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āawe poor lil pup, you seem so restless. do you want something, puppy?ā
āyou can look at me and whine all you wanna, i canāt give you want you want til you ask. oh i know itās so embarrassing having to say what you want, hm? cāmon, speak, pup. i know you can do itā
āgood boy! awe did that only make you needier? so adorable, squeezing your legs together because you want to be filled so bad. be good, lay down and spread those legs for me.ā
āgod you sound so pretty when i slide into you angel, such a pretty little pup.ā
āfuck, youāre taking me so well. keep making those pretty noises for me puppy, you feel so good on my cock.ā
āyou want more? you want me to touch your cock while i fuck you? what a greedy pup. get on all fours for me.ā
āsuch a little puppy in heat, begging so desperately for me to breed you. who am i to deny my pup my cum when he just needs it that badly?ā
āfuuck, just like that. oh god, yes, grind against my hand while i fill you up, good boy.ā
āgetting close, puppy? you want to cum? beg.ā
āgoood boy, thatās it angel, just like that. god you feel so good, pulling me in deeper, cumming all over my cock.ā
hhh thinkinā¦.a lotta thoughts rnā¦..
#uhhhh#ummm#can u tell i wna get fucked rn#i couldve written this better prob but#i dont wanna think i wanna get filled :3#ftm puppy#nsft puppy#puppy sub#puppy posting#puppyboy#ftm nsft#ftm sub#ftm bottom#ftm mlm#mlm nsft#petpl4y#puppypl4y#pupxanderbarks#pupxanderposts
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tomorrow :)
#TRIGUN MAXIMUM SPOILERS#trigun maximum#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#ok...... one more......... yall can have a little vashwood as a treat......#i actually love them so much SO BADLY but u prob wouldnt b able to tell bc i dont post a lot of ship art#but trimax vashwood. holay shit. hydrogen bomb yaoi#ive also just been like. digging into so much post-canon vashwood (<- sad and delusional and coping)#LIKE DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE LOVE LOVEEE WOLFWOOD'S CHARACTER ARC and i think [redacted] is SO IMPORTANT AND VITAL TO THE STORY#BOTH THEMATICALLY AND FOR VASH'S CHARACTER ARC. i literally would not have it any other way unfortunately </3 BUT A PERSON CAN STILL DREAM!#ok ya ill stop talking now bc i think i could talk about them and think about them forever.. *scratching the back of my head*
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What if i drew grown up Little Einsteins. If i drew Big Einsteins what then
#hits 2000s kids with Nostalgia Beam. none of you are safe from them#You WILL listen to the We're Going On A Trip Song that starts playing the moment u lay ur eyes on these kids#i had a crush on June can u tell#will probs draw my Real Vision of Big Einsteins when im free again. after i do some rewatching#This? This is just me playing safe growing them up linearly. this is bleh bleh vanilla#also i need to draw their sentient spaceship babysitter. im sorry rocket i didn't forget u#illustration#art#character art#character design#little einsteins#2000s cartoons#nostalgia#character illustration#wigglybunfish
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happily ever after !
#enstars#my art#fanart#ensemble stars#4piece#fuyume hanamura#hanamura fuyume#esu sagiri#sagiri esu#little doodle tag#esufuyu#yumeesu#esuyume#fuyuesu#what name are we going with?#ill prob tag em all until the most popular one becomes the victor#these 2 are fun to me#i cant stop thinking abt yumes idol story#like#the amethyst fairytale#i feel like thats gonna be . very very important. . .#can u guys tell im having a blast w the new charas#also the og pose for this drawing#couldnt find it#im going off of memory
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I love your artwork so much! Your colors are so vibrant and none of the white speckles in the paper ever shows, its so impressive and I really dig it! I was wondering if you use any sort of blending medium? Like baby oil or anything? Either way, I really enjoy looking at your artwork and I'm always excited to see whatever you'll make next
I use a colorless blender (prismacolor, which is wax-based so baby oil probably wouldnt work) but my scanner is also rly bad about picking up white specks in a way photographing the art with my phone isnt, so I usually have to do some digital editing to get rid of them as well.
