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I'm seeing several popular react to the Penguin show with "God I wanna see Batman kick his ass in the next movie". Which, for a show about a Batman villain, is probably an indication of succeess
Are you kidding me it fucking rules, there's no "probably" here, the show couldn't possibly have achieved what it set out to do harder.
I've talked with people, as Episode 7 was coming out, that they've managed to strike this perfect balance between making Oz the fun engaging protagonist to watch, and making him a villain that we'll want to face justice, opposite Sofia who tread the line between his Batman Villain arch-nemesis as well as the closest the show has to a hero. The camera loves her, the costume designers and hair stylists love her, the showrunner calls her the hero of the show, production folks who go on the podcast talk about how she was their favorite character to work on, while Oz, the protagonist, only grew darker and more despised and more fucked-up as the weeks passed, as we sit through 8 hours chipping away at all of his fun and charm and wacko comedy antics and motivations and all the scruples and principles that he turns out to have less and less of, that become less and less useful to him, until he butchers them all in the very end along with the heart of the show.
As I saw it around week 6, by the time this thing was over, Sofia would demand to be received with tragic applause and heartbreak and whooping cheers and love, but Oswald would have the children of the world booing and hissing and throwing eggs and tomatoes at him, and then asking him to come back so they can do it again. AND I WAS RIGHT, and also I WILDLY underestimated the degree to which that would be warranted, and I certainly didn't expect that, for the first time in my life, I would be unconditionally and enthusiastically on the same side as everyone who posted that Arkham scene, where Batman picks up Penguin and smashes him against a mirror, as something Battison has to do in the next movie. I couldn't believe what a stab to the heart that last episode was.
I'l get into the specifics of why this worked more on the Episode 8 breakdown and, granted, it's a lot to conciliate still, it's genuinely a strange feeling to be onboard with everyone else who wants Penguin to be flattened and crushed and humiliated, to truly hate him as a loathsome monster for the first time ever even as I love him in so many new fucked-up ways. This is, make no mistake, the good version of the Joker's Asylum one-off, Pain and Prejudice, Bullies, all those modern stories that are ultimately about nothing more than reminding you of a super-duper serious evil bastard this funny little man is, stories I generally just find too dumb and reductive and ugly and tasteless and trying so very damn hard to be scary without working for it. This was Lauren LeFranc slam dunking everyone who's picked up this character since Jason Aaron in 2007, including Jason Aaron himself, and wherever they take him in the next movie, or if they can justify another season of this, they've fully set him up more than ever as a guy we will want to be exploded by the Batmobile, that he not only fully deserves it, but must, be defeated for good.
Beyond impressed, don't think I could have ever anticipated how much I wanted this.
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Y'all are probably gonna dissect me for this but why is the Kraken so sexy
#like bro. id hit#it has a SIX PACK#OR AN EIGHT PACK??? I FORGOT#IT HAS MUSCLES. LIKE DWAYNE THE ROCK JOHNSON BICEPS#as a kid it was one of my first monster crushes but i was too young to understand why it made me feel like that bro#like in turning red. âWHY DID I DRAW THOSE STUPID SEXY THINGSâ#this is too much information but that bitch gotta be exposed he cannot go on Like That#also the pecs are like bigger than my entire face#SERIOUSLY WHY IS THE KRAKEN RIPPED HOW MUCH DOES IT SWIM EACH DAY#wizard101#w101#wiz101#text posts#God is personally going to kill me for this post. He is
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A fic where reader likes Aaron but is like 20 years younger than him (I checked the math, even at the start of the show, he was 43 so that wouldn't have been weird. Unless u find that weird? Pretend i said 10 years if that weirds u out) and she thinks she doesn't have a chance with him and that he wouldn't even consider her. And so she just pines over him with the unrequited crush blues. Maybe hotch seems to "baby" her and be extra protective of her so she chalks it up to being the baby of the team. Meanwhile he does not view her as a baby. At all. And maybe he doesn't even realize he treats her any different. Angst welcome! Definitely romance
She/her pronouns for the fic if u want to do it please đ and thank u đ
â Zee
MY DARLING ZEE
I have been SO excited to post this one, so thank you for requesting it. as usual, I got carried away, but it's daddy hotch so I apologize for nothing
enjoy ;)
warnings: swearing, lots and lots of angst word count: 4.5k
baby.
Furious didnât even begin to cover the way you felt currently. The entire cabin of the jet was thick with tension radiating from your barely concealed rage, and for a split second you felt guilty, because the teamâs discomfort was more than palpable. But as your gaze wandered to the opposite end of the jet and you caught sight of the culprit of your vexation, brooding heavily in your direction, any sliver of remorse evaporated from your pores and your eyes instantly hardened in response.
Fucking Aaron Hotchner.
Hotchâs thick dark brows were pinched together, creating a crease of annoyance right between them, and his lips were pressed in a line that was harsher than usual, causing his frown lines to settle even deeper into the skin around his mouth. His deep umber eyes were void of any warmth, and there was no evidence of faint mirth creasing around them. Instead his lethal gaze was cold as steel, and as rigorous as stone.
You had seen a more intense version of that look several times before whenever he interviewed unsubs that made monsters look like fairytales, and normally it sent a chill down your spine. Not because you were scared of your boss; quite the opposite actually. Every time you watched him stare down the worst of humanity with an aura of disinterest and a hard glare that showed he was completely unimpressed, you found yourself more and more attracted to him. Especially on the rare occasions when he lost his temper and ended up slamming his hands on the table while yelling in their face. You found that incredibly hot.Â
From the day you met Hotch for your interview, you had found him attractive. Intimidating as hell, but attractive. The fact that he was your boss didnât deter you from developing a little crush on him, or the fact that he was a widower with a six year old son. None of that stopped the butterflies that swarmed in your stomach every time he gave you a tiny bit of praise in the form of a âgood jobâ, or a simple nod of approval. In fact, the more Hotch warmed up to you, the worse your little crush got.
You found yourself grinning whenever someone made him crack the tiniest of smiles, and nothing fueled your ego more than his quiet snort whenever you said something he seemed to find funny. Hotch surprisingly had a great sense of humor when the stress of being the unit chief of the B.A.U. wasnât looming over his head. He could be stubborn and closed off sometimes, and he wasnât always the best with words, but you could tell by his actions that he truly cared about his team. Unfortunately for you, his treatment revealed exactly how he saw you.Â
The baby of the team.Â
It was no secret thatâs how the rest of the team saw you too. Derek had been teasingly, but affectionately, referring to you as âBaby Spiceâ since your first day because you were by far the youngest member of the team and beyond feisty. Spencer even joined in with the nicknames, jokingly calling you âkidâ with a proud grin now that he was no longer the youngest, even though there was less than a five year gap between the two of you, which Rossi constantly reminded him of with a smack to the back of his head. At a certain point you realized that Rossi just enjoyed messing with Spencer, but you still grinned at him in appreciation every time he came to your defense.
Even though you were far from being a child, Hotch still treated you differently than the others, which did not go unnoticed by anyone. He was far more protective of you, not allowing you to go anywhere alone when the team was working a case, and he hardly ever wanted you in the interrogation room with unsubs. Only after Emily backed you up, insisting it was important to your training, did he finally allow you to interrogate. But it was under the strict condition that he was always the one in the room with you. He never allowed you to enter a crime scene or a suspected location of an unsub first, and the first time you got injured while on a case, resulting in the tiniest of a cut above your eyebrow, Hotch forced you to take a leave of absence for two weeks.
You made it three days before you burst into his office and demanded that he end your leave.
He didnât.
Because of the way Hotch seemed to âbabyâ you, it resulted in the rest of the team doing it too. Emily and JJ werenât as bad about it, but they definitely put themselves in front of you anytime a situation got dangerous. Derek and Hotch were by far the worst and the most obvious about being overprotective, but Spencer and Rossi werenât far behind. The only one that ever treated you as an equal was Garcia, and thatâs why she was your favorite.
And the only one you confided in about your little crush on your boss. Although, you were sure Emily and JJ had caught on by now. They always flashed you a teasing smirk and a little wink anytime they caught you silently pining.
But that was what seemed to solidify that you would never have a chance with Hotch. Not that he was your boss, or that he had traumatically lost his wife, or that he had a young son, or even the fact that he was a good twenty years older than you. It was that he seemed to view you more as a helpless child than a capable woman.
As soon as the jet landed, you were the first one off. You could hear Hotchâs shoes stomping along the floor of Headquarters right on your heels. While you stopped at your desk to drop off your go bag, fully prepared to get your shit and leave, his angry march continued up the stairs towards his office, but he never once took his irritated glare away from your figure.
âY/L/N, my office. Now.â
Gritting your teeth hard, you turned your head to shoot daggers in his direction, but he had already disappeared into his office. Disregarding the sympathetic concern from your coworkers, you furiously made your way up the stairs and made a dramatic show of slamming the door to Hotchâs office forcefully behind yourself, which in turn made his eyes narrow into vehement slits as he looked at you. He straightened his back, squaring his shoulders while he stepped around his desk to stand a few feet away from you. He looked absolutely pissed, but you were too lost in your own rage to care.
âYou were completely out of line-â
âOh, bullshit! I was doing my job-â
âI gave you a direct order and you ignored it, putting yourself and the entire team at risk.â
Hotchâs voice rose in volume when you combated his critique, and even though you had spoken over him first, the fact that he was now doing it to you only fueled your anger further. You took a bold step forward and glared up at Hotch as you grit your rebuttal out through your teeth.
âI saved that kidâs life-â
âBy being reckless! You couldâve gotten him killed. You could have gotten killed. Donât you get that?â
âBut I didnât! No one got hurt, so what the fuck is the issue-â
âThe issue is you.â
Hotchâs comment quickly halted the verbal punch you were about to throw, and as you glared up at him, you noticed that his nostrils were flaring with fury and that his darkened eyes were wild and blown open with pure unbridled rage. The sting of his words caused the wildfire flaring inside of you to shrink to the dull roar of a fireplace blaze. Crossing your arms over your chest in a sign of defiance, you lowered the volume of your voice and layered it with acidity.Â
âYouâre a fucking hypocrite.â
Hotch narrowed his eyes, which seemed to be glowing with resentment, as he took another step towards you, faintly cocking his head to the side.
âExcuse me?â
He was giving you an opportunity to correct yourself. But one thing Hotch hadnât seemed to learn about you was that you could be just as stubborn as he was, and once you reached a certain stage in your wrath, you didnât back down. You went straight for the jugular.
âIf it had been you, you wouldnât have called it ârecklessâ. But because itâs me, you flip out and blow the whole fucking thing out of proportion because you treat me like Iâm a goddamn child-â
âI wouldnât treat you like a child if you didnât fucking act like one.â
At this point, there was barely an inch of space between you and Hotch, and you had to tilt your head back slightly just to return his scowl. He might as well have thrown gasoline on the fire with that comment, and you were suddenly completely fed up with no one in this goddamn building viewing you as a grown fucking woman.
âIf it had been Derek, or Emily, you wouldnât be giving them shit like this. You wouldâve given them a slap on the wrist, but still acknowledged that they got the job done. So why do I get treated differently-â
âBecause youâre not as good as you think you are, and youâre certainly not as good as them.â
That simple statement hurt worse than if Hotch had physically struck you across the face with the back of his hand. All the fury within you suddenly fizzled out, and you stood there dumbstruck while Hotch let out an exasperated exhale through his nose and turned away from you to walk around the corner of his desk and plop down angrily in his chair. He opened the file currently sitting in front of him and directed his irritated attention solely to the pages, reaching for a pen from the holder to his right to wrap his fingers around. He didnât even look up as he barked out his next order.
âYouâre suspended for three weeks. When you return, weâll discuss your behavior and your future here at the B.A.U.â
Everything felt like it had suddenly come crashing down around you, and you found yourself wondering if it was all worth it. The stress of the job, the never ending hours, the horrors you saw day in and day out, but especially the treatment you received from Hotch and the others. You started to wonder if you had tricked yourself into believing it wasnât harmful and had all come from a good place, but now you werenât so sure anymore. For the first time since joining the B.A.U., you found yourself wanting out.
Swallowing the pieces of the lump that threatened to form in your throat, you lifted your chin slightly and spoke in a quiet but firm voice.
âNo.â
Hotch quickly lifted his gaze to glower up at you, the thickness of his brows making him appear angrier from where you stood above him. However the second he caught the look on your face, his eyes softened considerably and he sat up straight, the semi permanent frown on his lips vanishing into a subtle line. His eyes followed the movement of your hand while you pulled the gun from the holster at your hip and sat it down in front of him on the desk, along with your badge. There was a brief flash of panic in Hotchâs eyes when he looked at you again, and his lips parted slightly, but you didnât give him a chance to speak.
âI quit.â
Turning around to solemnly leave his office, you ignored the gentle pleas of your name leaving his lips. As you descended the stairs, the teamâs heads perked up in curiosity, their gazes darting between your melancholic movements while you gathered your things, and the sight of a frantic Hotch rushing down the stairs like a man on a mission.
âAgent Y/L/N, do not walk away from me when Iâm talking to you.â
Realizing that he was getting nowhere by being authoritative, Hotch let out an exasperated deep exhale through his nose and lowered the volume of his voice, speaking in a far gentler tone.
âY/N we have to talk about this, you canât just leave.â
You didnât bother looking at any of them as you began your walk towards the elevators. You could still hear Hotch following closely behind you, and all of a sudden Derekâs large figure appeared in front of you. He dipped his head slightly to capture your eyes, the confusion on his features melting into pure concern as he glanced over your shoulder at Hotch before looking back at you. He held his right hand out towards you as if he were extending an olive branch and tilted his head to the side slightly.
âWhoa, whatâs goinâ on Baby Spice? Câmon, talk to me.â
Derek was speaking to you in that gentle manner that he used when he wanted to show a victim that he wasnât a threat. There was no doubt he could see the sadness and defeat glistening in your eyes, but you didnât have the energy to rip open the wound any further.
âIâm going home. Please move.â
That was all you could manage to weakly get out as you attempted to step around him. But Derek, being Derek, wasnât having it. He reached out to gently place his hand on your shoulder.
âIâll drive you.â
âI can drive myself.â
âBaby-â
âIâm not a child, Derek. I donât need your help, can you back off?â
Derekâs warm gaze widened considerably, and his neat onyx brows rose up his forehead in complete shock. You had never exploded on him like that, or any of the others for that matter. But right now all you wanted to do was get the hell out of there.
âLet her go.â
Derek glanced over your shoulder to look at JJ in pure confusion, but she gave a slight shake of her head while holding his gaze with a firm look in her ocean blue eyes, giving him a nonverbal cue to sit this one out. After a moment of hesitation, Derek removed his hand from your shoulder and took a step to the left to unblock your path.Â
The entire team was silent while watching you disappear behind the elevator doors.
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A subtle but firm series of knocks at your door roused you from your sleep. Squinting at the clock on your bedside table, the lime green numbers read ten twenty-three pm. You hadnât even remembered falling asleep. As soon as you had walked through the door of your apartment hours ago, you kicked off your shoes and crawled in bed, your mind spiraling about what you had just done and what it meant for the future.
When the knocks grew more impatient, you threw your comforter off with an irritated huff and got out of bed, exiting your bedroom to make your way to the living room to figure out who the hell was knocking on your door this late. However when you swung the front door open, your unexpected visitor was the last person you expected it to be.
Aaron Hotchner.
The darkness under his eyes was more prominent than usual, and his neatly cropped hair looked messy, as if he had been stressfully running his fingers through it. The permanent scowl he normally wore was missing from his lips, and there was a faint flicker of concern highlighted in his eyes. The first two buttons of his white dress shirt were undone, and his merlot colored tie hung loosely around his neck.
He looked exhausted.
Instead of speaking, you arched one of your dark brows, silently asking for the reason for his impromptu visit. As he shifted awkwardly to his other foot and cleared his throat, you realized you had never seen him look so unsure of himself.
âMay I come in?â
Part of you wanted to slam the door in his face, but a bigger part of you was curious to know why your former boss had shown up at your door unannounced at ten thirty at night. Letting out a deep exhale through your nose, you stepped aside to allow Hotch to pass by you. The second the door shut with a soft click and you turned around to face him, there was already a blanket of irritation tugging his features down. He didnât even give you a chance to question his presence before speaking.
âYouâre a pain in my ass.â
A dry laugh instantly escaped your lips, and a soft furrow settled between your brows while you crossed your arms over your chest.
âWow, youâre really good at this whole apology thing, huh?â
âIâm not here to apologize. Iâm here to be honest with you, and the honest truth is youâre a huge pain in my ass. Youâre stubborn, emotionally reactive, not to mention combative-â
âThen why the hell did you hire me-â
âIâm not finished.â
Hotch was speaking in that firm authoritative voice he used whenever he wanted to make it crystal clear he wasnât in the mood for bullshit or push back. Despite your burning desire to lash out again, you bit your tongue and settled for glaring at him instead.
