#apr22

[stylesnews]

Harry during Coachella 2022 rehearsals, by Anthony Pham.

[jadeazora]

The Rediscover Pokemon GO campaign has been detailed, adding a variety of new changes and features over the course of the month:

Apr17 adds new customization options for your avatar, like hairstyles and body type

Different, more ecologically-accurate biomes will be added on Apr22

There'll also be a Kanto focus on that day, with Kanto Pokémon spawning more

May7 will add a revamped snapshot feature

[newpntls-island]

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Monday,Apr22

朝一度目が覚めて、床で寝ている友だちと寝ぼけたまま少し会話をする。また眠る。昼前に起きて、昨日銭湯で貰ってきたスカートをどんなコーディネートで合わせるのがいいか相談に乗ってもらう、一緒に化粧して家を出る。昨日教えてもらった22時占いという占い、友だちのラッキーアイテムがエスニック料理だった。中野までの道にエスニック料理店があることを初めて知る。エスニック料理って晴れでも雨でも曇りでも、いつでも食べたいねと言いながら店まで歩く。道中の家を品定めする。この前ここのアパートのベランダから、女の子がシャボン玉吹いてて目が合ったよ、��教えてあげた。庭に続くだけのためにある小さな扉、ベランダに置いてある大きな枯れた観葉植物たち、全部に良さを見出してしまう。わたしはずっと他人の生活に憧れ続けている。エスニック料理店で二人ともトムヤムクンを頼む。美味しすぎる。エスニック料理って美味しい上に何故か食べてて楽しいから、コスパが良すぎる。友だちがパクチーをくれる、わたしたちの好みは昨日からことごとく合わない。だから友だちだねー、よかったねー、と何度でも言う。

前のバイト先に最後の給料を取りに行く友だちを駅前で見送り、家まで帰る。喉が少し痛い。コンビニで龍角散のど飴を買う。舐めながら歩く。帰路の途中にある、最近できた綺麗なパン屋に初めて立ち寄る。筍と春菊の惣菜パン、バナナと黒蜜のハードパンを買う。二つで600円。歩きながら母親に電話する、今日はピアノのレッスンのために街に出ているとのこと。電話をするたびに母親は何かしらの習い事のため、街に出て暇を潰している。

家に帰って動画を撮って遊んで、電車に乗る。予約していた病院に初めて行く。高田馬場の戸山口から近い。相談員と名乗る人と別室で話す。何度もシャーペンの芯を折りながら、わたしが話す速度に合わせて走り書きする様子を見つめる。問診は苦手だ。曖昧なことしか答えられない、実際にあった事も口に出すと大袈裟なようで、自信がなくなる。違う部屋に通され、先生と話す。社長室みたいな部屋で、そのおじさんはすごく優しそうだった。わたしが相談員の人と話している時、一番淀みなく闊達に話していたのが家族のことだったからか、心理テストを一度受けませんかと言われる。聞けば、the virgin suicidesの末っ子、セシリアがやっていたアレだ。やりますと答えてぽんぽんと次の予約が決まる。宿題を出される。中々の量がある空欄補充だ。案内された調剤薬局に行って、ベビーカーの中で泣く子供を見つめる。渡された薬は少し黄色だった。薬剤師の人に、お大事にと言われる。この手の薬を貰う時のお大事には微妙な気持ちになる。駅までの道にあるゴンチャで何故かタピオカミルクティーを買ってしまう。夕方に乗る田無行きの西武新宿線は、違う電車に乗ってるみたいだった。

家に帰ってハーブティー飲みながら貰った宿題を少しする。中々書けない。ボールペンで書くほど自信がなかったから、シャーペンで書き始めた。書き始めたらスラスラ書けた。途中で切り上げてまた電車に乗る。幡ヶ谷に行きたいのに、間違えて普通の京王線に乗ってしまう。こんな間違え方はやったことがない。帰宅ラッシュの京王線ホームの熱気はすごかった。幡ヶ谷に着いてスカートを見せびらかす。このスカートは歩くと音が鳴る。猫に引きちぎられそうだね、と言われる。幡ヶ谷の嬉しいご飯といえば、のハーベストに行く。去年のこの時期にも同じような感じでここに来た。仕事の試験が終わった友だち、奮発してステーキを頼む。わたしのロシアンハンバーグと一切れずつ交換する。わたしたちはマッシュルームが好き。コンビニで不揃いどら焼き、切り出しカステラ、レモンパック、紅茶を買って友だちの家に行く。友だちの家はどんどん良くなる。床には遊びかけのギターとベタベタのキーボードが置いてあった。作ってもらったミルクティーを飲んで、カステラとレモンパックを食べる。友だちが作るミルクティーが冷めないのはなんで？ハリーポッターのゲームを進める友だち、早速ライチ光クラブを読めてしまうわたし。ゼラ、ゼラ、ゼラ。すぐに読み終わってしまって、そんなはやさで読む漫画じゃないよと呆れられる。二杯目のミルクティーを作ってもらって、今なら何のbotをするかと話す。なんだろう。答えは出ない。

新宿に行きたくなくて、中野駅まで40分くらいだというから、歩いて帰る。道は広くて簡単だった。とにかく真っ直ぐだ、本当に真っ直ぐ。音楽も聴かずに歩いた。途中の大きな公園では、犬を連れながら口笛を吹く人、その背後に少し夏の虫の音がする。歩きながらメモをした。中野の南口の先に、二階建てのロイホを見つける。一年前最悪なことが起きたアングラなライブハウスの前には今日も大人が溜まって煙草を吸っている。通行止めの手前でセリフめいた口調で迂回を促される。封鎖された中野サンプラザ、住宅街に咲くモッコウバラ。一時を回る前に家に帰り着く。今を生きるわたしたちの三角地帯、渋谷区、新宿区、中野区。この前幡ヶ谷にあった看板見ながら友だちが言ってた。ゴミを出して、やりたいこともないからいつの間にか寝てた。

[chrisevansluv]

Lucy, how did you get over him so quickly? Tell us your secret because some of us are really struggling.