I do this by duplicating the layer, setting the one on top to "darken," and using the mixer brush to blend out the white spots + just use the eyedropper tool to select the color of that area (needs to be a slightly lighter shade of it) and color over the white spots with the brush tool
i edited a small bit of the original scan to show what i mean
original:
with the edited layer:
heres how it looks set to normal instead of darken, I used both the mixing brush and regular brush just to demo it
#explanation is under the cut. post got a bit too long#u prob have to click the image for full resolution to rly see what i mean about the white specks showing up#i think its bc the scanner is meant to scan documents. so it picks up the white specks of paper very brightly#how much editing is done varies from piece to piece#ive thought abt listing 'digital art' as one of the mediums in tags for the more heavily edited art#where it looks significantly different than the physical drawing in front of me#but i feel like that might be confusing#art where i set out to do some mix of traditional and digital is tagged this way but im not rly sure where to draw the line tbh#the hunger wasnt edited in a way where it looks significantly different from the original (just a bit darker)#the scan is just dull and light bc my scanner is like that lol#so with editing that one i was mostly just trying to make it look like the physical drawing in front of me#u can tell by the 'layer 44' in the screenshot these take a lot of editing lmao#art help
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funny thing about aus in which another one of the party joins the loops with siffrin is that, while the others are 10x more likely to mention the loops, i cant imagine any of them would go to siffrin first.
#radio rambles#some of u may disagree with me on this one but isabeau is like. most approachable guy imo#mira i can see her consulting isabeau abt it. esp since hes been with her the longest + theyve probably had plenty of difficult topic talks#and then after a few she would prob decide. yknow. Everyone should know about this#odile as wellā¦ i think she trusts him. she trusts siffrin as well and vibes well with them so its like. maybe maybe#but i could still see her going to isabeau first. if only bc she believes he might provide more insight on it#bonnie would tell odile or miraā¦. alternatively they would jsut tell everyone lol#would have no thoughts about keeping it concealed#siffrin panicking internally bc bonnie just announced the time loop at the dinner table not knowing he can also remember#anyway. thinking about that post i made a bit ago about the everybody looping au + siffrin#where siffrin is so unwilling to go off script the others assume he just doesnt remember#this applies to these thoughts as well. ok?#isat#in stars and time#the nap isnt working btw but i am still tired. ignore mistakes
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shoutout to pinterest for constantly removing my pins and threatening to suspend my account but never telling me what the pins are
#how do i know i'm violating community guidelines if u wont show me what's violating community guidelines#like sure it's prob the blood or the bruises or the cocaine ones but can you tell me bc im nosy
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wow no one has mentioned this yet????? ig iāll be the FREAK to do it: vamp!kylar will absolutely eat the hell out of u when u have ur period š§ he can probably smell when itās approaching too and gets so excited. esp bc he gets so fixated on when ur ovulating so when he knows ur period is coming heās like a fruit fly and starts rubbing his hands together all giddy like
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oh my gosh yes. yes. i was too embarrassed to write about it but. period sex with ANY kylar constantly floats around my brain. vampire kylar would be sucking on his fingers like he'd just ate a drumstick from kfc. finger licking good HAHSJSJAK
afab reader, period sex, period mentions, reader wears a skirt, general creepy kylar stuff., kylar's weird scent kink thing is in this too...
drabble continued utc!
I think the first time you're having a period with your freakish vampire boyfriend around - he's visibly on edge. Kylar's gnawing at the palm of his hand while sitting next to you in the cafeteria, sweating as his other hand grips on the sleeve of his hoodie. You note that he is looking at everything and everyone except you.
You'll reach out to touch him, placing a reassuring hand on Kylar's shoulder.
"Are you okay, Kylar?"
