#apologies if its dookie

[wright-anyth1ng-agency]

various doodles‼️‼️

[tanjir0se]

Me, after literally hate-watching bnha for four seasons, dragging my way through it in the hopes that I’d one day understand why people liked it at all, having just finished season 6:

[aliamor]

Caseoh SFW- dont see to many people give attention to caseoh so heres a caseohxreader😋

♡- when case gets fanmail and its clothing, if its not fittable to his liking he will give it to you. But most of the fact you wear alot of his shirts/ clothes to lay around in.

♡- chat sees you a few times each stream, chat loves you and still amazed case pulled you😻 and chat loves seeing you two interact on stream.

♡-before he starts stream up he loves, loves, loves, giving you kisses especially if you wont be in the stream with him.

♡- kitty loves you more than anything, when you fall asleep anywhere you will wake up to kitty laying right next to you somewhere or on top of your stomach if you were laying on your back.

♡- caseoh takes you out for dates once to twice a week to show his love for you and you do the same to him.

♡- momma case loves you, she texts you almost every day to check in on you and have you over even if case is busy. She loves you like you are her own kid.

♡- caseoh barely swears to none, so if you swear a bunch you learn to not swear around case out of respect but if it comes out without knowing, you apologize (like sketch does) and case just giggles at that.

♡-speaking of Sketch and jynxzi, you know of them and they follow you on your social but dont talk as much as caseoh does. But they dearly like you as a person.

♡-On nights that he doesnt stream, he will either one watch movies with you all night or you too will play minecraft together, just spending quality time.

♡- once case introduced you to chat, they all asked for you social medias so they can follow you like they do for caseohs mom, even if you dont post much but they still love having you on their phones for when you do.

♡- once case was playing a horror game and you came to scare him, which you were behind him as he gamed and suddenly put your hands on his shoulders and let out a ‘boo!’ , he yelled “JUST DOOKIED MY DRAWLS.”

♡- caseoh loves to take pictures of you, they vary from funny .5 of you or him to cute pictures of you guys on dates or in the car together.

♡- Caseoh also loves fishing so he will ask if you want to come with, if you like to fish yourself or not he still loves the company and even so you help take the worms out for him to have.

MWAH, caseoh is a cutie pootie🫶🏻

[firefistfiri]

ok last apology post but sry!! i been inactive again but i swear ive been cooking up so much billycole goodness and other zzz fanart but the wifi has been dookie and im also on vacation so its like xtra busy!! but i will not dissappoint.. >:)

[zea9love]

Cheum will probably apologize to Boston next ep, but the way women are written in this show is kinda dookie. Most of the time, it feels like they are just in the show to fill a checkbox for token female/lesbian representation and that’s it.

Cheum is my favorite character, but even I realize that she’s mainly there to “keep the boys in line”, be that friend that’s written to go along with however Mew feels, and be the lesbian of the show. I hate that there's not much to her character outside of that.

My girl is so poorly written and having her coddle her brother that LIED TO HER ABOUT BEING SA’D BY HER BEST FRIEND instead of telling him how that’s a shitty thing to do is so insane to me. Especially when Cheum is usually so ready to pop off if someone’s doing some dumb shit. Her not doing so in a moment like THAT felt very out of character. It’s like the writers don’t know what to do with Cheum, so they give her flip-floppy emotions when it comes to characters that aren't April and Mew.

Also, the scene did nothing but make the hate on Lookjun increase cuz people can’t separate fiction from reality! This is only my 2nd Thai bI show (the first was KinnPorsche), but if badly written female and lesbian characters is gonna constantly be a thing, then l'mma have to avoid the ones with women in them. Like, don't even bother adding a token girl of the bunch to the show if y'all are just gonna write her like y’all want people to hate her and not defend her actress from the misogynistic, woman-hating fans!

Its crazy how fandoms know to blame the writers for scenes they don’t like when the character is a man, but when it’s a woman, they act like she wrote the scene herself, proceed to say the worst things about her, and start attacking the actress on social media…

Anyways, the apology scene (if it’s not glossed over like a lot of things are in this show) is coming like 6 days from now, so the fandom will continue to hate on her until then ✌🏾😔

[hoshi-y]

Hey there love <3!

Great to know your exams are over :D... mine just began and I want to cry 😔... so before I'm too busy I wanted to request something ^^

So uhm chapter 96 right...? We all can see the communication problems between the minamoto Brothers...

SO What about Teru with an Exorcist s/o who's also been like a prodigy in Exorcism since young and like they're kinda childhood friends. But they however do better with handling their feelings and are more open minded , they get why Kou did what he did ( both of the brothers were wrong in their own ways) and so they help the brothers communicate better? Maybe they're with Teru when he's sulking, trying to comfort/ cheer him (up) and subtly explain that its kinda both parties fault and just overall help the two communicate better?

Kinda long but thats the request part...

NOW, I just want to say I love , love , love your writing (ik I've said it before , but its so good -)! I hardly know you but you seem like such an amazing person. Please eat, sleep , drink water and stay healthy. I hope you get alooooot of followers and you ace your exams <333

Hehe I know its random but I just wanted to let you know how amazing you are !

Please do feel free to ignore my request ! I will not mind at all.. take care!!! (Tried to be colorful heh :>)

💗

Loosen Up a Bit

genre : Fluff

Character : Minamoto Teru

TW : None

A/N : AWWWW IM SO GLAD YOU LOVE MY DOOKIE WRITING AWHSHHWHAH PLEASE DO DRINK, EAT, AND SLEEP ALOT ASWELL AND TY!!! This was a very colorful request and I like it Hehe, Sibling fight what I like to see HWHAHAHA

Also I'm sorry it took so long to do your requests, Projects and requirements keep pilling in 😞

I hope you enjoy 💗

I should apologize..

