#at least i didn't use wonho again

[whiteteadreams]

Hello~ I really enjoy your fics and wanted to request a Wonho one. Maybe something where he is more submissive x gn/male reader- only if u feel comfortable. Thank you in advance 🩷🫶

Untitled (for now)

Pairing: Lee Wonho x GN Reader

Word Count: 1.9k

Genre: Idol AU, Established Relationship

Warnings: smut, mature language/cursing, reader slut shames wonho (ITS SEXY), reader calls fans whores, aftercare because it's important!!

Smut Warnings: Degradation, reader uses wonho, face slapping once, dumbification, objectification, overstimulation, anal sex

a/n-i am so sorry that this took as long as it did. but here it is! i hope the wait was at least semi-worth it. i truly did some research so i didn't make my writing too feminine, (IT SHOWS I CARE!) unfortunately i'm not too proud of this work but it may be bc this is my first time intentionally writing gn reader or bc it actually ass sucks lolz. AGAIN, I AM SO SORRY!!!!!

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Awaiting his arrival, you sat on the plush couch in your shared apartment. Fuming, you tapped your foot on the floor, reminding yourself to calm down. It really wasn’t that big of a deal, he was yours, they were just fans behind screens. But still, them thirsting over your lover, was something that tested your patience. 

From the photo he posted you could tell he was almost done. His muscles bulged from use, sweat dripped down his face and neck, and the towel wrapped around the back of his neck. It shouldn’t take him too long until he was back where he belonged, with you. 

whorerat: OMG HIS THIGHS

jenosslut: nah, i can make him sweat

(s)creamingg: my manssssssssss

They were harmless and you knew that. He himself had reminded you. But as you scrolled through the comments of fans lusting after Wonho, your anger grew.

Your eyes snapped from your phone and to the door once you heard his car pull into the driveway. Getting up, you walked to the door, unlocking it and having your hand on the knob. Hearing the storm door open, you turned the handle and swung the door open, scaring him.

Ignoring his shrill shout and wide eyes, you jabbed your pointer finger at his broad, sweaty chest.

“You’re such a slut!” Wonho’s ears burned at your accusation and he caught on quickly but the color remained.

“Oh! You liked my post?” He threw you a lopsided smile and walked towards, lightly pushing past you and inside the house. 

“Of course, I liked it! You’re my boyfriend! But it seems like I wasn’t the only one who liked it.” Wonho didn’t take your annoyance to heart, he found it endearing.

“You know…your opinion is the only one I care about.” 

“Hmph.” Still, his answer didn’t satisfy you. 

“Seems like I’m going to have to remind you who you belong to.” 

Wonho was taken back by your voice, which had turned dark, husky almost. He turned around to question your intentions but was given an answer immediately when you pushed him backwards and onto the couch. 

“Now, what was your motive with this? What made you decide to post a photo of you shirtless, legs spread in front of a mirror, with sweat dripping down your entire body? You’re telling me that you didn’t post that because the attention makes your dick drip?” 

“I did it, because I wanted you to do this…”

Instead of even addressing his confession, you just laughed, causing the color in his ears to deepen.

Stepping closer to his figure on the couch, you bent down to plant a sweet kiss on his lips to let him know that you weren’t actually mad at him. You could feel his once tense body release said tension, and he was able to truly enjoy what was coming next.

Without interrupting your kiss, you swung your leg around his thigh before repeating the action on the other side.

“Please, please, just touch me. Do something, please.” Wonho hid his face in your neck. He was too embarrassed to look at you but still knew what he wanted, you.

Teasing your fingers up the inside of his thigh, you could feel the muscles hidden underneath his skin tense at your touch. 

“How am I supposed to help you if I can’t even touch you properly?” Faking ignorance, you moved your head, forcing Wonho to look at you. 

The color in his face has yet to drain but eagerly, he nodded and lifted his hips. Once his ass was lifted off the couch, he grabbed the hem of his shorts and boxers, pulling both off his hips all in one go. 

Sitting back down, Wonho looked at you, anticipating your next move. 

“Hard already? I haven’t even done anything yet. Maybe slutting yourself out just gets you off, huh?” HIs eyes widened and he was quick to deny your allegation. 

“M-no! Just you, I wanted you to see!” It was pathetic really. How nervous he was, was absolutely pathetic. When he walked through the door, his sweat from his work out had chilled into his skin, but now, new beads were forming at his hairline from the sheer nervousness that was coursing through his veins. 

“Aw, how sweet. Wonho got all hard at the thought of slutting himself out to me.” Words dripped with a sweet poison from your lips and he wanted nothing more to catch the drops before they fell too far. 

“It would be such a shame if I were to leave you like this, but I guess not, you have all your whores in your comment sections thirsting after you.” Wonho knew you’d give him what he wanted, you always did, but not before making him suffer first, but the fear in the back of his head that today may be the day you make him take care of himself still nipped at his thoughts.

“No, I just want you please! No one else can touch me like you!”

“No one else can touch you period!”

“Yeah, no one else!” He was slurring his words at this point/ Saliva was overflowing from his mouth, causing him to drool all over himself.

“But, because of what you did, I’m gonna treat you like what you truly are. Just a useless dildo made for my pleasure.:

Wonho held no objections, he spread his thighs apart so you could use him to his full potential. That fear of you leaving him untouched lodged in his throat once more as you walked away suddenly towards your shared room. Now with you out of his sight and him knowing better than to get up without your permission, he relied on his hearing for any hints on what you were doing. It didn’t help much as he just heard you rummaging through what he assumed to be a drawer. 

Soon the noise stopped and you entered his sight, trying to see what had changed, Wonho looked at you up and down only to be met with confusion. Your clothes were still as you left them but your right hand was clutched around something, hiding it from his view. 

“Oh don’t worry, I just got some lube so it’s easier for me to use that stupid cock. Maybe that’s why it’s so big, because you’re so dumb…gotta make up for your flaws somewhere I suppose.” 

So lost in desperation, Wonho blindly nodded. You doubted he actually knew what you were talking about which caused you to laugh at him. 

“Please, just touch me, I need you. Just use me!”

”At least you know exactly what I’m going to do.” Hooking your fingers in the waistband of your sweats and briefs, you pulled them down in one go and stalked towards the giant trembling man at your use. 

Without exchanging any words, you popped the cap of the lube off and squeezed a dollop out onto two of your fingers. Moving those fingers back to your rim, you fingered your hole on top of Wonho, letting out exaggerated moans to get the point of you not needing him across. When his whimpers picked up from you rolling your hips into his, you stopped your little show and decided to get the real attraction going. 

Pulling your fingers out of yourself you squeezed another dollop of lube onto them, this time you used it on Wonho, wrapping your hand around his cock, you moved the lube up and down, squeezing his dick harder than necessary. When Wonho jerked up in your hand, rushing your pace, you used your free hand and brought it across his cheek harshly.

“Quit thinking with your fucking dick.” Shocked by your slap, Wonho nodded without making eye contact, as this was uncharacteristic of him, you were slightly worried, that was until you felt his dick throb in your hand.

“You’re a little pain slut, aren’t you?” He nodded more confidently which made you think he wanted you to hit him again, but you didn’t give him that satisfaction and instead of that sharp stinging feeling, he was granted the feeling of you sinking down onto his dick. 

Tightly closing his eyes, Wonho gasped at the sudden feeling. You could see him fist the couch fabric and try to adjust to you.

Like the good boy he is, Wonho kept his hands to himself, keeping those hands at his sides, he let you use him like you wanted.

Bouncing up and down on his dick, you changed your pace when you could feel him start to buck up into you. There were several times that you had to actually lift off of him as he got too close to the edge before you allowed him to. Looking down at his cock, it strained, trying to find some friction that would allow him to finish. 

“I didn’t say you could cum Wonho…”

Closing his eyes in what you could only assume as concentration, he nodded and you slid back down onto him. But before you could even move, you felt your hole fill with his cum. 

“Are you serious? You were being so good?” 

Not even letting him respond, you went ahead and started going again. Ignoring his whimpers and pleas to stop, you giggled and tweaked his nipples.

“I told you I was going to use you; it isn’t my fault that you didn’t listen to me or wait. This is just what you get.”

Moans continued to roll off his tongue, and with how loud he was getting, you were worried the neighbors would hear and complain. Connecting your lips as one, you swallowed all of Wonho’s moans as your own since you were the cause. 

When Wonho’s hands moved from his sides to yours, you didn’t complain. He pulled you closer to his chest, needing something to secure him as he was getting close again. 

“Please, I need to cum again.”

“Wait so we can finish together.” Finally, he listened for once. 

His grip tightened drastically, you knew that in the morning, there would be Wonho finger shaped bruises decorating your skin. Clenching down on him, you moved faster, trying to catch up with Wonho so you could make good of your suggestion. 

“Fuck, almost there Wonho, hold it.”

Your movements were sloppy, quick and with a purpose. It took only a couple more rolls of your hips before the both of you were coming undone. 

You felt your cum shoot out and when you looked at its landing place, it was all over Wonho’s abs. And his cum just added another layer to your walls. 

Heavy breathing and sweaty skin sliding together was the only thing you could pay attention to. The feeling and sounds of Wonho fogged your mind and when you looked at him, it was obvious he felt a similar way.

“You did so well. Let’s get you cleaned up okay?” Wonho nodded and allowed you to pull him up and off the couch. He followed your lead to the bathroom and watched you set up a bath for him, even adding bath salt to help with his post workout muscles. 

“Alright Wonho, it’s warm enough, let’s get in okay?” Your voice was back to its soft and quiet nature. 

“You’re not actually mad at me right? By posting the picture and everything?”

“Of course, I’m not mad! You’re hot and I love that you know that I just gotta show you who you belong to every now and then.”

[bteezxyewriter12]

Treat You Better/4

Pairing- Jungkook x Named Reader

Includes- Fluff

Series Masterlist

Inspired by song, Treat You Better by Shawn Mendes

Joanne comes back today. I haven't spoken or seen her in two months. After that night at the party, she just disappeared. She didn't answer any of my texts or calls or any of the guy's either

I was really worried and I went to her apartment. She wasn't there. I checked everyday for a week and she never opened the door or came home. I went to her job at Starship entertainment. She's a makeup artist for Monsta X, which is how she met Wonho. I found out that she quit the day after the party.

