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seungcy · 12 days ago
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I MISS YOUUUU I MISS UR SMAU 😭😭😭😭
IM SO SORRY ive been working on it again so trust... it will be finished. ive missed writing too 💔💔 having no inspo sucks so much
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harmoonix · 1 year ago
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🪸Song of the sea🪸
🐠 Astrology Observations 🐠
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🐚 - Pisces Degrees on your Pluto (12°, 24°) can show addiction/obsession to things you can't always control, for example you can eat a specific type of food and the you can become obsessed with it
🪸 - Sun in Earth/Water Signs love to eat, I swear they will eat 24/7 if they could but they also need to keep themselves healthy aswell so it can be promiscuous, Earth suns..👀
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Harmony of the Sea
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🐠 - Aquarius Placements can sometimes go into a stage of numbness when they're feeling sad, and i observed this mostly at Aquarius Moons they want to keep things private
⛵ - Pluto in Capricorn or in Capricorn Degrees (22°, 10°) can make the native obsessed with work, and they always make sure to keep themselves busy somehow like?? Remember to take a break when you are exhausted
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🐙 - One tning about Aries placements is that sometimes they don't have patience at all want to do things in a rush/fast way, and they can get a bit disappointed when things don't go as they wanted
💧 - I mentioned this in some of my posts but everytime the moon transits your 1st house it can make you more soft/sensbile and way more awaken, is very easy to check when moon is transitioning your 1st house, here are some steps:
Check your rising sign
And check the moon sign of the actual day, the moon change the constellation/signs every 2 days sometimes even 3 days
For example if you have Capricorn Rising you can feel these things when Moon will be in Capricorn because it will transition your 1st house
🐬 - Moon in Sagittarius or in Sagittarius Degrees (9°, 21°) natives are very attached to their roots/culture/traditions and everything related to their ancestry, they love to share these things with others too
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🦞 - Moon in Capricorn/Moon in the 10th house natives like to them themselves productive during the day because in a way that gives them satisfaction, in some days they can be lazy af too
🏝️ - Mars aspecting Uranus have a very unique dynamic of approaching things in their life, they can either be very chill or very nervous, sometimes there can be a chaos, these natives still manage to see the good things
🌊 - Mars/Moon in Gemini natives can ask you many questions about your life when they first met you, because they can be so curious of other people at the first sight so they want to know more and more about it
🧘🏼‍♀️ - Chiron and Mercury/Venus aspects can heal themselves by listening to music, it can help so much, if music doesn't help you try healing music or ASMR because it can work way better
🩵 - Everytime Jupiter transits your 7th house you can have luck at meeting good partners/people in your life, that's very beneficial for your 7H energy
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💙 - Sun/Pluto at Aquarius Degrees (11°, 23°) can make the native obsessed/attached to gaming/technology/robots/space/aliens, they can be interested or find satisfaction in those things
🌷 - Virgo Placements like to keep themselves healthy/in a good body position, they prioritize health a lot and always make sure to take care of themselves
🪂 - Sagittarius/Leo/Aries Placements are ride or die, you are with them or against them, no choice in between, you can try so many things activities especially if you are in a group
💃🏼 - Capricorn Venus/Venus in the 10th house give that vibe of classics from the 80's, 90's, they can often be dressed like that and can find inspiration looking back in the past
🐾 - 4°, 16°, 28° degrees on your Venus can make you very caring, when you're in a relationship you tend to be a lotttt, and mostly when your partner needs you the most
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🪴 - Venus aspecting Neptune or Mercury can like cinematography/films/movies a lot, the type of person who can finish a long serial in just 1 day and still be wanting to watch more 😴
🫂 - Groom asteroid (5129) if you are attracted to men and have this asteroid in your 6H or Virgo it can indicate that you'll have a very supportive spouse/caring/someone who can comfort you when you're low
😍 - Groom asteroid (5129) in 11th house/Aquarius can indicate that you'll have a spouse to be like your best friend, someone who can understand you completely and to give you the from you need
♥️ - Groom (5129) in Scorpio/8th house can indicate that you'll have a spouse that will bring some intensity in your life, they will appreciate you so much and share all their love
🫀 - Groom (5129) in Aries/1st house can indicate that you'll have a dominant spouse in your life, someone with a lot of confidence who will value you a lot, they will also have a lot in common with you
🫧 - 2 people with the same sun signs can be very different from one another, more applying if they are in different months for example September Libras can be very different from October Libras
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💅🏼 - Leo Moon is this type of placement who knows how to keep themselves happy, like there is always a reason, something that sparks for them and you can always see them happy
🐢 - Taurus placements can connect way more easily with people and create such a good bounding with them from the start
🎉 - Aquarius Venus/Venus in Aquarius Degrees (11°, 23°) can have a talent when it comes to making gifts for others, they always make for everything to be perfect
🌵 - Sometimes Pluto or Scorpio in your 11th house can attract possesive people in their life, and sometimes people who want to take control upon them, so be aware always
🤱🏼 - Men with Cancer placements can be mamas boys, like for real mamas boys that type of a strong connection with their mom, if they don't then they have mommy isuses (👿)
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😨 - People with a very strong Virgo in their chart can be very critical at some points, they can be very easily annoyed too
🏜️ - Sun aspecting Neptune or having both of these placements in the same house/ They can have sensbile skin, so irritations can appear fast on their body
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🤳🏼 - Chiron in the 11th house/Aquarius can be an influencer sharing their experiences about what friendship truly means, what they have learned about friendships, because most times this placement indicates a wound to friends
🌻 - Pluto aspecting your Sun or Moon can bring some intensity in your personality/behavior, you can feel things more deep than other people and that can make you to stand out of the crowd
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🪷🌌🪷 The Sea with within you and inside you, majestic and beautiful but mischievous 🪷🌌🪷
🫧 Have a very beautiful day full of blessings to everyone who reads my notes, may the sea bless us with her beauty today 🫧🩵
🦚 The Sea is full of untamed magic 🦚
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H a r m o o n i x
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loveemagicpeace · 1 year ago
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🥃Astrological Things☁️🥥
🎨Fire signs are full of passion and life and everything they do involves passion. And they don't like being with people who are too serious and down to earth. They always say "okay lets do this". They love to do things and are there for all the drama and action and will always do crazy things with you.
🍬Mercury in Aries are very honest and straightforward. With them, you will always know where you are and what is happening. Everything you ask them, you will get a direct answer. They seem to me to be the most sincere and true with words.
🌙You will feel most comfortable and familiar with people with which you have 4th house synastry. With these you will feel the warmth and feel as if they will always be there for you. You'll feel like they've known you forever. You can feel this with your friends as if they were your brothers or sisters. It's home vibes so u two can be homies or family. Your family can look at them as part of the family. I think this is very beautiful synastry for relationships & friendships.
🫧Pluto in the 1st house - in the early period of your life you will face many trials. Many people may put you down or not treat you well. Many times I have noticed that they experience contempt from people or people humiliate them. Their early life can be quite difficult - they can attract many people who are jealous of them and wish them ill. You achieve strength later in life. But you transform yourself throughout your life and become an ever stronger person.
✨The difference between capricorn rising and scorpio rising is that capricorns will always get respect. What is one thing i have noticed that no matter what - they always get the respect of others and will always want to be respected. You will make an impression on other people with your silence. You're not going to do anything and you're just going to kill people with your looks. Your energy is very strong. Scorpios, however, want power, and with that they can go through anything to achieve it. Many times their energy can be too intense and tense. A lot of times they do something related to intimacy. Scoprio rising - intimate areas, sexuality..mc leo - sex, playfulness, visibility. Scorpio wants power & Capricorn wants respect.
