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chwejongho-archive · 2 years
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⟣ creator tag game! ⟡ posting gifs before/after colouring ⟢
here is some of my colouring! my colouring is either in the circles, or on the right-hand side of the gif <3 i think i have finally found some confidence in colouring which makes me happy! i usually just experiment and have fun making things from scratch, its very therapeutic hehe.
thank you so much for tagging me: @hwanswerland @xuseokgyu @wouyoung i really appreciate the opportunity!
i am scared to tag a lot of people so for now please accept my tag hhh: @song-mingi @jeong-yunhoes @sanchelinz and @applejongho there’s no pressure if u dont wanna do it! <3
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hinamie · 3 months
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truth is, I used to dream about boys like you
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
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ornges · 3 years
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tagged by @cchimin tybb 🧡
why did you choose your url? i just love orange ... it became my fave colour like 6yrs ago & not to b dramatic it literally felt like an awakening any sideblogs? i've had like 800 acnts on this site i've been here for too long how long have you been on tumblr? i made my first blog when i was 13 ... i'm 24 now & i don't want to do the math bc it'll send me into a spiral .. like i said before ... i've been here too long do you have a queue tag? i've never used the queue feature 😅 why did you start your blog? one of my fave ytbers at the time used to link her blog in her SIDEBAR omfg rmbr when ytbers used to say 'links in the sidebar ;)' 😭 anyways i used to scroll through hers evry day cause shed reblog memes n one day i noticed the sign up thing in the corner so i said fuck it & made one & i jst rb loads of random things & then turned into a glee blog ................. why did you choose your header? i think i saw it on here one day n fell in love w it, it's also been my twitter header for ages lol i jst love how warm it feels i'm obsessed w the colour palette n the overall ~vibe~ why did you choose your icon? looks funky n kewl whats your post with the most notes? i'm not sure abt this blog since i only ever rb but if i took a guess it's probably one of my sketches i posted a while ago how many followers do you have? 700+ 🧡🧡🧡 how many people do you follow? 148 ................ i know have you ever made a shitpost? sure, not on this blog though how often do you use tumblr? evry or evry other day, i usually jst quickly scroll i dont rly spend much time looking lol did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? no i do not have the energy or time to be arguing with strangers on the internet how do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts? ignored 99.9% of the time do you like tag games? yessss they're so fun n cute it's been a while since i've done one :p which one of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? me xo do you have a crush on a mutual? naur,, love y'all though ✨ tagging: any1 tht took the time to read this huhuhu iris if ur reading this ty for tagging me hehe love u !!!!! 🧡😇
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birdyisanightingale · 4 years
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THT S4 Predictions: Brazil Trailer
Back by popular demand, I’m going to be doing a comprehensive set of predictions based on the Brazilian S4 trailer which has additional footage to the main one. If you want to watch it, here’s the link: https://www.handmaidsbrasil.com/2020/12/exclusivo-assista-ao-novo-teaser-legendado-da-quarta-temporada-de-tht.html
SPOILER ALERT!! Please be aware that if you keep reading there will be major S3 spoilers and potentially some S4 ones too!!
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First up, we appear to have some sort of scene where June has been captured by eyes (or someone posing as the eyes - I’ll come back to this) . I think this must be at least an episode or so in because she seems to be walking fine and she doesn’t have any obvious injuries (she was basically dead at the end of S3). Another good sign is that she appears to be alone, so if she has indeed been taken by the eyes, they haven’t managed to capture all of the ‘magnificent seven’ (this is the new term being given to the fugitive handmaids from the end of the S3 Finale). 
However, considering the remote location, it looks likely that this scene may be an attempted execution of June. I know what you’re thinking, this is Gilead - if they want to kill you they won’t bother making it private, they’ll make an example out of you and leave you hanging on a wall until you rot. But think about it - at this point, killing June will not be an example, the resistance in all its different forms has gotten too big for that. If they kill June now, they will only be creating a martyr, and the only way to avoid that is to kill her secretly and get rid of all the evidence so no one knows if she’s dead or missing or maybe even escaped to Canada without telling anyone - a great way to crack a resistance is to take away the element of trust! Anyway that’s why they’d make her execution a quiet affair.
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But here’s why I think it was only made to look like the yes have taken her. Judging from the location and costumes (although admittedly costume variety is particularly limited in this show), while this is later in the trailer, it looks like a continuation of the same scene. It looks almost like Nick knew that June was in a situation where either he intervened or she was captured (or worse) for real. He obviously still has to make it look somewhat legit because he’s a commander now and he needs to keep good standing to be able to help June and Mayday (not to mention, staying off the wall). 
I think this element of Nick being an asset to Mayday will be explored quite a lot this season, and beyond. Nick’s character development is particularly interesting because we’ve almost had a different Nick every season, but the writers are still finding new ways to surprise us with new dimensions to his character. In S1 we had ‘Nick the Eye’ who was battling this sense of duty and obligation that he had never bothered to question whether he agreed with his orders or not, with finally finding a reason to question those orders - June. Then in S2 when he’d finally gotten to a point where he’d chosen June over duty, we saw ‘Nick the husband’. We know from his flashbacks that he had a religious background before Gilead so he’s had ‘the sanctity of marriage’ instilled in him from a young age. So he’s somehow trying to reconcile his new role as a husband with his love for another woman who’s carrying his baby. And then we get the (admittedly infrequent) S3 ‘Nick the Soldier’ who we know absolutely nothing about, and how dominate that side of him is. Not dominant enough and Nick won’t have enough influence to be useful to Mayday, too dominant and he could potentially betray Mayday... we’ll have to wait and see...
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“You can’t save her; some women don’t want to be saved.” Oof, literal chills. I’m really looking forward to this character dynamic. Both are commanders, both helped to create Gilead and regret it, and both have a connection to June. I know this is scene is talking about Nick wanting to save June and probably get her to Canada, but I can’t help thinking that the writers specifically wrote this line to have an underlying tone about Eleanor as her death will still be very fresh for Lawrence. 
This isn’t a prediction so much as a musing but I really hope there gets to be some sort of interaction between June and Lawrence about the circumstances of her suicide. Every time I watch the funeral scene where June and Lawrence just look at each other, I get more and more sure that Lawrence knows that something else happened that she’s not saying - he’s a smart man, after all.
Maybe this scene is a continuation of the ‘secluded forest/potential eyes’ scene. He could have asked her to stop “playing handmaid commander” (I believe this was a direct quote from S2, tell me if I’m wrong) and go with him to Canada and she refuses, hence why he goes to see Lawrence. That would fit the potential timeline as Lawrence would have to have been released from the interrogation scenes we saw in the main trailer, and we’ve established that the forest seven must be at least a few episodes in.
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Speaking of rebel handmaid shenanigans, this looks fun! June is heard saying “Where we’re going isn’t safe.” and Mrs. Keyes (Mckenna Grace) replies “It’s not safe anywhere!”. I mean, straight off the bat, it looks like we’re going to get one hell of a performance from Mckenna Grace who seems insanely talented for 14! We’ve had it teased to us by different producers and show runners that Mrs. Keyes will be the confident teenage wife of a commander, who helps to facilitate the resistance. And, I mean being a child bride is horrifying so I can understand why she’s willing to help!