I talked to Jin after that because I was so worried. He decided to call her sister, Kasey. Kasey told him that Joanne left Korea for awhile. She was visiting some family they have in New York and Texas in the U.S.. Kasey said she told her she had to leave and get away from everything to think.

Apparently she wasn't sure about how she felt about Wonho anymore but she wanted to give him one more chance when he promised he'd announce her as his girlfriend to the world. She thought that maybe he would change for real this time. She didn't want to throw a two year relationship away without trying this last time.

Kasey told Jin that Joanne was falling for someone else but she wasn't sure about her feelings. She didn't tell Kasey who it is but she assumes it's another Monsta X member. It probably is. She spends a lot of time with them. I bet it's Jooheon. The way he was arguing with Wonho at the party, it make sense that he'd like her. Or Changkyun. He's the maknae and she always tells me how funny he is. He's is also really good looking too

Kasey didn't know how long Joanne would be away but she said at least two months. When I heard that, I freaked. Two months without her? That's like when we go on tour

I tried to keep myself busy these last two months but she was always on my mind. I want to talk to her and finally tell her how I feel. I wanna do it before she acts on the feelings she has for this mystery guy. Maybe she'll forget him and give me a chance.

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It's definitely over between her and Wonho. Of course pictures were taken of him flirting and getting cozy with Yeong. There was also pictures of him leaving with Yeong out the back door of the party when he went to fuck her. The same day he said that Joanne was his girlfriend. Of course the media was all over it.

Wonho made a statement when it all blew up. "Yes Joanne was my girlfriend for two years and we were together when I announced she was at the award show. But I messed up and I cheated on her with another idol. She caught me and she left. I haven't been able to get though to her to apologize. I love her very much and I'm so sorry for what I did. I hope she can give me another chance."

I snort at what he said. He loves her? Yeah ok. Fans we're split on the information. I saw some of their fans tearing Joanne apart and others tearing Wonho apart.. Wonho has actually managed to stay out of the media for these past two months. There's nothing about him and any other girl, no pictures, no articles. Not like I care. All I care about is her.

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I gave Joanne two days back in Korea to get used to the time zone again. Now I'm walking up the stairs to her apartment. Jin finally gave me her address.

I'm terrified. What if she doesn't let me in? What if she refused to answer? What if she doesn't want to give me a chance? I'm trying to calm myself down. I can't think like this. I'll deal with whatever happens when it happens. Doesn't make sense to worry about it right now

All too soon I'm standing in front of her door. I take a deep breath and ring the bell. I wait five minutes before I ring it again

"Please answer. Please.", I beg quietly

I hear footsteps approaching, then the sound of the locks turning. The door opens and she's standing there surprise on her face.

I stare at her. I missed her so fucking much.. I just take in her face, her eyes, her.. She's more beautiful than I remember. She changed her hair again. Dark brown. Her natural color. I love it on her

"Jungkook, uh hi. What are you doing here?", she asks

"Can I, uh, come in?" I ask

Her face softens and she says, "Yeah, ok. Sure"

She moves aside so I can go in. I haven't been here in a long time. She usually comes to the dorm

"Uh, you want something to eat? Or drink?" she asks

"No I'm ok", I answer

"You grew your hair out huh? I like it.", she says

"Thanks", I blush

She nods and leads me to her living room. There's so much stuff here. Boxes and flowers

"You got a lot of stuff when you were in the U.S. huh?"

She snorts, "No, this is all from Wonho. He sent me things to try to win me back. But I wasn't here to get them. Kasey had to come everyday and put all this in here."

"That's a lot of gifts"

"Yeah. A lot of it is stuff I'd never get for myself. I'm not gonna use half the stuff I opened so far.", she frowns, "He really doesn't know me at all"

She sighs. "I'm so fucking stupid", she says sitting down on the couch.

"No you're not Jo."

"Yeah I am Jungkook. You were right. I don't know why I held on for so long. I knew it's was done by the first year but I stayed. I let myself get hurt over and over and I always took him back. Stupid."

"No Jo. You were in love. Not stupid. You just wanted it to work and kept trying. It's his fault for fucking you over so many times, not yours.", I say

"Love made me blind and made him think he could get away with anything. Which he did for a long time."

We sit in silence for a few minutes

I'm not sure what to tell her or say to make her feel better. I suck at this

"You know, this time I didn't even care that he cheated."

My eyesbrows shoot up, "You didn't?"

"I mean yeah I did but it wasn't the think that made me cry. It was anger. I was so angry at myself for believing he'd change. Angry that I stayed in that stupid relationship for so long. Angry that he made a fool of me, especially since he announced I was his girlfriend. He couldn't even wait one day. He cheated within hours.", she rages, "And I'm so angry for holding on to someone I didn't know if I loved anymore. I just wanted it to work that I ignored my feelings."

"You don't love him?" I ask, startled

I knew she had feelings for someone else but I didn't know she didn't love Wonho anymore. I thought she still loved him but felt something for someone else too.

"No. I stopped loving him months ago after he slept with a fan and it was in the media. I had enough but I wouldn't admit it to myself. I convinced myself I loved him.", she explains

"Does that have anything to do with the guy you have feelings for?"

She looks at me, wide eyed. "How did you...", she stops, "Fucking Kasey can't keep her mouth shut."

She glances at me, "No Jungkook, me not loving Wonho wasn't because of the guy. It was because he cheated and didn't love me. I fell in love with the other guy months after I stopped loving Wonho."

She loves this guy? Shit. I lost my chance. I'll never be able to be with her. That thought hits me in the chest like a brick.

"Is it Jooheon?", I ask, upset but trying not to show it. She laughs and I quickly look up at her

"Jooheon? No! He has a girlfriend for over a year. He's just a really good friend. He hated the way Wonho treated me and would always tell me to leave him. I don't see him like that and he doesn't see me like that either. His girlfriend is really nice and she's my friend too.", she explains

Wow. I feel dumb. But then who is it? I want to ask but I don't know if I should. Or if she would even tell me

"So uh, who is the lucky guy that you love?"

"Uh...", she trails off, "Doesn't matter. He'll never go for me anyway. I'm older than him. He'll want someone his age. I don't think I'm his type anyway."

"Then he's stupid", I blurt

She just smiles sadly at me, "No he's not. I'm just unlucky with this stuff. That's all"

"Maybe it's because you're picking the wrong kind of guys.", I suggest

"Maybe", she shrugs

She's not telling me who it is. I want to know, I need to know who I lost her to this time

"Can you tell me who it is? Maybe I can help?"

I don't want to but I will. I want her to be happy even if it's not with me. As long as the guy treats her well and loves her and never cheats on her, I'll accept it. And if I know the guy, maybe I can talk to him for her.

"Jungkook..", she says

"Please? I can help you with him", I say. She sighs

"Fine", she gives in, "But you can't help"

I wait while she takes a breathe

Then she says, "It's you, Jungkook. You"

I freeze. Did she...Did she just say what I think she said? It's me? This is too good to be true.

"Mm...me?" I ask

She nods, "Yes"

"Are you lying or joking? Because it's not funny if you are". I just can't believe it

"I'm not lying. It is you.", she replies. I just stare at her as she looks down and continues to talk. "I know it's not gonna happen ok? I know I'm too old. But I don't want this to ruin our friend-"

She stops talking when I reach out and lift her face up, catching her lips in a kiss. The second her lips touch mine, I feel my heart explode in joy and love. God, I love her so much. I pull her closer and this time she doesn't pull away

This time she puts her arms around my neck and comes closer. I lick her lip and she opens her mouth so I can slip my tongue in. When her tongue touches mine, it's like I'm in heaven. Her kiss is amazing

It's so much more than what I imagined. But I do know one thing. I never want to kiss anyone but her

When the kiss ends, she's staring at me wide eyed.

"What was that for?", she asks

She's funny. She still doesn't get that I love her

"I kissed you because you said the one thing I wanted to hear since I was sixteen."

"Uh what?"

"That you love me", I answer

"You...waited....wait....since you were sixteen?", she asks, shocked

"Yes. I fell in love with you when I was sixteen. When Jin introduced you to us and you started hanging around more. You're everything I could ever want in a girl."

Her mouth drops open. She's so cute

"I love you Joanne. For a long ass time."

"I...I....that's why you were fighting with me two months ago"

I nod, "Yeah. I couldn't stand to see what he was doing to you. It killed me to see you so sad and take him back everytime. I knew I could treat you better than he could. But I couldn't say anything. I was scared. And you loved him. I didn't want to come in the way of that", I explain

"But..you never dated anyone?"

I shake my head, "No one compares to you. So I just decided to wait for you. Because I know you're worth it."

"But I'm older than you. That doesn't bother you?"

"Nope. Not at all. Not when it's you."

"But you're only twenty four. You don't know if I'm right for you"

"I don't care that I'm twenty four. I've wanted you since I was sixteen and I knew from then that you're the right girl for me."

I take her hand and she holds on to mine. "Please Jo, be with me? I love you so much and all I ever wanted was you."

She looks at me and says, "Yes Kookie. I love you."

My face bursts into a smile and I pull her closer to me, kissing her with everything in me. And she kisses me back with just as much passion

---------------------------------------------------

I wake up with her in my arms. We left her apartment last night and she came to the dorm.

When we walked in holding hands, Jin said, "Thank Jesus! Now I don't have to see him mope anymore! Thank you Jo."