🔥Mars in 1st house & Mars in 12th house - the difference is that someone who has Mars in the 1st house comes forward angry, aggressive, scary. But he is aware of his anger, which means that whatever he does, he is aware of his limits and how far he can go. Mars in the 12th house, on the other hand, hides its anger and anger manifests itself in many ways. These people can be much more scary and dangerous when someone makes them angry. Many times I notice that these people have at least one contact with weapons or they like it. They like guns. These people could have a collection of guns.
🌛Cancer & taurus moon are similar in that they both will leave if they don't feel the energy in the room of people or wherever they are and both moons don't like to go out with strangers or with really big group of people. They prefer to be with only one person. They both love food and movies. Both of them have a sense of security and always take care of the people around them.
🌱Cancer rising- you are more of an introverted person, prefer to keep back and do not like to be in the company of strangers. You need your own space and I have noticed many times that these people do not like to drive strangers in their car or go to the vacation with them. They don't like it when people invade their private space.
🌼Venus and Cancer - these people are enthusiastic about children, they have a good feeling for children. They immediately immerse themselves in the conversation with them. They are very family oriented.
🥥Capricorn moon people have a lot of empathy towards people. A very friendly moon, otherwise they can be too focused on work and the things they have, but they are very friendly.
🫐Virgo placements especially rising sign a lot of times they are insecure about their body and how they look like. Also a lot of times they don't like taking pictures of themselves for example : for the men -without shirt on it and for woman the body parts the chest or belly. Or any part of the body that is intimate. But a lot of times it's the upper part of the body. Many times they are also very critical of their bodies. I think they have a very beautiful body, but they are too critical of themselves about their appearance. And they look very sexy when they have messy hair!
☁️Taurus/ sagittarius/ virgo placements especially venuses will be very critical of the bodies of other person like they would see the details of the person's body. For example: you like someone's arms and fingers - and the person will gain weight in their arms and suddenly you won't like it anymore, or they will have a too thick neck or their legs will be too muscular - You will see certain flaws on the person's body that you will no longer like. Hard to explain, but there are little things that they notice. Also, if the person goes on beauty corrections or something similar, it can quickly turn them away from the person.
💕Libra placements can sometimes be a little too obsessed with being liked by everyone and having a lot of people around them. Sometimes I have the feeling that they are too obsessed with the fact that people have to love them. They need the love from others way to much. And I have a feeling that sometimes they can be even more obsessed with perfection than virgos. The difference between libras and leos are that libras need people's attention. While Leos need attention to themselves, to be seen for their talents. Or that one person they really love.
🎯Aries in the other hand will always be honest and direct. But people often find them selfish because they focus more on themselves than on the people around them. And yes they could be but also when they love you and they find a connection with you, they will give you a lot of their energy. The difference is that Aries will only give their energy to people they really like and suit them. While libras will give their energy to everyone.
🍿The general energy between fire signs and air signs is that air signs can get along with everyone and will give everyone the same energy. Fiery signs are picky when it comes to people and will only give their energy to those they really like and will find passion with.
🧊8th house synastry create an energy like you have to have this person to yourself. And if the person is not only yours, you can quickly start showing jealousy. You want it to be just your person and you don't want to share it with any other person. These two people, even if they want to, cannot alienate themselves from each other. You cannot let go of this person even if you try. I mean it's very hard to go if you have a powerful relationship with this person.
🧃Geminis are very comfortable talking on the phone in front of other people. They always don't care if someone is around or listening to them. Many times they talk about very personal topics and don't care if anyone is listening.
☁️It's actually the earth signs that hides the most pain in themselves because they never talk about feelings out loud. They don't want to bother other people with their emotions and feelings and all of it. They want to be strong for others especially Moon signs and that's why they never talk about feeling so openly because they always feel this pressure they they have to be strong.
⭐️The signs you have a love-hate relationship with are actually the signs that will give you the most love and growth. For ex.: you have leo in your 8th house and you just hate their energy sometimes or how they made you feel. And all the times characteristics that they have bothers you and they will say all the wrong things to you and you will be like” I just hate them so much”but you will find out that this signs will actually do the most sacrifice for you. They will be the most loyal to you & you will have with them the most deep relationship of all the people in your life.
-Rebekah💗🦋🫧
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auset66 · 1 month ago
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If you are a Rohini or if you know a rohini person.
Never let the curiosity die. If your curiosity die, you die. It's your ESSENCE. It's you. By curiosity i don't just mean a very forbidden question or dwelling into taboo. ����
No it's to get out of comfort zone the coddling home environment 4 walls protection of your home that you so much like. To let your heart or should I rather say mind (moon) let take control to take you to Greenland to Iceland the very next day. ❄️🍧
Questioning not just others but yourself is how you will stay your most self the best self. Your path to grow is to defy (the eve) not just societal norms or your elders or your teachers by asking them to explain their side of logic to you but to yourself as well. 🌸
Do you have the courage to defy yourself? To challenge your own beliefs your own mindset of letting go of safe heaven (comfort zone) so that you can finally see what more you can do to evolve into the FREEDOM the RANDOMNESS of Mrigashira you crave so deep but still hold back in this safety net? 🕸
Well, No one but you have this courage to taste the forbidden fruit. Why? Because of your conflicting nature. 🌪
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Wanting stability, the home, the coddling, the 4th house, introversion, the logic, the comfort, luxury, set in stone path (venus) while soul wants everlasting growth, transformation, experience, wanting to connect, the emotions, uncertainty (moon).
Basically the mother and the baby both at the same time. 💭
And growth is never something one get in the home. To grow you have to get out fall, get dirty and everything. You have to experience. ✨️
Why brave? 💪Because all you know is this path let's say I want to be a doctor this and this I have to do step by step, but then the human want to experience everything good or bad kicks In, now I want to be an actress, now I want to be a youtuber. Wish I could do everything anything. 🕝💭
When your one foot is set in heaven (the set in stone clear cut path) you step both your feets in the earth to experience it all (the uncertain path the all of it path). Knowing you have it and can easily pursue the shortcut path you still have the curiosity the courage to eat that forbidden fruit to still let it all go. Even when knowing what it feels like to be in heaven what to do to be in heaven you still choose the earthly experience to understand . 🫧🛁
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So RED ONE go eat that forbidden fruit that no one but only you have the courage to eat.
[This GIF of jimin above can make you understand the jist of what I talked about here in this blog] 🌱🌙
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overnowsfcb · 1 year ago
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halfway out the door; fermín lópez
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summary: fighting to keep a little flame alive underwater, you couldn't lose the only stable thing in your life
warnings: ANGST!!! (no good ending) mature language, mental health issues (panic attack, anxiety, emotional distress), relationship struggles, unhealthy dinamics, brief mention of smut themes. if any of these topics makes you uncomfortable, i advise against reading this story.
word count: 3,3k
note: hiii! it's me again, this time posting for my sweet boy (who is not as sweet in this story) fermín. im planning to do something with all the 1989 vault tracks x barça players. so take it as the first from the series!! also, apologies if the angst hits hard, promise to post fluff next time (its a bit of challenge for me haha) super excited about this and would love to hear your thoughts or suggestions! – venus 🫂💐🫧 p.s.: im so proud of this one tbh
He didn’t seem to have enough time for you anymore. You didn’t want to see the subtle twist, but you knew him all too well and an imperceptible change for everyone was an imposing earthquake in your world.
It was in the hours that your messages would be waiting for a response and the way he wasn’t starved to taste your lips anymore. Once, he’d find an excuse to be with you, even if only for brief minutes. He’d dash to your apartment bearing your favorite chocolate with the pretext of keeping you fed. A smile brightening and your stomach still produced the same fluttering butterflies, as the first time he kissed you underneath the moonlight at fourteen.
