it was happening, but maybe it had been better this way.)
The stars disappeared behind heavy clouds and the western horizon blinked with lightnings. A drop fell on Maglor’s cheek, colder than a tear, and others followed it.
Should he have sailed with Elrond? Or at least meet him before he did? Maglor still couldn't decide what would be worse: if Elrond had asked him to go with him, or if he hadn't. As with all of his problems, he solved that one by avoiding it. And so Elrond had sailed without a farewell.
Not that Maglor deserved farewells from anyone. Neither Elrond, Tyelpe, Elros or Nelyo. Especially Nelyo.
The rain grew stronger and he turned the boat back east, blinking away the rain and tears. The storm was a clear sign. He was not welcome to even try. So he would not. He never liked arguing with others’ opinions, and arguing with Lord Ulmo could not work anyway.
The wind blew at his back, roaring with disappointment.
#silm#silmarillion#tolkien legendarium#the silm#the silmarillion#silm advent calendar#maglor#makalaure#makalaure canafinwe feanarion making bad decisions#as he does#at least nobody dies in this one#silm shortfic#eri draws
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idiots stop hiking WITH CHILDREN during peak heat hours in the height of the summer in Arizona challenge (impossible)
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i think you can be as critical about the venezuelan opposition and maría corina and edmundo as you want but arent venezuelans allowed to choose for themselves even if the options arent perfect? are you willing to justify electoral fraud and police brutality, class inequality, bad management of resources, lack of maintenance of the country, breach of the law, lack of investment in health services and education etc etc just because the person doing it is someone you like or because you don't like the other option? are people at fault for wanting something different?
#i don't like idolizing politicians either in fact i dont think anyone should#a government official being good to the people would literally just be doing their job#but there are reasons for how much people love maría corina as of now and it's because shes one of the few members of the opposition#that has not completely given up on us or just sold themselves to the regime#from the days of chavez and when nobody would pay attention to her or think she would accomplish anything#people are allowed to have hope#and im very sick of this tendency to dehumanize other countries(particularly those from the third world)#and act like they cannot defend themselves or choose for themselves#when they try they are told not to and to let others do the job. how fair is that?? who are you helping?#if maría corina and edmundo fail us it would just turn into what we are already living through. we know it already#if they keep their promises and things go well or at least better then yay!#but we know what's going to happen under maduro#the country will keep deteriorating until everybody either dies or leaves#or people will keep living miserably#i thought people liked the idea that you shouldnt have to work out of your ass to have your neccesities covered!#well people are exploited here on the daily and don't have access to half things they need#let alone pursuing their dreams. theyre not allowed to dream#it's either we die or we don't die for me#i want to see my country healing thats all. you think maduro will give us that? absolutely not#it's always like this with countries that others view as just a land of natural resources or as a land of dumb poor people to project onto#just allow us to see where this goes. it's what the people chose. respect it.#oh ok vent over#Venezuela#this is very messily written i havent had breakfast yet#not to mentionnnnnnnn people on other places know what it's like having to choose for the lesser evil but when vzla does it it's wrong. lol#chavismo is not going to save anyone other than the regime. even chavistas themselves die under it#a lot of us were born under chavismo and want to see life outside of it
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Jason, Reyna, and Nico have one billion in-jokes about Mediterranean history between the bronze age to the renaissance that they find absolutely hilarious and no one else understands in the slightest. i know this in my heart to be true.
#pjo#riordanverse#jason grace#reyna ramírez-arellano#nico di angelo#im just saying. reyna and jason are canonically HUGE history nerds and nico is at least a huge mythology nerd#though also is heavily implied to *also* be a history nerd#dude's special interests are pirates and world mythology you KNOW he has one specific segment of history he's obsessed with#plus he canonically use to travel all around italy and knows a bunch of historical places and their contexts#those three all accidentally ended up best friends with each other and now they have a BFFs trio of geeking out over ancient rome#theyre in so deep with layered in-jokes that one will just shout a singular word and the other two will double-over laughing#and nobody can fathom how this is funny and no the explanation of the historical context is not helping
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random thought bc I've been listening to Six on repeat: the queens claim that the only reason they're remembered is because of Henry, but would Henry be one of the most iconic and well-known English monarchs if not for them?
