#ask thingy sorry got a bit carried away...

[mj0702]

The other Bronze – Part 14

For Lunatic... I hope you're doing better and I hope you read this and find some comfort in it - mom and dad love you to the most and back Lunatic ♥️♥️

Sarina parked it just a little bit away from the hotel and turned in her seat to look at you

“We still need to talk Liefje” Sarina said sternly pulling you back into the car

“Don't worry – I found a weak link” you said happily

“Not what I was thinking about but.. good job” the dutch said “.. Leah said you tried to kill yourself – I want to know why”

“Seriously... I swear that was a one time thing and I'm better now” you said upset

“Not what I asked... I want to know WHY” the blonde stayed stricter

“I... I felt so alone... Lucy was gone... Keira just moved to Barcelona.... I mean the girls a great but... they're not Luce or Kei... somehow me stupid brain convinced me that they left and broke up because of me... and that they wouldn't care if I was around or not... so I got some pills from grandmas cabinet and just took them all...” you said not looking at the dutch

“... and then?” Sarina said lowly

“... I got scared... like... I suddenly knew that it was a mistake... so I wanted to call Hempo but I clicked the wrong number... got Leila on the phone.. I didn't knew her very well just in passing – but she came... she asked me where I am after I cried into the phone that I'm scared. I even called her Laurie... you know... she didn't KNOW me – but she came...and before I knew it I threw up... I'm basically still alive because of her... Lei then called Hempo... mills turned from that moment....” you recapped the night it all happened

“But why Liefje.... you know you could always come to me – or to one of us” Sarina tried again to understand you

“I can't tell you why Mama Rina.... I don't know... I just felt so alone... but I swear I never ever thought about it again” you stressed out

“If you EVER feel the need to do something like that again I want you to call me” the blonde took your hand strongly and with her second hand she made you look at her “Okay?”

“Okay... I promise...” you nodded lightly

“Good... so... that weak link....” Sarina smiled slightly

“Now or after dinner? Because I AM kind of hungry” you look embarrassed

Sarina laughed out loud but nodded anyway

“Of course Liefje... come on now” she laughed as the two of you exit the car

The dutch laid her arm around your shoulders pulling you into her side as the two of you walked the short distance to the Hotel. You laid your head on her shoulder enjoying the rare moment of peace you get with the head coach.

“Hey... hey y/n... we saved you a seat!!!!” you heard Tooney before you saw her

“Go” Sarina smiled lovingly as she released you from her hold

You sprinted over to the table quickly sliding into the chair between Less and Tooney before Keira or Leah could grab you. You sat opposite to your girlfriend sending her a small smile knowing Lucy was watching you two with hawk eyes. Suddenly you felt your chair being pulled back a little bit. You squeaked surprised as you felt the chair being lifted.

“You really think I would let you sit at the kids table??” you heard Keira as you looked up you saw Millie and Mary holding the sides of your chair about a foot in the air

“Sorry BB” Millie smiled apologetic “She has dirt on me”

“You can't be serious” you exclaimed trying to slip off the chair

“You will get the same food at my table” Keira said dry as she nodded her head and Millie and Mary started to carry you (chair included) over to the grown up table and dispose you next to your sister while Keira sat down to your other side

“I don't wanna sit here” you whined “This table is boring”

“Excuse me? Do I look like I care? The last time you three sat next to each other you got us kicked out of a restaurant” Keira said nonchalantly

“It was NOT our fault that the flame thingy fell over and set the table on fire” you said upset

“You prodded it the whole time even after I told you to leave it alone” Keira now growled

“I found it fascinating.. the flame was blue” you said ashamed

“Give up Bubs... you stuck with us for tonight” Lucy now sighed “She won't let you go back”

“You can overrule her... sister tops...” you said hopefully

“Oh Bitsy... your sister tops absolutely nothing” Keira smiled sweetly as she lightly slapped your cheek “Now eat”

You looked down on your plate and pulled a disgusted face

“What's that?” you prodded at your food

“Chicken” Keira said as she started to eat

“THAT is not chicken...” you pointed at the light hill on your plate

“That's the rice with sauce” Keira rolled her eyes “That is the chicken” she said as she pushed the rice a little aside

“And that green stuff... I don't do green stuff..” you argued again choosing the difficult route today – she wanted a kid. She'll get a kid.

“Spinach” Leah now answered as her best had her mouth full

“Ew no... not eating that” you huffed leaned back in your chair crossing your arms in front of your chest

“Suit yourself... go to bed hungry” Keira shrugged her shoulders “If you ever THINK of throwing a fit later because you're hungry you and I will have a private talk and you know these never end good for you”

“I want food... not... that” you pouted and whined

“Bitsy come on... you're not three... just eat” Keira said and you heard that she's about to lose her last nerve with you

Still you shake your head not moving towards the plate again

“Bubs come on... you haven't eaten since breakfast” Lucy now tried the nice approach – good cop, bad cop “You must be hungry”

“I AM... but I want something tasty” you whined

“It's very tasty... just try it... for me?” your sister spoke softly smiling hopefully.

“Hey Pumpkin... you interested in a deal?” now Beth interrupted the interaction knowing how important it was to get some food into you

“Listening” you answered and glanced at her

“Two forks equals one stroopwaffle... if you finish your plate – spinach included a whole extra pack” Meado smiled encouraging

“One fork one waffle” you shot back

“No can do... two for one...” Beth leaned back in her chair grinning

“Two extras at final whistle then” you tried your luck again

“I'll give you two extras if you eat your salad too” the brown haired woman smirked

“Okay now you're pushing it” you huffed out

“Two for one and an extra if you finish the plate” Meado leaned forward extending her hand.

“Two extras” you said seriously

“Nope... no deal” Beth said as she pulled her hand back

“Okay okay... two for one and one extra” you said quickly nearly jumping on the table to grab Beth hand “but from the good shop in Amsterdam”

“Deal” Meado grinned as she saw Keira mouthing a “thank you” towards her

You recutlanty started to pick up some rice and chicken with your fork. Everyone at the table knew you were a picky eater. Always have been and always will be – but if you had found something you liked you would eat like a harvester. But also you would go days without actual food if there was nothing you would find interesting. You carefully brought the fork to your lips just to feel the usual knot in your stomach putting the silverware down quickly

“No... sorry... can't do it” you said as you quickly stood up basically fleeing the table and the room.

Everyone looked after you confused. The first one who reacted was in fact Georgia as she pushed her chair back with such a force that it fell over backwards running after you. Lucy tried to run after the two of you but got stopped by Keiras hand on her arm

“Leave them...” the blonde said softly

“But what if...” Lucy tried

“If what...” Leah asked now

“If G takes advantage of her state – we know how fragile she is at the moment” your sister said a little stressed

“Excuse me?” Keira said shocked “That's G we're talking about – you know damn well this girl has a heart of gold and as big as five field... and she's not the brightest sometimes... she doesn't even know what it means to take advantage of someone”

“I'm just....” your sister defended herself

“I know... but you need to let her grow up... it's not easy for me either but let her be Luce” Keira said softly

You quickly sprinted outside the hotel actually jumping over some luggage which was standing around from guests just checking in. Once outside you looked around frantically as you saw the next best bush. You quickly got over there and just started to throw up. This was how your girlfriend found you. Hunched over a bush heaving loudly. Wordless she stood next to you rubbing small soothing circles on your back offering silent support. After a few minutes you got yourself up right again and leaned backwards against the wall

“What happened” G asked keeping her voice down

“Just got too much” you mumbled closing your eyes “Thank you”

“For what?” Georgia asked confused

“Coming after me...” you murmured suddenly feeling tired and exhausted

“I'll always come after you – and if I have to run to the end of the world” your girlfriend answered whispering as she both manoeuvred you into a sitting position

“Sap” you smiled with your eyes closed but leaning against her “We probably shouldn't be so close – what if fans see?”

“Let them... don't care” your girlfriend mumbled back “only care about you right now”

“You would...” you started

“Don't care... you're important to me, you know?” she interrupted you quickly knowing where this conversation would go if she'd let you go on

“You're important to me too G...” you said serious “... that's why we need to talk”

“Are you breaking up with me?” Georgia asked and you heard the panic in her voice

“No... no... but you might want to break up with me after that talk” you mumbled

“Did... did something happened... with someone... in Barcelona?” your girlfriend asked unsure

“Yes... that too... but not like you think” you sighed knowing you can't push that conversation further away anymore “But you need to promise me to let me finish and not interrupt me”

“Okay...” Georgia said carefully

You took a deep breath before you started to talk

“I'm telling you this because you are so SO important to me – not even Kei knows this... or god forbid Lucy... did I ever tell you why Leila and I are so close?” you looked at her and G shook her head before you continued “She saved me G... literally... she saved my life... two years ago, when Kei moved to Spain too... I felt so alone... I know Toons was there... and Less... and Leah... and all of them... but in the same time no one was there... it was bad enough to lose Lucy to Spain.. But I still had Keira... but when she moved too – it broke me G... I know she had to for her career... and I would never ever blame her for what happened but it broke me. I had no one to go to – I was still laborating on my ACL and I didn't know what to do. I fell G and I fell hard. I was rock bottom and I didn't know how to get back on top again...” you started to feel the tears threatening to fall “... so I got all the pills my mom had in her cabinet threw them all in a bag mixed them up and just took a handful... and suddenly I got so SO scared... the sensible part of my brain asked me if I'm bloody serious to choose the easy way out. Out of panic I wanted to call Hempo of all people – you know how she would react in a situation like that. She would panic herself. But she was the nearest to where I was. I pressed the wrong contact and Leila answered the call. Don't know why but she did. I didn't even realized my mistake and just started sobbing into the phone what I just did and that I'm scared and where I am and to please help me”

You were full on crying now. Not the loud outgoing cry, just silently as your tears run down your cheeks onto falling onto your shirt

“I don't know how much time went past but suddenly I got yanked up from the bench I was sitting on and the person just bend me over and made me throw up.... wasn't the nicest thing in the world. After I came by a little more I realized Leila was the one holding me bend over asking me if I think that it was all of it or if there's some left in my stomach because she WILL shove her fingers down my throat again if she had to... told her I think that everything is out and she basically carried me to her car. She told me she's going to get me into hospital and who she should call. Told her Hempo – I knew the chain would work its way to Leah. Leila got me to the Hospital told them what happened and they took care of me. When I woke up the next morning Leah and Meado were sitting next to my bed. Leah looked like death heated over twice. Meado wasn't far behind. I felt so guilty that I started crying . Woke them both up with my sobbing. Leah informed me that they'll take me back with them – already talked to my mom and dad about it. She also told me that they told them it's because she thinks a change of scenery would benefit me – dad agreed knowing how hard I took Lucys moving. Went back to London with them and god – Leah can be worse than a jail guard... I went to therapy... three times a week... it was always Leah or Beth picking me up afterwards... until it was Millie and somehow with Millie I just broke down. I held it together for Lee and Meado... but Millie with her calm persona and just being there – I think I cried for hours. Woke up in Meados guestroom... was the first time I met Viv officially as the girlfriend. It got better after that day – really better. Leah basically held me hostage for another six month – she even made me join her at the Arsefacility for light workouts. Let me tell you they have all that great stuff in their gym and still are shit” you smiled through your tears keeping your eyes fixed straight ahead staring into nothing so you didn't see your girlfriend crying too “ … and then a few days in Barcelona I had a full blown anxiety attack because Mapí played a ball wrong and it came at me. I got it under control played it back to Kei before even realizing what I was doing and then all of them were looking at me like I just scored a World cup winner... got to much and everyone of them saw.. I tell you because I know Sarina wants a friendly against Spain end to camp – when she announces it you act surprised – and they will ask if everything is okay... because that's how they are... It was weird at the begin...”

Suddenly your conversation got roughly interrupted by your sister who pulled G up by her shirt away from you already started yelling at her. You got scared for a second before you quickly jumped to your feet going after your sister who had your girlfriend pinned to the wall by now. Georgia was white her eyes wide as Lucy kept yelling at her

“What have you done Stanway??? I listened to Keira and let YOU go after her to find her crying her eyes out” your sister yelled in Georgias face pushing her harder against the wall

“Lucy please... it wasn't her” you begged your sister tugging on her arm “it wasn't her and it's not because of her... Luce please”

But it was no use since Lucy just saw red. She just came out to check on you knowing you always need air when you feel trapped. What she saw broke her heart and made her blood boil. She saw you crying and your girlfriend just sitting next to you doing nothing. It was irrational she knew but she swore to protect you and if it costed it the place on the national team than she would pay that price but she won't let anyone hurt you.

“Lucy.... please” you tried again as fresh tears sprung to your eyes and again your plea fell to deaf ears as your sister continued to ignore you in favor of yelling at your girlfriend

So you looked around for help and spotted Keira and Leah at the elevators on the other side of the lobby. You quickly ran over to the doors who opened and yelled through the hotel lobby

“Keira!!!” you hoped to get her attention. Your voice must have sounded so distressed that Keira turned around quickly – Leah following suit and she spotted you standing in the automatic door “Help” you said louder but not yelling level.

Keira took off towards you before you could turn around Leah hot on her heels as you went over and tried to get Lucy off Georgia again. Keira and Leah came exit the hotel and quickly saw what brought you to such distress. They immediately got into action mode pushing themselves between Lucy and Gs bodies. You were still trying to tug your sisters arm off Georgias shirt. Thank god Keira and Leah were much more successful (perks of knowing how to separate players from experience) and quickly got your sister and girlfriend separated. You immediately went over to your girlfriend who was still rooted in place shock and fright clear on her face.

“You okay?” you asked lowly “She didn't hurt you did she?”

“Just shaken up... didn't see that coming” Georgia said back lightly shaking

You let Keira and Leah deal with Lucy while you checked your girlfriend over once more needing to make sure she really was not injured. After you were satisfied with your check you turned around seeing Keira poking Lucys chest furiously on the other side of the entrance. Leah stood nearly in the middle of the two parties having an eye on both sides. She met your eye and you let her know that everything was okay and even tho G was shaken up she was not injured. At the way Keira was now waving her hands around and your sister looking ashamed and guilty you knew Kei was pissed and Lucy was at the receiving end. You saw Leah coming over to you and stepped into your field of vision

“Are you okay?” the captain asked concerned

“Yeah... just... got a little scared... don't know what got into her” you mumbled

“Keira is sorting it out right now” Leah said lowly “You okay G?”

“Yeah...” your girlfriend nodded slightly

“You want to report it to Sarina? Or want me to tell her?” Leah asked seriously “You're calling it G... I don't know what happened but I know you didn't provoke her so Lucy laying her hands on you...”

“No...” your girlfriend interrupted her friend “... I just want to talk to her... alone”

“Are you sure G?” Leah asked again

“Yes I'm sure...” Georgia nodded again “... I don't want her thrown of the team Lee... I just want to know why”

“Your call G...” Leah sighed and called over “Kei... lets go” before looking at you “You come with us”

“Da Fuck I will” you said stubborn

“Babe it's okay... let me sort this out okay...” your girlfriend said calmly

“I swear Lucy... if you even as much as look at her the wrong way I will end you” you sneered as you passed your sister getting pulled along by Leah

You don't know how much time passed as you watched through the big glass windows as your girlfriend and sister having a talk outside the hotel with you inside the lobby

“Calm down Bitsy...” Keira said as she pulled you into her side “... G's a big girl... she can handle it”

“I know... but Kei... Luce basically attacked her with no reason” you huffed but let Keira comfort you a little bit

“I know it sounds like a cheap excuse but... she just got scared about your well-being... I KNOW you are also a big girl Bitsy... but you'll always be her little girl... she's trying Bitsy... but seeing you cry made her snap” the blonde mumbled as she pulled you closer

“But it wasn't because of G... I told her what happened in Barcelona and I couldn't stop the tears... G had nothing to do with it” you said as fresh tears starting to form in your eyes “and she didn't listen... Lucy didn't listen to me... I can't do this Kei... I can't have my sister and my girlfriend fighting... or my sister fighting my girlfriend – she needs to stop”

“She will Bitsy... it just takes some time for her to come to terms with it... she's not good with change either – where do you think you got it from?” Keira smiled slightly

After what seemed like forever in your mind you got surprised as you saw your sister and girlfriend hugging. Not an awkward hug. It was a full on bear hug. Like the hugs you only accept from a few people in your life – full of love and unspoken promises. You watched as they parted again but Lucy kept her arm around Gs shoulders as they walked back into the lobby stopping right in front of Keira and you

“You two dating now?” you asked raising an eyebrow

“Yeah about that babe...” Georgia smirked playing along

“It's fine... I'll just take your best friend then...” you waved off starting to grin

“Does Leah know about this?” Keira now asked faking confusion

“Not talking about Leah” you smirked as you pressed yourself further into the blonde

“That... looks so wrong” Lucy looked horrified

“YOU asked me if it was Keira!!” you exclaimed accusingly

“and THAT was a genuine mistake...” your sister defended herself quickly “... but you made it looked like it was!”

“I was just wearing her shorts!!!” you bantered back

“What in our world means that you're basically engaged!!!” Luce fired back

“Where's my ring?” you turned to Keira expectantly raising your eyebrow again

“EXCUSE ME?!” Georgia exclaimed fake shocked “You're engaged and making moves on me?? Keira I swear I didn't know”

“Meeh... it's alright G... thought I give her the chance to get it out of her system before tying her down... because that's over then... and she was drooling over you for a long time” Keira waved off before all of you bursted out laughing

“Luce...” you said getting serious again “... you can't do that... you can't freak out like that again”

“I know... I'm sorry Bubs... It's just...” your sister tried to explain but couldn't find the right words so Keira helped her out

“It's not easy for us Bitsy... we love you so much and even if we KNOW that G would never ever hurt you – seeing you cry is hard for us” the blonde said as she started to scratch the back of your neck lightly “.... we went through so much together that we just want to protect you – and again... we know that that one wouldn't hurt you on purpose but still... seeing you crying and in distress just flips a switch... the difference is that I have WAY more self-control than your sister” Keira explained quietly

“I'll never hurt her I promise” G said quickly her eyes wide

“I know G... I know you'll never hurt her on purpose but there will be hurt... because that's how a relationship works – it's not always sunshine and rainbows... you both have to work for it and you have to communicate” Keira said serious “We'll always be there to support you and if you want give advice – you're both young and we know what it's like to be separated for some time...”