âYou are constantly acting like you have something to prove-â
âBecause you make me feel like I have to, Aaron. You, and the rest of the team, make me feel like I have to prove my worth every fucking day. Do you have any idea how exhausting that is? Or how much that makes me doubt myself?â
âDo you ever stop talking long enough to listen to someone else speak?â
Tension hung in the small space of your living room like a heavy and dense fog. Hotch observed you silently for a moment as your frustrations lingered in the air while you refused to meet his eyes. There was an unreadable expression on his face, and he seemed to wait until he could tell your emotions had leveled out slightly before speaking again.
âI admired your compassion.â
Perplexity twisted up your features as you stared across your living room at Hotch.
âWhat?â
âYou asked why I hired you. Thatâs why.â
He made it sound like it was the most simple statement in the world, but it only added another layer to the cryptic labyrinth you were trying to navigate.
âI donât understand-â
âWhen I reviewed your case work with you in your interview, I was impressed by your attention to detail. But I was even more impressed that when I asked you questions about the victims you had worked with, you gave me personal details about them, not just black and white facts that were in their file. You remembered things about them. You humanized them instead of speaking about them like a statistic.â
All you could do was blink at him in surprise. That was the last thing you expected to come out of his mouth. Sensing that a calmness had settled over you, Hotch took a cautious step forward and continued.
âYou know just as much about the victims of notorious serial killers as you do about the serial killers themselves. Every solution you have to a problem is led with people in mind, trying to minimize casualties. You speak about victims like people, not numbers or objects. You put everyoneâs feelings, and safety, before your own, and that is both the best thing about you and the worst.â
The sincerity in Hotchâs voice caught you off guard, and for a moment you werenât sure what to say. He spoke to you in the soft voice you had once overheard him speaking to Jack in on the phone, and that caused a fluttering feeling inside your stomach. But it also added to your confusion. If he thought so highly of you, then why did he treat you the way he did?
âWhy are you so different with me?â
Hotch let out a deep exhale through his nose, dragging his palm down his face slowly before loosely gesturing to you with his hand.
âBecause itâs my job to protect you.â
âNo it isnât.â
It was Hotchâs turn to stare at you in puzzlement, his thick brows knit together in the center of his forehead. Running a hand through your hair in slight irritation, you shook your head slowly.
âI knew exactly what I was signing up for when I applied for this job. I knew it was dangerous-â
âMy job as the unit chief is to keep my team safe-â
âNo, Aaron. Itâs to lead us. We all knew the risks when we joined. There is only so much you can control, you of all people should know that. I know you try to look out for us, but you donât treat the rest of the team like you treat me. And I get it, okay? I am the youngest on the team, but Iâm not a child-â
âI donât think youâre a child.â
Hotch looked even more perplexed by your words, his head tilted to the side slightly while looking over at you.
âY/N, your age has nothing to do with the way I treat you-â
âThen what is it?â
That uncertainty was once again shining in his eyes. It looked like Hotch was struggling internally with which version of his truth he wanted to give you. The revelation about your age not being a factor in his treatment filled you with a sense of relief, but also left you with more questions than answers. After what felt like an eternity of silence, Hotchâs face softened considerably as he took a few steps closer towards you.
âIâŠI care about all of you, and I donât want to see anything happen to any of you.â
The intensity of his eye contact caused a slight shiver to nip at your spine, and it seemed like there was a hidden meaning to his sentence; something deeper.Â
âYouâŠcare about me?â
The tiniest of smirks tugged at the edge of Hotchâs lips, and his eyes had lightened in color with pure amusement.
âYou know, for one of my most brilliant profilers, youâre pretty bad at this. Should I be concerned?â
Warmth bloomed in your cheeks hearing the faint tease lingering at the edge of his question. Hotch had never been this laid back and playful with you before. It almost sounded like he wasâŠflirting?
Your eyes widened slightly while staring up at him, an overly dramatic gasp leaving your lips.
âWas thatâŠa joke? Did you just make a joke? Are you feeling alright? Should I call a doctor?â
Deciding to test the waters, you brought your hand up to place the back of it against his forehead before moving it downwards to place against his cheek, as if you were checking his temperature. All of a sudden, a huge tooth bearing grin stretched across his lips, and your breath caught in your throat.
He was smiling.
Aaron Hotchner was smiling.Â
He gently grasped your wrist in his large hand, his grin fading to a miniscule smirk while his gaze became a little more intense.
âActually, smartass, Iâm having a bit of a rough night. One of my best profilers quit on me earlier. Although in her defense, I was kind of being a dick.â
âKind of?â
âDonât push it. Iâm already doing something I normally donât.â
âWhich is?â
âBegging for forgiveness.â
Hotch hadnât let go of your wrist, and either your mind was playing tricks on you, or he had somehow gotten closer. There was barely a centimeter separating your chests. Him telling you not to push it only made you want to do it that much more, and since you had already technically quit, you decided to throw caution to the wind.
âI donât hear any begging.â
The mirth in Hotchâs eyes darkened into something you hadnât seen before, and for a moment you were nervous that you had crossed a line. It felt like he was staring directly into your soul, searching for some answer that would determine his next move.Â
âYou are by far the most frustrating woman I have ever met.â
Woman.
Hotch thought of you as a woman, and that caused a bright grin to stretch across your lips.
âWell, youâre no ray of sunshine either, but I still like you.â
Hotchâs grasp on your wrist tightened slightly at the end of your sentence, and a look of surprise flashed across his face before his eyes returned to that darkened look you couldnât decipher.Â
âIs that so?â
His voice was low, but firm, and the sultriness of it nestled comfortably between your inner thighs. All you could do was subtly nod while staring up at him, watching as he leaned in meticulously and painfully slow.
âIf Iâm reading this wrong-â
âIf youâre reading this wrong, youâre a terrible profiler.â
You werenât one to wait for action, so before he could respond, you reached up to grab onto the back of Hotchâs neck and pulled him down to press your lips against his in a tentative kiss. At first he tensed up, but then you felt his body physically relax, and a soft hum sounded in your throat when he snaked his arm around your waist. Reluctantly pulling away, he gently brushed his nose against yours and whispered.
âSo, Iâll see you in the office Monday?â
âMm, no.â
Hotch pulled back so he could stare down at you in pure perplexity, and you grinned at his facial expression.
âNo?â
âIâm suspended, remember? Three weeks, I think it was?â
Hotchâs lips formed into a thin line as he stared down at you, the amusement previously lingering in his eyes completely gone. You couldnât help but laugh, lightly shoving him away from you with your palms against his chest.
âHey, you decided my sentence.â
âYou were being a brat-â
âAnd now this brat has a three week vacation. Iâve been meaning to take a trip anyway-â
âActually, I havenât filed any paperwork, so youâre not officially suspended, and youâre still a current employee. Iâll see you on Monday, Agent Y/L/N.â
The demanding tone of his voice made you bite down on your bottom lip, and you leaned back against your kitchen island while arching one of your brows in challenge and crossing your arms across your chest with a playful smirk on your lips.
âYou donât wanna see me before that, sir?â
The way you used his title clearly had an affect on him, and you suddenly realized that the emotion eclipsing his eyes was pure lust. He slowly reached his hand up to tug at the loose knot on his tie until it came undone around his neck completely, and he slowly approached you with a wolfish grin.
âWhy do you think Iâm here?â
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Title: Captured.
A Continuation of This Piece.
Pairing: Yandere!Geto x Reader x Yandere!Gojo (JJK).
Word Count: 3.3k.
TW: AFAB!Reader, Dub/Con -> Non/Con, Implied Kidnapping, Oral Sex, Threesomes, The Pervasive Aire of Homoerotica, Slight Exhibitionism/Voyeurism, Violence, Intimidation, and Biting. Dead Dove: Do Not Eat.
He let you wait outside while he booked a room. It was a test, obviously â to see if youâd try and run as soon as he let you out of his sight. You didnât. You kept your back pressed against the peeling cement wall and your hands in your pockets as the man at the front desk screamed, as you listened to the slick sounds of carnage and Getoâs muffled laughter. By the time he came out, his clothes dotted with dark stains and his hands lathered in the same dripping scarlet, you thought you mightâve been too sick for whatever he wanted to do with you.
He held up a hand, two keys and their accompanying plastic tags hanging from each finger. âPick a number, one through ten.â
You just wanted to get this over with. Then, you wouldnât have to worry about monsters or mysterious men or any of this ever again. âEight.â
âOh, the honeymoon suite.â Your eyes widened, and he cocked his head to the side. âKidding, kidding. Thatâll have to wait, for now.â
The room was nicer than youâd expected. Not quite the oppressively beige monstrosity youâd feared, but not as far from the eye-bleedingly pink love hotel thatâd be the permanent backdrop in your worst nightmares as you wouldâve liked. Currently, you were sitting on the edge of a king-sized bed with faux-velvet sheets, staring at your feet as Geto washed his hands in the in-suite bathroom. So lost in your own spiraling thoughts, you didnât notice the water shutting off, didnât hear him approaching you until the mattress dipped at your side and a pair of hands came to rest on either side of your waist. In one smooth, effortless motion, you were hauled into his lap, left to balance on his thigh as his eyes raked over you unabashedly. âYou should try to relax. If I didnât know better, Iâd think you were afraid of me.â His hand fell to the hem of your sweater. Youâd gotten dressed in a blind panic after waking up to an apartment crawling with those awful things, but now, you regretted not throwing on as many layers as you could, not putting as many barriers as you could between yourself and the feeling of his calloused fingers skirting over your skin. âI can help take the edge off, if youâd like.â
For the first time that day, you felt a spark of relief. âDo you have anything? Iâm alright with pills.â
âI was thinking something more along the lines ofâŠâ His hand splayed over your stomach, his tone laced with a dark edge. âChoking you until you black-out, then having my way with your helpless body?â
âOh.â Just as quickly, that spark was extinguished â crushed under an unforgiving heel and stamped into total nonexistence. âI⊠I think Iâd rather be awake, thank you.â
He hummed, tapping two fingers against your hip. âHave it your way, little one.â
Without warning, you were thrown onto the center of the bed. Before you could haul yourself up, before you could fully realize what was going on, Geto was between your open legs, mouth latched onto the inside of your thigh and his hands tearing at your shorts. The flimsy material gave away easily, and your panties didnât last much longer. You took back what youâd said about wearing less revealing clothes; making this take any longer than it already did wouldâve been torture. As deftly as he worked, the knot of dread forming in your chest was faster, quickly overshadowing every rational thought you mightâve had in favor of telling you that you werenât supposed to be here, that this was dangerous, that you didnât know what was going on, that youâ
His broad tongue laved over your now-exposed slit, and your panicked mind went completely blank. His mouth was hot, and he didnât waste time, latching onto your clit and sucking before you could think to push him away. Your body, nerves fried by adrenaline and senses dialed up to the point of hypersensitivity, responded immediately, your back arching as you struggled to swallow back a fractured moan. He encouraged your reactions, laving over your clit as two of his fingers found their way to your now-dripping entrance.
His digits slipped into you without resistance, scissoring apart and splitting you open as your own hands balled around the sheets, as you locked your jaw into place and did what little you could swallow back any sounds thatâd make you seem more pathetic than you already were. Your pitiful attempts at resistance earned a throaty chuckle that reverberated against your clit and made your thighs clench together. Vaguely, in the distance, you felt his hand curl around your ankle, then you were being bent in half, your legs thrown over his shoulders as he ate you out like a man starved. It was all you could do to keep your eyes shut, the tears that wouldâve escaped otherwise safely locked away, to make sure you didnât kick or thrash or do anything thatâd make him decide youâd be more entertaining after youâd been half-mauled by one of his monsters. It was all you could do to keep your mind blank, to block out the terrible, wet noises rising up from between your thighs, toâ
The door creaked as it swung open, and you scrambled to pull away from Geto, to cover yourself before someone saw you being brought to the brink of climax by a murderer. He held you in place, though, his grip turning vice-like as he kept you splayed-open and on-display for the familiar, white-haired stranger now standing in the doorway. âSatoru,â Geto started, still idly pumping his fingers into you. âHow kind of you to joinââ
He didnât get a chance to finish. You closed your eyes, and when you opened them again, Gojo had him pinned to the far wall, a small crater blown into the cement where the point of collision wouldâve been. You could see an orb of blinding, blue light forming in his other hand, but Geto only clicked his tongue, shaking his head. âKeep your dick in your pants, pervert,â he purred, eyes flitting to you. âThere are innocents nearby.â
The orb of light disappeared, but Gojo didnât move. âI donât mind getting my hands dirty.â
You watched a first form at Getoâs side, watched in a daze as his knuckles collided with Gojoâs cheek with enough force to send him flying across the room and into the side of the bed, fracturing the steel frame. âMe neither, âtoru.â
Letting out a ragged exhale, Gojo pushed himself to his feet and their conversation devolved into a rush of blows and kicks and insults half-finished before Gojoâs fist collided with Getoâs chin or Geto caught Gojoâs throat in his teeth. Clothes were torn, blood spilled across cheap carpeting, and you blinked once, twice, before shaking your head and hauling yourself up and taking stock of the situation.
They were fighting. Eventually, one of them would probably win, and that winner would probably want to fuck you. Maybe, after that, one of them would also help you. Maybe.
Gojo caught Getoâs hair in his fist and pulled. You couldâve sworn you heard Geto moan.
Okay. Alright. Yeah. No. Fuck this, actually.
Slowly, careful not to make a sound, you stood up and pulled your sweater down to cover your still dripping cunt before inching towards the door which was, surprisingly, still in one piece (it would dawn on you later that Geto mustâve left it unlatched, if not open, much to your delayed mortification). You could figure something else out. There were two other people who knew about your monsters, which meant there mustâve been at least one more. Gojo had been wearing a uniform, when you first met him, running for your life from the mangled mess of teeth and claws thatâd managed to sink its talons into you, and you thought youâd heard him mention a school. You could find someone else, someone who wouldnât ask for sex, someone who wouldnât know your name before you introduced yourself, someone whoâd give you a protective charm or a talisman and then demand for money or unpaid labor in return. You couldâ
It felt like vertigo, like the surface of the Earth had shifted underneath you. Your body tilted, collapsed, and then Gojoâs arm was wrapped around your waist, his chest pressed into your back and his fingers burrowed into the flesh of your side. âTrying to get away?â His voice was raspy. Geto mustâve gotten his throat. âThatâs not very nice.â
âYou were the one who burst in uninvited and distracted me,â Geto muttered. His lip was busted, and he cracked his nose back into place as he hauled himself up from the floor. âIf you hadnât interrupted us, theyâd still be cumming on my tongue so adorably.â
Gojo didnât seem to pay him any mind. His attention remained fixed on you, his free hand drifting to your vulnerable pussy. Using his thumb, he gathered some of the slick staining your inner thighs, toying with it as he spoke. âI thought the first time I touched you like this would be more romantic.â He paused, his ears ghosting over the shell of your ear. âOr, the first time I touched you while you were awake, at least. It⊠it got harder to control myself, toward the end.â
You snapped to Geto, teeth bared. âThis wasnât what we agreed to. I donât want toââ
âDonât talk to him.â His fingers slipped into you, curling against the walls of your cunt. Your breath hitched in your chest, and Gojo pressed a fleeting kiss into your cheek. âDonât look at him. Heâs not supposed to be here.â
âI could say the same thing about you, Satoru.â Stretching his back, he made his way back to the bed and collapsed onto it, letting out a strained groan. âIf I hadnât been so kind as to donate all of those very valuable, very hard-to-come-by curses to your pitiful cause, you wouldâve waited⊠how long? Another year before so much as breathing the same air as your little crush?â His half-lidded stare met yours, and he smirked. âYou should have a taste. The poor thing is heavenly when theyâre scared.â
âHeâs always been this bossy. Iâm sorry you had to deal with him on your own.â Gojo drew back, but didnât let you go. Rather, he looped an arm under your knees and pulled you off your feet, carrying you back to that fucking bed. He laid you out with more care than Geto had, but his expression remained uncannily blank. Heâd been blindfolded the first time youâd met, and whatever eyewear heâd come with had been either removed or torn away, revealing eyes that were almost painfully blue. The only mercy was his hair â long enough to fall over his face and obscure his empty gaze, his parted lips. His hand drifted to your injured leg, still bandaged from the knee down, and his lips quirked downward. âIâm sorry you had to get hurt, too. ButâŠâ He smiled, leaned in until his forehead rested against yours. âItâs good that weâll get to be together, right?â
You wanted to scream. You wanted to tell him to stop touching you, to let you go home, but you couldnât go home, so you said nothing.