She laughed and I glared

"Good luck with him Jo", Namjoon said

"He's a pain in the ass", Tae added

"Yeah thanks guys", I rolled my eyes

"You are", Hobi agreed with the others

"Yeah yeah", I said and started walking to my room, her following me

"Aww is our Kookie gonna have sex for the first time?", Yoongi teased. I swear, he's evil

"Uh no, not with you assholes here", I snap

She giggled and I just smiled at her

"Hey! Watch it!" Jimin yelled

"Or what?" I asked

Jimin is all talk but he's such a softy. His threats go nowhere

"Jin will give you a lecture!", Tae answered

"Yeah ok, we're going now". I pull Joanne's hand and we go to my room

"Kookie. Have you really never had sex before?", she asked

Great. Stupid Yoongi

"Uh, no. I haven't", I answered

I'm fully aware how incompetent I am in that area. And I know she's had sex, so that makes me so much more nervous

"You haven't done anything sexual before?"

I shook my head. "Uh no. Does that bother you?"

She smiles, "No Kookie, of course it doesn't bother me. I don't care. But I don't want to force you to do anything before you're ready. Sex can wait. I just want to be with you."

God, how did I get so lucky? She's the best. I hug her tightly and kiss her

"What do you wanna do?", I asked

She smirked, "I wanna beat you in one of your video games"

"Ooo Jo, you can try but I don't think that will happen. Ever", I teased

"It will one day"

"Sure. Whatever you say. But just because you're my girlfriend now doesn't mean I'm going to let you win"

"I'd beat you up if you let me win"

I laughed. She probably could too

"Well? Put the game on! Lets go!"

"Ok ok", I laughed

We played games for awhile. And it was amazing to be playing with my girlfriend. It was getting late when she said she was gonna leave. I didn't want her to, so I asked her to stay. She agreed

I got to fall asleep with her and hold her all night.

@bruisedscrewedandtattooed

@sweetonkookieandtae @gab7igot7

@momnomnom @batakookie

[nunuxhoho]

Here's what happened yesterday to make everything clear! [MX & WONHO US Tour]

Well, first we got the new info that Monsta x is performing on the JINGLE BELL which is in Atlanta on the 16th of December.

What happened next is that there were spreading rumors that Wonho would be in the US in December as well.!

And not so rumor there were at least three legit websites that stated he is going to perform in the US.

ETC.

So lots of OT7 wenbebes on TWT got overly excited [so as I...] that or boys would be close to each other yet some got sad cause both of the performances are supposedly on the same day and that Seattle and Atlanta are far away from each other...

Also, I don't have the source for this rumor but Eshy tried to get wonho into being on the same stage as MX in the Jingle bell but SSE being themself refused to let that happen [again them making us hate them every day].

That's why Wonho couldn't be with them and had to settle for something else. Again I don't have the source for this specific one so I'm not sure if it's true.

But wait there's more.

Yesterday was also another of Wonho's fan sign calls and because of all the wrecks that's been going on, this wenee asked wonho about the US tour, and here's his answer:

So as it sounds like he doesn't have a clue on what's going on...

Also today a lot of fans meantion that the schedules on websites that were yesterday are gone now.

so what everyone is assuming right now is that it was all just a big mistake.

However, it's still very weird...

Well first, it wasn't just one website that had that information it was for about three, [spotify among]

Second. it's not very rare that maybe Wonho was just denying the tour because this was supposed to be a surprise.

He technically did it in the past. and as we know SSE and HL , they are best at making huge mistakes [like maybe accidentally publishing Wonho future schedule before there was an official announcement.]

Also the rumor about Eshy still could be real...

BUT THEN AGAIN... in the video, Wonho didn't look like he was lying at all...and as we know him he is the spoiler king.

and when asking him directly he can't just keep on a straight face and lie about it so easily. it's more likely he would say "maybe" or laugh if tried to deny it, but that didn't happen.

So in conclusion it only makes sense that It was all a big mistake and sadly there's no US tour for wonho for now.

What do you guys think? 🙂

[kz-i-co]

Incomparable: Part II

Summary: As you feel like you and Kihyun's relationship start to develop, something or someone gets in the way.

Pairing: Yoo Kihyun/ Reader

Genre: Angst x fluff

Words: 2.6k

m.list ╫ mx masterlist

Part 1

A/N: I was thinking about this for a while now......but I might rewrite this one, so please stand by

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"Hey you made it." Jooheon smiled as soon as you and Kihyun walked through the door.

"Yeah sorry I'm late. I had to speak with my professor."

"You're here that's all that matters." You couldn't help but blush.

Jooheon still gave you feelings you couldn't explain but now Kihyun was in the picture. You liked seeing his playful side and he really showed to be a caring person but how were things going to change now.

"(Y/N) come on. You need to try this cake that Gihyun made. It's amazing."

"Stop." Gihyun blushed.

"No seriously. You should be a culinary major." He continued complimenting.

"Hey thank you for bringing my canvas." You said to Gihyun.

"No problem (Y/N)." She smiled warmly.

"I love my gift. Can't believe how talented you are. You made me look dope." He smiled showing off his dimples.

"Hey dude." Wonho greeted Kihyun as he leaned against the wall on the opposite side. "What's with you?"

"W-what? Nothing." He shook off. He glanced at you still engaged with Jooheon. You were smiling and laughing and he can tell you were enjoying his company.

"You reek of jealousy."

"What would I be jealous of?" He snipped.

"Obviously the cute girl talking to Jooheon you entered with."

"It's so cute." He continued as he leaned forward to pinch his cheeks but Kihyun quickly stopped him.

"I'm not jealous. I was helping her out with Jooheon, that's all."

"If you say so."

"Hey (Y/N), if you want, there is a concert in the park tomorrow. You want to go?" Jooheon asked you. Was he asking you out? Oh no, what should you do. "I understand if you have something planned already with Kihyun."

"No, I don't have any plans tomorrow."

"Great. It will be fun."

"I'm bringing the snacks." Gihyun winked. She's going? Maybe it's not what you think.

"Hey let me get your number so I can tell you the details." Jooheon smiled and you blushed as you gave him your phone.

"Cute wallpaper." He said handing it back.

"Thank you."

"Jooheon." More people walked into the tight dorm. "Happy birthday."

"I'll be right back." He started walking away. "There's tons of food, eat up." He left you alone with your thoughts.

You looked around not sure what to do until your eyes spotted a lonely Kihyun sipping down a drink while playing on his phone.

"Hey." You greeted.

He looked up at you all flushed. You figured it was his drink taking control.

"Thanks again, for what you did."

"Why do you keep thanking me, It was my fault." He arched his eyebrows.

"It was both of our faults, but it was fun doing it." You smiled.

"If you say so."

"Are you drunk?" You leaned forward looking in his drowsy eyes.

"No." He stood up straight, denying.

"I think you are." You gave a slight giggle.

"(Y/N) were playing beer pong come on." Jooheon smiled.

"Um." You looked back at Kihyun but he was already out the door. "Wait."

"Come on (Y/N)." Gihyun continued.

You just shrugged it off hoping he was okay.

....

You looked around causally trying to spot Kihyun as you hung out with Jooheon and Gihyun. The more you hung out with Gihyun the more you disliked her. She had a comment for everything, and always had to one up herself for everything that came out of your mouth. Like she was competing with you.

"I'm going to use the restroom." You told Jooheon as he nodded. You had to get away from Gihyun and her constant chatting. The closer you traveled down the hall, you heard loud music of people singing along and the loud chaos of people cheering.

"Bang bang bang!" You turned the corner seeing a crowd in the hang out as two figures were singing along to the tv as it layered lyrics down the screen as they stood on the couch.

This can't be good this late at night.

You got closer about to head down the other hall until the familiar voice got you off guard. Kihyun? Oh no.

"Yeojadeureun get low. Danggyeora BANG BANG BANG- Hey (Y/N)!" Kihyun made eye contact with you. "Come up here."

You just shook your head.

"Please."

"What the fuck is going on?" The RN came in as you were quick to get Jooheon.

"Um Jooheon." You started but you could feel a sudden presence behind you.

"Jooheon you said you were gonna keep this party out of control."

"What are you talking about?" He looked at the RN.

"Your friends are drunk and causing a ruckus. Please just send everyone back to their rooms before we get into trouble." She left in a rush.

You followed Jooheon back out to the hangout as everyone was already gone. "Sorry Jooheon." A boy with blonde hair spoke.

"Minhyuk, where is Kihyun?" He pointed to a figure laying on the floor against the wall.

"Shit." Jooheon mumbled concerned for his friend. "Kihyun doesn't do this, ever. I've seen him drunk before but not this bad."

"I'll help clean up Jooheon." Gihyun said sweetly.

"I'll take Kihyun to his room." It was your turn to speak.

"You sure?" He asked.

"Yeah." You smiled and was already on the move.

"Okay, let's go." You grabbed his hands trying to pull him up. "Let's get you to bed."

"I can sleep here." He said pulling you down to lay on the floor. He wrapped his arms around you, cuddling you cutely. Okay maybe Kihyun was the cutest drunk ever.

"Kihyun, we need to lay in our beds not the floor." You giggled.

"My bed is like a hour away. I'll just stay here." He whispered.

"This floor is disgusting." You whined. "How about my bed? It's closer."

He hummed in agreement but still chose not to move. "Kihyun." You whispered closer to you but he bumped his head against yours causing you both to winch away.

"Who are you?"

"(Y/N)." You giggled some more. But he just looked at you trying to be proven correct.

"I wished you like me instead."

You immediately felt that punch in the gut feeling. The short time you knew him, he wasn't very keen on sharing but he liked you, it was confirmed.

He didn't deserve you by the way you look at it. You used him for his friend and continued to like his friend. It wasn't that you didn't feel anything for him but you couldn't forget about the other.

"Let's go. For real this time." You continued to help him back to your bed.

Once you finally settled him down, your friend must of slept somewhere since she was no where to be found. You attempted to sleep in her bed until Kihyun's clingy ass forced you in your own bed with him. He was definitely not what you expected when he drinks.

-

The next morning, you woke from Kihyun quickly getting up alerted.

"Kihyun?"

"Sorry (Y/N) I'm gonna be late for my showcase."

"What showcase?" You asked yawning.

"My photography course. I'll see you later."

You got ready as the day was starting and quickly made your way out of the dorm.

"Hey (Y/N)." Jooheon smiled as he approached you with Gihyun.

"Hey."