“Thanks Kei” you mumbled into her shoulder

“Always Bitsy...” she smiled as she pressed a kiss to your forehead “And G”

“Yeah?” your girlfriend asked weary

“For god sakes... grow some balls and defend your girl” Keira said sternly “Lucy can take some bollocking – because that will be something she has to deal with when we're back in Spain anyway”

“I have to what?” your sister asked horrified knowing Keira doesn't fuck about

“We'll have a talk when we're back... just you and me... in private” the blonde informed your sister who shrunk back a little under the intense stare of her ex-girlfriend

“Uuuuhhh... someone is in troooouuuble” you sing-songed snickering

“You want to be added to the list?” Keira raised her eyebrow looking down at you

“Yeah no thank you” you quickly said sheepishly

“Thought so... now off you go... it's late and it was an eventful day – I can see and feel the exhaustion from you” the blonde scoffed before pushing you off her slightly

“Luce” you whined and your sister immediately turned around to give you a piggy back ride

You unceremoniously climbed on her back letting her carry you to the elevator getting you to your room while Keira and G stayed behind

“I'm sorry for what happened G” Keira started

“It's okay Kei...” Georgia waved off

“No it's not G... it's not okay what Lucy did” the blonde interrupted her best friend quickly “... she shouldn't have reacted that way... and I promise you it'll never happen again I make sure of it... but I want you to understand that Bitsy is her everything – Lucy wouldn't think twice to jump in front of a truck for her... both of us wouldn't think twice but Lucy would be quicker. She went through so much and never actually talked about it or grieved you know – when she got the news of it being her ACL again and this time she's forced to stop playing... she just... sat there” Keira said remembering the day as if it happened yesterday “... she just sat there – 13 years old... blank face... shrugging her shoulders – Lucy and I kept it together until we were home and then first Lucy broke and then me... but her... she just – I don't want to say accepted it but she just bottled it up... she lost her spark that day – and slowly it's coming back... you are the reason for that G... you don't know it but you help her heal more than Lucy and I could in the last three years”

“I... didn't do anything” your girlfriend said confused

“You treat her right G... and that's enough for her” Keira smiled slightly

“I nearly didn't... you know... if it wasn't for her stubbornness” Georgia admitted shyly

“What do you mean? And yes... everyone with the name Bronze is stubborn as fuck” the blonde said rolling her eyes

“She kissed me you know... after the Euros... I was... drunk... but sober enough to kinda realize what’s happening... I pulled her outside the locker room and told her this can't happen..” your girlfriend explained to her best friend “... I told her she's too young and this isn't what she wants... she told me she may be young but she definitely knows what she wants... and that's me... she was so adamant... but I pushed her away a few time... until she showed up at me apartment in Munich – god only knows where she got the info from where I live – and just TOLD me that she won't accept me saying “no” anymore and she'll definitely won't let me run away and hide anymore... my whole self-control broke that moment....”

“So you did have sex with her before her birthday... because that's what she told Luce... that you waited till her birthday” Keira questioned

“No... god no... I didn't touch her that way before her birthday... I swear Kei... I mean there were some moments where it nearly got to that point but I stopped... I SWEAR K...” Georgia said quickly

“G... even if you did have sex with her before... it's in the past and nothing can change it... I know how the Bronze women can be... once they have something set their mind on it takes an army to get them to get them off the rails... it doesn't matter if it's Lucy or Bitsy or Sophie or Diane...” Keira smiled “... you will experience that in future a few times – and I wish you good luck and already feel sorry for you at the same time... but what Luce did earlier is still not okay”

“We talked it out K... I swear it's okay... she promised to hold back” your girlfriend assured

“You could talk to Sarina...” Keira said but this time Georgia interrupted her

“No... she apologized we talked it out... done and dusted... I understand her Kei... I really do... because if I see someone making me girlfriend cry I would snap too” your girlfriend waved off

“Great...” Keira mumbled “... another one I have to keep an eye on... the next time I get asked what I would do if I don't play professionally football anymore I say “zookeeper”... got plenty of experience in keeping wild animals under control”

Georgia burst out laughing and offered her best friend her hand to pull her off the couch. Keira accepted the hand gladly and let G pull her into a standing position.

“You're getting old Walsh” Georgia teased when Keira groaned getting pulled into an upright position

“No... I'm just over the whole shite” Keira grumbled as she turned around to leave

“Love you Walsh” G yelled after her

“Love you Stanway” Keira yelled back making Georgia smile

Lucy noticed you were asleep before you two even made it to your room. The way your head slowly sank deeper onto her shoulder was a clear indicator – as well as your light snoring and the occasional smacking of your lips. Your sister “knocked” on the door using her foot adjusting her hold on you. LJ opened annoyed but perked up immediately when she saw Lucy

“Yeah?” LJ asked

“Just here to deliver Bubs...” Lucy said being a little icy towards the younger player

“Oh... okay” LJ said stepping aside letting Lucy in

Your sister disposed you carefully and with practical ease on the bed and started to pull your socks and trousers off your legs

“She's 16... I think she's capable of undressing herself” LJ bit a little too harsh which caused Lucy to narrow her eyes at her teammate

“I am aware... but I also know her... look LJ... I don't know what your twos problem is but when it comes down to it – she's my baby sister... and whoever hurts her better makes his last will because I won't have it...” Lucy said seriously as she made sure your scars were covered quickly

“Lucy... I know that okay... and yes we're not really friends anymore” LJ started and Lucy snorted “... but I think we can be civil with each other.. I mean you and me know she swapped my cleats and I did nothing to her did I now”

“I really like you as a person and a player LJ...” Lucy sighed before pressing a kiss to your head “... but again.. she's my baby sister”

“We will figure it out” LJ said and if you weren't asleep you would've bursted out laughing – because from your side there was no “figuring it out”

“Morning” you greeted Meado at the elevators the next morning

“Morning pumpkin” Beth greeted back giving you a once over “You okay?”

“Gettin there... need coffee” you said slowly clearly still half asleep as you felt Meado putting her arm over your shoulders pulling you into her side

“Pumpkin I know you don't want to hear it but I need you to eat something too okay... I know you can go longer than 24 without food but it's not healthy” Beth said a little concern in her voice.

She as well haven't forgotten what happened two years ago. How Leah called her full on sobbing that she needs to get to Manchester as quick as possible but she can't go on her own because she probably would crash the car. Of course Beth immediately was on board picking Leah up not even 15 Minutes later. Leah was an emotional mess. Meado actually didn't find out what happened until there were about 30 Minutes out of Manchester. And when Leah finally told her – Beth nearly lost control over the car. So yes – your well-being also was important to her.

“Yeah I know... yesterday was just...” you started ashamed

“... emotional... I know...” Meado finished for you smiling slightly

“Morning” you heard suddenly as Keira stood behind the two of you

“Morning Kei” Meado said happily while you just grunt in response

“Come here Bitsy” Keira said lovingly opening her arms knowing you always need longer and more importantly physical contact in the mornings

The elevator arrived and all three of you entered it to go down to breakfast. One floor down Millie and Rach entered the elevator and you immediately whined for Millie to carry you. As usual you had everyone wrapped around your finger and so it happened that you got carried to the breakfast room where surprisingly Sarina waited for you with a coffee in your hand

“We need to talk, Liefje” the dutch said you still clutched to Millies back pushing the mug into your hands “So ex that and with me”

“What did you do to make the big boss angry?” Millie asked confused as she set you down looking after Sarina who was just leaving

“You're guess is as good as mine” you shrugged your shoulders downing the coffee shuffling after the dutch into an empty meeting room

“What can I do for you great masteress of lionesses?” you tried to lighten the mood

“What happened yesterday?” Sarina came straight to the point looking at you expectantly

“Huh?” you looked at her confused

“Why were two of my best players at each other throats AGAIN yesterday after dinner?” the dutch said and you knew not to fuck about

“There was a misunderstanding” you said carefully

“Elaborate” Sarina said seriously and you noticed she's getting angry

“I told G about what happened... two years ago... and in Barcelona... because I wanted to be honest with her... I started crying... I didn't even noticed I was crying... and suddenly Lucy was there having a go at G... but Kei and Leah took care of it” you spilled immediately trying to low the blow

“Okay... okay...” the dutch sighed out massaging her temples

“I didn't mean too” you said quickly feeling incredibly guilty

“It's not your fault... but I need to talk to both of them... this can't go on” Sarina said seriously “I can't have my squad fighting each other”

“I know” you sighed ashamed “... I don't know what's going on with Lucy... because G did nothing and Luce is constantly out for her...”

“Your sister is protective, Liefje” Sarina said softly “And it's hard for her to see you dating”

“But... I'm not a baby anymore” you said desperately

“Liefje... you were with her your whole life – there were rumours that you are her daughter instead of her sister” the dutch chuckled

“Ugh” you gagged slightly

“I want something else from you” Sarina now leaned against the big table

“Ehrm... I feel honoured but... Ehrm... you are a little to... experienced for me Mama Rina” you stuttered scratching the back of your neck

“Dear god kiddo... it's not all about sex in life...” the dutch rolled her eyes “... I want you to come up with a exercise for training – teamwork and communication”

“Why are you including me so much...” you asked a little confused

“Because I know how great you can be – you always sell yourself short... I want you to realize how amazing you are and live it” Sarina said softly “... and I want to inform you that we indeed have a friendly against Spain in 10 days”

“Yes... I really want to face them” you said happily “... I really want Less and Toons to meet Mapí”

“Liefje... I will put you on a leash you if you plan on doing something stupid” the dutch pointed her finger at you

“I just want to.... cultivate international relations...” you said carefully

“You want to cause trouble – I will talk to Lucy about your harness... what was the name?” Sarina waved off

“Bronzo” you murmured defeated

“Ah yes... now... I want you to come up with an exercise and a strategy for the game against Spain” the dutch said and you know your little “meeting” was over

“Yes Mama Rina” you sighed already thinking about different drills

“Oh and y/n?” Sarina held you back as you were about to leave

“Yes?” you looked up a little shocked

“Send your sister and girlfriend in” the dutch smirked and winked at you

“Will do” you smiled widely “With pleasure”

“BRONZE!!! STANWAY!!” you yelled when you entered the breakfast room and all heads snap towards you

“Big Bossies wants to talk to you” you nodded towards the meeting room

Both your sisters and your girlfriends face went white as they stood up walking slowly past you with Georgia stopping shortly

“Are we out?” G whispered lowly

“Don't think so... but I can't say for sure” you whispered back grabbing her hand and squeezing it encouraging

“If that's the case I'll still be around – we can invade Leahs apartment” Georgia smiled lightly but you saw right through it

“She won't kick you out.. she'll kick your ass and that's it... she knows it's not you who causes trouble... it's Luce” you leaned up quickly pressing a kiss to your girlfriends cheek

“STANWAY!!” now Sarina yelled down the corridor

Georgia quickly let go of your hand and ran down the corridor.

“They're in trouble?” Keira asked you as you plopped down in the chair next to her inspecting Keiras plate who immediately pushed it towards you

“Yeah.... somehow Sarina knows about yesterday” you mumbled “... hey Kei?”

“Yes Bitsy?” the blonde smiled at you

“Can I have eggs?” you asked embarrassed

“Of course Bitsy.. why do you ask?” Keira looked at you confused

“Don't know.... just feel like it” you shrugged your shoulders

“Come on Bits... let's get you some breeki hm?” the blonde smiled encouraging and pulled you out of your chair leading you over to the buffet

“Take whatever you want Bitsy.... just... don't load your plate Bronze style” Keira smiled as you went over all the option

“Eggs... bacon...” you mumbled to yourself

“Something healthy” Keira threw in

“Guac....” you mumbled deep in thoughts “Uuuuhhh.... donuts”

“No” Keira smiled sweetly

“But” you whined childish

“No Bitsy... take some fruit and we're good” the blonde grinned

“But you said whatever I want” you whined again

“No donuts... you didn't do anything today what would justify a donut” Keira said and you knew you lost the donut for good

You sighed heavy and took an apple from the fruit basket

“Uuuuhhh... mom put her foot down” Rachel laughed as you passed they're table

Keira pushed you to walk on when she noticed you wanted to start arguing with the blonde and lead you back to your table. After you sat down you looked down on your plate with the apple next to it. You picked up the apple looked at it for a second before throwing it towards Rachel hitting her straight in the back of the head which caused the whole table (especially Millie) to interrupt in loud laughter and Rachel to swear loudly. Keira scolded you lightly but smiled nonetheless

Lucy, Georgia and Sarina entered the room. The two players looked like drowned puppies while the Head coach smiled satisfied. Georgia immediately took a detour towards Tooneys and Less table which caused you to frown. Lucy sat down opposite to you and you watched her closely

“All good?” you asked

“All good” your sister answered before continuing to eat

“Okay Girls... this was a really good training so far” Sarina yelled over the field clapping her hands

“Our new addition here” she pulled you next to and in to a hug “will have the honour for the last exercise of the day”

All Lionesses looked at you expectantly and you suddenly felt a little shy

“I didn't agree to your offer” you mumbled shyly

“You will” Sarina smiled happily “I'm pretty positive about it – now go and show them what you got”

“Okay Ladies... and Lucy” you said loudly grinning after the little pep talk

“Hey!!” your sister exclaimed annoyed as the team began to chuckle

“Listen up... we're playing Hungry Hippo” you clapped your hands and Rachel “woohooed” loudly

“For everyone who doesn't know Hungry Hippo... it's simple... teams of three each... every team gets four balls... you have to defend your balls and also have to steal the balls of the other teams... team who is out of eggs first runs laps until the game is over” you explained quickly

“What's the goal of the game?” Niamh asked

“Goal of the game is to get all the balls in one “nest”... the goal of the exercise is teamwork and communication... you need to work together and communicate with each other” you explained “And before you ask... I put the teams together”

“Aaaawww maaaaan” you heard Less groan

“Walsh, Stanway, James” you rattled off ignoring one of your best friends

“Russo, Williamson, Toone” you smirked knowing you just got Leah back for the rooming incident

“WHAT??” the capitan exclaimed shocked

“YES!!” Tooney and Less high-fived

“Daly, Bright, Mearps” you continued and split all the players into teams

“Really?” Sarina asked under her breath but loud enough that you could hear her “Walsh, Stanway and James?”

“Kei and G are pissed at James – rightfully so but still need to learn to keep it off the pitch” you mumbled back

“Genius move – I need you in my team” Sarina smiled

“And you will.. I want Jill Scott as my guardian” you said off handy

“Done” the dutch answered quickly and smiled widely

“And we will talk about numbers... I want a good salary” you smirked at her

“You haven't even seen the contract and already start hackling?” Sarina laughed

“I saw Lucys contracts over the years... they were shit..” you pointed out

“We'll talk about it later... now let them run” the blonde dutch smiled and you grabbed her whistle successfully pulling the short woman closer to you and blew that whistle hard

Immediately there interrupted chaos on the field and you couldn't help but laugh loudly when Lucy rugby tackled Rachel to the ground who tried to steal a ball from your sisters nest. The little game continued for some while – for a hot second it looked like Keiras team was loosing since they did everything than communicating with each other but the recovered quickly and got some balls back. You also saw how different the teams approach their tactics to defend and retrieve. Team Bright for example had Mearps AND Bright on defending egg duty while Rach zipped around stealing balls. Lucys team had only Lucy for defence and Lotte and Meado for retrieval. It was honestly too funny and you turned around to the media team

“Oi edits.... get some footage of that... fans will love it” you laughed as they quickly scramble to get some of the chaos on video

“Hey.... hey you” you shouted over to a guy who stood there a little lost and when he turned towards you you waved him over

“What's your job here?” you asked but still keeping an eye on the field

“I'm... a trainee” the dirty blonde said shyly

“Okay... perfect... go get coffee for the big boss and myself.... she takes it black like her soul – strong... basically like oil... I want a latte” you said smiling

“Where do I find coffee?” the young bloke said getting even more shy

“In the meeting rooms should be coffee machines.... just... take some from there” you looked a little unsure yourself “Oh... and what's your name?”

“Finney... friends call me Finn” he now smiled getting a little more comfortable talking to you

“Yeah no.... I'll just call you Fren... we're Frens now” you waved off “everyone who brings me coffee is a Fren”

“Okay... I promise I bring the best coffee I can find” he smiled before sprinting off

“Already abusing your status I see” Sarina smirked next to you

“Don't tell me you had enough time this morning to actually fulfil your caffeine fix” you said rolling your eyes

“Of course I didn't... I had to put your sister and girlfriend through the wringer AND put them on probation.... I was THIS close to put them on the naughty step” the dutch mumbled annoyed

“I would have paid to see that” you bursted out laughing “OI STANWAY.... STOP PULLING LOTTES PANTS DOWN!!!!”

“JEALOUS???” Lotte yelled back holding onto her shorts for dear life with Georgia hanging on the hem of them shorts trying to pull them down once again

“Not at all” you yelled back laughing at their antics “She already knows how comfortable the couch is...”

You saw a few seconds later how team “Two best idiots + Leah” lost their last ball and you grabbed Sarinas whistle (and Sarina) again whistling loudly. All Lionesses froze in their place and you grinned

“I really enjoy this” you said loudly smirking evilly “... Capitan oh Capitan....” you said dramatically “... your team is the first loosing all their Hippo eggs... so... you and your mates.... off you scramble... laps until the game is over”

“You can't do that” Leah growled knowing fully well you actually can make her run

“Oh but I can... I said beforehand the first team without Hippo eggs will run laps, Williamson” you smirked enjoying having the upper hand for once extremly “... sooooo... run”

Less and Tooney already jogging away from you knowing they wouldn't get out of it anyway so they just accepted their fate. Leah on the other hand was adamant to prove a point now looking at Sarina

“She can't do that” Leah said sounding a little like a small child

“She can... I gave her the task of finding a exercise for teamwork and communication – which she did – and I authorized it.... she said before you all started what will happen and you lost.... get going Leah...” Sarina said calmly knowing when to back you up and when you can defend yourself

Leah started to jog away still mumbling and growling under her breath

“Thank you Mama Rina...” you mumbled as you accepted your coffee from Finn

“No need Liefje... you were in the right and just because Leah wants to pull the capitan card doesn't mean she can do that all the time” the dutch said softly also accepting her coffee from the young lad.

