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[homoeroticvillain]

solar vine / impulse beans for uhhh you decide >:3

for midori :]

solar vine:

me and midori's morning routine is pretty simple. he is already awake, due to not needing sleep. sometimes he charges at night but it depends. nonetheless he will sometimes wake me with coffee or breakfast i will eat/drink it only to spit it out discreetly as it is poisoned and also not very good otherwise. he will display an inhuman grin as he knows ive done this but politely wont point it out. either way im awake now and will make breakfast for shin if he stayed over if not i get ready for work and midori does the same

impulse beans:

my [carmen's] love language is gift giving, midori shows his love in my language by giving many heartfelt gifts [his original human hands]. midori's love language is quality time, i show this by stalking him at work 👍

[ni-kol-koru]

Hi❤️ 2, 4, 12, 14 for Hayama. ✨

Hiii! Thank you so much for sending the numbers, and thank you for sending me numbers for my favorite boy! ✨️

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

Well, I can't really pick one favorite thing, because I literally aodre everything about him! However, one of my favorite canons about Kotaro is actually something that I rediscovered recently: it's that when he sees someone is taking a photo he has to get in on action! We had him do that once in an Audio Drama when he photobombed Seijuro's photo for Shintaro. In that one official art (that I think was supposed to picture that exact moment from the Audio Drama) we can see Reo trying to take a photo of Seijuro and Kotaro just hugging him and excitedly smiling and showing the peace sign to the camera! I think that was an adorable moment!

Now, I think he would just hug and intentionally get into the frame only when it is his friends or classmates or skating buddies taking photos. He probably wouldn't jump onto a stranger just like that... If he was aware that he was getting into a frame of a stranger's photo, I think he might just smile at the camera, wink or show some hand sign! He would just feel the need to subtly photobomb them, and that would be a respectful and non-invasive way to do so! Imagine being a tourist and looking back at your photos from Kyoto and finding a blond teenager smiling, winking or showing hearts or peace signs in the background while looking at the camera? I would find it hilarious, and very endearing and sweet! He sure made a lot of people smile like that, I just know it!

I wouldn't be me if something seemingly minor didn't tell me something deeper about the character. Of course, Kotaro's love for being in photos can be interpreted in a couple of ways and reveal something about his personality!

There is one very obvious reason why Kotaro would like to jump into people's pictures: because it's fun, it can turn out to be very funny, it creates a unique and fun memory to look back at and he is just the type of a guy to chase the fun things and fun activities! That would just prove of how lighthearted, fun, playful and upbeat his personality really is, and I love that for him!

Now, onto another perspective!

When someone loves having their photos taken, it can show just how comfortable they are with the cameras and with what they look like in photos! That can be a very obvious sign of confidence right there. Maybe Kotaro is naturally very photogenic and always looks good in photos, whether they are candid or posed, so he likes being pictured. Or maybe he thinks he always looks good because humans are always beautiful and perfect and thinks he doesn't need to look like a perfect doll to look good in a photo. So yes, maybe Kotaro's love for being in photos shows how comfortable he is with being human and how confident he is in his looks!

Still, if we look at the original canon, Kotaro doesn't really stand still and let people take pictures of him. He jumps into them! If he isn't doing it for fun, he might just do it because he wants attention. He might also do it because he is self-centered and narcissistic and wants to appear everywhere. He wouldn't really care if he was potentially ruining a photo, just as long as he was in it!

4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?

I often wonder about this actually! I could always see him as a part of anything I was reading or watching. I recently started re-watching Marvel movies, so, let's say I would put him in a superhero movie! He could be both the hero and the villain. In both scenarios I would give him some power with lightnings and thunders and speed and people would, of course, know him as ''The Raijuu''!

If he was a hero, he would be that goofy, unserious, lighthearted, High School boy that just somehow got superpowers and is now responsible for the safety of his city while having loads of homework and studying to do! His movies as a hero would be comedic, because of his own funny nature. Reo and Eikichi would be his best friends and classmates and the only two people in his life who would know about his superpowers. They would always freak out when Kotaro has to do his superhero business, but still do their best to cover for him when he is saving the city instead of doing an exam! If you watched Spider-Man movies with Tom Holland, that is the exact type of movie for superhero Kotaro!

If he was a villain, he would be one of the few villains that the main antagonist created to get rid of the protagonist and help them fulfil their evil plans. He would be nothing but someone's puppet and obey someone's orders. I can't really see him as independent villain, because I don't really see a reason for Kotaro to be evil. Even when speaking of his role in KuroBasu you can't call him evil, and he is an antagonist just because he plays in the same team as the main antagonist. In the movie where he is a villain, he would be in that kind of a situation as well. Matter of fact, he might just be kind enough to reveal to the protagonist how they could defeat the antagonist, because he doesn't like the ideas and plans of his boss, the main antagonist.

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

I have a lot of headcanons for my favorite boy, but here is one that I developed most recently: that he is a picky eater. I always wondered why his favorite dish (kappamaki) was something so simple. For those of you know don't know what kappamaki is (because I had no idea what it was for a while), it is sushi roll that consists of a piece of cucumber in the middle and rice around it, wrapped in dried seaweed. Japanese cuisine is really rich and has a lot of really unique dishes, and yet this boy decides cucumber, rice and a piece of dried seaweed is the best thing there is! I know a lot of picky eaters aren't really fond of Japanese cuisine because of the combination of different food textures and the fact that you can't separate the ingredients and eat them separately. Then there is kappamaki: you can easily take the dried seaweed off, take the cucumber from the middle and eat the three ingredients independently. He might love kappamaki because of that!

When I thought about Kotaro being a picky eater, it somehow made sense to me, and I wanted to explain it somehow.

I think it might come from his childhood. Hear me out, please. We know that teenager Kotaro can't sit still. Imagine how impossible it was to get mini Kotaro to sit still. Mini Kotaro likely couldn't really sit still for a while, even if it was for a meal. He just had more important matters to attend to, he was a kid and just wanted to play and run all the time. When it was food he liked, he could sit still for a while and enjoy. On the other hand, imagine how hard it was making him eat something that he didn't like. Hellish. Considering he is the third child and his parents were likely tired of parenting, I can just see his parents giving up and giving him food he likes so he just sits still and eat. They gathered all of their patience and made sure he was fond of foods that provide the most necessary nutrients. The rest of the foods and textures? Noup. He might warm up to them when he grows up.

When he came to Rakuzan and started living in the dorms with Reo and eating in the canteen, I can see him warming up to some foods and textures. After all, you can't really pick too much in the canteen. Reo would sometimes cook for him and he would try something new, and Eikichi would also make sure to inspire him to try something new. So he kind of expands his horizons a bit in High School. Still, you can't teach an old dog how to bark. Kotaro still gets shivers down his spine if he accidentally puts two different textures in his mouth, he will never eat fries with ketchup and will keep ordering chicken nuggets in restaurants.

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character?

I am not so into fashion and I don't really know the terminology, but I can see Kotaro wear the colorful 80's inspired clothes! The looks I have seen on Pinterest when I searched for '80's inspired fashion colorful men' look very pretty and bold! They look like something that would suit Kotaro and his personality! He loves being spotted and unique, so 80's inspired fashion probably does the trick since it's not something you see every day. He would have sweaters and jackets and Hawaiian shirts in so many wild colors and patterns, he would always wear colorful sneakers and socks and, of course, wear them all with the wide legged jeans! Sometimes he would have some accessories like sunglasses of unique shapes or colors, colorful bracelets and belts!

[dynamic-k]

Okay so uh... hi again! I finished Arc Two. Uhh... thought I'd mention that.

