#asideblog

[puyostim]

thank u ^_^ it makes me happy aswell to make u happy

@puyostim reblogging all my stuff is making me so happy love them ^_^

[anton-exe]

ok so i've been in a new tumblr community for a while so here are my findings so far

it doesn't seem there's a way to make communities public yet, so you need to get manually invited (which means that if you want to join the @@splatoon community you need to ask the currently only admin, @ranidspace for an invite (sorry if this causes any influxes in DMs))

posts in communities are near identical to normal posts except you can't like them (only use the reactions) and reply to them. no reblogging stuff out

you can reblog posts in however

you can only use your main (i got a bug where it showed that my post would go into the community on asideblog but it only appeared on the sideblog)

you get activity notifs for replies, but not reactions (lathough i haven't gotten any reactions since they implemented the notifs so i may be wrong there) ((also this is the desktop lightning bolt icon thing idk about mobile since i don't use the app))

[rhaaclaws]

of course you have colored hair and pronouns

[toydrill]

why do you affect me? why do you affect me still? why do you hinder me? why do you hinder me still? why do you unnerve me? why do you unnerve me still? why do you trigger me? why do you trigger me still?

enclosed below, an open letter to no one in particular:

when i was a child, my mom taught me that there was no greater way of showing your love than to keep those close to you from embarrassing themselves.

i can't blame her-- i love her and know her intentions were always pure. but i learned very quickly that love wasn't like what i read in books or watched in anime and TV.

love is discipline. love is a sense of tolerance that hangs by a thread. love is "i don't even want to see you." love is your phone smashed against the wall. love is spit on a car window.

love is criticism. love is 'have you ever thought about how this would make me look?'. love is inhale, hold for 5, exhale. love is a sore scalp, arms rubbed raw, gums bleeding. love is a mirror that's indistinguishable from the toilet bowl.

love could be scary and was often humiliating and shameful. i knew this. i experienced it every day. but i loved regardless. i didn't know any other way to show people i cared.

it shouldn’t come as a surprise to anyone that i’ve hurt many people in my life by my own actions. i’m not afraid of admitting that.

i spent my adolescence embarrassed of myself and constantly putting others down who weren’t. i couldn't understand an unabashed love of self: a love for yourself not filtered through the lens of another person's approval. i spent my teens abandoning those who cared about me the most to debase myself for attention. for money. sex. anything. now, i spend my adulthood now a victim of my own self-flagellation, unable to truly connect to others and inadvertently hurting them because of it.

since i moved out of my parents' home, i've found myself more able to enjoy things i would have been humiliated to have been caught dead liking. learning that i don't need to be consumed by others to be valuable. trying to communicate my thoughts more with the people that are still in my life. that doesn't mean the guilt is ever going to leave me, though. every horrible thing i've ever said or done hangs above my head like the sword of damocles. the punishment does not stop coming, even for the implication of a mistake.

i've tried to think of everything i could possibly do to make amends with those i've hurt the most: any action i could possibly take or thing i could say that would show them a fraction of my feelings. i think about them when i see things they would like. think about them on holidays. celebrate their birthdays silently and alone. i want to reach out, but i know in reality that will not help. it's not up to me, and i think that desire, among other things, is a testament to how much i still fear a lack of control over how i'm seen by other people. maybe i'm too hard on myself, i don't know.

it feels deserved.

regardless, all i can do now is love. it's scary, but there are more than enough people in the world who can show me how to do it right.

[bsaka7]

hello i’ve gotten a bunch of new followers in the last few weeks who seem to be new?? tumblr users? idk where you guys came from but hello! and feel free drop by my askbox or dms or anything!! about fic or anything else!

[faerociousbeast]

PLEASE can we get the ability to at least reply to posts with sideblogs. pleasee

[tysabrewing-s]

Alright yall just watched the first few eps of green eggs and here are my THOUGHTS :D

[angelbvn]

(This is @kates-obsessive-lillys , but its a asideblog )

please do not interact with my posts /nm

I know alot of good endos and am a questioning system myself, and you gave “endos dni” in your pinned, so i dont want to and i dont feel safe interacting with you or you interacting with my posts /nm

ah i see!

i don’t have a huge problem with endos, but as far as i’m concerned it’s impossible to be a system unless you have had repeated childhood trauma; and if your questioning perhaps you just don’t remember your trauma? and that’s different from being an endo (from what i understand).

regardless i hope you figure it out! and i’ll do my best to not interact with your posts ^^

[thescourer]

(andlo-asideblog) Specs: *hiding under a table*

(This is mean to do to kids who just want freedom, I think.)