#like his defining trait is sorta 'bloke who had six wives who he treated pretty badly all told' plus the whole church of england thing#which arguably would have happened anyway in some sense since protestantism was sweeping europe but is generally credited to him wanting#a divorce whether thats accurate or not#yes he was quite charismatic etc but there were plenty of others who were too or at least interesting#like nobody talks about the guy who was Probably murdered in a framed hunting accident#or the one who was executed by having a red hot poker rammed up his arse#or the one who dies after gorging himself on strawberries and eel pie iirc#ok fine maybe i only remember the memorable daeths but you get the point#the six wives are what made henry viii significant is what i'm saying#via shitposts#six#six the musical#tudors#tudor queens#catherine of aragon#anne boleyn#jane seymour#anne of cleves#katherine howard#catherine parr#henry viii
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Ok don't look at me i know I'm playing a lot of D&D ... but .. here's my Curse of Strahd pc ♡ A pal I play in another game with is running a heavily homebrewed CoS campaign and the vibes rule so far. Blurb under the cut ehehehe
Beau, paladin of vengeance. Shepherd in life. What she will be in her undeath has yet to be seen - but it seems, so far, that her old habits didn't die when she was buried. Keeping an eye on the others who came back beside her in this unfamiliar place, counting heads, leading with crook in hand.
Whoever had buried her left her with a parting gift. A heavy wolf's pelt, draped and secured over her shoulders. It unnerves her. But it's comforting to know someone did bury her, and took care to send her off with some things she valued in life. A blanket she knitted, a lantern, her crook. Her grave was shallow, and her casket was barely a crate. But it wasn't without care. The gift won't go to waste.
#art#id in alt text#dnd#dnd art#oc: beau alleghan#idk how much i'm able to say abt her because i know at least one of my pals in the game follows me here#so unfortunately you all will not be privy to Beau Lore#*I* know how she died. and so does she. but nobody gets to know that til it's revealed in game </3
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I looked at my fanart of War Crimes with Anduin holding himself dying with Chromie, and I decided I wanted to draw more Anduin trauma with dragons...(wip)
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#onyxia#Do you think this man has ever had a therapist?#I think hes stubborn and goes to the one required visit he was mandated to go to and tells her hes fine and then stews in it till he dies#He likes to be a therapist he does not like when someone talks therapy at him#at least I headcanon#'none of this matters because ive got work to focus on' twenty years later he sees mawrats in the corners of his eyes still#The moment someone SHOULD be talking therapy at him he runs away and dissappears for three...four....five years? by the end of Dragonflight#bRo dont talk to NOBODY he is NOT letting them know he hallucinates mawrats#anyway i think he focused so hard on his dad being home that he pushed all his onyxia trauma down for it to fester later in his life#Its the snow which beings the snowball that idunno does something later in life who knows#I think too much about a fictional man's mental health and not enough about my own#mayhap a reason he is thy comfort character
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Someone: well if it isn't the boy who lived twice
Harry's angsty ass probably: tbh I was kinda hoping I wouldn't the second time
#harry potter#the boy who lived#sassy harry#Listen that boy was fed up by the fourth book like you mean to tell me he was happy to wake up in the forest#At least part of him was definitely like “motherfucker I didn't want this”#“voldy you had one job and you keep failing”#On a serious note he was definitely not happy to be alive like boy was struggling and nobody really cared#The scene with dumblewhore after Sirius dies is fucking gutting every time
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Thoughts on Luci as a Dino lover
So, I'm doing a Lucifer route after having only done Dino's route in HS 1 and 2. Initially, I thought I'd hate him. I don't like LIs like him, they never did much for me (the whole dark, 'I hate you but love you', 'I don't care about you and like to dangle other women in front of you but I hate it when you even think about other men' type), but this was different and fun to play through (even though it was hard dodging Dino's advances). I thought I'd be more bothered by his wishy-washyness, but honestly? I wasn't. His feelings were so obvious the whole time that it was almost laughable that he even tried hiding them. Like, who tf did he think he was fooling? LMAO. Vicky has him in a chokehold. Anyway, I see why he's so popular (however, LEO is still MY best LI hands down).