Kylar flinches back like you've just burned him - eyes bulging out of his head as his hands quickly shield his face from view.
"Y-Yes! I-I'm fine! J-Justā"
He peeks at you through his fingers, pupils dilated until only a sliver of green remains.
"āI-It's just really hot i-in here."
You throw him a weird look, rolling your eyes as you stand up from the cafeteria table. You absolutely cannot deal with this shit right now. Being hit with wave after wave of crippling cramps, the last thing you needed was your boyfriend being noticeably disgusted with you. You shuffle awkwardy, trying not to cause yourself more pain as you stand. Does Kylar hate you now? Is he scared of you? Fuck, you don't know if your irritability is stemming from the slick, sticky blood feeling between your thighs or your boyfriend - lost in his own little world - ignoring you when you need him most.
A strangled, panicked sound escapes Kylar as you stand. The hand covering his face reaches outward, snatching your wrist with a disturbing amount of strength. You try to slip out of his grip - upset that now he wants to touch you - but he does not relinquish his hold no matter how much you tug against it. He exhales shakily, his nails dig into you - they've gotten long - really long.
"Y-You can't goā You can't."
You try to pull away with more force, spluttering with confusion as Kylar refutes your struggle with ease. He can't possibly be jealous - you've spent almost the entirety of this week with him - he's staring at you with this horrible, anguished expression. It's the last thing you want to see today. Your bottom lip twitches beneath your teeth, tears pricking your eyes in frustration.
"Kylar! Stop being so weirdā What is wrong with you today?"
Your scuffle turn heads. You can feel so many eyes on you, looking at you and Kylar, laughing as they see Kylar's hand is latched onto your wrist. Only then do you notice the gaunt, sickly shade of his face. Heavy, darkened bags rest under his eyes. His lips are chapped too, more than they usually are. Speckled bits of dried blood rest in between the grooves of each crack. Kylar twitches, sweat slicking his choppily-cut fringe to his forehead. He looks ill. He tugs you closer, talking in a low tone that makes your stomach churn.
"You'reā You're on your period."
What. The. Fuck.
You don't remember telling him it was that time of the month? How does he knowā
"W-What? What does that have to do with anything?"
"J-Justā c-come with meā"
He breathes in shakily, composing himself as his eyes trail up your form, lingering far too long on the juncture between your shoulder and neck. He stands to meet your height, breathing heavily as you flood his senses with a scent that is so undeniably you. Sweet, but not too sweet. It makes his body buzz with a sickeningly fuzzy feeling. His mouth fills with sailva as you hold his gaze, scrutinizing him with your cutely furrowed brows and a jutted-out bottom lip.
"I-I need to tell you something."
You can see the desperation in his expression. His other hand shakes at his side, aching to latch onto you and never let go. Festering like a fresh wound, Kylar's carnal urges get the better of him. His other hand grabs your shoulder, pushing you closer towards his chest.
He smells different. Like dust, dirt and nothing all at once. He doesn't smell like garlic and pepper. Normally, you're assaulted with the scent of the plants - but strangely - it's gone entirely. You look up at Kylar, brows still furrowed in confusion because this is your boyfriend but... something is inherently wrong about him.
Kylar tugs you out of the cafeteria.
You don't struggle.
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"I-I need to taste youā"
"H-Huh?"
Kylar pushes you into the dilapidated storage closet, slamming the door shut behind him as he grapples you against the wall, panting against your mouth.
"I haven'tā You smell so good, a-and I just need this," He cuts himself off, snapping his gaze toward you incredulously from his position against you. He visibly shudders, twitching as he falls forward onto his knees, grounding himself between your thighs. He eagerly tugs your school skirt down, panting as he is met with your panties. "I-I need this. N-Need to feed f-from youā no one else."
"W-What! Kylar! We are in school right now! It'll be too messy a-and it'll get all over you-"
You choose to ignore your boyfriend's weird phrasing of eating you out. 'Feeding' from you is new.
