#artisantarot

[jamiesonwolf]

When I was shuffling the cards, the Ace of Swords flew out of the deck and actually tapped me in the face. I'm not one to ignore a sign. 🤔 It actually fits really well for today as I'm going to be working on getting the paperback of my novel Queen of Swords to go out there into the world. It's a little frightening to put yourself out there, but it's also a new journey. I have to embrace the fear as I get my words ready. I'm about to take new steps towards myself, and that's pretty awesome. 🗡 Card from The Tarot des Ambuguities #Tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #alejandrorrozan #artisantarot #aceofswords #writing #journey #path #words #fear #worry #lessons #release #beginning #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CpXkH3Uub-e/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

I've been trying to change mindset. Instead of letting myself be filled with worry, I've been turning towards the positive it's a lot easier to chase away the shadows when I remember that joys, especially small ones, are all around me. Everything in life is a cycle and I am in continual motion. Life changes and it doesn't have to be all bad. There is joy, too, as long as I lift my face up to the sun. ✨️ Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #cycle #thesun #theworld #change #mindset #joy #darkness #balance #smalljoys #changeoutlook #gaywitch #LGBTQIA #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CpC6e5PuVir/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

I've been trying to heal lately. I know that all I need is time, but my mind is getting in the way. I keep thinking that I am disappointing others, that I am letting them down when nothing could be further from the truth. I need to balance love against those thoughts and love myself. That's all I should be focusing on right now, not thoughts of maybe or what if. The heart and mind are connected, so I need to find a balance within between the two so that my healing path before me is clear. I have to fill my mind with love and self kindness 💕 Card from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #balance #heart #mind #healing #letgo #lovewithin #healing #path #journey #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/Co92SC3OBJb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

It's funny how certain events put things into perspective. I've learned a lot about myself: I am always looking at what I have learned in the past so that I can apply those lessons in the future and I have so much love to give despite what I've been through. More than that, I am surrounded by love. What I am going through is an ending of sorts, but it's also a new beginning for myself. I'm a unified body, mind and spirit and all I have to do is take a breath and move forwards. ✨️Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarotribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #learned #mystory #mindbodyspirit #cycle #learned #journey #love #past #present #beginning #LGBTQIA #gaywitch #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CorpIU7Oyf2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

Celebrations don't have to be huge. They can be as simple as taking a moment to reflect on what I've learned, enjoying a moment with those I love and finding my balance as I start down a new direction. You have to celebrate the small things in life and that's what I'm going to do today! ✨️Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #rarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #celebrations #smallvictories #smalljoys #whativelearned #moveforward #friends #friendship #family #balance #lookforward #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CoewuF1uZhs/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

I'm always apologizing for everything. It's been a long time habit. I apologize for the weather, for doing something the wrong way, for making a mistake. It doesn't matter really, I will assume the blame and apologize. Lately, I've been apologizing for my health issues and the inconveniences that they cause. I know that I have no control over what my body does sometimes, and I don't need to apologize. I also know where this habit came from. I was the peacemaker when I grew up in a difficult home. If I assumed the blame, I could stop the storm before it started. I need to start a new journey with myself and take a step in another direction every time I feel like apologizing for something I didn't do. I need to embrace the light within and the creative spark. There is kindness within me for others, I need to extend that kindness to myself. I need to turn away from the voices and reactions of the past and those they belonged to towards the presence of love that I have in my life. My husband always tells me that I shouldn't apologize for things that aren't my fault. He's grounded and is my support. I need to let go and shine brightly. It will not be a journey that will be easy, but I don't have to do it alone. ✨️Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #journey #stopapologizing #stepforward #newdirection #aceofwands #queenofwands #kingofpentacles #kingofhearts #grounded #loveisallaround #loveistheanswer #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CoXMpMCueRb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

After a full moon, I always like to look at what I can let go of. I always hold on to too much that my mind can get too full. When I look at these cards, I'm drawn to the fact that the feet are all trying to go in their own direction. There is so much movement here! Yes, I am a creative force, able to create so much, but that doesn't mean I have to do everything all at once. I have to focus on one project at a time, but more than that, I have to allow rest to be part of my creative process, too. I can't create from an empty well. Giving myself time to rest will make the creative process better. I will be creating because I want to, not because I feel I have to. ✨️Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #fullmoon #letgo #release #direction #choose #rest #forwards #creative #creating #newwayofthinking #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shine #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CoUraYBuAk9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

I don't see myself in a very positive light. When I look at myself in the mirror, I see a lot of things I want to change. I keep thinking that if I change one thing, but then there is always something else. I know that's not a healthy mindset. My heart feels too much. I know that it comes from a time when I changed myself to fit in, to be loved and accepted. I was always changing myself, never comfortable in my own skin. Thankfully, my beautiful husband sees past all that. He's far more grounded than I am with both feet on the ground. He is kind to a fault, always thinking of others and I'm very much the same way. He sees me as I really am and knows me better than I know myself. I need to stop heading down the path of self hate and dislike. The primal part of myself knows who I am at the base of myself and in the end, I know it's not what is on the outside but the inside that counts. I need to stop letting my heart be swayed by physical appearance and love myself from the inside out. ✨️Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #self #perception #howiseemyself #heart #feel #toomuch #changeoutlook #husband #seeme #asiam #acceptance #lovewithin #newdirection #primal #partofme #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CoSF24AObuc/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