As where they’re actually going, I’m thinking that it’s got to be another ‘attack’ by Mayday. What that will look like is hard to say - another Lillie Fuller style bomb seems unlikely since the bomb-maker was moved and it doesn’t really seem like June’s style anyway (she’d rather go for the targeted kill without Handmaid/Martha casualties), and all remaining kids in Gilead will be under heavy security after the S3 Finale. My money would be on a plan to get out Handmaids/Marthas - in the originally trailer we hear June saying “These women deserve to be helped” which supports that theory. I think her efforts will particularly focus on handmaids since a lot of the kids they got out were kids of handmaids before Gilead so she’ll want them to be reunited where it’s safe to do so.
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Right - my guess is that this scene must be following whatever Mayday attempted (successful or not...). Remember in S2 when June was looking at all the Marthas who had been hanged and she said that they had been hanged for being heretics and not for being part of resistance because officially there was no resistance because there was nothing to resist? I think what we’re seeing is June has been caught and she’s being given one of the hanging bags with the symbols on to say why they were hung, pre-execution (which I assume June will somehow survive - my guess would be Nick gets her out before the execution). June’s bag has a cross because she’ll be hung for being a heretic, because officially there is no resistance - although this seems like a bit of a stretch of a story even for Gilead considering what Mayday just pulled off. It’ll be interesting to see the story that Gilead do use to explain what happened.
Another thing I just want to quickly touch on is the costume - mustard yellow with a red strip. It’s a bit out there but I’m putting my money on ‘death row uniform’ - here’s why: the colours of the uniforms all have biblical connotations e.g. the wives where blue because it symbolises the purity of the Virgin Mary, handmaids wear read to symbolise Mary Magdalene who is a redeemed sinner etc. In Revelation (final book of the bible that talks of the end of the world and second coming etc.) the four horsemen (bringers of the end of the world) are described as being yellow as sulphur and red as fire. So the colours yellow and red would symbolise ‘the end’ i.e. a salvaging/execution. This is purely speculation so make sure to comment your thoughts!
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Now the opinion you’re probably all here for - Hannah. In the shots shown in the trailer, she can be seen in some sort of glass prison with a doll, and she draws an eye in the dust. There’s been a lot of speculation about the context of this scene with the overriding theory being that this scene is a dream. In some ways this makes sense: June is in the yellow costume but she doesn’t have the same injuries shown in the other footage where she’s wearing this costume (although this could just be that this scene is slightly before that scene), the idea of a glass prison doesn’t really make sense in relation to what all the other cells look like that we’ve seen, the eye that Hannah draws is just way too precise for a drawing done with dust let alone a drawing done by a child, the idea of Hannah drawing an eye is also a strange drawing for a child whereas June would dream that because of the connotations to Gilead spies and ‘under his eye’. Not to mention it makes sense that June would be dreaming about Hannah being trapped as she’s been spending time with Mrs. Keyes who is a child bride close to Hannah’s age.
In all honesty, I don’t really know what I believe. I think that placing Hannah in a glass prison and allowing June to see her and be centimetres away but not be able to get to her is a very Gilead style power trip. Gilead officials know that the only reason that she’s still in Gilead is because of Hannah so it makes sense for them to hold her in a place that is blatantly obvious to June so she can be used as leverage in stopping an on-coming attack. Gilead pretend to be all about protecting children but we all know they’re not above cutting off a limb or two - as long as she still has a working uterus. So if this isn’t a dream and Hannah is being used as leverage, this puts a spanner in the works on my death row theory because you only keep leverage on someone if you need them for something and they won’t kill her if they still need her for something. There’s a number of things that could be - stopping an on-coming attack, intel on Mayday and the Martha network, maybe they’re blackmailing her to tell Luke to stand down on trying to get Fred and Serena convicted?
Anyway.... that was A LOT. Please reply to this post with any ideas you have or to prove me wrong - this is all we have till S4 drops!
Blessed be the fruit loops, bitches x
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pinkginsberg · 4 years
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tagged by @zolefsky long post ahead lol!
name? mj
nickname? i guess m?????? thts what my mom calls me :3
zodiacal sign? zodiacal....anyway so cancer sun gemini asc and pisces moon :p
height? 5’8 is what i say...
languages? english and only english ive been forced assimilated
nationality? filipino american ha
favorite season? fall/winter but probably winter i dont like the cold but also i like the cold u feel me
favorite flowers? im basic i like roses but also i lived in the rose city (portland) for a little while so i claim thts what happened
favorite scents? call me gross all u want but i like floral scents or a nice citrus ok maybe im a lil fruity a lil gay a lil homo
favorite colours? pink n yellow n greennnNN I GUESS
favorite animal? ya my cat def my cat even tho he do be fuckin annoying sometimes
favorite fictional characters? i think alot of them are neat i like uh media
coffee, tea or hot chocolate? coffee. with cream no sugar
average amount of sleep? depends! usually 7 hours sometimes 4 hours who knows
dogs or cats? cats, i am right.
average amount of blankets you sleep with? one comforter when cold one sheet when hot
dream trip? all of da UK with friend then we go to france for a little bit ( FOR ME...i know they wuld hate it) and then we drop in germany for a bit then italy and chill at the beach and then i go travel to prague and live there for a bit !! thats the dream i also wuld like to go home at some point but the philippines is so fucking hot so who knows
blog established? ive had this blog for two(?) years ive only been active on it for almost one year in a month :3
followers? idk lol! haha uh 133 just check lol
random fact? im making a new sims household ^_^
tagging: @transdelgado if u want 🥺 ur my fav mutual tbh...and uh whoever wants to do lol!! maybe that anon that shares in my attraction to bob dylan :3
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archiefm · 5 years
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         ... claws my way up from hell once more and vomits onto the dash.... hello. its nora. i used to write rory bergstrom, but if u were here before that u might remember me as greta or alma putnam or..... som1 else.... an endless carousel of trash children..... this is finn, who i actually wrote for an early version of this rp abt 5yrs back now...... grits teeth..... so forgive me if im rusty i havent written him in a long time but seein honey boy gave me a lotta finn muse n im keen to get Back On The Horse yeehaww...
DYLAN O’BRIEN / CIS-MALE — don’t look now, but is that finn o’callaghan i see? the 25 year old criminology and forensic studies student is in their graduate year of study year and he is a rochester alum. i hear they can be judicious, adroit, morose and cynical, so maybe keep that in mind. i bet he will make a name for themselves living off-campus. ( nora. 24. gmt. she/her )
shakes my tin can a humble pinterest, ma’am....
finn has a bio pasted at the bottom (n written in like.... 2015.... gross) but it’s long  so if u don’t wanna read it here’s the sparknotes summary..... anyway this was written years ago n a lot of it seems really cliche and lame now but..... we accept the trash we think we deserve
grumpy, ugly sweater wearing, tech-savvy grandpa
very dry sense of humour and embraces nihilism. 
if ron swanson and april ludgate had a baby it would be finn
he was raised in derry, just south of dublin.
from a big family. elder sister called sinead. he also has a younger sister (aoife), a younger brother (colm), and a collie named lassie because his father lovs cliches (finn hates cliches but loves his dog). 
his father was a pub landlord and his mother worked at the market sellin fruit n veg when they met but got a job as a medical receptionist when she had kids cos it meant she cld be there with them in the day and work nights.