Back then, everything was perfect, the chill air in your faces as you ran with sand getting between your toes, you could still feel his timid hands and tender touch on your waist as you both shared a breathtaking kiss.
Your mother's words echoed - relationships don't last forever. You'd always dismissed her musings, attributing them to the bitterness stemming from your father's departure. But now, that thought held a glimmer of truth.
He was your soulmate, your solid backbone, he would hold the candles for you even if his arm grew weary, drawing strength from unimaginable places. Unseen pictures would fill his phone, capturing your candid moments, proudly setting you as his lock screen. One cherished memory stood out: a photo of you, pajama-clad, returning from a late-night ice cream run, a victorious smile on your face. You had lost a bet that day, darting to the store at 1 AM, just a street away from your building.
However, now everything appeared to be falling apart; the last picture in his gallery folder, titled 'I love, mine, mine, mine,' dated back to July, and it was already November. It contrasted the warmth of July with the chilling absence of recent affection.
Yearning for something to blame, tears seemed futile as memories replayed relentlessly, etched deep within your heart. Each sob felt like a painful reminder of the emptiness in the cold, desolate bed without him by your side. Staring at it blankly, your mind echoed the silent void, your chest tightening with every expelled breath.
Sleeping alone always felt unbearable. You reached for your phone, gazing at the lock screen displaying a snapshot of both of you in a summer pool. His outings with friends never bothered you; you accepted that he was now part of Barcelona's first team, and you weren't his priority. However, deep down, a simple goodnight message like "Sweet dreams, Pip, I love you" was all you silently longed for. Was it too much to ask from someone who claimed to love you?
The absence weighed heavily as you saw the clock strike 4 AM. This hour always induced a sense of dread, a time too late to sleep, opening the gates to wandering thoughts about life's choices. Moving to Barcelona for him might have been a hasty decision.
In Sevilla, there wasn't much to lose. Your little town overwhelmed you, especially under the weight of your living nightmare, your mother and her pursuit of perfection. That was until she married your toddler brother’s father, her focus shifted almost forgetting about your existence.
He was your escape from that suffocating environment. Initially, it felt liberating, but gradually, it became confining again. The cage expanded as you became his pillar while his name was in everyone’s mouth, especially girls who found him attractive. The weight of being his support, witnessing the attention he received, caused an internal storm. But he wouldn’t change you, right? Yet, the conflict brewed within, the tug-of-war between being the support he needed and holding onto your own identity.
You grew tired of waiting for him, tossing and turning in bed for ten minutes, before finally succumbing to sleep, cocooned in blankets to ward off the cold.
Abruptly opening your eyes, hours later, your body spasmed and your heart raced, reflecting the recent struggles with sleep these days. Observing to your side, relief washed over you; he lay there peacefully, an arm draped over your waist.
Tears welled in your eyes, a sense of loss filling your chest. Deeply in love, you realized your first waking thought was about him, albeit taking a negative turn.
What if I lose him? What if I lost the lighthouse in the middle of the sea? The uncertainty of the waters and the potential fall weighed heavily.
You wanted to get back to those times when you smiled as you landed your eyes, his body next to you, where blonde strands of messy hair framed his face and you delicately organized them while you talked and kissed every morning, staying in bed like an old married couple, feeling each other's warmth, laughter used to fill the air as he playfully booped your nose.
The weight of invisible hands squeezed your chest, making each breath a desperate gasp for air.
You didn't want to feel this anxiety; your breath became erratic. Rushing to the terrace, you breathed as if your mind forewarned a trailer of what has to be.
Struggling to regain control, your hands tightened on the cold railing, a reminder of the grounding reality you struggled to grasp.
Peering down, the height induced paralysis, intensifying your vertigo. "y/n, estás bien?" (are you okay?) His concerned voice, muffled and distant, struggled to penetrate the thick fog of panic, fear rooted you in place, afraid the floor would fall through if you made a step.
"Amor, háblame." (darling, talk to me) He approached, unsure. This panic attack was the first in years. His hand on your shoulder offered reassurance like an anchor, and you emerged from the state, meeting his gaze with your tear-stained eyes; he was still your gentleman. He was still yours.
And you needed to repeat it to stave off madness.
"Abrázame," (hug me) you whispered in a fragile plea. His arms enveloped you, he was the refuge that you needed; his familiar scent eased your breathing.
His head on yours, he sought to share his heartbeat, attempting to quell the sudden anxiety and the questions that haunted your mind. His furrowed brows hinted at his confusion, but conversation could wait. For now, it was about you. The one who never failed him; he couldn't fail you now.
When your body distended completely, he gently guided you back to bed. You clung to him, as if he could run away at any moment.
You walked to your side of the bed and he tucked you in like no one ever did before, leaving a sweet kiss on your forehead, an attempt to dissipate the negativity.
“What time is it?” you inquired, looking up at him.
“Six a.m., sleep. ok?” He stroked your head, and your eyes closed under the weight of fatigue. “I love you so much.”
Days passed after the incident. He chose not to ask more about the reason behind your anxiety, he decided to act as if everything was fine.
This didn't imply he lacked concern for you, but it certainly felt that way. His demeanor towards you was still unchanged.
Feelings unaddressed hung in the air, manifesting in the cold kisses and the superficial small talk that never deepened. But, in front of everyone, you maintained the façade, accepting compliments from everyone about your seemingly perfect relationship. Only if they knew the underlying truth…
Yet, you personally sensed his gradual withdrawal, a palpable feeling of him slipping through your fingers. The strain became evident as you found yourself having to repeat things that were important to you at least three times, only for him to continually forget. Or the lackluster pecks he gave you, making you feel pathetic.
Although feeling unwanted, you weren't a resentful person, so you would religiously sit in the stands at every game and witness how he gained fan's hearts with outstanding performances on the pitch, earning the title of man of one of the champions league matches and you loved how the stadium echoed his name as he made an incredible goal.
You found joy in his happiness, doing his thing with the team of his dreams. In that moment, your mind transported into a different time – those moments when you stood by his side, offering comfort during his moments of self-doubt, back when he believed his dreams would forever be just that – dreams.
His satisfaction meant the world to you. Meeting him as he emerged from the dressing room, already showered, you couldn't help but admire how his wet hair framed his face.
A big smile adorned his face as he approached you. Opening your arms, your bodies collided as he effortlessly lifted you spinning around, creating a whirlwind of laughter that filled the air.
Once he gently set you down, you couldn't contain your pride. Cupping his cheeks, you locked eyes with him. The sense of accomplishment and joy was overwhelming. Your lips met his in a deep, meaningful kiss – one that hadn't been shared in weeks, but in that moment, it felt like the perfect reunion.
You believed this moment marked a fresh start, a much-needed rejuvenation to propel you forward. That optimistic outlook, however, disintegrated after he bid you farewell at your apartment, scrolling through TikTok on your couch, a video of his post-match interview caught your eye, and an involuntary smile crept onto your face.
His voice echoed through the video, captivating in its beauty. The interviewer's final question lingered in the air, "Who are you going to celebrate this with?" Anticipating a mention of teammates, family, and you, you were bewildered as the final words left his mouth – your name conspicuously absent.
And in that instant, the realization struck: he hadn't kept his promise to do a heart gesture to include you in his celebration either. But you decided to let it slide; perhaps it was the adrenaline coursing through his veins that caused him to forget, and you were willing to overlook it.
You turned on the TV to avoid your thoughts. He no longer watched movies with you, and lately, the time you spent together felt like his phone held more allure than anything you did to catch his attention.