(oigrnjkfdbcvjiontkejgrdfcbionsejkgdfxcbojinekjgsdfbcvionklgsfdbcvjpinklgsfbdovijcklngrsfbdjpocvmlk NEXT ARC PLEASE-)

ahem so question

I was doing a bunch of work, day dreamed about fanfics because yes, and realised that schools, universities and colleges exist in the Super Sticks world

it made me think, like-

did Dark and Chosen go to school? what was it like, figuring out they had powers in that time? did they have friends at school? how did said friends react to their "disappearence"?

do they plan to finish their education? maybe Dark wants to study programming, or make some games?

what would Chosen study if he was in uni/college? does he plan to?

...food for thought I guess

also possible ideas idk

here is another cookie :D (my newest batch is of ANZAC buscuits, but there are still some peanut butter fudge ones if you want ^^)

:D

Hehehehe~

Oh, well Arc Three is going to be quite aways away, cause I need to actually finish Arc Two. What you've read, what's been published so far, is not even half of the content I have planned.

The problem is my plans keep liking to stay plans and don't wanna get written very well-

Schools for Chosen and Dark- Hang on, I have notes for this, where are they- sjahsjjajsks

[Spoilers: Scarlett did not find the notes-]

Uhhh, I had it planned that Chosen and Dark did online schooling after they left home, which helped in the end because Chosen graduated and then got a better job so they were a bit less on the edge of barely surviving.

They had some rough days, I'm tempted to do a bonus feature for just- Average day of Arc One Chosen and Dark, post-runaway, pre-Sec reunion. I already did a bonus feature for Arc One Vic, hehehe [and snuck in a Kaori Becker lore drop, lol]

But mostly angst~ Angst angst angst~

Oh yeahh, lemme promote the Bonus Features fic real quick~

I have many extra shenanigans in there, plus lore, plus extra scenes, plus a collection of some rambly Tumblr asks where I expanded greatly on some worldbuilding.

Oh and funny skits. :3

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Chosen studied finances and math, partially so he could get better at budgeting for himself and Dark, and also because he likes math and logic and numbers. Lovable bookworm, hehe

Chosen and Dark went to regular school when they were younger, like preschool age. But Alan swapped them to online schooling due to financial problems~

[*looks at reasons-why-Vic-left lore*]

And then things got better, and Second went to regular school, but Chosen and Dark were used to online and they both liked it enough they just continued anyway.

Chosen and Dark never made significant friends, they always just had each other to have for company. [Brother besties for real~] Everyone else in their online school was an acquaintance at best.

They actually swapped online schools after running away, so they could continue a different curriculum under pseudonyms. Cause they were now "Missing", and the authorities were searching for them.

If they continued their original online school and someone noticed Chosen and Dark were present in the virtual class despite being "Missing", then it'd just be a matter of time before IP addresses were tracked down.

Chosen and Dark were set on going away, and staying away for a while, though. With their combined efforts, it paid off and they were never located and never brought back home.

Until little orange hollowhead entered the scene, hehehehe

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Thanks so so much for the askkk!! And the little virtual peanut-butter snack~ ^ w^ nomm

[6okuto]

QKHDEKRBWBDJDH Im too shy to go off anon but just know that im ur secret admirer ahshdjshdjejd also sending u anon love is fun hehe 💓💓😚😚

im glad to hear that ur eyes r getting better! Hope ull be able to get the rest u need and deserve after ur sem is over <333 im doing great myself !!seeing ur reply to my ask just made my week 💗💗💗💗💗 i hope u too r eating well and staying hydrated and most importantly get enough sleep 😭😭😭😭 i hope ur day continues to be filled with happy things love u !!!💕💕💕💕💕

U dont know what kind of beast uve unleashed when u said u wanted to know more abt my ocs ong...Osjxiejdieje pls dont mind my rambling im so shameless byeee 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ also these infos might be weird its just based off my own understanding of stuff and not accurate to common knowledge so ⚰⚰

The alchemist- she's a bit on the gloomy side and honestly just tired of life 😭😭 i went with this origin first so her personality is like pretty much based off the game mc we play as, just a tad bit more passive 🚶‍♀️will melt down and turn into mush at the slightest bit of affection so i paired her with leander, and since shes gone through a lot i thought, she deserves some treat <3 and throw in mhin into the equation too hehe another random fact abt her is that she loves plain water... a LOT. Since shes a mage apprentice, i imagine that she probably learn a lot of magic stuff after meeting leander, mostly to get stronger and for self defense

The hound- she got massive trust issues (being betrayed by her friend in the thief syndicate and all) so shes extremely wary of the LIs, like if u think the in game mc is wary of the ppl in eridia, she's like 10x worse. Honestly lowkey like mhin 2.0 except a lil bit snappier 😭 i pair her with kuras and their relationship is kinda like him trying to get a stray cat with human issues to warm up to him 😭😭 doesnt get along with any of the LIs at all and always keep an arm's length around them, but she only lets kuras into her life (and fun fact he loves feeding her) surprisingly tolerates mhin too, and learns a lot abt how to use weapons from them, and since she was in a thief syndicate i imagine her agility lvl is v high (and dont tell this to my unnamed mc but my alchemist and hound mc is my favourite children...)

The unnamed- shes raised like a royalty all her life, since being an oracle means that everyone borderline worship her, but being raised at a temple also means theres many restrictions and shes honestly lowkey sick of being treated like it, though she keeps the perfect facade up, all smiles and all. Shes kind of a lil shit since after running away from the temple, she finds it hard to keep her nice facade up but still tries too hard to keep em (this results in her going 😄😄 but when she suddenly snaps she was like- omg i accidentally let my true colours out- and went back to being nice and all smiles as if her previous outburst didnt just happen- yes shes two faced) i pair her with ais and vere (aka the lil shits 😭) honestly their relationships r just ais and vere trying to make her snap and drop her nice facade its kind of hilarious

Andd yeahhs thats abt it abt them !! Sorry this got much longer than it shouldve been 😔😔 but thank u for being curious abt my silly goofies 🥺🥺 my personal fave is mhin!! And after finish talking to ais and kuras i...im lowkey interested in them disjdjejdjejdj theyre so fun??¿¿ 😭😭 leander is high up in my list too but i mostly see him as a big bro figure bc of his friendliness 🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️

ANYWAYS I LOVE U SM OKAY RMMBR THAT NIA SENDING U LOTS OF VIRTUAL HUGS THHANK U FOR BRIGHTENING UP MY DAY 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

its fine i know who u are. im lying. im not. i have a hypothesis i wont say bc well thatd be awkward if i was wrong wouldnt it. STAY PERF! SENDING U ..NOT ANON LOVE...wtf is the opposite of anonymous. KNOWN! IDENTIFIED! jesus. i need to go back to sleep i think i slept for like 3 hours my body hates me or sometign....THANK YOU!!!! i will continue 2 look 4 happy things 2day. reacted under cut 2 save space :heart:

HELLO ALCHEMIST MC!!! the plain water imcirny?@%? that's real actually stay hydrated OMGG learning magic after meeting is saur smart... is she ending up w leander... WHAT IS MHIN DOING. stay so strong

HOUND MC AND KURAS that's so real. handling 2 mhins...u can do it bro... LOVES FEEDING HER 🙁 i cannot wait 2 hear abt how she lets her walls down i think the hound option is just soo good for that and kuras is an interesting choice 4 it.. + w mhin's own...defensiveness and such....yeah . stuff is going to happen here

WOWW. UNNAMED FACADE OF HAPPINESS...love the trope I LOOVEEE WHEN CHARAS DO THAT i giggle a little like omg AIS AND VERE. jesus. wow. oh wow. there is so much u can do there. oh that sounds like itll be so fun to develop

DO NAWTT APOLOGIZE i like 2 hear abt everyones ocs bc i dont make them LOL i am sure mhin would love u. i think they need the same amnt of support + self care reminders u give me like TAKE CARE OF URSELF...LET PEOPLE TAKE CARE OF U... i hope something so awesome happens for u today :heart:

[mimeen]

Hiii can i request of something fluff?? like you know that tiktok "but i want ice cream🥺" yeahh thatt something domestic where you pull him or waking him up at 3 am to get ice cream 👉🏻👈🏻 thanks & your boys of your choice love you!!