The leftover players on the field were still looking at you expectantly and you realized you didn't restart the game

“Sorry guys” you smiled embarrassed

“Wait...” Grace (Clinton) said quickly before you were able to blew the whistle again

“Yeah Hillary?” you looked at her smirking

“First... please don't....” she sighed “second... what does the winner get?”

“Oh... winner gets the afternoon off – and gets a cheat meal extra” you smiled shrugging your shoulders

“Excuse me?? I didn't agree to that” Sarina exclaimed surprised

“Yeah well... I just thought of that” you looked at her apologetic

“The things I let slide with you” the dutch rolled her eyes and waved her hand for you to continue

“Love you Mama Rina” you smiled pressing a soft kiss to her cheek

“Yeah yeah” the blonde murmured but a smile tugged on the edge of her lips

You blew the whistle again and immediately there interrupted chaos again – the game ended with a tie (you were made to stop it by Sarina) between Team Walsh and Team Bronze. Which surprised everyone – especially you but you did internally congratulate yourself for fulfilling the task of brining the team closer together.

The Bus ride was mostly quiet except for Georgia and Esme (who was on Lucys team) discussing rather loudly what they would have as their cheat meal with Rachel throwing in Gs direction

“Little Bronze doesn't count you know... you can eat her as much as you like” the blonde smirked and immediately got Lucys dirty sock thrown in her face while you bursted out laughing next to Mearps and Georgia turning fire red once again. Back at the Hotel everyone went to their rooms to shower and get ready for Lunch and eventual media assignments. Lunch went over without a hitch – if you ignore the fact that your sister shooed your girlfriend away again – and soon all of you got the plan for the rest of the day.

You entered the room which was officially dubbed the “common get together”-room finding Lucy, Keira, Mary, Less, Tooney, Niamh, Meado and LJ (who you honestly could do without) chilling around. Some of them were lounging on the couch while Tooney, Less and Niamh were placed at the table playing with some Legos. You made a beeline for your two bestest friends as Keira looked up from her book

“No” the blonde just said knowing letting you sit with them would end up in a Lego fight and you'd throw pieces at each other until one got either hurt or cried

“Keira cooooome ooooon” you whined which caused Tooney and Less to look up

“Yeah Keira... cooooome ooooon” Tooney whined too

“Come here Bubs” Lucy said from her place on the couch stretched her hand towards you trying to get you to come over to her “Wanna show you something”

“You can always show it to LJ” you pulled a face and your voice was laced with venom

“Huh?” your sister looked at you confused as you turned around now marching towards Tooney like you were on a mission

“Bitsy” Keira warned you raising her eyebrow in challenge

“I'm just gonna sit here” you said annoyed and the blonde noticed your grumpy mood

“No Lego fights!” the blonde looked at you threating

“Okay mom” the three of you answered simultaneously grinning

Soon after Less got called away by the media team for some... whatever, you didn't pay attention. Tooney and you continued to build on your Lego castle but as usual after like 30 minutes you both got bored

You just looked at each other communicating without words – like always. You both stood up at the same time looking around until your eyes fell on the dart board that was hung up on the other side of the room. Tooney and you tried to be as sneaky as possible as you slandered over to said piece of fun without noticing Keira watching every step you took. Just as you were about to pull the third dart out of the board so Toons and you could play a hand reached over your shoulder taking all darts away

“I told you... no sharp objects” you immediately reconized the voice of one Keira Walsh

“They're not sharp...” you pouted as you turned around to look at her with your best puppy eye look

“No pointy objects either” Keira smiled sweetly and you knew it was fake as fuck

“But... Tooney and I wanted to play” you pouted

“Tooney is banned from pointy objects too” the blonde just said hoping to end this topic

“Tooney is what?” Ella said confused

“The last time you whined for a WEEK that your finger nearly fell off” Keira rolled her eyes “So no darts for you either... find something else”

“Oh yeah.. I forgot about that... it was really close for me finger to fall off” Tooney said as she remembered her last interaction with darts

“Your bloody finger was fine” you exclaimed

“Bloody... that's the word you should emphasize... so much blood” Ella sighed

“Less nearly broke my nose.... THAT was bloody... your finger was just... trickling blood” you said upset

“If you don't stop to one up each other immediately I'm going to put you in different corners of the room” Keira interrupted your “fight”

“Sorry mom” both of you said

“Gosh... can't you two play nicely with each other for once?” the blonde rolled her eyes

“We tried... you wouldn't allow it” you tried to reason with her

“No sharp or pointy objects” Keira said again “Find something else”

You looked over at Tooney who just shrugged her shoulders

“Uh... there's a bowling thing in the basement... can we go bowling? Nothing sharp, nothing pointy” you said excited as Tooney started to beam

“Not without a responsible adult around” Keira said “And I'm not going down there with you”

“Millie and Rach are down there... I think” you said as you tried to convince Kei

“Lucy?” the blonde turned around to your sister

“Yeah?” Lucy looked up from her phone where she (most likely) texted with Ona

“I just spoke english did I?” Keira asked her ex

“Ehrm... yes? Why?” your sister asked confused

“Good... I just thought I switched to spanish without noticing it when I said them two nobbheads won't go bowling in the basement without a responsible adult and Bitsys answer was Millie and Rachel... I just wanted to double check that I in fact did use the english language” the blonde said and you groaned behind her knowing she just shut down your idea

“Oh no... you definitely spoke english” Lucy smirked

“Mary??” you asked hopefully looking at the keeper

“Yeah okay...” the tall brunette rolled her eyes but smiled noneless “I'll take you bowling”

“YES!!” you high fived Tooney “Mary counts as responsible, right?” you checked with Keira

“Yes... Mary counts as responsible” the blonde sighed actually hoping you'd find no body who would go with you so she could keep an eye on you

“Woohoo...” you cheered chasing after Tooney who already was sprinting towards the door

“No running” Mary yelled after you but it was no use as she stood up following the two of you

“I'll give them 20 Minutes” Keira said plopping down next to Lucy on the couch

“Naah... Mearps is good... Bubs respects Mearps.... 30” your sister grinned as she started a timer

32 Minutes later the door of the common room got kicked open and Mary carried you bridal style inside to cross the room with quick strides. Tooney was following after you apologizing profusely while you whined into Marys neck

“32 Minutes and 17 seconds” Lucy looked down on her phone grinning stopping the timer showing it to Keira

“Should we follow or just ignore that something went horribly wrong... as always when these two are left to their own?” the blonde sighed looking expectantly at Lucy

“Naah... she has Mearps with her...” your sister waved off smirking knowing you'll throw an absolute fit once one of the physios wants to touch whatever limp is hurting at the moment.

A minute later the door opens again and Mearps head appeared

“Luce... Kei.... Help... please? She bit the new physio already” the brown haired keeper pleaded with her teammates

“Rock paper scissors?” Lucy asked raising her eyebrow

“2 out of 3 or at first go?” Keira just asked back already getting ready

“First go... we don't have the time for 2 out of 3” your sister said getting ready as well.

“Okay Bubs... why are you causing trouble again?” your sister sighed as she entered the medic room “And what happened in the first place?”

“I want Keira” you sniffled

“Yeah well... Keira won rock paper scissors so here I am” Lucy shrugged sitting down on the exam table next to you

“Tooney threw the bowling ball on me foot” you whined and Lucy REALLY needed to bite her tongue to not burst out laughing – leave it to Tooney and you to actually get hurt by a bowling ball

“We just wanted to take a look but she wouldn't let us touch her foot” one of the Medics explained to your sister

“It's okay... I got it” your sister smiled as she sat down further down on the table putting your foot into her lap which caused you to whine and try to pull away

“No Bubs... let me look” Lucy said softly starting to undo your laces and carefully pulling your shoe off your sock following just after the shoe

“Okay... I'm no medic but it doesn't look broken...” your sister said looking up at you “We'll just let the pros have a look at it okay Bubs”

You knew it was a rhetorical question but that doesn't mean you couldn't answer anyway

“No no no no no” you shook your head quickly

“Yes... come on Bubs... just a quick once over and we're out of here again – I'll even get you some cookies” Lucy said softly knowing you needed reassurance right now

“Okay... but I want a donut... the chocolate one” you mumbled

“Of course” Lucy chuckled nodding to the medics

Just as she promised they just did a quick once over put some tape on your foot and told Lucy you should keep weight off it for at least 24 hours before sending you on your way again. Your sister knew you would be stubborn about letting her help you so she quickly grabbed you before you could slide down from the table and carried you down the hall

“Lucy let me down” you yelled annoyed as your sister carried you into the common room

“I will...” Lucy said calmly looking for a place to dispose you “Stop wriggling”

“Now...” you grunted trying to get out of your sisters hold

“No...” Lucy grunted back “Kei help”

“Just put her down on the beanbag” the blonde said already coming over

“Keira...” you whined loudly

“Oh Bitsy... what have you done now?” Keira sighed seeing your taped up foot

“Toons just doesn't know how to bowl” you huffed crossing your arms over your chest

“I TOLD you to be careful” the blonde scolded

“I WAS... I stood behind her... ball needs to go forward.. not my fault she doesn't understand the rules” you grumbled back

“I'm really sorry” Tooney said from the table where she got placed down by Mary “gently” (gently means death glare and pointed finger)

“I know you are Toons” you grinned “You got me donut”

“Excuse me??” Keira exclaimed looking at your sister annoyed

“She was good... she deserves one” Lucy defended herself knowing by Keiras look that the blonde didn't agree

“Just like always Lucia” Keira snarled “You don't have to deal with her when she gets all hyperactive because of the sugar – you just sleep or disappear”

“I'll be good Kei... I promise” you said quickly not wanting that Keira and Lucy fight

“I know you Bitsy... you won't... so you can have your donut... tomorrow... and in small pieces” the blonde said strictly

“But...” you started but got shut down immediately by Keiras killer glare “Can I play Lego with Tooney?” you asked instead sheepishly

“You hate Lego” the blonde answered as a matter of fact

“There's nothing else to do” you whined

“You can just leave your ass seated for a hot minute” Keira sighed loudly throwing her arms in the air annoyed

“That's boring” you whined making grabby hands towards Keira

“Seriously Bitsy.... you and Tooney are a guaranteed headache” the blonde said but helped you up nonetheless

“y/n... Tooney... you up for some media contend?” a voice suddenly asked from the door

“YES!!” you and Tooney exclaimed quickly as you tried to hobble away from Keiras prying hands as quick as possible

“Great... we have something fun planned...” the man you named “edit” (because he edits all the contend for the Lionesses social media) grinned widely

“You need my approval” Lucy yelled out just as you and Toons slipped through the door letting it fall shut loudly

“Okay guys... first you gonna introduce yourself and then we gonna explain what you have to do” edit says as if you two did media for the first time

“We know how this works Steve” Ella rolled her eyes

“Okay... then... go” the black haired man said

“Hi guys... I'm Ella Toone” Tooney smiled brightly

“.. and I'm the smarter and better looking Bronze” you grinned into the camera

“You have a name you twat” Ella said hitting your shoulder

“I know I do... but I AM the smarter and better looking Bronze” you huffed back shoving Ella so she nearly fell of the chair

“Okay... so here's what you two will do today” one of the media guys explained from the background “Ella we going to blindfold you and we play a little taste test”

“Why am I getting blindfolded??” Tooney whined loudly while you grinned

“Because you so ugly they don't want their lenses to crack” you laughed

“Shut up” Ella shoved you hard pushing you successfully off your chair and you took the table down with you.

Tooney looked down at you shocked but a second later both of you exploded laughing

“Oh god... we should've paired someone else” one of the media guys said desperately already seeing this go horribly wrong

The staff help you up again and set up the table again before giving you a Lionesses scarf and tell you to cover Ellas eyes with it. After you done your bit and actually tested that Toons really doesn't see anything by pretending to hit her multiple times you grinned happily back into the camera

“What now?” you asked excited as you got handed a take out box

“Now you just have to feed that to Tooney and she has to guess what it is” edit says pointing to the box

You opened the box looked inside and immediately gagged loudly before closing it again.

“What?? What is it??” Ella asked alarmed

You opened the box again and now even just the smell resulted in you gagging even louder (the gag that comes from way down) – you felt like you nearly need to vomit

“y/n... you can't do that... stop gagging” Tooney said seriously already feeling her stomach tighten

“Sorry... but... no... no” you said again pulling your shirt over your nose heaving again

“STOP IIIIIT” Ella whined

“This stuff is making me heave... I can't stop” you gagged again turning away from the take out box “I swear Toons... I would be livid if they made me eat that...”

“Stoooop” Ella now whined desperately “You can't say shit like that and expect me to eat whatever it is”

“Okay... okay...” you breathed deeply reassuring – not Ella but yourself “okay... this isn't gonna be nice okay Toons... just... swallow it... don't taste it just swallow it down... ready?” you asked having a little bit of the brown substance on a wooden spoon

“Fuck me” Toons looked unsure

“Trust me Toons... just... down” you said unsure as you lined up the spoon with roughly Ellas mouth

“But...” as soon as Ella opened her mouth you shoved the spoon into her mouth pulling it out a second later

“Get that away from me” you pushed the take out box harshly so it nearly tumbles off the table before looking at Ella again who actually started to chew a little bit

“Toons... just swallow it... you're not a fucking gourmet” you exclaimed disgusted

“What is it?” Ella asked trying to guess the right flavor

“It's dog food I swear... it looks like the stuff Lucy gives Narla... Caesars or something” you said starting to heave again

“It's not...” Tooney said convinced “It's pâté... or something”

“THAT'S Pâté?” you asked confused since you were sure it was dog food

“It's not Pâté” one of the guys said from behind the camera

“IT'S NOT???!!!” Ella screeched

“Told you... it's dog food” you said offhandly

“It's chicken paste” the guy said

“Oh... oh... it's not bad actually” Tooney said nodding

“No... if you ever bring that near me again I'll break you legs” you gagged loudly again

Half an hour later the two of you left the media room and Tooney helped you hobble down the hallway.

“I swear Toons... it look like dog food” you mumbled needing to concentrate on your good foot

“But it was tasty” the brown haired girl said softly as she held you upright

“Hey” suddenly someone stood in your way

You looked up to see your girlfriend leaning casually against the wall

“Need a lift?” she smiled at you softly

“I would take a ride too” you winked and this time it was Ella who gagged loudly

"You know... I'm just gonna call you Georgiaswifey from now on" Tooney huffed as she helped you onto your girlfriends back

(if you want to see the inspirational video to that media moment of bb and Tooney...

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C0M5xD0oapm/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==)

[gh0stsp1d3r]

hi hi!! im in love w ur writing, and ur ‘alright’ fic was so good omg.. after reading it i just had to request something

i was thinking abt hobie with a gf that has a symbiote (like venom). like like maybe her hiding it from him?? either bc she’s scared of his reaction or scared of herself.. if that makes sense. probably an angst to fluff, but im down for anything tbh!!

Different

Warnings- Angsty, fluffy, fem! Reader, this is long I got carried away, not too angsty but I tried ):

If you’ve watched fantastic mr fox, that is what I based some of this off of. If you haven’t go watch it omg it’s so good

“What the hell are you?” You asked, panicked as you looked at whatever it was. The purple and dark pink sludge looking back at you, razor sharp teeth and small narrow eyes pointed at you.

“I am agony.”

“Oh great. What a great name. No, I mean what the hell are you? Like some sort of sludge toxic thingie?” You tried to get away from it, but you didn’t realize it was connected to you.

“I’m from another planet. You are my host. We are bonded.” Her voice was raspy, and sharp. She spat every word laced with venom:

“The fuck I am-“

The purple and pink sludge started to overtake your body, you helped in shock, trying to get it off. But soon, you were confused as your limbs weren’t yours, and you started to jump around. You were inside of the alien, or was the alien now you? You had no clue.

“What the hell..! Let me out!” You shouted.

“I’m hungry.” The alien snarled, and continued its adventure. It turned to a corner, jumping quickly and fast to an alley.

“What the hell is that!” One man shouted, and you heard the cries of multiple others. One man whimpered as the alien neared closer to him, he was backed up on a wall. Agony picked the man up, and bit his head clean off. You gasped and panicked inside.

Police sirens blared, the alien snapped its head back as it feasted on the brains of the man. Agony quickly realized what was happening, and started to run up a wall, and running far far away.

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That’s how it had started. You and agony since then have established rules, no coming out near Hobie or anyone else, but especially Hobie. And no more biting peoples heads off, she liked chocolate now, along with some other meats.

Hobie and you have been dating for a year now, and you’ve only been with Agony for about a month. You didn’t wanna ruin the relationship because of it.

You had been on the down low for a little bit now, trying to find out what it all meant, and trying to figure out if there was others like you.

“So, we still up for that date tonight? (:” Hobie texted you, you picked up your phone and texted back. “Yeah, of course. Love you see you then (;”

“����𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕...?“ Agony asked from beside you as she read your text message.

“What? That?” You pointed to the (; that you sent Hobie.

“𝒀𝒆𝒔.“

“It’s a winking face. Y’Know…” you winked.

She gave you a weird look.

“𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓.. 𝑪𝒂𝒏 𝒊 𝒈𝒐 𝒆𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒘? 𝑰𝒎 𝒕𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆.“

“No. I’ve already told you, Hobies a superhero, and if you get caught eating people I’m gonna get in trouble for it. And he’s still out looking for you. So no.”

You were scared to tell Hobie. Terrified. Especially since he was a superhero. Hobie seriously loved you, and you loved him, and you didn’t wanna ruin it.

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You knocked on Hobies door, He opened it quickly with a smile.