"The concert got cancelled, on the count of rain...." He began. "But did you want to do something anyway?"

"Umm....okay." You shrugged.

"We're so happy we bumped into you. We were just thinking what we should do." Gihyun spoke with that annoying fake tone. "It's funny, we were just talking about you and how amazing your artwork is."

"How long have you been painting?" She continued.

"About 12 years." You said clearly uncomfortable with her as Jooheon just nodded along.

"Wow. You and Kihyun are so artistic. Probably why you make such a great pair."

"Thanks....technically we're not a pair."

"Not yet, at least." She giggled as you tried not to roll your eyes.

"Well it was nice talking to you guys, I'm gonna run." You waved goodbye as you continued to get your morning coffee you were urging for.

"(Y/N)! Wait up!" Jooheon ran after you.

"Hey."

"Wait, so you and Kihyun aren't together?" He asked confused.

"No, we're just friends. We've only met recently for tutoring."

"Oh okay.....Look I know Gihyun wants to do something but you busy right now? We can do something just the two of us?" Oh no. Why were you still feeling flustered when Kihyun is the one you should like.

"Um....no, I'm just getting coffee." You smiled.

"Mind if I join you?" His tone was sweet.

"No." Yes. Why was this happening now?

"I'm sorry that Gihyun is constantly clinging on to me." He laughed. "I mean, she's great and all but I don't want to hang out with her 24/7. I need a break."

"Well, she likes you." You laughed.

"Ha no."

"Yes. I thought you guys were together at first."

"I guess we were both wrong." He smiled with a slight blush warming his cheeks.

"How long have you and Kihyun been friends?"

"We met our third year of high school." Jooheon opened the door for you.

"Did he ever sing at all?" You couldn't help but wondered about the boy that was slowly taking your heart.

"Sure, I mean no more then the average person, but it wasn't something he showed interest in." You ordered your drinks and sat down.

"Well he should." He smiled at your response.

...

You knocked on Kihyun's door and answered it, dressed all neat and formal. "Hey." You began confused. "How was your showcase?"

"Fine." He shrugged. You followed him into the dorm as he was setting up his portfolio.

"Do you remember anything from last night?" You couldn't help but wonder.

"Not really."

"Just want to say that you are a very cute drunk." You laughed.

"Great, you saw a side I probably didn't want you to see." He rolled his eyes.

"Nah, I liked it." You bit your lip. "Very clingy, I should add."

"Is something wrong?" You asked from his silence.

"Nothing, I'm just wondering why you aren't with Jooheon right now." He began.

"Well....I was with him before, but it was just coffee."

"Ah...so he asked you out, like you wanted?" He laughed like nothing was different.

"It was just coffee, I wouldn't really call it a date." You looked at him confused. "Why are we talking about this?"

"Well....it turns out that Jooheon likes you. I guess you got your wish."

"He likes me? How do you even know that?"

"Because he told me." He finally looked at you, putting his work down. "I guess we're done here."

"But what about yesterday?"

"We can forget about that. We just got caught up in the moment."

You shrugged confused. "Kihyun-"

"It's okay (Y/N), Jooheon likes you. That's great." Sure he was right, you should be happy but why weren't you. Seeing Jooheon early, still gave you all those old feelings but now everything was different. "You don't owe me anything (Y/N). It was the deal remember."

"I don't understand-"

"You like him and now he likes you. It's what you wanted."

"Did something happen between you two?" You continued to ask from the sudden change in his behavior. He was acting the way you first met him.

"No, he was just asking about you. I'm sorry I really need to finish this."

"But Kihyun." You were at a loss of words.

"(Y/N)." He gave you a look you didn't quite understand. He was clearly hurt and trying to push you away.

....

You couldn't stop thinking about Kihyun. Why was he lying to you? What happened this morning?

You quickly rushed through the door. "Where were you all day?" Your friend asked.

"Oh um....The concert in the park."

"Wasn't that cancelled?" She arched her eyebrows.

"Yeah." You sighed. "I was with Jooheon and his side dish Gihyun, who clearly can't take a hint."

"Still competing with that girl?" She laughed.

"I really don't think I want to. I think I'm ready to move on."

"Don't tell me its because of Kihyun?"

"Why not?"

"Nothing, I just thought you were into Jooheon." She smiled. "I was confused because everyone is saying you're with Kihyun. Remember you both mysteriously walked in covered in paint."

"We were just goofing off." You said hiding the truth. Not that you knew yourself. You didn't know where things stood now. You felt something with that kiss and you sensed he did too. But now Jooheon was interested and Kihyun was acting like he supports it. You feel like everything is all mixed up now and you didn't know what to do.

"Sure. You've guys been attached lately."

"I don't know what to do." You sighed siting on the bed. "I like Jooheon but now since Kihyun and I kissed, I'm having mixed feelings."

"Excuse me! You kissed?" She looked at you baffled that you completely forgot to even mention it.

"I thought I told you."

"You certainly had not! When?"

"Yesterday. I was cleaning the art room and he came and helped me and then we started dancing and it just happened."

"So now what are you going to do?" She asked. "You don't want to string on two guys."

"I'm not." You whined. "Kihyun doesn't even like me, at least that's what he said."

"It's hard, if you're making it hard."

-

"Are you going to go talk to him?" Sowon asked as you gathered your belongs since class was almost over.

"Talk to who?"

"Kihyun dummy."

"Why would I do that?" You kept asking.

"Because you like him."

"How many times do I have to tell you?"

"I'm not an idiot (Y/N), you've fallen for him hard, and it seems like he thinks you and Jooheon can be all happy together but that's probably because he doesn't know that you like him back."

"Kihyun hates me. It's no use."

"Then maybe staring at him the whole class should be stopped." She smirked.

"You know what.....whatever." You got up.

"It's true." She laughed. "You and Kihyun sitting in a tree...."

"Please shut up, he's right there."

Then class started piling out. "Hey Kihyun (Y/N) wants to ask you something."

He looked at you with no mood in his expression and continued leaving with the class.

"Ouch."

"I told you. He hates me."

"So......go kiss and make up with him."

"Kihyun please wait." You caught up with him and pulled him into an empty classroom.

"What do you want, trouble in paradise?"

"Why did you lie to me?"

"I didn't lie."

"You told Jooheon I liked him? He told me last night."

"That wasn't a lie." He arched his eyebrows.

"You said you weren't gonna say anything."

"I was just trying to speed up the process, it was getting exhausting."

"I want the truth. We seemed fine and all of a sudden you're being your old jerk self again." You folded your arms.

"He asked about you." He shrugged.

"Like how?"

"He said he liked you, what more information do you need?"

"So what?"

"You like Jooheon, why are you questioning this?" He sounded offended.

"Maybe I changed my mind." You shrugged.

"Well then I can't help you there."

"Why are you acting like such an idiot. Yes I liked Jooheon but it changed once we started hanging out and now things feel different."

"Are you saying what I think you're saying?" He looked at you puzzled. You nodded confirming. "You're choosing me over him?"

"Why are you acting so surprised. I'm the one that should be surprised. You have been such a jerk to me. Who knew." He finally smiled.

"So finding out Jooheon likes you, means nothing."

"It means nothing." You smiled back. "So um, maybe we can make it official by going out tonight?"

"I don't get you." He shook his head amused and reached to hold your hand.

[bbymochiroll]

From my perspective Wonho's latest mini album Love Synonym # 2: Right for Us

Ps: Before we started, I want to say thank you for all of these beautiful edits making by @bunnyoppa29 and @imnameimss . Please don't forget to look their other works!

Track 1, Lose (5/5)

A great choice for comeback single. I think the song is definitely radio friendly and designed to be loved by the general audience. People who listen to all kinds of music can listen to this song and have fun. Successful vocal control and catchy words. Wonho's crew certainly singled out the right song. It was definitely the most enjoyable song to listen to the infrastructure. The disco rhythm of the light 2000s and towards and the end of the song we go back to the 1900s, and lastly the loud background music and repetitive lyrics, indispensable of disco songs, great!

Track 2, Devil ( 4/5 )

The song, which begins with a very romantic and tranquil ambiance, is like taking you on a journey in Wonho's ocean on an uncertain road. It has an experimental style at the same time but at the same time the artist seems to be talking to you about his private life. It is one of those songs that proves that Wonho has a more impressive vocal range than his vocal abilities.

Track 3, Best Shot ( 4.5/5 )

You feel like there is someone inviting you to dance after dinner with their words featuring 90's and 00's disco tones. Wonho's voice sounds extremely liberal and funny. A song that makes you feel like the day has passed with a gentleman who knows how to have fun. Just "Hit me with the best shot." I would prefer the person who says to be a female voice instead of a male voice.

Track 4, Weneed (3/5)

I think it is the song that belongs to the most beautiful words, but it is a low possibility for me to listen to it over and over again compared to other songs. Wonho's vocals could have been much better, don't get it wrong, his vocals sound clean and beautiful, but he had already proven that he could sing in high notes in previous songs. The main reason why this song is not so bright besides the other songs is its background, the lyrics of the song, and Wonho's vocal ability, as I said before, is really clean and beautiful, but unfortunately, compared to other songs, it is not a track that can stand out.

Track 5, Ain’t About You (Featuring Kiiara) (4/5)

I can tell you that Kiara and Wonho are definitely matching their voices. This song reminded me of the background of old Korean pop music, in a good way. You can think of it as a calm and medium tempo song, a safe choice song. If you feel hungry for this song in any environment, I don't think anyone will want you to turn it off. Extremely sweet and fun. I think that maybe they can even shoot a music video in the coming days for this track, where fun and romance are felt together. It is a summer song with high potential to be a hit for me, and it is one of the songs that best suits Wonho's visual image.

Final Track on this mini album, Flash (5/5)

I think this is the most beautiful song of the two mini albums, where he showed off his best vocal talent. With this song, I think the Weneed song, like his brother, has reached us in a much more successful way. Very successful and calm melody. The flash is absolutely unlike any other Wonho song you have heard. What I like most about these artists is that they try new things and do not break the melodic relationship with their fans. Flash is definitely an emotional song and I can say it is a very nice closing for the album, yes it is not officially the last song but since it is the English version of Lose and outro I didn't add them to my list from now on.

