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Fake texts au- pt.10 bffs with the rookies+ The Hangover III
I can't believe we're on part 10 already đđđ
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"How could I? I didn't have my phone?" the girl asked slightly panicked,.
"That's because you had mine," Lando spoke up, tapping on his phone, "You logged into your account from mine," he said showing it to the girl.
"WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP ME?" She yelled.
"BECAUSE YOU GUYS KEPT RUNNING ONTO THE FUCKING ROAD AND LOGAN AND ARTHUR COSPLAYED SPIDER-MAN" He yelled back.
"Okay, okay," Max put his hands up to calm the two down, sometimes they were so similar he'd want to ask if Lando had a twin separated at birth, "Lando, what did she post?"
"oh oooh, this going to be fun," the boy said, switching to the girl's profile.
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"Well, that wasn't as bad," y/n shrugged.
"That's cause you didn't have your camera roll," Logan snapped back, finally feeling a little more human, the hangover easing down.
"Look who's talking," the Aussie came to y/n's defence, "You're lucky you didn't have YOUR phone," Oscar called out, making the American's face turn red.
"Damnnn Oscar!" The girl praised, colour returning to his face, all were slowly returning to normal, even Arthur had found his way back to the table. Seeing this, the two older men Max and Charles ordered for the table, while Lando, went through more of Y/n's Instagram with the group.
"Honestly, the response isn't that bad, and our PR officers won't murder us, sooo we're good," he said, smiling and logging out of her Instagram account.
"Oh my god," The Monganeseque boy spoke up after being missing for almost half an hour, " I don't think we ate last night," he said shoving the food in his mouth.
The older men expected one of the other three to corroborate the boy's words but they just witnessed four twenty-somethings guzzling down food and large glasses of OJ, lifting plates to slide food into their mouths, letting runny egg yolks and bacon grease getting over their face and hands.
"Fucking hell," Max snarled, "it's like watching animal planet or something,"
"It's disgusting is what it is," Charles agreed, "MERDE ARTHUR, MAMAN RAISED YOU BETTER THAN THIS!" He yelled at his brother who was currently dipping a rolled up pancake in orange juice.
"Oh mate that's fucking disgusting," Y/n scoffed but then followed suit.
"Both of you are insane," Logan cried out, his accent thick, but failed to notice his own disgusting plate, dipping his bacon in maple syrup.
"ugh, there is something mentally deficient with all of you," Oscar frowned.
"Big words for someone mixing coffee into their oj," Lando cringed, taking a photo of the four and their disgusting eating habits.
"I- I can't look at this, I'm leaving," Charles gave up, holding up his hands in surrender, "I have a meeting at Ferrari anyways,"
"Bye, Charles!" the table chorused.
"Oh shit, it's 11am already?" Max called, looking at his watch, "I've got debrief at noon, see you next race, yeah Y/n?" He patted the girl's shoulder as he left.
"Never, again, ever." She yelled out, behind the man, making him laugh.
"Wait really?" The American looked over, bacon in hand.
"Nah, but like I've got uni and stuff and I've been going Arthurs races as well so, I'll probably be back by Britain or Netherlands," she explained.
"Oh yeah I forgot you still go to uni," Lando said.
"Not all of are millionaires cause of our fast vroom vroom cars," she spit back.
"yeah, yeah, " he waved off, "Oscar, Zak's told me to babysit you till our flight tomorrow so you don't do something or someone," he wriggled his brows, smirking at his teammate, making him roll his eyes, "you regret, so let's go and leave that disgusting abomination here," he said pointing to the coffee-orange juice.
"Guy's I don't know about y'all but I'm going go and pass out in the room till next year," The girl said, pushing away from the table.
"Same," The two boys followed.
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4. Taste Like Nicotine
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pairings: aki hayakawa x fem reader
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â Go back to Himeno. â â No. That's not what you want. â
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c.w.: suggestive themes, drinking (more content warnings and tags)
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THE OFFICE WAS QUIET, the hum of fluorescent lights and the occasional rustling of papers the only sounds that broke the silence. You were alone, finishing up some last-minute paperwork after hours. The mission had gone surprisingly wellâno casualties, a rare feat in your line of work. The team had even managed to kill a large Devil containing a piece of Gun Devil Flesh, a significant victory. Yet, instead of joining the others to celebrate, you had chosen to stay behind. Partly to avoid any awkward encounters with Himeno, but mostly because you felt restless, unable to shake off the events of the past few days.
As you finished up the last of your reports, you glanced at the new message on your phone.
HIMENO|Â you didn't come tonight.
Typing...
YOU
|Â I didn't think you'd wanna see me after the stunt I pulled.