LATE NIGHT ICE CREAM

character ; Sano Manjiro[Mikey] , Ken Ryuguji[Draken] , Mitsuya Takashi , Hakkai Shiba , Baji Keisuke , Chifuyu Matsuno x reader

genre ; fluff

notes ; hi there , thank you for requesting~ , so should we set a day for our ice cream date on 3am~? anyways enjoy<3

𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐎 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐈𝐑𝐎

• You and Mikey were watching movie but guess what , he fell asleep on your laps after 30minutes the movie playing.

• The clock on your phone shows it's 3:30 a.m. and you feel like want to eat an ice cream

" Mikey I feel like I want to eat ice cream now"

• You wake Mikey up but he's continue back to sleep while hugging your waist

"pleaseee?"

"aight then go grab my keys"

" hehe I love you"

• Mikey drive both of you to the main town cause mostly the store already close

• You'll mad at him cause he's driving while close his eyes

• It's end up as a late night date

𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐑𝐘𝐔𝐆𝐔𝐉𝐈

• You hear someone’s opening the door and it’s Draken who just finished his gang meeting

• He remove his shoes and kiss your forehead after he sees you coming from the living room

“hm why you didn’t sleep yet? It’s already late you should sleep”

“im waiting for you and um can I ask you a favour?”

“what is it?”

“i want ice cream.”

“but the stores already close , next time kay'?

• You tucked yourself to the bed after that while Draken went to take a shower

• Draken seems like he doesn’t care about it but the next morning you wake up , all the ice cream flavour in your fridge

• He buys all the flavour incase you want more.

𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐘𝐀 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈

• You and Mitsuya just finished watching a horror movie together and it's already past the midnight

• Mitsuya went to check on his sisters incase they were awake because of the movie

" we should sleep to y/n it's already 3a.m."

"but i want to eat ice cream right now"

"uh Hakkai calling me maybe he need me right now i'll come back later"

"eh-"

• Mitsuya slam the front door while his sisters wake up because of the door.

• You tucked them back to sleep and three of you fall asleep together while Luna head on your thigh

• You wake up after hearing somone's open the door and it is Mitsuya who just coming back from Hakkai's house

• But actually he went to the store and buys some ice cream for you

"sorry y/n I just went off like that , I don't want to bring you with me cause I know you feel tired for taking care of my little sisters but here's an ice cream for you"

• Mitsuya kiss your forehead and both of you eat the ice cream silently so his sisters won't wake up , but don't worry Mitsuya also buys the ice cream for his sisters.

𝐇𝐀𝐊𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐁𝐀

• Hakkai and you playing video games together and he realize that it's already 3a.m.

"let's go to sleep y/n it's already late"

"but I want ice cream"

"sure.. but wait i'll lend you my jacket so you won't catch some cold"

• Hakkai grab his jacket and give it to you

• Both of you walked to the store together while holding each other's hands

• Once you already got the ice cream , you can see that Hakkai's face seems so happy. Maybe because he full fill your wish and that's why he seems so happy

"you're the best boyfriend in the world you know"

• Hakkai face flushed red

"th-thanks"

𝐁𝐀𝐉𝐈 𝐊𝐄𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐄

• You and Baji went out for skateboarding and it's already late so he decided to go back home

" let's go back to my house y/n it's already late"

" i want ice cream"

"seriously at this time? NO"

"okay then Keisuke let's go back home."

"I- you know what let's go buy it"

• Both of you went to the near store in that area and glad that they they have 24hours store and have ice cream there.

• After you and Baji got the ice cream , something caught his eyes off which is a car.

"should we?"

"why not?"

𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐘𝐔 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐎

• You and Chifuyu always went out to feed any stray cat you guys see whenever both of you feel bored

" should we get some ice cream Fuyu?"

"hm? sure if there's any stores that still open at this time"

• Both of you walked together to the store and feed any stray cat you see

• When you guys already got the ice cream you decided to eat it at the nearest playground there.

"should we go eat at the playground Fuyu?"

"hm? sure"

• Both of you have some fun but end up you need to share the ice cream with Chifuyu cause his ice cream fell off when you tried to push him on the swing

[averagekanadekinnie]

Hey hey again!! I was wondering if I could request a Kel x reader? Reader is someone who uses light-hearted teasing to show affection, but gets flustered when receiving affection! They're also a bit shy in general, but are known to be sweet! Maybe Kel and reader are classmates, or is a friend of one of Kel's friends and thats how they get to know each other? I'll leave it to you to decide on the other details!! <3

(OMORI) KEL x READER

Type: Pure Fluff

Warnings: Nah, just kel being kel <3

Proofread: You already know by now.

Notes: HELL YEAHH!!! a kel request <:)) and it’s fluff too! thanks for requesting again!!

You met KEL in one of the.. most unique ways possible!

You were just in class, minding your own business when you were suddenly hit with a crumpled ball of paper.

You secretly looked around, until you spotted a guy that was sort of far from your seat, looking guilty as hell.

When you slowly open the paper ball, he starts chuckling awkwardly.

It was.. wow, something.

"Ball is life!!" With a badly drawn basketball team with basketballs and a badly drawn hoop.

You both were exchanging awkward glances and very uncomfortable awkward inaudible laughs??

Like wow… ball is life???? …yeah??

After class as soon as you speed walked to you next class, the boy catches up to you so he can apologize.

"Hey wait! Hellloooo!! Excuse me!! Wait for a sec!! An annoying voice calls out to you, so you stop in your tracks and turn around to look at the boy from class.

"Oh.. you." You let out an awkward chuckle, before he looks down on you (unless you’re taller than him, who knows I’m pretty sure his height is never confirmed or something.) with an awkward smile, his face flushed from slight embarrassment.

"Haha yeah, um.. anyways I’m REALLY sorry about that paper ball being thrown at you n stuff, it was for my friends behind your seat! It’s, hehe, sort of an inside joke."

"It’s fine, that makes sense since you look like you play basketball."

"Haha yeah I do! Hey, I’m gonna go practice some basketball with the friends I mentioned after school at the local park. If you’re not busy then… maaaaaybe you can watch me practice?"

You nudge his shoulders with your elbow, having a smug face. "Is this your attempt on asking me out? You suck at this, haha."

"Wh!- Hahah, I’m not asking you out! Think of it like an apology or something! I just met you anyways!" He smacks your arm very gently, already comfortable around you.

"Pffft— I’ll see if I’m not busy, so.. catch ya later maybe, dork." You both waved to each other before walking to your next class.

When school ends and you finished any homework fast, you’re not busy anymore!

You tell your parental guardian(s) that you’re going to the park as you leave your house.

Once you get at the park, you already see him playing with his friends at the basketball court.

You look around to sit, ignoring the weird recycle cult standing somewhere.

You just sit on the grass near the court and just.. watched until KEL noticed you and walked over with his dorky smile.

"Oh hey! You actually came, that’s a relief! I forgot to mention this when we properly met in stuff, but the names KEL!"