My final comment about the album

With this album, Wonho proved that he is not afraid to try new things and knows very well how to control his global audience. His improved skill of singing songs in English and his singing with new tempo made me very happy.

Last but not least, please don't forget to support him in every platform, thank you!

[mynameisminhooooo]

They get to spend all of quarantine with their s/o (Monsta X)

Request : Hi!! Could you do an exo and/or Monsta x reaction to getting to spend all of quarantine with you?

Sorry I put in bullet points bc it's felt like it made more sense? Sorry if you didn't like that. I also included what y'all would do. Bc why not¿

Shownu :

Omg this precious little bear was beyond excited to spend quarantine

Like as soon as his manager said plans were cancelled until further notice he ran out of the practice room

"Y/n I'm staying with you during quarantine..."

"Oh. Aight"

Your guy's quarantine consisted of laying in bed from the moment you woke up till 4 pm

As well as making a lot of food

And taking baths bc social distancing who?

Leads to other things 34% if the time, bc why not??

And of course singing together and him teaching you how to dance to all the songs

Cooking with this dude, where do I start

100% chance of making a mess

Would knock over bowls of side dishes while trying to grab a towel to wipe his hands

Just smiled at you when the food is all over the ground

Talking to the other members over the phone during dinner so it was like you guys were all eating together

Taking food to the other members and leaving it on the doorstep

One time they came outside before he was able to run back to the car and he was convinced he was contaminated

You had to spray him with Lysol to make him feel better

Him just being a whole lil bear the whole time

You guys would go on walks when you'd feel couped up too much

Y'all would be that extremely cute ass couple during quarantine

"I'm so glad I got to spend my quarantine with you" he'd say while kissing your forehead

"I love you y/n"

"I love me too, but your cool too"

"That's not funny" cue pout

Wonho :

Would literally be so happy to spend time with you

Hasn't seen you in like 2 weeks because of his rigorous schedule

When he finally gets to you're guy's apartment he'd just drop all his stuff and run to you, wrapping you in the biggest hug

You guys would eat until you couldn't breath

Ordering take out everyday sometimes for all 3 meals

You guys would take an online art class because why not

Video chatting his family and ofc the members to make sure everyone was well and healthy

Calling his mom 3 times a day

Would be the person who stocks up on toilet paper

Disinfecting everything every morning

Singing karaoke every day after dinner

Doing workouts in the living room because you guys gained weight and he wanted to watch his gorgeous figure

You'd help him write lyrics

You guys would try to be productive and do fun things like read at least once every other day

He'd be so happy to spend time with you like omg

Would literally cry when he looked at you sometimes bc he just loves you that much

Your guy's favorite things to do was lay in bed in each other's arms

"I wish we could stay like this forever, I love you so much y/n"

"I love you too, but can you let me go I have to pee really bad"

Your guy's quarantine would honestly be so fun

Minhyuk :

Would honestly act like he didn't want to spend time with you

"I guess I'm stuck with you"

\(-_-)/

"Your so lucky to have me, huh because I bought food"

Supports every small business and buys from all of them so they'd keep going

"I'll have 3 jars of kimchi, 2 bowls of kimchi jjigae, just give me half of everything"

"Minhyuk where are we gonna put all this the fridge is full"

Gives almost all the food to his family and the members

Buys like 2,264 board games

"Hey, you wanna play Monopoly I'll let you win"

Once again \(-_-)/

Fights about the dumbest thing

"I wanted to buy boardwalk!"

Throws your character off the board

Another person who stocks up, but he bought all the ramen

Your guy's quarantine would be so unproductive honestly

Like you guys just sit around playing board games

Listening to music all day everyday

Going for walks when the sun went down

If he sees an animal on the street he is bringing it home for "safety reasons"

"Look y/n this poor pigeon was left on the street"

Did I mention \(-_-)/

"Minhyuk... It's a pigeon"

Dancing throughout the house

He broke the TV while doing a twirl

Blames it on the pigeon, who you guys have name Piggy

Trying on each others clothes

But at the end of the day he'd be so happy he could spend his quarantine with you and Piggy

"I guess your ok to spend time with..."

Kihyun :

He would be so happy to spend time with you

Would be the most precatious person

"Put on gloves y/n"

"I'm changing the channel..."

Would 10/10 spray down everything before you guys touch it

You guys baked a lot during quarantine

Burning almost everything

Would try to make jokes the whole time

They were not good...

He would try to teach you how to hit the highest notes

Him almost breaking the window

Singing together while reading

Would call every member every day to see how they were doing

You guys would try gardening together because you guys got bored

10/10 the type of dude to telling everyone to buy from small business

If he saw anyone in the street outside the window, he'd yell at them

"Get inside!"

"Do you want to die?!"

You guys would people watch

You guys tried everything possible to pass boredom

Yoga, Singing, Staring Contests

If you got sick would literally call an ambulance

"They want to know if you have a fever, are experiencing lethargy, or have a cough?"

"Kihyun I just have a stomach ache"

Would be so relieved when he just found out it was just gas

He would not let you leave the house

"I really care about you, I cant risk you getting sick"

"You do knows there is a 3% chance of death right"

"But I wouldn't be able to see you"

Wow, whatta man

Hyungwon :

He honestly would be one of those ppl who didn't take it very very serious

"You wanna go to the park?"

"We can barely leave our house to get food?!"

"Ok, loser"

Was happy to spend time with you, but he wanted to actually do things with you like go to dinner

He just wanted to spend quality time with you

You guys would just lay in each other's arms everyday watching TV

Blinds closed letting no light in

The members would call you guys because after 3 days of nothing they were worried

"Oh we're fine, we've just been eating, sleeping and watching TV"

You guys would watch watch every variety show they have been on

You guys would try dying your hair by yourselves

"Wow y/n this blue is really nice"

"Blue it was supposed to be lilac"

How???

Shopping online for everything, food, clothes, furniture

"Y/n we need a new couch I just bought one"

\(-_-)/

You guys got erasable markers and literally drew on the wall

But they did not come off...

He would be kind of sad that he couldn't take you anywhere

But being the cutie he is he'd find ways to do cute date ideas at home

Jooheon :

"Guess what I'm coming home for quarantine!!!!"

Literally couldn't wait to hold you in his arms

Would cry when he came home, because he gets to spend time with you for who knows how long

You guys just hold each other and cry

Would follow you everywhere

If you went to get the mail he'd go with, if you needed to run to the store to get food, he's right by you

"Why is the door locked??? Y/n, you alive? Did corona get you???"

"Don't break the door down! I'm taking a bath"

"Ohhh, let me in!"

This little jerk picked the lock

You guys just sat in the tub for like 3 hours talking about what you should do during quarantine

Things you would do together during quarantine include sitting in the tub for 3 hours everyday

Calling his sister every day so he could talk to his cute niece

He would teach you all his rap parts from every song he could

You guys would send the members a goodie package every week with food and toiletries

Because he worried about them

You guys would take online dance class

Because why not???

Tango, Rumba, Foxtrot, Meringue

He would enjoy every minute with you

You're guys little vacation came to a halt when he fractured his fibula after falling down the stairs

He felt bad that you had to take care of him

But he was so grateful to have you by his side to help him

"Y/n you don't have to get up I can go to the kitchen to get a fork"

Could barely get off the couch

"Just please sit hear"

"So like you wanna bang?"

"No, I want you to get better"

After he got injured he just got so sad that he couldn't do anything with you really anymore

"I love you y/n"

"I love you too"

I.M :

He already was used to seeing you basically everyday

The only difference was you guys got to stay home

You guys didn't even have to change your schedule

He was grateful that he was able to wake up to you every morning tho

"Good morning, cutie"

"Why are you so close??"

Would be so nice the entire quarantine

Need him to wash your hair, just yell for him

Need something off the top shelf

He got it covered

There would be days where you guys just laid in bed the whole day though

You had online school throughout this time

"Y/n hang out with me!¡!¡"

"I'm doing homework for my English class"

"But I'm cuter than English class"

*insert pouty face*

Would try to get in your pants every other hour

You'd let him because ofc

"No, not now Changkyunnie..."

"Yes, now... Pleaseeeeee"

All the members would worry about you because you guys were the youngest and they thought you wouldn't take this seriously

Y'all did though, you only left the house for food

"Y/n am I cute?"

"No, now go to sleep"

"But I love you and I miss you"

"I'm right next to you and it's 3 am"

Bro. Idk why but this drained me I'm gonna write the exo one different bc I literally ran out of ideas of what to do doing quarantine.

[jungshookz]

hi cee this-is random but i just read your kindergarten teacher tae fic and the last hashtag was #at least I didn't use wonho again.. i(laughed so hard)dropped my phone down the stairs walking, eye- :(

i always slip sneaky hashtags into each fic :’))) most of them are just of me roaSTing myself 

sorry about ur phone tho 1 like 1 prayer  

[rnufharose]

Chapter 17

Words: 2k

Warnings: None

︻デ═一 ♥

"Appa!" Jiyoung exclaimed, running toward her father to give him a tight hug. "You're okay!"

He knelt before her, opening his arms and once he held her close, he didn't want to let go. "Of course I'm okay," he said. "I should be the one worrying about you. You must have been frightened."

"A little," she admitted. "But Jooheon oppa and Haneul unnie saved me."

The middle-aged man looked away from his daughter and toward Jooheon, who gave him a deep bow, and Haneul did the same, her hair slightly damp now after diving into the pool to save Jiyoung. "Thank you for saving my daughter," Jiyoung's father stood up. "How can I ever repay you two?"

"Ahjussi, there's no need for that," Jooheon waved a hand, chuckling slightly. "Just letting me spend time with her is more than enough."

"Meeting her is enough for me," Haneul answered.

Jiyoung turned around, tilting her head, slightly in wonder, "Unnie, are you leaving soon? I wish I got to spend more time with you."

"Me too," the brunette nodded. "But if you ever want me to come back to Jeju, I would be more than happy to."