his parents met when they were p young and fiesty and rushed into marriage cos they were catholic n just wanted to have sex. his family were literally dirt-poor, but they had a lot of love i guess
hmmmmm his relationship w his father wasn’t the best cos i can’t write character who have healthy relationships w their parents throws up a peace sign. yh, had a pretty emotionally distant, alcoholic violent father n so gets a lot of his bad habits i.e. drinking as a coping mechanism and poor anger management from him BUT anyway
as a kid he was never very motivated in class, he always had a nervous itch to be off somewhere doing something else. struggled under government austerity bcso there just wasn’t the resources to support low income families where the kids had learning difficulties n needed support. fuck the tories am i right 
his mum suggested he try sports to help w his restless energy but he was never any good at football so he took up boxing and tap dance instead. he took to tap dancing like a fish to fuckin water. as adhd n found this as a really good way to use his excess energy in a creative way
had a few run ins with the police in his early teens for spray painting and graffiti, but he straightened himself out n now actually considering becoming a detective inspector??? cops are pigs.
he had a youtube channel where he posted videos of him tapdancing and breakdancing as a kid, basically would be a tiktok boy nowadays, n had like... a small fanbase in his early teens. attended several open auditions unsuccessfully, until he was finally cast in billy eliot when he was fifteen.
during billy eliot he began dating an italian dancer called nina. they became dance partners soon after and toured across the republic with various different shows (inc riverdance lol the classic irish stereotype). their relationship was p toxic tbh, they were both very hot tempered people and just used to argue and fight all the time.
he went semi-pro at tap dancing, and nina couldn’t stand being second best so she moved back to italy with her family. ignored his texts, phone calls, etc, eventually he was driven to the point where he used his savings to buy a plane ticket, showed up at her house and she was like wtf?? freaked out and filed a restraining order accusing him of stalking.
he was fined for harassment and then returned home to derry, but after the incident with nina he quit dancing for good and finished his leaving cert before heading to university in the US to get as far away from nina and his past life as poss. and basically since he quit dancing to study forensics (death kink. finn cant get enough of that morgue. just walks around sayin beat u) he’s become a massive grump and jsut doesn’t see the good in people any more.
u’ll find finn in an old man bar drinking whiskey bc he is in fact an old man at heart or sat on his roof smoking a joint, drawing wolves and lions and skeletons and shit, playing call of duty or getting blazed or at the corner of the room in a house party ignoring everyone and scrolling through twitter. is a massive e-boy. always up-to-date on memes and internet slang. has reddit as an app on his phone
not very good at communication. rather than solve his issues by talking, he’d prefer to just solve them through fighting or running away from his problems hence why he has come halfway across the world to get away from an issue which probs cld have been solved w a few apology emails.
takes a lot to phase him, but when his beserk button gets pressed he can become a bit pugnacious like an angry lil rottweiler. in his undergrad he was in a few fist fights but doesn’t really do tht any more as he doesn’t condone violence.
 in the previous version of this rp he was hospitalised like 5 times. pls, give my son a break. stop tryin to kill him. he literaly got a bottle smashed over his head and bled out all over his favourite angora rug that was the only light of his life
works at the campus coffee shop n always whines about how he’s a slave to capitalism. always smells of coffee
lives off campus with an elderly woman named Marianne, and basically gets reduced rent bcos he makes her dinner / keeps her company. they have a great bond
fan of karl marx. v big on socialism
insomniac with chronic nosebleeds
cynical about everything. too much of a fight club character 4 his own good n has his head up tyler durden’s sphincter
always confused or annoyed
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full name: finnegan seamus o'callaghan nickname(s): finn age: 25 astrological sign: aries hometown: derry, ireland occupation: phd student / former street entertainer fatal flaw: cynicism positives: self-reliant, street smart, relaxed, intelligent, spontaneous, brave, independent, reliable, trustworthy, loyal. negatives: hostile, impulsive, stubborn, brooding, pugnacious, untrusting, cynical, enigmatic, reserved.
physical
colouring: medium hair colour: dark brown, almost black eye colour: brown height: 5’9” weight: 69kg build: tall, athletic voice: subtle irish accent, low, smooth. dominant hand: left scar(s): one on the left side of his ribs from a knife wound that he doesn’t remember getting cos he was drunk distinguishing marks: freckles, tattoo of a wolf howling at a moon allergies: pollen and the full spectrum of human emotion alcohol tolerance: high drunken behaviour: he becomes friendlier, far more conversational than when sober, flirtier, and generally more self-confident.
psychological
dreams/goals: self-fulfilment, travel the globe, experience life in its most alive and technicoloured version, make documentary films, help the vulnerable in society, grow as a human being.
skills: jack-of-all-trades, very fast runner, good at thieving things, talented tap dancer, good in crisis situations, dab-hand at mechanics, musically-intelligent, can throw a mean right hook and very capable of defending himself, can roll a cigarette, memorises quotes and passages of literature with ease, can light a match with his teeth.
likes: the smell of the earth after rain, poetry, cigarettes, shakespeare, whiskey, tattoos, travelling, ac/dc, deep conversations, leather jackets, open spaces, the smell of petrol, early noughties ‘emo phase’ anthems.
dislikes:  the government, parties, rules, donald trump, children, apple products, weddings, people in general, small talk, dependency, loneliness, pop music, public transport, justin timberlake, uncertainty.fears: fear itself, drowning alignment: true neutral mbti: istp – “while their mechanical tendencies can make them appear simple at a glance, istps are actually quite enigmatic. friendly but very private, calm but suddenly spontaneous, extremely curious but unable to stay focused on formal studies, istp personalities can be a challenge to predict, even by their friends and loved ones. istps can seem very loyal and steady for a while, but they tend to build up a store of impulsive energy that explodes without warning, taking their interests in bold new directions.” (via 16personalities.com)
full bio (lame as fuck written years ago..... pleathe...)
tw homophobia
born in quigley’s pub on the backstreets of sunny dublin, young finnegan o'callaghan was thrown kicking and screaming into the rowdy suburbs of irish drinking culture. the son of a landlord and a fishwife, he never had much in the way of earnings, but there was never a dull moment in his lively estate, where asbo’s thrived, but community spirit conquered. at school, finn was pegged as lazy and unmotivated, though truly his dyslexia made it hard for the boy to learn in the same environment of his peers and only made him more closed-off in class. struggling with anger management, finn moved from school to school, unable to fit the cookie-cutter mould that school enforced on him, though whilst academic studies were of little interest to the boy, he soon found his true passions lay in recreational activities. immersed into the joys of sport from as young as four, finn was an ardent munster fan and anticipated nothing more than the day he could finally fit into his brother’s old pair of rugby boots.
his calling finally came unexpectedly, not in the form of rugger, but through dance. to learn to express himself in a non-academic way, he began tap dancing, finding therapy in the beat of his soles against the cracked kitchen tiles (much to his mother’s disgrace). it wasn’t a conscious choice, finn just realised one day that dance was something that made him feel. a king of the streets, finn made his fortune on those cobbled pavements – dancing and drawing to earn his keep. by default, finn became a street artist, each penny he earned from his chalk drawings saved in a jam jar towards buying his first pair of tap shoes. though many of his less-than-amiable neighbours called him a nancy and a gaybo, finn refused to quit at his somewhat ‘unconventional’ hobby, for the young scrapper found energy, life, and released anger through the rhythm of tap. soon he branched out into street dance, hip hop, break dancing, lyrical, his days spent smacking his scuffed feet against the broken patio into the night.
