#areallenoug

[meganutriland]

Exactly 4 years ago I just found about my first #pregnancy It was #beautifulexperience I had no cravings, no extra appetite, no morning sickness and I did work, #exercise and #travel till the end of 8th month. Exactly year ago I lost… miscarriage is not that easy to deal with but #mystory was/still is over #fightwithcancer . I’ve been told that every single one can be dangerous not only for baby, for me even worse. The truth is no matter what you decide please don’t you ever blame yourself for those. Following this conclusion I’d like to make a statement. You are all worth it ladies, you #areallenoug To all who can only make a comment and complain: Please don’t say to me ‘you don’t get it’ because I do. Probably 5 years earlier I wouldn’t be able to experience what caused me in the last 3 years and could agree with you. Not today. Yes, I was in the position when people always were asking and pushing in conversations about having kids. I hated this horrible comments. I was trying understand why it’s my fault to not having kids that time, I was wondering why I am the faulty like product, material thing. But I didn’t have to, it was my choice. It is your #choice too. Yes, I was happily surprised getting pregnant and horrified just because I was fighting for another child. Yes, I do understand when you have to be like lioness and go through no matter what to save child from oppression and violence. Yes, I do know how is to choose between your #health and child’s one. Yes, I do get it how hard is getting through stuff alone while deciding for #chemotherapy and other #treatments It changes your life but the most changes YOU! Yes, I do think about this situation when my daughters had to experience mother’s cancer journey. Yes, I know that feeling when you loosing the baby and all miscarriages are your potential verdict. It’s a nightmare (…) Yes, I totally understand what is pain, how hard can be, what to do to not get crazy, how to #develop #improve Yes, I do mostly experience all of those and even more. In some point I lost even myself. Today I can admit that I found myself, me! Please do fight for your #opinion , #position and rights to say, do and #act https://www.instagram.com/p/CY7kWXFqnNE/?utm_medium=tumblr