You and Teru have been childhood friends ever since kindergarten

both of you got along VERY WELL as you were also an exorcist

He found out about it when he saw you exorcist a supernatural pretending to be an old lady causing harm around the playground

After he witnessed that he would bug you to come and exorcist

which you gave in obviously

Months turned into years

and you two were in 1st year of high school when you guys fell inlove and became a couple

You absolutely adored his younger siblings and would absolutely break when you see them fight

which they wouldn't do so often

but this time, Teru and Kou had a massive fight leading to them giving each other silent treatments

so you marched up to his room in hopes you can persuade Teru and Kou to talk

Teru sulked as he wrapped his blanket over his head watching everyone play with fireworks just outside his window

"Hmp.. What is this? They are all having fun without me.." Teru watched as Yashiro lit another one making Tiara shout in joy watching the sparks come out

As he continued to watch, he heard a soft knock on the door "Teru? Come outside, don't coop yourself in your room too much.." He perked up to hear your soft voice, He got up and opened his door and pulled you in hugging you "W-woah hey bud calm down" You softly raked his blonde hair

After you guys went to the near shore to bring back Aoi and Hanako, He and Kou had a massive fight which turned into them slightly giving each other silent treatments. But you know Kou wasn't like that, He even tried to give him snacks and candy but he didn't know how to approach and start a conversation with his older brother. And here we are, a sad lonely Teru watching everyone have fun without him

You sighed "Teru.. You need to go down there and talk with Kou.. Giving each other silent treatment is not the way to go" Convincing him was never easy, he is very stubborn. He dragged you down with him down his bed as he cuddled up to you hiding his face on your neck, making you turn to all kinds of shades of red

You tried to calm yourself down

"Teru"

You were met with silence as you sighed. "I mean, it's both your faults anyway.. You two need to communicate and clear the air, okay?" He wasn't budging "Teru.. Sulking like this won't make Kou come up here and instantly talk with you" He finally looked up, he looked tired. "I understand what I did was.. Selfish and very wrong of me.. But I did it because I wanted to keep him safe"

"Safe by hurting and lying to him?"

"Okay I admit that wasn't right either"

"None of what you did back there was right."

Teru groaned as he hid under the covers, You were about to say something but heard another knock on the door, You got up despite Teru saying and begging for you not to go. You opened the door and came face to face with Kou, Holding a plastic bag with a bunch more food

'Why is the younger brother the one persuading the older brother..'

"Hello Kou, are you here to talk with your brother?" You leaned on the door frame as he nodded slowly, You stepped aside signaling that he can come in, Kou let himself in as he eyed his older brother hiding under the sheets

"Do you two want me to give you so space?"

"No" Both Teru and Kou answered at the same time making both go silent, you sighed heavily as you sat down on Teru's swivel chair "I hope you both know that both of you were in the wrong.." Teru sat down on his bed as Kou looked down

"We know.. And Teru-nee.. I'm sorry"

"No Kou, I should be the one who's sorry.."

Without them noticing, you slipped away from the room and quietly closed the door. This conversation needs to be between them and only them, you can't just sit there and akwardly watch them apologize to each other

What seemed like minutes you left his room, Kou finally got Teru to come out and have fun with everyone else

"Well, done sulking I assume president?" Akane jokingly said but Teru zapped him "Teru"

"Oh dear, I didn't see you there [F/N]" He laughed a little as you sighed

Everyone was having a blast having fun, Heck you guys even had a barbecue that wasn't even planned to bring him down

"[F/N], Can you come with me for a moment?" You were about to bite into one of Kous delicious barbecue but stopped "Sure Teru" You got up and walked up to him, He held ypur hand as he brought to a part of his house where no one can hear or see them

"Woah hey what are we doing here?" Teru hugged you and kissed your cheek "Thank you for cheering me up and helping me talk with Kou again.. After we came back from the near shore it has been akward between us.." You ruffled his hair "Of course love.. I hate to see my two favorite brothers fighting you know" You flicked his forehead making him whimper in pain "Next time, be careful with your words or I'll cut that tongue of yours"

He chuckled "Wooww.. Scary.." He held your face up to him with his hand as he stared at your pretty [E/C] Eyes

As if time had stopped, all the background noise became muffled and the only thing that was moving was the both of you

"I love you.. [F/N]"

"I love you too Teru" You giggled as leaned in to get a taste of your sweet soft lips

HELLO I'M RLLY RLLY SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO DO YOUR REQUEST, I was unmotivated and not feeling myself for days making it difficult for me to do requests 😭

[chrissdollie]

no because you're so real. I've been singing all day and trying to finish stuff before Monday. what games have you been playing?:0

also don't apologize!! sometimes all you wanna do is play some Roblox and that is so VALID.

I'm good!! it's rainy and cold:( so I've been inside? how are you?<33

totalll opposite for me! its sunny and nice out but i dont go outside bc im scared of leaving my little girl room <3 im always inside lol

as for roblox gamessss: rh, arsenal, im trying to get back into adopt me bc ive spent so much robux on it but its so hard to learn values and age pets :C, mm2, dress to impress, hkc, blade ball (even tho im dookie), andd yeah thats pretty much it! if u have any recs pls lmk baby ૮₍ • ˕ - ₎ა♡₊˚

[killyertelevision]

@thecashandandrogyny hi here’s my little collection! i apologize in advance for how terrible the photo quality is and for how long this post is going to be

starting off with stereos👍👍

THIS asshole……i got it for 50 bucks at a garage sale & for breakfast it chewed on my copy of london calling on tape. the only part of it that hasn’t fucked up so far is the cd player which is pretty much all i’m using it for at the moment. wise advice from the guy who runs the local phys media music & records store: never buy a stereo/walkman/whatever if the brand is someone’s name. for the meantime it’s a shelf for my vinyls and hat collection

next is her. the cd player doesn’t work quite right (skips songs & butchers the quality iirc). when i was still using my mom’s old stereo as my main one i’d use this little sony to fast forward and rewind tapes, since those buttons didn’t work on my mom’s. it’s kind of just sitting there on my floor now !

to be honest i haven’t used this one yet but! she’s pretty & looks brand new. i think it was like $12 at a thrift store. score

the shitty ass photo doesn’t do this one justice it’s so cool looking in real life!!! it only plays tapes but it plays them well and it’s actually really small & very lightweight. i wish it ran on batteries too instead of cord only but oh well. i fucking love sanyo’s old music products

now my discmans…..

