#asocier

[dykedvonte]

Curly's little blurb on his steam trading card just keeps reminding me he is a much more miserable person than people realize.

We don't get a lot of his thoughts, inner confliction that aren't bogged down by what Jimmy says or does. Even in the The Last One and Then Another, his dialogue is reflective, not the Curly before the crash but the result of everything. Parts of the him he was are there of course, but also disfigured and warped beyond recognition just like he is physically.

Curly really doesn't think much of himself and desires. He clearly chases fleeting moments of happiness. He doesn't really have prospects for himself, assumes in a similar way to Swansea, that if it should make it happy then he is happy. Though, he hasn't reached the point Swansea did to admit it doesn't. He neither sees the glass half full or empty, it's just water, something he needs and he'll take it from any perspective.

He wasn't running from anything but he's never really been going towards something either. He's listless. I've been using the term complacent to describe how he feels about his life and the closest people (really just Jimmy) in it, but now that word feels too neutral, too nice. Happier than Curly really was. There isn't just one word for it, he's unfulfilled, uncertain, uninspired. There are no active problems he faces and that's the issue, why should he be upset?

I believe he really is a person who doesn't know who he is or wants to be. He follows a structure. I don't think he's suicidal, but he clearly doesn't think about what makes him happy. He's numb. I suppose that is a better word than complacent, used to the feeling even if he hates it. It doesn't hurt so why stop it?

[iliothermia]

(tries thinking of horror oc) (it's still romantic)

[dollya-robinprotector]

Yaaaaaaa new lock screen make me sleeepppyyyy

[krazybomb]

Recently on a discord server, @curlicuecal was showing various pictures from a book from the 70s about body language, and there were quite a few fun pictures that all supposedly describe different ways body language shows how people communicate:

Including one with a cowboy for some reason regarding sexual aggression?? (there was also a "The sexually aggressive female" diagram but that actually might get this post labeled as mature so I cut that out)

Anyhow, one in particular caught my eye- a picture about how people apparently make eye contact and how that differs in a social situation versus a business one

And I just immediately thought that there's a gaze missing there for people who are asocial and don't like eye-contact, so I fixed that and added it on:

[yazzydream]

We enter the house, there's a vibe in the air Lots of fun, talk and laughter, people smiling everywhere It's been a long week and I need to unwind This party has alcohol of every kind There's people in the pool, beers on ice The music is groovin' and they're dimming the lights Everybody starts dancing and I roll up my sleeves ...I want to leave

"Dance 'Til You Stop (feat. Tom Cardy)" - Ninja Sex Party

[the-flower32]

Happy international Lesbian Day to...

Asexual & Ace-spec lesbians

Aromantic & Aro-spec lesbians

AroAce & AroAce-spec lesbians

Aplatonic & Apl-spec lesbians

Analterous & Analterous-spec lesbians

Asensual & Asensual-sepc Lesbians

Aqueerplatonic & Aqp-spec Lesbians

Anaesthetic & Anaesthetic Lesbians

Aemotional & Aemo-spec Lesbians

Aphysical & Aphy-spec Lesbians

Asocial & Asocial-spec Lesbians

Lesbians who choose not to label their attraction/relationships

Lesbians in queerplatonic relationships

Lesbians in Alterous relationships

Lesbians who dont want comitted relationships

Nonbinary Lesbians

Trans Lesbians

Multigender, Genderfliud, & Agender Lesbians

Xenogender Lesbians

Polyamorus Lesbians

M-spec Lesbians

Neurodivergent Lesbians

Disabled Lesbians

POC Lesbians

Closeted Lesbians

Lesbians who romantic attraction is different from their sexual attraction & Vise Versa

And any type of Lesbian i may have missed. ❤️🧡🤍🩷❤️

[fumifooms]

Ok I’m actually kinda emotionally wrecked over chapter 123. The cat was her last shred of comfort and companionship and she cut it, because she put its happiness before her own, acting selflessly, and put her trust in another human. And all of it was ripped away from her so cruelly. Her mom died so she could save that cat, but at least she saved the cat… And now everyone’s dead. She made the mistake to trust and now she’s alone.