Geto let out an exaggerated yawn. âI didnât put this little reunion together because I wanted to hear you talk, âtoru.â
âSee what I mean? So fucking bossy.â And yet, one of his hands fell away from you. You heard fabric rustle, metal clink, and then his cock was free, prodding against the inside of your thigh. You could feel your heart drop into your stomach as your eyes broke away from his and raked over his pale shaft, his flushed head, already leaking beads of ivory precum. He was tall. They were both massive, but nothing attached to a human being shouldâve been that big. âYouâre lucky Iâm letting you watch.â
âWho said Iâd be watching?â So preoccupied by your own terror, you didnât notice Geto shifting until you felt his hands on your sides, then at the hem of your sweater, pulling your only remaining protection over your head. You scrambled to stop him, but there wouldnât have been much you could to do fend him off at your best, let alone in the state youâd been reduced to tonight. With a breathy chuckle, he finished stripping you down, his attention immediately falling to your chest. âYou wouldnât want me leaving you alone with him, would you, little one?â He bowed his head, catching your nipple with his teeth and pulling harshly. A pained whine slipped past your lips before you could choke it back, and he turned towards Gojo, grinning. âSee? They like me.â
Whatever rage Gojo felt, he managed to bury it beneath a soft smile, a pulse of pure electricity in his eyes as he took his cock in his hand, dragging the tip over your entrance. You thrashed, kicked, fought, but he only cooed as he thrust into you, like he was trying to comfort you. Like you would need to be comforted if he just stopped.
He bottomed out, his hips pressing into yours with a blissful sigh, and you lurched forward, moving to claw at his eyes, to wrap your hands around his throat, to do something. Geto caught your wrists before you could so much as touch him, though â laughing as he forced your arms flush against the mattress. As Gojo started to move in earnest, Geto slotted his lips against yours, taking advantage of your distress to force his tongue into your mouth while Gojo fucked you open, whatever gentleness heâd been attempting to show you falling away in favor of burying himself that much deeper in your tight heat. As soon as Geto pulled away, Gojo took his place, his kiss not quite as aggressive but no less invasive, no less unwelcome. You shouldâve never left your apartment. You shouldâve never run from your monsters. At least they mightâve been kind enough to kill you quickly.
By the time he broke away from you, your vision was spotted with black, your lungs aching from a lack of oxygen. Jerkily, he straightened his back and raised a hand, his fingers soon tangled in Getoâs hair. You watched in a daze as teeth clashed against teeth and lips collided with a bruising force, and considered the terrifying possibility that you mightâve been the first person either of them had ever kissed.
Gojoâs pace turned erratic, his hold on your hip crushing. His pelvic bone caught on your clit every time he thrust into you. Youâd been able to control yourself when faced with Getoâs teasing, but now, every little cracked moan and pained whimper slid past your lips, barely audible above the sound of slick squelching and skin slapping against skin. Unwillingly, you clenched around him, and Gojo doubled over with a throaty groan, burying his face in the side of your neck. You felt his mouth on your throat, then his teeth, sinking into your skin deep enough to draw blood. You clenched your eyes shut, willing your body to go numb to the pain, to ignore the coil of pure agony winding tighter in your core, but Geto caught your chin, forcing you to tilt your head back and stare up at him. âTrying to run away again so soon?â
âS-stop,â you half-sobbed, trying to pry his hand away from your face. âDonât touch meââ
âWeâll have to bring a gag along, next time. That is, unless you learn to be more appreciative.â He shrugged his sweatpants below his waist, wrapping his fist around his cock and guiding it to your lips. âOpen up, little one.â
You grit your teeth, keeping your mouth shut as tightly as you could, but Gojo bit down on your collarbone and you screamed, jerking against him. Geto took advantage of your misery, slipping a thumb into your mouth and prying your teeth apart, forcing his cock down your throat. âBite down,â he muttered, voice low and tone sharpened, âand Iâll make sure he knocks you up.â
A wave of cold dread washed over you, but you didnât have time to linger on your newly realized fear. Geto was already fucking your skull, already leaving you struggling not to choke as you tried to remember how to breathe around him. Where Gojo was uncontrolled, Geto almost seemed⊠unaffected, holding your head in place while he rolled his hips with the idle pace of a man determined to milk every second he could out of you. It was unbearable; the burning in your throat, the heat in your core, the feeling of Gojo battering into your cunt until you couldnât stop your legs from twitching, your back from arching, your pussy from clenching around Gojoâs length and drawing a sinful noise from somewhere deep in his chest. You let out a ragged moan half-suffocated by Getoâs cock, and then you were coming undone around him, your body convulsing underneath his. Gojo wasnât far behind. With a hitched groan, he pressed his hips into yours and pushed another open-mouthed kiss into your neck, making no attempt to pull out before flooding your pussy with something thick and awful.
Geto wasnât far behind, his eyes falling shut as he came down your throat. For the longest time, neither of them moved, Geto forcing you to choke down every last drop of his cum while Gojo stare down at you, eyes blank and lips parted, his expression caught somewhere between tender and awe-struck.
Finally, he glanced away from you, looking to Geto instead. âLetâs switch. I want to feel their mouth.â
Geto let out a breath of a chuckle. With your body limp, your jaw slack, he pulled away from you, leaning just close enough to let his lips brush against your temple before straightening his back and moving to take Gojoâs place between your legs. âWhatever you say, lover boy.â
~
Hours later, when your skin was little more than a patchwork of hickeys and bruises and you couldnât feel anything save for a constant, excruciating ache in your cunt, Geto had fallen asleep with his arm around your waist and Gojo laid next to you, head propped on his fist and a soft smile painted across his lips. You could see the sun starting to rise from behind the thin motel curtains, feel the dread that accompanied being in a strange place with strange men at a strange time, but it all seemed secondary, pushed to a distance by your exhaustion, your devastation. When Gojo wrapped his arms around you, pulling you out of Getoâs hold, all you could summon was a whine of protest, and even that was quickly glazed over with an airy laugh, a quiet hush.
Getoâs shirt (discarded three hours in, when he stepped aside for a shower while Gojo made you cum on his tongue for the fourth time) was pulled over your head, Gojoâs glasses (lost in the initial fight, found briefly while Geto was bouncing you on his cock with one hand and jerking Gojo off with the other, then lost again) snagged off the floor and pocketed. As he slipped out of the beaten motel door, you shut your eyes against the dim light, burying your face in his chest, and he encouraged you to, cupping the back of your neck as he pressed a kiss into your forehead. With his lips still lingering against your skin, he spoke, his voice muffled by his proximity. âItâs alright. You can sleep, if you need to.â
It mightâve been sweeter, if you hadnât been able to feel every inch of his smile cutting into your skin.
âI promised Iâd keep you safe, didnât I?â
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Washing Machine Heart đ©¶
Momâs Best-friend!Joel Miller x f!reader
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Summary: Your Mom is not nice to you, her only Daughter, always picking on you whenever she can. To get back at her you decide to seduce and fuck her Highschool Best-friend Joel Miller. Oh she also has a crush on him so thatâs a bonus.
Rating: 18+ mature content mdni!!!!
Word count: 3.5k
Warnings: no use of y/n, female reader, implied abuse, childhood trauma, alcohol, smut, reader has no name only nicknames, size difference, age gap, readers age is mentioned and Joel is more than double sooo, mommy issues, strained relationships, petty shit, cream pie, tittys, choking kind of, teasing, Joel is tiny bit Pervy, of course Daddy kink, unprotected p in v,
If I missed anything please let me know đđ»
Authors note: I was mad so this is what I cooked up lol
Shoutout to @cafekitsune for the dividers đ«¶đ»
Disclaimer: English is not my first language so if you come across mistakes it might be due to that. This is my first time writing smut sooooo be nice please. Iâm totally here for constructive criticism or feedback on how to improve. In general I appreciate comments, likes and reblogs greatly. đ€
Songâs I listened to while writing:
I Hate My Mom by GRLwood
Class of 2013 by Mitski
I hope ur miserable until ur dead by Nessa Barrett
Bubblegum Bitch by MARINA
Backstabber by Kesha
Jerk by Oliver Tree
You know exactly when the relationship between you and your mother started deteriorating- The day she decided to choose your loser Stepdad, the one she only dated for 4 years, over her own 8 year old daughter. From then on you took a backseat in her life yet she still expected you to take care of her all needs. You hate her for what she did and you miss her like a little kid. You had to drag her home when she drank too much, you canât even remember how often that happened. Always having to jump in between that asshole and her fighting cuz even though she practically emotionally abandoned you, you still wanted to protect her from harm's way. She forced you to grow up so quickly, itâs her fault you never got a real childhood.
For years you accepted that this is normal. The screaming, the violence and the degrading words became a part of growing up. You were a kid but not clueless, someone who loves you wouldnât have done all of this. And yet all of them tried so hard to make you shut up and believe itâs what you deserved.
Luckily what happened did not entirely break you. No, you grew into someone who fought for herself since no one ever did that.
Of course you hoped she might realize her mistakes, apologize and change but nothings new with her. Sheâs great at pretending to be a better person to the outside world, than she is in reality, behind closed doors the mask unveils an ugly woman. A narcissistic self absorbed monster that took all your joy away.
Itâs pathetic considering how much she always talks about getting abused by her own father but instead of breaking the cycle she doubled down on it. Going as far as using that as an excuse for what she did to her own child.
She only kinda stopped the abuse once you no longer were a small child. Now that you could fight back she did not corner you anymore.
But just because she couldnât hit you anymore doesnât mean the picking on you stopped, no, it was her mission to rid you of the last remaining confidence and self love.
In each screaming match she tried so hard to gaslight you into believing you were crazy for feeling offended by her disgusting behavior.
One time you asked why she hit you as a little kid and the answer left you completely blown away. She expressed that you cried so much, and did it to provoke her. What else could she have possibly done other than raise her hand?
Or another time she refused to acknowledge that she hit you at all but a second later told you that perhaps if she wouldâve done worse you wouldâve turned out better.
At some point you stopped calling her Mom and only went with her name. You knew that it must hurt but did she really deserve that title after everything she did?
Now at 21 years old the relationship is just as rocky, not much has changed.
Your mom has basically zero friends, sheâs a bitch of course no one would want to be too close, well except for JoelâŠ..Joel Miller that somehow was her friend.
Perhaps only since they have known each other since High School, he might have felt some kind of obligation towards her due to that. She told you once that Joel was the boy every girl had a crush on with his whole guitar playing thing they all swooned over him.
Even now all those years later Joel was a beautiful specimen, tall, broad shoulders, huge hands, strong arms youâd like to be enveloped by, tanned freckled skin, a cute butt, gorgeous brown curls with slightly gray streaks showing his age, big brown eyes, a prominent nose and soft pillow like lips.
You understand why your Mom had a crush on him, any woman would bend over for him if heâd say so. She thought it was not too noticeable but unlike Joel you caught it immediately.
She made you the reason for her life being so shitty but now after years of torment you saw a chance at really giving her a reason to hate you. Maybe something is wrong with you for liking the idea of breaking her heart so much but you honestly couldnât care less. The one you felt sorry for most was probably Joel; he would be the pawn in your deranged game without knowing.
As it turns out though Joel is not as innocent as expected, the more you tried to get closer the more you realized he might be easier to seduce than originally anticipated.
You started with small things like hugging him a bit longer than normally so he could feel you perky full tits squished against his chest. Touching his arms and squeezing them but not too much as if to draw attention to it. And from his reactions, he did not seem to mind.
You were not worried about your mother, she never was the most alert to begin with.
When Joel came over for a barbecue you used the time alone with him in the garden while your mother was in the kitchen preparing god knows what to impress him.
Joel and you had some interesting conversations.
âSoooo you work in contracting, right?â You asked him sweetly. Joel chuckled âYeah sweetheart, I do. But ya know thaâ already, so why ask?â You played it off as much as you could âJust making sure you didn't decide to switch career paths in the time I havenât seen youâŠâ you look up at him through your lashes, cheekily biting your lip. Joel of course fell into the trap, his eyes going down to your plush lips in mere seconds. Got ya you dirty old men.
You stepped closer until you two were only a couple inches apart. His chest almost touched yours. In this position you really had to Crane your neck up to keep eye contact consistent.
âWhat are ya doing Baby,huh?â Joel tilted his head slightly down towards your face. You just giggled at him âNothin Joel, justâŠâ with that you put your hands on his wide chest ruining them down over his enticing slightly protruding belly. âI know you stare at my ass alllllll the time. I also know you like it when I walk close by you and graze you with my tits. My little skimpy outfits turn you on as well donât they,huh Joel?â You smirk at him.
You can see how he clenches his jawâŠohhh yes you got him figured out.
He hisses low and menacing at you âYou are a little slut ainât ya, baby. Groping a man over double your age. Teasin me with those sugar tits and that tight lil assâŠ.â
You can see his pupils dilate till his eyes look close to being completely blacked out. You muse âYeah Iâm a whore but you like that donât you?â With that you cup his hard cock over his shorts he decided to wear today.
He gasps and immediately grips your wrist to yank those devilish hands away from his throbbing length. Especially when he hears your motherâs voice calling out from inside the house.
He backs off and tries to catch his breath as well as calm his raging hard on down to an unnoticeable minimum. Before he leaves to figure out what she called for he turns to you and lifts an accusing finger towards you.
âWe ainât done baby, ya gonna make it up to me for teasin and leavin me all high and dry, mkay?â He tilts his head almost to intimidate you but to no avail youâre just a massive brat âHmmm sure Joeliii but i think your underwear is anything but dry.â You giggle and continue âProbably full of pre cum am I right,huh?â
Joel canât believe what heâs gotten himself into and just shakes his head while turning to the house.
Somehow he made it through the barbecue without your mother noticing any tension between Joel and you. Stupid of her but good for you.
In the weeks after that afternoon you and him kept secretly meeting up. Most of the time at his house or heâd pick you up with his truck to drive you somewhere where he could have you without any distractions, of course when your mom wasnât home. She might be stupid but even to her it would be weird why you suddenly start taking trips with Joel and she should not be suspicious.
Also during the talks with Joel that happened when taking a break between fucking it was once again made clear that he for whatever reason had not an ounce of knowledge about your momâs crush.
The plan for how the reveal should go was set in motion. Your mom was driving out to one of those weird grocery stores that sold the health powders she drowned herself in, in hopes of making her more pretty from the inside out but to no avail the rot canât be reversed.
You knew how long that would take her, it gave you enough time to fuck Joel in her favorite spot on the couch. Yeah petty and perhaps childish but you donât care make her remember how you defiled her lovely couch with the man she was in love with.
Joel showed up 10 minutes after she drove off. You barely got the door closed behind him before he pounced on you. Itâs been a few weeks since you fucked him last, you wanted him to be desperate for it so heâll might be more focused on pounding you then notice that your mother is returning.
He immediately slotted his lips over yours, his hands grabbing at your hips with urgency.
You spin with him attached to your lips so you can guide him where you want him, on the couch. His breathing is already elevated and by the significantly evident bulge heâs massively turned on. Good, the less rational thinking the better.
While you push him towards the couch his lips slip down your jaw and land on your throat kissing and sucking all over. Between those kisses he huffs âBabyyy - Iâve - missed - ya so - muchâŠâ you just hum as an answer and when the back of his knees hit the edge of the couch heâs forced to unlatch from you.
He falls back, his head hitting the soft pillows so heâs only slightly elevated. You wink at him âyeah I bet you have and most of all He has missed me huh? Looks almost painful, did you not touch yourself in meantime?â
He sounds a bit whiny in his response âNo Baby havenât touched myself, saved it all for ya greedy little pussy.â Even when you think to have the upper hand he reminds you how different it actually is. âCome on baby, why donât ya take of that lil skirt anâ take seat on my lap.â While grabbing at his crotch.
Your mouth is watering but thereâs no time today to get your mouth on him like you usually love to. At his dirty words you can feel some wetness gush from your pulsing cunt, coating the inside of your thighs. As requested you slip your flowy skirt down your legs.
Joel let's out a gasp âNo panties baby? Ya naughty little slut.â he chuckles and you retort âDonât need them if Iâm with you, so why make it harder than it needs to be?â at that Joel can only nod.
âCome here Sweet Moon Love.â he demands.
You get on your hands and knees between his spread legs that lay on the couch. Slowly crawling towards him teasing him with your tits that are almost spilling out of your skimpy tank top.
When you finally sit down on his jeans-covered cock he lets out a sound of relief. Your knees on either side of his hips and his hands immediately find home on your hips and ass, kneading and caressing the skin there.
âFuck Moon ya turn me on so much take of that goddamn top and show me those sweet sugar tits.â
So you do, slipping it over your head and throwing it somewhere behind you. Heâs not surprised by the lack of a bra. He knows you hate wearing them and if heâs honest he loves that a lot, easier access and all.