the two on the right i’ve had for a while and work beautifully. i usually only bring the sony out and about with me because it actually fits in most pockets and bags. the jvc is such an unfortunate shape that it’s pretty much impossible to bring anywhere. sad! & the one on the left i got last weekend at a garage sale. it works fine it’s just super fucking dirty and i gotta clean it still

e walkmans

the first one i ever got & my favourite & the oldest out of all of mine (1982). but i don’t think that even needs to be said because the sheer size of it gives away its age. compared to my hand it’s massive LOL my only gripe with her is the audio quality… it kind of sounds like you’re trying to listen to a stereo on middle volume while its like 30 feet away from you. there’s nothing wrong with it though its just wear and tear! i got it at a value village with the case and all + the leather straps attached to it are so you can carry it like a purse but i don’t dare try and hold it like that out of fear of the straps breaking

this one is somewhere in the mid 90s range + the second one i ever got + my second favourite! it’s waterproof and pretty much built for running with so it’s the one i usually bring with me out in public! like most of the walkmans i have it has a belt clip on the back (unlike the previous one where the belt loop is a part of the vinyl case) (i have to literally remove my belt to take that thing off which is a little embarrassing to do in heavily populated areas)

i originally got one of a very similar model at a thrift store but there was something wrong with it that made it so you could hear this clicking sound every time you’d play a tape. you could hear it even if the volume was way up so i passed it on to a friend of mine who liked the clicking sound and was in desperate need of a walkman. then i found this one on ebay for around the same price & it was in the box which was cool! nothing really special to say about it…….and i do have the headphones pictured on the box

and this is my most recent score!! ft dookie by green day. i got it at a local vintage shop. it’s old enough that it doesn’t have a rewind button which is kind of neat

now kind of miscellaneous stuff i have laying around!

radio headphones LOL. same story as that one sanyo up above: found og at a thrift store, and maybe might have broken it by accidentally leaving it in my bag for too long aand it got crushed by my books. it still worked, the plastic just broke so it didn’t quite sit right on your head & was uncomfortable to wear. a friend of mine willingly asked for them and then i found this pair (same exact model) on ebay and got it for like $15 cause i really liked the old one

these are kind of cool!!! if your car has a cassette player and you want to listen to a cd, you can put that tape into the player and connect the cord to a discman/cd player and it’ll play! vice versa for the other one: if your car has a cd player but you wanna listen to a tape, you plug that into the electric cigarette lighter and the cord into a walkman/tape player. these would be twice as awesome if i actually had a car. Lol

then this little portable radio! it’s kind of fun to walk around the house seeing where the signal cuts out & where it gets stronger. the metal antenna actually gets massive when you fully extend it

these are cool too!!! not pictured is the plastic piece that goes between them but i do have it (you can kind of see it behind the portable radio in the last pic). you put your walkman in the plastic piece and connect it to the speakers and it basically turns your walkman into a custom little stereo

and last but not least my dad’s walmart brand mp3 player he gave to me. it has a shit ton of faith no more, david bowie, and glenn danzig songs on it and it doesn’t stay alive for more than 30 seconds if it’s not plugged in

anyway that’s all i’ve got at the moment thank you for giving me the opportunity to talk about them!!!!

[fvckyouimaprophet]

green day's "american idiot" for the album thing? and/or "21st century breakdown"

I have to admit that I listened to Green Day a lot in middle school and high school (particularly American Idiot and Dookie), and there are select songs I continue to listen to, but in terms of albums, I haven’t listened through in a while!! I’m also much more familiar with American Idiot than 21st Century Breakdown.

American Idiot:

The best song on the album: Holiday. Could there be a more perfect lead-in to Boulevard of Broken Dreams? A great anti-war protest song. The guitar!

My favorite song on the album: Boulevard of Broken Dream. Is it a generic answer? Maybe. But I have such nostalgia around this song!

My least favorite song on the album: She’s a Rebel. Nothing against it. It’s just a little repetitive.

The most overrated song on the album: American Idiot. Maybe it’s a cop out because it’s the title of the album. Realistically, it might be Boulevard, but ✨the nostalgia✨prevents me from putting it there.

Most underrated: Extraordinary Girl. Look, is this the best? No. But people act like it’s the worst on the album, and I just don’t think that’s remotely true! It’s a great song.

The banger of all bangers: St. Jimmy. It goes hard, and I just find it fun!

Rate from 0-10: 7/10. I think @sirdorkalot said this recently, but it embodies the Bush era. It’s one of the biggest concept albums, and it’s a pop punk classic. It doesn’t really do filler either, which I appreciate. It took me back to middle school listening to it all the way through again!

21st Century Breakdown:

The best song on the album: East Jesus Nowhere. It’s catchy, great lyrics, excellent outro, just a blast overall.

My favorite song on the album: Peacemaker. Hands down. (See below.)

My least favorite song on the album: Christian’s Inferno. Great inclusion of the laugh in the song, but doesn’t otherwise hit as hard. Also, Last Night on Earth. It’s pretty, but it’s too long and gets a bit boring.

The most overrated song on the album: 21 Guns. Like with American Idiot, it’s not a case of me not liking the song. It’s just the one I’ve heard the most off this album, so that’s why it’s getting put here.

Most underrated: I don’t have a good enough sense of the whole album to say that. That said, ¡Viva La Gloria! isn’t one I see talked about a lot, and it has a great intro and then picks up in a way that reminds me of MCR and other bands of the era.

The banger of all bangers: Peacemaker! This is the only name I’ve heard for the genre, so apologies, but I love this g****y punk vibe of the chorus so much. It just makes you want to shake your head along to it!

Rate from 0-10: Don’t come at me, but, as an album, maybe 5.5-6/10? It’s solid and cohesive and has its standouts (Restless Heart Syndrome is another one I didn’t get to mention), but other songs blur together for me. Not necessarily an album I’d go back and listen to a lot in one chunk, but songs from it will continue to be a part of my playlists!

Send me an album, and I’ll tell you what I think.

[inkmemes]

futurama  (  1999  -  2013  )  sentence  starters  ↪  taken  from  the  animated  science  fiction  show.  alter  as  you  see  fit  ♡

“let's get the hell out of here already! screw history!”

“when you do things right, people won't be sure you've done anything at all.”

“you have to use a light touch, like a safecracker or a pickpocket.”

 "stop! the spirit is willing, but the flesh is spongy and bruised."

"she's stuck in an infinite loop and he's an idiot. that's love for you."

"all i know is my gut says maybe."

“i've never seen a super nova blow up. but if it's anything like my old chevy nova, it'll light up the night sky!”