To be honest, it wasn't that quickly. I went down the rabbit whole bad back in Nov21-Apr22. Drama took a toll on my mental health and I spent way to much time checking everything that was being posted, just to know whether I should feel worried or relieved over something that was going on on a stranger's life.

I remember he was quiet for a few weeks in between Ghosted and promos for Lightyear, and I think during that time my brain just clicked. I realized what was going on and what I was doing wrong for myself. So I tried to find something else to do while it was silent. It was a chance for me to step back for good, since nothing was going on, so I jumped to kdramas because a friend started watching them and recommended some. I found a comfort place there, and I started to fall down the rabbit hole with Rowoon and SF9, because honestly they and their fandom is so chill it was impossible not to.

Then the whole Lightyear press started and I remember I wasn't even that into it. I didn't watch the interviews (just the bits that were sent by anons, or some videos that you wanted to discuss). But I didn't feel like going out of my way to watch an interview about something I wasn't interested in (to this day, I haven't even watched Lightyear yet, and I seriously can't get myself to watch it). And same goes for TGM, the premieres, the interviews and the movie itself (I only watched Chris' parts because they were the only ones I was curious about).

It just faded, I guess, because I was able to find comfort somewhere else. I think my brain was so drained with toxicity and drama with anything related to Chris, that I just couldn't enjoy anything with him in it.

My advise would be to find comfort in something else: watch movies, shows, taste the waters... You aren't married to Chris, you didn't sign a loyalty contract. He's a Hollywood crush, and just like you crushed on him, you'll crush on someone else the same way.

Ps: I see y'all coming. This blog is a multi (STATED ON THE BIO), if y'all only ask about Chris, it isn't my fault. All the answers in here are made from the outside (since I don't know half of what's going on right now unless anons tell me), with an objective point of view. Because I genuinely could care less about what this man does. As I said time and time again, I'm only here for the drama (when there's any), and let's be honest, answering some asks is quite entertaining

[nagi08]

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[emdeeee]

Apr22

[craigbrownphd]

Java News Roundup: WildFly 32, JEPs Proposed to Target for JDK 23, Hibernate 6.5, JobRunr 7.1

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[csmc2]

Patience

I'm sick of waiting. But I have to wait nonetheless. I don't have a choice. I mean, I do have a choice however I know the consequences of deviating from the path of my heart. Ignorance would see this as punishment. Intelligence would see it as a test. However, wisdom knows it as an opportunity to go deeper. In my own fear I see the anxiety of being in a precarious situation but in fact the universe is keeping me here in hopes that I'll finally take the bait and be reeled into the awareness of what is. I have all these patterns with women, sexual frustration and sexual obsession. These patterns are borne out of fear and therefore create a present experience of guilt, shame, judgement and suppressed (in my case) anger. I want to feel satisfied and have fun and be intimate and pleasure someone else and enjoy being in love. However, because I've grown to fear these things due to life's trials and tribulations (which are manifested intentionally to create opportunities for growth) I repel them instead of attract them. There's a constant back and forth in my mind between desire and wisdom, fear and faith and trust and recklessness. My wisdom tells me patience and inner connection with Being is the answer to my sexual issues and my problems with women. The strange thing is I'm around women constantly and I constantly have wonderful experiences with them. The reason for this is I do not have fear-based beliefs blocking me from these experiences of joy, beauty and connection. I do, on the other hand, have all sorts of negative files keeping me from emotional and sexual intimacy with women. Maybe one day I'll even surrender them to the Lord of Being.

BJRS (apr22/24)

[trilobiter]

Sometimes I look at crocodilians and birds, one to the other and back and forth, and I just think, "there is a sameness here. These two are so different but there are so many remarkable similarities. I can clearly see the creature that spawned them both in my mind's eye. Rock on you funky little* archosaurs."

*The largest extant archosaur species grows about 6 meters long, so they're not all that little. But historically, they've been a lot bigger!

[yuttikkele]

apr22 • psalm 89:38-52 / proverbs 13:20-23

(This is like a continuation of the last one) But, Lord, You get angry with Your people, which I can see why, but people have a short time on the earth, and of course, we want most of that time to be happy. The happiest way to live is with You, so please don’t be always angry and save more people. Only You can deliver our souls from the grave. Blessed be the Lord forever.

If you spend time with wise people, you will be wise, but if you spend time with fools, well, I think you can guess what happens. Disaster pursues the wicked, but the good of the righteous will be replayed. A good person leaves inheritance for their children’s children, but the wealth of the wicked is saved for the just. The poor can produce a bountiful harvest, but it is destroyed through injustice.

Tis all for the day!! Have a good one!!!

[jadeazora]

A new merch dump from Takara Tomy:

The plushies (minus the Sprigatito one) release Apr20.

Everything else (Sprigatito, the Moncolle sets, and the nightlight) release Apr22.

[marichulambino]

EidUlFitr Philippines #EidUlFitr2023 Eid’l Ftr Philippines is tomorrow yet (Saturday Apr22), there was no sighting of the crescent moon (pls see announcements from the Muslim community, news reports, PAGASA weather bureau, etc.) Advance Eid Mubarak !

[kiwikiwiandkiwi]

Harry Styles Coachella, April 2022

[2tiedships2]

Robot Harry tells the truth! He’s still singing What Makes You Beautiful after eleven years.

[nagi08]

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[emdeeee]

Apr22