#at least i do HFKJSF

[vypridae]

anyway guess who got into the spirited away fandom

[deadrlngers]

formally requesting all of the fun facts about selene <33

hiiii jasmine beloved, sorry for the late reply, i'll info dump a few things about her let’s see <33

i’ll start by saying that i chose the name selene from greek mythology in a moment of extreme I Love the Moon, i even toyed with the idea of making her somehow related with the bosmer god of secunda but let the thought go ultimately

since the khajiit use the lunar phases to determine the forms the khajiit takes at birth, r’amha started calling her ‘his little senche pup’ since selene was born when both masser & secunda were full :3

also on the topic of r’amha. selene’s father died in the war against elsweyr so he got killed by a khajiit. i think that she could’ve easily grow a dislike or even hate for them, instead she found a second father exactly where she technically lost the first

her first impression of martin wasn’t exactly the best: she walked through a damn oblivion gate and fought hordes of dremora to come and get his ass, he could’ve at least show some gratitude or just, collaborate a little bit more. girl u will love this man later tho

the kill that granted her the entrance into the dark brotherhood was the adoring fan hfkjsf. at this time the oblivion crisis already ended and martin died and she’s slowly turning more hostile and crazy. go girl kill

the thing with her and being considered a hero is that. she’s unwillingly one. she was just a random elf that got dragged into all of that. ofc she wanted to fight to save everyone and herself from mehrunes dagon but it’s more of a “well if i don’t do it there’s no life anyway.”, plus at some point fighting means having a future with martin, that's why when in the end he sacrifices himself she feels betrayed?? not exactly by him but from her fate, her status? the people started calling her hero, champion. she never wanted that, they made her a hero and her so “hero-like” actions only brought death into her life. she starts growing more and more resentment, everyone is cheering for her, calling her champion now, she doesn't feel like a champion, she lost everything. she saved tamriel at what cost? what does good actions take to? death. that’s why she joins the dark brotherhood in the end

the whole shivering isles thing is my fave. at this point she doesn’t have anything to live for, she ends up here where everyone sounds so out of their damn mind, it’s ironic but she feels like she found her place. sheogorath it’s like a funny little grandpa in her eyes. that’s why when it’s her turn to be next lord sheogorath she doesn’t fight it in the slightest, i think at this point the shivering isles made her lose that last bit of sanity she had left. still, she didn’t laugh like that in such a long time, what’s wrong with being insane right?