His forehead rests heavy against your swollen uterus - you don't know what he's doing - until Kylar leans closer to your clothed pussy and begins sniffing you. Sniffing you - and moaning like he should have gotten between your thighs the moment you sat next to him in the cafeteria. You squeak, latching your hands in his hair in a pathetic attempt to steer him away from your bloodied thighs. Your tightened grip doesn't deter Kylar. He groans loudly, unashamed as he tilts into your touch, panting puffs of hot wet air against your skin.
"Y-Yes! Oh, y-you have to let meā you smell so perfect, j-justāahājust let me taste you,"
He's so close, so close to snapping and just biting into the soft skin of your thighs. His eyes dart between your face and your clothed heat. His jaw is clenched tight, gnawing at the skin on the inside of his cheeks. Strained to the last thread of his patience, Kylar lets out a hoarse, weak sound. His fingernails jab painfully into your thighs, carnal desperation evident in each action. Despite this, he looks up to you, teary eyed from the struggle of holding himself back.
"P-Please."
You nod, loosening your grip in Kylar's hair as he practically vibrates with excitement. He tugs down your panties, eyeing the pad that sits at the seat of them as his tongue slides over his bottom lip hungrily. You whine as his fingers nestle themselves against your overly sensitive folds. Slick with blood and wetness, Kylar's fingers prod at your folds, eagerly pressing against the spots that make your knees weaken against his hold.
Kylar's tongue inches out to lave at the smeared blood across your inner thigh, moaning at the taste. He latches onto you, lips forming a tight seal against blood-slick skin, mixing red with clear saliva as Kylar's teeth brush against you. Two particularly sharp teeth nick your inner thigh and you tug his head backward as his fingers continue softly rubbing at your clit. He presses an apologetic kiss to the wound, affectionately licking at the punctures, careful not to let any of the blood spill onto your white school shirt.
"I-I knew it'd be goodā" He gasps, his mouth and wet tongue making quick work of your other blood-smeared thigh. "Y-You're soāahāso, so, delicious, my love."
You blush, opening your eyes to look down at your boyfriend. Kylar's still twitching with excitement, tongue hanging out in anticipation as he nears your pussy. You whine weakly, pulling on his hair as dull throbbing cramps torment your lower abdomen. Kylar smiles at you, eyes much brighter - looking far less ill than before, too. He pulls his fingers away, admiring the sticky sheen of blood that coats them before quickly popping the digits into his mouth and moaning at the taste. He pushes you backward against the wall of the closet, spreading your thighs wide enough for his head to fit snugly between them.
He licks a stripe against the seam of your folds, eagerly lapping up the blend of arousal and blood. Your hands weave in his hair, pushing his nose against your clit as Kylar laves at your pussy, humming as your thighs trap him against your heat. Kylar groans, savouring the sweet, metallic taste of you against his tongue. He pushes closer, nestling his nose against your clit just close enough that with each press of his tongue against your entrance you cry out in pleasure, hands tightening in his dark hair. Kylar fucks you with his tongue until you're sobbing, wrapping an arm around each thigh to hold you firm against his mouth.
He moans as you grind against his tongue, chasing your release that hums deep within your core. Your grinding stutters as the coil burns hot within your stomach, tightening until it snaps.
You cry out as you cum, squirming as Kylar continues to hold you against his face. He groans, lapping up your arousal as it seeps onto his tongue. Your thighs clench against his head, quivering as Kylar slows his licking into gentle, loving laves against your pussy. He smiles as your hands fall from his hair. Kylar presses a loving kiss to your pussy, inching upward to press a kiss against your bloated abdomen as well. Even though he just gave you the most intense orgasm of your life, he's still so intimate with each of his actions, no matter how lewd or messy.
He pulls up your panties, your skirt, and readjusts the rest of your clothes before fixing his own.