Without even mentioning that he wasn't fucking you lately, offering excuses of exhaustion from training or unexpectedly halting any progress when things got heated and leaving your folds wet.
But still, your mouth stayed shut, justifying every action. What you didn't know is that only one drop was missing in the glass before it overflowed – the last straw.
And eventually, the bomb exploded in the least suitable scenario. You stood by his side, his arm around your waist, desperately wanting to take his hand out and shout your feelings in front of everyone.
You didn't want to be there; you longed to be at home with your fluffy cat, who offered more comfort than Fermín did in these past months.
He was so smooth about it, engrossed in the conversation with his friends, seemingly oblivious to your distress. You whispered in his ear that you needed to get home, you weren’t feeling at your best, the strobe lights blinding you, the music pulsating louder than your heartbeat. It felt like water was reaching your nose, and you feared you'd stop breathing any moment.
Yet, you stayed, like a naive girl striving to make everything perfect for her lovely gentleman. But was still that gentleman who put you above all else?
The voices and laughter from his friends overwhelmed you. While you genuinely liked them and had never encountered an issue before, this night seemed a challenge you couldn't survive.
Your gaze darted around, hoping for a savior amid the sea of faces. But there was no one.
The air seemed to get thinner, and your chest constricted, as if locked in a slowly tight embrace. The blue dress discomforting your skin, felt like an additional layer of confinement, fantasizing to shed not only the fabric but also the skin beneath.
It was as if transparent walls were materializing around you, and this was the moment to escape a place to which you didn't belong, feeling like a misplaced puzzle piece, you watched him again with pleading eyes, silently urging him to notice you.
“Fer, really, I need to go home.” You whispered, careful not to let his friends overhear. He scanned your gestures, it took him a few seconds to realize that something about you was off. You wish he had seen it earlier.
Everything he did was later than you needed it, when he did the things, you have already fixed yourself into the uncomfortable.
“Okay, let's go.” He nodded and he finally took out his hand off your waist, allowing a momentary exhale. Greetings were exchanged with his friends and you reciprocated, not wanting to show an impolite image.
Almost running, your feet propelled you outside of the disco, pushing people out of your way, without waiting for Fermín.
The doors swung shut behind you, plunging the abrupt silence upon your ears. Relief washed over you.
Closing your eyes, you took deep breaths. You needed to hold yourself like the grown woman you were and not cry. As the doors swung open and closed again, you turned to find Fermín, a frown etched across his face.
“Why didn't you wait for me?” his voice held a trace of anger, making you shiver. Realizing the street wasn't the place for such a conversation, you began walking towards the car, your feet aching from the high heels worn that night.
He hurried to catch up, the tension palpable. When the car alarm reached your ears, signaling it was unlocked, you opened the door and entered as quickly as you could.
Sitting there, attempting to adjust to sudden silence, you sensed his presence beside you.
Leaning back into the headrest, you brought your hands on your face.
He started talking again. “What's going on you?” you hesitated to face him, reluctant to confront those expressive brown eyes you memorized like the back of your hand.
As he insisted again to hear a response, anger got to your head. Without warning, you exploded, all the carefully restrained words meant to preserve your relationship pouring into a torrent.
“I'm just so damn exhausted! I feel like I'm invisible. I ache to be seen, to matter in your eyes again. I’ve been here, baring my soul, and it feels like you're a million miles away.” Your scream echoed, tears smudging your makeup. You saw the weight of his actions settling on him as his eyes reflected comprehension. A sob escaped your lips, he stood frozen. “I'm just asking you to hear me, to truly see me, and realize that I'm shattering inside because I've already fought too much alone for the person who I thought I would marry.”
He shook his head, a boy who had always the right words now seemed that they left their mind, leaving him defenseless. A hesitant pause filled the car.
Lips parted, but the sentences seemed to dissipate before finding form. It was as if they were navigating a maze of thoughts, searching for the right words to offer comfort or understanding, yet coming up empty-handed.
You got tired of waiting, you've been doing it for such a long time, you almost felt old. But if he just opened his mouth, you knew you would forgive him. “Let's go home.” You whispered, disappointed about a man who you were calling the love of your life.
He gripped the steering wheel and hit the road. Memories flooded back of the anecdotes shared in that white car, now slipping through your fingers like ash.
You pondered the absence of rain, almost expecting the heavens to open up. Wasn't it obligatory for the sky to weep when something magical began succumbing to rationalism?
When you arrived at the house, he finally was able to speak. “I'm so sorry for everything that I caused you.” He didn't know if physical contact would be well received from you. So he gripped even more the steering wheel, needing to make something with his hands, getting out the tension.
“What happened to us, Fer?” your heart-wrenching question hitting him. You were already talking in past tense.
There wasn't an exit for this situation, and he knew that. He wished he could build a time travel machine and make everything alright, fix the first mistake that led to this big snow ball that was making an avalanche. “I-I don't know.”
“I think I'm coming back to Sevilla.” you confessed, stepping out of the car. Your headache due to the tears that you've been letting out and your eyes were puffy.
As you stood outside the car, the quiet suburban street provided a bleak contrast to the storm raging within your emotions.
Fermín, still gripping the steering wheel, searched for words that could somehow mend the gashes that had formed between you two. The realization of the inevitable distance settled on him like a heavy cloak.
“I never meant for it to come to this,” he finally uttered, voice heavy with remorse. “I let things slip away, and I can't forgive myself for that.”
You, caught between the pain and the need for resolution, gazed at him with a mixture of sorrow and longing. The familiar surroundings of the neighborhood seemed to transform into a backdrop for the end of something significant. You already knew you were never coming back here.
In the distance, a streetlamp flickered, casting intermittent shadows on the pavement. You took a deep breath, the chill in the air stinging your lungs, and said, “Sometimes, we have to go back to move forward.”
His eyes, filled with regret, met yours. “Is there anything I can do to make things right?”
But the answer remained unsaid, it wouldn't be fair to give him instructions and keep rowing and carrying him while he was just there. Wounds were already too deep and your energy was drained.
You turned away, the distance between Sevilla and this quiet street growing smaller in comparison to the emotional gap that now separated you two.
The door creaked shut, marking the end of a chapter that perhaps, in the unfathomable depths of your heart you didn't want to admit that you anticipated it.
In the solitude of your apartment, surrounded by echoes of shared laughter and the ghost of a love that once flourished, you confronted the daunting task of rebuilding your world. The faint glow from the streetlamp outside cast a melancholic light on the remnants of what was.
Fermín, still parked, felt the shared years withering in the blink of an eye, something you had been discerning for a torturing amount of time. The engine hummed softly, an averse companion to the lingering regret in the air. As he drove away, the distance between your hearts seemed insurmountable.
You watched as Blaugrana, your Calico fluffy cat, approached you unawarely of everything surrounding her, you sat on the wooden floor with her purring next to you. The sparkle of her collar made you remember how your life was bound to be lived with Fermín forever, in that collar your initials were carved. You didn't want to fall back to this cruel reality.
You even commanded yourself to religion to save your relationship, months before. Night after night, you poured the essence of your yearning into prayers addressed to Aphrodite, beseeching her to weave the threads of love and passion back into your relationship, to restore its former glory. Each whispered plea carried the weight of your sincere desire, a desperate hope that the goddess of love might heed your call and guide your connection to the blissful days of yore.
But even that didn't work. And you realized the hug of what you thought would be a fresh start unraveled into the deceptive clarity of terminal lucidity. Now you would hear the eternal melancholic tone of the complete loss of vital signs. Forever.