Joelâs hands go from your hips up to the tits he loves so much. Carefully touching them, his warm hands and the wonderful feeling making it unable not to moan. Swiping his calloused fingers over your nipples, twisting them with determination causing you to keen.
You start arching your back towards his groping hands. His administrations cause the pull in your lower stomach to Continuously get stronger. You are convinced his jeans are covered in your juices and without realizing youâve started to rub your bare pussy over his bulge with vigor.
âJoel enough I need you inside me, now!â You donât even wait for a response, lifting your hips and loosening his belt and unbuttoning the buttons of his jeans. With his help you drag his pants down but only so much that you are able to pull his throbbing cock out of the confines that are his blue boxers and you can see a huge dark spot where pre cum leaked, making you look at Joel chuckling âYou really want it huh? Daddyâ with a sweet lilt that makes his dick Twitch in your hands.
He just groans âBaby Moon if ya donât sit down on my cock right now Iâll do it myself and I wonât give ya time to adjust.â He threatens but it really only turns you on more.
You peer up at the clock and see that you only have about 15 minutes left.
You take your original position and when his warm length slips through your moist folds his pre cum mixing with your own juices to create an addicting squelching sound.
At this point the dark hair nestling at the base of his cock and his happy trail are completely soaked.
âGosh, Sweetheart sheâs gushing all over me, put it in. She wants my cock donât keep her waitinâ you love when he talks in this way about your cunt, makes you wetter if thatâs even possible.
You lift up a bit again and take hold of his length with one hand, the other on his chest to stabilize yourself. Dragging his leaking head through your glossy folds before lining him up with your gushing opening. You take one deep inhale cuz you know itâll be a stretch even with how often you've done this.
Before sinking down on him you look at him thereâs guilt somewhere deep in your conscience but you shake your head, you ainât backing out now.
You slowly start to sink down when Joel decides itâs not quick enough so he grips your hips and in one swift fast motion sheets his huge dick inside your tight cunt.
âAhhh..-ah J-Joel what the fuckâ you hiss slapping his chest hard for being so impatient.
He huffs âSorry Baby but Daddy has waited long enough for Her, just shush.â He actually has the audacity to shush you.
You get used to the feeling of being so filled to the brim and slide back & forth for a moment.
Then you put your feet down flat on the couch and grip the headrest behind him before starting to fuck him in earnest. Up and down at first slowly but steadily you get quicker and harder. Joel canât even speak unless you count his obnoxiously loud moaning and growling.
âYeah how you like that old man, hmm Daddy you're all quiet this pussy shut you up good, huh?â You wonder and out of nowhere one of Joelâs big hands grips your throat making you slow your movements to a minimum. He pulls your face toward his and grunts âBaby Moon ya need to be put in your place, ya bratty ass is treading on some mighty thin ice.â
He gives you one hard peck and then shoves your face in his neck. You donât complain, you love when heâs so rough with you and his musky masculine smell is your favorite.
Joel pulls his legs up and plants his feet on the couch just like you did and then he starts to relentlessly push up into you at an alarming speed so hard that if it werenât for the arm pinning you to his chest youâd fall off.
âJo-JoelâŠ.Joel itâs so good ahâŠdonât stopâ you babble in his ear and opposite to his harsh pounding he soothes âShhh Baby I know, I know itâs so much for ya and Her. But listen to how much sheâs enjoying it.â
And heâs right besides the obscene âplap, plap, plapâ of skin hitting skin you can hear the wet squelching from the place you're both connected. âIâm close baby, where?â He asks while slipping a hand between your bodies to touch your neglected clit and immediately your whiny moans get even louder âI-inâŠinside Daddy. Pleaseee cum inside me.â
You beg and he loves that âHmm yeah, ya wanna be filled up Baby?â He questions âGod yes Daddy fill me up, please pleaseeâ you want nothing more than to feel him spill inside of you.
Seems that when Joel told you he was kinda deaf in his right ear it wasnât a lie or maybe the plan of making him so desperate to fuck you that he wonât hear the door unlocking worked out.
But you can hear the slight clicking and the closing of the door. Unlike what you expect she does not start screaming, no, sheâs eerily quiet. Perhaps itâs due to not having realized who exactly you're screwing as if thereâs no tomorrow or simple shock.
Joel under you seems to have reached his end and without any preamble he starts shooting his warm cum deep inside your tight hole. The warm sensation combined with his unrelenting rubbing your clit pushes you over the finish line too. With that you pull up from his neck and drag him up as well, crossing your arms around his neck and kissing him.
You know she is right there at the threshold, you donât care and to rub it in even more you say âThank you Daddy, I love you.â And as if he knows his role Joel answers âI love you too little Moon.â
And that might have been the final straw, she speaks up and it flips out into incoherent screaming. Joel is immediately startled; he lightly pushes you off, quickly tugging himself back into his jeans and getting up to explain. You however get up slowly and put your top and skirt back on.
With the lack of panties you can feel his spend leaking out of you and youâre sure thereâs very evident stains on Joelâs jeans that your mother must see.
The back and forth they must be having doesnât even register to you. The blissful buzzing from the orgasm and the satisfaction of having succeeded in hurting her are making you all dozzy.
But then she comes charging at you screaming in your face âYouâre smiling, you think this is funny??? I knew you were a bitch who only ruins everything, you are a worthless piece of shit a absolute waste of spaceâ sheâs so hysterical but you donât care, itâs good sheâs showing her true colors for Joel to see.
She continues âYou are disgraceful and shameful for the entire family. I want you out of the house now. You are dead to me.â She probably thinks those words could hurt but itâs nothing compared to all the horrible things she did in the past. You just smirk at her nodding which infuriates her more than any comeback could.
With that you slip past her, Joel looks completely stunned by what just unfolded before his eyes. You donât acknowledge him much, quickly skipping up the stairs,entering your room, grabbing a suitcase and filling it with the most important items. Then shuffling out of your room locking it behind you. You heave the suitcase down the stairs, no sign of Joel all you can hear is her crying in the living room, it amuses you, not an ounce of sympathy left for her. You donât bother saying bye just open the front door and out you are.
The surprise is waiting in front of the house, Joel, he didnât leave but instead waited for you.
He looks at you âDid it mean anything to you at all, or was it just a big joke?â He doesnât look hurt, just confused. You close the distance between him and you âI wish it wouldnât but itâs not possible to not feel anything, look at you Joel youâre a so beautiful so caring of course I fell for you.â He nods and takes your suitcase out of your hand. âWh..what are you doing ?â You question âIâm taking ya home Moon, think Iâd let you run around these streets? Get in the carâ he urges.
And you do, when he drives off you donât look back once.
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Thinking about how Isabeau was an incredibly insecure child, and still carries so many insecurities that he masks under his positive protector façade. He casually drops the line that he could Change again so he wouldn't be someone the party would be "ashamed of knowing", and this is after he already Changed so much away from the short nerdy kid with braids that he used to be. He used to look in the mirror and was faced by a reflection that so wholly didn't match what he wanted to be, and even after he spent so long Crafting the physical, sculpting and molding his body so carefully, he couldn't erase his feelings of inadequacy.
The airhead mask is comforting in a way. It's useful. It makes him seem less threatening, more safe to others. Funny, not disquieting. Isabeau understands that intelligence can scare people, can throw them off. When Siffrin tells him directly that nobody would think less of him if he dropped his mask, he expresses disbelief. He doesn't believe them. This is how he was able to connect with others! This works! But at the same time, he feels so much shame. He doesn't WANT people to think he's stupid. Conversely, he's embarrassed when he expresses how intelligent he really is by accident and someone else suddenly notices.
Isabeau is, at his core, terrified of being Too Much. He's the only one who knows how to make a bomb. He says that he learned how to in his Defender training, but I fully believe in my heart that it's a lie. He's stuttering when he says it, and he offers up that excuse after Odile asks him how he knows that, pinning him with this expression
Everyone else also offers up that they have no idea how to make a bomb, and are surprised that he does. He's suddenly aware that his knowledge is being seen as scary.
In the same vein, I think that he sees his own desires for Siffrin as things that he wants that are Too Much and Scary. Siffrin has shame around his own desire for touch and for being loved sure, because they don't think they deserve it and that nobody knows the real them that's a Monster and manipulative, yes. But I see a lot of people focus on that and miss that Isa also struggles with just HOW BIG his own desires are and his own insecurities. The whole "reaching out for but never touching him." routine by the Favor Tree, for instance. Honestly, I think that even if everyone didn't think that Siffrin hated touch, he would still hold back, albeit not to the same extent. He's aware of his own desire and he's afraid that it's Too Much and Scary.
The proof of that is in how he holds back his feelings. Yes, how he never confesses in so many loops, but also when he finally does confess, in Act 6, it EXPLODES out of him. He's talking on and on about every little miniscule detail about Siffrin that he took note of and he finally stops himself when he notices Siffrin swaying with the weight of it all. He holds back SO MUCH, and it's because he's ashamed of how much there is, how much he is.
With all that being said, there's no doubt in my mind that Bad Touch was his first kiss. Maybe that's why he pulled back so quickly. Being kissed completely out of the blue with no warning, by your crush that you're already holding back around and afraid of your own desires for, on the day that the world will end, and it's your first ever kiss of your life.
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Damn Tease | Daryl Dixon x Fem!Reader
Summary: It was an extremely hot day in Alexandria. Luckily, there wasn't much to do, barely anything at all, so you and Daryl decided to do it while everyone else relaxed for a change. However, Daryl soon wished he hadn't offered, because you decided it would be a good idea to get him all worked upâand your tiny shorts and tank top certainly didn't help his mind stay on track.
Genre: Suggestive.
Era: Alexandria, no arc in particular.
Warnings: Swearing, suggestive themes.
Word count: 1.5k.
A/n: For @ghostboneswrites2's writing challenge! It's my first time ever doing one of these so hopefully I did it right lol. I hope you like this! By the way, to my fellow writers, please join if you feel up for it! You can find the post with the prompts and rules here.
The blazing summer sun relentlessly beat down on the world ravaged by the undead. It seemed as if though even the flesh eating monsters that roamed the earth every day had deemed the day too hot to go on their regular cannibalistic ventures, for no rotting corpse could be seen for miles and no loud groan could be heard in the near distance. The Alexandrian occupants had decided that the overly hot day would be spent lounging indoors or on their porches, the tasks of the day luckily not too much and could be left for the next day. However, Daryl had decided earlier that very morning that lounging indoors wasn't an activity that he wanted to partake in, so he went about completing the miniscule amount of tasks around the community. And since you didn't want to spend the day lazing around without him, you decided to join your partner on his stubborn venture.
However, as you brushed past the crossbow-wielding archer to grab one of the crates to bring into the pantry, your behind brushing ever so slightly against his front, Daryl wished you had decided to spend the day like the rest of the community. Although you were helping, and he certainly appreciated your help, you were being a major, hot as hell distraction, and he was two seconds away from dropping the crate of cherries he was carrying, throwing you over his shoulder and carrying you back to your shared house to indulge in the fantasies his mind was conjuring up the longer he stared at you.
Daryl felt like a perfect fool for even thinking of things like that while the two of you were supposed to be working. You barely even acknowledged his presence, too caught up with your own tasks to do so, and there he was, ogling you like an inexperienced school boy with a dumb crush on the popular girl. Admittedly, the outfit you had chosen to wear that day certainly didn't help his problem at all. The shorts you were wearing left just enough covered for his imagination to run wild, and your tank top hugged you in all the right ways, your cleavage covered but also showing just enough skin to have him licking his lips to keep them wet. Whether you had worn that particular outfit just to tease him and punish him for not complying with your request to stay indoors that day, he didn't know. What he did know, was that he desperately wanted to tear that shirt from your body, and work his way down toâ
âI was thinking,â your voice rang through the air, effectively snapping the huntsman from his provocative train of thought. You had stepped back into the part of the pantry that temporarily housed the crates the two of you were hoisting and sorting out. âTomorrow, when we go on that run, we should swing by that store we saw a few weeks ago. You know, the one that had all those kiddie pools? It would be nice to bring a couple of them back for the kids so that they don't have to suffer in this weather.â
âYeah,â Daryl began, his eyes following you as you bent over to pick up your water bottle, your shorts riding up ever so slightly and driving him mad. He should just shoot himself at that moment and spare himself the misery you were putting him through. He cleared his throat, put the crate of cherries he held in his hands down on the ground and tried to focus back on the conversation at hand. âYeah, sounds good.â
You smiled at him and took a sip from the water bottle that held some cherry flavoured drink you had made that morning with the same cherries the two of you were busy with in the pantry. You accidentally spilled some of the drink, and the droplets trickled down your chin and onto your chest, soon disappearing down your shirt. Daryl's eyes followed the droplets that trickled down your shirt, inhaling sharply when you tried to brush the wetness away, slightly pulling your shirt down and exposing some of your bra. God, you were driving him completely insane.
You looked up again and locked eyes with Daryl, and you smirked slightly at the sight of him. He was tightly gripping the shelf to his right, his knuckles turning white at the force he was bestowing on them. His breathing was heavier than usual, and he not-so-subtly adjusted his jeans. Good, your plan was working.
âDaryl, are you okay?â you asked him âinnocentlyâ, walking up to him and barely containing your smirk when you heard him inhale sharply. âYou look a little flushed. Maybe you should sit down for a bit.â
Daryl licked his lips as he stared down at you, his vantage point giving him a clear view down your shirt. However, Daryl forced himself not to think like that. âYeah, m'fine, Sweetheart. Why do ya ask?â he told you, trying to convince both you and himself. âAnd m'jus' a lil' hot, s'all. Nothin' to worry 'bout.â
âAre you sure?â you asked him while looking up at him through your eyelashes while maintaining your innocent act.
Daryl nodded quickly. âYeah, m'sure. Ya dun' gotta worry 'bout me. I'll be alrigh'.â
âOkay, if you're sure.â You took a few steps backwards, sending him a mischievous smile. âBy the way, you should probably focus more on sorting out these crates than staring at my ass. And my boobs, for that matter.â Daryl's eyes widened at your words. He started stuttering out words of denial, claiming he wasn't staring, but you simply waved him off. âNo need to deny it, Daryl. Besides, I'd be offended if you didn't stare. I didn't wear this outfit for Spencer, after all.â
Realization dawned on Daryl. He shook his head and cursed himself for not figuring it out sooner. This was your version of revenge for him deciding not to stay in with you. Under no normal circumstances would you ever wear an outfit like that while doing chores around the community. It all suddenly made perfect sense to the archer.
âYa did this on purpose?â Daryl asked in an accusing tone, shaking his head when you simply sent him a smug smile. âYer a damn tease, ya know tha'?â
In a surge of confidence, you dipped down to grab a cherry from the crate Daryl had put on the ground. You stepped forward and looped an arm around Daryl's neck, staring deeply into his ocean coloured eyes as you slowly and sensually bit down into the sweet fruit. A mischievous, teasing smirk rested on your face as you heard Daryl let out a shaky breath, and you pressed your body impossibly closer to your partner's, successfully eliciting a small groan from him when you put just the slightest bit of pressure on his growing erection. âI know,â you whispered in a sultry voice, throwing the stem of the small fruit away to loop your other arm around his neck as well. âThat's the whole point. Consider it payback for not staying in with me today. I had so much planned for us today, so many fun activities, but you just had to be your selfless self and do this.â
Daryl gulped and stared down into your eyes, his pupils dilating with each passing second. His hands rested on your hips, his grip tightening at your words. âWha' activities did ya have in mind?â
Your smirk widened and you leaned up to let your lips hover over his, just barely grazing against his. Daryl's breathing stopped at that action, his eyes following your every movement. âWell,â you began in a seductive whisper, one of your hands trailing down his chest, his stomach and stopping just above the tent that was forming in his jeans. âLet's just say, it's not exactly something people would consider kid-friendly.â
Daryl's heart sped up at your confirmation. He pulled back from you and turned around to pick up the crate he had put down, before looking back at you expectantly. âWe have a job to do. Let's get this over and done with, yeah? Then we can go home. The other chores'll have to wait 'till tomorrow.â
Your eyes widened at the pace he had started working at, the smirk on your face ever present. âWhat? I thought you wanted to get everything done today. Isn't that why you didn't want to stay in with me?â
âJus' quit smackin' yer red lips and help me, won't ya?â
You giggled and sprung into action, eager to finish up with what you were busy with and to return home with your partner to do something way more exciting than sorting out crates. âYes, sir.â
âGood girl,â Daryl praised you, sending heat straight down to your core.
Daryl was a selfless man by nature. But just that once, he wanted to indulge in something meant just for him, and that something was the two of you, naked as the day you were born, in bed, limbs tangled together. And Daryl would be damned if he let that opportunity slip between his fingers.
