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Curly's little blurb on his steam trading card just keeps reminding me he is a much more miserable person than people realize.
We don't get a lot of his thoughts, inner confliction that aren't bogged down by what Jimmy says or does. Even in the The Last One and Then Another, his dialogue is reflective, not the Curly before the crash but the result of everything. Parts of the him he was are there of course, but also disfigured and warped beyond recognition just like he is physically.
Curly really doesn't think much of himself and desires. He clearly chases fleeting moments of happiness. He doesn't really have prospects for himself, assumes in a similar way to Swansea, that if it should make it happy then he is happy. Though, he hasn't reached the point Swansea did to admit it doesn't. He neither sees the glass half full or empty, it's just water, something he needs and he'll take it from any perspective.
He wasn't running from anything but he's never really been going towards something either. He's listless. I've been using the term complacent to describe how he feels about his life and the closest people (really just Jimmy) in it, but now that word feels too neutral, too nice. Happier than Curly really was. There isn't just one word for it, he's unfulfilled, uncertain, uninspired. There are no active problems he faces and that's the issue, why should he be upset?
I believe he really is a person who doesn't know who he is or wants to be. He follows a structure. I don't think he's suicidal, but he clearly doesn't think about what makes him happy. He's numb. I suppose that is a better word than complacent, used to the feeling even if he hates it. It doesn't hurt so why stop it?
#like curly is very much does his job goes home takes care of self repeat i dont think hes like an asocial person but he doesn't take the tim#time to indulge in himself the way he thinks hes a bigger picture guy so as long as nothing is disrupted hes relatively okay even if its#slowly chipping away at him and making him feel hollow like he thought space was endless that he could never reach a point of feeling finis#he never had to predict what to do after the end and suddently he realizes there was no end to it because there cant be an end to nothing#hes accomplished so much objectively but hes done nothing with his life outside of his work like he mentions no hobbies other friends or an#thing of the sort he doesn't even feel like he can vent it cause what? hes complaining about how hard it is to get promoted to have securit#in a job you hate and a position that keeps weighing you down like I feel like if he explained himself at the party and didn't let Jimmy t#talk for him hed actually have made points the others would get cause even if they envied his position he still is justified in being unhap#not everything that you think would bring you happiness does or fulfills even a small part of that desire#idk hes a lot more fucked in the head but like towards himself than people realize like how he lets Jimmy treat him is indicitive of that i#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#captain curly#curly mouthwashing
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HORRIBLE AVOIDANT REALITY: you have to talk to people to start therapy. or get a job. or make friends. or keep friends. or get your emotional needs met. or
#avoidant personality disorder#avpd#actually avoidant#actually avpd#being in all squares of the great asexual/aromantic/aplatonic/asocial tetrad saves Me a bit of pain. but still not enough of it!!