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airytaurus · 1 year ago
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observations on each venus sign coming from a taurus venus🫧🫀.
aries venus: for me I feel like they’d be too much too keep up with honestly lol but I would love having someone who isn’t afraid to speak their mind and say something when they need to. I also would love how adventurous and fun they are because even tho I am an earth venus I cannot stand being in a boring/dry relationship (that’s my 9h venus speaking also)
taurus venus: I feel like we’d really vibe or get along of some sort but also many hiccups considering the fact we’re both earth signs and want things our own way but besides that I feel like the loyalty would be matched depending on the house and aspects they tbh but definitely the person I would love too go shopping with and restaurants to just have fun
gemini venus: ok Ik this placement is very controversial too some but I think they would be the best partners/people too have in my circle realistically I would love someone who is constantly down to do anything, flirty , funny asf and very communicative about Ik and any topic. I would definitely not get bored being around them I just love gemini venus in my life because Ik we would never be bored/dry and me being easily bored and always wanting stuff to do/talk about gemini is my first choice<33OH AND PLUS VERY VERY OBSERVANT AND THOUGHTFUL.
cancer venus: they’d be the type too get easily jealous but passive aggressive, I feel like we would kind of get along but I’m 100% we would at the same time especially with cancer being ruled by the moon and a water sign my scorpio moon would love someone like that like just the deep conversations and understanding of eachother would be immaculate. But also someone who reciprocates the energy for me like I do for them yess plsss gimme them!!!! I don’t know many cancer Venuses personally but this is just my general observation.
leo venus: I’ve seen and been around a very few leo Venuses and they are loyal to the core , I think we would get along great but have some hiccups because with leo being all about them and what they need or what I could never settle down with them but I feel like the love and affection would be matched for the most part.
virgo venus: don’t know abt virgo Venuses that much either but from observation I feel like they’d be pratical and helpful in any situation especially when I need advice about people or something I just know they’d provide me with all their observations and information about the person in question. As for a dating type I feel like idk we’d get along but have some hiccups especially since they would be all about routine and perfection but my aquarius 6th just wouldn’t vibe with that , like I said I would have to observe the person first tho.
libra venus: I would say we’d be good friends all about aesthetics , communication and quality time is just my love language as well. But the indecision I mean I’m indecisive asf my self so I can’t say too much because that would talking about myself loll I’ve observed libra venus and they seem like very passive aggressive people when in love unless they really bond/vibe with you.
scorpio venus: my sister sign lmaoo I would say no not really because of the possessiveness and obsession I could not stand someone asking a ton of unnecessary questions and being a weird person when I want to talk or hangout with someone else. But I love the loyalty they would bring to the table and just turn bring thoughtful , deep and meaningful conversations/gestures they would do simply because they are genuine and care.
sagittarius venus: ok I same thing for I said for gemini venus just having someone to go on adventures with and explore it just sounds like 😀🤌. Plus I love when people are positive and optimistic so definitely the people I would love to have reminding me too never give up and too keep going , I feel like the reason why I think we’d be a good match is because I’m a 9H venus myself so that could be very biased but at the same time awesome. Along with us learning foreign languages and talking about our beliefs/opinions without being judged means a lot to me yea we’d have our disagreements but other than that the love and passion would be mutual.
capricorn venus: pragmatic and mature people>> I would love to have someone who is mature in love and knows how to love , or know what it means to be in committed relationship!! Along with knowing their boundaries and where they stand is a huge green flag for me. Along with being ambitious and goal-oriented I AM ALL ABOUT HAVING GOALS AND AMBITIONS so people who know what to do in the future and has a plan they have all my love and support and Ik they’d support my goals and ambitions as well.
aquarius venus: hmm very interesting and intelligent people are the best I would definitely love for them too tell me random shit they know or some shit that they know especially if it’s something that only they know about. I feel like they could tell me anything weird/awkward and I would listen for HOURSS but also people who are concerned for other people’s wellbeing and how to help the community is something that would grab my attention so fast along with them being very futuristic , eccentric I think my weirdness wouldn’t be judged at all.
pisces venus: the type of people that I could go to a art or music festival with and someone who is just really and deeply in-tune with their emotions. I really love people who are passionate and are willing to share/express their emotions without shame or feeling like they’d be judged.
(This is just based off of opinions and observations so don’t take anything personal)
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lovebytz · 8 months ago
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I finished the first drafts of my inner senshi designs!
I am super open for questions and constructive critique!
I will be reblogging this onto the ITNOTM blog but if you have comments please comment on this post or send asks to my main ( @lovebytz )
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First of all, Sailor Moon 🌙
She’s the princess of the moon (not that she knows that yet) and her design is meant to reflect that! It’s frilly, it’s girly, and it shows how cheerful and kind Sailor Moon is, even if she’s a little childish
Like Sailor Mars, Sailor Moon uses lots of long range attacks. Her role on the team is to purify or dispel the enemies after they’ve been subdued, but she still fights with everyone else!
This was the first one I drew so it’s rougher than the others, but I really love her
Also, I have received feedback on the striped tights so I will work on them in the second pass
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Second to join the team, Sailor Mercury 🫧
Sailor Mercury is the tactical and intelligent supporter of the group. What she lacks in offensive abilities she makes up for with careful planning and lots of bubble spray! Before she can become the best support she can be though, she needs to learn to communicate with her team
I used a lot of square shapes with soft edges to show that Mercury is kind and dependable! Her formal outfit is also meant to reflect her status as a supportive role.
When everyone’s done fighting she’s quick to mend their wounds as best she can. What kind of aspiring doctor would she be if she didn’t?
I’m honestly in love with her design, but of course I’m open to critique if you see anything I could improve!
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Next up is Sailor Mars 🔥, the level-headed long range!
In between her duties as a Shinto priestess and her work at her prestigious Catholic school, Mars fights the forces threatening the Earth with her new friends! She uses long range attacks to subdue the enemy so Jupiter and Venus can get up close and personal. Even if she bickers with Sailor Moon and Sailor Jupiter, she loves her teammates like her own family.
My version of Mars is based on her manga depiction and she still has her punch! She uses sharp angles to convey her strength, but plenty of squares to demonstrate that she’s got a sound mind on her shoulders.
I did want her to look classy in her outfit, but I don’t know if I achieved that. She’s going to get a second go for sure.
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Strong yet graceful, it’s Sailor Jupiter 🌹
Using both long range magic and up close attacks, Sailor Jupiter is a bit of an all rounder! While her nature based attacks may look weak, she packs plenty of power! From flowers to lightning, she can bring and foe down! And don’t forget her physical strength either!
Sailor Jupiter is meant to look a bit like a prince, showing her determination to care for and protect her friends. One thing I wanted to highlight about her is her soft side, which I don’t see very often in Sailor Jupiter designs. She’s strong yes, but there’s a lot more to her than that!
I think she came out really cute, she looks like someone who would be a great friend.
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Last but not least, the leader Sailor Venus 💌
She may not show it very well, but Sailor Venus is determined to protect her friends. They matter more to her than the Earth itself. However, she shoulders too many responsibilities. If she’s going to be a good leader, she needs to accept the help of the people she holds dear. Especially since she’s hiding something very important…
With the White Moon Sword and her Love-Me Chain, Venus gets up close and personal with the enemy! She may take some damage, but she delivers it right back. She’s a loyal knight through and through and that is reflected in her design.
Sailor Venus got the most changes! I wanted to reflect her new backstory and character arc while making her color palette more cohesive. However, I think I overcomplicated her design. She could probably use a second or third pass to get her just right.
Also! She’s supposed to have a similar silhouette to Sailor Moon to demonstrate their close bond.