Imma stop hating on him ig.
#Lucifer heaven's secret#heaven's secret#romance club#Lucifer romance club#romance club heaven's secret#and he's not nearly as bad as he think he is#mf who the hell helps some random bitch try to find out how she died if they didn't already have a good heart#who tf takes a beating from his father to protect a stranger if they weren't at least a little kind#he tries to put on like he's horrible omg like no you not#he's annoying and emotionally inept and an asshole but he's not bad LMAO#he's actually so funny luci you'd set yourself on fire to keep Vicky warm stop playing#he be like 'let it go you weak unclaimed nobody cares how u died' *helps anyway*#I prolly judged too harshly....I admit it#still dont like the other dark haired one bc at least luci has... like#a personality?#'I don't care 🤷♂️ 😡' *cares very obviously*
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It's soooo funny that whenever my city's on TV, it's always unflattering shit. How dare you, this place is amazing, I'd die for my city, I'd die for this neighborhood (which is admittedly the part of town with the shittiest reputation and arguably part of the reason I'm this anxious)
#shoutout to my English professor in the second year#who apparently comes from the same neighborhood and when I mentioned it during class he straight up went 'OHHH so that's why!'#'that's why you're always so nervous! it's because you're always looking over your shoulder and making aure nobody's following you!'#and let's be honest it's probably true at least in part#I mean uh... we had drug-related incidents in my grade school and one kid died in a fight during recess sooooo#ugh. fine MAYBE this neighborhood shaped me in slightly shitty ways but at least it isn't boring#plus people won't touch you if you're from here so yeah#shadiest guys hanging out near the entrance of your building#offering you help with carrying the backpack because 'it looks heavy' and 'neighbours gotta help each other'#idk man#I love this city even if it has way too much concrete and is way too hot during summer#vibes around here are impeccable#one of those days when I really love this place idk there's absolutely no reason for it
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ALSO ALSO okay i just finished Damned If You Don't and that ENDING!!! Part of me hopes they retcon The Time Vampire and let him find her alive so they can get through the War together & part of me hopes they leave it canon,, like. Do I actually want Leela/Narvin to be happy and to survive YES of course but...... I am a sucker for a tragedy I Fear.........
#its not that i want leela to die obvobv. BUT. i need them to at least acknowledge the time vampires existence as her death story somewhat#i feel like the ending set up for Narvin being told that the Z-nai captured her very well since its timeline compliant so.. still hope!!#and i KNOW it was a one off story from 2010 that nobody cares abt right#but I CARE!! i care that its how we think she died at the very least and I really do hope they try to abide by it in concept#so. we will see !!!! probably in or post war room 4 or whenever that comes out lmao#still plenty of chances for them to greek tragedy us guys.. lets not forget....#gallifrey spoilers#gallifrey echoes through eternity#the time vampire#not ship tagging this because its way too spoilery
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I will be forever grateful i can be on this new med. it's one a lot of folks also need and can struggle to have access to! It's important i be on it, especially if i start doing any vid collabs
(some of which, really, all of which, i unfortunately actually need to cancel that were in the preplanning stages, bc the election results have me wanting to wait and see how the general atmosphere of the country is before i agree to meet up with anyone. I feel bad for cancelling, but also i just can't know for sure how safe things are/might be going forward and I'd rather avoid the potential of. ya know. various not great things that could happen at a meet up, tho i would certainly hope they wouldn't. i don't feel like actually addressing them rn, u guys know what i mean)
That said, if the truvada initial side effects could fuck off asap would be so lovely. three weeks at worst, then they should be gone/much better or so i am told. really hope that's true bc losing my mornings to being dizzy and nauseous is Not Working for me lmao. im on week two, and now understand why my new doc said to call if i needed any 'cheerleading' and support to get thru the side effects, bc apparently she's done that for several ppl to make sure they actually make it thru the three weeks and keep on it (lovely of her!!)