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(tries thinking of horror oc) (it's still romantic)
#lonely asocial man inherits a haunted doll that causes paranoia nightmares and horrific hallucinations- as one does#it grows in size and detail as it feeds on your fear#(but of course it becomes handsome in an unsettling way)#thinking of this story as I package / mail orders#when the doll that thrives on scaring people away meets someone who absolutely refuses to leave the house. the battle of wills#maybe they become husbands who knows
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Yaaaaaaa new lock screen make me sleeepppyyyy
#ALSO I drew those Cinnamon pattern myself hehehe not a big sanrio fan but I do think the bunny-shaped-dog is cute to be asociated with Robin#oh fuck I forgor the mantits last time tumblr bonked me for it oh god please do not this time#dol pc#dollya art#dol#robin the orphan#dol robin#degrees of lewdity robin#degrees of lewdity pc#degrees of lewdity#dol fanart
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Recently on a discord server, @curlicuecal was showing various pictures from a book from the 70s about body language, and there were quite a few fun pictures that all supposedly describe different ways body language shows how people communicate:
Including one with a cowboy for some reason regarding sexual aggression?? (there was also a "The sexually aggressive female" diagram but that actually might get this post labeled as mature so I cut that out)
Anyhow, one in particular caught my eye- a picture about how people apparently make eye contact and how that differs in a social situation versus a business one
And I just immediately thought that there's a gaze missing there for people who are asocial and don't like eye-contact, so I fixed that and added it on:
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man i love being moots with people, cuz its like i dont have to exactly talk to u but ur shit is relatable and i show that w likes and reblogs cuz idk how to socialize
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shane enjoyers know the feeling
#this poor man#growing hot pepper just 4 u my shoplifting asocial kING#stardew fanart#sdv fanart#stardew shane#stardew farmer#sdv#stardew valley art
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We enter the house, there's a vibe in the air Lots of fun, talk and laughter, people smiling everywhere It's been a long week and I need to unwind This party has alcohol of every kind There's people in the pool, beers on ice The music is groovin' and they're dimming the lights Everybody starts dancing and I roll up my sleeves ...I want to leave
"Dance 'Til You Stop (feat. Tom Cardy)" - Ninja Sex Party
#ytedit#ninja sex party#mvedit#danny sexbang#ninja brian#tom cardy#my yt#music video gif#my gifs#reaction gifs#dance 'til you stop#party#asocial#introversion#NSP#my reaction gifs#music edit
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I sort of hate how much of a hypocrite I am for being really bad at regulating things like tone and body language and facial expression when I communicate but then also being so hypersensitive to that stuff in others
#rants & reflections#adhd autistic#audhd problems#rsd vent#rejection sensitivity dysphoria#rejection sensitive dysphoria#adhd rsd#autistic thoughts#audhd struggles#audhd things#audhd brain#audhd creature#audhd life#audhd culture#neurodiversity#comorbidities#intersectionality#comorbid conditions#late diagnosed autistic#late diagnosed adhd#autistic communication#autistic meltdown#autistic relationship#autistic borderline#socializing is hard#asocial autistic#asocial#autistic trauma#audhd#rsd things
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Ok I’m actually kinda emotionally wrecked over chapter 123. The cat was her last shred of comfort and companionship and she cut it, because she put its happiness before her own, acting selflessly, and put her trust in another human. And all of it was ripped away from her so cruelly. Her mom died so she could save that cat, but at least she saved the cat… And now everyone’s dead. She made the mistake to trust and now she’s alone.
The more we see of her the more I think we can understand why Yuko was so important to Asa.
#chainsaw man#csm manga spoilers#csm chapter 123#asa mitaka#let her be asocial with her cat pls she’s autistic and traumatized#quick analysis#i think there should be a full complex analysis of Yuko… Maybe once tha part’s over#csm part 2
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It’s Imploding time! Here’s my art piece for it ♥︎ and here is the fic done by the wonderful @harpsicalghost aka windhovergyre on Ao3:
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp pandora#ectoimplosion2024#dp fanart#dp fanfic#revenant makes art#hey look I’m alive yahoo#talking to my partner was fun! a wee bit stressful because I am made of anxiety and am slightly asocial.#Harper was very nice tho which was good 😊
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The average human is an interesting specimen to observe.
There is a myth with schizoids that they don't pick up well on social cues, and while that could be true for some, it's more likely that they don't care to follow them rather than the fact that they don't pick up on them.
It's rare they have issues communicating aside from just finding the experience unpleasant.
That is true for me.
I understand human nature from a perspective most people don't have. Drifting through life as an observer, I find people predictable, easy to read, and there have been times I've offhandedly predicted something, often to my detriment.
I prefer not to follow social norms. Smiling, being polite, it all is a waste of energy for something I don't enjoy doing. Repeatedly, I find things I don't like about other people and I find myself incompatible with so many people I thought I could be friends with.
I observe other people like they're a separate species that I have so much distaste for interacting with.