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And that’s the inner senshi! I would love to hear your feedback. Please remember to either comment on the post or send an ask to my main, not the ITNOTM askbox
Tysm!
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explorevenus · 11 months ago
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i imagine SP!leon being the type to save any and all media of darling he can find. photo of her shitfaced drunk on her friends facebook? it’s in his favorites folder on his phone. video of her singing at karaoke night with coworkers? he’s watched it more than 50 times to try and find a new detail about darling to obsess over.
i think he’d even go as far as printing out professional photos her photographer friend took at the beginning of their career to start out their business and he just has them framed around the house, one on his desk at work. maybe he even has a silly selfie darling took that sits on the dashboard of his jeep. i just think he is clinically insane and i don’t know if that makes me want him in bed or six feet under.
also hi, i don’t know if tumblr ate my last ask but i hope you’re doing well, venus!! happy early new year! <3
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BUBBLE ANON MY BABYYYYYYY
and yes this is 100% canon and he definitely had all these things before he even took her in. he’s probably been showing off his desk photos of her to his coworkers before she even knew his name which is so fucking delulu i also can’t decide if i want to smash or hit him with my car 😔
i raise you this— him printing out and keeping photos of her not just from stalking her socials/her friends and family’s socials/cloning her devices, but also photos he took himself.
it’s been well established that he would sneak around her apartment and drug her and crawl into bed with her and such well before he ever took her in. his phone is probably full of low-light photos of her sleeping, changing, cooking dinner, watching tv, touching herself… you get it. >:3
tumblr did not eat your last ask it actually was just so fucking sweet and nice and i needed it so bad that i’ve been periodically staring at it and rereading it since you sent it, i’m sorry to leave you hanging 😭 i love you always
happy early new year, my beloved bubble anon 💗
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ancientgoddessofegypt · 10 months ago
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Hi lovely!!💐✨, I hope you are doing great, I would like to ask you some questions about synastry and one question about natal chart:🔮
My questions are:
• Asteroid Fanatica conjunct his Venus and Lilith.
• Asteroid Fan conjunct his Vertex.
And this last question is from my Natal Chart:
• Vertex conjunct my asteroid musa what does it mean?
Thank you so much!!🦋🤍, I really appreciate it!!🪽🫧
asteroid 'fanatica'
short for fanatical - fantasy. obessessively in love/like for someone or something.
conjunct their venus/lilith could show an extreme liking toward this persona.
asteroid 'fan' conjunct his vertex could potentially highlight a love that is like a fan in love with their favorite rockstar. conjuncting the vertex shows that upon first meeting this interest became stronger in an instant.
vertex conjunct musa - inspirational energy could be tapped into with rare connections with others and experiences that are whimsical and dreamy in nature. musa is all about being the muse, so when this is aspected you may be drawn into inspiration and could be a source of inspiration yourself.
hope this helps!
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cupidlovesastro · 11 months ago
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Hi darling!!🫧🪽, I would like to ask you three questions:
My questions are:
What does it mean when Lilith is conjoined with asteroid Aphrodite?
In muse persona chart, when the asteroid medusa is conjunct your venus what does it mean?
In midheaven persona chart when you have medusa together with your asc in libra what does it also mean?
Thank u so much!! 💗ྀིྀི✨
hello ! i will answer your questions!
1. lilith conjunct asteroid aphrodite
lilith is about feminine energy, but dark femme energy, and she’s rebellious and independent. aphrodite is also about beauty and magnetism. when these 2 conjunct, people could be allured by your mysterious, and dark feminine energy. you may also be admired for you rebellious and independent nature. there could also be drama stirring because of your nataure, and people tend to be jealous of lilith and aphrodite can mean drama. so people could be jealous of how pretty and feminine you aura is, so be careful!
2. i can’t find any asteroid named muse, i only know the 9 muses and im not sure if thats what you mean
3. medusa and libra asc in mid heaven persona chart
rising in midheaven can mean that’s how people view your social image, your social class, and your professional status. this being in libra means people could see you as high class, since libra is ruled by venus, the planet of beauty, pleasure, and aesthetics. you also could seen really sweet to others, very charismatic, charming, and even flirty. on the down side, people could see you as flakey or shallow. others may also think a career that fits you, is a job such as being a judge, lawyer, or fashion designer
medusa represents how or why people are jealous of you. with this being in midheaven persons chart, people are likely often of your social status, or that you at least appear to be high class. people can also be jealous of your career or your reputation
i hope this helped !💗
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harmoonix · 2 years ago
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💎Astrology Observations💎
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🌶️Mars - Ascendant aspects (mostly conjunction and square) can get angry very easily, and you can see it on their faces. (This can also apply to people who have Mars in Aries or Mars in the 1st/ Mars in Aries degrees; 1°, 13° and 25°) .🌶️
🧁Venus - Sun aspects/Venus parallel Sun,radiate a lot of feminine and warm energy, they can either have a very feminine look or a very feminine energy/personality. (If Venus is in harsh aspect to sun the energy can express and attract a lot of people who can be interested in them).🧁
💟Jupiter in Libra/Taurus can give you a very charismatic/beautiful/charming spouse. You can attract a lot of people attention together, and you both can find hobbies in art and beauty). For people with Jupiter in Libra the spouse can be very balanced and wise they will know how to make justice.💟.
💢Mercury in Fire Signs can have a very fast way of talking to others, they can find people asking them "What you said" quite a lot (As an Sagittarius Mercury i always get asked how can I talk so fast 😭) 💢.
🌼Virgo Moons/Capricorn Moons need to relax a bit, they are always anxious/stressed of something, they can live with anxiety 24/7 which is not healthy for them. Take a break and relax when you feel exhausted 🌼 .
🟩Jupiter - Sun aspects can have a very big ego, they can think themselves as a someone who is perfect at everything.🟩 You can also have a bit of narcissism, if the Sun conjuncts Jupiter.
💙Lilith in Water Signs (Scorpio, Pisces, Cancer) can give a very attractive - mysterious aura and magnetism to people (They can get people staring at them a lot), Lilith in Cancer can give a nurturing vibe too, people might get very comfortable around them very fast.
🫧Aquarius Placements - (mostly Moon and Mercury) can make someone very intelligent, and very fast at thinking, coming fast with ideas, and very open to new things. It makes them very curious🫧.
🧠Sun at 3°/15°/27° degrees, can make someone to seem very social, they can be always in a very big group of friends talking about everything they find interesting 🧠.
🎬Taurus in the 3rd house cusp can give someone a very nice and calming voice, they can have talents at singing or voice acting 🎬.
❤️‍🩹When Moon is transitioning your 1st house, expect to be more sensibile than ever in that time. That's because it's a time where you need to release the bad energy out and to let a new good energy to come in ❤️‍🩹.
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loveemagicpeace · 11 months ago
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💿Some of life things in astrology💿
✨Venus in cancer - I usually see that these people always include parents in their daily life , in their love life , in their life in general. Also they always include their parents in their vlogs. They will always post their parents on social media or doing videos with them.
🎶People who have aquarius in 2nd house have the best taste in music. They have their own music that they listen to, but people always like it. They just put some song and people will love it.
🍸Mercury is how you express yourself and in which way and also shows how good you are in texting with people and how you are in contact with others.
🦭Mercury in capricorn- they are not such a good texter actually.I would say that they will texting you about: I don't know about time or place you two will meet or practical things. But they will not text you like 24/7 or something they are too busy. And also I feel like capricorn usually think they wasting their time texting someone things that don't usually have any meaning or are not practical.