“Hi.” You walked in.

“Hi, love.” He kissed you. “Been a while, sorry that I couldn’t see you or nothin’. Been busy.”

“Nah, it’s fine. Being spider man is probably busy.”

“Yeah.” He laughed as you sat down on the couch.

“So, how’s work and stuff..?” He asked you.

“Pretty good.”

“That’s nice.”

“How’s being spiderman?”

“It’s… a lot. Still got no luck with that weird alien creature.” He chuckled, sitting down next to you, putting his guitar down. He put his arm around your shoulder as you both caught up. He then put on a movie.

You heard agony say “𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒔.“ in your head but you ignored her.

Hobie got up and made some popcorn, and fetched you both beers.

He then sat back down, you both made yourselves comfortable against each other, and watched the movie with the bowl of popcorn in between.

You suddenly felt lightheaded. You went into the bathroom for a second.

“What is it Agony?” You said annoyed, shutting the door.

“𝑰’𝒎 𝒉𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒓𝒚.“

“I’m literally eating right now-“

“𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒎 𝒉𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓.“

“For the last fucking time, no.”

“𝑰𝒇 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒆𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒂 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘, 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆, 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉.“

Hobie listened in on the conversation, who were you talking to? He didn’t mean to be creepy but he heard you and got curious.

When he heard that sentence, it sounded like a threat he opened the door. And was met with something he didn’t expect.

The alien and you looked at him.

He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

“The hell?”

“Look, I can explain. She’s like a.. a parasite or something-“

The alien scoffed and looked at her “𝑰𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒆, 𝒃𝒖𝒈!“

“Okay, sorry, she’s basically… an alien.. and you know, we’re kinda like bonded together, I can’t get rid of her or we both die.”

“Did you kill that guy?” He questioned in disbelief.

“She did, I had no part in it I swear. Hobie.. I love you, you gotta believe me-“

He stayed silent for a moment.

“Why didn’t you jus’.. tell me..?”

“Because.. I was scared you would see my different, I mean I am different but.. I’m still the same me, I didn’t want you to hate me..” you said truthfully, voice breaking at the end of the sentence.

“Well, I could never hate you. I love you, alright? Nothing, not even this… alien can change that. You may be different, but I’ll still love you.” He shrugged.

“And honestly, if anything this just makes you more hot. I looked into the guy that… what’s ya name?” He looked to agony.

“Agony.”

“Right, well then Agony, I looked into the guys who’s head you ate off, turns out the bloke was a pedo.” He said.

“Really?” You asked.

“He gave me that vibe.” Agony said, looking at you.

“Yeah, but the systems fucked so they let him out. Think we could make a great team.” He smirked, and leaned against the doorway.

“Seriously?” You furrowed your eyebrows.

“Yeah. I mean, Agony can eat peoples heads off, and that’s real Justice, I mean.. the system ain’t helpin’ no one.”

“𝑰 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎.“ Agony said.

“I know you do, I can literally hear your thoughts.”

“So, you’re not mad?” You asked when you and Hobie sat back down on the couch.

“Nah, I could never be mad at you.” He kissed your cheek and smirked.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you.”

“I get it. I didn’t tell you I was spiderman, you-“

“I found you making a web hammock in your room wearing nothing but your mask and spider man boxers.” You laughed at the memory.

“Yeah, yeah, alright.” He threw popcorn at you and laughed with you.

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Chapter 12: Drumbeats

"What is that?"

"A spark."

"It's so pretty."

"No... it's dying."

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Beeping and whirring woke you up along with an excited buzzing, it quickly changed to an almost human voice excitedly talking above you.

“I’m up.” you mumble, slowly pushing yourself off the cot, the same itchy wool blanket falling off as you look up at the yellow bot.

This is how it was for the past month, Bumblebee waking you up and ushering you around when he wasn’t busy. He was very curious, about everything, you, humans, your life in your universe, you know the usual things.

“The human Doctor is waiting for you.” His voice, as you recently learned, was not actually his voice, it was your brain's way of translating his way of communication.

He reaches to pick you up but he quickly stops his hand, hesitantly hovering just above the floor.

“Can I pick you up?”

You nod, not really wanting to walk on the cold floor more than necessary. You would think that the government would have taken into account that your shoes had gotten ruined, but they didn’t seem to even notice.

He lets out an excited beep and picks you up, standing up and carrying you down the hallway. He was trying not to jostle you too much, being slow and meticulous with his steps.

Over the course of the last month, things had been relatively normal. Normal for living with giant robots anyway. Your EM barrier hadn’t really healed, and you learned after more than a couple of painful experiences that you shouldn’t be away from any of the Autobots for an extended period of time, less all your EMF juice leaks out and you die.

Bumblebee had been more than happy to help with your plight when Cliffjumper or Arcee couldn’t. The speechless bot had fun asking you questions and spending time with someone outside of the team, learning all sorts of things from you.

“Bumblebee, can I ask you a question?” you ask, sitting criss-crossed in his palm.

Bumblebee nodded.

“How’d you lose your voice?” you question. Bumblebee freezes, stopping in his tracks as he looks down at the ground sadly. He shakes his head, moving again a bit quicker.

He didn’t want to talk about it to you. Optimus had commanded him to not let you get too involved in anything. He got it, Optimus was trying to protect the humans, protect you. But you were so eager and willing to help, he could feel it, but he couldn’t let you.

But it couldn’t hurt to tell you a little bit, right?

“Megatron crushed my voice box.” He eventually tells you after a moment of silence. “That's why I was so excited when you heard me.”

“The others… they can’t understand you?” you ask softly, a slight frown on your face.

“They can,” He says, a little happier, “we’ve all been with each other long enough that we have a special connection.”

“Like the EMF thingy?”

“Yes, like the EMF thingy.” he says with a nod, even if you didn’t see his lips you could hear the smile in his voice.

“How long have you guys been a team?”

“I’ve been with Optimus since I was a Sparkling,” he starts, “so… around 10,000 years old.”

“Ten what?” you ask blankly.

“Thousand, you know ten with three zeros after it?” He pauses, looking down at you with a worried expression, “Do you not know numbers?”

“What? Of course, I know numbers, it's just you’re so… old.” you say, immediately regretting your choice of words, “Sorry, I didn’t mean it like that.”

“It's fine.” he says, a tone of amusement in his voice, “I’m actually pretty young for a Cybertronian.”

As you enter the room, you can see an armored military vehicle convoy waiting for you with Dr. Sowa waiting beside it. He was intently staring at the ground but instantly looked up when you and Bumblebee entered so quickly it was almost startling. Bumblebee lowers you down to the ground and sets you down near Sowa. He wasn't carrying his bag like he normally was, which was strange considering that's where he kept his medical equipment.

Looking around you could see all of the team in the room, Optimus was talking to Agent Fowler, Ratchet was at the computer, Arcee and cliffjumper were talking to each other, and Bulkhead was staring at the Armored vehicle Dr. Sowa was standing beside.

“Miss (Y/N), a pleasure to see you again.” Fowler says cheerfully when he spots you, quickly walking over to you and shaking your hand firmly.

“Oh, Mr Fowler, right?” You ask, awkwardly shaking his hand back.

“Agent.” He corrects with a strained smile, pulling his hand away and clasping them together, “Let's get going.”

“Going where?” you ask, raising an eyebrow as you look around the room, looking for any signs from the rest of them.

“Dr. Sowa thinks that some of the human-technology at one of their bases can aid in their research.” Ratchet huffed, not looking away from the monitor screen. He was a little pissed, that much was obvious.

“Is that safe? I mean, shouldn’t I be staying with one of you guys at all times?” You ask nervously, looking up at Optimus and Ratchet for an answer.

“Of course, I and Bulkhead will both be escorting you.” Optimus answers, kneeling and looking you straight in your eyes. “You have my word, I will not let any harm come to you under my watch.”

“Okay, I trust you, Optimus.” You smile, albeit weakly.

Dr. Sowa taps your shoulder and opens the back door for you, waiting patiently for you to get inside. After a moment of staring up at Optimus, you turn around and climb into the back seat. Sowa gets into the passenger's seat and gestures to the driver to start moving.

The car starts to move and you see Optimus and Bulkhead transformed, Optimus was a big ass semi-truck, huh, what a way to dig up the past, and Bulkhead transformed into a green SUV. It was almost ironic, the person who just swore to protect you coincidentally was the very thing that turned you into roadkill.

Unlike you, Sowa doesn’t put on his seatbelt, too busy looking at you in the rearview mirror. You were too preoccupied with putting on your seatbelt to notice the dear doctor's stare before he reached behind and set something down on the seat beside you.

It was a pair of slippers, one of the pink bunny ones everyone had as kids.

“Oh… thank you, Doctor.” You say with a smile, even if it was weird to be wearing these in public your feet were too cold for you to care.

They were surprisingly comfortable. There were no seams that dug into your toes and no tag to bother your heel. you wondered how he knew your size, maybe it was a doctor thing? Who knew? you weren’t a doctor, not even an official science doctor yet. Which may, unfortunately, stay that way until you die or a million-long war ends, oh well.

Sowa didn’t acknowledge your thanks, or even your presence anymore, looking out the window with a blank expression. The man in the driver’s seat was wearing a full military get-up, helmet included. You would be lying to yourself if you even thought you weren’t nervous, an armored convoy and men with giant guns didn’t exactly calm you down.

“Don’t worry, nothin’s gonna happen to you with the convoy.” The military man chuckled, his deep voice rumbling throughout the cab. You thought you were doing a pretty good job of keeping your emotions all balled up but apparently it was obvious to even non-robo people.

“Yeah well, I don't think anything is certain with a world full of giant shape-shifting robots from space.” You laugh nervously, looking out the window.

It was snowing, you were far up north from what you could tell. Evergreen trees line the road as the lead in the convoy plows away through the snowy road. You couldn’t help but feel chilly, even if the two upfront didn’t seem affected.

“Damn snow, always getting into my wheels and jammin’ everything up.” The military man mumbles, trying his best to follow the road and not slip off.

You hear a thunk and the car jolts a bit, luckily you were wearing your seatbelt and it kept you from slamming into Sowa’s seat. The radio attached to the man’s belt quickly turns on and Optimus’ voice comes over.

“Are you okay? What has happened?” He asks urgently, suddenly Optimus was beside you, the red and blue truck blocking your view of the trees beside.

“All good, just hit a pothole.” the man replies in a flustered tone after fumbling for the radio for a moment, Sowa didn’t even flinch at the sudden movement, still staring out the window, now at Optimus.

“We’ll be going over a dangerous stretch of road, try to stay as close to the wall.” Optimus commands, slowing down and getting behind your vehicle.

How far away was this military base anyway? Why couldn’t you just teleport there using the groundbridge? And what did Optimus mean by a cliff?

Oh.

Cliff.

You look to your right and there's a steep drop off, at least a hundred feet of solid fear before going splat.

Luckily the driver seems to understand your plight and gets closer to the rockwall, effectively taking you a foot or two away from the cliff, not even enough to block your view of the steep mountain we were on.

“There’s nothing to worry about, little miss, I’m not gonna let you go tumbling off the cliff.” The soldier says, chuckling.

Again, your worries had not gone unnoticed by the very perceptive driver. It was eerie that you were so easy to read, it felt like he was reading your mind.

Well, it could be possible, you’re a reality traveling college student, so how far off can mind reading be?

“You might but the car might not be so appreciative of slick roads.” you mumble, anxiously tugging on the seatbelt.

Without warning the car suddenly swears a bit and you scream a bit, it might have been a bit undignified but hey, you almost swerved off the road.

“What the fuck was that about?!” You hiss, gripping the seat belt tighter.

“Almost hit something.” He replies, a chuckle leaving his mouth.

“What's going on up there?” Bulkhead’s voice comes in through the radio panickedly.

He didn’t respond, instead rolling down the window and throwing the radio out of it. The radio immediately shatters against the rock wall and he suddenly speeds up.

“H-hey!” You speak up, reaching forward to grab the man, Your hand passes through his shoulder and suddenly he disappears.

Huh.

It was the same way Cliffjumper’s holographic money came into your lap.

You're so fucked.

The seatbelt suddenly tightens around your body and forces you to the back of the seat, restraining your arms to your body. Sowa seemed to be in the same predicament, his body tightly restrained against the seat in front of him.

Being trapped in a giant man-car wasn’t great especially when you could see a literal fighter jet firing above you at the mountain range out of the corner of your eyes.

The interior of the car- Cybertronian, was silent. It must have been soundproofed because you could see the hail of bullets from the human soldiers and the bright blue fireballs from the two Autobots.

You could just barely crane your head back to see Optimus firing at the silver jet that was dancing around the gunfire like it was nothing before heading towards your direction.

“Scrap.” The fake soldier's voice rumbles from the cab again, he speeds up, and as you look behind you again you can see Bulkhead giving chase, quickly speeding to catch up to you and your kidnapper.

“Let us go!” You finally get your voice back, shifting in your seat and biting onto the seat belt, “Or else I'll bite off your stupid seat belt!”

“Ow! Wha- stop that!” he says firmly, the holographic soldier appearing again to reach back and grab at you.

To your surprise he could touch you, grabbing a fistful of your hair and trying to yank you away from the seatbelt.

“Not until you let us go!” You shout, muffled by the seat. If this douchebag kidnapper car-man wanted you kidnapped he was gonna have to work for it.

He let out a frustrated growl before he grabbed your hair a little hard and forced you to let go of the seat. Luckily you had good teeth so instead of tearing a tooth out, you took a good chunk of his seatbelt instead. His voice got a little garbled as the holographic man disappeared.

A smug expression was on your face as the thin strands holding the seat belt together snapped, releasing you from your confines. You crawl over the seats and into the driver’s seat, gripping the wheel tightly.

“Don’t you touch me, Fleshbag!” He growls, the other seatbelt coming up to restrain you.

“Hold on doctor!” you shout, glancing over at Sowa before quickly jerking the wheel, the man lets out a short scream as you swerve off the road.

Oh, the cliff.

You forgot about the cliff in your adrenaline-filled mind. Great. Now you were plummeting to your death in a Cybertronian that tried to kidnap you and the Doctor. You felt someone grab your hand tightly, their large hands overtaking yours as they pulled you closer to them.

“Stupid bug!” the Cybertronian growls as he transforms into his bipedal form, the wind whips around you as Sowa holds you against him tightly. The last thing you hear before you pass out is the sound of rocks falling around you and the feeling of a big hand wrapping around you.

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It was a steady thumping that woke you up, faster than a heartbeat but slower than a jackhammer, like someone punching a wall repeatedly, You could feel it in your very being, and it hurt.

“Wake. up.”

Your eyes shot open and you could faintly see the giant orange face hovering just a few feet in front of you. He was scowling down at you, his servos digging into the snow and frozen ground beside you as he held up what you could only assume to be the rocks that fell with you.

It hurt, you learned as soon as you tried to sit up, a cry of pain leaving your throat. Your right arm was broken, or at least fractured, with deep bruises blossoming over your skin on most of your body. Snow was seeping in through your sweater, slightly numbing and stinging your back.

“You’re lucky Lord Megatron wants you alive, bug, I could crush you.” He snarls, his servos clenching the ground and breaking it as you stare up at him in shock.

The tan paint of the armor military vehicle was peeling off of him, revealing the blue paint underneath. He was mad, as any reasonable person who just had a chunk of their body torn off would be.

“Are you just going to stare?” He snaps again, his bright gold eyes glowering down at you angrily, illuminating your pathetic and broken body. In your pain and adrenaline-addled state, you could only think about how pretty his eyes were.

You tried to. You really did, but even your throat hurt, a searing pain on the back of your neck, and the thumping getting louder and stronger wasn't helping.

“First you bite through my seatbelt, now you can even answer me.” He growls, shifting to put most of his weight on one hand, raising the other to crush you, “Megatron doesn’t need you that bad, Bug.”

“You have pretty eyes.” You managed to blurt out, you weren’t lying, The glowing gold surrounded by orange and the stone was very pretty, even more so to your brain-damaged mind.

His hand stops inches from your face, he growls again and sets it back into the dirt, his optics narrowing as he stares down at you.

“What did you just say?” He asked the thumping was calmer now, no longer loud or angry, just a steady, thump-thump-thump-thump-

“Your eyes,” You start, looking up at him with a weak smile, “or, its optics, right? They're pretty.”

You expected him to hit you, you expected the EMF thing to happen again and send you into a whirlwind of pain, you expected his face to turn into a gun and blast you back to whatever universe you came to, but you didn't expect me to laugh.

Deep belly laughs shook the rocks on top of him, some falling into the gaps between his arms.

“Pretty? Now that's a new one, especially from someone like you.” he chuckles.

The pain was beginning to go away now, the injuries were still there and you were still frozen to the bone but nothing hurt, not your arm, not your back, not even your head.

“I feel like that's supposed to be an insult.” you retort, slowly sitting up and shuddering, it was colder than you thought.

“It was.” He muses, shaking his head and staring down at you, “You’re a strange one.”

“How am I the strange one here?”

“Because you weren’t lying," he pauses, looking off to the side with an almost embarrassed look, “And I can feel you.”

Wow.

If you didn’t know what he was talking about you probably would have punched him and called him a creep. And if he wasn’t a giant 26-foot robot you still would have probably punched him.

“Dr. Sowa?” you jump up, looking around for the doctor, Your dear silent friend is nowhere to be found, you can feel your throat tighten.

It was happening again, you just lost another friend because of your carelessness. Going out at night by yourself? Stupid. Driving a car off the cliff? Even stupider. He was probably buried under the rubble and squished like a bug.

“Your friend’s gone.” He says after a moment of your desperate searching. You ignore him and continue to look around, he couldn’t be dead.

“Kid, he's dead.” he says again, in a more firm voice that makes you stop.

“No, he’s not.” you whisper through gritted teeth, your fists clenching at your side.

“Yes he is-”

“No, he’s fucking not!” you shout, whipping around to look at the hulking man.

He stares down at you, a look of pity and sadness on his face, he sighs (if that is even possible) and his optics dim a bit.