"Well duh, course I wouldn’t leave you hanging like that. And uh, nice to meet you KEL, I’m Y/N. How do you even forget to introduce yourself?" You chuckled.

"Hey! I was too busy trying to apologize so I forgot! Besides, I should say the same about you."

"Fair enough." You shrug in defeat.

So you just.. watched him practice, sometimes he would try to make a shot for you. Something like, "This one’s for Y/N!" Sometimes he’ll fail, but mostly he’ll make the shot!

When it was time to go home, KEL gave you his address for whenever you wanna hang out with him again.

And with that, you both parted ways.

Every time you hung out, you will literally lightly tease KEL whenever the chance is given.

KEL would do the same, but it makes you flustered when he does, how cute.

He really likes how sweet you actually are in general besides the teasing!

KEL started liking you romantically 4 months into the friendship.

One day, the guy FINALLY confesses! It’ll take him an extra month to do so.

"Jeez, you’re such a dork, KEL. Hehe.." You say as you elbow his shoulder gently, before hearing snickering from him as he looked over at you, with his signature dorky yet sweet smile. You were currently at his house on his bed, just hanging out as usual.

"Yeah, but I’m your dork."

You stare at him with a dumbfounded face before covering said face, lightly punching his chest while blushing. "I haaaateee youuu."

He did the, "-v-" smile sprite. "And I love-ah-love-ah-loveeee youuu!" (To imagine it better, say the love part fast.)

I look up at him, while he stared back smiling, sweating a bit.

"Wait— was that like.. a confession?"

"..Would you hate me if it was?"

You let out a laugh, before smacking his shoulder with your backhand gently. "Haha, well that’s one way to confess!" He laughed as well.

It was comfortably silent for a bit. During that, you were struggling internally if you should put your hand on KEL’s, telling him that you like him too before it gets more awkward.

Hesitantly, you put your hand on top of his, squeezing his gently. He looks at you surprised while you looked at him with a surprisingly gentle smile.

"Yeah, I like you too. I don’t mind you being my boyfriend and all."

Suddenly, KEL grabbed your hand and stood up quick, cheering.

"WOOOOHOOOOOOO! Y/N’s MY PARTNER NOW!"

Cue SALLY crying and KEL’s MOM telling him to be quiet from the other room.

"Hehe.. whoops."

[senseisyfr]

A Fighter Never Shows Feelings 2

Last part. 

A few hours later in Shibuya’s apartment……………………

Shibuya just woke up after a nap.

Shibuya : Gosh… what time is it..?? Aaaah soon it’ll be time to eat… Choukokuuu… Choukoku ???!!! DON’T TELL ME THAT SHE HASN’T COME BACK YET ????!!!! IS SHE SERIOUS OR WHAT !!!!!!! Wait… wait a bit you idiot… (calling Choukoku, leaving a message) CHOUKOKU !!!!!! ONCE AGAIN YOU’RE NOT HERE, YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU’D BE HOME BUT I’M ALONE !!!!! WHERE’S THE FUCKIN FOOD, GIRL I DON’T KNOW HOW TO COOK SO HURRY !!!!! THANK YOU !!!!!!!!

While Shibuya looked at the window watching people in the streets, Choukoku was at Nezumi’s house.

Choukoku : Can’t you punch like that ??

Nezumi : Hey, I’m not a martial artist girl ! I tried my best okay !!

Choukoku : Hahaha ! But you’re a yankii, if you punch like a barbie girl it’ll become a problem if business guys start to beat you up.

Nezumi : (laughing) I have lawyers. Well, to be honest it’s been a long time that I haven’t practiced…

Choukoku : Yeah I can tell ! But how is it ?!

Nezumi : (removing Choukoku’s gloves) Well, I’m better at kicking.

Choukoku : Haha, come on ! Seriously you should practice at least every 4 days it’ll help you.

Nezumi : Hm. Not sure that I’ll have time with Center and everything.

Choukoku : How’s she doing ?

Nezumi : Oh you know her, always busy with her fishes.

Choukoku : Fishes ? Ah, Aquarium you mean !

Nezumi : Yep. (Looking at Choukoku’s phone on the table) Your phone…

Choukoku : Ah, it must be Shibuya. SHIT I PROMISED HER THAT I’LL BE BACK ! SHE’S GONNA KILL ME !

Nezumi : Hahaha ! Well, tell her that you’re at my house. She can come if she wants…

Choukoku : Actually I should have bought some food cause we don’t have anything left in the fridge..

Nezumi : Well, another reason for her to come here !

Choukoku : (listening the message left by Shibuya on her voicemail) Give up, she left to eat something in a fast food…

Nezumi : Ok. Ah, sorry, mine is ringing ! (Picking up) Yes baby. Yes. Yes. No I’m with Choukoku. Yeah ok. Hm. Hm. Hm. Don’t worry a car crushed me but I’m alive, noooo just kiddin haha ! That was a joke ! (Choukoku raising an eyebrow) Ok, I’ll tell her.

Choukoku : Why you said that a car crushed you ??!! You’re not right in the head !!

Nezumi : I like to make her worrying sometimes, it excites me…

Choukoku : Eh ??!!

Nezumi : When you spice things up a little it’s always cool.

Choukoku : We don’t make jokes with things like that, come on !! Jesus… both of you are really space you know.

Nezumi : Hehe. (2nd phone ringing, then 3rd until the 10th !)

Choukoku : (shocked) Girl just how many phones you got ????

Nezumi : Oh, it’s nothing. Normally I used to have 20 of them before but since I’m with Center I had to reduce the numbers… Probably all my exes who are calling me so…

Choukoku : EH ???!!!

Nezumi : (smiling) Just kiddin, it’s just professional calls… but they can go fuck themselves, I’m tired.

Choukoku : How are things going by the way ?

Nezumi : Oh, you know how it works in the world of drugs…

Choukoku : Hm. Financial crisis doesn’t exist there…

Nezumi : Yep. Ah, you want some champagne ?

Choukoku : Seriously, girl what’s your thing with champagne ?! Everytime you always ask people to drink champagne !

Nezumi : Because life is a celebration, dear… (taking a bottle of champagne) You know, I’m not drinking it all the time it’s just that I use it with Center. Like a long time ago with Sakura, Center and me I think 3 or 5 bottles were used.

Choukoku : (lost) Eh ??!! With Sakura ??

Nezumi : Long story. Anyway… here, drink.

Choukoku : Thanks. (Drinking) *Yawn*

Nezumi : You’re already tired ?? You’re training too much !

Choukoku : Sorry…

Nezumi : You can rest on the couch if you want ! Don’t ask for something like this…

Choukoku : Thank you… (going to the couch) Damn I’m exhausted…

Nezumi : (joining her) I have an energy drink if you want.

Choukoku : No no, I won’t be able to sleep after !

Nezumi : Tell me… what do you like so much in Shibuya’s personality ?

Choukoku : She’s mature… she experienced a lot of things in life… she’s kind… Well, it’s complicated there’s a lot of reasons… she’s sexy too.

Nezumi : Hm. Well, kind of same with Center we all have our reasons.

Choukoku : Yeah… Sorry I’m gonna go… I’m really tired.

Nezumi : It’d be better if you stay just a little bit… (taking Choukoku’s arm and pulling her closer)

Choukoku : Nezumi..??!!

Nezumi : Shh…. I want you to stay just a little longer…. (touching Choukoku’s right thigh, this one feeling very uncomfortable)

Choukoku : No..!! I have to go, you’re drunk..!

Nezumi : I’m used to champagne… so I can’t be drunk. But… tell me… I can feel that you’re crying out of love inside…. (kissing Choukoku’s neck)

Choukoku : (more and more uncomfortable) Ah… aah..!!