🦋Mercury in scorpio- dig deep into things. Sometimes even too deep. In the sense that they go so deep into the things they want to find out ,that they hurt them at the end. One thing they have is, that they feel better when they find out things by themselves than when they find out from others. They are very deep thinkers and very deep in conversations they don't like small talks and they will always want to go deep with you in every conversation they will have. When you hurt them they will be harsh and very mean to you because when they speak they speak to their emotions.
❤️‍🔥Fire signs are confident, driven, lively and full of energy. They like to be mentally and physically active. They are also dreamers who measure their height. Fire signs are competitive.
🖤Earth signs are more in tune with nature and their bodies. They are reliable, tough, practical partners and friends. Earth signs take time to master a skill.
💕Air signs are mental and need a lot of communication. They like to remain objective. They often negotiate for justice. They value freedom and dislike conflict.
🩵Water signs are by nature creative, imaginative, dreamy and often very ignorant. Water is associated with emotions and the unconscious. They can be visionaries and have many ideas clairvoyant abilities. Water signs care about the environment and by nature feel with everyone and everything around them.
🌞God of Sun is Apollo. It is carved in the sanctuary of Apollo in Delphi the ancient saying "Know thyself". Because with the sun we ask ourselves "who am I?" and "why am I here?". Because with the sun we feel that our lives have meaning, that we were born with a mission that we must fulfill, and we want to know what it is supposed to be.
The sun represents its essence and indicates our goal in life. With the sun, we can discover qualities and find ways to use them in our lives. This can mean that we engage in a certain activity or wear colors with a connection to the sun. Just as Apollo rides in his fiery chariot across the sky, so the sun represents a heroic journey through life. Therefore, we can connect it to the work we do or should do performed in the world. The path of the sun is usually not very clear and, just like the heroic myths say, there are many pitfalls to overcome and lessons to be learned. It is these difficult tasks that test our limits, they confront us with loss and sacrifice and force us to become the best we can be. The Sun together with Saturn represent the father principle. The sign in which our sun is describes experiences with the father figure. In childhood, our first hero is the father.
🫧Nobody talks about how lonely you can feel with Uranus in the first house. Because it's the part of your personality and Uranus could make you feel that you don't belong somewhere or you feel some kind of distance in this house. When it's in in your first house you could feel that being around people make you lonely or doing some things alone for ex.: eating alone in the restaurant this could be the problem for you because you could feel very lonely when you do some things in the public alone or I don't know going to the coffee alone.
🌟Planets return show you things that you are not aware of it or you're not expressing them. For example Mercury return can show you the whole new perspective about things and could change your mindset for the better. Venus return can show you the new value about you or what you value about others. You are more aware now what u actually want. Where do you find real love. Mars return it can show you a new way to be brave, fearless and go outside your comfort zone. And where is your energy best expressed and through what. You can show your anger more during this time.
��It’s really hard to forget people with whom you share 4th House this is because they make you feel the most familiar and the most comfortable around them. It's like the family kind of vibe.It feels like coming home and being with them it's like being in the safe and secure environment. 4th house represents our home , the people that are closed to us , the space when you feel the most comfortable and people with whom you feel the most comfortable with.
🧜🏼‍♀️ Venis trine Uranus- I find this aspect so unique because you actually fall in love with the person's uniqueness and differentness they have. You actually love them for it. You love that this person is different and is not the same that anyone else. For ex.: it could be you don't like face tattoos or you don't like someone who dress extra but when you meet this person you actually love this on them. This relationship can be unique and so different than the others.
🧚🏼‍♀️Uranus in 1st house in synastry- it's kind of the same vibe that with uranus conj venus but it's not because when you first meet this person you feel like this person is different than the others and that they have some unique energy that nobody else has. You feel like this person is special and so unique. That their personality could be so different than the others. It's like you can try to find someone else but you feel like nobody else could compare to this person.
🌙Personal planets appear faster in synastry and the first time you meet the person (especially: sun, moon, mercury). And, of course, rising sign :which indicates the energy of a person when you meet them. But here's the trick with rising sign that many times the true energy of a person can be hidden and only show up after a while when you get to know the person better. 💧The outer planets, however, manifest themselves over the years, when the persons already know each other very well and have a relationship.
🧸3rd house not only represents communication, mind,car ,electronics ,social media ,telephones and any of this stuff. It's also represents your early high school experience and also people who were with you in your high school. Your high school first love and how it feels like. Your high school best friend. So every person you have a 3rd house synastry with is usually a person you met at that time. A lot of people you share third house with or the sign you have in the third house is meant to be for you to meet them actually.
🎸The best time you will have with the person and the best things you will experience with the people are people u share 9th house. This house is ruled by Jupiter the luckiest Planet. This is the house of gifts. The girt from God, so when you meet the people you share this house with it's a gift that actually was brought into your life. All the things you will experience with these people will actually mean something to you. Because 9th house is meaningful house is where you find meaning, where u seek for meaning , when u actually find optimism. The person's u share this house with can actually inspire you the most or give you the most luckiest advice.
🧁I believe that it's not only 5th house that represents memories, but every house represents some memory you have from your early childhood. Every house is something special. The sign that you have in this house is the sign that reminds you most of this event of your life. So for ex.: aries in 3rd house -maybe this person were your best friend and remind you the most of your high school experience. Taurus in 4th house- this person maybe remind you the most of your home or your childhood, family life. Maybe you grew up with this person. Leo in 8th house-this person probably reminds you most of a dark/deep period of your life. Maybe you could spend the most intense times with this person and share the most secrets.
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-Rebekah💿🧚🏼‍♀️☁️
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overnowsfcb · 11 months ago
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santa doesn't know you like i do; trent alexander-arnold blurb
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summary: he would always have a throne in your heart. was it okay to see blurry lines?
warnings: none just fluff, reader and trent are dumb
note: FINALLY I WROTE FLUFF BRING THE CHAMPAGNE — venus 🫂💐🫧
Trent had claimed a permanent residence in your heart, an undisputed ruler of your daydreams since your teenage years.
Despite attempts to move on, dating other guys, and even enduring his tales of romantic conquests, your soul continued to ache for the one thing it craved the most—his love, a fragile hidden secret handled with discomfort in your mind as if it was an uninvited guest.
But the balance was neutralized by his hypnotic ways of keeping that worship of him in your brain: moments when his comments stick out details about you would come with a deepened voice, his pupils dilated at your presence, and the magnet that pushed your bodies to get close every time you were in the same place. Actions that left you wondering if those gestures were genuine or just part of his flirtatious nature.
The melody of his laugh painted shooting stars in your night sky carving it in your mind if the reason behind were your jokes. And you could recall the times he found in your chest a place when he could let go of the pressure and his tears. You were too late to intend to hit the brakes now.
Laughter echoed within the living room walls, the faux snow in the tree placed in a corner resembling the snowflakes falling outside. You had invited Trent over to help you decorate the house.
He held the ladder for you, even though you didn't need it, but you had asked him to make you feel more secure as you placed the Christmas baubles and the star on top of the tree standing on your tiptoes, finishing up the decorations. He began applauding accompanying your celebrations when you had finally completed your task.
He stepped away from the ladder to let you descend, and you hugged him, running your hands over his neck, catching a whiff of his cologne. He wrapped his hands around your waist as he welcomed your embrace. “Thank you,” you whispered, planting a kiss on his cheek.
“You're welcome, my love.” The once comforting and typical nickname, now sparkled a new connotation while he caressed your temple as he looked at you with appreciation in his eyes, building a new pathway in an indecipherable labyrinth, confusing you even more.
Sometimes you considered giving up, settling down in the middle of the road, leaving everything in part to your convenience, because if you admitted that he may be hiding the same things that you were experiencing you would be afraid to face the consequences of turning your most cherished friendship into something that could go anywhere.