“Frag.” he growls, his frame shaking with effort as he scoops you up with one servo and shoves you through an open window on his chest. You open your mouth to scream again but he rolls up the window, leaving you in the cramped space in his chest.

“What the hell are you doing?!” you hiss, smacking your foot on the glass to try and get out.

“Calm down.” he says as he slowly lowers himself to the ground, now laying instead of holding up all the rubble with his back, “I didn’t want to crush you.”

“Why?” You ask in a confused manner, the interior of the crumpled space illuminated only by a faint blue glow coming from behind a loose panel.

“Lord Megatron wants you alive.” he says simply, his voice coming from inside the space now.

“Why?”

“Dunno, just said you were important or something,” he huffs, an unmistakable tone of annoyance in his voice, “didn’t know getting a bug would be so much trouble.”

“I’m not a bug.” You grumbled crossing your arms as you leaned against the back of the space.

“You look like a bug.”

“You look like an orange.”

He chuckled, the rough voice rumbling through the space. “Yeah, yeah, fair enough.”

You shuffle around in the space, trying to get a better view of whatever is illuminating the small space. As you turn around, you pop open the dented panel, revealing a mess of wires and a big cable that was leaking blue blood, or energon.

“You’re hurt.” you state, looking at the cut-up cable, It looked like it had been crushed by the panel when it got hit by the falling rocks, it must have broken when he was straining himself.

“Scrap, that's not good.” he grumbles, “Hey, you got little digits, bug, think you can reach in there and patch me up?”

“You want me to reach inside you and mess with your guts.” You state, staring at the cables blankly.

“We both don't have a choice, You want to get out of my subspace alive, you’re gonna patch me up,” he grunts, trying to push himself up as a demonstration. Without warning the energon squirts out of the cable and onto your lap, spraying your already wet clothes and staining them.

“Fucking hell, man.” you whisper, gently wrapping your hands around the opening, squeezing it so it stops bleeding, “Now what?”

“Need to cut off the flow.” he grunts, groaning slightly when he feels your hands squeezing his fuel cable.

You pull your hands away, ripping a strip off your sweater and tying it tightly around the cable, the energon stops flowing and you can see the stained, but clear, cable that’s more like a tube.

“What’s your name?” you ask, grabbing the panel and trying to get the dent out by pushing it against the other panels.

“Not important.” he says, a tone of relief in his voice, “You don’t have to fix that, I'll get Knockout to fix it.”

“Okay then, not important, I’m (Y/N).” you say, proud of your comeback as you have a little smirk on your face.

“Mmm… I prefer Bug.” he says, a chuckle coming from his throat again, “You are small, weak, and totally unable to stop me from crushing you. Bug.”

“I am so terrified of a man who shoved me into his boob space.” you say with a laugh, leaning against the back of the space.

“I… what the frag is a boob?” He asks, sounding genuinely confused. “You know what, it's not important-”

He’s cut off as the rocks around him start to shift again, suddenly your new companion is yanked up from the ground and held up a gun pointed in his face by none other than Bulkhead. You, of course, are tossed around like a rag doll inside his subspace, slamming up against the walls and wheezing.

“Breakdown.” Bulkhead growled before Optimus pulled Bulkhead away letting Breakdown, as you now know him, fall to the ground.

“Breakdown, tell us where she is.” He commanded, looking down at him with an intense stare.

“You’re gonna have to be a lot more specific, I’ve killed a lot of shes.” He smirks, looking up at the two other bots.

“You piece of scrap!” Bulkhead shouts, before you could even shout that you were still alive he was swinging his wrecking ball hand right at his chassis, right where you were situated.

Fuck.

That was what you would have said if you weren’t almost crushed by a giant robot that was supposed to be friendly.

It didn’t hurt, surprisingly, even when you were laying and looking up through the windows at a very pissed-off Bulkhead about to crush Breakdown and inadvertently you. Breakdown’s window was crushed, you could break through easily even in your broken state.

“Stop!” you cry out weakly, breaking the glass with your legs, your foot popping out of the tinted windows. Breakdown instantly stops inches from crushing you, a horrified look on his face.

“Oh, that she.” Breakdown chuckles, his voice garbled and glitching out before his head falls back against the snow, his optics offlining as he falls into unconsciousness, or… unrechargeness.

“Oh scrap, I-I didn’t know.” Bulkhead mumbled weakly, his Servo changing back into a servo as he backed up. Optimus, ever calm and rational, quickly reached down and pulled you out of Breakdown’s chassis by your waist.

All your feeling was back and your body hurt, You could almost feel your bones moving and shifting inside your arm, it made you feel nauseous. You were sure this was only a fraction of the pain you would have felt if you didn’t die when you got hit by the car.

“Ratchet, we need a groundbridge to the nearest medical facility.” Optimus speaks into his arm, looking down at you with a worried expression. He maneuvers you to lay on your back instead of bent over his hand staring at the drop.

Unfortunately for you, it sent a world of hurt through your body.

You close your eyes, trying to hold back sobs as you feel Optimus transform around you, his humming surrounding your body again and slowly lulling you into a deep sleep.

[maxiscoolongg]

"Is that karate?"

💌; Daniel larusso

Warnings: Y/N replaced Ali

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I was at a sleepover with my friend Masi she asked me to go to Mr.Miyagi because the sink wasn't working again. So I walked out of the apartment door and walked down stairs while I was walking I saw the new neighbors "Hello! Are you the new neighbor in apartment 20? Im in apartment 17" I asked a lady with brown hair who had a box in her hands "Oh yes! My son is out side actually" she said as I smiled "Oh ok cool, nice to meet you Mrs.. " "LaRusso!" "Ok well see you later" I said as we parted our ways I was walking to the doors and then bam! The door got kicked open and I fell to the floor "Ah!" I screamed

"Oh! Are you ok?" The guy asked. He looked nice, he had brown hair tan skin he was wearing a blue shirt with no sleeves, honestly he is pretty "I- yeah I'm fine don't worry" I said smiling as he put out he's hand I grabbed it I was about to say something before my brother came behind me. "Are you the new people in room 20?" My brother asked as the guy replied with "Yeah, I guess so" "Cool me and this little lady are in room 17" he said as I rolled my eye's "I'm y/n Fernandez and this is my brother Freddy Fernandez" I said as I put my hand out again

"Daniel LaRusso" he said smoothly "here let me help" Freddy said grabbing Daniel's baggage "Anyways, I got to go see you later Daniel" I said walking to Mr.myagis office where he is usually cutting bonsai trees. I opened the door and knocked on the screen door "Mr.Miyagi! My sink is broken again" I said as he replied with "Ok i will come after" Mr.Miyagi said as I smiled I little "Ok Mr.Miyagi see you later" I said walking away back to my apartment I opened the door and groaned "Really Freddy!" I said as I saw Masi and him cuddling.

——

It was the day after and me and some friends were at a beach party the boys were playing soccer while me and the girls were listening to my radio "Masi! Earth to Masi " I said waving my hands in her face as the girls chuckled "Stop doing puppy eyes at my brother" I said as she looked at me and laughed. I turned my head and this girls did the same as we saw the boys kicking the ball in a circle. Once the boys left a few inches a way I noticed Daniel staring at me. I stared back and smiled, we got out of that little staring contest when the ball came onto our towel Carrie gave me the ball and I threw it to Daniel

And he started bouncing it on his knee "Show-off" Freddy mocked smiling. The girls walked away into the water and I got up as I started walking Daniel said "Sorry. Hey wait up!" He said as he turned around and ran to the boys

——

It was dark now and me and the girls were talking around our camp fire. I was looked at Daniel who already was looking at me. I looked back to Sydney who was already talking to me.

A couple minutes pass and I'm staring at Daniel who is roasting his hotdog. Freddy kicked the soccer ball at us I and lizzy backed up a little, mesi got the ball and threw it at me. I laughed a little I got up as Daniel was walking backwards then turned around "Lose something?" I asked sweetly "I hope we're not bothering you " he said as I walked a little closer "How do you do that thingy with your knee and the ball" I asked as I chuckled a bit "Oh, it's pretty easy!"

——

[imthetunnelunderoceanblvd]

Excuse me ma’am I require more spider smut 🧎🏾‍♀️

Like imagine trying to make each other moan and the first one to do it must carry out a ✨favour✨

sorry lol. got too carried away and forgot about the both trying to make each other moan thingy, sorry, but its still the same, kind of.. but without them trying to make each other moan, still readable tho.

spider(21) x reader(19). (BOTH AGED UP!!!)

smut!.

warnings: slight clit stimulating, p in v, no plot, kinda public sex, slight begging if you squint.

961 words

“c’mon, let’s do it,” spider whispered in your ear, and you rolled your eyes at his neediness, “spider no, my family is sleeping right next to us what if one of them woke up and found us doing - you know..” you whispered back trying to reason with him but he didnt care and just wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling your heavy body closer to his, once you were close enough his hands started roaming your body.

you felt his hard member press against your ass and you bit your lip trying to suppress a moan from escaping. you turned around now facing him, your hand flew to his hair stroking his blond dreads, “we will have to be quiet,” you whispered to him and he just nodded, he tucked his hand inside your loincloth, you parted your thighs to allow him better access. 

his hand tightly cupped your heat and you swallowed back a moan, “that feel good?” he asked in a breathy voice, lust finally taking over him as you nodded your head, “yes... f-feels,” you closed your eyes, “feels great,” you bit hard on your lip to hold back your whines, his hand started to gently rub, parting your folds with his fingers, the palm of his hand touching you clit every now and then.

you opened your eyes when you felt the cold material of his exopack brush on your ear, “let’s have a deal, the one who moans first will do the other a favor, how does that sound? hm?” he whispered in your ear and you nodded your head, “sounds good to me,”

spider’s hand left your cunt and went to your top, toying with the hem of your beaded top before lifting it up exposing your tits, the moonlight directly on your skin highlighting your features making your white freckles glow. eywa you looked so good. he wanted to devour you whole…

he loved how you were always keen to help other people, especially him… he wasted no time ripping both his and your loincloth, he grinned at the sight of your glistening cunt, your shiny freckles making it all better, he quickly lined his cock in between your folds gently thrusting to collect some of your arousal on his cock before taking it in his hand pumping a few times.

your hands tried to grip the soft ground of the floor that was supporting your weight when his cock entered you, you could see he was struggling to hold his moans and groans back from the way he sucked his lower lip between his teeth, you wrapped your legs on his torse pulling him in closer to your body, he laid his head between your tits as your velvety walls sucked him in, squeezing him in, he gave you a few minutes to adjust before pulling out and slamming in again, your opened your mouth and he looked at you, took in your beautiful features. wondering what he did to deserve a girl like you, a girl as beautiful as you. you were everything he’d ever asked for.

he started thrusting in and out of you making sure to prolong his thrusts and rub his pelvis on your clit, your sticky arousal falling between your thighs making it hard to not to make sounds.

you were scared of one of your parents waking up and seeing you and spider in this very position, but the idea excited you, made you want more. 

the sound of skin slapping on skin was hard to ignore the sound of his dick thrusting in and out of you with wet noises was even harder to ignore, it drove spider crazy, the way your squirmed drove him crazy, made heat pool in his lower stomach before - he pulled out as fast as he could when his balls tightened and were about to give up, and spilled his stick seed all over your belly, making small puddles of white sticky cum on your belly, he scooped it up with his fingers and rubbed it on your cunt paying extra attention to your clit.

the warmth of his seed on your sensitive area made your eyebrows knit together and your hips buck up desperately for attention, he let out a low chuckle at your neediness this time and started rhythmically rub on your clit in a pace as fast as the light, you opened your mouth as your back arched, you looked amazing like this, all fucked out and deseprate.

you couldn’t take it anymore, his knee between your thighs, the friction the hair of his knee gave your glistening folds, the way his hand rubbed on your clit, it was too much and you finally let out a low moan, you slapped your hand over your mouth and let out a few more moans, “s-spider - oh - oh! - d-don’t stop, feels so good…” you felt that feeling of something working up inside you and spider seemed to notice from the way your hands cupped your full breasts as you started grinding your pussy on his knee and hand, “that’s it baby, come on, cum on me, wet me, you know you want to, don’t hold back,”

you nodded your head and closed your eyes tightly before letting out a somehow loud moan that made spiders hand lay on your mouth, he didn’t pull away though, he stayed there, watching you grind on him and wet his knee before he collapsed next to you on the floor, you smiled and played with his hair.

“what is it that you want?” you asked and he hummed, “wanna fuck your throat next time or or or let’s tell your parents about us,” he was afraid of your reaction, unsure how you’d react to his asks, you just hummmed and smiled, “why not do both?”

[stars-tonight]

Hi! So…I saw your haikyu matchup thingy and thought…YES.

On that note could I request a long romantic matchup?

The only characters I really have a problem with is Oikawa, kindaichi, and Kunimi. Also slight Atsumu but if you REALLY feel we’re a match (which I doubt) then he’s okay.

I’m a girl and I go by she/her, with a preference for mostly guys but will also do anything for a pretty girl…

My ideal partner varies depending on the day so it’s hard to say. Most of all I enjoy humor (or being able to tease the other). Which is kinda contradictory considering my anime type tends to be the tall, silent, and dense type…however, I also enjoy those that I feel need support or a little lift up. I may or may not have a savior complex.

I’m pretty shy when meeting new people but depending on the dynamic I can pop open and hit you with the most atrocious comment you’ve ever heard. I also tend to be really giggly and laugh at almost every dad joke. I’m also a bit family oriented but in like a sibling way? Essentially my sibling’s are my whole life. My best friends, my worst enemies, my everything.

I like to crochet and I’m in community service club. And I (obv) watch anime and really like reading romance/fantasy books!

Not sure what my receiving is but possible words or touch? Even quality time? Definitely not gifts. I know my giving is touch and words tho.

Ideal date would be something indoors where we can talk or admire something and share opinions. Like an aquarium or even board game night or smth.

I’m a big foodie and I have a GIANT sweet tooth. I’m allergic to cats sadly but they would totally be my favorite pet. My mbti is an INFJ and my enneagram is 9w1. Top characters are Tsuki, Yamaguchi (we have the same b-day 😈), Ushijima, and Bokuto.

I think that’s it IM SO SORRY ITS SO LONG I GOT CARRIED AWAY. I REALLT LIKE TALKING ABOUT MYSELF WHEN I CAN

-but can I be 👻 anon?

headcanons

🥛 first tsukki match in more than a month 🥳

🥛 honestly i thought of tsukishima before even seeing that he was one of your favorite characters lol

🥛 idk how skilled tsukishima is at "humor" but you'll definitely be able to tease each other

🥛 although he can sometimes be a little mean with it so hopefully you're okay with that

🥛 if you ever get genuinely upset by something he says though, he'll fs realize it and make it up to you somehow

🥛 which brings me to my point about love languages . . . i think tsukki's giving love languages are definitely acts of service or quality time, maybe a teeeeensy bit of physical touch

🥛 maybe both at the same time, like if he notices you're cold he'll wrap his scarf around you and pat your head or something after (while scolding you for not wearing something warm)

🥛 his receiving love language would maybe be physical touch

🥛 he says he hates it but he's secretly blushing and trying to hide his face so you can't see and make fun of him for it

🥛 also tsukki is tall and silent but definitely not dense, at least not when it comes to academics

🥛 he's pretty dense when it comes to social interactions or romantic gestures, ngl

🥛 he also cares a lot about his brother so it's cool that you're both family / sibling oriented

🥛 if he's going to settle down with someone i feel like he secretly needs them to be approved by his family, especially his brother

🥛 also since you share the same birthday as yamaguchi, it's simpler for tsukishima to get you both presents and prepare celebrations

🥛 tsukki always says it's easier than having to remember a separate day

🥛 (but you know he'd take care to memorize your birthday no matter what day it is)

🥛 tsukki definitely prefers staying in to going out and likes private, indoor dates

🥛 he likes the aquarium date because you can ask him questions about the marine life and he can rattle off facts and appear smart

🥛 he'd always scold you for eating too much candy

🥛 i could see him as a reader but not the romance / fantasy genre, if you somehow get him to read a romance novel he'll be rolling his eyes at every cheesy scene and grumbling about how he can't believe you got him to read something like this

runner up for you was sakusa kiyoomi!

A/N: hello 👻anon! i am so sorry about the long wait but hopefully you like your matchup :)

[littlekittenfairychubbybunny]

Princess of Hawkins, ST x gyaru!Reader

honestly idek what im doing, its unfinsihed but i spent too much time on it to toss it away, give me compliments or something so i can continue. this is just one FAT big insert like literally this girl is revolving sround me, she’ll go by y/n and will be written with no specific skin color, but she will have blonde hair and will be really short (im sorry my precious tall girls, ilysm but i cant) as well as there will be usage of tagalog (filipino language) but oh well, theres going to be translations at the bottom, im not gonna make this character a mary sue but i will make her a lover girl and most characters if not all will love her platonic and or romantic so it wont be just billy that wants her. some ideas are just random bc i wanna write her to be just like me, i age regress, and stuff so that will be incorporated or wtv

It was 2 am when we got to the new house. My dad unlocked it and me, my step mom and step sister head inside. We looked around a bit and it wasn't the best, but it wasn’t the worst. Although the neighborhood doesn’t seem as homely as my old one, I’ll get used to it at some point. Not like I have a choice anyways. My dad walks into the house and sets down most of our carry-on bags and suitcases. He sighs contently and looks at our house proudly,

“Looks nice! Right Nak?” He says with a proud smile 

I grab my backpack that I brought in, looking for my slippers, I find them and take off my shoes to put on my inside slippers. I get back up and smile. I look around the empty voids of rooms and space “Yeah, It is. So much space too! Definitely an upgrade from our apartment!” I say with a smile, running around what will be our living room. I look around some more, looking at the kitchen and the bathroom. My dad leaves to bring in more of our belongings as I grab my things and head upstairs. Unsure of what room will be mine, I set my things down in the hallway and look around. There were 3 rooms. A master, a normal and, what the previous owner had said, an office. I go back out to the hallway and grab my things, putting them down in the room that was adjacent to the bathroom. I look around the room once more, envisioning where my bed and other furnishings will go. 

