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[neonsix67]

My lamb!! (This pic has already been posted by @spotlightstudios per my request because I thought I wouldn't get around to actually posting about it, but here I am so awe well)

My little thing ♡

Physical concept explanation -

-> As always, I live to add a tail to everything I can but I mainly did it here because it helps me understand how to be more expressive with this specific creature, because I'm not the most comfortable with drawing animals.

->I mainly used the Tarot fleece for this because that the fleece I main-ed, but I did just unlock one of the second round of fleeces so idk...that may be subject to change but I really do like the design of that one for the Lamb.

->Can't really see it, but this Lamb has some heavy eyebags. Earned through extreme devotion and hard work, the stress of managing 24 idiots 27/7 has its weight over time, and never being able to sleep, eat, or die has some more...visible side effects.

I didn't change a thing with Narinders' design, at least not his Bishop design. I expect something a bit more...indulgent when I get to his defeated follower form.

But now a quick question (not really heavily ruling on answers but I am a little curious) but I have this idea for another Lamb OC/self-insert. Adding her would mean the existence of another Lamb with this version of the story, and I would likely pair it up with the other Lamb, or should I keep the Lamb of this one as the last and just make this other one a separate story? So the question is-

My version of the lore under break

Okay so I am running very heavily on a family dynamic here. Spot can advocate... but the whole idea is that Narinder kinda adopted this thing and it was SO gosh dang grateful that it worked, lived, and breathed for him. It wasn't long that Lamb starting viewing Narinder as a sort of father figure, never having one for itself since lambs were hunted down to extintion. Lamb would use every death as an opportunity to see Narinder and tell him about the Cult, or the most recent crusade, or just what sort of people Lamb has been meeting, anything to keep his attention.

The first time Lamb called him "Dad" was a slip up, quick and accidental, but Lamb never really apologised, and seeing that Narinder didn't really get mad at the title, Lamb just kinda kept calling him Dad, and eventually even gets cute with it and calls him Papa Nari (this is a reflection to me playing the game...but I met him one time and was like...yeah that's Papa Nari, no one can tell me otherwise). Eventually Lamb hangs around enough during that little bit of time that it takes for it to be resurrected it begins to talk to Aym and Baal as well, who both, seeing that their Master favors this one, oblige to conversate with. It wasn't much longer after that that Lamb began to really view the two as older siblings, playing knucklebones or sharing cult dynamics like a sort of gossip with the two.

As time progresses and the Cult grows, so does the family dynamic, and the Lamb is viewed as Papa Nari's golden child, which doesn't really bother anyone other than Narinders siblings, who catch on that this Lamb is successfully a killer by nature and is learning to be loved by The One Who Waits. Slowly, as they each fall to its blade, does it really sink in that this mission may succeed in the Fifth Bishops' favour. Well, that doesn't quite sit right with Lamb... what will happen when they complete Papa Naris' mission? Don't get it wrong...it WILL complete what was asked, but Lamb has this nagging fear and anxiety that this happy afterlife, this second chance at a real family, will be stripped when they kill all the bishops and provide with Narinder the freedom he so deserves.

So far, that's all I care to type out for now, but boy has this been lingering on my mind for the past couple of days.

Oh and quickly back to the idea of a second Lamb! Spot! Know that this doesn't stop me from crossing our headcannons together. In my mind, your Lamb still exists somewhere out there and just ticks off Papa Nari by not doing anything killing wise. It does not like it one bit but doesn't mind it enough seeing as it makes Papa more proud of it when it continues with the mission.

[diabetesnscoliosis]

tw weight

[altruistic-meme]

@stygianirondiangelo AS YOU WISH

we are now up to 48 T GRANNIES!!!!! FREED FROM THEIR CAGES!!!!

im estimating probably another ehhhh 24 ? until ive got a enough to start figuring out how to put it all together!!

bonus photo bc I was working on a square and JJ and Anka decided they Had To Cuddle Right This Minute and within 2 minutes of each other both came to lay down on me

ok so new current project: trans granny square blanket :] (or maybe cardigan, will decide later)

but i can't decide if i want to make a bunch of little squares or just... one BIG square. so.

[shideddo]

GO FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER (SHIDEDD0) or whatever its called anywho here's a recent finished peice I did- THERES SO MANY WIPS LORD HELP ME anywhk here

[jumpthensfall]

i was gknna be online tonight to be here while the concert was going on but since i have all of my coursework to do tonight..... i don't think that's gonna happen JAJFNTKFJDJS

[cicadidae-tm9899]

I like hearing about other people's dreams!

I also really like it when i can remember my dreams! They're always so weird and fucked up and the feeling that i get in my chest when i think about the plotlines and events in my own dreams or when my friends are talking about their dreams is just 🤌 chef's kiss🤌

The only issue is that either people don't want to talk ab their dreams or they don't listen to me talk about mine bc i can't tell real life stories with any coherence so telling stories that didn't actually happen and that i only half remember gets confusing pretty fast :(

Anyways i had a very amber skies- esque dream a couple weeks ago that started out as a fun little brain-generated episode of I Am in Eskew bc i started relistening to it the other day.

It had reincarnation, weird half-deities that possess people during the reincarnation process, nuclear fallout, weird shadow monsters, industrial hell worlds with cool technology, and fistfighting politicians!

I've written down most of what i remember and i wanna turn it into a book/novel/whatever genre it would be counted as??

The name if the "episode" or i am in eskew was titled "I Am Not Who I Am" and the dream was ab the half-deity called the Artist so if i do end up making it a series i can do a book for each deity with all different characters (bc there shouldn't be many recurring people) and i think that's very exciting.

[achilles-was-better-than-u]

okay please gamers I am so sad about everything and nothing and this damned world is about to croak out its last dying breath by my blade haha fuck you society let’s do a revolution together girls, gays, and theys

[tcgekiss]

Maybe my New Years resolution should be reviving this blog lol nah

[outtathevirgosupercluster]

october 20 something 2017

i love my boyfriens so much you gusy. i didnt even see him today and tbh im pretty drunk hit oh my god hes the best thign ever. i cant stop thinking about him. i wish he was here and i wish i was falling asl3ep next to him bit instead im dizzily taking a piss at 3am after getting home from a good time at zoe's house and tbh i am FEELING GREAT theres like 0 depreasion what so ever. well magbe but it iisnt effevtig me. i love all my froends a loy becaude theyre always there gor me to have a good time and stufg and its hreat. but i especially love jordan. i hope i spend the rest of my life with him and j fall asleep next to him in old tshirts and a pair of sovks and soe.times ill forget to take my glasses off and since i alwayd fall aslepe first i hope hell gently remove them and kiss my forehead anf vall me a doofus becaus ehe loves me and itll be hreat and sometimes when he falls asleep first ill play with his hair and twll him all the things i want to say when hes awake like how everytime we make eye contact my heart skips a beat the same way it did the day i met him or ill sing him all the songs i wamt to sing yo him when hes awake- oh my god hey there delilah came on the radio as i typed that and now im ceying thank god gor tbe universe oh my holy fucking sticks.

anywhk gnigt tumblr im a tired kid

[charactersoverkisses]

Someone:

Me: *eating leftover stir fry at 2 am* yeah... no *sniff* IB is going so great, you should totally do IB, it’s *hiccup* really good on uni applications and, uhhh, *big sniff* I have never felt more.... *drifts off for a second* Accomplished! It just great, never been better