You sat on the couch, hot coffee cup in your hands, protective blanket over your bodies against the winter chill, Home Alone played on the TV, you laid your head on his shoulder, admiring how beautiful the house was with the Christmas spirit imprinted on it. Love rushing in your veins.
You looked up at him discreetly. He was focused on the movie while sipping the hot chocolate in his mug, and for an instance, the soldier in you ignited, putting braveness in your shoulders.
“Trent,” you called out, butterflies fluttering in your stomach as he gazed expectantly at you. Yet, as you pondered the words in your heart, you shook your head gently. “You're the best friend I could ask for,” your voice lowering, a wistful smile on your lips. Holding back your feelings once again as an eternal hostage.
You wondered if someday, the courage to express them would find its way to you. And Trent would think that too.
Each cell of your bodies acting like spectators waiting for you to materialize the scenes entangled in your minds. “You mean a lot to me, love.”
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aajjks · 2 months ago
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hair: https://pin.it/7AMMp4X8H
ahyeon: https://pin.it/525XhNaFu
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“you look fine, y/n~” says hyejin as she takes your shaky hand in hers and squeezes it. “are you sure? i got the dress fixed for junseo but i’m worried that it’s too tight” you huff as you caress your belly and fix your now much shorter hair. “trust me, you look gorgeous. you smell gorgeous, you feel gorgeous, and you are gorgeous” alina says as she looks at you with admiration. “you ready?” she asks and with one last exhale, you nod your head. “i’m ready”
more and more guests fill up the beautiful floral venue and after a long wait, the wedding finally starts. the first to come down are the bridesmaids and groomsmen:
hyejin, the maid of honor and eunwoo, the best man. (the maid of honor and best man). lisa and yugyeom, mingyu and jihye, jaehyun and alina, and mi-cha and chan. as they’re walking down, you notice jaehan coming to your side.
“mr. jeon? is everything okay?” you ask and he nods his head. “of course. the venue is lovely and you look lovely. i came here to walk you down. i know this spot is usually reserved for your father and, sure, i’m jungkook’s dad but i’m here for you too. you both have grown so much and i’d love to have that honor to walk you down as not only a proud father but a proud supporter of yours and jungkook’s love” jaehan’s words almost brings you to tears. you nod your head before giving jaehan a hug.
“don’t cry yet, y/n. save the tears for the honeymoon” says jaehan as he wraps his arm around yours after fixing your veil.
the next to walk down is ahyeon and the audience coos. she throws petals everywhere before adorably running up to jungkook while yelling “i did it, uncle kookie! did i do good?” everyone, including jungkook, laughs at ahyeon’s cuteness. she’s then sitting beside her mother who then turns around to see you and all your radiant glory walking down the aisle, side by side with jaehan.
I wanna love me the way that you love me
For for all of my pretty and all of my ugly too
I'd love to see me from your point of view
I wanna trust me the way that you trust me
‘Cause nobody ever loved me like you do
I'd love to see me from your point of view
you’ve waited your whole life for this moment. there were many times you wanted to give up—throw in the towel and find someone else that could love you but who’s going to love you more than him? you’re so thankful you gave this love a chance. you cried, fought, and prayed for this kind of love, a love so everlasting that even behind bars or years apart, it doesn’t change. that’s what loving jungkook is like. loving him is like being 19 years old all over again. loving him is feeling like you’re falling in love all over again. loving him is like having a best friend. loving him is like smiling when his name crosses your mind. loving him is what you’re going to do for the rest of your life and in the next one and in the one after that.
he’s the sun to your moon, the stars to your universe. he’s your everything and he’s all yours.
~🫧
He’s mesmerized.
He’s actually in a daze right now as you walk on the aisle, and there are heavy tears in his eyes as you walk along with his father by your side
It’s all like a dream and this doesn’t really feel real.
You look unreal, you look beyond gorgeous. Heavy with your child, as you walk in all your glory. Everyone is mesmerized along with him and why wouldn’t they be?
You are gorgeous,
It’s impossible for him to take his eyes off of you and he’s drinking you in. Tonight you will be his forever and for eternity.
•••
Ian is really happy for his brother even though he fucking punched him, his jaw is a little swollen, but he doesn’t really care.
There are a lot of of other things that he is worried about, just as he’s watching the ceremony begin when you join jungkook on the stage, he sighs, he’s happy for you both
He is..
His phone vibrates, Ian groans, crystals tilts her head at the sound looks at him confused, but he smiles at her and tells her that it’s nothing
She goes back to focusing on the beautiful ceremony, completely in awe of the both of you
It Makes him remember his own wedding day, it was the best day of his life.. Ian’s phone vibrates again. And then again.
He quickly excuses himself because maybe it’s his mother blowing up his phone, but it’s not really her thing. She was really upset about not being at the wedding.
But it’s jungkooks decision
As soon as he comes to the side, where no one is paying attention, it takes out of his phone and he sees that it’s sarang calling him.
He rolls his eyes, there is no point in ignoring her. She’s actually a psycho. He picks up his phone.
“WHAT THE fuck is it?” He almost screams, but then he remembers to keep his voice down. He whispers in the phone angrily.
“UGH. I am literally at the fucking ceremony right now.. make it quick”
She is angrily ranting about something, but as soon as he mutters the word ‘ceremony’ he immediately hears dead silence. she then asks him about what kind of ceremony is he talking about him? He was almost about to cut the call, but he decides to answer her.
“Jungkooks getting married, obviously. Now stop calling me.”
•••
“I now pronounce you officially husband and wife, you may kiss your bride.”
These are the words that he’s been dying to hear for the longest time and as soon as the officiant says the sentence, Jungkook immediately takes one steps ahead and pulls you into his chest by your waist.
He lifts your veil up and the crowd goes silent, in anticipation for the first kiss, they’re all watching but he doesn’t feel the weight of their gazes.
All he can focus is on you.
And he grabs your face, caresses your glowy cheek and crashes his lips onto yours in a searing passionate kiss.
Cheers erupt in the large venue but he’s too lost in the moment of your first kiss as husband and wife.
Now you belong to him forever, and even beyond that.
You truly are the yin to his Yang.
You always were, and you always will be.
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cupidastrology · 1 year ago
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hi honeyy!! how you doin?? 💗😽👸🏻🍾🪿🫧
soo, i’ve seen your asteroid groom observations and i wanted to ask you what does asteroid groom in the 10th house in cancer (13 degree 😭) means? 🏹💭
also i have Venus and mercury there so yeah, and my seventh house ruled by Jupiter (Jupiter in the 2nd, Scorpio)
love you sooo much saying that for real also girl your observations about Aphrodite and groom is insane 🫡🤭 yeah thank you darling have a good one 😘🤍👸🏻
asteroid groom in cancer ♋︎ in the 10th at 13 degrees
you may have a partner wanting to wed you in ways that make you feel comfortable. there is a sense of powerful care and understanding in this position due to the cancer ♋︎ sign affiliation. you may have a groom that wants all sides of the wedding to be taken care of, or heavily homemade. family and members that are seen to be family will be of importance. proving themselves to be the one for you is also another feat of having this position.
the 10th house shows this wedding or mainly this groom will want a large familial wedding that promises a forever. it will be completely surrounded by the roots of how you and they were raised. lots of feminine involvement that may include mothers and aunts that will want to lavish the groom and you with many fortunes.
having her planetary involvements such as venus ︎ ♀︎ and mercury create higher chances of the groom being so beautiful and almost as if they are a walking, intelligent, aesthetic. aesthetic term is brought here due to venus ︎ ♀︎ involvement while mercury ☿ signifies that your groom is highly caring in the way they want to engage to you.
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