when he was thirteen he took up boxing, and as expected, his newfound ‘macho’ pastime conflicted with his dancing. the boxers called him ‘soft’; the dancers called him ‘inelegant’. he felt like two different people; having to choose between interests was like being handed a knife and asked to which half of himself he wished to cut away. he couldn’t afford professional training in dance, with most schools based in england and limited scholarships available. instead, he made the street his studio, racking up a small fanbase on youtube. when he was fifteen he made his debut in billy eliot at the olympia theatre in dublin. enter nina de souza, talented, beautiful and italian; ballet dancer, operatic singer, genius whiz kid, and spoiled brat. she was selfish, conceited, hell bent on getting her own way, and every director’s nightmare. finn fell for her like a house of cards. he’d always had a soft spot for girls who meant trouble. and so their hellish courtship began.
by the time they were seventeen, the two young swans had danced in every playhouse across the republic. they were known in theatres across the country for their tempestuous personalities, their raging arguments with one another, their tendency to drop out of shows altogether without any notice, yet the money kept rolling in and the audiences continued to grow. for three years, their families continued to put up with their hysterical fights followed by passionate reconciliations. he was too possessive, and she was too wild. their carcrash of a relationship finally came to a catastrophic halt when nina broke off the whole affair and returned to italy with her family. for months finn tried to contact her, yet his phone calls, texts, facebook messages were always ignored, until finally he was driven to drastic measures and used his savings to get a plane to her home town. when finn turned up uninvited at nina’s house she freaked out – and rightly so – she contacted her agent, accused him of stalking her, and had a restraining order placed against him. finn was arrested, held in a station overnight, and charged with harassment before he was allowed to return to dublin.
after the incident with nina, finn lost the fight in his eyes. he became far more hostile, far less likely to retaliate with his own fists, and picked fights not for the thrill of feeling his own fists pummel another into a wall, but for the sensation of his own brittle bones cracking. he dropped his tap shoes in a dumpster, stopped talking to his friends, followed his father’s advice and went back to school to complete his leaving certificate. a few short months later, and finn was packing his bags, saying his bittersweet goodbyes, and travelling half-way across the globe to be as far away as possible from his past self, his mess of a life, and most of all nina. it seemed somehow ironic that the boy who had been cautioned by the garda so much during his youth for spray painting, busking without a liscence, and raucous parties would become the grumpy, aloof overseas student studying a degree in criminology; that his once reckless spirit could be crushed so easily. 
of all things that finn could be called, straightforward would never be one of them. ever since his first days in atticus, the boy was pegged as hostile, hot-headed, cynical, rude. he seemed to spend more time in his thoughts than engaging in conversation. like a ticking time-bomb, finn’s anger was of the calm kind, liable to explode without a moment’s noticed. his unpredictable personality make him something of an enigma to those who aren’t amiable with the lad, though hostile as he may appear, he harvests a good heart. loyalty lies at the centre of his affections, and whilst his friends are few in number, he makes a lifelong partner. somewhere within finn, there’s still some fight left, but mostly he has recognised that his hedonistic lifestyle did little to leave him fulfilled – mostly, it just emptied him out – and over his three years at university has resigned himself to a nihilistic predicament.
        if u wanna plot with me pls pls pls im me or like this post!! i am always game for plots i love em so excited to write with you all here r some ideas
study buddies. finn is now a phd student so has to start takin shit seriously. he gon be in the library every day doing that independent study. if he had ppl who were also regular library goers n they get each other coffees to save time.... tht wld be sweet
ppl who love techno dj sets and going super hard on the weekends!!! fuck yea
friends with benefits. exes on bad terms. ppl he tried to date but couldnt because he’s always emotionally hung up on someone else. spicy hook up plots
ppl he met touring?? maybe ppl who were also in the entertainment industry..... anyone got a character who is ex circus hit me up
does anyone else study criminology / forensics / criminal psych / law? phd students sometimes lecture so he cld be an assistant lecturer / tutor if ur character is in a younger year
gamers !!! social recluses !!! hermits !!
finn goes to the skatepark and all the young boys there think he’s a gradnpa which he is! 
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serenagaywaterford · 5 years
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It’s fucking crazy how in a show meant to wake the general populace up, people really do seem to hate majority of the female characters. Note it’s only the complex ones, because god forbid Margret Atwood wrote them as shades of grey and not as definitively “evil” or “good”.
I’ve been in quite a few shitty fandoms in my day but I’m not certain I’ve been in one quite as overwhelmingly tone deaf as The Handmaid’s Tale fandom. I have never seen so much hypocrisy and virtue signalling and fake wokeness in a singular fandom with source material (in terms of the original novel and S1/2 at least) that directly opposes those things. Like I was in GoT fandom for a while and holy shit the misogyny there. So, I know what it looks like. But the thing about that hellplace was that there was still a fairly recognisable and approachable faction that loudly and actively spoke out about the sheer number of issues with GoT (racism, misogyny, etc.) I feel like those people gave up on the show about mid-run, and GoT was left with a bunch of idiots and “libfems” by the end.
The thing about THT is that it appears to be 95% idiots and fake-woke “feminists” I put it in quotes cos they are NOT feminists. They just like to identify as that cos it’s trendy. They have no idea what feminism is if they centre Nick in the THT narrative, or refuse to engage with any female character other than June or Emily in any rational way and instead wish rape, violence, torture, death, and/or intense suffering on any female character (or apparently actor who plays said character!) they personally dislike because they don’t have the braincells to understand what Atwood specifically was trying to do.)
When THT becomes all about a MALE and his precious fweelings, and his uwu luv stowwy wiv Jwune and all they focus on is how “cool” June is for bullying other Handmaids into suicide, and how “awesome” she is for being 1000% selfish and self-absorbed and not caring at all about all the other women (esp. poor women of colour) she tramples on to get what she wants, that is NOT GOOD. This is a character who purposely and actively manipulated a domestic abuse victim to go back to her abusive, violent, cheater, rapist husband for June’s own ends. (And surprise, surprise that blew up in her face and people really take June’s side 100% on that cos “Serena deserves Fred” aka “Serena deserves to be beaten, raped, and abused by her husband because she’s a bad woman who has done bad things herself”. When you are saying a woman, no matter who they are, deserves to be beaten and raped and imprisoned in that situation, you are not a feminist because that isn’t justice for Serena’s crimes. That is torture.) Nothing June did in S3 was heroic. She is almost no better than the woman she hates at this point. I see very little difference between June and Serena anymore, and yet… YET fans think the sun shines out of June’s ass and Serena should be raped to death (aka “Wouldn’t it be soooo cool if Serena became a Handmaid?! Omg so cool! She deserves it! Hurr durr I am FEMINIST!!!!”).
O.o
There is zero nuance in THT fandom. It’s fine to dislike female characters. It’s fine to be critical of them. It’s fine to like male characters (I guess…). But centring men in a woman’s story and then parroting Gilead’s ideals unironically while calling yourself woke? It’s terrifying. 