I squeal excitedly as I look out the window to the uhaul truck pulling into my street. I hurriedly went downstairs almost tripping and falling but catching myself at the last moment. I kick off my inside slippers and slip back on my outside shoes, bouncing excitedly anticipating the truck, I run around my dad in circles. He tells me to calm down as the truck pulls up and the guy hops out. He waves to me and my dad, as another man comes out, who also waves. My dad greets them and they start talking while they open the truck. I look at the truck with stars in my eyes and squeal as it fully opens. I see the boxes that were labeled with my name and shake my dad to get them for me. He pushes me off and tells me to wait with an eye roll. I pout and wait IMpatiently if I do say so myself, as they bring out boxes one by one or two by two I see that mine are now being brought out. I jump up and grab one that was light enough for me to carry, I bring it upstairs to my now claimed room and set it down in the corner where all my boxes will go for now. 

I go back down to grab the rest but leave the heavier ones for the workers and dad. I wait for them to bring the boxes inside and as they do they start asking where each of them go. My dad tells them where and while this continues I wait upstairs in my room. I lay down on the floor and whip out my phone, opening instagram and posting my new room on my story. 

(the room size is a bit bigger and the wallpaper is different, floral type) I smile and sigh contently as I hear my dad yell out my name. (ik instagram doesn’t have the black bar thingy for stories but shh I wish it did) 

“Y/N come down and take a picture!” I huff and sit up, feeling a little dizzy afterwards, I get up, now feeling even more dizzy, I stumble out of my room and down the stairs. I see my step mom and step sister huddling in the living room arranging the boxes. My dad calls me over and tells me to take a picture of him and them. I agree and take his camera, they pose and I give him back his camera. After a quick look he puts his camera down and says “I’ll get the guys to bring your furniture up okay?” I nod and go up, I hear my dad and them talk as they start going up the stairs. My dad yells out my name asking me where I was.

“I’m in here!” I yell out. The moving guys come in and bring my bed and I tell them where to set it down, adjacent to the window, so if I wanna get up and look out the window I can. I clap happily and it hits 7 am as dad tells me to get out the house and take my sister over to Hawkins high and middle school. I sigh and agree as I head downstairs to retrieve her, I grab my keys, our documents, my bag and head out. I pull out the map dad handed me and look for Hawkins High and Middle School to find directions and start heading our way there. 

this is what ur wearing btw bc i said so with a backpack that matches the fit

After 20 long minutes me and my sister finally got to the parking lot and we headed inside of the school. I look around the school confused and we start aimlessly walking around. It hits 8 when the students start coming in one by one, and that’s when I panic. First of all I’m not dressed crazy, but I’m dressed not typically normal, but whatevs! In my pink princess dress and crown I rule. I see this guy with the beautiful hair I’ve seen on a man, it was swooped in all the right angles and it was angelic. I wanna walk up to him, maybe talk him up a bit, but looking at the people around him doing that would make me a joke. 

So I keep my distance and as they pass by me they give me a nasty side look, I stare back with a glare and until they pass, I keep staring. I sighed until some other girl walked in. She had brown curly hair and doe eyes that I could get lost in. She looked sweet, like a chocolate milkshake. She stops at her locker and, pushing away my social anxiety, I walk up to her. 

“Excuse me?” I say wearily, tapping on her shoulder, she turns to look at me with a kind smile

“Hi!” She says with a smile, I smile back and reply 

“Hi, sorry, I’m new here and I’m looking to get enrolled. I have no idea where to go.” I say sheepishly

“No worries! I’ll show you to the office!” She says, closes her locker and takes me to the office. I call out to my sister and she trails behind us. We get to the office and I start talking to them, getting enrolled blah blah blah. She leaves because class is starting and as I’m left alone there with my sister I feel a bit awkward. I start pestering her to ease the tension in the office and as she is swatting me away the lady at the desk calls me over. 

“Alright Y/N and Candace, here are your schedules and the middle school is over that way” She says pointing to the right. I nod and thank her, dragging my sister along with me to leave the high school to get to the middle school. I put our documents in my bag, making sure they are safely tucked away in order to not get ruined. Once we get outside I start heading to the middle school and as we reach the front, she stops me. 

“Do NOT go in with me Ate!” She says angrily, I roll my eyes with her and ask her why. She huffs and says that “I’ll embarrass her” So I sigh and pass her her schedule. She takes it and leaves but not without giving me a hug and an

“I love you” I smile and pat her head, I hug her back and say

“I love you too smelly, at the end of the day I’ll wait for you so we can walk back okay?” I look down at her and she nods, she runs inside and waves at me while I wave back. I wonder how she’s gonna fend for herself in there. Just a couple of months ago we were in the same school and I was showing her where to go. I feel bad ripping her from her friend group just because I graduated, but I have a feeling she’ll like it here. 

I make my way back to the high school as I look at my schedule and psigh. I don’t know how I’m gonna survive since my old school was all I knew, but oh well. New beginnings I guess. I head inside and look for first period, math, the subject I was best in. Took me 10 minutes to look for the room and as I walked in, the lesson had already begun. I stood there, sweat dripping down my face as the teacher snapped his neck to look at me. 

“So, you must be the new student, everyone greet Y/N!” He says with a smile, I look to the class and suddenly I regret wearing this outfit. I see some people giggling, whispering to each other, as if I wasn’t there. He tells me to sit in the middle, right next to some guy who I saw that had the perfect hair. I sit down and he eyes me. The lesson resumes and as I’m spacing out, I feel something hit me and I look and see him. His eyes point down and I see a tiny paper ball, I grab it and open it to read. 

“Welcome to Hawkins sweetheart” it read, I looked at him putting on my doe eyes, the name sweetheart makes me swoon, but I know I shouldn’t be so open. I write back “Hi :3” and pass it back to him. The teacher looks at us so we stop passing notes. Class ends and as I get up and grab my things he grabs my arm. I look up at him with a pouty look and he lets go. 

“Sorry Y/N, I just wanted to say that you looked cute” he says with a light blush, I thank him and smile 

“Obviously you know my name, so what’s yours?” I ask

“Steve, Steve Harrington” He says smiling, I look at the clock on the wall and notice that second period is starting

[jordyn-degas]

I posted 1,866 times in 2022

That's 1,866 more posts than 2021!

128 posts created (7%)

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I tagged 1,059 of my posts in 2022

Only 43% of my posts had no tags

#jordyn reposts - 190 posts

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#jordyn replies↠asks - 50 posts

#love: ryuuzaa - 36 posts

#anime writing blog - 32 posts

#naruto - 24 posts

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#anime x reader - 23 posts

#kisses from mama jordyn - 22 posts

Longest Tag: 111 characters

#i wholeheartedly agree that she was written poorly out kishi’s lack of capability of capturing a woman properly

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

The one that got away [2]

Series: Part 1 Part 3

characters: Naruto Uzumaki x fem! reader additional: Shikamaru Nara, Hinata Uzumaki, Boruto Uzumaki, Himawari Uzumaki, Ino Yamanaka(mentioned), Sakura Haruno;

warnings: characters are 21+; fluff; angst; smut; vaginal sex; mutual masturbation; some choking; rough; baby mention but not breeding kink;

notes: a month has passed since the first part - the story will unfold along a period of time - by the time it ends there would be a year in which Naruto and Reader have been together; yes, I wrote a lot, AGAIN, because I most likely have a documented problem in which I cannot keep a story short - forgive me 🤯;

special note: as per always, my extra special love and dedication goes to the best tumblr soulmate there is @uchihamylove26 😍! her inputs and ideas make my days and life better 😳

💀 NSFW! Minors DNI! 💀

Mood 🎧 ALESSIA CARA - Scars to your beautiful

"She don't see her perfect She don't understand she's worth it Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface"

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384 notes - Posted April 11, 2022

#4

2 am - brainrot

How the hell does this always happen to me? At 2 am my brain simply spits this smut thingy out.

Shit! I'm waking up in 4 hours 😓

warning: Graphic content 18+; NSFW - Minors DNI! ☠️

content: smut; 👅 Naruto x fem!reader x Sasuke 👅; unprotected sex; friends with benefits;

notes: brain rot at 2 am 🤯 - not proof-read - naruto and sasuke have been on my mind for the past two weeks in not a very HOLY way

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438 notes - Posted March 22, 2022

#3

The one that got away

Series: Part 2 Part 3

characters: Naruto Uzumaki x fem! reader additional: Shikamaru Nara; Hinata Uzumaki; mentions of: Gaara, Boruto Uzumaki and Himawari Uzumaki

warnings: characters are 21+; fluff; smut; vaginal sex; oral (f receiving); a bit of chocking because why the hell not?

💀 NSFW! Minors DNI! 💀

notes: YES! I have been MIA because writer's block 😒 4 am - apparently it's my hour for brain rots LOL 😅

I didn't even read it again after writing it so I have no idea what came out of it to be honest 🤣 I simply needed to get this out of my head.

special note: some light reading for my love, my smut partner and my Naruto soulmate @uchihamylove26 💕💕 enjoy! 😎

Mood 🎧 JNR CHOI & SAM TOMPKINS - To the moon

"Come set the mood, yeah You come like sunshine, yeah Call me the moon"

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478 notes - Posted April 8, 2022

#2

What if?

characters: Sasuke Uchiha x fem!reader;

additional: Naruto Uzumaki x fem! reader; Sakura Haruno; Orochimaru, Sai, Yamato, Boruto Uzumaki and Himawari Uzumaki have a brief appereance; mention of Kakashi Hatake;

warnings: afab!reader - fem!reader; characters age range vary from children to adults; fluff; angst; emotions all over; mentions of: nudity, subtly implied intercourse, blood and death.

notes: SFW; i'm extremely in my feels today- this song ALWAYS breaks me no matter what - i actually cried throughout writing this, don't ask me why - especially the end - my emotions are all over the place 😊

word count: 4.074 - i'm sorry - my feels got me carried away

taglist: @haikyutiehoe - thank you for being my first ask and requesting to be tagged in this 😭 - hope you like it 🤐

Mood 🎧 LUKAS GRAHAM - 7 years

"It was a big big world, but we thought we were bigger Pushing each other to the limits, we were learning quicker" - "Something about the glory, just always seemed to bore me 'Cause only those I really love will ever really know me"

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607 notes - Posted March 24, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

𝕊𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕨𝕖'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕖𝕥

Characters: Roronoa Zoro x fem! reader

Warnings: first time writing for him - be patient with me; light smut - MDNI; Zoro fucks you against a door because why the hell not?; yes, there is some alcohol involved; yes, we also have some soft Zoro thrown in there;

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811 notes - Posted November 19, 2022

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[masterjedilenawrites]

*gets close to mic and whispers*

It's Rosa, b#®ch!

Jk ily, now here's my submission for the surprise date thingy and lemme tell you, I'm sooo happy they're still open.

Now, about me, hmm, where do I start... am a bit of a weirdo, I guess, or well, I've been told that I am a very unusual personality. If you'd like, I could provide some insights on my physical appearance, but I deliberately left that out, as I believe that falling in love has little to do with bra size and eye color.

I am a very private person; I take some time to warm up and won't do that with anyone, but once I am comfortable, I am very passionate, talkative and have been told I have a wicked sense of humour. Also, while I am fairly introverted, I am by no means shy or a pushover; in fact, I have no problem speaking my mind, even if others think it is weird. I do have a clear idea of what I want, but I am not stuck on it and always open to new things and perspectives.

In my free time, I draw and paint a lot, experimenting a lot with different mediums and styles. I also enjoy gardening and cooking, reading, and spending lots of time alone in nature, be it on walks, with my boat on the river or also rock climbing. I am very interested in history, particularly military and art history; trying to reconstruct how the daily life of the people really was like is very interesting to me. And the thought that all of it already happened and nobody can change it also is strangely comforting to me. I also love systems; building them and exploring them in my mind to make sense of the world.

My MBTI type is INTJ and my Enneagram type is 4w5 (I find tests like these very interesting, because they help me make sense of my own and other people's emotions which I struggle with at times).

I value smartness (even though I think of myself as arrogant for it), creativity, uniqueness and individualism. What really annoys me is things like drama, gossip and being forced into smalltalk.

I am into men, and character-wise, I'd love any of the clones, or, if that's not possible, a villain.

Sorry this got so long, I got - once again - carried away, but thought the more information I provide, the more accurate does my match get.

Thank you so much in advance!

Rosaaa! First of all, love getting to know more about you from this. You seem very cool, and I wanted to make sure you were set up with someone just as cool too, so I've called in a favor to set you up with a very special clone. (But I'm also nervous what you'll think about this one since he's not a common character 🙃)

Your date is...

✨Blackout!✨

Not much is known about this guy, and he prefers it that way. He won't necessarily go out of his way to maintain his mystery, but he will also prefer your date be in a part of town he knows his clone brothers don't frequent. He'll say it's to explore a new place, but secretly he's nervous and doesn't want anyone to know. What if you don't like him? What if he messes up the date somehow? He'd be so embarrassed.

Thankfully he doesn't have anything to worry about, at least as far as the date is concerned. He walks up to you with his helmet beneath his arm and you can't help but comment on what seems to be a hand-painted design. This immediately launches you two into conversation about art, which leads into sharing about all the crafty projects you've both been working on, which then turns into chat about other pastimes you share. You'll be amazed at how much this guy does in what little spare time he has, and he'll be equally enthralled by how easy it is to talk to you.

You'll have walked side-by-side in conversation all over the city, barely aware of your surroundings as you learn more about each other. Blackout regrets that time slipped away so quickly, he'd wanted to treat you to a drink or dessert or something. His nerves return at the end, worried he didn't take good enough care of you to warrant his ask for a second date. If you gave him another chance, though, he'll definitely prove himself worthy of your affections. You'll be one of the rare few in the galaxy he lets close.

✨

Want to be set up on a blind date with a Star Wars character?

[kumquatquintet]

Tagged by @firstactproblems Whii, thank you! :3

I tag @mildolyn-love, @yeldatova and @vocallife (if you feel like doing this), or anyone else who wants to answer.

name/nickname: Johanna. I don’t have any nicknames in common use anymore, but there are a couple of names (longer than my actual name :P) a couple of people dear to me sometimes use

gender: Female

star sign: Pieces

height: 166 cm / ~5′5′’

time: 11:12 pm

birthday: Feb 20th

favorite bands: The Ukulele Orchestra of Great Britain, ELO, Muse, Ultra bra, Kalevauva.fi...? (a very random and not all-encompassing list, but these few felt worth mentioning right now)

favorite artists: David Bowie, Joan Baez, Maija Vilkkumaa, Samuli Putro (the same note goes for this as the previous question)

last movie: Emma (2020)

last show: What We Do in the Shadows

when did I create this blog: 2012

what do I post: Miscellaneous stuff I find funny/interesting/important without any actual common denominator. Sorry... Fandom-wise mostly Ratched nowadays with an occasional Doctor Who/Babylon 5/Buffy/etc thing.

last thing you googled: mielenpäällä (checked if the Finnish equivalent for the phrase “on someone’s mind” should be written with or without a space. It’s without, mielen päällä.)

other blogs: Only this

why I chose my url: Kumquats were a sort of an inside joke between my dad and I after a movie we had watched together. Kvintetti just fits nicely along and so I’ve been using Kumkvattikvintetti/Kumquatquintet in a few places.

average hours of sleep: 6–7

lucky number: Don’t have. Though I usually use 2, 20 or 42 if it’s needed to pick a number.

what am I wearing: Currently a violet hoodie, a black T-shirt form a 2018 scifi/fantasy con which I took part in organizing, old sweatpants, and blue almost knee-high woolen socks 

dream job: At the moment I’d very much like to do the thing I did before the pandemic: assist in a research project. Tbh, currently getting my master’s degree finished and finding a job that has anything to do with what I’ve studied sound like a dream.

dream trip: I’d like to travel in Central Europe by train. New Zealand for example would be nice, too, but I really dislike flying and try to avoid it for climate reasons anyway.

favorite food: I absolutely love a spinach-pasta-cheese thing my mum has recently found, especially with pomegranate. Fish (especially salmon) is great, too, but I try my best to be a vegetarian.

nationality: Finnish

favorite song: Ugghhhh there are many, but right now let’s say Ashes to Ashes by David Bowie

last book read: Last finished is One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest which I finally read during Christmas. Currently reading The Amber Spyglass by Philip Pullman.

top three fictional universes I’d like to live in: If we’re speaking about actual scifi/fantasy universes, I think those often tend to be not that nice places for living (at least before the end of books/movies), so I usually would not move. I love the world in for example Tuhatkuolevan kirous (a Finnish YA fantasy book by Siiri Enoranta), though. People whose judgement I trust have also said that the Culture in Iain M. Banks’ books would be quite ok to live in, too, but I have to admit I still haven’t read those.

[over--and-out]

School Grades Suck

Eddie Munson x FTM Reader

Summary: When you get your period in the middle of class, Eddie jumps at the opportunity to help his boyfriend and take care of him.

Somebody requested an ftm reader and I could use this for that ask, but I'll write something especially for that person.

Warnings: season 4 spoilers but not really, my grammar is probably shit, period cramps/period blood, bleeding when not wearing a pad, Eddie being your personal heater, he makes some sexual jokes, skipping classes, mentions of pads and tampons

"Hey hey hey hey, babe-" Eddie rushed up to you, his leather jacket in hand instead of on his body and you flinched a bit when he popped out of nowhere.

"What's wrong, are you okay?" You were a bit concerned at his sudden outburst and appearance, confusion blooming through you.

"Yeah, I just can't resist giving you a hug-" and before you could respond, he wrapped you in a tight hug and whispered in your ear. "Yeah um baby you've got blood on the back of your pants, use my jacket to cover it. I can sneak you out of class." Your eyes widened at his words. Shit, you didn't bring a pad with you, or tampons.