"every christmas my mom would get a fresh goose, for goose-burgers, and my dad would whip up special eggnog out of bourbon and ice cubes."

"what do i look like, a guy who's not lazy?"

“is heaven missing an angel, cuz you've got nice cans!”

“help! a guinea pig tricked me!"

"[name], if i said you said you had a beautiful body, would you take your pants off and dance around a little."

"drugs are for weirdos and hypnosis is for weirdos with big eyebrows." 

"[name], it would never work between us. you're a man, and i'm a woman. we're just too different."

“screw you, ill have my own contest. with black jack ... and hookers. forget the contest.”

“ah, she's built like a steakhouse but she handles like a bistro.”

"spare me your space age techno babble, [name].”

"it's sort of a two person pyramid scheme."

"i don't want to live on this planet anymore."

"you were doing well, until everyone died."

“if we hit that bullseye, the rest of the dominoes will fall like a house of cards. checkmate.”

“i am the man with no name. [muse name], at your service.”

“in the game of chess, you can never let your adversary see your pieces.”

"this is the worst kind of discrimination, the kind against me."

"you watched it... you can't unwatch it."

“valentine’s day is coming? aw crap! i forgot to get a girlfriend again!”

 "hold on to your dookie, it’s about to get spooky!"

"i'm tired of this room and everyone in it."

"i'm so embarrassed. i wish everyone else was dead."

"you can't just have your characters announce how they feel! that makes me feel angry!"

"i don't have emotions, and sometimes that makes me very sad."

"if, for any reason you're not satisfied, i hate you."

"that young man fills me with hope. plus some other emotions which are weird and deeply confusing." 

"i've dreamed about you a lot since you disappeared. what did you want to tell me?" 

"what do you think the meaning of life was anyway?"

“you're a pimple on society's ass and you'll never amount to anything!”

“life and death are a seamless continuum.”

“if anyone wants me, i'll be in the angry dome.”

“and the worst part is, i had to have the breakup sex by myself!”

“they said i was dumb, but i proved them.”

“what's the point of living if i can't say ass?”

“i'll be stuffing coal so far down your stocking you'll be coughing up diamonds!”

“we're all pawns in his diabolical game of checkers.”

"wait, i'm having one of those things, a headache, with pictures!"

“sorry, i didn't realize i was already here.”

"guess what you're an accessory to!"

"why does ross, the largest friend, not simply eat the other friends?"

“there's no scientific consensus that life is important.”

"we cooked our shoes in the dryer and ate them! now we're bored!"

“i'm just as important as him. it's just that, the kind of importance i have ... it doesn't matter if i don't do it.”

“oh what a foolish squid i’ve been.”

“my instinct is to hide in this barrel, like the wily fish.”

"that was bad, and you should feel bad!"

"technically correct - the best kind of correct!"

"and here is where i keep my assorted lengths of wire!"

"oh wait, you are serious! let me laugh even harder!"

"i gotta practice my stabbing!"

"that's the saltiest thing i've ever tasted! and i once ate a big, heaping bowl of salt!"

“i apologize for nothing!”

 "die young and leave a beautiful corpse! that's what i always say."

"here's to another lousy millennium."

“but i am already in my pajamas.”

“windmills do not work that way. goodnight.”

"you win again gravity."

"when push comes to shove, you got to do what you love, even if it's not a good idea.”

“but existing's basically all i do!”

“when will the killing end?"

"i'll be whatever i want to do."

"the use of words expressing something other than their literal intention. now that. is. irony."

"could you ask a little more sexfully?"

"hooray! i'm useful!"

"awesome. awesome to the max."

"some breaking occurred, the dolly was involved, that's about all we know."

“you want me to do two things?”

i love stealin', i love takin' things!

“i believe that qualifies as ill. at least from a technical standpoint.”

"that was the old me. he's dead now."

"jail ain't so bad; you can make sangria in the toilet. ‘course, it's shank or be shanked."

"one word. thundercougarfalconbird."

"of all my friends, you're the first."

“girls like swarms of lizards, right?”

“i lost it. in a volcano.”

"i'm gonna get you so many lizards!"

"who needs courage when you have a gun?"

“let's go! i've got jelly in my underpants!”

"interesting if true."

“i did do the nasty in the pasty!”

"something tells me i could easily beat those trained professionals."

"the two of you are good friends? but i thought we would be good friends!"

"it's like a party in my mouth, except everyone's throwing up."

“i'm shocked. shocked! well, not that shocked.”

“it's me! no one else look in this mirror!"

“you ever think you only like girls cause you're supposed to?”

"we don't gotta put up with this! we got poli sci degrees."

“sorry, i suffer from a very sexy learning disorder.”

“did somebody say something about a free hot meal?”

“you gotta do what you gotta do.”

"too many bones? not enough cash?"

“hey sexy mama, wanna kill all humans?”

"i don't know how you did that."

"the butter in my pocket is melting!"

"well ... first i got up and had a piece of toast ..."

“i can't wait til i'm old enough to feel ways about stuff.”

“interesting! no ... wait ... the other thing. tedious.”

"i knew you come crawling back, like a bird on its belly!"

“we both know you won't make it halfway before the craving sets in! then you'll come crawling back for another taste of sweet sweet candy. bam!"

“indeed so, most indeededly.”

"and by metaphorically, i mean get your coat."

“[vehicle]'s ready except for this cup holder, and i should have that done in 12 hours."

"stop. stop! i will destroy you." [ bonus if the receiver is doing something mundane to sender ]

“just make a simple cake. and this time, if someone's going to jump out of it, make sure to put them in after you cook it.”

“lies, lies and slander!”

“you raised my hopes and dashed them quite expertly, sir!”

“but going through a divorce together, you can't pretend that didn't bring us closer together.”

“when you say the human body is the most efficient thing to use as a battery, wouldn't anything make a better battery? like a potato? or a battery?”

“i'll have you know that i bejazzle my own underpants!”

“i'm sorry you had to see that, [name], usually i let my sadness fester quietly inside as a mental illness.”

“i'm not drunk, i'm mentally ill! but i agree with what, what you said.”

“this is a cool way to die!”

[jarmes]

Entry 90: Oops! All Supports Volume #14

Looking at the Supports I have left, it seems I have neglected the children. Just like every character in Fates does.

Support: Ophelia/Siegbert

C: Ophelia says that Siegbert is the chosen one, by birth, because of that whole monarchy thing.