June is so gross in S3, and when she isn’t being awful, she’s written as some child-crazed, hysterical woman. The writers’ full sexism and internalized (or externalized lol) misogyny on clear display. And the fans just LAP IT UP with no critical thought. No complaint. Like, “Yes, this is what a woman should be!” nevermind the entire purpose of the commentary in the novel (and S1) was that women are MORE than just hysterical, overly emotional baby-machines or housekeepers. Women are not mere resources to be harvested like cattle. Women have more personality than just “ME WANT BABBY!!!” Women are resourceful and complex and not all good, not all bad. Women are conflicted and conflicting. Meanwhile, now the show presents women almost identically to how Serena Joy wrote about them, and how Gilead has identified them, and the fans are like “Yeah! This is fine! I don’t see any problems with this at all!”
And if you dare say, “Um, guys, that’s a pretty bad take. Do you understand what you’re actually saying?” you get called a “rape apologist!!! HURRRR!!!! WHAT ABUT 2x10!!!!!” And it literally doesn’t matter what you challenge these fans about, whether it’s Nick, the themes of THT, Serena, June, etc. They see you are a fan of Serena and suddenly the discourse deteriorates completely to “Nazi!!!! you’re a rapist nazi sympathizer!!!!!!!!!” 
So, there’s no point in talking to any of them. Yeah, cos I’m the one saying women I don’t like deserve to be raped and beaten until they die as slaves in an oppressive fascist regime. (That’s actually you guys, jsyk.) My favourite was being compared to an MRA. Like, do you people even read what you write? 
I’m not the one talking non-stop about how great Mr. Soggy Pancake Man is and how we must protect this precious bean in a story about massive female oppression uwu. “BUT WHAT ABOUT NICK?!?! MOST IMPORTANT CHARACTER!!!” I hate men, lol. I can’t count the number of times I’ve literally said, “I don’t give a shit about ANY of the men in THT. I only care about women and you people are misogynistic pigs for the way you talk about women.” yet I’m a Men’s Rights Activist?
What I hear when I go into the tags: 
“All women are awful harpies and stupid or boring except this specific one cos we want her to bone the Cute Boy we’re obsessed with and she’s just basically a self-insert for our own lonely fantasies and we need to only hear about the Cute Boy, not these annoying women. If a woman character interferes or challenges my heterosexual fantasy OTP in any way, that woman must suffer and die, and I’ll laugh and cheer as that happens, especially if she’s beaten by her husband or loses her mind/commits suicide! They deserve it! Also, who really cares about all those other women’s stories elsewhere in the world. BORING! My white saviour self-insert main female character can do no wrong because I am perfect! I’ll even go out of my way and actively search out people who aren’t doing anything to me, aren’t talking to me at all and just keeping to themselves, and send online threats, hate, and insults to anybody who doesn’t agree with me about how great Mr. Stale Bread is and they’re Nazis for not agreeing with me.” 
And I’M the MRA? I’m the crazy one?
No self-awareness at all. No nuance. No critical thinking skills. And a HELL of a lot of projection that they don’t even seem to know they’re making. There are grown ass women (like 40 YEAR OLDS!) who worship Nick Bland’s ugly dick, online bullying literal minors who don’t subscribe to the Serena-Hate groupthink. It’s a cesspool. THT fandom fucking SUCKS. I’m gonna guess it’s these same morons who wished that Yvonne would lose her baby cos you hate SERENA. Like, if you don’t think this is disgusting, I don’t know how else to get it through to you that something is VERY WRONG with the vast majority of online THT fandom.
99% of this fandom doesn’t seem to give a fuck what Atwood was trying to say in her novel, or what the show intentionally set out to do challenge and prove. Anyway, anon. I feel ya. I hate this fandom which is why I never check the tags anymore, never go on Twitter, unfollowed the Insta, don’t go on FB, and stick with my very wonderful small group of non-crazies who also appreciate the complex, difficult character of Serena here – and block everyone else I can because I just don’t have time for that kind of constant drama and aggravation from ignorant people.
Wow. Okay. Sorry. Rant over.
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gayspock · 6 years
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anyway some cold takes
I QUITE LIKE SEASON 8 AS IT STANDS. vis a vis clara/twelve like- alright-
matt smith/modern day clara were a horrid combination. flirting aside (.. im eally, really sick of the fl) i could just never get aboard them both, as it never felt- like it never felt..as if there were that much purpose for either of them, like, being there? no idea if that makes any sense, but- he had her tagging along, because she was the IMPOSSIBLE GIRL! and i loathe that storylinein of itself  but other than that... never did it truly feel likee, you kno, she was there for any.. other purpose?? like outside the myster, she felt like a companion for compansions sake- does that make s. 
victorian!clara -  knowing we cOULD HAVE HAD VICTORIAN!CLARA - is so infuriating on so !! so many levels, by god. her being a better character for one, but also her relationship with the doctor- quite clearly, she was encouraging him, taking him out of the sulking corner and pushing him to be better. whereas.... i dont  know with eleven and modern!clara it just feels shallow - an perhaps thats the point of it, him ssimply going after her because she’s an enigma, because i dont know. part of that im cool with, with it showing the doctors tendency to, uh, be KIND OF A DICK but also- i feel.. i dont know i feel like for that tow ork there’d have to be a greater consequence because modern!clara (in s7) never really.. like he was understandably UPSET but like. she was never really.. i dont know how to DECRIBE it but my point is the
twelve and clara feel better as a fit even if there’s many parts of this season tht i really dont like. like, they balance each other much more, in the way better companions do, with clara bringing him down pegs when he’s a dick , and with  him kind of pointing out she’s kind of up her own ass every so often, and there’s a nice balance between them  in that sense? moreover the dynamicis much more refreshing: all hail grumpy spacedad, because im so thankful for it after the aged, and tired constant flirtiness between UHHHH young sexy companion and old-but-looks-young doctor (because it always just feels a little too weeeiiiirrrd, come on) and moreover clara’s  has some colour, with her whole life as a teacher (... although minimal insight into her family, other than the fact her mams dead so?? uh, sad... i guess) which just makes her overall a more well-rounded character. i know some peole think- think that like.. she can be awful annoying at times, and whiney but i dont know whilst there’s some parts where i think yeah but honeslty i feel like a lot of the time its flaw, and its good flaw,  in the sense its like-LIKE after the moon episode (sorry cant remember s8names off the top of my head) her outburst was totally justified and reconnects back with that aforementioned dynamic with the doctor and its like. LIKE.. i dontthink shes the best and she might still be the worst,  actually, in my ranking but thats only because the others?? have been ... brilliant and okay doesnt feel like it cuts it and i also feel like the whole danny debacle was-  like okay i didnt like the whole danny plot even though i did like danny but........
you know i also do want to say. because i feel like a lot of people might not like twelve from what i hear but like? actually, given capaldi’s incredible acting skills, i do really love him and its sch a shame because there’s a LOT of things this season (... ^^clara!!) that would have been brilliant, had it not been for this and that - like the execution is poor - and. point is capaldi has the passion and the skill andas i said i adore twelve’s character- it’s very old who, with him taking the handle as the grumpy old alien, who saves the world but is still, uh, an alien and very obviously so - but the writing keeps... ailing him and falling flat and there’s parts of his character thatJSUT I DONT KNOW MAN. I WANT TO RAMBLE BUT THE . ITS 2AM
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maria-denzias · 6 years
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There’s been times here where I think my life isn’t worth living anymore. I’m so alone after Jake’s death, no one really understands what it’s like to be alive for thousands of years and have to watch everyone you’ve every loved fade away into nothing. 