#text post#not going to get into the other painful smack of this morning#suffice to say that medicaid does not in fact fully cover vocal therapy/training for trans ppl#even if ur docs feel incredibly certain it is#if i was making a decent bit over minimum wage at consistent hours and already had my current debts paid off mostly#then I'd happily consider paying the chunk Medicaid won't cover but as of now#it would literally be basically two paychecks if not three to cover the estimate for this first visit#and that's only if the poll would have us polling every week like we did before the election#otherwise we're guesstimating it would be upwards of 4 paychecks to cover it#I'm actually gonna get into in here bc nobody reads all my tag essays (fair valid and correct)#im really sad abt this. my voice gets me clocked a lot and while i can mostly handle like. visually being clocked#my voice giving me away genuinely makes me feel a pain in my chest. i can't get my customer service voice to go lower yet#and even if it's my usual voice I've made minimal progress on my own self done vocal study stuff#so like. no one knows how high it was compared to how it is now tho so no one actually hears it as anything near deep#which it isn't but like. there's been a slightly barely there drop of it per at least a couple ppl in my life#i was probably going to be able to learn how to sing again and find my new range. I'd fix my customer service voice#even if it would only ever be a teeny bit lower than how it is now. it would be lovely#im not gonna get too down tho bc someday hopefully I'll be able to make it happen/afford it#and for now...im doing the bad thing of not cancelling the appt yet#i will bc they're booking out for months and it isn't right of me to take a spot i know i can't keep#but. let me pretend i can for another day or two. maybe until monday. then I'll call or msg them on mychart#and let them know i just don't have the funds rn tho i do deeply appreciate that Medicaid at least pays part of it#im just not at a point where i can cover the rest but that I'll reschedule/have a new referral sent whenever that changes#...and hopefully things in this country will be of such a state that such care is still available to ppl like me.#but that's all we're saying on that bc im already having a pathetic little cry over this#(im fine the med side effects have me crying over everything lol i see a sad commercial and Instant Tears like someone died lmaooo)
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so i googled my current favourite play that i'm absolutely obsessed with and ended up on the english wikipedia site bc my browser is set to english and. it's so bad. the fucking plot overview leaves out basically everything that happens ever except for the end result. several key figures aren't even mentioned. "this guy dies for freedom" well, yes, but actually no, plus you're implying his sacrifice is actually worth it. that's not true. in some other section a dude is mentioned who claims this play is basically star wars. that someone familiar with the play but not star wars could look at a star wars poster and tell you which characters are narratively similar/equal to characters of the play. i am baffled. i have never, not once in my life, ever seen someone be so wrong. dude must have read an entirely different play. i'm tempted to dig up the english version and read it just to see how fucking wrong he is. he is *so* incredibly wrong. jesus fuck. how could you possibly say that
#like??? lets assume the protagonists are sorta equivalent#okay?? daddy issues ig? one of them is filled with hope and the other with despair and obsessive love based in stubbornness#one of them refuses to give up to save many and the other has given up many to pursue his hopeless love interest#(until the end at least. hes so fucked up and stupid <3)#and okay that unreachable love interest is shared BUT????#i cant even begin to describe how fucking different those situations are#also bc without an in depth explanation the play situation sounds so much worse than it is#then the protags bestie#in star wars we have han whos cool but he didnt mean to be there for the longest time. a smuggler etc#in the play we have this super righteous guy whom Nobody speaks ill of whos literally our protags only moral compass#well not the only. well. actually. currently yes he is thats accurate#i mean obviously theres differences already bc one is basically a space fairy tale and the others a tragedy but#the character constellations are NOT even remotely similar!!!#the motives are VERY different!! the way the characters think and feel and act are VERY different!!!#just bc theres a protag who has a bad father a best friend and a love interest he shouldn't be into does NOT mean ones based on the other#and even if dude refers to a different star wars movie THE SAME STILL APPLIES#ITS SO INCREDIBLY WRONG LITERALLY I CANNOT GET OVER THIS#not that the wikipedia plot overview is much better#yes youre TECHNICALLY right but YOU ARE IGNORING THE PLOT#YES THAT HAPPENS BUT ONLY AT THE VERY END BC OF THE PLOT THAT YOU DIDNT MENTION#YOURE IGNORING CHARACTERS INTEGRAL TO THE PLOT#(the women ofc. THEYRE IMPORTANT. yes they still play their restrictive af roles given the age of the play#BUT THEY STILL MATTER AND INFLUENCE THINGS???? let my girl fuck up so bad. let my other girl try so hard to do her best even as shes#powerless within the narrative and her fellow characters whims and moods and ploys)#and again! saying my guy dies for freedom is such a gross oversimplification#that scene is so intense and based in such complicated actions and intentions and feelings youre doing it a disservice#you can simplify it like that but ONLY IF YOU PROVIDE CONTEXT PLEASE#YOU CANT SAY 'THIS IS THE PLOT' AND THEN IGNORE THE ENTIRE PLOT#PLEASE THERE WASN'T A SINGLE MENTION OF LETTERS EVEN WTF ARE YOU DOING#WHOEVER WROTE THAT WIKIPEDIA ARTICLE DROP UR URL I JUST WANNA TALK
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I'm realizing now that all of my fics for Sanuso week are extremely angsty somehow. Even the one Ice Skating. Somehow. Don't ask me how I did it because I do not know.