Kylar stands, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, then licking up the blood collected on it. He looks undeniably better than before; gone is the sickly tone of his skin, the heavy bags under his eyes, and now his eyes hold a twinkle that doesn't falter. He helps you up with ease, pulling you into his chest and nuzzling into your neck.
"Thank you," He whispers, smiling against your neck, pressing soft, affectionate kisses to the damp skin. You return his embrace even as your legs still tremble from the onslaught of pleasure Kylar gave you. You feel better now. Your boyfriend isn't disgusted at you. Quite far from it, actually. So you'll ignore that his teeth are sharper, that his skin is as cold as a cadaver's, that you swear his eyes were red at one point. He's your boyfriend. His strange, newfound affliction for blood doesn't mean anything. Your head falls forward onto his shoulder, breathing in his new scent of dirt, dust and nothingness. He giggles at your newfound neediness, rubbing your back in a soothing motion.
"Let's do this again tonight, okay?"
#god can yall tell i got inspo from jennifers body#kylar#kylar the loner#dol#kylar x reader#dol kylar#degrees of lewdity#also ik jennifer isnt a vampire but... hnngg the scene where shes like 'i only eat *boys* needy' like AAAAAAA BARKBARKABRk#probs my fav girl-love movie (guys i write for girls too i probably should have said that)#hnng gf kylar who very obviously takes inspo from jennifers body and kills all the boys you have crushes on so she can have u to hersself..#anwyas guys more vampire kylar !!! thankyewww#kuuskylarposting
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Radiostatic double featureā¼ļøAlastor feeling himself and Val feeling up Vox
Vox took longer but I like the Alastor one better (wow who could've guessed)
Alastor without the glitchy stuf
The backgrounds r from the I bispaint library, I just put a color layer over them
Paper sketches for the pieces:
I can't wait for hazbin to get out of my brain so I can draw other stuff
#danninipnipnip#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel fandom#hazbin alastor#hazbin art#hazbin hotel art#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor the radio demon#alastor fanart#alastor#hazbin hotel vox fanart#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel vox#vox fanart#vox#radiostatic#not rlly tho lol#staticmoth#mothstatic#i dunno which is more common lol#i think i like staticmoth better then radiostatic but only cuz i want alastor#that and him and rosie r wayyy cuter tbh#u can prob tell but i had to trace over a cursive font for vals text cuz i dunno how cursive works TwT#also why tf is voxs pants the same color as his skin- i had to darken them so it wouldnt look dumb lol
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My favourite fantasy lately is Kuya kidnapping Eiden and bringing him to a house in the woods to punish him for endangering himself during some adventure. Kuya keeps Eiden in bondage and constantly on edge, teasing and denying him. And Eiden just takes it without asking to be let out, allowing Kuya to vent his fear and frustration, because he's nice like that.
But, at some point, even the strongest little soldiers break, and just when Eiden is about to shatter from all the stress and Kuya's oppressive anxiety, Quincy comes for the rescue. He's the only one who managed to find that little wooden shack in the middle of nowhere (you know, because Kuya's allowed him to), and he comes in and persuades Kuya to relent.
Kuya hasn't even given Eiden any dick in all the (three? four?) days they've been at it, so serious he was about the discipline aspect!