Today was the first day in a long time I decided to venture out of my room, no one had come to visit to make sure I was alright, I guess they all had their own lives to lead while I was stuck in the past, but it’s odd to find a chest at the bottom of the stairs when I haven’t heard a soul enter or leave the building. The last thing I expected to find was a note from Jake, wherever his next world might be, and a diary. It reads like it’s from an old follower of Galaxy, from just as the war began.
“Fall harvest, year XXXX
I did not make it in time. There was a request from the Church for us, something that they usually do not do, claiming us heretics and all that, but we are not ones to turn those in need away.
I was tasked by Our Eyes to go provide assistance and evacuation before the oncoming storm of war arrived. I was a continent over at the time but I did my best to make haste and keep another sect from falling. I failed.
The entire temple was ransacked by the time I got there, and the relic was no where to be found. There wasn’t any leads, just the corpses of acquaintances and old books.
I am but a Whisper of my Lord, meant to never see the light of day and help the world progress in anyway I can, I keep the monsters that cannot see the light of day at bay, I play the role of assassin to stop the kingdoms from going to war. I play the doctor, healing the sick and helping the wounded.
Yet I failed to stop this.
I fail frequently, and it weighs down on me.
I will rest at our Sanctuary nearby the temple, and figure out my next move,
I am but a Whisper of my Lord.
May Whispers show the way.”
I didn’t know what all of it meant, but the temple must be the one that the others found under the lake, the books there made references to a relic as well, and thank Galaxy Zen was around to show me where they found it, otherwise I’d be searching for days. 
Something felt off though, there was something I was missing, so I went searching around the edge of the lake and found a path nearly completely overgrown by the surrounding vegetation, that led to a little underground hideaway that was decorated with the colours, and banners, of Galaxy. At least I’d found it, a place beside my temple that held the powers of Galaxy close. The tree in the centre stood as green as if it hadn’t seen thousands of years of war and suffering, but it was the path behind it that interested me. I could see a cloak that shimmered in the dim torchlight, clearly showing it was enchanted to some degree, and it looked a lot like mine, only less war-torn and altered. There was a chest either side, one help a bow, a sword, and a pickaxe, each engraved with runes and symbols of a language long forgotten to most people, but I could read it as if I’d been taught it from birth. 
“Naught but a Whisper - last blade of the Whipsers” was the sword, the engraving shallow and rushed, but still visible after all these years
“Silence is golden - Bow of the whispers, to strike foes true” read the bow, it’s neat carvings ringing with a power that was neigh on impossible to get this day in age. 
“The Last Laugh - One of the last works of the tinkers” Was the works hastily etched onto the head of the pickaxe, in a hand that was the same as the book that was in the second chest, though the book was neater and easier to read than the words on the tools were.
“Dear Maria,
To you, I am nobody, merely a voice upon a page, letters in the wind, a woman, long since dead.
To me, however, I can say I know you quite well. I was there at your birth, and well, I am glad to say that I am not there at the end.
I am like you, a guardian, one who was under the following of Galaxy, part of a quiet, secret force of their followers called the Whispers of Galaxy. We are not meant to be seen, merely help things along in the shadows, and do what we find is right.
I was sent to this land for what I thought was to fight back the rising of the gods, the ones who did not obtain the stars, but stole them, claiming them under their own command and using their strength to change history, to rewrite the truth.
The gods you know are liars
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S-oorry, my hand is losing its steadiness, I was injured on my way to this sanctuary, and here I was given my final mission by Galaxy.
TGhe spoke of a time where they will be even further from the world than before, and a time where you will feel very alone, and your final brethren will leave you walking your path as the only guardian.
To ease your journey we've left you our final works, the last pieces of the Order of Whispers, before we cast aside our robes and blend into the daylight once more.
To take up the name of a Whisper is up to you alone. The robes will accept you either way. 
May thew whispers of Galaxy be ever present in your ear
-Whisper Alice."
I had bearly read her name before the book slipped from my hand and I reached for the robes. My place in the world was always a mystery to me. Until now that is. I knew that to be a Whisper was my calling, my place in this world to help it back on it's path, but even now, after all I had known was gone, it still bugs me that the gods we had all revered so much, were frauds tht had stolen the powers they had gained. It was too much to ask to have a person true of heart for a change, to be able to say that they had nothing to do with these misgivings of mine, but if those gods weren't the real ones, the ones destined to hold the power of the relics, then who were? and how were we going to find them?
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Why is J-hope your bias?(:
hi sweetheart uhhhhh i guess he’s my bias bcs hes him? like.  idk him personally but whenever i think of him i just,,,,, feel really good & safe.  okay if i say ‘hoseok’.  u felt it. i love how theres this warmth feeling whenever anyone thought of him. i think of him more than a lot. hes just a really genuine kind person & i feel so proud to hv him as my bias :’((( i kno its kind of dangerous to put ur happiness on someone but dare i say he had s*fe my life countless times. he taught & made me reflect on so many things too & im sure he’ll continue to do so. one of the things is how he gives & spreads love & kindness unforgivingly. hes so affectionate & doesn’t afraid to show his love & care to everyone hes really really sweet.  i dont see anyone mentioned it but it melts my heart during the burn the stage ep, when the members were asked what they wanna do on their breaks, the first thing hoseok said he wants to spend time w his family & mickey.   when he was asked whats the best bday present he got, he said its his mom’s cook.  hes so appreciative abt the smallest lil things in life & kept those memories as the most precious close to his heart.   during tht one epilogue concert where he just started cryin when jimin said hes the most grateful to the members.  idk hes just soooo soft,,,,,,& hes unforgiving in being soft & himself its so admirable to me.   & dont get me start talking abt his work ethics & his perfectionist ass in creating his craft.  he used to be someone w no underground or production experience before entering BigHit & in a very short time he had developed a unique style of rapping thats very different from yoons & joonie & it makes me so happy when i first heard how joonie said hoseok has found his colours now.  he continues to work & has done a fckin fantastic job establishing himself amongst other rappers & often standing out.   in almost every bangtan songs his verses & parts are always so memorable & catchy.  the intro BME & Hope World is really the testament how far he has truly come & will continue to go. hes one of the most versatile rappers out there hes mastered so many different styles whilst most stick to one hes such an inspiration.  im just soososo thankful & appreciative i get to love him honestly. anyways hoseok is my bias bcs hes hoseok & not anyone else
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transrightsjimin · 4 years
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ok i tried to post this hours ago but couldnt finish typing bc tv nd friend were too distracting nd i couldnt remember nor focus on anything bc tired
anyway i didnt rly enjoy the bts at MMA performances as much as i thought i would? maybe bc the audio nd video quality wasnt the best in the reuploads nd the CG kinda ugly nd somehow i rly enjoyed the dynamite stage a lot which was weird bc i thought i grew tired of those gssgsfsgbjgf like maybe it's just bc the styling and video quality werent great for the other performances in the video?? idk? the styling was jst a bit too eboy nd slicked back hair nd i was bothered half the time during ON bc of that same dancer w the 'dreads' being at the front again like in the Filter performances before like hhhhhhg get that guy out pls
the life goes on stage looked very static nd minimalistic nd cold looking so tht kinda was hard to focus on. uhh
i liked the Zero O Clock piano piece at the start and later on the the N.O. set throwback that transitioned into ON, though the way everything was filmed was still like. bad. like the whole thing was meant to look impactful but it looked like 60fps hell and lots of slow motion and CG that looked so laughable like?? i wasnt sure whether i had to laugh whenever it showed those random cfs or a CG earth swallowed them up like it was meant to look so serious but i just couldnt hjgdjfhk
ALSO I ONLY JUST FOUND OUT tht the ‘BIGHITTV‘ account which i thought was fake is in fact the real account, it just changed its name.