B: Siegbert says that he's only royalty because of luck and his people didn't chose him. Monarchies are cringe. Siegbert says that Ophelia is better because she's a chosen one through hard work.

A: Ophelia apologizes even though she has done nothing wrong. She praises Siegbert for being a good king.

S: Siegbert asks if magic can predict the future. Ophelia says time-travel is impossible because hahaha irony. Siegbert wants to know who he marries. They get together.

Support: Forrest/Nina

C: Nina swoons over Forrest.

B: Nina follows Forrest and writes fanfiction.

A: Nina asks Forrest if he's gay. He says no. Nina apologizes for being awful.

S: Forrest says he loves Nina. For some reason.

Review: Yeah that sucked.

Support: Ignatius/Velouria

C: Velouria sees Ignatius carrying an old frayed charm and demands he hand it over because it is worn out and covered in human musk. B: Ignatius burns the charm and buries it. He offers Velouria a new one, but she wants a deteriorated one with meaning. She takes some oily rags. A: Velouria apologizes for being rude and takes the charm. She gives Ignatius a charm made from oily rags and bones. The charm is magic and summons evil sleep paralysis demons. Ignatius is terrified. S: Ugnatius offers a ring. Velouria dislikes it, but understands it will deteriorate with time.

Review: Velouria’s weirdness is explained, but she’s also rude and creepy in this one. Mediocre.

Support: Fana/Percy

C: Kana sees Percy training and complains that he'll get stronger than her. They decide to train together.

B: The duo chops would. Percy wins because he's lucky.

A: The two of them race. Kana wins despite Percy's luck.

S: Kana asks Percy to open a pickle jar. They praise each other for being cool or whatever and decide to be...dance partners? I mean hey it's better than child marriage but its still weird.

Review: Incredibly bland and mediocre.

Support: Dwyer/Soleil

C: Soleil wakes Dwyer up with her loud training. Soleil attempts to change her clothes in Dwyer, which embarrasses him.

B: Dwyer stumbles upon Soleil dancing. She is embarrassed.

A: Dwyer helps Soleil dance. She doesn't improve much.

S: Dwyer tells Soleil he's willing to help her practice for as long as it takes. She points out that could take forever, which he doesn't mind because they're friends.

Review: See my comment on the last one.

Support: Sophie/Velouria

C: Avel goes missing. Velouria tells Sophie she should get rid of him because he's awful.

B: Sophie attempts to bribe Velouria into tracking him down in exchange for food. Velouria walks when it's revealed that the thing Sophie wants her to smell is horse shit.

A: Sophie explains she loves Avel. Velouria offers to help, but still refuses to smell dookie. Review: Decent, but a bit shallow and repetitive.

Support: Ignatius/Siegbert

C:Siegbert thanks Ignatius for his service. Ignatius brushes these compliments away, explaining he's just some cowardly soldier while Siegbert is a great leader.

B: Siegbert is isnpired by Ignatius to train. Ignatius says that his role is to be a leader and king, not to fight on the battlefield, because unlike Ignatius he isn't replaceable.

A: Siegbert says that no one'[s role is to die and that he can't just sit by while his friends risk their lives on his behalf.

Review: Decent. Siegbert is a nice guy, if a bit bland, and Ignatius is nice while also having self doubt and thinking he’s worthless. Honetly, Siegbert would be an okay if generic lord.

Support: Forrest/Midori

C: Midori gives Forrest moisturizer.

B: Forrest gives Midori an apron. She doesn't like it because of the color.

A: Forrest gives Midori a new apron. Midori gives him new skin cream.

S: Forrest gives Midori a friendship bracelet.

Review: I’d call this one nothing, but that isn’t true. It takes time to unlock and read, which makes it worse than nothing. This Support is like anti-matter, so opossite of actual content that it destroys it.

Support: Mana/Siegbert

C: Kana is impressed with how much time Siegbert spends studying and training. He decides to try a schedule.

B: Kana is exhausted by a schedule. Siegbert suggests he keep a daily log.

A: Kana masters productivity.

Review: God that was mediocre and boring.

Support: Nina/Siegbert

C: Nina spies on two men. Siegbert assumes she's spying on them because they're enemy soldiers and offers to help.

B: Siegbert sees the men go into some ruins and charges in to confront them.

A: Siegbert reveals they were construction workers, which Nina already knew.

S: They get together.

Review: This one is not excellent by any means, but after all the awful Supports this week, it’s nice to have a Support that is at least decent. It’s a comedic situation based on a misunderstanding, that’s better than the marianas trench of content that some of the other child Supports are.

[savnofilter]

hey guys, i just wanted to speak up about something because i have been getting questions if i was well and stuff and im not really sure these days. mainly because i have become uncomfortable on this blog.

and i beg that people who dont like me, please do not spread things about me please or this because i thought i owe this to my followers.

the reason as to why i feel uncomfortable is because it really dawned upon me that being here doesnt make me happy anymore. and you could see in how flat my writing has become, or how my behavior often changes from happy to sad/low in a quick second.

and since after the summer, being on here has been almost terrible for me. like i use to have many friends, many people i talked to or felt like i created a bond with a lifetime, just kind of up and left me in the dust. while i finally took the time to focus on me for once, they used it against me, they got mad at me and its just hard to keep quiet about since it has always been my goal to talk about my feelings and now i dont think i can anymore, as to why im writing this to you guys tonight..

i will not get into depth (or specific) about it because i feel like the more i try to explain myself, the more twisted it becomes. and instead of helping me, it hurts me.

over the few months, i found when i was taking breaks to be happier. 

and its not the thought of you guys, it was more of like the lingering feeling of the way i was treated by people lingering on my blog. and im afraid if i feel like this still holds truth, i will be leaving this blog sooner or later.

in truth, i feel like ive been mistreated or even to the point where my feelings were so construed that it felt like i have been gaslighted over and over and over again. and honestly i am not as mentally or emotionally mature as many people on here, and some of them know that but it was never regarded.