[shrffgoode--moved]

# SHRFFGOODE       :                            a       private       +       indie       blog       for       the       fear       street      trilogy       antagonist,       nick       goode.       portrayal       will       consist       of       multiple       headcanons       &.       fear      street      spoilers       WILL       be       present.       this       blog       is       a      sideblog      &.      follow      backs      come       from       impssible.      heavily       influenced       on       the       motifs       of      manipulation,      legacy,      and      the      devil’s      dirty       work.     nick       goode,       under       any       circumstances,       will      NOT      be       redeemed.      all       triggers       will       be       tagged       properly.

@zbrmn is my exclusive portrayal of ziggy berman. all threads with this mun are NOT romantic.

[madtia]

Fashion Artist: Jamela Law

[diamother]

me: i wanna remake my caesar bc of u

angelina: :} do it

[theglamorouslist]

Welcome to the Glamorous List!

Dear Mia, You’ve been accepted as Xavier Dolan!

Please send in your account in the next 24 hours and don’t hesitate to message us if you’d like to be a part of the ooc blog!

NAME/AGE: mia, 25+

TIMEZONE: gmt+1

PRONOUNS: she/her

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FIRST CHOICE: Xavier Dolan

SECOND CHOICE: Michael Trevino

GENDER YOUR FC IDENTIFIES WITH: male

AGE AND BIRTHDAY: March 20, 1989 (age 32 years)

CAREER: Actor, director

WANTED CONNECTIONS: What FCs would you like to see here in the rp?

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OTHER:

my fourth, be asideblog

[lokinewbiewitchy]

A few years ago, the last time I had a very bad period of depression that lasted months, I opened a side blog that only I had access to. On there, I posted daily videos I took of myself talking to camera about how I felt, what the day was like etc. etc. It meant that if i had any good thoughts, they weren’t forgotten. If I had breakthroughs, they were there too. Moments of epiphany, revelations, the sort of thing described above, all got recorded. It meant I could look back and see some progress, and remind myself also of the “Aha! That’s why!” moments.

Depression, anxiety etc., these things, along with therapy, have shown me that you need to be careful if you start to dig.

Have some kind of support in place in case you need it, be it friends incl. online friends, therapist,  deity, ... whatever, just get to a place where you don’t feel entirely alone before you start digging. I did what I’ve just written alone, and it was hard, and there were weeks I couldn’t do it. However you go about it, keep a journal of some kind. If you’re not up to writing, do an audio one, or make minute videos and stick them on here on asideblog that only you have access to... this means you don’t forget your breakthroughs and also get to see your progress.

Shadow Work Info 🧿🌀🥀

[via @risingwoman on Insta]

[katkalis-the-fanartist]

@andlo-asideblog "But more important, I think, is what are YOU doing out here in the open? You look like you're trying to escape...be careful, ok?"

[vixxlovesyou]

as you may have noticed, the admins haven’t been as active as much and i blame school for that. so it has been decided to open up a spot for another admin ! 

A Few Rules and Whatnots :

can’t reveal their identity (#1 RULE)

when tagging posts, only positivity and please don’t get biased when making posts

since neither cha-schire and i don’t have a phone you’ll need to make a google hangouts account and share with us your gmail 

the 4 of us are minors so....nothing too nsfw-y in the group chat 

be able to respect everyone’s choices and decisions unless needed otherwise

if you can mainly post during the morning, that would be amazing tbh (our timezones are cst, est, and ust and we all live in the u.s. !!)

we have a schedule actually, but expect for everyone to go off schedule pfff

deal with admins cha-schire’s and nebula’s annoying group chat name change every .5 seconds sigh

there will be THE most weirdest group chat titles tbh (it changes like every 5 minutes depending on the situation) so...brace yourself

memes, spams, and swerving lanes are allowed in the group chat

if you’re a terf, homophobic, racist, rude, disrespectful, or fit the ‘dfi terms’ don’t even think about asking to admin

when accepted, please don’t publicize it anywhere !

having fun is a requirement that happens naturally ~

Others :

you don’t have to be active daily! just be on whenever you can you matter more than asideblog please don’t stress yourself over updating 

don’t have to have the most coolest admin names lol ( i take first for that lol )

you’re not required to have a vixx or space related username anything short and simple ^^

technically don’t have to follow this blog...or the admins...but if you want to i’m not going to stop you pfft

you don’t have to post only the usual posts you CAN reblog vixx and positivity AND post your memes and such it’s fine lol

you ARE able to put posts on que (we just don’t tag it as que’d though)

if you’re going to take a small break or hiatus it’s all fine just let either one or all the admins know ^^

you are allowed to touch theme, icon, and header; literally go ahead and change it if you want (the idea was to have a different header and icon each month but idk)

if you are a hakyeon stan, get ready to face all of cha-schire’s cherishing sigh

and this is just....a brief list elongated lol. if you want to join send an ask we’ll get you sorted in~ ! if you have any questions feel free to ask ^^ thank you have a celestial day or night and/or non depending on your time zone ~