urgh idk maybe im just too critical but i got a bit spoiled abt the setlist nd jimin and jungkook dancing like modern ballet to black swan nd the pictures of that looked beautiful, but then the actual performances were super hard to see, like 720p and more muted colours (even on the official upload by bh) so it was harder to see / enjoy the movements nd the audio sounded flat / muffled and i guess thats why i only rly enjoyed the dynamite performance bc everything looked more clearly visible nd colourful? also it was very fun how the lights changed colour whenever the song switched to chorus, pre-chorus etc etc, that was fun!! nd im still surprised i liked the dynamite performance the most bc its been performed like dozes of times this year by them. also i dont remember in which song it was the most clear but it was very endearing to see the gap they left for yoongi so clearly nd them singing parts of his lines as support / harmonizing. that was rly cute. but yeah i think i had too high or unrealistic expectations for it
edit: also the shot of the vid of armys suddenly was rly fucking funny, my friend said ‘imagine being that first person they show‘ jhjghdjfhk
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hinamie · 2 months
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new limited edition firefighter spacesuit hazmat itfs just dropped
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alinatron · 7 years
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girls be ambitious/Girls Mode 4 Theme [(amateur) English Translation]
Are you ready?
Don't be afraid,
welcome to the new stage!
Get changed
Everybody okay?
Spread your wings and be free
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Being praised only for
your outer appearance,
no-one would be happy
Clean up to reveal to me
what your personality really is
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Just my way,
I'll penetrate it, that's all
My style,
it's okay not to spin it
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Are you ready?
Don't be afraid,
welcome to the new stage!
A constructed smile doesn't suit you
Get changed
Everybody okay?
Spread your wings and be free
Start showing your real smile more
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Anywhere,
right now
Don't look back, straight up
girls be ambitious
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It's okay to be selfish
Wearing your favourite colour,
join your hands together
let's go
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ew im on mobile so it wont let me separate the verses
the end of the first verse (the cold individuality bit) may be wrong since i can not decipher that stuff (kosei can mean personality or individuality). same with the part near the end tht i couldnt even guess. anyways i tried and thats what matters :^3c i prefer the japanese lyrics to the english ones ngl
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asil-norahc · 7 years
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Just an idea popped out from Drawpile
Warning: I might make a lot of mistakes in this post bc why not so this is it. Oh, plus harsh language too (as usual i guess).
Okay okay, so, I was drawing on drawpile with peeps and something HAPPENED (greatest introduction ever)
see, on drawpile I draw HorrorSans like that (cartoon character and Croc -bloody bird guy- by @peanutable):
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and LustSans this way (plus Pap cuz why not, although I changed his clothing so it isn’t very representative of the original):
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And I somehow mixed them up at some point...
May I introduce you to... GoreSans!!!
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Let me explain you what he would be if I happened to make an AU around the thing. Well, I DON’T intend to do many things about it so I wouldn’t call it an AU but since I can’t let a character like him with no proper environment to set him in I can’t let you without developping the idea a bit further.
It’s basically a coherent and logical mix between Underlust and Horrortale.
Now those who know what I’m talking about will think I consider them like dumbass, but I’ll develop the idea anyway and that needs a quick reminder of what those two AUs are (don’t blame me for my unecessary rigor):
Underlust. Well, I’d davise you to go check UnderLust Shame Cave, unless you’re under 18 and/or allergic to NSFW. WOW STOP ASKING YOURSELF I won’t make anything NSFW here don’t worry. I’ll try my best to soften everything for it to be accessible to anyone who might be reading this. If you feel offended despite my efforts, say it (politely) in the ask box and I’ll change the tags^^
Now I haven’t read UnderLust very much and I don’t know what occured since a long time, but here’s a quick summary of what I know :
First, it may be NSFW, but the comic has real depht and emotions. There are reasons to WHY THE FUCK EVERYONE FUCKS and that makes this AU completely acceptable to me. Now, the reasons are Gaster and the decrease of fertility due to... well, imprisonment in the underground and chronic lack of hope I guess. Gaster intended to fix the fertility problem by extracting the Lust from the soul of the first human, Chara, who was a... sort of... sadistic bitch? Anyways. Injecting the Lust into (adult) monsters had two consequences: relatively NOT FIX the fertility problem making the children the last ganaration, and turn any adult monster into a slut.
Yeah that definitely legimimates the NSFW for me. Not that it needs any legitimation anyway XD because the comic that came (pun?) out of it is about true love VS lust, sexual identity, abuse and all the emotional mess that comes out of it (hehe da inententional pun lol). So it is surpisingly interesting and kinda moving.
Horrortale. This AU is particular because it is settled in the FUTURE of one of the neutral run. Now, any sensible undertale player WOULDN’T want to have to face the consequences of any run that didn’t ended peacefully, would they?... uh, guess I would at some point...
Anyways, that makes the Horrortale AU really interesting because it just puts some canon facts together and think of how it would evolve with time.
Let’s observe some of said facts:
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Toriel attempting to legally take the power and ease everyone’s pain with peace.
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Oh! Your acts have consequences!^^ Peace isn’t an option now.
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Putsch.
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Crusader, surely future tyran.
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Sans and Papyrus tempering the current crusader future tyran.
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Bros will be bros.
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... Click! (Am I the only one that saw a sort of threat in his last word..?)
SO Undyne putsched Toriel out (it’s definitely a coup since Undyne is the equivalent of the General of the Army) and now rules over the Underground with an iron fist in order to develop drastically the army for her to wage a holy war against humanity, implying she will do everything for her army to be well fed above citizens. Mh.
If she’s not going to become a tyran, I dunno.
Now I’m leaving canon facts to start about horror tale context:
To summary, the underground has turned into a sort of dystopic HELL OF A BLOODY MESS since the common monsters who didn’t contributed to Undyne’s army were left starving and had to rely on the only edible things they had on hand: other monsters.
Now feel free to correct me if I’m wrong, but as far as I can remember, this is what turned monsters into... well, dangerous monsters.
SO, now, what would a mix between the two look like? Let’s finally talk about GoreTale!! (okay well I said I wouldn’t make an AU, BUT if this can inspire anyone to develop it into a proper one THAT’D BE FUCKIN COOL OMFG)
So it is set in the future of one particular run of UnderLust if this AU were to be adapted into an Undertale-like video game; Asgore is dead and the other souls disappeared, leaving the monsters behind with grief and despare. At least one monster has been killed by Frisk so that Undyne, Head of the Royal Harem (this is how it is in underlust DON’T ASK ME) decides to rule over the underground with fierce will to destroy all human kind. Because she knows nothing else, she turns the underground into a bloody brothel since she considers people had to surrender their mind, soul AND bodies to her royal persona and cause, plus she being blood thirsty after human’s decay, she does it overly sadistical and strong. Sans tried to temper her at first since his brother was now part of the official Royal Harem and feared for his safety, but she slowly became unreasonable. A bloody tyran, unrelenting and craving for physical and mental/moral abuse.