Nezumi : Mmm…. Shibuya is not giving you the love that you deserves…. How long…. How long….?

Choukoku : (tears starting to come) I’m sorry, I can’t do that..!!!

Nezumi : Looks like I got a point…. When you haven’t been touched since a long time, you know…. (bitting Choukoku’s ear) Every touch makes you vulnerable and nervous…. just like you are right now….

Choukoku : Aah..!! GGG..!!! S..Stop !!

Nezumi : You’re trying to resist outside…. but inside you’re desperate…. You’re waiting for someone to unleash the dog that you are, barking for love…. (kissing Choukoku’s chick) But… even if you are with someone and that you don’t want to betray her because she’s not giving you what you need to have…. you can’t resist to what you feel…. (taking Choukoku’s hand, suckin the middle finger) cause needs are uncontrolable…. and are to be feed…. (starting to remove Choukoku’s sweat) though you’re already in love with another one…. It’s hard to resist to needs….

Choukoku : N..Nezumi..!! I can’t..!!!

Nezumi : As I said…. You’re torn between reason and feelings…. but it’s okay, Choukoku…. sometimes it’s ok to be helped…. I just want to help you, only for today…. it’s just service…. come on…. (kissing her lips) just let yourself go….

Choukoku : (breathing heavily) Aahhh…! I… can’t… Please !! (Kissing wildly Nezumi back)

Both of the girls were quickly naked and Choukoku was actually the one who was leading, Nezumi preferring to let her do it.

Nezumi : (eyes closed) Yeaahhh…. here, babyy…! Just right here…. Aahhh…. (kissing) Oohhh yeahh that’s iit…. that’s goood..!!

Choukoku : I want…. you….! I’m…. (kissing Nezumi’s belly before kissing her tits) You’re so…. gorgeous…. Aahhh…. Nezumii….

Nezumi : You’re ready…. it’s a bit early…. I guess you haven’t gotten laid since 2 months…. or more…. mmm…. (kissing, putting 2 fingers inside Choukoku)

Choukoku : Not noow….!! I… I… want… to last… a… aaaahhhhh ooooohhhhhh !!! Yeess aaahhhh !!!! Fasteerrrr….!! AAAAAHHHHHH..!!!!! OOHHH YES..!!! SO GOOD..!!!

Shibuya was calling Choukoku again while Choukoku was slowly losing control. Nezumi noticed Choukoku’s phone and smirked, touching the screen.

Shibuya was now hearing them. Nezumi asking Choukoku to go deeper, even made her said that Nezumi was better than Shibuya.

Shibuya couldn’t believe it. She hung up, shocked.

Shibuya : (about to cry) No way..!! Choukoku… how could you… (getting seriously mad) HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO MEE ????????????!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU FUCKIN DIRTY LITTLE BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WITH THIS… THIS RAT !!!!!!!! GGGG..!!!!!!!

A few moments later, Nezumi and Choukoku were done. Choukoku kissed Nezumi’s lips, it was like she was born again, re-experiencing these feelings that she had lost more than 2 months ago before. Nezumi bit Choukoku’s tongue.

Nezumi : So…. how was it to feel loved again…?

Choukoku : (smiling) Thank you…. (kissing)

Nezumi : You’re welcome…. It’s always a pleasure to help a friend…. you got a lot of energy for a sportive girl like you it’s not surprising….

Choukoku : Yeah…. Thank you for everything…. I’m gonna go now…. Shibuya must be waiting… (checking her phone) Wait..!!!

Nezumi : (acting all innocent) What’s wrong ??

Choukoku : She… She… She heard us on the phone !!! How is that possible I didn’t pick up..!!!! She said she’s going to..no !!!!! (Suddenly rushed outside Nezumi’s house)

Nezumi : CHOUKOKU ????!!!! HEY WAIT !!!!! (Laughing, clapping) Hehehehee !! Haaahahahaha !!!! That’s how it is baby. When you want to reach for your dreams and wish to be successful, there’s one rule to apply : Never trust your own friends ! Never tell them that you’re facing problems, never accept to be helped, cause in misfortune, friends can take advantage of you. In misery, you’re all alone. Never forget that. You have to sort yourself out, hahaha !! Now… let’s see what this asshole is gonna do. CHOUKOKUUU, WAIT FOR MEEE !!!!!

Few minutes later, Choukoku was almost at Shibuya’s apartment but she stopped when she saw her at the edge.

Some people noticed Shibuya but seemed not to care about the situation or didn’t want to be involved, every man for himself and God for all.

Choukoku : SHIBUYA !!!

Shibuya : YOU…!!! FUCKIN SLUT !!!!!!!!!!! STAY AWAY FROM ME !!!!!!!! DON’T APPROACH !!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : (arrived) Shibuya !! Wow, hey girl how you doing ?

Shibuya : YOU FUCKIN RAT !!!!!!!!!!! I’M SURE YOU’RE BEHIND ALL OF THIS !!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : Jeeez, what have I done again ?!

Shibuya : YOU PLANNED ALL THIS !!!!!!!!

Choukoku : Baby, come on it’s nonsense, please get down off that roof !!

Shibuya : YOU !!!!!!!! SHUT UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE THE WORST BITCH THAT I EVER MET IN THIS FUCKIN LIFE !!!!!!!!! HOW COULD YOU CHEAT ON ME LIKE THAT ?????!!!!! I TRUSTED YOU BUT YOU JUST LIED TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW NOW WHERE YOU’RE SPENDING YOUR TRAINING !!!!!!!!! YOU MOTHERFUCKER !!!!!!!!!!!

Choukoku : (desperate, nearly crying) Baby, I’m so sorryy..!!! I’m so sorry please forgive me, please forgive me !!!!! I..I know I made a big mistake..!!! It was for money, just today…!! Nezumi wants to help me, opening my own training centre..!!! She’s ready to give me money, with that money we could have a better life you and me !!!!

Shibuya : (clapping) WOAH !! AND LET ME GUESS, IN ORDER TO HELP YOU SHE HAS TO FUCK YOU TOO ???!!! WHAT A BEAUTIFUL SUMMARYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!

Choukoku : This is not her fault..!!!! It’s entirely mine, I shouldn’t have kissed her !!!! I..I was just trying to…

Shibuya : TRYING TO WHAT, HUH ????!!!! TO HURT MY FEELINGS, THAT’S WHAT YOU WANNA SAY ?????!!!!! YOU AND ME WERE TOGETHER !!!!!!!!! TOGETHER, YOU UNDERSTAND THAT GODDAMMIT ????!!!!

Choukoku : I.. Since a few months… you and me don’t have any sexual relationship..!!!! Nothing !!!! It’s hard, you can understand it !!!! Everytime when I get home, you’re always mad at me, whatever the situation is !!!! Actually I.. Actually I…!!! I can’t stand it anymore, you understand ???!!! I’m tired !!!!! I’m..(crying) I’m lost, because I love you !!!!! I don’t want to lose you !!!!!!!

Shibuya : SHUT UP, FUCKER !!!!!!!!!! YOU WENT TO BANG THIS CUNT IN HER HOUSE AT YOUR OWN CONSENT !!!!!!! DON’T YOU THINK I DIDN’T HEAR THE BOTH OF YOU ????!!!! YOU SEEMED TO REALLY ENJOY YOUR TIME WITH THIS BITCH !!!!!!! YOU… YOU EVEN SAID THAT HAVING SEX WITH HER WAS BETTER, THAT SHE WAS EVEN BETTER THAN ME !!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : Of course, number one in Japan, Nezumi-san.