The more we see of her the more I think we can understand why Yuko was so important to Asa.

[adipostsstuff]

Rewatching Chapter 1 to write a fic and this just fucking hurts.

[cluelesshero]

#493 Antisocial

They don’t know I’m saving the world

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[schizoid-hikikomori]

The average human is an interesting specimen to observe.

There is a myth with schizoids that they don't pick up well on social cues, and while that could be true for some, it's more likely that they don't care to follow them rather than the fact that they don't pick up on them.

It's rare they have issues communicating aside from just finding the experience unpleasant.

That is true for me.

I understand human nature from a perspective most people don't have. Drifting through life as an observer, I find people predictable, easy to read, and there have been times I've offhandedly predicted something, often to my detriment.

I prefer not to follow social norms. Smiling, being polite, it all is a waste of energy for something I don't enjoy doing. Repeatedly, I find things I don't like about other people and I find myself incompatible with so many people I thought I could be friends with.

I observe other people like they're a separate species that I have so much distaste for interacting with.

I'm smart, as I've been told, I'm perceptive, and sometimes I know people better than they knew themselves. I predicted my girlfriend's BPD diagnosis before she was diagnosed.

I can't do humans.

[uncanny-tranny]

Something I notice is the idea with transmasculinity and transmalehood is almost this idea that we had beauty that transition has vanquished, and I honestly never related to this pretransition.

Beauty was never afforded to me as somebody who was obviously neurodivergent and traumatized and weird. I was never seen as beautiful pretransition, and I knew that. Conversations about how desirable we "used to be" never rang true for me personally because I wasn't even given the opportunity to be "beautiful." I was never going to be included in that even if I were not trans, you know? Since transition, I know I'm desirable now, even if it is not in a conventional way. It's interesting how my masculine features are now embraced because people can actually register my maleness, when before, they would never.

Desirability is often used as a tool and a weapon on trans people. The idea of not being "desirable" is a punishment. It's just weird when you're the trans person who was never desired in the first place, and you know it.

[coolnonsenseworld]

Wingmen ✈️

Linktr.ee/mezzy

[kaijuno]

Being properly medicated for ADHD made me go from an asocial bitch to a social butterfly. It literally rewired my personality. I’m more pleasant to be around now. I can tolerate children better. I can read books for the first time in over a decade. I’m even ‘less bipolar’ because my mood is more stable. A PILL DID THAT.

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

I sort of hate how much of a hypocrite I am for being really bad at regulating things like tone and body language and facial expression when I communicate but then also being so hypersensitive to that stuff in others

[posting-stuffies]

Let me say this, as an aplspec schizospec asocial who is sometimes alloace:

Aplatonic people are allowed to be alloromantic no matter what. People are allowed to only want romantic partners and no nonromantic friends. Yeah, it's said to fit the amatonormative standard, but platonormativity isn't just a concept you happen to find funny, it's real.

Aplatonicism may have started within arospec community, but it was also started as related to neurodivergence and asociality, which some dismiss and think schizoid people can't be really romantic. Which is unrealistic and manicomial.

Edit: apparently who coined aplatonic is alloace, according to people in the notes.

Additional comment: romantic love and friendship concepts vary across cultures too. Where I live acquaintances are not friends, they are just social contacts.

[so-very-small]

i’m having a rough time and i want to put a little good in the world, so if you’re reading this, try to do something nice for someone today. leave a comment on a story you reread often. reblog art from your favorite artist with some kind words. send a sweet anon to someone who needs it. and the person you do something nice for can be yourself, by the way. reblog your own art, get yourself a fun little drink, or just take a few minutes to stretch and breathe. you deserve it <3