Eiden cries when Kuya finally fucks him, and Quincy makes him spill
this just reminds me of Billowing Wildfire Kuya R2 where eiden saID sO HImself
i would not be surprised if kuya went full speed into an evil edging hostage situation because he doesn't know how to process eiden's mortality
#feesh answer#i don't think even I'M that evil#i wouldn't edge eiden for DAYS...#then again i don't have the lifespan of an ancient fox yokai. i think.#so time passing for kuya must feel very different#(eiden being magically edged in the other room) kuya while doing his nails: huh. has it been 20 minutes already?#IT HAS BEEN 2 DAYS. KUYA LET HIM SPLORT#is there any way the clan members would NOT freak out after seeing eiden disappear for 3-4 days?#by the 1st night of MissingEiden#at least 3 of his wives would be on high alert LOL#unfortunately kuya rly does have those ridiculous powers#if he didn't wanna be found then none of the others would be able to get to him#i guess that's when quincy and rei are hired to sniff him out#rei's prob more lax like. what? the grand idiot's been gone for a day? so what. he's prob just fucking his way thru the clan#and one by one they all go 'he's not with me'#maybe by the 3rd day due to the delay in manual mail delivery#they get the scroll back from dante like 'no eiden is not with me'#and that's when everyone FLIPS OUT and the search goes into high gear#no. no actually i feel like they would all have figured out where eiden was within a day#that many brains.... surely they would be able to tell#or quincy would tattle. very matter of factly.#as in. yeah. i can sense it. old fox is squirreling away somewhere with the little devil#sigh. kuya if you keep this up they're all gonna put u thru mandated fox therapy or smth#you cannot do this every time you get separation anxiety#wait how tf do you spell the kuyaei shipname. is it just kuyaei. kuyei? kyuei? friggni vowels man#nu carnival kuya
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she got hands, as a treat
(WIP)
#delighted to tell u that I did write a real letter but I think prob nobody can read it which is fine#itās the principle of the thing#josephine montilyet#dragon age inquisition#dragon age art#my art#dragon age#i love her your honor#BioWare
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Jake: Thereās always been conversation about where you can make the most impact in the lineup. Youāre a superstar playmaker. We know you can drive your own lineā¦
Mitch Marner on Jake's Takes 100th Podcast | 07/14/23
#mitch marner#auston matthews#toronto maple leafs#1634#hockeyedit#egifs#anyway................ lkfjskldhfudjsklz#the way u can tell at first when mitch thinks a gotcha question is coming at him like. hes gonna be clocked for having#an opinion when according to the toronto media hes Not Allowed#it makes him a diva. but then he rmrs this is a child w no agenda n just. says all that.#i love him#i love THEM they rlly are smth special#never thought abt the fact that theyve prob been able to celebrate each others accomplishments so hard just bc#they ARE the ones to push each other and know what theyre capable of in that way#its giving m*drai when he told him to just Score 60 so he did it like LKFJDSK#no one can understand u better than ur exceptional teammate who also clearly sees what UR capable of and how ur underachieving#but theyve got longtime friendship and vision n dreams for this team baked into that too#anyway im emo
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not responding directly to that post abt Neilās demisexuality bc i have no ill will toward op or anyone reblogging it but also I have thoughts. itās a very slippery slope to put rules on whatās ooc or not in fanworks. its nice to be able to see ourselves in characters and itās totally fair to not enjoy portrayals of said characters that we disagree with. but when we find a connection with the source material, then imo thatās the end of where we get to claim any type of ownership of a character ā fanfiction is the wild west and thereās no point in introducing morality to it when so much exists and it all caters to different audiences. to me, āoocā is not a real thing, because every fic writer is going to portray the characters different than the source author does, because thatās how art works. so if people want to make neil more sexual in fanworks then thatās their right ā we have the power to grimace and close the tab when we find fic we donāt like. it just means itās not for us. but itās not inherently wrong. esp with neil, his backstory and relationship to sexuality are so complex. he literally avoids thinking abt it at all in the books except for whatās happening right in front of him with andrew. thereās actually so much wiggle room! like, he literally says allison is āhot but off limitsā at one point before spiraling into thoughts abt his mom ā im not at all saying this proves heās not ace/demi, or that heās attracted to allison, but thereās lots of ways to interpret that. and thereās plenty of things about neil that people might connect with beyond sexuality ā like, thatās not the only reason to be writing about him. fic writers might be more focused on exploring other aspects his character and thatās their right. and ofc worth mentioning that the aspec experience is soooooo vast like for me, i am aspec but if i vibed w someone even on a platonic level right away and they wanted to, i might smash bc im sex-neutral & it could be fun even if Iāve got a different relationship to attraction/arousal.
