#apotemnophilia

[bjdvictim]

whenever i complain abt work and other stresses in my life, just know that it means i want you to break/tear off my arms and legs and turn me into a fuck doll so all i have to worry about is pleasuring you

[draintheblood]

Iphigenia/Apotemnophilia

acrylic and ink on canvas, 48”x60”

[weirdcore-catbxy]

[ID: There are three flags. The two on the right and left are identical, but the one in the center has a symbol. The flag is a rectangular flag with 7 horizontal stripes flag, and colors in this order, top to bottom: Dark grey blue, a pale bluish cyan, black, white, black, a medium pinkish red, and dark scarlet. The black stripes are thinner, while the rest of the stripes are equal in size. There is a symbol on the center of the flag. The flag in the center has a symbol that is a heart that is split in half. It has a thick black outline and the inside of the symbol is white in color. /End ID]

BIID Flag

[PT: BIID flag /end PT]

BIID: Body integrity dysphoria (BID), also referred to as body integrity identity disorder (BIID), amputee identity disorder or xenomelia, and formerly called apotemnophilia, is a rare mental disorder characterized by a desire to have a sensory or physical disability or feeling discomfort with being able-bodied, beginning in early adolescence and resulting in harmful consequences.

There were no BIID flags that I could find, or at least, none that appealed to me and/or weren't related to transID/radqueer stuff.

This flag is for people with BIID only!

[ID: A transparent image of symbol on the flag. It is a heart that is split in half. It has a thick black outline and the inside of the symbol is white in color. /End ID]

[80smurdervictim]

Jeff fan spotted. Are you just a hybristophile or do you have other philias like splanchnophillia?

Hihi!! Ty for ur ask!! The answer is yes!

All my paraphilias as far as I can remember

Hybristophila

maschalagnia

Splanchophilia

AutoBiastophilia

Emetophilia

Mechanophilia (there is one specific car I have declared my husband.)

AutoNecrophilia

Urolagnia

Hierophilia

Hoplophilia

Apotemnophilia

Not sure where these ones fall or their names but I rlly like boots and the idea of being cannibalized if it matters at all. Again, tysm for your ask!! (Btw u seem super cool wtf)

[wallacerus]

Jane here, i want salad fingers to fuck me while in iolit plays in the background. I also have apotemnophilia, and dream of getting my left leg amputated.

Ok

[transid-term-search]

apotemnophilia and auto-apotemnophilia?

I could find Apotemnophilia on teethmarks blog, but sadly could not find autoapotemnophilia, although I think the term does exist

[enlight-end]

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Enju/Mary

she/it/hir/angel prns.

18yo. radqueer

I am a fallen angel.

rentry. asks open.

more info under the cut...

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I go by many names. I am known as Enju/Enjel, Mary, Eve, Lamb, or Bunny. Use any you like, or refer to me with no name at all <3

🤍love of my life & in a conabuse partnership @30499285929210111102939193 🤍

TransIDs: transharmed, transcyberstalked, transmagicalgirl, transfallenangel, null-ID, suiporic, purityage.

CisIDs: autistic, white, hypersexual, psychosis, disabled, delusional.

Paraphilias: biastophilia, amaurophilia, apotemnophilia, hoplophilia, macrophilia, objectophilia, plushophilia, stigmatophilia, heirophilia, pecattiphilia.

pro-paraphilia, pro-kink, pro-ship. complex-contact.

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tags:

I try my best to tag anything potentially sensitive. if you need something tagged, feel free to msg or send an ask <3

#fallen.txt for my textposts. sometimes untagged.

#♱ for id hoards or other posts relevant to me.

#🖤 for my love.

thank you for reading ~ your angel loves you all.

[rubin-therubix-loverofblorbos]

You think I'm the best? Aww.