#well at least it's hurt/comfort i swear nobody dies in these fics#i mean in theory nobody dies i still have to think about it#i am joking i swear everybody will be fine#sanuso#one piece
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[walking around, peering into people's faces like i'm in an art exhibit] hm. nice
#just me hi#it's a give and take system and baby WHY am i standing in for the free samples cart#[dies dies]#<- irrelevant to the main body but oh man. oh mannngngnghfjs#//nice thing anyway; we're going to the beach :D#it's been like a year or so since we've been so yippee :DD#i like going to the center of the lake and waiting for the boats to make big waves lol#sure it makes it harder to get back to shore but in the meantime i get to go wheeee hfbhs#that and if you swim out far enough nobody will bother to swim to you. untouchable gfbsh#just water and water and water and oh hello dragonfly and water and that kid just fell headfirst into the shallow water and water and#:>>#//in other news too: i am like.. one 5th done with the third ref lol👍👍#it IS a bog. but at least it's a nicer bog ykno hfsh ?#//how funny would it be if they found atlantis at the bottom of like. a random lake#you know how underwater caverns are! but it would be neat hbfhv :3#i don't mean any of the great lakes either; it's completely sensical that you'd lose a city in there. why would you leave it on the coast#dummy?? the water Will eat everything#unlike the earth; which only gets aggressive cravings now and then. and that's only cuz she's doing all this moving. she's earned it hfbsh#/also question. if our planet ate another planet would anybody here have a problem with that [wide gesturing towards you]#because you would have to assume it's natural. How and Why Else would a planet be eating another planet ?? plus. what if the chances are#high that it fixes all our problems lol. 'why are you asking this' see that's a good question. and every now and then there are questions w#leave to people of a more scientific or philosophical turn of mind. not me. i'm the 'do you support mother earth eating other planets whole#questions guy :) an important role in some states of being lol#//anywho i gotta get on my things. you know. the things? and the stuffs. lotta those going on. lots of things. and stuffs :)#and i don't wanna count my tags again lol - i think i'm in the mid-twenties but let's not be too sure about that hfhvhsh#so ciao toodles. i will most likely be back with some family-answers to the planet-eating question#byyyye :3
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Red Pill Misogyny But Make It Funny: The Opera my beloved <333
#wanted to post the 'dammi un bacio mio tesoro' part but this spotify recording doesnt separate it from the rest of the finale booo#anyway. to me the message of this opera is 'MONOGAMY SUCKS and a little incest in your polycule never hurt nobody'#the racism is the least of this opera's problems cause unlike in zauberflöte this one does it in a very hmmm#michael scott-ish way??#as in. 'these characters think doing a goofy cosplay of another culture is the funniest shit ever but are also explicitly stupid as fuck'#yes i know. cool motive - still racism.#our local opera house changed the 'valacchi' to 'polacchi' tho and that was the funniest shit ever to me lol#now in my perfect cosi fan tutte production that lives in my head they are dress up as the Polish nobility in the baroque era#cause my god did those mfs look goofy lol#anyway. to me all four of them fuck in the end so its cool. despina pegs don alfonso too.#così fan tutte#the music in this opera is fucking sublime tho#and im so fucking mad mozart died before he managed to go further in this direction and explore a little more#the ensembles. my GOD the ensembles#mozart#opera tag#cosi fan tutte
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