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Join Zenless Zone Zero with Tsukishiro Yanagi, the deputy leader of Hollow Special Operations Section 6! Beneath her ordinary office lady exterior lies a meticulous, emotionally intelligent big sister to the team.
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Hi! so far I've loved everything you've written about Kurt, Logan and Remy. đ§đ»ââïž
Could you write something about Kurt? where together with reader they are in the kitchen of the mansion because they can't sleep, and she finally tells him her concerns about the magnitude of her powers and Kurt with his heart of gold tells her beautiful things to calm her down and make her laugh, the rest to your imagination, I would appreciate it, you write great! Thanks đâš
SFW! Nightcrawler/Fem!Reader
Ok so I will admit that I made this a leeetle self indulgent. I was trying to think of a power someone could really struggle with and a fun one that I thought of was having necromancy, but having such respect for life and death that it feels wrong. I thought it would fit well with a Kurt fic because it's something that almost feels sacrilegious, and it's good to have a fuzzy blue elf assure you that you aren't a monster :) I know its def not power ambiguous, but I hope this is okay :)
Also, I know my writing style is a little different in this one, And thats because the first few paragraphs set the tone for my writing when I start and tbh I think this one just flowed from my soul to they keyboard.
TWs: nightmares, necromancy, gross descriptions of rotting flesh. Extreme self-doubt and self-consciousness. Basically angst with a happy ending.
Youâve been having nightmares again. They hardly seem to stop, but after a break in between the terror, you'd become too relaxed. Too comfortable. You felt defenseless when they started to begin again.
Itâs always the same dream, different font. Bones cracking, flesh ripping as itâs forced into place, natural or not. Skin rotting off of once human bodies, sockets where eyes used to be. It was horrifying. Youâd see your family, friends, acquaintances, everyone. Dead. Brought back to life by your power, the power you were still so afraid of. You were always afraid of zombie movies as a kid. Anything rising from the dead, anything breathed back to life in some sick and twisted fantasy. It was ironic that your very own strength was the thing you had always been the most afraid of.
Of course, as you aged and the professor took you in, the fear began to wear off. Mostly, it did. The professor not only taught you how to control your powers but also how to work around your fear. You can remember the confusion you felt when he had set a box of ancient bones in front of you. Fragments of titans, dinosaurs who had long since passed. Bones that would never be matched to an accurate set, parts of them being crushed to dust by the cruelty of time. Bones that only you could breathe to life, to bring them together as a whole again. It was convenient, the professor had told you, that you only needed a fragment to do so. He spoke as if it were a service to them. Most importantly, he brought you a box of bones that werenât, and never had been, human.
He had taken the fear out of your power. Given you an option you had never considered before. Bones without flesh, without living family. Fossils that would serve you as you were serving them. You were⊠happy, with that. You were content. You could handle bones. You could revive these ancient skeletons without fear, and fight with them without worry. That didnât change the horror of knowing the capacity your powers had.
    So the nightmares remained, and your sleep had become sparse.
    This particular night you were restless. Unable to sleep despite how tired you have been, but itâs hard to rest when there is only terror waiting behind your eyelids. After a while, you decide to give up trying.
The path to the kitchen is one you have memorized, even in the dark. Youâve always been told never to eat sugar before bed, but the only thing you want to comfort you at this moment is hot chocolate- so screw it.
    You try your best to be quiet while fishing out a pot out of the cabinets. The stove makes a click as you flick it on, filling the pot with milk before stirring it as it warms. The automatic task is comforting, falling into a routine you enjoy. Youâve just added the coco mix when the sound of a *Bamph* greets you.
    âGuten abend.â Kurt whispers, walking over to stand beside you. You give him a tired smile that he returns with a yawn.
    âIâm sorry if I woke you.â You say, face returning to a frown Kurt thinks you wear far too often. Maybe itâs good that heâs here because you realize you made far too much of the sweet drink than you had meant to. You get a mug for him, heart fluttering as his hand brushes your own when he takes it from you, thanking you quietly.
    âYou did not wake me, Schatz. I promise.â Kurt says, pulling out a chair for you with his tail as he sits at the table. You nod silently, placing the pot in the sink and filling it with water before you join him, leaning against his shoulder.
    âDid you have another nightmare?â Kurt asks after a moment. His brows are furrowed in concern, and you fail to stop him before he takes a sip from the scalding coco, burning his tongue. He scrunches his nose as he sticks out his tongue, making you giggle for a moment. He thinks your laugh suits you much more than your frown, even if it happens to be at his expense. Your face falls slightly anyway, and he wonders if he could get you to laugh if he did it all over again.
    â...No. Not tonight.â The words come out as less than a whisper, and you doubt he might hear it if it werenât the middle of the night. Little did you know heâd block the world out if he had to, just to hear you speak a little clearer. He hums in response, and you feel his tail slowly wrap snugly around your waist, the very tip idly stroking you in a comforting manner.
    â...Do you wish to speak about them?â Kurt asks after a moment. You huff slightly, feeling the hot steam from your mug warm your face as you do so. Still too hot, you think to yourself. Flashes of those horrid nightmares come to mind, and no matter how quickly you try to shake them off, they remain. You choose to think of Kurt instead. Sweet, kind, comforting Kurt. You want to bury yourself in his arms, sink into the feeling of his skin, and never let go, if only he would let you. He would without a second thought, if only you had known. You think carefully about your next words, and the visions of flesh and corpses hardly leave you.
    âAm I a monster, Kurt?â You hear a quiet, cut-off gasp from Kurt, and he turns to you. His face is pained, and he sets his mug down to place his hand around your own, still clasped around the hot cocoa.Â
    âOf course not. Only a fool would think so.â His words, although comforting, only leave you with a worse sting in your heart. You canât hold eye contact with him, staring at the reflection in your mug instead. Only a fool would think so. You halfway wonder if you count as a fool, then.
    âI, just⊠My powers, what I do. What I am capable of doing. Itâs not right.â You take a shaky breath in, desperately trying not to break down here and now. âItâs disgusting. Itâs horrible. Every time I find myself comfortable with myself I am reminded of what is possible and I spiral. I donât want it. I donât-â Â
  âLiebling.â You let out a sob at the sound of his voice. Kurt is hunched over, pressing his forehead against your own as he desperately tries to catch your gaze- but you canât. You can't bear it, and you close your eyes tightly. Kurt takes the mug from your hands. He cups your face as he wipes your tears, and you feel like even more of a monster as he does so. Sobbing as a man with a heart of gold wipes your tears away with love and care.
    âPlease, look at me,â Kurt whispers. You try to stop the tears, embarrassed as you fall apart in front of the man you hold so dearly, but itâs hard. Itâs so hard. Your chest stings, your throat is sore, youâre sure your nose is running, and yet he still holds you so gently. When your breathing evens out just a bit, you convince yourself to open your eyes again.
    Kurtâs gaze is simply concerned. There is no horror, no disgust, nothing but worry for you. Nothing but kindness. You wonder if you could be even half as good as he is.Â
    âYou are good. You are kind. You are strong enough to stand by your morals despite the nature of your powers telling you otherwise- and you have the strength to continue to use them and fight your fears anyway. You are one of the most incredible people I have ever met. Do not let your nightmares tell you otherwise.â Kurtâs hold is steady against your cheeks, and your own shaky hands reach up to hold onto his wrists. You sob again as he speaks. You know. You know this. Others have told you, but these words all felt like lies. All but the ones youâre hearing from his mouth. Your tears are slowing, and Kurt leans forward to press a kiss to your forehead, leaving the skin tingling. You whisper quiet apologies for crying, and he shushes each one, gently wiping your face with the soft sleeve of his pajama shirt.
  âI would not be here if I didnât want to care for you, my love,â Kurt says softly. Your eyes widen, taken aback by his words. He called you many things. Liebling. Schatz. Love. But never my love. The words waken butterflies in your belly, and Kurt takes a moment to realize what heâs said. He swallows nervously, but he doesnât pull away. You donât either. The two of you are treading a line that you both desperately want to cross.Â
    Kurt is the first to lean in. He does so slowly, toeing the line between you. His gaze remains on your own as he closes the space, nose nuzzling against your own as he gives you the time to back out if you wish. But you donât. You want nothing more than to have what he is so freely giving.Â
    Kurt kisses you softly, lovingly, and for once the horrors have quieted and are cleared from your mind. All there is now is Kurt, and his soft love. He kisses you a second time before he pulls away, still as close to you as he can be without falling out of his chair. You wonder how he can see beauty where all you see is terror. He wonders if you have any clue just how much of a good person you continue to be.
    He knows he would gladly spend the rest of his life showing you.
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things that I overlooked in PJO the first time / small, funny things I noticed during my reread
Part 1: The Lightning Thief
All I could think of was that the teacher's must've found the illegal stash of candy I'd been selling out of my dorm room. oh he was one of those guys
"I believe that was question 38 on your final exam..." He [Chiron] looked at me as if he actually expected me to remember question 38. once a teacher always a teacher
A strange fire burned in my stomach. The weirdest thing was: it wasn't fear. It was anticipation. The desire for revenge. We got a hint of dark Percy in book 1
I'd been afraid he [Luke] might resent me for getting so much attention the last few days. But here he was giving me a magic gift... It made me blush almost as much as Annabeth. tell me again this boy did not have a crush on Luke
The game ended when I tossed the apple toward Grover and it got too close to his mouth. In one mega goat bite, our Hacky Sack disappeared - core, stem, and all. Grover blushed. He tried to apologise, but Annabeth and I were too busy cracking up. I love moments of them being able to just be kids
She [Annabeth] loved reading so much, I'd forgotten she was dyslexic, too. I think the fandom forgets this too
Annabeth muttered to me, "Circus caravan?" "Always have a strategy, right?" Percy is so smart and so good at thinking on his feet, I'm tired of the fandom treating him like he's dumb
I was feeling satisfied after the burger, and a little sleepy, and I figured the least I could do was try to make small talk with our hostess. He's so sweet. Even if the host was Medusa
"I hate Australia! Naming that ridiculous animal after me [Echidna]." As someone currently living in Australia, this cracked me up.
I whistled. "You have evil thoughts for a goat." "Why, thank you." I love Grover and Percy and their friendship, very under appreciated
"I'm Crusty," he said, with a tartar-yellow smile. I resisted the urge to say, Yes you are. he's hilarious
A steely look of anger flared in my mother's eyes, and I thought, just maybe, I was leaving her in good hands after all. Her own. I also love Sally Jackson
that's all, I'll be back for sea of monsters :)
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yandere!stray kids reaction to ⊠your confession.
warning. this is not how i portray the members of stray kids or how you should either. this is purely for entertainment purposes.
cw. alcohol. implied murder. stalking. kidnapping. manipulation.
bang chan.
it was late at night. he had just taken you out on an ice cream date, and now you both were lingering on the doorstep of your home, trying to make the last few moments last forever.
âi think that i might like you, no, i think this is love, chan.â
his heart raced at the confession, but he didnât hesitate to reply.
âi love you too, y/n.â
he would go home thinking about this moment, his stomach full of nervous butterflies.
the first thing he would do is clutch the tank top that he had stolen from you in his hands, sniffing the material and thinking back to that beautiful moment.
this was all part of the plan. once you finally loved him, it would be so easy to just take you.
and thatâs exactly what he planned to do.
lee know
you wouldâve been minhoâs girl for long before falling in love with the monster. i mean, how could you love this man? even if he was obsessed with you, to the point of being more than willing to spill blood for you, the thought of loving him was terrifying.
but slowly, through months upon months of losing your mind, it wouldâve been while he was cooking dinner for the two of you.
his back was facing you as you sat on top of the counter, swinging your legs back and forth.
something about the way his eyebrows furrowed in concentration as he measured ingredients, or the knife in his hand as he crushed the garlic.
minho caught you staring eventually. âwhat are you looking at, my love?â
a blush dusted across your cheeks. âyou look handsome like this.â
his chopping halted. it wouldâve been the first time that youâve seen him truly flustered since meeting him. âi do?â
âi think i love you.â
changbin
it would be hard to not fall for the only man that you were ever allowed to see.
every day, like a mantra, you were told the same thing: you only need changbin. friends donât compare to changbin. your family is changbin.
eventually it wouldâve been hard to not give into the conditioning.
it was late at night and changbin still wasnât home. you caught yourself feeling disappointed, looking forward to the one person that you saw in the day.
so when he arrived back home, you couldnât help but jump up, greeting him at the door.
âi missed you.â
he stood in place for a moment before slowly wrapping his arms around you too. âwhatâs gotten into you, my darling?â
âwhy were you out so late?â
âi had to take care of some things,â he pulled away, nervously, âand you missed me?â
âof course i did. i love you.â
a wide smile spread across his face. âyou love me? really?â
hyunjin
âi canât believe heâs gone. i loved him so much, i donât even know what to do with myself now.â
hyunjin rubbed your back soothingly, rocking you back and forth as you let out deep sobs into his shoulder. âi know you loved your friend, he was very kind to you.â
too kind. but you wouldnât understand thatâ which is why he had to eliminate him.
âwhoâs gonna be there for me now? he always knew what to say and do.â
âi will always be right here. always. i can promise that to you.â
after a moment of sniffles, you pulled away slightly, staring at him with your puffy eyes that broke his heart. âi love you, hyunjin.â
âwhat do you mean?â
âi think iâm in love with you.â you were hysterical from the loss of your friend, not having slept for over 24 hours, and your head fuzzy from crying all day.
he was going to take advantage of that. âi love you too, y/n.â
jisung
the boy had been stalking you for ages. following you to classes, work, homeâ he knew everything about you at this point.
his first thought when you walked towards him, before he could even process your confession, was that you were so close to him. you had never been this close. he had only seen you from a distance.
the smell of you made him dizzy. he had sniffed your shampoos before, sure, stolen your underwear, bought your perfumes to spray around his houseâ but this was a whole new level andâ
âhello? excuse me?â
he was brought back into reality as you waved your hands in front of his face, the butterflies replaced themselves with shock once you had asked for his number, admitting your feelings for him.
âa crush? me? you?â he stammered.
âiâve seen you around and i think that youâre very attractive.â
felix
you were drunk out of your mind, right on his lap, dozing off on his shoulder. he was already losing it.
âfelix, i think i have a crush on you.â
âwhat?â he pulled you up to look him in the eyes.
you giggled. âyouâre so handsome. iâm so in love with you.â
he couldnât believe what he was hearing.
perhaps you wouldnât feel the same if you knew how many times his hands have gotten bloody for you, exactly how far his infatuation with you went.
âi donât know what youâre thinking, lix. tell me.â
instead of telling you his feelings, he decided to show them.
his hand met the back of your neck, leaning in to meet your lips.
seungmin
âi need to be honest.â
âyes?â your friend turned towards you on the couch, âyou can tell me anything, y/n.â
âi think iâm in love with you.â
it was like the world had stopped for him.
no, this wasnât how it was supposed to go. he was supposed to confess to you once the time was right. he needed to be confident and ready with your favorite flowers and a speech.
âseungmin?â
he couldnât even respond, his entire face hot from your confession.
âyou can tell me if you donât feel the same way, i hope it doesnât ruin things between us.â
âno! no!â he stammered out, âi love you too. iâve loved you forever.â
it took him a moment to gather his thoughts together, âyouâre beautiful. iâd love for you to be my girlfriend. i would treat you like a princess, every day of my life.â
now it was your turn to become a mess.
jeongin
it was all an accident.
you meant to send that text to one of your friends.
âjeongin was so cute today. u shouldâve seen him. it took everything in me to not kiss himâ
within minutes, he was knocking on your door with the wind knocked out of him.
âyou werenât supposed to see that,â your face was red, not even trying to excuse your actions.
âwhat about me was cute?â
âyour hair. it was messyâ and your jacket. i loved it. and fuckâ i just love you. i have a crush on you, jeongin, you caught me.â
âiâll wear that damn jacket every single day for you to say that about me.â
âwhat?â your eyes widened.
âi love you too, y/n.â
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Tragedy? In Dunmeshi? Yeah it's there alright.
Kabru, an orphan, raised by a high elf who views his species as infants. Who hates monsters because his home town was massacred by a dungeon being overrun.
Laois, alone for his childhood years, floating around and only finding direction in his sister. Wanting to save her because he doesn't know what to do or where to go without her.
Falin, sneaking out of school to see her brother, only in the magic school because of helping one spirit and being outcast by the village that saw her save him. Using her last amount of energy to save her party, knowing she would die.
Marcille, tied to the hip with Falin. Her best friend, follows her and they teach one another. Uses dark magic to resurrect her crush to see it crumble in front of her eyes as her best friend turns into a monster, something she hates.
Senshi, not feeling the same interests as his race is associated with. Treats monsters with delicacy, how he wants to be treated. Saw his olders die from a monster he didn't know, slowly starved in front of him as he barely got enough to survive. Makes sure they don't feel the same hunger he did.