Also you said that Spy was disabled due to his ballet career and I was wondering do you have any other disabled HeadCanons?

wy can't Ihug ascreen. devastated,

Engie: Carpal tunnel/Neurodivergencies/Deafness. He made himself a wrist brace out of metal scraps and fabric and somehow it's comfortable. He barely remembers to stop working when it flares up because y'know. It's Engie. He also has horrible hearing and made himself some hearing aids because, again, it's Engie. Also, on the topic of Being Engie™️, he is the worst of the group regarding mental disabilities. OCD, ADD, ADHD, Schizophrenia, Medic even thinks he has Apotemnophilia {He has a weird kink about replacing his limbs with mechanical shit and it worries people. It is most likely rooted in his self-hatred and kind of weird Self-Capragras. What do you MEAN you want me to pretend I'm going to tear you apart gruesomely and leave you to put yourself back together buddy? What The Fuck Do You Mean By That?} But the difference between him and the others? He takes his medication, flat out. Never misses a day except for the day after New Year's when they have to restock. Also, I forgot he only has one hand and ALSO made himself an eye because he got fucked up in a workplace accident [he screwed up on a bigass machine and it blew the fuck up in his face]. So.

Soldier: Vision {Tunnel, has a bad eye}/Neurodivergencies/Deafness/Speech{stutters real bad when he's excited}. [TRIGGER WARNING FOR CHILD DEATH, ABUSE, AND JUST PLAIN HORRIBLENESS} He has. problems.Many problems. Bipolar veteran Dad pushed his face into hot oil, killed his mother, and, when realizing what he did, killed himself. Soon after, Jane was put into an ADULT asylum since he was seventeen and they didn't have any room left. He Was Put Into A Strait Jacket And Muzzle At SEVENTEEN, deemed unsafe and unstable. He now has brain damage. He was on his way to graduating early and had been accepted into Harvard. He wanted to be a lawyer. Had a transfemme friend who was in the Hiroshima bombing and had the pattern of their kimono burnt into their skin. One day, that friend escaped to go to a Pride parade. They didn't come back. Jane now has abandonment issues, but it gets worse. Later, on the news, they say that three children were killed due to police brutality. Jane is terrified, but thinks they made it out. Soon, they show a bloody pulp of a person on-screen, facial features unrecognizable. But they have the pattern of their Kimono burnt into the one patch of skin left untouched. Jane has issues. He found a seven-year-old, Perdita, alone and he took her in, because that's how he is. Raised her to the age of twelve, then he shot her dead because he was having an attack and thought she was his father. Closed his eyes and shot until his gun was empty, only hearing her screaming when he ran up to hold her in his arms. He lies awake, every night, wondering. She wanted to be a lawyer too. Wow. I spent so much time on his story I forgot to explain literally anything else. fuck.

Spy: Vision/Neurodivergencies/Walking. As we know, he broke his hip doing ballet. but he ALSO has trauma from being a hitchhiking prostitute. He also also has asymmetrical eyes, which mess up his vision sometimes. He Also also also has allodynia, which makes him hate being touched. He seeks attention because after his parents died he found out how privileged he was and how nobody really cares anymore. Bad separation issues.

Sniper: Neurodivergancies/fantasy illness i invented don't worry about it. The dude has perfect aim he hyperfocuses on that shit like crazy. Sniper is one of the better guys, though he has a mild case of anorexia and has had flat-out Cotard's ever since Medic gave him an autopsy. No, he's not like Engie where we're not sure, he has been diagnosed and given medication. He also has small eyes, but it doesn't affect anything, really. OH also SEVERE Genophobia from a misinformating Ex that kept telling him sex was fucking agonizing for the bottom and assaulted him. Violently. Until he was unconscious. He doesn't remember anything but the fear, not even the pain, just how scared he was. A lot of scars on his inner thighs from the guy slashing him with a dagger. Was a virgin until he was 41 and went fuckin insane when his hymen broke {it broke during his assault but was surgically repaired} because oh god he was right I'm gonna bleed until I die oh fuck oh shit. Was okay afterwards, but he's still shaken by that

Heavy: Neurodivergencies. Has a bit of an issue about his father getting eaten by a bear when he was a kid but y'know. In Mother Russia, you don't fuck the bear up the. the bear fucks you up. this is also applicable to any other place that has bears when you don't have a gun.

