#application denied

[tonightxkrp]

Application Denied!

Seonghwa of Ateez

We're sorry to have to deny you. However! It is something as small as the wrong password. Once you have it correct inside your application, we would love to have you! If you need help finding it, please contact us and we'd love to help you out!

[cerebraldischarge]

a way out - one way or another...

From the agricultural motherboard

to the endless cotton candy and back again -

back again, until there is no way back again.

Eärendil, lucky bastard - didn’t have to hold a black tag

waiting for a girl to call his number.

Cold sweat, tan uniforms, black tags:

no Tolkiens to tell their tales,

just yes or no - life or death.

Petite girl, heartless - cold as the glass,

dark as the X-ray stargate, her hands as fast as a vanishing

event horizon when it leaves the crew

no way back again.

Petite girl, heartless - I wonder if you ever had a home

perhaps beyond the cotton candy mountain

in the middle of a glitter-green motherboard.

No way, no way, no way back again.

—

Brew a mug of peace - salty and bitter, but hangoverless.

Preserve my meat, I guess. Maybe I’ll be a burger another day,

to match my misaligned desires.

There are 50 shades of good life and death -

for a moment, I'm 51st.

Cross your fingers, hope to die;

crossed a line, they won’t tell you why.

The cross was a blight from the start.

Dying is a classic art.

[rikikikitaco]

I didn’t get into the PhD program and I feel so many ways about it. I didn’t realize how much I was looking forward to studying until I got the news I didn’t get in and now I’m just crying. Maybe I can find something else to study. I’m advancing in my career but I still feel stagnant. At least in school I have measurable goals. It’s easy to see advancement that way.

I feel like garbage and I don’t even know why my application was denied because they don’t give feedback. I thought it was strong. I have my first publications coming out this year so maybe my resume will look better next year.

[uncanny-tranny]

I'm going to preface this by saying that I have really complex feelings about this, and much of it is inspired by my personal experiences and a bit of learning about what other trans people experience. If I come across as messy, it is because of these reasons.

There's this unshakable feeling I have that when allies and even other trans people talk about trans people, transition and motivation for transition, and anything related to such, that there's only certain things that x type of trans person can (and should) experience and talk about.

Like, when people talk about FtMs/trans men/transmasc people, a common idea is that we're motivated to transition to game the system, to manipulate people into treating us better because we're now seen as men. A huge reason I never even bought into that idea is because, since transition (especially medical), I have been treated worse than I ever have been. Since transitioning and being on testosterone, I've been catcalled, had people insist I hand my number over, and I have to emphasize that I've never experienced these things until a couple of years ago (to clarify, this was in my real, corporeal life). I honestly can say that, while transition has saved my life and soul, I am treated worse by others than I ever had been pre-transition. However, because the idea of transmascs is that "they were victims of misogyny and they only want to escape it through transition" is popular even among some trans people, I feel like it's almost... taking something away by acknowledging that. Add to this that I'm white and that TPoC have so many experiences that intertwine with race, and that race absolutely goes into how trans people are treated.

I am not saying that my experience is the only valid or true one. I am very aware that I'm probably an outlier. However, I just notice that, time and time again, people hear what they want to hear about transness, and if people have even slightly different points of view from their experiences, it doesn't matter, or worse, those people are duplicitous and conniving.

[ghostofcrow]

Management: Roll out the new protocols! Go! Go! Go!

[captain-astors]

Creature. (The rendered ones are referenced from manga panels)

[allastoredeer]

I love the Platonic Pentagram!

Sounds like the start of a fun joke. Four Overlords and the King of Hell walk into a hotel...

Vox would literally die. LMAO. Bro took 4 Ls at once and cannot comprehend what their dynamic is.

Frankly, neither can Alastor, but he's pleased with the results none-the-less. Just a lovely group marriage of mutual companionship. Living the dream.

They'd all probably get together regularly for tea and card games.

VOX WASN'T INVITED TO THE PLATONIC PENTAGRAM AND HE'S SO MAD ABOUT IT. Boi cannot stop taking L's.

Alastor is having a good time. He's got his fellow oldie Zestial, his bestie Rosie, his coworker Carmilla who he's not especially close with, but she doesn't tolerate other peoples shit and he respects that, and his banter buddy Lucifer who he constantly throws hands with. It's just a fun time all around.

He is living his best afterlife.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

wow another day already?? im not mentally prepared for this :,)

[boytraining]

not to be a jerk but oml I'm curious why your last post was on march, I know life happens but pls don't disappear like that ur content is really good and I've missed it

there were so many of you that i had to get a kennel license before i could post again

[itshomobirb]

still without internet, buuuuut. i do a prepaid phone plan and so this month i think ill swap it over to the unlimited data plan im tired of scrimping with mobile data while [internet company] takes forever processing my application

[natp20]

i had a thought

[scraemoo]

I kind of have a theory that both Watcher and Tubbo used to be island directors. Just a thought but I'm cooking

[spnstillstudies]

Would you make a spnstillstudies artbook after you are finished? Or something like it. Your art is so pretty wagh

tbh i’m really unsure the logistics of something like that but i certainly wouldn’t be opposed!! especially if there was interest in it. i’d just have to figure out how to make that happen. thank you so much btw 🫶🏻

[24hrsoda]

sorry i need to just scream abt bad things and evil thoughts

[calkale]

multitasking by getting documents sorted for my student loan application while also making a roblox account i love being an adult

[beastblade69]

I'm halfway officially oleksa 💥💥💥