Shibuya : YOU, SHUT YOUR FUCKIN DIRTY MOUTH FUCKIN RAT !!!!!!!!! YOU GOT CENTER, DON’T YOU HAVE SHAME ?????!!!!! STEALING OTHER PEOPLE PROPERTY !!!!!!!!!!! YOU CUNT !!!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : Shibuya, please. All of this is just a misunderstanding…  I just wanted to help Choukoku as a friend after hearing her story with you, cause in your everyday life, it’s quite depressing.

Shibuya : OUR PROBLEMS ARE NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : When a friend needs help, you help. If you can’t give what she needs, what she wants, of course she’s gonna see somewhere else. That’s the basics of love. And honestly, people are not going to wait centuries that their partner is finally ready to eat the peach. But here again, she loves you, and this service was exceptional. You’re so careless girl, if you don’t attach your dog other people can take him.

Shibuya : YOU’RE JUST A FUCKIN WHOOOORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (ready to jump) I HAVE ENOUGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Choukoku : BABY NO, DON’T DO THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE, YOU KNOW IT !!!!!!!!!! I’M READY TO HELP YOU, I’M..!!!!

Shibuya : (taking a small bottle of whiskey, starts to drink) YOU CAN’T HELP ME ANYMORE AND I DON’T WANT TO HEAR YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Choukoku : Please, stop it !!!!!!! I don’t want to lose you !!!!!!!

Shibuya : (throwing the bottle at Choukoku who avoided it) SHUT UP I SAID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BETRAYED ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (taking some of Choukoku’s stuff and throwing it, burning it) RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Choukoku : STOP IIIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Shibuya : (taking the washing machine and other apartment’s equipment, kicking it, throwing at Choukoku and Nezumi) I WANT YOU TO DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M MAD, I’M MAAAAAAAAAAAAAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : (who like Choukoku, narrowly avoided all the stuff) Hey girl, if you wanna die, die alone don’t involve us !! 

Shibuya : CHOUKOKU… I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU…!!!! (taking some pills and drugs, shaking) BUT… IT WAS A LIIIIIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS YOUR FAULT, NOW YOU’LL HAVE A DEATH ON YOUR CONSCIENCE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Choukoku : NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STOP, SHIBUYA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : Well, I don’t remember that Shakespeare told Juliet to commit suicide because Romeo cheated on her… Wait, ah no these two were a perfect couple. Hm, if you’re trying to imitate Macbeth, girl you’ll become number one, you’ll be as famous as AKB48.

Shibuya : SHUT UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : Ah, jump then. 

Choukoku : NEZUMI !!!!!!

Nezumi : You wanna jump, okay that’s your choice, stop doing your cinema, jump ! If you think that by killing yourself everything will be solved and that you’ll have a better life in the afterlife then go ahead girl ! Don’t fuckin bother us ! 

Shibuya : I… I WANT…!!!

Nezumi : Making other people suffering, wasting your own life like that, tss pathetic. What a poor loser ! Never seen someone so fuckin stupid, weak and everything else… 

Choukoku : NEZUMI, SHUT UP !!!!! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING ????!!!!

Nezumi : Actually you know what, Shibuya ? You make me laugh, hear that HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA !! Yeah, I’m laughing at your face cause you’re the biggest idiot on this planet !

Shibuya : DON’T INSULT ME YOU FUCKIN RAT !!!!!!!! I’M GONNA KILL YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : People are so funny nowadays, aren’t they ?? At the first sign of a difficulty they kill themselves, thank God everyone is not like you cause nobody would exist in this world anymore ! Instead of fighting, losers prefer to act like weaklings… IT’S OKAY TO BE DOWN IN YOUR LIFE, EVERYBODY HAVE PROBLEMS, IT’S A COMMON THING, BUT NO IT’S NOT OKAY TO KILL YOURSELF JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE PROBLEMS !!!!!! ACTING SELFISHLY LIKE YOU’RE DOING PROVES THAT YOU’RE NOT A YANKII !!!!!! YANKIIS DON’T KILL THEMSELVES LIKE THAT, THEY FIGHT EVERYDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU’RE NOT STRONG, YOU’RE WEAK !!!!!!!

Shibuya : SHUT UUUUUUUUUUUUUP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi :  AND AFTER A GIRL LIKE YOU CALLS HERSELF STRONG ?????!!!!! COME OON, DON’T FUCKIN MAKE ME LAUGH !!!!! BUT GIRL, ONCE IN HEAVEN YOU WON’T COME BACK HERE, YOU KNOW THAT ????!!!! WHAT DO YOU PREFER, HUH ???!!! PROVING TO PEOPLE WHO ARE LAUGHING AT YOUR FACE THAT YOU CAN DO IT, WHATEVER THE DIFFICULTIES YOU’RE GOING THROUGH OR YOU PREFER TO ACT LIKE A COWARD AND BEING ANOTHER ANONYMOUS BITCH WHO WENT CRAZY AND BECAUSE SHE’S HAS DIFFICULTIES SHE WANTS TO GIVE UP BY KILLING HERSELF SHAMELESSLY ?????!!!!! YOU’RE NOT A TRUE RAPPAPPA, YOU’RE JUST A TRASH, A CRYBABY !!!!!! 

Choukoku looked at Nezumi, shocked, but like everyone can understand, she knew what Nezumi was trying to do, what message she was sending. Choukoku looked at Shibuya, worried. The Rappappa Queen reacted to Nezumi’s words and started to cry.

Shibuya : Noo..!!!! No…

Nezumi : (talking to Choukoku) If you wanna play Superwoman, girl, this is now ! We won’t hold out forever…

Choukoku immediately climbed the building. Shibuya was on the 13th floor.

Shibuya : Choukoku..????!!!!

Nezumi : Girl I didn’t tell you to be Spiderman !!!! You’re crazy or what, you’re gonna kill yourself !!! Don’t you think that there’s not enough drama as it is ???!!! Damn, take the stairs !!!! 

Shibuya : CHOUKOKU STOP, YOU’LL FALL !!!!!!

Choukoku : I DON’T CARE IF IT’S TO SAVE YOU !!!! YOU’RE WORTH IT..!!!!

Shibuya : Choukoku…

Nezumi : Okayy soo… is it going to be a tragedy or comedy… I think I should call 119 cause 2 deaths on my conscience will be too much for me, I don’t want to go to jail. Won’t be good for my business… 

Choukoku : I love you Shibuya, and we’re together in this, I’ll never let you down, never !!!!

Shibuya : Choukoku..!!! I love you too !!! Be careful !!! I..AAAAAH !!!!!!!!! (Shibuya was falling)

Choukoku : SHIBUYAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nezumi : JESUS, MARY AND JOSEPH, HOLY FUCKIN SHIT !!! NOT NOW !! Where are my headphones… hm ah !! (listening to music, catholic one that prayers sing in churches) *HAAALLELUJAH ! HALLELUJAH ! HALLELUJAH !* Whoah, she looks like the Angel Gabriel !! Strech your arms out a little ! (now quietly praying, eyes closed, while listening to the song) Please fuckin God save this poor bitch, I know she’s not a pure one but man, you know everyone’s not perfect. (Choukoku was falling too) Please, save both of them or I’ll be sent in jail !! Move your ass Goddamnit !!! AMEN !!!!

Choukoku and Shibuya fell in a big swimming pool placed by firemen. Both of them were alive.

Choukoku : Shibuya..!! (kissing her) 

Shibuya : Choukokuu… (kissing her back)

Nezumi : Holy hell. Aah thanks God ! Happy ending… 

Choukoku and Shibuya kept kissing but firemen and some witnesses were angry, saying that it wasn’t the right place to make love.