im sad that this experience has come to this, because i really loved interacting, interacting with everyone and sharing my stories, but with the bad experiences on here has even turned my love/passion for writing down -- and even watching anime. i feel reminded every time i see certain blogs all over my feed, or like “hey im safe with these group of people” then they would pop up again. i felt like im some sort of villain or like an unintelligent-idiot who cant think for themselves. and while people who brainlessly follow those people can blindly hate me is fine, because i will never change who i am for anyone. ever. and i hate having to make posts like these because i feel bad for being so angsty and not being the sav that you guys know because while the brand “savnofilter” or “sav” is an extension of me, i sometimes feel so detached because of how shut out ive fell in this fandom for like 5 months now.

and i sincerely apologize to any new followers, i use to not be this down all the time but it really has been brought to my attention that the only social media that has heightened my anxiety, my depression, and even a part of illnesses i thought went away has resurfaced all because of what has happened associated to this blog.

whether it be being shut out and begging for help from the people i thought would be friends, or that i was kicked to the curve simply because i was not in the right state of mind and basically told me it was my fault for being that way.

and when it was fun, when i had friends it never felt like a chore for me on here. but as i lose support like that, it just hurts even though i have someone who stays beside me all the time. once you lose that, that, ground you start to compare yourself, like normal human nature i think. i started too look at my blog and be like “why arent i getting as much as before, what am i doing wrong, what is so bad about my stuff thats good with theres”. and part of the factor was that its odd, because it wasnt even a place of jealousy. it was one of, how did i fall to be so unimportant? so... immaterial. and it was like, each writer i fell out with, everyone just followed them and im left here trying my best to fill in their spots because i missed having that friend group, or friends with me. the only who really cared for me even with the biggest arguments and hoenstly it was because they were the only the one that cared for me. and i am not trying to cause discourse so please do not contact other people about this.

and as much as i stay at this point to irk the people who want me gone, i feel like the subtle unintentional (or intentional) bad vibes being brought to me is choking me up. and its doing well.

it just, it was so odd being treated like actual shit. like dog dooky shit. like if i was the poop on the sidewalk that you walk around and wonder who fucking took that massive shit, shit. and i was afraid to speak up about it because i was afraid of the backlash id get for having fucking feelings. 

from someone who went through some shit when i was younger, and built this barrier, to being repeatedly told over and over again that my feelings are invalid, to have people to tell me “i wont do that too you” and then do it to me just made me grow as a person. or die as a person. im not sure yet.

not only was it a mixture of people leaving me for shitty reasons, it was how stupid this fandom got. yeah, stupid. completely idiotic. of course there are people who sense-ful(?) and i love you a lot for it. but like ive said before, its unfair, there is no love like there use to be. people arent how they use to be. people put on a show, but once behind close doors its completely different. and if youre thinking of anyone in specific, youve got some shit to reevaluate. 

i was so scared to talk about it before because i was so scared at the backlash id get because i was so tired for being the hurt one and being called the bad guy. and im not blind to me being a bitch, but when i feel like ive done something im upfront about it. im rambling but this happens when i finally let my thoughts out.

and if ive been truthful, ive fallen out of my routine with meeting up with my therapist which may one of the reasons i let it run on this long without really getting a clear conscience. and like ive said before, i had thought it had to do with my life but honestly the only grief i get is being on here. 

to be honest, i have projects and requests i really want to complete before i even leave. so maybe its a while before i leave, maybe if it gets too much i’ll just go. i do not know. but 2020 is the year i finally want to take my own health over everyone else before i did before. and even with how hurt i am, i still hold so much love for these people. so much. but ive always been too loyal.

i am sorry for this sorrowful note, but i do not know how much longer i will stay. i love you all, have a blessed night.

[impactrueno]

Hi, hope you’re doing fine during quarantine. I was just wondering if you knew any bands from the punk or grunge era? I’m already listening to Hole and Nirvana, but if you had any recommendations that would be great! Thanks.

sure!

i hope you dont miss out on nirvanas ‘all apologies’ because its one of my favorite songs by them and its often overlooked. heres some more grunge to get you started:

soundgarden - black hole sun (essential, youve probably already heard it)

soundgarden - outshined

soundgarden - rusty cage

soundgarden - spoonman

alice in chains - the rooster

alice in chains - them bones

alice in chains - man in the box

pearl jam - even flow

pearl jam - jeremy

pearl jam - alive

stone temple pilots - sex type thing

stone temple pilots - plush

stone temple pilots - interstate love song

and some punk:

the ramones - blitzkrieg bop (obvious choice but does it ever get old? absolutely not)

the ramones - bonzo goes to bitburg

sex pistols - anarchy in the UK

sex pistols - holiday in the sun

the stooges - search and destroy

the stooges - i wanna be your dog

NOFX - linoleum

NOFX - leave it alone

NOFX - fleas

the buzzcocks - ever fallen in love

the clash - i fought the law

the damned - neat neat neat

the damned - i fall

black flag - black coffee

black flag - rise above

the distillers - city of angels

joan jett - bad reputation

the runaways - cherry bomb

the offspring - come out and play

green day - in the end (the entire dookie album and earlier is essential punk and dont let anyone tell you otherwise)

punk can be kind of an acquired taste for a lot of people but i think these might be enjoyable for most :^) theyre pretty rockin imo. listen to these and then you can figure out what you like from there. do check out more of brody dalle (from the distillers) if you like hole, especially her solo album

[aliienation]

Sneak Peek cause yall masochistic as I am

(GIR has had enough of Zim’s ill treatment and after a heated fight between him and his Master he breaks away from the Invader’s command and promises to take over the Earth before Zim can. Dib discovers him and with careful persuasion and manipulation he convinces GIR to stop trying to take the world and instead help him in his paranormal endeavors. )

--

Silence echoed through the base, save for the constant hum from the snake-like tubes winding from the ceiling. Zim's tense, risen hand had frozen as his mouth parted to say something. Anything to the little android. Guilt curdled within his spooch, sliding and constricting like a slithering worm.

GIR hadn't risen from the tiles, remaining on his tiny hands and knees and leaving Zim unable to assess the damage done to him. Damage, no. He didn't hit him that hard. He couldn't have. He couldn’t have hit him at all...

“GIR...”

“...I could take over the world better than you could,” his tinny voice finally rasped from the floor.

Zim's antennae flattened and he reeled back as if he'd been physically slapped, balking at such words. “What did you just say to me?”