"Jinjjah?!" She gasped before running and throwing her arms around Haneul's waist. "I would love that, thank you!"

Haneul smiled down at her, hugging her tightly, "It's no problem at all." After a few moments, she let go of the girl, bidding her and her father farewell and returning to Sehun and the others who resided outside the gate. Minhyuk, Changhyuk, and Kihyun had joined Shownu and with them were two members of the GOT7 Syndicate who had dealt with Eunjae, taking her back to the FT Clan who had sent her in the first place.

"Just make sure she doesn't try anything," Shownu said to Jackson who gave him a single nod.

"Don't worry. She's not gonna be causing any problems from now on," he smirked before turning to Mark. "Let's get going."

"Right," the older male said, and they left their place before MONSTA X, walking toward the car where Eunjae had been tied up in the backseat. Once they were inside, they drove away, and Haneul as able to breathe easy knowing that woman wouldn't hurt Jiyoung anymore.

"Thank you again for your help," Shownu turned toward the brunette and Sehun. "I'll let Junmyeon know of the good things you've done today. MONSTA X will forever be indebted to EXO."

"It's no problem at all," Sehun assured him, wearing his eye smile, "We were happy to help."

The older male chuckled a bit, eyes drifting toward Haneul and giving her a gentle grin. He walked toward her, towering over her and placing a hand on her shoulder, "You take care of yourself. Thank you for your help. MONSTA X will forever be in your debt."

"Please don't say that," she shook her head, returning the grin softly. "anyone would have done the same."

He gave a soft chuckle, turning toward Sehun with a solemn expression, pulling his hand away, "You take care as well. Tell Junmyeon I will be seeing him soon."

"I will," Sehun answered.

"This won't be the last time you'll be seeing us," Hyungwon said, making his way toward the girl. "I'll buy you dinner when the time comes."

"Uh, no, I'll buy her dinner," Jooheon grumbled, nudging the other male away and smirking at the girl. "What do you say? You willing to?"

Haneul stammered, looking between the two males, and Wonho was next to interrupt them.

"What?!" He stuck his bottom lip out in a pout. "No! It'll be me!"

"Guys," Minhyuk interrupted them, holding his hips, his tone loud. "Don't even think about it!"

"Aw, why not?!" Hyungwon questioned, and Changhyuk began to whistle, his eyes shifting toward Sehun who glared daggers in their direction.

"You might want to shut your cakeholes," the younger male warned them.

The three males went silent, taking a step back from Haneul, and Kihyun burst into laughter, only to mumble into Shownu's ear, "I guess his glare is more than enough to make them back off."

"You're right," the older male agreed, watching the raven-haired hitman close the distance between himself and Haneul. He had noticed that there were many significant changes in Sehun. He seemed happier, more protective, sensible, and it most likely had to do with her.

"Ready to go?" He asked, jerking a thumb toward the ferry.

She was silent for a moment, answering him with a nod, her lips curling into a smile, "I'm ready."

The two of them departed, heading toward the ferry, leaving Jeju Island to welcome the mainland. Night had fallen as they reached their destination, and Sehun and Haneul were now in his sleek black car. The freeway was lit by the passing lamps, the landscape of the countryside rolling by, waiting to reach Seoul in the next few hours.

Haneul was staring out the window, seated in the front passenger's seat beside Sehun, reeling over the events that had transpired hours ago. She had to admit, she was reckless in saying Jiyoung and she had almost drowned if Sehun didn't come to her aid in time, but she didn't regret it. She saved a life today and even though it couldn't make up for her not being able to save her grandmother, at least Jiyoung would be back safe in her father's arms.

"I was worried that you wouldn't make it," Sehun had broken the silence surrounding them, his hands still around the steering wheel, driving smoothly, eyes fixated on the road ahead where no cars were present. "what you did back there... that was terrifying."

Haneul looked at him slowly, catching the intensity in his gaze, and may slight hints of anger. He must have been very upset and disappointed with her, "I'm sorry," she answered quietly. "but I couldn't let her die like that... I know you were against me risking my life."

"Of course I was against it and I always will be," he stated. "I have to protect you."

"I know you have a job to do--" She tried but he interrupted her again.

"It's not a job," he corrected her. "I want to protect you, but you can't just throw yourself into danger. You could have been killed," His gaze softened, brows furrowing and his grip on the steering wheel wasn't so tight anymore. "I know that you think you're weak because you couldn't protect your Halmeoni but believe me. You're a lot stronger than you think."

Haneul lifted her head, turning to look at him with bewilderment. She held her hands in her lap, her eyes widening slightly.

"You've made it this far," he continued. "I'm so sorry about what happened to her but you still chose to live even after your Halmeoni passed away. You chose to stand on your own two feet and you chose to keep your friends safe. You even mustered up the courage to look me in the eyes. You may think you're a coward for not saving her but I think you're doing everything it takes to survive."

She dropped her shoulders slowly, closing her eyes and turning away, her hold on her hands growing tighter.

"I know you've shed a lot of tears," he spoke gently. "and that's okay. Keeping everything inside isn't the best."

"You're right," she mumbled. "I did cry... all the time... after finding out why this happened, it makes me wonder if maybe I'm tainted... if somehow, I was the reason why she was murdered in the first place..."

"I don't think that's true," Sehun glanced at her for a moment, frowning slightly at the sight of her distraught face. "I think you're very lucky. You were born into such a lifestyle, but you were fortunate enough to be taken to your Halmeoni and she raised you away from it all. Even after finding out, you're so kind and diligent. She raised you very well as if you never belonged to such a dark family in the first place. You should be respected and admired for that instead of having a whole clan trying to kill you."

For the first time in my life, someone has complimented me, Haneul could feel her waterline becoming heavy, stinging with tears.

"If anyone else were in your shoes, they would have taken their life a long time ago," Sehun continued. "or they would have let their origins get into their head and use that as an excuse to be a part of it all. But not you." The car began to slow down and he pulled it onto the side of the road, the engine going silent and he looked straight at her. "Neullie... you are the strongest and admirable person I know. You have no right to call yourself weak."

The brunette could feel a lump in her throat, her lips quivering as she pulled her hair out of her face. It was overwhelming, having lost it all and suddenly being welcomed by this man. Even more so when he continued to say good things to her—words she wasn't sure she should believe.

"My God," she sniffled. "Why are you doing this to me? ...Ah, jinjjah..."

The older male still looked at her with a saddened expression, watching her shoulders quiver, suddenly growing smaller before him.

"Don't you say these things to me, I'm trying to hold everything in," she pleaded, wiping away her tears. "Every time I hear someone take my side, I can't help but..." she trailed off, now sobbing before him, covering her face in her hand. "Don't say such nice things to me! Don't take my side, just don't! Stop saying I'm beautiful! Stop staying you're proud of me! No one has ever complimented me before so—so it makes me feel weird! I'm trying to hold everything in so why do you make me cry?!" She sobbed loudly now, her face completely covered by her hands. "Y-You say these things now but I know, in the end, you'll—"

"I won't," he cut her off, looking at her with soft eyes. "I'm not the kind of guy who will leave you behind. I promise you that I will never make you cry. I'll remind you every day who much a good person you are so you'll never forget. I'm going to make sure you smile every day, so stop your nagging and just accept my compliments."

She pulled her hands away from her tear-streaked face, releasing a shaky breath and facing him, "Oh Sehun. You need to be careful! What if I actually end up falling in love with you?!"

He couldn't help but chuckle, her words so innocent in her eyes but to him, it was so much more. Maybe this was what he was feeling for the longest time. Maybe this is why he felt such a pull toward her. She was the one to pull him out of the darkness and little by little, with each passing day, she was becoming his light--his whole world. This girl was changing him and he was accepting every minute of it and as long as she stayed by his side, she too will realize what is going on between them.

"If you do, that will make me happy," he smiled kindly. "Then I'll know you've returned my feelings."

He was in love with her and he wished with all his heart that one day, she will return his feelings.

[wonhos-monbaby]

Monsta X in Berlin 2019 edition

Okay so this one's gonna be short or at least it should be...

I rarely spend a better evening than when I see them perform and this time was no different. I am so thankful that I could go, that I had the chance to see them.

The boys were amazing as they always are and the crowed was so hyped. I screamed until I couldn't anymore and then screames some more. My throat is soar now but who cares? Right?

I can't put in words thz way it feels to see them in the flesh even from between raised arms and lightsticks and maybe that makes it more beautiful? The Monbebe ocean was shining and the place was packed and after the small almost half empty venue they playes at last time they were in Berlin seein this huge arena packes full of fans just warmed my heart.

The ending ments were so touching and god I have no hard feelings on admitting I cried so damn hard hearing Wonho do his in English, from the top of his head, thinking of what to say on the moment, his cap low coverinf his face and wiping his eyes when he finished and omg this boy shouldn't cry and I cried harder.

And Hyungwon saying that being there with us in Berlin made his cold better... This boy I hope he rests well and that he didn't push himself too much that he wasn't forczs to perform and that he gets better soon.

The last song always gets to me and By My Side was just the thing to open up the water works ten fold, holyshit I cried so much in those last 15 mins and I won't forget this night...

To the boys I want to say thank you once again for such a wonderfull night ans I hope to see them again next year...

[certified-cix-hellbeast]

WHAT'S UP GAMERS

i said that this would be primarily a cix fan account and then the first work of mine that i post is not cix smh im a disgrace forgive me fix's

thjis shit has been withering away in my storage for like two years and i can tell it's that old because there are proper capitals. i haven't looked at it since july 2020. and i don't think i will after this. Haha! it's a monsta x fanfiction that is based off of and inspired by their dramarama mv because i was absolutely obsessed with the song and its storyline. i have no fukin clue where i was going with it <3

i'm generally pretty embarrassed of my older works from at least a year ago lord help me but! i dont know any of u ppl and i am completely fine with crying myself to sleep tonight over this so it's all gucci

it seems like this was going to be hyungwon x wonho pairing but idk wtf i was thinking tbh i am probably never going to finish it or think about it ever again <3

i hope u enjoy! thx lov u

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Four watches.