Chilchuck, divorced. The one love he had separating from him, barely seeing his kids. Union worker, has seen first hand how his race has been treated and strives to make them protected as workers.
Izustumi, unable to be wholly human. Part monster, feels pitied on by Shuro's family, can't accept the Touden party's affection since she's not used to the feeling. Craves parental love more than anything, but can't break down the wall she's made of herself. Afraid to get hurt.
Toshiro, alienated from his family much like Laois was with the army. His culture is part of him, engraved into his core, but no one on the island understands. Not even he understands sometimes.
They're all my favourites because I, too, make really depressing oc lore./j
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I think I might have figured out what the Mind Flayer really is.
This theory has been percolating in my brain for a while now; it hasn't really finished baking yet but I wanted to get the gist of it down before The First Shadow debuts.
Letâs begin at the Hawkins National Lab, 6th November 1983. For the second time in her young life, El faces terrifying and deeply traumatic circumstances which cause her powers to lash out and rip a gash in the fabric of reality.
Meanwhile, across town, Will is doing what every queer 12 year-old has done and finds an excuse to spend an extra moment alone with his crush.
His little gay heart is as aflutter as the garage lights.
(Strange, that. The lights, I mean -- considering that he's on the other side of town from the lab. Do you suppose the Demogorgon trekked all the way to Mike's house and quietly followed him home again?)
Will heads home, lost in thought as he cycles past the lab. Is he thinking about how sweet his new X-Men #134 is gonna be? Or is he thinking about something even sweeter? The lights flutter again.
And something in front of him notices.
Will has always been noticeable: his clothes, his mannerisms, his interests -- they've always attracted the attentions of bullies. Now something new -- or maybe something that was always there and is only now making itself known -- has attracted the attentions of a monster.
He runs home, he calls for help, but he's alone, there's no escape. He races to the shed and loads a gun like his father taught him -- but it's not in his nature to be violent. He freezes, petrified.
The lights surge as his terror wrestles control of his powers and uses them to puncture an escape route in the fabric of reality.
Why were we so quick to believe that the Demogorgon -- a minion of the guy whose whole thing is his inability to open gates -- was able to open its own temporary portals in S1 and then never again?
Will could plausibly have been responsible for every temporary portal in S1: heâs at the Byers house when the Demogorgon pushes through its walls; he's on the run to Castle Byers when Nancy stumbles across that portal in the woods; and he's plugged in to one of Vecna's vines during the finale -- something we see Vecna plug himself into when he remotely opens gates in S4.
Thereâs one exception though.
Barb likely slipped through a gate in Steve's pool, but how could Will have opened that one when he was in his bedroom at the time, talking to his mother through the lights?
Let me ask you this: isn't it interesting that of all the injuries Barb could have obtained in her passage to the Upside Down, she got a nosebleed?
I think powers are more common than weâve been led to believe, and gates are a last-ditch self-defense mechanism for anyone with powers.
This is why the four curse victimsâ deaths opened a gate:Â Vecna pushed them to their breaking point to artificially trigger the self-defense response. Those headaches and nosebleeds weren't caused by Vecna directly, but by their own powers acting up as they inched towards oblivion.
[Shoutout to @givehimthemedicine's underrated powers and blood theory for the idea of Vecna's Curse being the overcharging of his victims' own powers.]
It was already pretty obvious that Vecna's Curse is a metaphor for suicide, and this theory reinforces it: every kid who gets targeted by the horrors of Hawkins for being "different" tries to find some way to escape.
Willel's misfortune is that their powers are considerably more easily manifested than the average person's. Byler tells the story of visible vs invisible queerness, but that's just a reflection of the larger theme at play in the show: the visible and invisible ways kids are othered and abused.
Max's trauma was a quiet thing that came from within and festered until it was almost too late to save her... but Willel's trauma manifests as a giant monster that openly hunts them down.
And I'm being literal when I say the Mind Flayer is a manifestation of their trauma.
We know that Vecna fashioned the Mind Flayer from a cloud of black particles he found in the Upside Down, but where did that cloud come from? The Upside Down is a mysterious enough place that it's easy to assume the Shadow is native to that realm... but what if it isn't?
The Mind Flayer is heavily associated with repression -- Will gradually lost his memories while he was possessed, and El lost her powers when the sliver of Flesh Flayer wormed its way into her leg.
But Will has mysteriously been without powers ever since leaving the Upside Down, and we've seen El lose memories too: her memories of surviving the lab massacre, in which she didn't simply escape by opening up a gate, but by disintegrating her attacker into black particles.
The Mind Flayer doesn't cause repression -- it is repression.
There must have been countless generations worth of traumatized children who took the extra step El did and sent their abusers -- or at least their memories of abuse -- into that hidden realm beyond the gate.
(There's also the possibility that Mr. Time-is-Just-a-Social-Construct is stuck in a time loop of some sort -- maybe the massacre has repeated hundreds of times, and Dimension X is a timeless graveyard of El's attempts to repress her trauma. This would explain why Henry seems to have both disintegrated and survived: we were watching at least two different iterations of the massacre all along.)
Whichever way you slice it, it's a perfect fit: the tool Vecna uses to perpetuate the cycle of abuse isn't some bizarro alien from an alternate dimension, but a direct consequence of the cycle itself.
The Mind Flayer tells us that escape alone doesn't work as a long-term solution: it might help you survive the initial abuse, but if you don't address the effect it had on you...
...it will come back to wreck havok.
[Edit: Click here for post-TFS thoughts on this theory]
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BONTEN MEN MEETING THEIR WIVES FOR THE FIRST TIME !! (PART ONE)
âïž mikey, haitani ran, haitani rindou
âïž unedited. mild angst on mikey's part. ran is technically not a first meeting, but yeah! suggestive on ran's part. fluff. cursing. mikey is lowkey a stalker. (only putting the three of them first because it was getting too long đ)
⥠â MIKEY
Itâs just another day, another mission. Thereâs nothing new for Mikey. And even if there was, thereâs hardly anything he looks forward to now. Whether itâs a mission accomplished or mission failed, he hardly notices. His executives will take care of it, anyway. So he walks aimlessly in the streets he calls his, unafraid of the nightâs darkness and the dangers it might bring â quite frankly, because he is the danger that lurks. What is there to be afraid of when heâs the worst imaginable nightmare around?
So lost in his own thoughts, it takes him a second to register the collision of his body with someone else. âIâm sorry!â a sweet voice cuts through the night air. You sound adorable and apologetic enough Mikeyâs eyes light up for just a brief moment. Dark, lifeless eyes come to life as he glances at you â bowing in apology while clutching your satchel to your chest. âI wasnât looking where I was going and Iâm so sorry! I didnât mean toââ
At any other day, Sanzu wouldâve handled this for him. At any other day, Mikey wouldâve let it slide and moved on because he just doesnât care. Youâre a civilian, anyway, and you knew better. No one bumps into him like this by accident. Curious, he tilts his gaze to you. Thereâs only one good conclusion of your unabashed expression that of guilt and genuine embarrassment â you must not have any idea who he is and treated him like you would anyone else.
Heâs not the fearsome Manjiro Sano to you.
Heâs just a stranger you inconvenienced, and for some reason, that soothes him. Heâs not a killer in your eyes. Heâs not a person whoâs continuously done the wrong thing for the past few years. Heâs just... him.
âItâs okay,â he replies after a moment, tucking his hands inside the pockets of his hoodie. âItâs late, though. You shouldnât be out around this time of night. Itâs dangerous.â
âOh, I know,â you scrunch up your nose, âGangs are running rampant and all. But this is the only time I can take a high-paying shift, and whatâs the point of safety if I canât pay my bills, right?â
He doesnât know how to answer that. He hasnât worried about bills in a long time â Kokonoi has that covered. Instead, he nods, finding it hard to look away from you. âStay safe, then. And if you need help, then...â Then, what? The gangs would help? Bonten would keep you safe? No, that was ridiculous. Bonten was the one thing everyone wanted to be protected from.
It hits him, then, that he is the monster that makes everyone feel unsafe. And for once in his life since heâd established Bonten, Mikey feels sick.
He doesnât want to be the cause of your worries.
â It doesnât take much to find out everything about you â where you work, where you live, when your shifts happen, and even silly details like what your favourite flavour or cup ramen is. He tells himself heâs doing this for your safety, and in a way, he is. You werenât kidding when you said you take graveyard shifts because it pays the best, so upon finding out you come home really late, and go to work just as, Mikey takes it upon himself to watch from afar. Never approaching, never striking a conversation â because he doesnât know what to say, and how could he explain he knows your routine by now â but always watching. Guarding. Protecting. He must look ominous gazing upon you from buildings afar, but heâs content with it. He thinks he can do this for as long as he likes, simply watching you from afar.
â But then he realizes he wants more.
â And he doesnât know what âmoreâ means exactly. More time with you? You donât even know who he is. More conversations? Heâd probably stumble over his words, or make the worst jokes. Fuck. He hasnât joked in a while. Would you even find him funny? He thinks about all day long, all night long, until youâre the only one running into his mind and heâs been so mentally checked out of his own meetings that his executives have â politely â asked him to just take a while for himself.
â So he does, and because he was never good at controlling his urges, he goes to you. He dresses a little nicer than usual; a newly ironed shirt, a good pair of jeans, and even asked Rindou to fix his hair up for him. âGoing on a date?â heâd teased, but even Mikey doesnât know how to answer that. Itâs not a date, but heâd be damned if he let another day go by that you didnât know his name.
â He introduced himself, rather awkwardly, and pretends like he didnât come to your work on purpose. âI didnât know you worked here,â he says, and it couldnât be a bigger lie. But you just smile up at him like youâre happy to see him, like youâve been hoping to meet again, and for a moment, Mikey lets himself believe that it could be true. Maybe he deserves that smile. Maybe someone actually wants to see him. He lingers on that delusion long enough that heâs matched his routine with yours â walking you back home, letting you talk about how much you hate your boss, and hate your sleazy customers even more. Itâs not easy being a waitress, especially when youâre forced to wear tight-fitting clothes with the intention of attracting customers. And it gets to him. The darkness and rage heâs been letting quietly simmer beneath his veins as to not scare you off finally resurfaces.
â He hates it all â hates how youâre in such an unfortunate situation, and thereâs only so little he could do. Until he realizes heâs the Manjiro Sano. After sending in Sanzu to deal with your boss, who may or may not have been gently blackmailed into treating you better and giving you higher pay or else, Mikey notices the weight being lifted off your shoulder. Youâve started smiling more and even invite him to your place one time to celebrate your âfortunes.â
âAre you sure?â he asks rather warily, âI mean, itâs late at night.â
âYeah, itâs fine,â you reassure him, and lead him inside your home. He almost feels bad for you for being so unaware. You donât have the slightest idea youâre bringing a killer in the safety of your home, but he doesnât get the chance to dwell on it when you turn on the lights. Heâs greeted by your homey apartment, a little cluttered, a little messy, and itâs a little small for you that he canât imagine would be comfortable â but itâs yours, and youâre proud of it. Pulling out a mat, you tell him to make himself at home while you prepare some celebratory snacks. Theyâre nothing fancy â mostly chips, cheap wine, and a few hardened candies.
Itâs probably the worst timing to realize heâs falling in love.
First of all, thereâs nothing romantic about watching you lean against the counter, humming to yourself as you pop open the wine. Second of all, you donât look enticing or seductive. Not in your mismatched pyjamas and even more hilariously mismatched socks. But you are enticing â from the way your throat vibrates at your humming, to your quick, swift movements preparing the snacks. You look so at home, so content, that he canât help but want that for himself. Want you for himself. He wants you at his place and to decorate it as you wish. He wants you to liven it up and scatter knick-knacks all over his room. He wants your toothbrush next to his in the bathroom. He wants you â wants all of you â from your crumpled shirt, to your aching shoulders after a long day at work, wants to kiss it all better for you.
He wants you.
And when the Bonten Head wants something, he will get it.
â If someone told him that a few years from now that his silly musings at three in the morning would finally come true, heâd have scoffed at them. But this is his reality is now, and how heâll spend the rest of his life.
Youâre standing next to him in his bathroom, brushing your teeth while simultaneously humming to yourself. Heâs heard the melody enough to have memorized it. And when heâs having a hard day, he sings it to himself, although it never sounds as good like when you do it. The tune is comforting, a reminder youâre in his life now, that everythingâs worked out. You married him, and he couldnât be a happier man.
âSomething wrong, Manjiro?â you ask after rinsing your mouth, turning to him with a hand on your hips. Stern, yet unbelievably gentle. Cupping his cheeks with your hands, he melts. âTell me. How can I make it better?â
âNothingâs wrong,â he says, and itâs the truth. The moment is all too perfect. Youâre here with him, youâre safe, and youâve loved him after everything heâs done. âJust wanna hold you.â
You break him to it. Lunging into his arms, you giggle and bury yourself around his neck, knowing full well heâll catch you. Mikey laughs, too, but itâs quieter, more reserved, the sound nearly muted because your skin is pressing against his so hard that it becomes hard to fathom there was ever a time he felt he wasnât worth of love. And maybe he still isnât. He still has Bonten, he still has horrible urges, he still gets the demanding itch to kill and hurt â but youâre there, in his arms, and he feels the darkness slowly simmer into tamed shadows.
⥠â HAITANI RAN
Ran is not subtle with his feelings. He believes in the beauty and art of flirting, of holding oneâs gazes for just a second longer than what was considered polite, the fleeting, yet burning touches one could pass off as innocent. Heâs had enough experience in his life to have mastered it. Heâs handsome, heâs irresistible, and he knows it. Beauty and charm is a weapon he wasnât ashamed of wielding, especially not around his current flavour of the month â or more like months, now. Heâs played this game of tic tac toe with you, this push and pull, for so long that he feels heâll lose his mind.
Like everyone else in Bonten, he usually gets what he wants. But youâre different. Youâre attracted to him â that much he knows â but youâre the one responsible for all of Bontenâs uniform and suits that your attraction borders just on the edge of professionalism. But he knows. Oh, he knows. You arenât so subtle yourself.
Each time he comes around for a fitting, your lips twitch as if youâre fighting back a smile. He also doesnât fail to notice how youâre gesturing around to your staff in the shop to give you two âprivacy.â Bonten executive or not, Ran isnât foolish â he knows heâs the only one receiving this special treatment. Knows you donât touch your other clients like this â with a perfectly manicured nail grazing down his arm, your eyes lidded with lust, your blood-red lips caught between your teeth.
It makes Ran yearn.
He wants those same claws to run down scratches behind his back. He wants to take those lips into his mouth, instead, to have you ruin his suits by staining it with your lipstick on his collar, his neck, his tie, his pants. Itâd give him more of a reason to come back, anyway. But you just had to be so professional that he always leaves the shop with his pants feeling tighter than ever, his lungs constricted because it becomes hard to breathe around you, yet feeling so addicted to the high of having you so close, yet so far away.
âYou should come back for another fitting,â you call out to him just as he swings the door open. He freezes. Heâs always the one scheduling a fitting. Unable to help it, he shuts the door and locks it, smirking to himself when he hears the vague hitching of your breath behind the counter.
âAnd why is that?â
âOh, you know,â you manage to tease, but ah. He can see right through you. Even with your nonchalant facade, he can tell heâs getting under your veins with every step he takes to close the distance between you. Damn the counter. Damn any customers who might be waiting outside. For now, thereâs only him and you, and he thinks he may damn well truly ruin his pants when you look up at him with eyes blown wide with want. With need.
He wishes you could just let go and give in.
âI, in fact, donât know. But do care to enlighten me,â leaning down, he rests his arms against the counter, glad to finally be at your eye level. Youâre prettier in this angle, which baffles him, because youâre already so pretty enough it hurts. And he canât help but wonder if youâd look a hundred times better in... different angles. An angle under him, perhaps, where youâre helpless and forced to clutch his biceps while you hold on for dear life. Because Ran guarantees once he gets his hands on you, heâs never letting go.
âI just think,â with narrowed eyes, he feels your heated gaze travel from his face thatâs inches away from yours down to his chest, and to the bulge constricted around his pants. You let out a breathy sound at the sight of it, his body responding by growing even harder. âYour pants are too tight for you now. Perhaps we should make you a better one?â
âI have other ways in mind in which we could resolve this problem. Preferably one that doesnât consist of measuring tapes,â he raises his brow, watches as you slowly unfold and unravel right at his palms. Itâs almost satisfying. Almost. Heâs wanted you for so long that frustration is more what he feels right now, and impatience. âAlthough Iâm not entirely against using ropes.â
⥠â HAITANI RINDOU
Rindou doesnât concern himself with civilians. He has better things to do, and after a long day, heâs more than ready to just plop himself into bed and wake up only when the world is ending. Or, he could just let it end, too. He couldnât care any less. Unfortunately for him, though, the universe has different plans for him that night. He just wanted to get a damned drink, for fuckâs sake, until he hears screaming and the shuffling of feet as soon as he steps out of the convenience store.