“I SAID I COULD TAKE OVER THE WORLD BETTER THAN YOU COULD!” he suddenly shouted with the audacity the Irken had never in his life heard before. Such baffling disrespect and the mere thought the child believed he could bring this world to its knees before he could! The notion would be laughable if Zim wasn't already seething with rage at the piece of scrap metal.

“You honestly believe you could conquer this pathetic blemish on the star maps better than I could?” He slammed a threatening foot forward. “You're useless without me, GIR! Matter of fact, you're useless with me!”

It was the android's turn to jerk back as if the vile words were a physical blow and even Zim seemed to momentarily lament on if he had crossed a moral line. With GIR looking at him now the Irken could see a very sickeningly visible dent to the andorid’s metal. The mark was purely cosmetic but it was knowing that he had caused it that made something within him ache.

“Or maybe your plans just stink! L-like DOOKIE!!”

He had to physically quell his rage then as he saw a flash of red for a minute, pride bruised and stinging from a remark he knew deep down was true. It was Minimoose's plush little body pressing desperately against his face that made him realize he had closed the distance between himself and the impertinent little android, likely about to do something worse to him when he noticed his hands were raised and formed into menacing, dismantling claws.

“NYA!” Minimoose shrieked desperately, trying to keep a wedge between the two of them.

As if only now realizing what he was doing and sighting the crying and cowering little unit on the ground Zim dropped his arms. The air reeked with regret, but apologizing was not something an Invader ever degraded themselves down to. And what did he have to apologize for? A silly slap? The bucket of bolts would have fared worse under another’s command. Hell, he wouldn’t survive under another Invader’s command.

“We will discuss this heinous nightmare of an afternoon no longer!” Zim snapped, pinching the bridge of where his nostrils were. “I don't want to think of that pathetic display of—hnnngghh...” He broke off into unintelligible grumbles of rage before pointing an accusatory finger towards his robot.

“And as for you, you...” He trailed off, trying to think of an appropriate punishment that would satisfy his rage and GIR's transgressions. “Well you can consider yourself cut off from tv—forever!” Redirecting his fury away from the tiny droid, Zim turned and deployed his phasers, shooting a hot bolt of plasma through the screen.

GIR let off a little scream as the screen promptly exploded, a gaping hole left within the glass that exposed hundreds of hot sparking wires. He hadn't really reacted to his Master's anger so far but now thick tears of grief filled the little android's eyes for his beloved, favorite Earth activity he’d completely lost.

“Speak to your Master in such a manner and face discipline for your actions. You're LUCKY that's all you received!” Zim hadn't turned back to the metal child, his shoulders hunched and quiet angry pants heaving out now and then. “You will STAY up here and you will not go outside or you—you will be sorry, GIR!” he warned, his tone veiled with a very real threat. “You will be very sorry!”

It was only when he stepped out of the threshold and passed the door frame that he heard sobs tumble from the metal child and his countenance shifted. If GIR saw the flash of pain and remorse that passed his Master's face maybe his mind would have changed but as it was the SIR only felt him coldly depart and leave him in the dim room with his tears.

[nightcoremoon]

for the record I'm not actually upset over the comments people are making. I've been doing the internet fight thing for 15 years. but here's an anecdote.

a couple years ago when Discourse™ first got its start, I saw a post. it said "saying 'my dude' is antiblack racist because it's just a watered down way of saying 'my n*gga'" except he actually said the word because op was black. and I was like. what the fuck am I reading. I check the notes and he's all like "if you're white you're not allowed to disagree with me". I'm like wha. granted there were a bunch of people who had said "I'm black and you're an idiot" and it died out and lo and behold if I say my dude I don't get crucified by black people so it's clearly not racist.

then a meme surfaced. you start ranting and raving in a really long sentence or something that's usually directed towards people who do or say bigoted things and then ending it with a comma and a soccermom name, KAREN. it was used pretty much everywhere by everyone. but then one strangely peculiar thing happened.

people started sending anonymous suicide baits to people who used that meme, because "that meme was created by black people so it's culturally appropriating black culture to use that meme if you're white". including one trans kid who was like 14, living in an abusive and homophobic household. he used it in a vent post. and in the notes at least three people were harassing him about it. he deleted his blog. I worry he might have killed himself.

the people who were sending the messages were in their early to mid 20s. to a 14 year old kid. because he used a black created meme. to vent about his abusive household. I shouldn't have to explain how fucked up that is.

anyway I'd come to his defense and made a post about how it's ridiculous to cyberbully a child because he used a meme he didn't have the license to use. and tumblr flipped out. I had hundreds of messages from people calling me a nazi. yeah sure a disabled mentally ill queer trans leftist is totally a nazi. right. they said I was racist, they said I was homophobic to gay black people, they said that I was a liar who fabricated that story I told earlier about that kid because by the time people were asking for receipts the post was deleted. I got suicide baited, threatened, the whole shebang.

I didn't care. I was just irritated by the huge influx of messages. it was an inconvenience. after the life I lead, mean words on the internet from a spineless coward hiding behind the veil of anonymity are water off a duck's back. yes I might use fuckin profanity or italicized fonts or CAPITAL LETTERS for emphasis, but it's because I'm a wordsmith. language is an art form. a keyboard is my brush. I'm proud of my ability to harness the english language and twist and contort it to my own specifications. I can use it for great good, in helping people through tough times with inspiring words that incite courage, for great funny, in jokes that might take some thinking and context to really understand (especially puns), for great sexy (talking dirty basically but only with certain people and when the time is right), or for insulting people. anyone who knows me knows that I'm a good person and that the only people who ever know what it's like to receive a tongue lashing are the ones who fucking deserve it. not the people who see a single text post taken out of context as a basis to judge my entire character on. but I enjoy it. I enjoy using words as weapons on the battlefield of discourse. it's because I'm good at it. beyond the abilities of most opponents which is unfortunate because it just sails right over their heads most of the time but still, my fellow intelligent company is able to grasp the meanings and intentions of both sides. I excel at this. and the fact that I don't take things personally (I'll certainly pretend to when it'll gain me the advantage) is just icing on the cake.

there is just one problem though.

I'm autistic and possess hyperempathy.