He had four watches.

He actually never thought of ever giving them away at first. He wanted to keep them to himself, hidden away from the world to never have another touch or see them. It was never meant to be handled by anyone who didn't deserve it. It wasn't smart that way. The wrong hands could be seen from the wrong eyes, and the wrong eyes could lead to the wrong words meeting the wrong ears. The less that knew of this privilege, the better. Besides, he didn’t want tainted hands to rust the precious metal anyways.

So he concealed the watches in a cheap wooden box for years. Nothing special - no lock or code. Because it wasn't special. He didn't want it to seem special to him, so he left it on a shelf in plain sight too. He was playing smart. He was playing safe.

To be fair, he didn't want to take up this responsibility to begin with. It was never handed down from generation to generation, and it wasn't created to be. It was just something his father miraculously invented for his own enjoyment. Then when his parents passed away abruptly in a tragic car accident that involved the three of them, he really wanted to turn back time. He almost blamed himself for being the sole survivor. It wasn't careful, the way he took over what his father used to do. It was driven by grief. The invention is still very new.

Sadly, being new and different has its disadvantages. Everyone is terrified of the power which comes from it. Because they are scared, of course, measures must be taken to ease the fear.

Time skipping is illegal.

He wouldn't have cared much back then. But now, it nearly made Hyungwon want to scream.

He didn't, though. He stayed calm, cool and collected, like he always did, with the same passive, unreadable expression. He acted like any other civilian - relieved that the police finally took action. He acted like he wasn't a time skipper himself. It only had become apparent and known because of his father, who was overexcited and cocky with it. His father skipped all around the town - boasted to everyone he knew. Even made copies of the watches for others to have. Like the domino effect, one person knew, and then that person told another, and it continued until it was heard from authorities. Then the authorities sent out secret agents.

Those secret agents seem to be everywhere.

Hyungwon has learned, now, where their blind spots are.

One blind spot is a single-room hideaway in which he resides. It is his home. His safe haven. His sanctuary. Everything that is inside it is his, and his only, except for the watches. No one else has set foot in it but him and the watches. The only things in there that hold any significance are the watches.

It's always about the watches.

And as he realizes this, Hyungwon thinks that maybe - just maybe - he should finally take a look at them.

So he did. The box which he hadn't touched or even remotely thought about for years was off of its shelf and onto his desk. Back then, he wouldn't have made it this far with the watches. He would have never thought to touch or wear them. He didn't want the burden of being an heir to such a thing, but lately things have more than prodded at his mind. He found himself glancing at the box more often than not these days, and he wanted to know why. So he opened the box and took out the first watch he saw.

The glass was shattered - no doubt the rest of it was broken too. He precisely remembered this one, and the memories that followed it, like it was haunted by a ghost. Plagued by some kind of evil. Back then, he would've choked up at the sight. He was better now. This was the watch his father wore when he died. It was the only broken one amongst the rest, and the only to hold such a weight of emotions. But Hyungwon didn't feel that weight anymore.

Instead, he found a purpose. A desire to fix it.

And maybe, Hyungwon thought, just maybe, it might be time to give the others away too.

Hyungwon knew it would be difficult, choosing who he decided was worthy enough to wield something so special. He gathered together parts and tools, splaying them all across his desk which used to be so neat. He didn't mind it anymore. In between fixing his father's old watch, he went out more often. He observed from afar, a skill that he excelled in, as he was always so silent and attentive. When he came home, he went straight back to the broken watch. Eventually he stopped counting the days that went by - he was almost embarrassed at how long it was taking him.

It was late at night now. Hyungwon had just gotten home; after throwing his jacket, keys and wallet onto his unmade bed, he plopped himself down onto his chair. He picked up a tool and immediately resumed back to the work he left on his desk. It hadn't been that long since he started before he heard a dull thud. He paused, and then heard it again, quickly learning that it was a knock at his door.

"I-I'm sorry. Are-are you Hyungwon? Chae Hyungwon?"

He looked down towards the voice of a slightly disheveled man with short raven-colored hair and bangs that were damp against his forehead. His dark, wide eyes stared up at him, filled with a sense of distress. Hyungwon kept the door cracked enough for his head to fit through and that was it.

"Did you follow me here?" Hyungwon questioned warily.

Then those dark eyes looked away in shame, "Uh, yeah, I'm sorry. I need- I need your help."

"My help? Why mine?"

"Your father," the man started, before bringing his tone down to a soft murmur, "He was a time traveller, right?"

Hyungwon couldn't control the sharpness in his response, "Time skipper."

"So it's true?"

Hyungwon then realized that he had basically confirmed the other's suspicions. There was silence for a time, as Hyungwon pondered his next course of action - whether to trust the guy or not. He figured he looked innocent enough to, but he didn't fail to catch how big and well-muscled his arms were. It was obvious that Hyungwon would be no match against a fist fight with the man, especially with his own lanky stature. Finally, he just rolled his eyes, throwing the thought away and opening the door enough to allow the other inside.

To the taller's surprise, the stranger didn't comment on how small and unhomely it seemed in there as he invited himself to take a seat on the bed. Hyungwon did notice, though, how his gaze had settled on his desk for just a bit too long. Hyungwon probably thought more of it than he should, almost believing that he would try to take a watch then run with it. Instead, the man looked away, towards Hyungwon to follow his every move.

"I'm Lee Hoseok - just call me Wonho."

Hyungwon sat down at his desk, heaving a sigh, "Why are you here, Wonho?"

"Well, I- uh," he swallowed thickly before continuing, "I was hoping you had an extra watch. And if I could… borrow it."

"Borrow? A watch?"

Wonho was squirming in his spot, tripping over words before finally getting something out, "To meet a friend I have. Back… back in time. We were very close, and then we got separated… used to visit him so we could practice Kumdo."

"How did you two get separated?"

"I… I used to be a time skipper, until I got caught." the visitor grew quieter, "Took my watch and everything."

It was silent, silent and tense from the stranger's perspective. Hyungwon's stare never wavered as he thought long and hard about the man in front of him, begging for his assistance, basically. Then he slowly turned his head to stare at his watches - his oh, so precious watches - which still resided in the open box sat atop his desk. Then he looked back, staring into lost, pleading eyes.

"Please…" Wonho breathed, "You have no idea how long I've been looking for you."

Hyungwon murmured, "How long?"

He had told him that he was searching for months - almost a year even. In the comfort of Hyungwon's hideaway, which avoided all eyes and ears except for those inside the room, he listened to the stranger intently, nodding every so often in understanding. Wonho told him about how his father was a friend of Hyungwon's father, and he had given him a watch as a gift. It was then eventually handed down to Wonho, who met his friend, Hyunwoo, with it. The conversation branched off when he began talking about Hyunwoo.

"He was very… patient… and gentle," Wonho spoke thoughtfully, "He's the reason I got into Kumdo. Turns out he's a pretty good instructor, too."

"Until you were caught?"

"Until I was caught." he nodded sadly, "Two men, they held me down, ripped the watch right off of my wrist and then left."

Soon after, Hyungwon was returning the favor by telling the other about himself. He told him about how bold his father had been upon coming across the invention of time skipping. How famous he became for such a thing, and that he knew lots of people, while Hyungwon was quite the opposite growing up. Because of that, though, many people also didn't like his father - he would find himself in trouble occasionally. Hyungwon remembered when his father had gotten beaten up because he wouldn't give away the blueprints of the watch he created. His father saw Hyungwon as the perfect watch-bearer, though he would turn down the opportunity as he wasn't interested then. Hyungwon almost despised the idea of carrying such a power, and didn't like the responsibility of it.

"Only my father knows how to make these," Hyungwon said while gazing down at the watch in his grasp, "It's dying out as soon as it became known."

"Do you want it to die out?"

"Not exactly," he murmured, "I just don't mind if it does."

By the end of their conversation, they could pretty much consider themselves as friends. It was strange to Hyungwon, as he let him in so easily just because they had similar backgrounds, but it wasn't like either of them were complaining.

"You can have it."

Wonho blinked, "What?"

"You can have the watch."

"I… really?"

There was certainly no way Hyungwon could turn back now, but somehow he knew that he wouldn't regret the decision, after seeing how the other lit up like nothing else. So he gave him a watch. Took it out of the box carefully, thumbing at the cool metal with a long look before handing it out. Wonho accepted it just as gently, to the taller's appreciation.

"Take care of it, and stay safe." Hyungwon said.

Wonho smiled, "I will."

Before anything else, the visitor disappeared out of thin air.

Hyongwon had already assumed that he wouldn't see the man again, and he didn't mind that thought too much. He wasn't a very talkative guy - not entirely antisocial or awkward, but rather indifferent about anything that comes at him. He didn't exactly thrive off of having and keeping a relationship of any sort. Not that he didn't try to keep one, it just hasn't always worked out too well for him. So he's basically learned to just take whatever life will give at this point.

Weeks passed since his encounter with Wonho, and only little progress has been made with his father's broken watch. He begins debating on whether he should just give up or not after his first mild breakdown. It's early in the afternoon when this happens. He finds himself growing increasingly frustrated as he picks and prods at the object, wondering what more he could do. This is also when he wishes he had asked his father to teach him the ways of time skipping, back when he was alive. Hyungwon never really thought that he would be in this position though.

But why was he, though? Why did he feel so drawn to the stupid thing?

He finally lets out a yell, dropping everything back down on the desk. He pushed himself away from the scene, hunching over in his seat with his head in his hands. This was supposed to help him cool off; instead, his mind continued to pester him. It reminded him of the car crash, his parents laying lifeless against the dashboard. He hadn't thought about the incident in years, hadn't thought about how broke and lost he was. He realizes just now, as a single tear falls past his cheek, that he still feels a little bit lost.

"Ah, s-sorry- uh, H-Hyungwon-ah?"

Hyungwon's head shot up to the voice, eyes widening and mouth agape at the man standing before him. Wonho.