âStop him!â someone squeals, the cry helpless and desperate. From where he stood, wine bottle on one hand, he could see the figure of a man running with what seemed like a bag clutched to his chest. âSomeone help, please!â
Rindou sighs. Thereâs nothing more that he hates more than petty crimes that are more inconveniences than impactful. Before he could register what heâs doing, Rindouâs arm extended out in front of himself, and within the blink of an eye, the thief whizzing past him had been caught by the collar. The thief struggles against his hold, whining and thrashing with curses thrown his way.
âLet me fucking go, you oaf!â
âI donât think so,â Rindou tips his head to the side just as a figure appeared behind the thief. You stand there, wheezing to catch your breath with your hands on your knees. At the sight of him effortlessly restraining the thief, you break out into a relieved sigh and snatch back your bag, holding it more possessively. And oh, arenât you just pretty? With your skin layered with a sheen of sweat from all that running, cheeks damp with tears, your frown now replaced with a grateful smile â Rindou feels like youâre the thief. âWhoa. Careful with that smile, sweetheart.â
Your brows furrow, and he nearly groans. It should be a crime for someone to look so adorably confused. âWhat?â
âOkay, thatâs enough, they got their bag back, now let me go!â
Right. He still had a lame excuse of a criminal on his hand. With a roll of his eyes, Rindou throws the man against to the ground until heâs coughing out blood from when he hit the pavement. He hears you gasp, and it makes him wince. He hadnât meant to be so harsh. Youâre probably afraid of him now.
âRun along,â he warns the petty thief, and he didnât need to be told twice. As soon as the man disappears, Rindou turns to you, a lazy smile making its way into his face. âYou know, I usually hate being troubled, but this might be the first time I donât mind as much.â
Your jaw drops. You look around frantically in your bag for a moment, and just when he thinks you canât get anymore interesting, you pull out a wad of cash and shove it to him. Rindou cocks a brow. âAnd what is that for, sweetheart?â
âTo-to thank you for saving me! And itâs also an apology because I troubled you...â
Rindou fights the urge to scoff. âI feel like I should be offended,â he says in a sing-song manner, only because you donât take the teasing well, and the sight of you stumbling over your words is already making his night. He wants to reassure you itâs no trouble at all, that heâll easily catch all your thieves for you, or that you can steal his heart and never give it back to him. But he doesnât, because heâs just met you, and maybe, just maybe, heâs curious how this will go.
âOh, Iâm really sorry, I didnât mean toââ
âSay, if you really want to thank me, why donât we share this?â he lifts his wine bottle, and you eye it for a moment before nodding eagerly. His heart drops. He lowers the bottle, his voice growing darker â yet make no mistake. Behind his scowl and hardened eyes, his heart is beating a mile a minute, and his skin is burning impossibly hot. âDonât you think you say yes a little too easily?â
âUhm, but you saved me. You helped me, and this is how you want to be thanked.â
Rindou thinks his brain might short-circuit. You are definitely trouble.
âI could be more dangerous than him, you know,â he leans toward you menacingly to prove a point, but you donât cower. Your breath hitches, and you clutch your bag tighter. But you donât move away, and neither can he. Now that heâs closer, he can smell your strawberry scented perfume and he shuts his eyes, greedily inhaling the scent. Shit. He hasnât even drunk anything, and he already feels intoxicated. Taking a step back for his own sanity, Rindou levels you a warning glare. âYou really should be more careful, sweet. Perhaps itâll lower the chances of you running into trouble.â
âOh,â you look dejected, though he could just be imagining it. âYeah, okay, uh... Iâll be more careful. Thank you again...?â
âRindou.â
âRindou,â you repeat, and he realizes his name sounds sweeter when you say. With a scrunch of your nose, you eye the wine in his hands again. âWill I see you again? I really want to thank you for your help.â
With such a sweet offer, how can he resist? Heâd be stupid to say no â even if you were trouble, itâs fine. He wasnât notorious for being a troublemaker for no reason anyway.
#tokyo revengers x reader#tokyo revengers imagines#tokyo revengers scenarios#mikey x you#mikey x you fluff#manjiro sano x you#haitani ran x reader#ran x reader#ran x reader fluff#rindou x reader#haitani rindou x reader#ran x you#haitani ran x you#haitani rindou x you#tokyo revengers x you#bonten x reader#bonten imagines#bonten scenarios#bonten x reader imagines#asks with naoya's trophy wife#thank you anon for sending this i enjoyed writing it!!#I NEED RAN SO BADDDDD#NEED HIMMMM#not me giggling and kicking my feet because i know they'll all marry them in the future
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Pls tell us more about pregnant Buck and baby daddy Tommy đđŒ
Oh, GLADLY. I spent my entire commute home thinking about this after I got this ask.
Okay, hereâs everything you must know about Buckley-Kinard Baby Begins:
Buck is shitscared fucking terrified to tell Tommy when he finds out heâs pregnant, because while he knows that there are men out there who can get pregnant, Buck didnât think or know he was one of those men. And theyâve been dating for six months, and at the four month mark they had their first ever fight, because Buck decided to say âI Love Youâ for the first time in the same conversation where he was asking Tommy if they could stop using condoms. They havenât even talked about kids. Tommy, Buck reflects hysterically, is gonna think Buck is babytrapping him.
He lets himself into Tommyâs place after the doctorâs appointment. Tommy is in bed, napping off a shift, and heâs big and warm like the best desert rock that Buckâs lizard brain wants to curl up on. He crawls into bed with Tommy in a way that feels so final, because when Tommy wakes up for good and Buck lays out the news that there is a babyâand more importantly, that the second Buck found out that there was a baby he knew he wanted to keep itâheâs probably gonna ask Buck for his spare key back, block his number, and ready himself for eighteen years of child support payments.
Tommy shifts, mostly still asleep, eyes impossibly closed under the sun seeping between his bedroom window slats. Heâs known Buckâs been feeling like shit the past few weeks, and would have offered to take Buck to his appointment if it werenât for aforementioned shift. âHowwuz doctorâs?â
âFine,â Buck says. âTell you more when you get up.â
Which is Tommyâs cue to pass the fuck back out, which he does.
And Buck watches him sleep, and the most horrible part is that he has this fledgling hope that heâll tell Tommy about the baby and Tommy wonât think heâs a crazy babytrapping monster and wonât kick him out and will say, you know what, yeah, letâs do this.
Buck knows what itâs like to be crushed and this hope is crushing him. He canât fall asleep under its weight. Maybe another hour passes before Tommy wakes up, but it feels like a lifetime buried under this tiny hope.
So, heâs a fucking mess when Tommy does wake up, when Tommy says, âSo, did they figure out whatâs going on?â and all Buck can say is, âIâm so sorry, I didnât know, Iâm sorry.â Heâs pregnant, he didnât know, he didnât think, he wouldâve been smarter, he wouldnât have asked, heâs so sorry, and he wants to have this kid, he doesnât expect anything from Tommy, heâs sorry.
Miracle of miracles Tommy just holds him through it.
The thing is, Tommy knows heâs not a natural with kids like Buck is. Itâs not that he particularly wants or doesnât want them, but until recently heâd kind of resigned to it not being an option, never willing to tie himself to someone else like that when he was so deep in the closet, and now in his mid-forties with no real biological clock ticking it hasn't been a priority. No, he and Buck havenât talked about kids, but he knows Buck doesnât have a malicious or insidious bone in his body, and being with Buck has made him realize thereâs this well of love inside him that goes far deeper than heâs ever known it to.
And maybe it wonât work out, Tommy is the first to admit. Maybe it is too soon for them to think this is something their relationship can survive so early in, but itâs not something heâs ready to say no to either. So maybe they carry the burden of hope together, for this life theyâre making together, and they give it their best shot.
(The sex they have after this conversation is so off-the-wall bonkers crazy intense that if Buck werenât already pregnant, well.)
Later, when Buckâs had time to process that Tommyâs not going to leave him over this, that theyâre going to try and make this work, that Tommy wants to make this work as bad as he does, does Buck address the second problem thatâs bothering him: Buck wants to keep working as long as he can. He canât be side-lined again. He tells Tommy much more about the lawsuit than Tommy previously knew, the parts that Buck is embarrassed about still years later. How he canât go back to that, or wonât, how even though theyâve finally ousted Gerrard and Bobbyâs back at the helm of the 118, heâs afraid that Bobby wonât trust him and that no matter how much has changed, heâs still replaceable to the people he considers family (not healthy, Tommy doesnât say, but he gets it).
So, Tommyâs like: letâs take a week. Letâs look into this. Heâs known pregnant people in the field before, there are proper channels to consider and protections to be made before Buck has his second pregnancy-related breakdown. They support each other through the next step, and it feels auspicious and good for this whole thing working out.
Telling Bobby for real still doesnât come as well as Buck would like it to. He babbles. He starts out by mentioning heâs done his research, and there are lawsuits (heâd like to avoid) and more recent case studies on all these accommodations that say barring complications heâd be suited to some duty through his second trimester, andâ
âWait, youâre pregnant?â Bobby asks.
Buck stammers out, âUh yeah. Itâs notâwe didnât know I was even a carrier, so itâs a surprise. That said, itâs still, you know, we know itâs earlyâitâs really, really early, but Tommy and I talked about it. And we want it, you know, even if he and I donât work out at the end of the day. Itâs not unwanted.â
(And thereâs something to be said there about both Buck and Tommy, two men who grew up feeling unwanted suddenly bringing a new life into the world, and knowing above all else that no matter how things work out between them, theyâre going to make this kid know how wanted it is.)
âCongratulations, Buck, thatâs amazing,â Bobby says. Smiling in a way that Buck knows he means it, in a way that makes Buck think, is he proud of me? I think heâs proud of me. In a way that he knows that despite all his fears and their past history, Bobby trusts him on this one, will work with him, will provide the support he needs now that he knows how to ask for it.
Buck gets to go to Tommy's (home) after his shift, and when Tommy asks, Buck says, "Bobby's having me refitted for PPE in a few weeks, we're all good to go" (all three of us)
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Here is part 1 of my new series 'And They Were Gamers!', a series in which Logan and Wade play video games and be cute and gay- enjoy!
I'll be posting it here and on A03! I've got about three-ish chapter ideas/things I'm writing, any suggestions or idea please comment!!
(Based on this post!)
(Tagging @ineffable-monster-romancer because you gave me the idea for the tiny house and flowers!!)
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It had started simply. Wade scrolling through YouTube at 3am due to insomnia, and wasnât that how most things started?
He was used to staying up late, his body refusing to give in to the tiredness running through him. Logan had tried to get Wade to sleep easier- tried to find a way to get him relaxed enough to pass out- but nothing had seemed to work, so he did continued to do what he always had, didteacting himself with his phone until he either fell asleep or it was morning.
Eventually, he moved from tiktok to Youtube, and after awhile he found a video that seemed interesting. Something about a game called Minecraft. He had heard of it- the kids at the mansion had talked about it briefly when he was there a few months ago- but he had never actually seen it. So he pressed play and lay in bed watching it, finding himself quickly enamored in the video.
Before he knew it, he had spent the next 5 hours watching videos and looking up the different versions, and quickly it had become something he needed to play.
It seemed like a fun little time waster for when he couldn't sleep, plus, it seemed very relaxing compared to the other games he enjoyed.
So when Logan finally stirred, Wade had quickly started rambling about it, telling him anything and everything he could about the game- coming up with 100 and 1 reason as to why he should buy it- and even if Logan had no clue what was happening, when he left to go shopping and left Wade to watch even more videos about this game, he threw in the copy of Minecraft Wade had wanted (and yes, he had to message Laura to ask what one Wade needed for the switch thingy he played on, and spent a good hour being annoyed at how many different versions of it there seemed too be).
When he came home, Wade had helped bring the groceries to the kitchen, spending the whole time talking about a video he had watched about someone making a castle in the game- and by the end of his ramble- the only thing left in the bag had been the game.
Wade had nearly exploded with excitement when he saw it, quickly wrapping his arms around Logan in a bone crushing hug and thanking him about 50 times, before grabbing Minecraft and rushing over to his Switch.
And that was Wade for the next 3 days solid. It was all he did, and thank god they had no missions, cause honestly? Wade would've probably just taken the thing with him.
Luckily, Logan found his excitement over it cute so he was allowed to get away with not doing much else. And it seemed to be helping Wade when he couldn't sleep which was a bonus.
After about a week, Wade had greeted him at the door after walking Mary Puppins, tears in his eyes as he held the screen up for Logan to see.
"My dog died!! I had him since the first night! And now he's dead and I didn't even get to finish the dog house! Stupid fucking skeleton shot him!! I'm such a bad dog owner! Don't let Mary near me!!" He cried, tears now rushing down his cheeks, a frown on his face.
And Logan really didn't know what any of that meant, but he didn't like Wade being this upset. And he didn't like hearing him think he was a bad dog owner. "Hey, it-s okay- you are a real good papa to Mary." He said softly, gently holding the dog closer to Wade, watching as she licked his face.
It seemed to help alittle, Wade gently holding her with one arm, kissing her forehead before looking back to the screen of his Switch. "I wanted to make him a house...I was so close to getting a nametag for him.." He muttered, looking back up at Logan with those big sad eyes that made his heart ache.
"I'm sorry baby, why don't we cuddle up on the couch? You can show me the monster farm thingy you were making, yeah? Maybe you can get another dog?" He suggested, gently guiding Wade to the couch and gently sitting down, listening as Wade slowly explained that the monster farm was called a 'Mob Spawner', and that he didn't know if he could find another dog because of where he lived.
Logan thought that maybe it would pass in a few days, but Wade was still heart broken about his Minecraft dog, and Logan needed to fix it. So, he devised a plan. Well- him and Laura.
It seemed that Wade had messaged her about it, because she knew exactly what Logan was on about when he had sent her a text for help. Initially, he just thought that Wade could find another dog, and even though that was technically true- Wade didn't seem very happy at the idea of going and getting another one. Something about not wanting to go exploring and loosing all his XP if he died.
So Laura suggested something else. She had suggested that Logan learn to play it so that he could go and find Wade a dog himself. Which made him very very confused. He wasn't good with technology- had only just figured out smartphones- but he wanted too. Wade deserved to have his dog back, and here he was, sneakily using Wade's switch to try and learn the game.
It took a few days to get the controls down, but Logan quickly got used to them- and honestly? He began to understand why Wade loved it so much. The relaxing music, the cute animals, the addition he was gaining to mining.
Now, playing it himself, Logan understood why Wade had gotten so upset when his dog died. It was easy to get sucked into the game- to shut your brain off while collecting wood or getting attached to a chicken you managed to hatch from a random egg- and it made him want to get Wade his dog even more. That, and play it with Wade himself.
It took another few days to get a dog. He had to wait for Wade to go on a mission, but as soon as he left the apartment, Logan booted up Wade's world and got to work. He still wasn't good- he had to Google a few things- but eventually he found and tamed a dog.
Logan spent about an hour getting it back to Wade's house, and then proceed to spend another hour figuring out how to fish for a name tag. As soon as he started fishing, he realized that maybe he was enjoying Minecraft more than he had expected. It surprised him to enjoy a video game- he had only ever really played a few in the 80s with the kids at the mansion- but here he was, 4 hours later still playing.
He hd originally just wanted to get a dog for Wade, name it Mary Puppins and be done, but he couldn't help but get more and more into it as he contuined to play.
At first he realized Wade didn't have an anvil, so he went mining for iron. Then he needed some more levels for the name tag to make sure he didn't used Wade's, so he went and killed some mobs. Then he decided to make the dog alittle house, even if it was just a square of wood, then he found some flowers and decided he wanted to decorate with them.
Before he knew it, Wade was opening the door and loudly announcing he was home. Logan tried to save and exit the game quickly- but as usual- Wade was faster than he was, quickly looking at Logan with a confused expression.
"What is this??? Your using technology beyond an old android? Am I dreaming?" Wade said dramatically, taking his mask off and plonking down next to Logan on the couch. "Wait...why are you on Minecraft?.."
Logan looked up from the Switch and over to the man sat next to him, blushing slightly, as if he'd been caught with his hand in the cookie jar. "Oh well- you seemed so sad about your dog- ya know? And I wanted to cheer you up, so I messaged Laura and she said about me finding you a dog so you didn't die with your XP, so I tried to join on a different profile thing but I couldn't, so I logged in on your one- I promise I didn't lose any of your XP or use any of it- and look! I found you a dog- and I called her Mary Puppins, and I even made her a house! Also, I found some red and yellow flowers, so I thought that would look nice....." He rambled, suddenly worried he had upset Wade. Should he of asked before he played? Did he mess the world up?