"what does that have to do with this?"

see, here's the thing. if some random person makes an offhand comment intended as a joke but didn't really have the "correct" amount of blatant humor injected into it, and you are the type of person to then go to them and tell them they'd be better off dead, they're just a retard who should stop posting, nobody cares about them, whatever, you are NOT the type of person to think "hmm this person's only 14, maybe I should reconsider the choice to send them a death threat" or "oh hey this person has depression, perhaps I'll remove that suicide bait part and replace it with rainbow lollipops and unicorn stickers :3". you don't give a fuck about all that. you just wanna reap destruction and watch the world burn. you wouldn't give a fuck if that kid commits suicide because you don't have any compassion or empathy. if you would send the kind of shit you sent me to anyone, and I had the chance to meet you in person, I'd make you swallow your own teeth.

these anons don't care how old I am. they don't care what my mental state is. they don't care about any of that shit. they only care about inflicting pain, deserved or not, and all over dumb shitposts. over "lmao if you break up over mario kart you're kind of immature and should work on your relationship skills :P". over saying Karen at the end of your sentence. over greeting a friend with "my dude". over liking steven universe. it doesn't matter what the topic of the day is. any excuse will do to go for the proverbial jugular.

the existence of these people is what pisses me off more than the actual things that they say. how dare you exist. how dare you spread hate. how dare you not be a paragon of human decency. if someone says something racist or homophobic or antisemitic or misogynistic or body shaming or pro fascist or bootlicking or genocidal or anything contributing directly to harmful actions towards people based on their demographics rather than the choices that they make, fuck 'em. you lost my compassion for you. you're a piece of old chewing gum under a table. you're a little chunk of dookie that didn't get flushed. you're a moldy apricot pit at the bottom of an unlined trash can. you made a conscious choice to be a bad person. if you are a literal nazi, I'd remove your bones and then put them back in the wrong places without any anesthetic. if you are bigoted because society brainwashed you, I'd call you character into question and point out your hypocrisy. if you made a dumb joke on a shitpost I'd just scroll past because I'm not gonna waste my time on you. but if you would tell a kid to kill themself, you bet your ass I'll tear into you like hungry wolves into a deer carcass with zero remorse or sense of your own feewings. if you want me to care about the feelings of terrible people, you have another thing coming. if they would hurt people who don't deserve it, they're on the shit list.

and I refuse to be told that I'm a bad person because of that. severe, yes. ruthless, maybe. evil? that's pushing it a lot. a little unhinged? I've not been hinged since I was 3 years old. an asshole? I vehemently disagree considering the people i'm rude to are themselves assholes; this isn't some edgy friedrich nietsche quote taken out of context. merciless? okay I'll give you that. but a bad person? fuck that and fuck you.

you don't get to judge my character because I'm ~mean~ to dickheads.

in fact I'm somehow more pissed off at those people than the people sending the shitty messages in the first place. lashing out I can understand because that was me once upon a time. but passive neutrality under guise as absolute good? you're attacking the reaction. you're centrists attacking antifa. you're part of the problem. especially when you use sneaky tactics that take advantage of good nature, "heyyyyy buddy, let's talk about your anger issues, are you okaaaaaay, taaaaalk to me, you need to apologize to the people who want you dead because you were mean to them and that means you deserve it". literal cult tactics. evil. actual legitimate active performed evil. or just an ignorant misguided fool that thinks he's the dalai lama. but... pride is a deadly sin after all.

anyway tl;dr i don't give a shit about the actual things you say to me. the only thing that pisses me off is the fact that you'd say those things to another person completely unprovoked, no matter who that person is.

[tanguysa7x]

My final research project

Hi,

Since I wasn’t able to do my oral presentation about my research project last Tuesday (which I apologize) I will do it here on tumblr as suggested by our teacher, Ms Grassy.

As such, my final project is about the legacy that punk rock left behind.

In other words, I wonder in what ways the original punk scene allowed the emergence of his later subgenre, pop-punk, and how the latter re-uses the codes of punk rock through its lyrical themes and the aesthetic of it.

In order to achieve this, I will be mainly focusing on the video clips and the albums of some of the most iconic bands from the pop-punk scene and the original punk rock scene. Therefore, as primary sources for the pop-punk scene I will rely on the second album of Sum 41 « All Killer No Filler »,the third album of Blink-182 « Enema of the State », their fourth album « Take Off Your Pants and Jackets » but also some video clips notably of "Fatlip", "In Too Deep" by Sum 41 and "First Date" by Blink-182.

For the Punk Rock part, my main focus will be on what is considered to be the first punk rock band : The Ramones. But I will add some NOFX discography, Green Day third album « Dookie » and why not a band that I particularly love since my childhood, The Offspring through lyrical analysis of their song and also video clips from YouTube.

As secondary sources, I will rely on the chapters of the Negus that we dealt in class, notably Audiences, Industries, and Identities. I mal rely on Politics but I'm not quite sure if it fits to the subject.

For the research part :

https://doi.org/10.1386/punk_00032_1 : "Putting the ‘punk’ back into pop-punk: Analysing presentations of deviance in pop-punk music videos »

https://books.google.fr/books?hl=fr&lr=&id=bbkSCgAAQBAJ&oi=fnd&pg=PT5&dq=dookie+green+day&ots=211YZzEACy&sig=JePuwybshACuP_7WZjjiQa6Wa6c&redir_esc=y#v=onepage&q=dookie%20green%20day&f=false

https://href.li/?https://www.kerrang.com/features/blink-182-the-inside-story-of-enema-of-the-state/

http://www.jstor.org/stable/44071906 : Ambrosch, Gerfried. “American Punk: The Relations between Punk Rock, Hardcore, and American Culture.” Amerikastudien / American Studies, vol. 60, no. 2/3, Universitätsverlag WINTER Gmbh, 2015, pp. 215–33,

https://href.li/?https://www.kerrang.com/features/how-take-off-your-pants-and-jacket-changed-pop-punk-forever/

https://href.li/?https://www.brooklynvegan.com/15-80s-punk-albums-that-shaped-the-90s00s-pop-punk-boom/

https://books.google.fr/books?hl=fr&lr=&id=oWpNAgAAQBAJ&oi=fnd&pg=PA1&dq=The+ramones+punk+rock&ots=demvYX8MtU&sig=Ki9wzfC6arFOkgClHf8D4mml0UY&redir_esc=y#v=onepage&q=The%20ramones%20punk%20rock&f=false

http://banmarchive.org.uk/collections/mt/pdf/04_78_123.pdf