Eddie went to pull away but you pulled him back close with a weak call of his name. "H-Hey, do you have any pads left in your locker?" He nodded as he pulled away a bit to fasten his jacket around your waist. He kept his voice low for privacy. "I do, but no extra clothes. Sorry." You deflated a bit until he quickly rushed his next words out. "But I can get you out of class. Just act sick, okay?" You nodded and hugged him before following him to his locker where he snuck you the pad discreetly. Hell, he even followed you to the bathroom and waited outside to make sure you were okay.

When you got to class, you did as he told you to. You acted sick, and the teacher excused you to go to the office.

From there, Eddie was able to take you home. He had you laid down in the back of his van to rest with a heating pad resting on where your cramps were. Eddie was driving reckless, but as safely as he could.

You got to his trailer quickly, and Eddie being the gentleman that he was offered to carry you to his bed but you told him you'd be able to make it on your own. He pouted but nodded, rushing inside with his chains clinking as he moved and he got his bed ready for you to rest. He was darting back and forth to get all these things, and it was a sight that made you smile when you entered the trailer. When you stepped in, without a beat he took your arm and gently pulled you to his room. "Um, lay down, keep your heat-y thingie, what do you want to eat? Drink? Anything like that?" It was adorable how frantic he was.

"Can I just have some chocolate or something warm to drink?" You asked softly and Eddie nodded.

"Chocolate, right. Would coffee work- ow-" he ran into his door and without a break he kept going. "I'll figure it out, I love you, be right back-" and with that he rushed into the kitchen. You laughed softly and laid down on the bed on your side, taking a moment to glance around his room. He had knick knacks all over his room, and you noticed how many things that he kept around so he was reminded of you.

As you moved, you felt that uncomfortable feeling and the wetness of your clothes.

Right, you needed to change.

You got up and stripped down, flattening your hand against your binder before rummaging around Eddie's drawers. You pulled out a pair of dark red boxers that were almost black, and one of his black band shirts. Eddie had come back after you had got undressed, stopping dead in his tracks and staring at you with wide brown eyes. He quickly brushed the dark mess of curls out of his face and you laughed sweetly. He was always awestruck when he saw you.

"Sweetheart, you look sexy as shit..." You blushed a bit. He was a flatterer, Eddie was. "You know, sex helps with cramps is what I've heard." He was teasing, of course. You knew Eddie. If anything, he wouldn't lay a hand on you unless you asked him to. His hands gently rested on your waist and his brows furrowed. "You should take your binder off so you can rest."

You pouted before whining, throwing your head back. Eddie offers a sympathetic smile and gently rubs your waist before kissing you. With a dramatic sigh, he presses his forehead to yours. "I know I know, but it'll help. I'll go get more chocolate for you, babe. I left some m&m's on the dresser." He left for you to finish getting dressed and you groaned.

You hated taking your binder off, especially during this time, but here you are on the bed with your face buried in Eddie's stomach as he runs his fingers through your hair, his other hand rubbing your back.

"Eddie? Am I going to get in trouble for skipping?"

"What? No. You said you were sick. It's not gonna matter." He popped an m&m into his mouth and continued rubbing your back. "They're not gonna question it. All you've gotta worry about is makeup work." You groaned loudly and he laughed.

"I hate makeup work. Mrs. Crane's work is the worst." Eddie laughed.

"Yeah, her class sucks. I just skip it."

"Eddie!" You yelled and he winced before looking away as if to say 'that wasn't me. I don't do that.' "You're a senior. You need to graduate, you can't just shit out on your work." Eddie groaned and leaned his head back. "I know, I know. School just sucks but I'll do it."

"You better, Eddie Munson." You gave him a small boop to his nose and he smiled softly.

"If anything, I'll do it for you. And to say fuck you to principal Higgins."

[wrenqueenisboss]

Your New Family (SBI!family x gn!reader)

A small headcanon/drabble thingy centered on the Sleepy Bois family and their sibling.

- Philza was walking, (sorta patrolling ig) when he saw an unnatural lump in the snow - at first, he panicked, thinking that Tommy had gotten himself into more trouble - “Tommy?” he called. There was no reply - He walked closer to discover a young you, curled up into a ball, covered in snow - Phil was flooded with a torrent of emotions. On one wing, (yes, I just did that) he was concerned for the child (you). An on the other wing, he was so angry for your guardians/family/protectors for leaving out here - so without a second thought, the Philza we all know and love scooped you into his arms and carried you back to his home - he burst opened the door and called for his family - techno, who had been sitting by the fire reading one of his many greek mythology books, looked up curiously - he wordlessly nodded at Phil before shouting up the stairs. “Will! Tommy! Get down here now! Dad needs us!” - heavy footsteps echoed through the charming house as the boys came running down the stairs - all the while, Phil was setting you down on the couch and finding a blanket to wrap you in - techno looked over curiously at the thing that was swaddled in his favorite blanket. He was SHOCKED to find a child.  - Wilbur and Tommy were surprised as well - “Who’s that, Dad?” Tommy asked, a little to loudly - Philza looked down at you, still sleeping in the blanket. “A helpless child I found in the snow” - Techno got up and walked over to you. He tilted his head curiously, pink locks of hair falling over his forehead a little. “They’re kinda cute, not gonna lie.” - Tommy’s mouth fell open. Wilbur was blinking furiously. Phil was just still. Everyone was surprised. Techno was never this soft or kind, even though he was a child (only 5)

background info:

In this, you are five years old. Techno and Wilbur are technically twins. Their birthdays are a week away. Both of them are six. Tommy is three, but he has way too much energy. Philza is... Philza. Sorry, DADza. 

back to the hcs:

- at Phil’s instruction, Wilbur went to get healing potions while Tommy was told to sit next to you - techno went back to reading, but every so often, he’d look over at you to make sure you were okay - Phil went to make soup, get hot towels, and first aid supplies for when you woke up - eventually, Tommy got bored of just sitting and watching a mysterious child sleep, so he went back to his room. (He’s 3. Give him a break, people)  - checking to make sure no one was immediately around, techno got up and walked over to you and sat next to you - he brushed a bit of your hair out of your face with a surprisingly soft and gentle touch. - you begin to stir and the contact and techno froze. But he didn’t move away - Your eyes opened and he stared admired their e/c coloring.  - “hello, orphan” he said quietly with a very awkward wave - You took in his skin, small tusks peeking out from his bottom lip, pink hair, and  piglin-gold jewelry and smiled - “you look cool,” you said bluntly - techno was shocked. but nevertheless, the corners of his lips twitched. “thanks,” he replied in a monotonous tone you would soon learn to adore - You reached up to tuck you hair being your ear, revealing a streak of pink tucked among your h/c locks - “we match” techno said simply - Philza, Wilbur, and Tommy re-entered the room. They froze at the unfamiliar expression on techno’s face - Wilbur was the first to speak. “bro, is everything okay?” he asked, stepping forward to sit next to his “twin” - technoblade nodded and pointed at you, fully awake - you began to sit up and the blanket fell away - somehow knowing what tech wanted to say, you pointed to your hair - “we match,” you and tech said in unison

needless to say, you and technoblade became very close.

Send my a message in my asks if you want me to do a part two. I’d really love to. After all, Sleepy Bois Inc. SUPREMACY

[yandereocs]

Ocs reaction to the readers ex trying to get the reader to come back to them. Extra points if the ex is also a yandere and tries to kidnap the reader from your Ocs.

* DOUBLE THE YANDERE?? NOW YOU'RE TALKING

* Also sorry if this is a bit short ;;

* Also sorry this took forever to post, I kept forgetting to log onto my laptop so I could press the ‘keep reading’ thingy T_T 

* Zack is normally a peaceful person. He doesn't normally resort to violence, and it's rare to see or hear him snap. But this...this enrages him. Someone else is trying to take you away. Zack has done nothing but try and give you the perfect life, and he was finally making progress with you, and someone just wants to take that all away!! He doesn't stand for this. Zack will immediately go out to kill your ex, and I doubt they'd stand much of a chance with a wolf hybrid.

* You and Husk were just walking through town together when you ran into your ex. Your ex was clearly trying to win you back over, but Husk wouldn't allow that. He can't talk, but he still made it pretty clear that he wouldn't tolerate anything. He thought that he was pretty clear, but apparently not. Your ex had followed the two of you and tried to break in to kidnap you. Fortunately for Husk, he eats people!! So he got a lovely meal that night.

* Lucky comes home, and you're gone. He immediately starts freaking out, thinking that you escaped, but he eventually calmed down enough to think about it. Lucky had noticed a strange person following him, but he never did anything directly to Lucky. He was just watching. Lucky kinda freaked out about it, but it didn't bother him TOO much. But clearly that was a mistake. Lucky knew that he wouldn't be able to find you on his own, but he tried anyway. He'd search endlessly for you. But a good yandere should know how to cover their tracks, so it's unlikely that Lucky will find you.

* Bonnie would LOSE it. She works from home in order to be with you at all times, so luckily for her, she caught your ex in the act. She was going to your room to ask if you needed anything, and she was met with the sight of you bound while a strange person was carrying your unconscious body out of the window. She's stunned for a second, but then she immediately goes to grab you and shoves your ex out the window. She has you sleep in her room from then on.

* Strawberry Boy just like...argues with your ex. Screaming about how no one can love you like how he does, so they need to let you go NOW. He's very unhinged. I imagine you were kidnapped first, and then Strawberry somehow managed to track you down, breaking down the door with an axe. He'll argue with your ex about how HE'S your true love and how he can't live without you, and will literally murder your ex right then and there when he starts getting frustrated.

[tarosin]

the great adventures of y/n tommy jack and tubbo

requested: yes/no

an: part 6 of the great adventures series - swimming with the boys

warning: cursing

an: starts with tubbo&y/n friendship as i had an idea, sorry if tumblr messes up paragraphs again, tried to make this gender neutral i’m sorry if it doesn’t come off that way, as always anything with y/n and the others especially tubbo is platonic

twitter had been going crazy the past few days. you had been telling your community something was happening, however you weren't going to tell them what. today was the day you were going to reveal what was happening, tubbo made a tweet that he was outside, and sent you a text he was in your street and to start streaming.

you started your stream like any other stream, however this time you were streaming from your phone rather than your pc, and at a much later time. you spent 10 minutes talking to chat, making comments that someone was going to randomly walk into your room of course your chat didn’t believe you until,

“Hiya y/n!”

tubbo walked into your room and stood behind your chair leaning over in order to give you a hug. chat started spamming asking what was going on.

“well chat tubbo is here for a reason and we’re not allowed to tell you why, but we did decide to stream late for a reason. you may notice it’s getting dark outside, however we’re doing a camping stream, except you ain’t watching us sleep!”

the stream wasn't going well, you and tubbo couldn’t put the tent up, mainly because you lost the pegs for the tent. you did however have an air mattress and two thick blankets. you both looked at each other and nodded. within 10 minutes the air mattress was blown up and had a blanket laying on it, and you and tubbo sat comfortably chatting to the viewers. within minutes the pair of you were trending again, this time with pictures of you both sat together with the blanket and fairy lights wrapped around you both so that you could both be seen on stream.

“well chat it’s getting pretty late we’re going to do something for a little while-”

“STARGAZING!”

“guess we’re going to stare at the stars for a bit, then figure out if we actually want to sleep outside. we will see you all later, thank you all for showing up to this random stream. i’m gonna raid ranboo, goodnight!” you waved goodbye and tubbo ended the stream for you. a shooting star was passing, full of excitement you tapped tubbos thigh and pointed at the star telling him to make a wish. the pair of you laid on the air mattress under the stars, eventuality you both drifted asleep.

the both of you woke up to the sound of your mother telling you that you had around an hour to get ready before jack and tommy would be there. soon enough, as always you and tubbo were sat in the back of jacks car while you set off on your adventure. like normal, you all sang along to the radio, until you and tommy decided to yell at random cars that passed you, giving jack flashbacks from the time he took you and tommy to tesco and a lake. this went on for a long time as the water park was a lot further than any other adventure you all went on. “is now a bad time to say i can’t swim?”

“are you joking y/n? please tell me you’re joking!”

you just sat laughing, tubbo took this as a sign to tell the now concerned jack that you could in fact swim, you just wanted to see their reaction.

“i thought you both said you were never going on an adventure with us again?”

“you know what they say...people change like the tides in the ocean...did i say that right?”

you and tommy filmed the intro to the vlog and then you all walked into the changing room. you and tubbo went off straight away to get ready, tommy and jack instantly commented on how warm it was, then putting the blame on the lights that looked like the sky, before deciding to get ready. like the others you wore a shirt over your swimsuit, the four of you then made your way to the pools.

“holy shit!”

“what the fuck there’s no one here like at all!”

you all passed the lifeguards on the way to the pools, thanking them for their service. you could already tell this was going to be a long day for them watching over all four of you, especially because you and tommy kept joking about drowning each other.

“this is ours...for the whole day!”

you stood recording your pov whilst tommy ran into the water, the rest of you following shortly after. for a few minutes you all decided to float in the wave pool, realising that shouting you were drowning or couldn’t swim probably wasn’t your smartest idea. everything was going well till you heard tubbo shouting to you and tommy as he realised he still had his phone in his pocket.

“next vlog is going to the apple store so tubbo can replace his phone..”

whilst he went to put his phone away, tommy dragged you under the water with him and jack for a split second, and wouldn’t tell you why.

“stop tryna drown me!”

you watched as tommy struggled to climb onto the surface nearby, followed by tubbo climbing on and being pushed off in seconds.

walking up the stairs you and tommy joked about this being physically exhausting,

“you both literally did a military assault course...this is a water park for children.”

you started defending your point that this was a lot more exhausting, especially as your ankle had only just healed from the military assault course. once up the stairs you were met by a capsule, you knew this as jack kept repeating that it was one. “thanks, jack we all know it’s a capsule now!”

you stood with jack as tommy decided to go first. you couldn’t lie you were thankful he was going first as that thing looked scary as hell, tubbo clearly agreed with you as you turned around to see him nervously laughing and walking around in circles. you turned around to jack making several comments about how scary it is, “looks like something jigsaw would put you in. it even has a control thingy.”

“i was taking you seriously till you said control thingy.”

you stood as a group watching as tommy got ready to go down the slide, you were nervous for him. you stood counting down as jack waved and tubbo stood with his hands covering his face as tommy went down the slide. jack went down next and like before you and tubbo waved him off. “hope you don’t die bossman!”

it was now time for you or tubbo to go

“are you going tubbo? you don’t have to if you don’t want to.”

you messed with his hair as he nervously laughed, questioning if he should go down. “i’ll go down first. if you don’t wanna go down, that’s completely okay, you can go down the stairs.”

you got into the capsule, tubbo watched nervously as the lifeguards began counting down. he waved as you were sent off laughing and screaming as loud as possible. once you were with the others, you stood waiting for tubbo to come downstairs.

you and tommy stood questioning a lifeguard about if he knew your friend george before you all made your way to the next slide, this time the four of you were carrying inflatable rings with you. you went first again, screaming due to the fact you started spinning. within a couple of minutes the others stood impatiently, waiting for you to pass them on your way near the end as they were told that they’d be able to see you go by. “oh look there they go!”

tommy went down next and encouraged you to go with him to the spinny thing he saw earlier rather than wait for the others. you agreed and made your way to the slide with a lifeguard asking him what he thought about the pair of you.

“he thinks we’re awesome y/n!”

“i agree tommy.”

the pair of you stood looking for tubbo and jack. tommy found them first and lightly tapped your arm pointing to the childrens pool, causing the pair of you to laugh.

tommy went first and you stood laughing as you heard him scream.

"just wanted to see if it was safe, you know?”

it was then your turn to go down the slide. you honestly loved it and it very quickly became your favourite slide there. as soon as you got out the water, tommy was waiting for you to go to the others. you both made your way to where you saw them last, the children’s pool.

“i am the leader of the children’s kingdom!”

you tilted your head to the side as tommy told him what he said was dodgy.

tubbo informed you all that the wave pool was on so the four of you ran to the wave pool. you and tubbo stayed together floating as the waves were rather light, and tommy bragged about you both going on the hard slide whilst they stayed in the children's pool. once tommy finally got his goggles off, he was met by you and tubbo floating. the water constantly splashing over your face and jack messing around under the water.

“y/n is drowning!”

“no, we're riding the waves.”

you looked up to notice tommy and jack constantly jumping up then going under the water shouting.

the four of you walked with the lifeguards to the next slide. tommy attempted to make conversation with one of them, however it didn’t go to plan, resulting in everyone else laughing. you stood with tubbo listening to jack joke about tommy having to sit on his lap, it was only till tubbo pointed out there was three slides.

“ill go down after you tubbo!”

“nonsense y/n you can go down with me, they can do that, right? they just have to sit in front of me and i keep them safe?”

the lifeguards nodded, so tubbo helped you get ready before the others were also ready to go down the slides. they counted down and the four of you raced down, you and tubbo made it down first. you cheered before pulling tubbo into a hug. jack came down next followed by tommy, claiming that he won the race. after arguing who won, the four of you went down again for a re-match. you and tubbo won yet again and tommy finally called it quits. you overheard tommy telling jack his face throbs because he’s ageing followed by jack getting his age incorrect

“jack i hate to tell you this, but you’re wrong hes 17 now.”

tubbo wanted to go down the spinny slide and dragged you with him, whilst the others went swimming in the other pools. you went first and tubbo followed shortly after, he noticed you waiting for him and reached his hand out to you so you could help him up, or so you thought. this was not the case, instead he decided to pull you back into the water whilst laughing. “TUBBO!”

after few minutes of tackling each other in the water, you decided you probably should find the others so they don’t think you both drowned.

“i’m not built for this kind of action, i’m made for much more relaxed things.”

“me either, wanna watch the office later with ranboo?”

“you read my mind!”

the pair of you went to go find the others. as the floor was now extremely slippery from all four of you walking around, you nearly fell several times. tubbo then made you hold his hand so you didn’t fall and hurt your ankle again, “i’m not 4 tubbo.”

“maybe not but you’re extremely clumsy...where the hell have they gone? WHY IS THERE A WATER JET THING?”