ANYWAY fanfiction is a contribution to a community, but individual works are not community-ownedā¦ weāre free to dislike anything, but i think it sets us all up for failure to make claims abt whatās a right or wrong way to portray characters in fic
#I logged off but then I was still thinking abt it lol#if u disagree w me thatās fine. u can tell me why if u want but Iām probs not gonna respond#im set in my ways and I said my thing lol#but yeah again no hate to op and some of u are probs like wtf are u talking abt Rory ksjfhfjdjf#also my point of nuance is like - tagging triggers and maintaining safe spaces#idk if thereās a way to tag for Neilās sexuality tho bc everyone is gonna interpret it differently#even within the demi Neil tag u know#I think I have a demi Neil tag on trigger and they have sex in the first scene/the first time they meet#and if someone were to say itās not representative of being aspec id be like ??? well thatās from my life so ???
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cw: gore and mentioned death for like 2 lines, nervous breakdown (or at least on the edge of one). Spoilers for ISAT.
YIPPEE ONE OF THE 3 FUNNY LOOPS!!! YIPPEEEEEEE
readmore'd this one early because the cws are at the beginning (and this one's kinda chunky)
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You'd been doing so well, this loop. You didn't crab anything up, you made the bomb and yet, and yet here you crabbing are, in the same bloodstained halls as always, kicking through puddles of gore like it's a normal Sunday, which you GUESS it is now!
Nothing you do matters. It doesn't matter it doesn't matter IT DOESNT! MATTER! And you just have to crabbing LIVE with it, forever, twenty four hours over and over, twenty four big metal bars of your hand-crafted cage.
So you just. Stop. Pull off to the side and sit up against a wall that isn't coated lightless with death and just.
You break down in tears.
It's still going. You're still going YOU'RE STILL GOING. One for all. Just you suffering, because everyone will be okay after you loop back, but not you! You'll carry this with you, forever! You don't want to be here anymore. You just... want it to stop.
And.
It does?
The world fades out, and not in the way it does when you die, no; it just... is suddenly dark. Thick and heavy like syrup around you. It's hard to move, to breathe. You find yourself struggling.
There are. Footsteps, coming in your direction. You can hear them clearly, like a pin dropping in a silent room. You struggle to your feet-- and it's a struggle, because you still can't breathe right and your legs shake like a newborn animal. It's a struggle to see anything around you through the veil of pure darkness that sparkles and floats around you.
And here you stand, in the sky itself, facing yourself.
More correctly, a mockery of yourself. It pulls itself forwards like you'd been doing all day, tilted and shaking and exhausted. Painted pure lightless and sparkling, like the blood painted on the King's armor. You glare daggers at it, because it is not you and if you believe it even could possibly be, even just a little, you will probably be giving it some kind of power.
It faces your direction, and it's lack of eyes and mouth sends shivers down your spine. It's not real, it's not real it's not real!!! It can't be!!! Why would this be real? You're frozen, you have to be because this is a crabbing DREAM it has to be you have to be frozen because if it's not then what the crab IS THIS, is your brain working against you? Are you imagining the frost crawling up your spine and the burning in your throat, if you try speaking you'll spit pure fire because you have Changed yourself with a capital C and Destroyed yourself with a capital D. It's a big angry mockery of yourself and you want it to go away you want everything to stop, stop, stop please--
It shifts. You move in response, nails digging into your palm. It takes a step forwards. The floor ripples like waves and they roll over your shoes, washing the blood from them. You back up some in return.
You open your mouth to say something or try and ward it off, but only a cough comes out. Blood runs down your chin.
It tilts its head (your head, YOUR head, it's freaking you right the crab out) and opens its OWN mouth, and--
It. Speaks.
[BURNING ONE.]