[topconfessions]

Haven't been here for ages. This is going to sound weird but I really didn't know that Sr was in like PRISON prison. Never followed his case or nothing but I assumed his fame would let him off. What is he in for? Soliciting hookers? The new song just ain't the same without him. It's missing a little something something. Ds looks so good with those bulging biceps O.O

You're not aware of the burning sun case? It is a long story, I will advise you to please look it up on some official articles on the web or at the very least Netizeen buzz (just for the general run down, not for the translated opinions*) It involves prostitution. Many fans have split overview on this but the facts remain he has been given consequences for this regardless of everything else. This is just something that's always hot button topic. Again, no different than the fact michael jackson paid someone off despite being found not guilty, even if he didn't do what he was accused of, he made the poor choice of giving in and paying an accuser off.

I will agree with you if I am being brutally honest although they were all great in general, it sounds like a flower road 2.0 and I have said this in the past. Just as an objective listener of them all now and not a hardcore fan, stan or general fan that it's missing the spark. Just judging seungri neutrally like if I pretend I knew nothing about him and just listened to him w/ the group and without the group, his absence is felt. Shinee for instance, with all due respect as I truly loved the late Jonghyun so much (RIP) the group has made great music moving forward and the sound has retained it's original charm even though if you are a shawol or familiar listener you can tell his presence is missing, but the songs do not lack. As I've previously stated long ago, having him out of the group is like eating food without salt, seasoning, or anything to really make the food enjoyable beyond the pure basic purpose of cooking it.

The fandom, the people, just a lot of things in general revolving around this group is purely a conundrum. Nothing can be said about them without endless fights, debates, conflict, people holding onto this group by their skin of their teeth now that they've done one last song. So I don't have much to add minus this assessment. And yes, I heard before the song dropped Dae would come back much more attractive. He was always very fit and in good personal shape. I hate to say it but I personally feel he should have used his body to his advantage more to compensate for his face although his voice is enough. Wonho is ALWAYS doing this and I secretly feel like he gives escort vibes. But that's another convo.

[laysdimplesareillegal]

Ultimate Bias Tag

I might end up doing this again because I love so many boys but these are my true favorites

1. Who are your 3 ultimate biases? (any group)

Chen

Wonho

J.G (I don't even know if he's biasable but I love him and the like 5 videos he was in)

2. When did you first see your bias?

Chen- I don't quite know it just kind of happened. I loved Luhan first and moved from him to Tao but they had left long before I came into K-Pop, then there was a small period where I biased Suho 'cause I knew his name. Chen, I probably started liking when watching Wolf, that's how I got the tea of my EXO bias'.

Wonho- I actually saw Stuck and Hero and didn't want to bias him. I was like he's weird and can't keep his shirt on but I saw his cute side and started falling for him and I now know he's just proud of himself and it's a K-Pop thing, not just a Wonho thing. And I've loved him ever since.

J.G- I had listened to Play With Me and Black or White first but then I found La-Di Da-Di and BAM bias.

3. Was he/she your first bias?

Chen- No. I went through, like I said, Luhan, Tao and Suho before Chen. But I'm glad I found Chen. I love him.

Wonho- No. Kihyun was my first bias and it as kind of meant to be, watching Fighter with his pink hair, pretty much all my bias had pink hair.

J.G- No (Do you see a trend here? Almost no bias' I have were my first bias'). I saw Play With Me first, like I said and so I didn't see J.G, and Shin became my bias. And then I heard and saw J.G.

4. Your favourite thing about your bias?

Chen- I actually can't pick, usually I can pinpoint at least something I really love about my bias' but I really love Chen's whole being. It would either be his humorous troll side, his angelic side, or his singing voice.

Wonho- I love that Wonho is so loving. Of his fans and of himself. He is so sweet and fragile he deserves to love himself and be loved.

J.G- I honestly know nothing about this not really but I do love his strong voice and his smile. Whenever I see him he's smiling (unless it's during a music video while he has to be serious.) on stage and during practice and when introducing himself he smiled and he looked so genuinely happy to be there, as a part of CROSS GENE.

5. What do they specialize in?

Chen- Vocals. He sings lots of high notes and I live for them.

Wonho- also a singer but he dances too. He always starts out the song and I love that (Chen does it too), because they do that purposefully so the song will start out strong.

J.G- Vocals (another trend there). He has an amazing deep voice that, like, honestly, doesn't need autotune he's just so naturally talented and I love it.

6. What group are they from?

Chen- EXO

Wonho- MONSTA X

J.G- CROSS GENE

7. Zodiac Sign?

Chen- Virgo

Wonho- Pieces

J.G- okay when I went to go look this up I checked and I saw that he was the maknae and that is just the cutest thing ever, I didn't know that and that makes him seem even more precious, nut its just by a few days lol. Anyways, he's a Capricorn.

8. Favourite picture/GIF and why?

Chen-

Wonho-

J.G-

9. Why do you love them?

Here we go.

Chen- Chen is not only a jokester whom I love, he is also an angel. He is so sweet and does things for his members and likes to keep eye contact with fans when meeting them and knows and accepts that he's not a popular member but doesn't talk about it or guilt fans or say anything and I desperately wish to be able to tell him that, out of ALL the K-Pop idols I know and love, he is my favorite. My absolute top bias. And bonus he wears his hair curly a lot and he's like the reason I can wear my hair curly and be proud of it, because he did. I never used to like my hair and I would straighten it and put it in a ponytail as much as possible but I love my curly hair and wear it proudly because he does too. He also has such a great loud laugh and an amazingly bright smile. I don't care that he doesnt dye his hair, or take his shirt off, or dance sexily, I love him for everything he's worth.

Wonho- Wonho has such a kind heart and he is literally so delicate. I call him tears wrapped in muscle 'cause that's literally what he is. He is emotional and loving on the inside, like when he was with Minhyuk during All In and they were messing with Minhyuk's necklace and Wonho kind of, I don't know how to explain it, hurt his finger, I used to think that was kind of embarrassing any weak (and throughout this post I kind of feel like I'm dissing Wonho and I would hate if he saw this but it's what I thought.) because I always learned from my dad that the man was supposed to be the man and that he should be strong. But I now find Wonho's sensetive side extremely endearing and I think it's cute that he, not that he gets hurt easily, but that he, that he is so dedicated and strong but he's also a fragile human, he's not just an extremely muscular fortress. One of my favorite Wonho moments was Wonho talking about I'll Be There. He really does love his fans so I honestly have no doubt in my mind that he would written that song for us MONBEBE, and when he cried I have honestly never felt more loved in my life, and I came in after the Beautiful Era, literally right before DRAMARAMA Era. I love that Wonho is proud of himself because he works so hard and looks like he does, and still has many lines, and all those dances to learn, and eats super healthy (not that other idols don't but Wonho is very weary of it publicly). He must work so hard, harder than other members for his own personal discipline. And he really isn't "weak" or "fragile" he's just not afraid to show himself to his fans.

J.G- Now this one I going to be short. Let's start off with, I noticed him first from his powerful voice so La-Di Da-Di became my favorite song,  because he could really shake the floor singing that. Secondly, his hair, now I haven't said much about idols' hair in this post but I love them with longer, and thicker hair. J.G's long bangs are one of my favorite things about the La-Di Da-Di video and his beautiful long, thick, brown hair in Sky High and For This Love is just about amazing. And I can't talk about much else because I know nothing about the boy. But he is so strong. He has been through so much, loosing his sister. My sister is the best thing that's ever happened to me and just thinking about what that boy must have gone through makes me want to cry right now. And that boy even had the strength to talk about it on national television. That is enough to make him such a role model in my life, without knowing anything else. I really do hope he follows his dream of being a singer like his parents told him and encouraged him to do because he turned back to it after all this time, on television like I said, and had lost no talent.

Now if you'll excuse me I'm going to watch videos of J.G before I start crying.

(I wrote that last night and yes J.G had me bawling til 1 A.M.)

Now because I know no one else, I tag my girl, @lemon-lay if she even comes on here anymore.

[jaejoongs-nipple-piercing]

So yesterday after I got home from work and went to sleep I had a dream. I haven't had a dream in like at least a year, and I haven't had a dream with an idol in it since 2018. This dream was strange. I was doing something at the same time as another person. I looked over to see who it was and after he turned to look at me I freaked out (internally) because it was MinMin (Minsu). I had some sort of lightstick in my hand and when I realized who it was standing next to me I took the lightstick and shoved it in my pocket, trying to cover it. I didn't want him thinking I was a crazy fan or something. I walked off and left him behind me, only for him to walk faster and then in front of me. I heard bits of his music and I thought I heard Kai's voice so I gently tapped MinMin on the shoulder to ask what he was listening to. He said it was EXO and then I fangirled a little. I mean hearing that your bias listens to another group you like? Who wouldn't fangirl?

He put his earbud back in and then I heard something coming up behind us. I don't know if it was a car or a street sweeper, but I know he didn't hear it. I quickly walked up to him and pulled him out of the vehicles' path. He turned to look at me after and he looked annoyed but not mad. All I told him was that I didn't think he heard it and I didn't want him to get hit.

That was it, the whole dream. I've now had 4 dreams with idols or groups in them. The first one was my "father" threatening to throw all my and my sisters' belongings into a burn pile outside the living room window and BTS was there. All of them but either Namjoon and Jin or Namjoon and Suga went out to beat the snot out of him while Namjoon told me to hide his crossbow before he went out to join the beating session.

The second one I had was in 2018. Jonghyun and Jaejoong were helping me look for my iPod Nano and they were looking everywhere. In the kitchen, in the bathroom. Even outside. We didn't find it, but they did make me laugh a couple times. Then when I woke up I cried because it was after he left.

The third one I had with an idol was Wonho and I went to the same school or something and we were all on a bus going to some sort of a community cleanup or charity event or something like that. I don't remember all of it but he was in the back of the bus and I was in the middle. The bus stopped and everyone got off including him. I think I asked him something but again I don't remember. I think the end result of that dream was that I confessed to him and he accepted that. There was a drawing involved but I don't remember if I drew it for him or if he was drawing something.

And then there's the MinMin (Minsu) one.