“i think they’re drowning tubbo!”

you were both told they turned up the intensity of the wave pool. you then ran to the wave pool whilst tubbo ran to tell the others. a few moments later they ran to the pool to see you floating with the waves, or at least you were trying to do that.

“think they're drowning again!”

jack swam over to you and dragged you over to the others. the four of you then swam joking about being pulled into the waves, and how you were drowning and needed a lifeguard. once the waves stopped, you stood with jack as tubbo and tommy prepared to race by running across the floats that lay on the water. within seconds they fell and you and jack bragged about how you could do better, so of course they made you both race against each other. somehow it was possible for the pair of you to do worse than tommy and tubbo as you both instantly fell.

you all made your way to the fast moving water. jack yelled to tubbo that it was rapid, this however did not stop him as within seconds he was dragged away by the water. tommy grabbed your arm and swam into the water taking you with him.

“hold me y/n!”

“you’re weighing me down bud go hold onto jack!”

tommy clung onto a bar, jack followed. you and tubbo however did not and would have continued to go around if jack didn’t grab tubbos hand, and you didn’t hold his. “HEY I'VE ALWAYS SEEN THIS IN FILMS!''

“NOT THE TIME Y/N!”

“we saved them we're heroes!”

the four of you went to the hot tub for a few minutes to relax, as the afternoon was pure chaos, and to ‘celebrate tommy and jack saving you and tubbo.' you sat laughing as tommy struggled to put his swim shirt back on and was asking jack to help him, despite jack repeatedly saying he wasn’t going to help him clothe.

not long before the final slide, you and tubbo ran off to get the double ring so you could go down the final slide together. jack found the pair of you spinning around whilst singing ‘you spin me right round baby right round like a record baby,’ you all then made your way to the final ride. tommy and tubbo bickered for a few minutes about who got to go down the slide with you, whilst you and jack just stood laughing. jack joined the conversation telling them to either pick or he was going down with you, tubbo wasn’t having this and pulled you into his chest “mine!”

“fine you can go down with y/n,” tommy rolled his eyes.

tommy and jack went down first, a few minutes later you and tubbo were sent down the slide. laughing the entire time as tubbo cheered about the fact he won. you were sat in the front, then tubbo announced he could reach your hair, and began playing with your hair. in other words you now had a tangle in your hair that was going to be a pain to get out. within seconds you made it to the colourful sections of the slide, “Y/N LOOK ITS ALMOST AS BRIGHT AS YOUR HAIR!”

“I'D HIT YOU, BUT I CANT REACH!”

the first half went well, but you ended up going backwards down the second drop.

“SHITTTT!”

once you got off the slide, tommy told tubbo he was going down the capsule slide since he was the only one who hadn’t gone down, and ended up going down the slide with you. you agreed to wait at the bottom of the slide so you could greet him when he came down, 5 minutes later you were met with a unhappy tubbo who instantly pulled you into a hug.

“YOU DID IT BESTIE!”

“that was awful!”

once you made it back, jack dropped you and tubbo off at yours. you thanked them for taking you both, and tommy told you to keep checking your discord as he was planning something. you agreed and said your goodbyes. you and tubbo went up to your room, you set up netflix whilst tubbo rang ranboo, nights like this were your favourite. you were huddled up under the blanket with your best friend, whilst on call with one of your other best friends, watching your favourite show. tubbo noticed the tangle he left in your hair and began untangling it, he went on to start playing with your hair whilst the office played in the background. hours later ranboo ended the call to stream, leaving you and tubbo to fall asleep in each other’s embrace.

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I saw you do stuff for mod videos, so can we get an imagine (the list thingy) of c!Jshlatt from Tommy's natural disaster video? Y/N is one of the people in the disasters but he develops feelings for them

I have had such an intense lack of motivation because i'm burnt out from college (or university), but this revived it, thank you, sorry it's so long, i got a bit carried away lol

TW// General descriptions of death and natural disasters

[Listened to All the Things She Said, a cover by Poppy, and Love Like You by Rebecca Sugar while writing this]

God c!Jschlatt/Gn!Reader

Schlatt an uncaring ancient deity who has been around since the conception of the universe, billions of years ago

When he was created in the starlight of the universe's first star, he was lively and full of fascination, helping with the creation of the Milkyway Galaxy's planets

After the creation of earth (something he quite enjoyed), he lovingly crafted every organism, letting his creativity carve new living things to inhabit the planet

As he aged, though, his wonderlust and excitement slowly broke down, the nature of which he attributes to humans

When he first made them, he was excited, finally he could talk to something on the floating rock they named 'Earth'

As time wore on, so did the humans on him

They constantly asked for things, begging, pleading, and even demanding anything from food to good weather to objects

They ripped everything apart, destroying species of animals he worked so hard to make and demolished biomes, all for the sake of 'innovation' and yet they still wanted more

Schlatt figured he spoiled them too much after the initial creation

He was tired and jaded, annoyed with being the creator of all things, nonliving and especially living, so he opted to stop everything, after all, the silence of space was much more preferred than whatever this was

Besides, if they wanted to destroy the Earth so badly, he might as well help speed up the process

He made tornadoes that caused avalanches and hurricanes, forest fires spread as if the trees were covered with gasoline and volcanoes sprouted from mountains

Barely and people were left alive and still he showed no signs of stopping

And then he met you

He was fully unconcerned with you at first, just seeing you as another moving barrier in his quest for all encompassing destruction

He saw you scramble like everyone else, trying to seek shelters from the storms and fires, but also noticed as you protected others

Not just other people though, you herded animals and dug up plants, collecting saplings and seeds in an attempt to preserve what was left of the planet

As he watched this, he actually found himself intrigued by something for the first time in centuries

He'd toss storms your way and still see you continue your little mission to preserve what he created so many years ago

So, he decided to speak to you

Instead of fear, you looked at him with an odd mixture of defiance and intrigue, refusing to take his apples or obviously dangerous TNT contraptions

Instead, you asked him questions

Not just the normal "Why are you doing this?" or "How could you?", but instead you asked him questions about himself

It wasn't just a onetime situation either, you both met multiple times to talk about yourselves, typically sitting on a far up mountain top as that week's newest disaster ripped apart another forest or something similar

After a few months, he finally told you why he was destroying the planet, the real reason why he didn't see a reason to care for it anymore

You learned that what he pretended to be indifference was actually a mess of frustration, anger, and sadness, and you did the only thing you could think of, show him the animals and plants you protected, the ones he designed so long ago

From that moment on, you noticed that the disasters were far less destructive, or at least the ones within your general area were

Upon the realization, you asked Schlatt why, and he lied through his teeth with a simple "You're entertaining"

In reality, it was because you were reigniting his love with life again, along with a new fascination of who you were as an individual, your interests, quirks, and all

Now he wouldn't say he was enamored with you, but the time he spent with you felt like it mattered, even if it was just a small blurb within the grand timeline of it all

And he realized that he might actually care for you a small bit

As a result, he carved a little secretive place for you, one teeming with the fauna and flora you've deemed oh so important to defend

While he wasn't too happy that you allowed other people to exist within the space, he got over it, after all, you wanted them to so how could he say no?

While he knew it was a silly little dream, he thought about telling you that he was interested in you, and wanted to spend the rest of your life with him

Naturally, though, he swallowed it, and let these little bittersweet scenes play out with you for as long as he could

[yandere-sins]

Hello! How are you? May I pls request the prompts scratches and collar for Sakusa Kiyoomi for the yandere writing challenge thingy? I hope this is alright! Thank you <3

Thanks for requesting!! Sakusa is one of my favorites actually, so I am really excited to write for him! uwu Please enjoy!

Scratches - “Try that again sweetheart, I dare you.” (I don’t want to overlap prompts too much, so I am doing just this one!)

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Living with Kiyoomi had never been easy.

When you two got married, you’d been quite intimidated by him after your husband wouldn’t look at you even once the whole day. You thought to yourself about how much he must have hated you, considering he only agreed because you two had been promised since your childhood. This marriage didn’t seem like something he was interested in, and the moment you were ‘unloaded’ at his home, you felt like the strangest organism in the whole world.

Nonetheless, you tried to be liked. If you at least couldn’t be a nuisance to him, you thought he might accept you as his partner. But all your attempts backfired gloriously. He wouldn’t eat your cooking, clean over your cleaning, ignore you after he came home from training. For the first year or so, he wouldn’t even take you to one of his matches. You were sure other spouses were allowed to go, so why not you?

But you got used to it. You had to, somehow, or else you probably would have never stopped feeling unloved and unwanted. It wasn’t what you expected, hearing about love all this time, but you didn’t have a bad life by his side, at least. His accounts were filled with money, food was delivered fresh to your doorstep every day, and though you didn’t know anyone in the city that you two settled in, you got along well enough with your neighbors, so you didn’t feel too lonely.

And what you least expected, once you accepted that you and Kiyoomi could never be an item, he started to relax too. Had you been too much? Maybe pushing him too far without realizing? Intruding on him? Or perhaps he had just been told to be nicer to you by his parents, but your surprise was great when he joined you to watch TV one evening.

Given, he didn’t speak a word and didn’t seem too interested in the show you were watching. There also were about two seats free between you, but it was a start. And gradually, your relationship improved.

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Nervously, you looked at your outfit, wondering if it was too much. Kiyoomi had never asked you to dress up to accompany him before, scowling whenever you decided to try and impress him with your fashion sense or asked to go with him. Even now, you knew that asking you to come and meet sponsors was just a way to look good in other people’s eyes; he even had a suit delivered to him that day. It wasn’t you who was wanted. It was the image of being married to someone. But as his partner, maybe that was the only thing you could do to please your husband.

“Are you ready?” he asked through the door, not daring to step into your room. He never had entered it ever since you moved in, and you wondered if it was because he disliked you so much or because he feared you were ‘dirty’. But you gave yourself an encouraging nod in the mirror, quickly making your way out. “All done!”

You didn’t expect him to stand right in front of the closed door as you opened it, almost running into him but stopping at the last second. “Do I look fine?” you asked, noticing him appraising you over the rim of his white mask. He looked comically like that, suited up yet wearing gloves and mask as if he was going to clean, but even so, you had to give it to his looks that he was handsome. You didn’t doubt your own attractiveness, but the curt, “It’s alright,” he muttered did sting.

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Had you known how exhausting these kinds of events were, you would have almost been thankful that he never took you with him before. Giving it all you had sure was taxing when you never did it before, but you wanted oh-so-badly to be accepted by Kiyoomi’s side. You didn’t even notice your own mental exhaustion until you finally had a chance to sit down.

Alone, again.

Maybe you simply weren’t fit for this kind of life. You didn’t know much about volleyball, and there were many weird insider jokes you didn’t understand. Everyone appeared so friendly, some faces still familiar from the wedding, yet you couldn’t help but notice the pity in their eyes. They were all thinking the same thing, you were sure. Just how pitiful you were to be so unluckily married to a man who never seemed interested in what you two had.

“What’s the long face for, hm?” you suddenly heard a cheerful voice, something cold being pressed to your cheek and startling you. You looked up in confusion, only to be blinded by a warm and cheerful grin, the light of the room being reflected through a water bottle and accentuating his features even more.

“O-Oh,” you stuttered, reaching up for the drink he held out to you. “I didn’t see you coming, Atsumu-san. I’m sorry, I was in thoughts...”

“No offense, but you don’t seem to have much fun,” he sighed, plopping down next to you. “It’s such a shame Omi-Omi never shows you off, yer so cute, you know? Makes it much easier to endure parties like these!”

Laughing it off, you found yourself mesmerized by how carefree Atsumu seemed. To you, all of this was a big deal, and you had always assumed it was the same for everyone. But apparently, more people shared your sentiment of the time seemingly dragging out. Without noticing, you chuckled, and Atsumu’s eyes flitted over to you before he straightened his back briefly, crossing his legs. Smirk falling over his lips, you almost caught yourself gasping at how gorgeous he looked in the ambient lighting around you two.

“That’s much better. Ya should laugh more!”

Feeling the warmth spread through your face, you quickly cleared your throat, looking away as to not stare. For a moment there, you thought he really looked like an angel, making you feel at peace around him. “I just- You know- You call him Omi-Omi?” you changed the topic quickly, trying to hide the awestruck expression on your face by hiding behind your hand a bit.

“Huh? Oh yeah. Wouldn’t recommend it, he doesn’t really like it, but it’s fun teasing him, ya know? He gets all-” Reaching up, Atsumu pushed his brows together and put on his best impression of Kiyoomi. “‘Don’t call me that, you Idiot. Work on your serve if you have so much time.’ That’s what he says to me! I’m just trying to be friendly...”

Shaking your head slowly, you couldn’t hold back your laugh as you listened to him gush on about your husband treating him ‘unfairly’. Part of you felt sad having to hear it from a third person, never having been able to collect experiences with him yourself. Still, you were also relieved to see he wasn’t just treating you so coldly. “You’re so funny, Atsumu-san,” you chuckled, and he finally stopped talking, relaxing next to you after his tirade.

“There we go,” he mumbled, and you felt his hand fall to your head, giving it some pats. It made your heart grow to receive the affection, slowly but surely making you realize you had been missing fooling around and laughing or even being touched gently for a change. “Don’t let him get to you, ya hear me? Or I’ll come and kick his ass for you!”

“Who’s ass are you kicking?” you both were suddenly interrupted, and knowing the voice, you looked up. Shame hitting you, you stood up, Atsumu’s hand falling from you as you slipped out from under it, facing your husband cautiously. “Kiyoomi, you’re back!” you mumbled, wondering if your mood change was too noticeable. “Yeah, we’re leaving,” he announced, ready to go.

“Don’t just go around touching other people’s spouses, Atsumu,” he warned his colleague sharply, his arm coming around your back. Still, not even the tip of his glove touched you, much less gentle than Atsumu did.

“Mood-killer,” you heard Atsumu complain. “Good night, [Name]!” he called after you, and you graced him with a brief smile thrown over your shoulder, waving after him while you let yourself be led out by your husband.

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The ride home was almost as tiring as the evening itself, and the streetlights passing you as you looked out the window weren’t enough to keep you awake. It was a long drive, but the next thing you noticed was a warm body carrying you upstairs from the garage. “Bastard,” you heard a voice, slowly but surely regaining your senses.

“Kiyoomi?” you asked meekly, rubbing your eyes. Blinking a few times, when you looked up, you were met with a disgusted glare staring down at you, instantly making you shrivel into yourself. A flight instinct set in, and only now you noticed he was carrying you through the hallway of your house, not bothering being gentle with the bathroom door once he reached it.

He seemed furious and disgusted, and at least one of these were emotions you had never seen him make before. You almost expected him to drop you into the bathtub as you found yourself hovering over it, but he set you down gently. Nonetheless, the sudden stream of cold water hit you like a slap in the face as he turned on the shower without even a moment of hesitation. It grew warmer quickly, but you found yourself weirded out as your clothes began to stick to you. Kiyoomi, too, barely took off his blazer before kneeling down next to the tub, reaching for the shampoo standing close by.

It was in no way gentle or comfortable as he rubbed it onto your head, the gloves he wore not helping at all. You began to splutter as you had to close your eyes, soap going everywhere on your face. “Where else did he touch?” Kiyoomi asked, almost too calm for the fact it felt like he was trying to press the shampoo into your head rather than wash you. “No- Nowhere!” you complained, ducking out from his touch and wiping away soap from your face. “What are you doing?!”

“I don’t believe you,” was all the answer you received to your question. “Tell me. Now. Don’t make this harder for us.”

“What...” you muttered, flinching as you felt his hands fall to your body, grabbing your clothes. “What’s wrong with you!” you finally yelled, swatting his hands away harder than you wished you did. Finally, you got the time to wash off the soap and open your eyes again, feeling ill-treated and confused by his actions. Though despite the warm water, as you finally managed to look at him again, you felt your body freeze.

You thought you knew how he looked at you all this time. Disappointed, disapproving, and disgusted, but this time it was different. He looked at you as if you just ripped his heart out and claimed he was fine like that, and that hurt almost more than any look before. But in the next moment, it was gone, just like a snap of his fingers, and he grabbed your wrist, tightly and unbudging even if you complained. “Try that again, Sweetheart, I dare you.”

Blinking a few times, you couldn’t decide what was scarier; seeing him for the first time up close, face only inches from yours and without the mask, which usually gave some more distance between you two, or having him threaten you. Kiyoomi never talked more than a few words with you at a time, nor did he show any interest in anything you did. “Slap my hand away again, and I will make sure you can’t use it for a long time, you understand? Don’t you know by now who you belong to?”

His questions were so clear, yet in your head, they made no sense. Who did you belong to? Who was it?

“Y-You?” you eventually muttered. “Do I belong to you?”

A question as stupid as it sounded, and yet, it eased Kiyoomi’s rage, it seemed. “That’s right,” he confirmed. “You’re mine. You’ve been mine ever since we met for the first time, don’t ever forget that. I am the only one that is allowed to touch you and no one else. Especially no sleazy bastards like Atsumu.”

“Kiyoomi...”

“Undress,” he interrupted you. “I have to clean you.”

Hesitating, you gripped your own clothes. Never before had you heard him talk like that, especially not about you. You never even believed he could have those thoughts about you, and after being unloved for so long, they felt like bandaids to your wounds. Mind you, not strong bandaids, no. They didn’t even manage to heal you partially, but who were you to complain. Because, what Kiyoomi said...

“Okay,” you whispered, slowly stripping out of your clothes. “I’m sorry... Omi.”

You were stretching your luck, but you were so close to tears as he placed his hand on top of your head. It wasn’t like Atsumu’s. It wasn’t gentle, and it didn’t fill your core with happiness. No, it pressed you down, making you lower your head and feel so insignificant compared to its greatness. But it was Kiyoomi’s. The person you wanted to be loved and caressed by the most.

“It’s okay,” he sighed, and for once, his voice sounded almost gentle and forgiving after you did something. His hand stayed as his free one helped you get out of your clothes, and laying your own hand on top of his, you felt his warmth for the first time, no glove separating you two.

And to this day, you still remember wondering if what Kiyoomi said meant that he loved you too.

Even if that meant you were living in the worst kind of relationship possible.

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