So Sans gave up on her, even though she was his queen, and left the capital with his brother. His confrontation against her left its mark on his skull, revealing a new aspect of this character: he no longer has only 1HP since he got some new LV by abusing and killing other monster for self-defense and his own need for food and relief. So the head blow didn’t kill him (and I don’t think it should have since Undyne surely must have wanted to keep him locked up somewhere she could torture him in order to mindfuck his personnality..?). Anyways, he must have scared her (or at least surprise her enough for her to let him go with his bro). They returned to Snowdin, and made an agreement with the Queen so that she doesn’t hunt them down: they guard Snowdin and bring her any human that comes by (since they are two of the rare monster that can live under harsh cold weather and that Undyne hates it, it makes sense, besides she doesn’t have to fear Sans and Papyrus’s ambitions to steal human souls from her bc they only intend to survive by their own, away from any form of control over them). And for the other snowdin inhabitants and soldiers she could send to Snowdin instead of potential / official trators, we can state that they are either loyal to the crown in some extreme ways but temper their wrath and lust around the skelebros bc they would surely bone them to death, making the boney bros kinda the chiefs in snowdin, or they are refugees that flee the Queen’s command and sought for protection of the weather and the skelebros, OR they all dead bc skelebros ate them up in all ways.
SO Goretale wouldn’t be the best life place to settle. Horrortale and Underlust aren’t either, but the mix between the two must be even more sordid and glaucous and bloody and slutty at some point and completely infernal. I could see an H.R Giger style for the environment that possibly evolved with the monsters, but with more colours. If you don’t see what I’m talking about, go check by yourselves; the first images must be eloquent enough.
Okay just one example that has no hidden nsfw:
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Frogman - Giger meets Escher. imagine it with some red and gold and that’d be totally fit (or not. I don’t care.) I advise you to see more by searching HR Giger.
Warning: it’s art in the “noble” way, but it’s still definitely NSFW AND sordid as heck. So unless your innocence is so extreme you are immuned to sin or you love that kind of thing or you are appealed by some artistical curiosity, keep out!^^ (H.R Giger is a german artist that designed lots of great things including the Aliens of... Aliens. So it’s real good culture and you can check it out without any sinful interest other than artistical curiosity. You’re welcome.)
NOW THE REAL THING (finally. Why the fluff are my summaries always so long?!?)
You know that drawpile allows people to draw at the same time on the same canvas (I feel like I’m repeating myself). Well, tht’s great and it allows things like that to pop out:
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Little funny doodles made with @peanutable (here is her OC Verdana, cute lil’ kiddy flowery skely-like monster that is innocence itself why am I not ashamed of putting Goresans in front of him?!? I SHOULD DIE ALREADY SAINTE MERDE !! ).
Now THE GREATEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME ON DRAWPIIILE !!!
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Frisk by @sky-lia !! She and @peanutable are such amazing artists !! It really inspires me when I see them drawing, and putting my characters in front of theirs really shows the difference of skill! It encourages me a lot to practice and catch the level! And it is really lots of fun to do^^ Oh My Gnarls Frisk is SOOO adorable they manage to move and disconcert GoreSans! And it shows a nice and somewhat cute part of him I surely would never have thought of if I didn’t draw with them ;) (oh well, after all, in this crazy fandom people see cuteness anywhere, even in the most unsettling places, so OF COURSE GoreSans is also a Teddy Bear lmao)
That’s it for today! That’s All Forks! (this pun MUST have been made already)
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sojohns · 6 years
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aaah i guess the tumblr policy about sending links in asks haven't changed then but it would be nice to get heads up about that. anyways you can find the vid on astro's yt channel on the ddoca playlist. it was uploaded 4 months ago and the thumbnail is eunwoo in a car. okaay so i was saying that i checked the bias report thingy now and wow it's even accurate to my sister's case! and i asked if you've seen the immortal song 2 perf bc damn rocky sang and i love his singing voice so much //asa
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each boy was soooo good on that stage, this style also fits them well. and the couple dancing surprised me but wow! sadly there is indeed a lack of astro fics but i hope that it will change soon since a lot of new aroha joined lately, so maybe we can change it. at least i definitely have some plans for them *-* oooh i really like roleplay! i’d definitely wanna watch an mv like that. my choice would be again. i can see it made like apology by ikon but not b&w, just saturated (2/5)
okay so the aesthetics tht came to my mind were the following. myungjun: walking in a field barefeet, smiling so hard and so long it hurts, the smell of freshly baked goods // jinjin: throwing crumpled papers to the wall, late night talks about the big questions of the universe, the feeling of having your hair ruffled lovingly // eunwoo: hands bashfully touching for the first time, a melancholic piano tune, the smell of new books (3/5)
moonbin: the surprise of being kissed under the mistletoe, walking lazily in the sand by the sea, the adrenaline of running to catch the bus // rocky: the sun rising over the city landscape, having hot chocolate on a snowy day, back hugs // sanha: colourful markers in textbooks, the first sip of fruity smoothies, the feeling of satisfaction after a well-made prank (4/5)
what kind of aesthetics would you describe yourself as? i once took a quiz about my aes and the result was bts’ spring day mv but mine would probably be something like dark blue denim jeans, reading on train rides, doodles between notes, the taste of black tea with two spoons of sugar, the feeling of accomplishment when ticking off boxes in to-do lists, the nostalgia of looking at photos on the wall. // asa
oof yeah ill watch the video, the linking issue tho: thats always been like that, i dont think that they will ever fix that lmao
that report is so well done omg and yes i did watch the performance and it was the best thing!!! they all looked and sounded great and i love that everyone was really grooving with thier performance
i hope there will be more fics too!!! more fans means more content!!
interesting mv idea, i would love to see that!!!
i love all the aesthetics you chose for them!!! im really feeling jinjin, myungjun and rockys  aesthetic the most!!! 
oof ur aesthetics sounds so nice, i think my aesthetics are bergamont, mapss pinned with places to visit, nude colors, dim lighting, cats purring and muraled wallpaper
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boys--love--boys · 7 years
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asfgjk im feelin🔪lately i realised im a trans dude (bi btw) but now im stuck af for my gender presentation?? like when i was lil i went thru a 'phase' where i ditched all my pink stuff n my all 'girly' hobbies like writing n drawing (gender roles, ik) and tried to hang out w the guys (thought i was weird...i was), but eventually snapped out of (although it took ages to appreciate pink again tbh). i always thought it was internalised misogyny that made me hate ‘girly’ stuff but now idk?? (cont)
(cont) and either way now i dress v stereotypically femininely (i.e. colour, style, etc) and idk if i just do tht bc of internalised gender roles (like ‘girls should dress like this!!’ which is daft anyway) or i actually like it bc ill never pass if i do?? like my hobbies now i understand bc I’m actually good at them n enjoy them but i can’t tell if the fact that i like pink and stereotypically girly shit is internalised misogyny forcing me to act feminine or just being a feminine guy!!!okay so im also a feminine guy and I struggle with this a lot so my suggestion is maybe try to dress a little more masculine (of course however masc would be safe i dont know your situation) just to see how it feels for you and if you realize you like that better then maybe stick with that but if you still like feminine stuff more them go with that! I personally think experimenting with gender expression is important for trans ppl because (at least, for me) it kinda helped me fully embrace my gender and made me feel less wobbly on those grounds (and now i kinda switch pretty evenly between being fem and masc)so really i guess just play around with gender expression until you find what fits best!-mod Casper
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