He held the screen infront of Wade- the same way Wade had done to him a week and a few days ago- and glanced at it, pointing at the little dog. "It's a grey dog, so I thought she kinda looked like Mary, ya know?.." Logan added, looking back at Wade, who seemed to be crying? Shit.
"Sorry- did I ruin it? I just wanted to help- I can get rid of the dog hou-" like usual, Wade interrupted him.
"Oh my god! Peanut! That is the most amazingly romantic thing that someone has ever done for me! You learned how to play it- and then got me a new dog?? And you got yellow and red flowers to decorate? Our colours!? You are the most amazing boyfriend ever!! I'm going to keep her so safe in her adorable little house and-and I'm buying you a Switch and we are going to play together and make a house together and we can put our beds together!" Wade rambled, somehow with on breath, and Logan couldn't help but smile widely at his excitement.
He kissed Wade's cheek softly before handing over the console. "Yeah, that sounds good...I've already been looking at one actually- Minecraft is really fun. And I'm glad your happy." Logan said softly, laughing alittle at how stupid it was he was nervous about this. It was a video game, why did he need to be anxious?
"Oh, I am buying you whichever Switch you want, I'm buying you Minecraft, and we are going to spend the weekend making the best house ever." And honestly? Logan wasn't going to argue.
#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#deadclaws#deadpool 3#wade wilson#deadpool#logan howlett#wade x logan#logan#wade winston wilson
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Destiel Trope Collection 2024 | Day 1: Angst with a happy ending
,,Me too." | @tami-ryver
Rating: Teen & Up
Word Count: 1,748
Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Case Fic, Hunt Gone Wrong, Werewolves, Hurt Dean Winchester, Hurt Sam Winchester, Major Character Injury, Hurt Castiel (Supernatural), Castiel's Angelic Grace (Supernatural), Angelic Grace (Supernatural), AngstAngst with a Happy Ending, Blood and Injury, Blood, Fictober 2023
Summary: The silence is unbearable. Not even insects can be heard in the darkness, not even moon shines down on their path. The only source of light they have are the flashlights they took from the Impala. Armed with silver knives and the demon knife, they walk deep in the darkness of the forest, in search of the place where the massacre took place.
I Want You to Know That I'm Awake (I Hope That You're Asleep) | @starstiels
Rating: Teen & Up
Word Count: 2,192
Main Tags/Warnings: depressed!dean (heavily implied), post-canon, grief/mourning, hurt/comfort, first kiss, selectively mute dean, mental health issues, panic attack
Summary: Dean Winchester wants to cry. He wants to scream and yell and sob until his lungs give out and his eyes sting like needles.
The Covert Identity (WIP) | @rowanspn
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 4,623 (22,561 updated)
Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe- No Supernatural, FBI Agent Dean Winchester, FBI Agent Sam Winchester, Florist Castiel (Supernatural), Crime Boss Lucifer (Supernatural), Kid Fic, Kid Jack Kline, Blood and Violence, Graphic depictions of violence
Summary: Dean Winchester loves his job; working as a secret agent has its perks. There is nothing quite like the thrill of saving people and hunting down criminals. And with his baby brother Sammy at his side, itâs a family business. However, when he and Sam are assigned to the case of Lucien Shurley, a suspected crime lord with a rap sheet a mile long, Deanâs semi-predictable life takes a turn for the unprecedented and over complicated. He and Sam must go undercover to investigate Lucienâs own family, his brothers Gabriel and Castiel, and his young son, Jack, to find out just how involved they truly are. As the stakes rise and the body count follows, it is up to Sam and Dean to solve the greatest mystery of their careers; who is Castiel Novak and what does he know?
he's gonna take my files | @autisticandroids
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 6,191
Main Tags/Warnings: Dean Saves Cas from the Empty, Afterlife, Triangulation of Desire, Memories, Trauma, Hurt Cas, Canon Divergent, Canon Remix, Warnings in Author's Note
Summary: Dean goes to the Empty, where Cas is floating through his memories.
when doves cry | @watchinghimrakeleaves
Rating: Teen & Up
Word Count: 6,821
Main Tags/Warnings: Human Castiel, Season/Series 09, Not Canon Compliant, Winchester Coping Mechanisms, Angst with a Happy Ending
Summary: When Dean asks Cas to leave the bunker, all he can do is hope that the fallen angel is safe and doing okay. But when he reaches out to Cas to check in, he's surprised by the anger he's met with. Forced to consider whether or not he made the right call, Dean must reckon with how to fix things between him and the man he worries he may have lost forever.
Forest Fever | @amaranthhiding
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 8,586
Main Tags/Warnings: Canon Universe, Post-Ep 12x10, Monster of the Week, Hallucinations, Injured Castiel, Protective Dean, (Emotional) Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Sex, Praying, Angel Grace, Humor (mostly in the epilogue)
Summary: After the crushing events of episode 12x10 "Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets", Castiel is low on grace and morale. In an attempt to restore at least one of these two, Sam and Dean take him on a hunt. Things start going wrong when Sam gets injured and Cas seemingly disappears. They get worse when Dean turns from hunter to prey for something feeling far more at home in this dark, rainy forest than he does.
Send Me a Postcard | @blessyourhondahurley
Rating: Teen & Up
Word Count: 10,387
Main Tags/Warnings: Castiel is Saved from the Empty, First Kiss, References to Depression, Bisexual Dean Winchester
Summary: Shortly after his rescue from the Empty, Cas hits the road late one night without telling anyone he's leaving. Two weeks later, a postcard arrives for Dean.
whisper your name without making a noise | @deancaskiss
Rating: Teen & Up
Word Count: 12,577
Main Tags/Warnings: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Muteness, Mute Dean Winchester, traumatic mutism, Mutism, Major Character Undeath, Dean Winchester to the Rescue, Dean Winchester Saves Castiel from the Empty, Dean Winchester Saves Castiel, Pining, POV Dean Winchester, Kissing, Boys Kissing, French Kissing, Rough Kissing, Gentle Kissing, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff and Angst, Angst and Feels, Angst and Romance, Drinking to Cope, Drinking Alcohol, Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss, Getting Together, Dean Winchester is Not Okay, Happy Ending, Post-Canon, Post-Season/Series 15, Fix-It, Character Death Fix, First Kiss, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Castiel/Dean Winchester UST, Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond, Dean Winchester Loves Castiel, Castiel Loves Dean Winchester, Dean Winchester Takes Care of Castiel, The Empty (Supernatural), the handprint, Dean Winchester's Jacket
Summary: Losing Cas to the Empty felt like Dean was losing a piece of himself. I love you, Cas had said; and then he was gone before Dean got the chance to tell Cas how he felt. But Cas might have taken more than just Deanâs heart when the Empty ripped him away. Cas is gone, and so is Deanâs voice. Traumatic mutism: according to Sam and Eileen, Dean had been through a traumatic experience losing Cas and now he was mute. So, Eileen taught Dean sign language, and Sam bought notebooks for Dean to write out his thoughts. But Dean never stopped aching for Cas; praying to him every day and searching for a way to bring Cas home. When Dean finds a way into Empty, itâs a fight like heâs never fought before. Scream, Dean, scream, the Empty taunts. But Dean canât stop until heâs rescued Cas, kissed his angel breathless, and told Cas the truth about how he feelsâvoice or no voice.
Taking one for the team | @artichokegarden
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 16,846
Main Tags/Warnings: Case Fic, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Stanford Era, Sex Worker Dean Winchester, Dubious Consent, Voyeurism, Kink Negotiation, Kink Discovery, Praise Kink, BDSM, Spanking, Whipping, Bath Sex, Hair Washing, John Winchester's A+ Parenting, Abusive John Winchester, Established Castiel/Dean Winchester, POV Castiel, Angst with a Happy Ending, Porn with Feelings
Summary: Cas blinked slowly. âYour father sent you to his friendâs sex club as bait for a sex monster. And you want me to find your lost memories of this for you?â
âDonât you start, Cas. We need to find out what happened, or those women are as good as dead. If I wanted to listen to a load of crap about dadâs parenting choices, Iâd have told all this to Sam in the first place, instead of biting his head off for asking. Letâs just agree he wasnât winning father of the year for this one and let it go, okay?â
When women start going missing from sex clubs, Cas investigates Dean's memories of a Stanford-Era case and finds some secrets there that could help their relationship in the present.
this bitter nightcall | @abi-cosmos
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 32,514
Main Tags/Warnings: Djinn curse, Jealous Dean Winchester, Hallucinations, Unreliable narrator, Heavy angst, Implied Castiel/Mick Davies, Inappropriate smut, Dean doesn't know what's real, Love confessions, Post-season 12, Very brief almost major character death, Hurt/Comfort, Case fic, True love's kiss
Summary: Dean gets touched by a djinn, but it's all cool. Or, is it?
Forced to confront his desires, Dean's grip on reality slips. Leaving Castiel, Sam, and Mick Davies trying to find a way to save him before itâs too late.
If only they knew that the cure is right in front of them.
Gracefully Yours, Always | @thefandomsinhalor
Rating: Teen & Up
Word Count: 39,815
Main Tags/Warnings: Canon Divergent, Episode: S09E10, Hurt Castiel, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Temporary Blindness, Angelic Grace, Hurt Dean
Summary: As Dean hopelessly waits for Gadreel and Crowley to be expelled from Samâs body, he and Castiel are unexpectedly ambushed by Malachi and the remainder of his soldiers, seeking retribution for what Castiel has done to his faction. Because Castiel gets gravely injured in the fight, Dean resists the urge to isolate himself, and instead returns to the bunker with his friend and Sam, determined to put an end to the fallen angel madness, and also, perhaps, try to understand why, after everything heâs done, Castiel still stands by his side.
Still Waters Run Deep | @thisisapaige
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 41,168
Main Tags/Warnings: Canon Divergent After s15e09 The Trap, Hurt/Comfort, Mute Castiel, Mark of Cain, Aquaphobia, Claustrophobia, Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester
Summary: In the darkest depths of the ocean, sealed into the ma'lak box with Chuck trapped behind the Mark, Castiel loses the battle against God's rage. When Sam and Dean find Castiel on a dark patch of highwayâ the Mark missing and his grace weakâ he cannot speak.
It rains. It rains and it rains and it rains. It is a Great Flood.
In order to stop God, save the world, and resolve the issues simmering between them for years, Castiel and Dean need to communicate.
Perhaps they should build an ark instead.
When I Knew You | @friendofcarlotta
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 54,272
Main Tags/Warnings: Modern AU, Time Travel, Bartender Dean Winchester, Editor Castiel, Mutual Pining, Minor Character Death, Bottom Castiel/Top Dean Winchester, Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester, Incorrect Science, Social Anxiety, Sharing a Bed
Summary: Shortly after moving into his new house, Dean Winchester finds a strange, flickering light in the middle of his living room. When he touches it, heâs transported two years into the past, to the days when a man named Castiel Novak lived in the house.
Deanâs own time pulls him back eventually, but the gateway to the past keeps appearing, and Dean keeps visiting Cas â sometimes for minutes, sometimes for hours. They soon fall in love, but there is no possible future for them, for one simple reason: in a few weeks, Cas is supposed to die.
As the date of Casâ death draws closer, will Dean be able to save his life? And if he does⊠will the two of them find a way to be together in the same time?
On the flip side | Joysprings (AO3)
Rating: Teen & Up
Word Count: 64,357
Main Tags/Warnings: Lgbtq, Polyamorous characters, Blood and Injury, Time Jumps, Neurodivergence, Autistic Castiel, Emotional Abuse, Pilot Dean Winchester, Writer Castiel, Grief and Mourning, Temporary Character Death, Domestic Destiel, Dean and Cas are dad's, Angst, Fluff, Happy Ending I Promise,
Summary: A little over a year after airforce test pilot Dean Winchester's plane crashes and goes missing, its finally found. Castiel Winchester, Dean's widowed husband reflects on his grief and his memory re visits the most significant points of their relationship throughout their time together and how they shaped the present. The whole family is left to deal with the resurfaced trauma from the initial accident, and will finally learn about what truly happened, uncovering new and unexpected answers. This is their journey.
(Story will alternate chapters from the present to past time stamps)
the weight of your bones | Chi_Yagami (Ao3)
Rating: Mature
Word Count: 66,780
Main Tags/Warnings: afterlife, soulmates (sort of), canon divergent, hunter Dean Winchester, human Castiel, kid Jack Kline, angst with a happy ending, touch-starved, flashbacks/discussions of death, panic attacks
Summary: After rescuing his brother's fiancĂ©e from a house fire he doesn't survive, Dean Winchester finds himself in Heaven. He's immediately suspiciousâafter all, with everything he's done during his time on Earth... there's no way he deserves to be here. He lives in a beautiful neighborhood right down the street from his parents, in an amazing house that he shares with his new soulmate, Casâa man Dean's never even met. Despite Dean's best efforts to keep his distance, Cas seems determined to make their new relationship work in the afterlife.
However, Cas doesn't understand... he isn't aware of Dean's past. Cas doesn't know that all Dean's good for is destroying relationships and ganking monsters. Cas doesn't know that Dean once got an innocent civilian killed on a case, doesn't know of the cave that haunts Dean's dreams. People are made of memories they bury or live by, and Dean chose to bury his a long time ago.
But as Cas chips away at Dean's resistance... the once-forgotten bones begin to surface.
When Tomorow Comes | @teeparadigm67
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 78,994
Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fix-It, Season 15 rewrite, Canon-Typical Violence, Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Angst, Lots of Angst, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Dean Winchester Loves Castiel, Castiel Loves Dean Winchester, Eventual Smut, Eventual Romance, Eventual Happy Ending, Sad with a Happy Ending, Dean Winchester Saves Castiel from the Empty (kind of), Dean Winchester is Protective of Castiel, Dean Winchester is Saved, First Time, Castiel Saves Dean Winchester, Love Confessions, Castiel's Loss of Angelic Grace, Dean Winchester in the Empty, First Kiss, The World is Saved, Smut, Fluff and Smut, Angst with a Happy Ending, Dean Winchester's Taste in Music, Sharing a Bed, Frottage, Men of Letters Bunker, Castiel/Dean Winchester in the Men of Letters Bunker, Happy Ending, Alternate Season/Series 15, Season/Series 15
Summary: When hunting for the Leviathan blossom, Castiel gets taken. Tired, desperate and wanting to tell him all the things left unsaid before itâs too late, Dean prays to him. But he realises... standing there, in the grey hellish landscape, the portal home flickering just beside them with seconds left on the timer, they're already were too late.
Running himself ragged fuelled solely by caffeine, whisky, and that trademark Winchester determination, he will find a way to stop Chuck and to save Cas. However, this isn't the blaze of glory Dean had always envisioned going out in. But, deep down, he would go out swinging to save a loved one. Those bright shining penetrating tear-soaked eyes are the last thing he sees before his vision is marred, the desperate plea of his name dampened by the black ooze filling his eardrums as the essence of the Empty wraps around him and pulls him pulled from existence into the dark.
All because of that simple prayer, the ending Chuck had always planned was rewritten.
The Unbroken | @casblackfeathers
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 126,551
Main Tags/Warnings: zombie apocalypse, bed sharing, hurt and comfort, angel castiel, protective dean, soft dean, endverse, bamf castiel, bottom dean
Summary: Deanâs life had been made of running. He ran from a curse that had desolated his life ever since he was a child â whenever he got hurt, he turned into a goddamn human-torch, killing everyone around him â and he ran from himself and his own self-loathing.
But managing all that at the end of a world full of Croats lurking around every corner was easier said than done.
Until a mysterious man with tousled dark hair paired with blue eyes as clear as the sky during a hot summerâs day stopped him from free falling, literally. In one fell swoop, the stranger had not only saved his life but also calmed the wildfire threatening to burn everything in its wake.
There was something about Castiel that made Dean want to stop running but also hid something darker â something Dean couldnât quite put his finger on. And between soft, pillowy lips and feather-like fingerprints, Cas could very well shatter Deanâs world and maybe help save the whole world in return.
Fortunate Son (WIP) | @friendofcarlotta
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 128,610
Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe - 1960s, Vietnam War, Character Death (but no MCD), Blood and Injury, Counterculture, Recreational Drug Use, Mutual Pining, Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester, Period-Typical Homophobia, Coming Out, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Getting Back Together, Suicidal Thoughts
Summary: The year is 1966, the place is Kansas, and Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak are falling in love. But with Castiel under the thumb of his conservative parents and Dean set to ship out to Vietnam, there is no possible future for them.
As Castielâs life turns upside down and the hell of Vietnam threatens to swallow Deanâs soul, it will take everything they have to find their way back to each other. But some things are worth waiting â and fighting â for.
#destiel trope collection#destiel trope collection 2024#angst with a happy ending#destiel#fanfic#supernatural
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