Resting is difficult for me. My mind is full of so many things I think I need to do in order to prove to myself that I can live beyond the disabilities that I live with. However, I've been learning that my body, mind and spirit need to rest and resting is part of living. I need to engage with my spirit today. Even though I won't be doing a lot of movement, my spirit will take me on a journey within myself. It will be one where I will look at balance, the night and the day, and choose a new direction for myself. In order to rest, I need to look at myself in a new light. I need to stop judging myself and thinking I'm weak because I need to rest and recuperate. I need to look within and try to find the root of the grind culture mindset that I live with and try to set it free. I need to start a new relationship with myself. I am connected to so many other people in my life and I am surrounded by love. I am not alone, but connected to so many others and I can ask people for help. I don't need to do everything myself. I need to remember that it's okay to ask for help. ✨️Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #path #journey #rest #healing #spirit #engage #judgement #Chariot #spiritualjourney #love #connectedtosource #loveisallaround #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CoPhPbnuqnW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

I realized this morning that I've been holding on to a lot of anger. I'm trying to learn from my emotions and let go of what I no longer need. Keeping healthy tight grip on anger isn't healthy, even though I have every right to be angry. In order to thank the emotion for what it has taught me and walk away from it, I need to celebrate the growth in myself that I've achieved and be kind to myself. I've accomplished so much and this is but one part of the journey. Love can come in many ways, I just have to be open to the flow of my emotions and let go when I need to. ❤️ Card from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #anger #emotions #journey #flow #loveisallaround #heart #letmyselfheal #letgo #moveforward #selfkindness #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CoKKGaYuXJm/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

Even in darkness, light can be found. During this time of year, I always like to think of what kind of light I can welcome into my life. I am starting a new journey with love and self-love. I've been looking at ways that I can create more love for myself so that I can love and accept all of myself, even the parts of myself that I have the most difficulty with. Self-love and self kindness will certainly light up my world. Love is light after all! 💖 Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #Tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #imbolc #light #welcomein #love #lovewithin #creativespirit #journey #newpath #beginning #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CoHtrEIOV0T/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

Today is my first day back to work after a week off to let my body get used to the effects of chemo. While today may be a difficult adjustment, I need to focus on something other than my emotions. I will celebrate myself today and how far I've come. I'm in a time of transition, change and renewal and I will embrace the light within. I will rejoice in the journey of me. ✨️Card from The Tarot des Ambuguities #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #change #journey #celebrate #renewal #light #adjustment #chemo #work #emotions #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CoCcvxxuEEZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

What with everything going on, I've forgotten something. Yes, I've been resting and working on healing but I haven't taken a moment to stop and give myself a hug. I've been so busy trying to find a way through all of the worry and emotion that I've forgotten to embrace myself. I need to start a new journey with myself, one where I stop and take stock of everything I've done and accomplished. I shine brightly, but I need to remember to shine for myself and to shine inward, too. ✨️Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #newbeginnings #newjourney #stepforward #embrace #self #selfkindness #selflove #reflect #whativelearned #whativeaccomplished #kingofme #direction #spiritualaf #spiritualjourney #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn9ZQKFuwCW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

Every once in a while, I forget to sparkle. I know that I can't sparkle on every day, but it's a mindset that has helped me to see myself and the world around me in a new light. In order to sparkle today, I have to begin a journey with my heart, journeying forward with intent and passion and with focus. I need to remember that it's okay to have fun and embrace my spirit. Going forwards, I need to remember thar it's okay to walk in the shadows sometimes, but I can't spend all of my time there. I need to force myself into the light if I get lost and try to embrace the different parts of myself as they make up all of me. Sparkle on! ✨️ Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #tarotdemarseille #sparkle #light #lightinthedarkness #heart #journey #emotions #forwards #passion #aceofcups #knightofwands #strength #force #choose #direction #positivity #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn62qpAuUEJ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

I've been holding to a lot lately. My mind is filled with thoughts of what could be that I've lost focus on what is. I need to put those thoughts down, they have taught me all they can. I need to focus on the love that I have all around me as I move into a new phase of my life. Everyday is a journey and only I can decide how to live. ✨️ Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities #tarot#tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdesambiguites #tarotdemarseille #artisantarot #alejandrorrozan #forwards #whativelearned #whatwillbewillbe #whatcouldgowrong #whatis #love #lovewithin #lookforward #letgo #thought #revelation #transformation #transition #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn4SaBbOyHF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[jamiesonwolf]

I feel like I'm at war with my body. Between the cerebral palsy, the multiple sclerosis, the fractured vertebrae and the after effects of chemo, I feel like I don't know my body anymore. I need to stop letting my mind take away my peace and embrace a moment of calmness. Sometimes, finding that peace takes force. I have to force myself to think differently about my body so that I can rest and celebrate how far I've come. ✨️Cards from The Tarot des Ambuguities. #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotdemarseille #tarotdesambiguites #artisantarot #body #peace #journey #war #calm #force #strength #thief #hands #feet #arms #legs #notknowing #chemo #vertebrae #multiplesclerosis #cerebralpalsy #forge #newdirection #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn1rwjgOGBK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=