Nezumi : Well… it’s true that they can take a room but you people, have no idea of everything we’ve been through tonight ! So you better shut up and get the fuck out of here, useless citizens !! (talking to firemen, telling them to leave the 2 girls alone, giving to the men money)

Shibuya : I love you….  I’m sorry for everything…. (kiss) Tell me…. how long you’re gonna last now….

Choukoku : (smiling, kissing) Dunno…. tell me…. I love you too…. I’ll impress you….

End of the story. I wanted to have one focused on Choukoku and Shibuya, facing once again difficulties, serious problems in life. I hope you liked it guys. Thank you for reading !

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Temporary Affairs II

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Chapter o9.  His True Love

  With your head buried in Jongin’s chest, you sniffed his scent that always had the ability to calm you through your most trying times.  If anyone asked you to describe the scent, you’d simply describe it as the fragrance of the most perfect man in this entire world – unique and special, limited edition, just for you. 

  Yoona tumbled in your tummy – really, her way of saying, “Good Morning, Omma!”

  “Good Morning too, Sweetpea,” you chimed.

  The male sleeping next to you stirred so you quieted down to not disrupt his sleep. 

  The baby continued to create different shapes and formations inside your stomach.  You watched parts of your belly raise then fall.  Taking your hand, you followed the pattern, guessing where she’d kick next by lightly tapping on different areas as if playing whack-a-mole.  When the theatrical movements ended, you sighed contently.

  “Yoona, thank you so much for staying,” you’d been vocally saying on a daily basis to remind yourself of your blessing. 

  A light peck landed on cheeks.  You turned to your side to see that Jongin had already woken up.  He gazed at you with those dark dreamy eyes again.  Internally melts.  Even the baby is melting, I swear Oppa.  So staph.  Staph.  But he continued and you don’t turn away, already captured way too deep to escape. 

  “I love you,” he said and you winced.  I know…I know you do.   

  But you don’t say a word.

  Suddenly an agonizing ache radiated from your lower back to your stomach.  You groaned, clutching your abdomen in panic. 

  “Jagiya??  What’s wrong?!” Jongin anxiously questioned, sitting upright.   

  “Oppa…Oppa…it hurts,” you bit your lip and clawed his arm. 

  “I’ll go get the doctor,” he said, jumping off the bed. 

  “Noo, can…can you help me to the bathroom?” you asked shyly. 

  He blinked, confused then mouthed a “oh”.  Supporting your back, Jongin slowly walked you over to a small cubicle in your hospital room, IV drip and all.  As he waited outside the bathroom, you massaged your cramping legs and throbbing back.  You mentally laughed at the thirteen-year-old you who thought having her period was the most painful thing in the world.  Well, she sure didn’t know the feeling of having a six-pound baby sleeping on her bladder and her bladder shifting to another region of her body, in turn causing all your intestines to reorganize like some tetris game.  What did that mean?  That meant constipation.  YES, CONSTIPATION.  You groaned willing for your body to release the toxic parts of you. 

  “Jagiya, are you okay?” your husband asked for the fifth time, getting impatient. 

  You looked at your watch and realized twenty minutes had passed.

  “I’m…fine,” you answered, weakly. 

  “…Jagiya, can you let me in?” he asked.

  No…nnoo…why would you want to come in?  No, of course I won’t let the love of my life smell the odor of my waste…

  “I’m really fine,” you tried to convince, but you ended up groaning again when you strained.

  “Please?” Jongin pleaded, trying to turn the doorknob but you kept it locked. 

  “Oppa, I’m fine,” you repeated.

  “I’m going to break the door,” he said sternly and you could almost imagine him backing up to gather momentum to slam into the door. 

  “NOOOOOOO!” you shouted then twisted the lock, “It’s open!” 

  Immediately, your husband opened the door and walked in.  You hung your head, expecting him to either complain about the smell or laugh at your pain, but instead he squatted down in front of you and stroked your hair. 

  “Can you let me stay with you until you’re done?” he questioned.  Omg, why are you so dumb you handsome man?  Can you not smell the scent of rotten eggs and onion? 

  You opened your mouth to answer but a loud splitting wet fart echoed in the cubicle.  Omg.  Out of humiliation, you buried your face in your legs. 

  “Aww,” Jongin hummed, and stood up, bringing your head against his stomach. 

  Squirming you begged, “Oppa, can you go out?” 

  “Why?”

  “Because this is embarrassing!” you confessed.

  “What is?” he questioned, chuckling at your shyness. 

  You parted your lips to answer but another unappealing noise sounded.  Flushing bright red, you hid your face in his abdomen.  He curled his arms around your head and you looped yours around his hip.    

  “What’s so embarrassing about pooping?  We all do it. Just let me stay with you so I’m not driving myself insane with worry,” he soothed. 

  Pouting, you reasoned, “But it smells so bad in here”.        

  “Smells like rainbows and cherry blossoms to me,” he joked, sniffing in the scent to demonstrate.  Omg, you Pabo.  I love you so much. 

  You whimpered and slapped his arm playfully. 

  “I love you, Jagiya,” he said. 

  “I know, you Pabo,” you responded and he bent over to peck your pouting lips.  Omg, I swear I’m going to die in the hands of Kim Jongin. 

  “I love you,” he repeated, standing up again to massage your back.  I know, Pabo.  You just told me that ten seconds ago. 

  “Why do you love me?” you asked, more to deter his attention away from another incoming windy noise than actually waiting for an answer. 

  “Because my wife is so lovable,” he started.

  You cut him off, “No, I’m not.  I’m so childish and crude.  I swear a lot and I have a child’s diet.  I’m picky and I annoy you all the time”.

  “But you’re passionate and hardworking, honest and bubbly, always puts other’s before yourself…�� he countered. 

  You rolled your eyes and cut him off again, “You’re exaggerating”.

  “I’m not!” he sounded offended.

  “Am I really that good?” you asked.

  “I’m not even done listing.  Jagiya, stop cutting me off,” he laughed then continued, “You can be so cute, yet sexy, yet elegant all at the same time.  Your eyes are the biggest, most beautiful things I’ve ever seen in my life,” he lifted your chin so he could gaze into them, “they’re so innocent like a baby’s but curl outwards like sexy cat eyes”.

  You looked at him skeptically. 

  “And best of all, when you smile, they twinkle like stars and curve into arches,” he detailed.

  “So you fell in love with my eyes?” you jokingly questioned, wrapping your arms tighter around his hip. 

  “I’m not done yet.  There was this defining moment when we dated that I knew I was falling in love,” he started again.

  You raised your brow at him.  

  “Remember when you got super sick that one time?” he questioned, his eyes smiling down at you. 

  “…Uh…no?” you admitted and he pouted like a lost puppy so you tried your hardest to dig through your memory, “…you mean the first time you let me use your jacket?”  But that was so long ago…that’s impossible that he liked me that early on…

  His face instantly lit up and he nodded happily that you remembered, “I was so upset…no disappointed?...no more like confused why this girl kept pretending like she wasn’t sick.  All the other girls I dated always whined and complained for me to baby them.  Pftt…one even pretended to be sick to force me to ditch an important basketball tournament.  But anyway, the fact that this silly girl hid her own suffering so that others wouldn’t worry was just so beautiful to me…”

  The whole time as he was talking, you were gazing at his expression…the gentle curl on the corners of his lips…the batting of his lashes when he described your eyes…the twitch of his brow when he talked about the time you were ill…

  And every time you cut him off thinking he was done, he always still had something to add.  It made you wonder how all these qualities you thought were flaws…to this Pabo were strengths. 