The sound that comes out, it's the King's voice. It shocks you still, and your lungs stop pulling in air at the pure horror. The thought hits your brain, did the King make this thing?
[Claude?]
No. No wait, now it's Euphrasie.
What.
[Do you know what this is?] Now it's Mirabelle??? [Don't drink it? What do you mean it's toxic?!]
Okay. Stop. This is making your head hurt. Like your brain has been restarted, turned off and back on again. You've run directly into a brick wall and now you're just confused. It's... using other's voices. Mockeries. Pulling from random conversations that you've just barely remembered. Mirabelle poured one of your potions on a plant she tried to grow once and it killed it. You hadn't cared at the time, but now, now... you'll never leave your stuff out again. That very same potion killed you, and it could've killed HER.
You know damn well what you've worked with. The plants and chemicals, toxic in every way. You'd always liked to dance on the edge of safety, tempting death to come get you: maybe that's why you're here now, doomed to repeat the same day over and over. Death coming back to laugh at you and take your soul, over and over again.
Maybe this thing is Death, coming to mock you face to face. Wouldn't that be a crabbing laugh? The very concept of the end, pointing and laughing right in front of you, using the voices of the ones you love. What a crabbing joke.
[Claude,] it pulls from Euphie again. [Are you okay?]
No. Why would you be okay, at this point? It tilts its head, and you shake yours. Crab it. Why not. Your voice is failing, withering away in the furnace of your mouth.
[HOW HAVE YOU DONE IT?] It echoes the King's voice at a louder volume.
You know. You know, you know you know. You wished, and figured out something new, something different, and now you have eternity and you want it to stop.
[Are you enjoying yourself over there?] Ohhh, oh you need it to stop using her voice. Twisting your girlfriend's kindly voice into something wrong, using it against you. You throw a punch, and it surges back.
[What do you mean, you've done this before?] Why, why is it doing this to you. You want it to stop you want it to go away you want to. [Can you tell me what happened?]
You can't. You don't, you don't want to do this anymore. Make it stop. Make it stop.
It looks at you. At your clasped together hands.
[YOU?]
Your voice sputters to life. Gurgles over blood. "I don't remember."
It opens its mouth.
[I wish...] Oh... that's...
[I wish we had more time!]
It reaches out, and grabs you by the lapel of your draping coat. Pulls you forwards. Your legs buckle under you, and it slightly holds you up. Looks down at you.
It has eyes behind the glasses now. Irises curled with spirals, the same crabbed up shade yours are.
[I'M SORRY.]
That's... that's you.
[THIS WAS THE DESTINED OUTCOME OF THE EXPERIMENT.]
Ahh...
The ice creeps up your back. Daggers and pins in your spine, between the bones.
[IT'S TIME TO GO TO SLEEP.]
You wished for more time, and...
It lets you go. You fall limp.
You can't move.
That's okay.
[BACK TO THE DRAWING BOARD.]
You
Let go.
(If you had held out for five more minutes, you could've been there, beside yourself, when your hopelessness ate you alive and turned you into a Sadness. Watched as they found you, how they screamed, and how they had to kill what was left of you. Lucky you!)
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat claude#claude looping au#in craft and cages#kinda stumbled through this one guys. oh well#whenever the fic rolls around Iāll prob rewrite this for it#because Iām just throwing things at the wall here lolllllll#can u tell I only know how to write claude right lmaoooo. thatās why the cute one is taking so long#I gotta figure out what to call this THANG [points at not-claude]#pov me looking up other words that arenāt already in the game#erm. maybe mourn. or smth#because hopelessness was already in the game#idk if this is complete or not but Iāve been staring at this for like 2 hours and Iām eepy. good enough 2 post
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The judgment Crow.
WHY DOES HE JUDGE ME
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do you think that whenever annie put on too much lipstick sheād smooch finnick on the cheek to blot it
#solās orangutan hours#as u can prob tell from all my fics i think leaving lipstick on ur luver is so cute#annie cresta#odesta
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