Pyro:

Demo: Neurodivergencies/His blood is legit alcohol. I mean they all have autism, but Demo has weird autism. that makes him like alcohol a lot. A lot. Demo's are always short because we all know what's going on with him.

Scout: Neurodivergencies/Cerebral Palsy. ADHD little mf. Was also born with cerebral palsy but it wasn't severe enough to keep him from being able to walk, in fact he loves running, as we know.

Medic: Hm. is made of multiple different people's body parts. dunno what that does for him tbh. Was born with severe facial deformities and has a slanted skull to this day because his twin {who was attached to him at the head and calf} died and had to be cut off of him. He talks to himself often and we don't know if he's just being himself or if a little bit of the other's brain was left in there. He also has Tourettes and his most common tic is a short but of maniacal laughter. etcetera. because this is definitely not the only things wrong with him

[shippingpro]

I've never actually listed all my paraphilias before, so I may as well make one on here to keep track

Apotemnophilia: Sexual arousal from the idea of being an amputee.

Algolagnia: Sexual pleasure from pain.

Autassassinophilia: Sexual arousal from the risk of being killed

Biastophilia: Sexual arousal from assault and rape (specifically myself as victim)

Dacryphilia: Sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from oneself or others.

Kopophilia: Sexual arousal from exhaustion.

Pyrophilia: Sexual arousal from fire.

Raptophilia: Sexual arousal from kidnapping or being kidnapped.

Vincilagnia: Sexual arousal from bondage.

welp thats that...wow 030

[vocalux]

Can you make a apotemnophilia flag specifically for those who want to become a quad amputee :)

no sorry

[dreamy-conceit]

What it suggests is that an identity can be built around a desire. The person you have become may be a consequence of the things you desire.

— Carl Elliott, 'A New Way to Be Mad' (The Atlantic, 2000). Note: this is an early article about Body Integrity Disorder, known then as apotemnophilia. For a more modern understanding, see here.

[theextendedzodiacas]

The Extended Zodiac as Playlists: Gemza Bard girl x Electropunk

Electrolicious- Pzychobitch

Geniusze- Super Girl and Romantic Boys

Filthy Flesh- Bogusman

Ça Plane Pour Moi (Leila K cover)- Plastic Bertrands

Apotemnophilia- Dandi Wind

Haufenweise Scheiße- Großstadtgeflüster

[tolusefrancis]

This video is subtitled in French

[btssavedmylifeblr]

I follow you because your writing is amazing and I really enjoy reading the content you put out + we’ve dm:ed a little and you’re so nice and sweet 😭

Aww, thank you!! DM me anytime! I always enjoy hearing from you! 💜💜

Tell me why you follow me

[echosong971]

Apotemnophilia

Ren Briar-Rose and art belong to me

[madwomenfightback]

Yet what exactly does it mean to be stuck in the wrong body? For the past several years I have been working with a research group interested in problems surrounding the use of medical interventions for personal enhancement. One of the issues we have struggled with is how to understand people who use the language of self and identity to explain why they want these interventions: a man who says he is "not himself" unless he is on Prozac; a woman who gets breast-reduction surgery because she is "not the large-breasted type"; a bodybuilder who says he took anabolic steroids because he wants to look on the outside the way he feels on the inside; and—perhaps most common—transsexuals whose experience is described as "being trapped in the wrong body." The image is striking, and more than a little odd. In each case the true self is the one produced by medical science.

I wouldn’t say this article is necessarily antipsychiatry (the author says that SSRIs are a good treatment for compulsive desires), but it does shed some light on how psychiatry constructs and proliferates transhumanism.