  By the time he got to describing the little cute noises you made right before you fell asleep, you had actually been done doing your business for almost twenty minutes but you just let him continue rambling on and on because he looked absolutely delighted and cheerful.  I love you so much, Kim Jongin. 

  A knock on the door disrupted you two from your little world. 

  “________, are you in there?” Minah’s voice asked. 

  “Y-yeahh!” you replied, a bit flustered at the situation. 

  Jongin pouted that his little story of why he loved you got interrupted.

  “You can tell me tonight?” you whispered to comfort the tall, dark, and handsome man.  He nodded so you cleaned up and walked out with him to greet your intruder. 

  Upon seeing you, Minah immediately broke down into tears, apologizing over and over again about the tiny, ridiculous argument you guys had that almost cost you and your child’s life.  And even though you were expecting for her to comfort you, you ended up comforting her instead so she’d stop feeling so guilty. 

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  A few days later, when you were healthy enough to get out of bed, Jongin and you took a stroll around the hospital to loosen up your leg muscles since you’d been lying in bed for so many days.  In your hospital gown and slippers, you waddled down the hall with your husband sturdily supporting your back.  When you passed the nursery, your lips parted in awe. 

  “Oppa!  Look at the babies!” you gasped. 

  Your fingers unraveled and grazed against the window that separated you and the little creatures.  Most of them were asleep but a few were awake, kicking their feet and wiggling their baby grape toes.    

  “They’re so cute!!” you continued to cheer. 

  Beside you, with an arm over your shoulder, Jongin peered into the nursery as well.

  “Hehe,” you giggled when one of the babies responded to your tapping with one of his own. 

  Jongin kissed you on the cheek and stayed still for a little longer than usual.  I’m going to melt. 

  Ecstatic and re-energized from your stroll, your hubby and you began walking back to your room so you could rest your throbbing back.  Jongin stroked your hand with his thumb. 

  As you rubbed your gigantic stomach, you stated, “I can’t believe we still have over three months to go.  I feel like I’m a whale already”.

  “A whale?  Maybe a panda, but not a whale,” Jongin joked. 

  “What does—” you started but something took you by surprise.

  A nurse lost control of her cart and it was sent zooming across the hall toward you.  You just stood there stunned out of your mind, internally screaming for your legs to move but they were rooted onto the tiled floors.  Sensing the dangerous situation, Jongin quickly pulled you over before the cart crashed just centimeters from where you had been standing.  You covered your mouth, wheezing from shock. 

  “Jagiya, are you okay?” Jongin asked but you’re so rattled by the sudden event, you were speechless.

  “Don’t scare me!” your husband said desperately.        

  You looked at him but you couldn’t muster any energy to talk at all.  Instead, your legs grew weak and they caved in.  Jongin instantly sensed your fall, allowing you to rest your entire weight against him.  In his chest, tears started flowing from your eyes. 

  “Jagiya, are you hurt?  Does it hurt anywhere?” he asked fearfully, holding onto you so tightly you thought you were suffocating.

  As you continued to panic and lose yourself in your sobs, your temples began to hurt and the room started to ripple. 

  “Ma’am!  I’m so, so sorry.  Are you okay?!” the nurse spoke but when it got to your eardrums, it sounded like loud thunderous bangs. 

  “Oppa…” you managed to murmur before you fainted into his arms. 

      Two days later, that almost catastrophic event was still bothering you.  Thankfully, Jongin was beside you and you had fainted from your emotions running too high and not because of any physical injury, but it was like a reality check.  What if Oppa wasn’t there?  You held your palm on your stomach protectively.  Yoona had given you a second chance already, you weren’t sure if she would be willing to give you another one.  But you had made a promise to do everything in your power to keep her safe…even if it meant keeping her away from you. 

  Beside you, Jongin held your hand and meticulously helped you cut your long nails.  Silently, you observed him as he cut millimeter by millimeter, making sure not to hurt you.  When he was done snipping, he took a pink filer to smooth out the edges before blowing the dust away.  He motioned you for your other hand and you obediently gave it to him. 

  “Let’s get a divorce,” you surprised yourself by saying. 

  Jongin paused what he was doing and looked up at you. 

  He chuckled and pinched you on the nose, “Stop joking around.  You scared me to death”.

  “I mean it,” you said firmly.  Omg, _______ah, what the heck are you saying.  What’s wrong with you?  Are you ill?  Are you being possessed?  What in the world are you doing??!?!?

  “No,” Jongin said firmly, then resumed giving you a manicure. 

  You harshly pulled your hand from him to catch his attention. 

  “Oppa…let’s get a divorce,” you almost begged.

  “WHY?  I DON’T UNDERSTAND!” Jongin was furious, his nose flaring and lips trembling. 

  “I…”

  “Did Lee Sohee say something to you again!?  I’ll go yell at her!” he shouted.

  “No…no…Oppa…I’m scared,” you said tearfully.

  “Of what?” he asked in a much softer tone. 

  “I’m not fit to be a mother.  Yoona is not safe with me.  I’ll give birth to her and you can keep her and marry another woman,” you said.  Omg, _______ah, what the hell.  Are you out of your mind?  You shook your subconscious away.

  “That’s ridiculous!” Jongin yelled, angry that you even had the guts to say something like that. 

  “No it isn’t!  Oppa, you saw.  I almost killed Yoona twice within one week!” you defended.

  “Jagiya, those are accidents!  It’s not your fault!” he reasoned. 

  Ignoring his rationale, you said, “But I’m scared I’ll hurt Yoona.  I’m so childish and clumsy.  I can’t even take care myself, how am I going to take care of a baby?” 

  “Shhh…it’s fine,” he tried to hush. 

  “No it isn’t, I’m not fit to be a mother,” you continued to argue.

  “Do you not want to be one?” he asked seriously. 

  What?  What do you mean?  You looked at him confused.

  “W-what –”

  “Then we don’t need to have children,” he concluded. 

  You stared at him in complete confusion and utter fear.  Did…he just suggest to get…rid…of…the…baby?

  “We don’t need to have children, if you don’t want them,” he repeated.

  You looked down to your hands and they were shaking. 

  “We’re having six children,” you recalled Jongin requesting when you first announced to him of your pregnancy. 

  “Wh-what…” you sniffled back tears.

  “I just want to be with you.  If you don’t want children then –“

  You slapped him across the face.  Electric currents ran through your hand.  Jongin stared blankly at the white wall of the hospital room.  His cheek turned pink from the blow.  You gasped when you realized what you did. 

  “Oppa, I’m sorry,” you apologized then crumpled into tears. 

  He loved you and that was why he said those things.  Just like how you loved him but for Yoona’s safety you would willingly leave. 

  “Jagiya, please.  Please don’t leave me,” he begged as you two hugged. 

  I don’t want to either.

  “I know…I know being a parent is scary.  I’m scare too but it’s okay because we’re new to this.  It will take time.  Just like how the first time you babysat Youngwoo, it was terrible, right?  But then you got the hang of things and it got better,” he prepped and you nodded, digesting his every word, “but I don’t want you thinking that if anything happens to our child, that it’s your fault, because it isn’t, okay?”

  You nodded into his shoulder. 

  “Jagiya, I love you,” he said.

  “Oppa, I love you too,” you replied. 

            a/n: ~melts into a puddle in front of Jongin~  though if my future hubby ever suggested to get rid of baby I’d punch him across the face xD.  But omg the bathroom scene is my favorite hehehe it’s so reality based.  Hehe you know when a guy’s a keeper if he doesn’t mind the smell of your poopoo tehehe.  ヽ( ´ ∇ ｀ )ノ 

  Sohee’s back next chapter uh oh.  Get your pens ready my unicorns!  We must protect Yoona at all cost!!!!!!!