I'm smart, as I've been told, I'm perceptive, and sometimes I know people better than they knew themselves. I predicted my girlfriend's BPD diagnosis before she was diagnosed.
I can't do humans.
#hikikomori#schizoid personality disorder#actually schizoid#cluster a#schizoid#schizospec#szpd#isolation#philosophy#observation#humanity#human species#schizo spectrum#schizoid pd#schizo#personality#personality disorder#asocial#antisocial#anhedonia
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Let me say this, as an aplspec schizospec asocial who is sometimes alloace:
Aplatonic people are allowed to be alloromantic no matter what. People are allowed to only want romantic partners and no nonromantic friends. Yeah, it's said to fit the amatonormative standard, but platonormativity isn't just a concept you happen to find funny, it's real.
Aplatonicism may have started within arospec community, but it was also started as related to neurodivergence and asociality, which some dismiss and think schizoid people can't be really romantic. Which is unrealistic and manicomial.
Edit: apparently who coined aplatonic is alloace, according to people in the notes.
Additional comment: romantic love and friendship concepts vary across cultures too. Where I live acquaintances are not friends, they are just social contacts.
#neurodivergent#schizoid#schizospec#aplatonic positivity#arospec#amatonormativity#platonormativity#asociality#aroace#alloace#alloromantic asexual#acespec#aspec#aplspec#social justice#normative issues#oppression#discrimination#mogai#liom
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#493 Antisocial
They don’t know I’m saving the world
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Awful to think about everytime Loki's died he's seen the stars. First when he fell through a collapsing wormhole and likey ended up stranded in the midst of billions of stars. When he "died" on Svartalhfeim he probably would've woken up, looking up, to the sky, and finally on the ship with Thanos.
#so sad#he used to love the stars#now he probably asociates them with death#cold dark abyss#if you asked loki what he thinks of space he'd say it's “cold”#the place where his ancestors live#well. where Thor's ancestors live#whats left for him probably a cold abyss#/jk hes going to be HAPPY FOREVER#right marvel RIGHT?!#loki#loki laufeyson#marvel#loki laufeychild#loki laufeydottir#loki of asgard#loki of jotunheim#loki odinson#loki god of mischief#headcanon
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Something I notice is the idea with transmasculinity and transmalehood is almost this idea that we had beauty that transition has vanquished, and I honestly never related to this pretransition.
Beauty was never afforded to me as somebody who was obviously neurodivergent and traumatized and weird. I was never seen as beautiful pretransition, and I knew that. Conversations about how desirable we "used to be" never rang true for me personally because I wasn't even given the opportunity to be "beautiful." I was never going to be included in that even if I were not trans, you know? Since transition, I know I'm desirable now, even if it is not in a conventional way. It's interesting how my masculine features are now embraced because people can actually register my maleness, when before, they would never.
Desirability is often used as a tool and a weapon on trans people. The idea of not being "desirable" is a punishment. It's just weird when you're the trans person who was never desired in the first place, and you know it.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#i specify transmasculine and transmaleness because it can be really overt that transphobes often interact with us with the idea that we...#...killed our 'female beauty'. i definitely don't think it's exclusive to us but it's something i take note of because i'm a trans man#it's just funny because i KNOW the transphobes who whinge about my lost beauty would have bullied me for my nose because it's not 'feminine'#or they'd mock my broad shoulers and the fact that i'm asocial and awkward. like it is very transparent#i read a friend who was saying that their beauty was used against them in an abusive way and it's something relatable...#...but it's Complicated at least for me. on one hand - i absolutely get that. on the other - i don't know what it'll be like to be Desirable#or Desirable like that. i find that even though i am desirable after transition people still interact with me in certain ways#part of me appreciates that but part of me is embittered that this is something i just can't ever shake#i think these conversations are interesting and sometimes important which is why i talk about it#i've just been thinking about this since reading what my friend went through (and my heart goes out to them - it was harrowing to read)
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