HIMENO|Â I dont, but I wanted u to know that everyone is talking abt u
YOU
|Â ??
| wym
HIMENO
|Â your shadow didn't come tonight, either.
Typing...
YOU|Â look, himeno, ive actually been wanting to talk to you about that
| would you be able to meet up and talk it out?
HIMENO|Â id rather not honestly.
| ur a grown woman and i cant stop u from doing what u want
| but just know that people in pb. safety talk
| dont mess up a relationship with a perfectly good man for aki
| u should leave him for someone who can actually give him what he needs
YOU|Â I understand that I've hurt you, Himeno, and I'm sorry
| I have no intentions of being with Aki.
HIMENO|Â good
| dont get him mixed up in ur fucked up marriage
| Â he doesnt deserve that.
You sighed, pocketing your phone. There were certain battles you simply couldn't win. This would undoubtedly be one of them.
It was late, and you knew you should head home. You gathered your things and made your way down the dimly lit hallways, your footsteps echoing in the emptiness.
As you passed the breakroom, you heard voices. One familiar voice, more specifically.
You slowed your pace, not wanting to intrude but curious enough to catch a snippet of the conversation. The door was slightly ajar, and you could see two figures inside.
"You look desperate, dude," the unknown person said, barely audible. "It's not attractive."
"I'm becoming ridiculous," Captain Hayakawa said, his voice low and strained. "I'm losing hope."
"Hope of what? Convincing a married woman to break her vows?"Â the other person retorted, a hint of incredulity in his tone.
Are they talking about me? You asked. You knew the answer. You simply did not want to confront it.
Hayakawa sighed. "I thought she would call me by now," he admitted, the vulnerability in his voice making your stomach churn uncomfortably. "I just... there was something there."
There was a pause, then the other person sighed, his voice softening. "God, you are ridiculous." After a moment, he added, almost reluctantly, "Shit, sorry, man. I know you like her."
"No, you're right," He replied, a note of resignation following his words. "She doesn't want to speak to me. I'm driving myself crazy waiting for someone who's never gonna call."
You felt a knot tighten in your stomach, guilt and confusion swirling together. You hadn't intended to eavesdrop, but now you couldn't just walk away without feeling a pang of somethingâregret, perhaps? The slip of paper with his number, still in your possession, weighed heavily in your mind. You had been avoiding the situation, avoiding him, and now it was clear how much it had affected him.
Aki's words echoed in your ears as you stood frozen in the hallway.
He was right; you hadn't called him. You hadn't even acknowledged the note, too caught up in your own turmoil and guilt to consider his feelings. Now, hearing him speak so openly, you felt a rush of emotionsâsympathy, guilt, confusion. There had been a moment between you, an undeniable spark, but you had chosen to ignore it, to pretend it didn't exist.
When would it all come crashing down â your efforts? This whole situation?
The conversation in the breakroom continued, but you couldn't listen any longer. You turned away, your heart pounding. As you made your way to the exit, you couldn't help but replay Aki's words in your mind.
He had been waiting for you, hoping you would reach out, and now he was losing hope. Fuck.
He had been waiting for me.
The idea thrilled you, for some strange reason. Maybe because you hadn't felt desired like this in years â it made your head spin. But another part of you was terrifiedâof what it might mean, of the complications it would bring, of the impact on your marriage.
You couldn't help yourself. You did what you always did. You ran away from him.
You knew you couldn't avoid him forever, but for now, you needed time to think. .
7:45 PM
Typing...Â
Hey. |
Typing...
Hello, |
Typing...
How are you? |
Typing...
Hey. They're taking me out for drinks tn as a sendoff party. I think you should be there.
SENT.
YOU |Â Hey. They're taking me out for drinks tn as a sendoff party.
I think you should be there.
| At the Sip-n-savor in downtown Tokyo
Seen 8:00 PM .
The night went on without a flaw. The atmosphere was infectious, and you had been trying to let loose, drink in hand, as you chatted and danced with the others. But as the night wore on, a sense of unease settled in. Maybe it was the drinks, maybe it was the memories of the overheard conversation in the breakroom, or maybe it was the subtle disappointment that someone hadn't shown up.
Excusing yourself, you made your way to the bathroom. The mirror reflected your flushed cheeks and slightly smudged makeup. You sighed, turning on the faucet and splashing some water on your face. As you washed your hands, you found yourself thinking about Aki.
Despite everything, a depraved part of you had hoped to see him tonight. You had been both relieved and disappointed when he hadn't shown upârelieved because it meant avoiding an awkward conversation, disappointed because you had been... well, actually looking forward to seeing him.
As you touched up your makeup, you couldn't help but reflect on your own conflicted feelings. You were married, committed, and yet, Aki had stirred something in you that you simply couldn't stand to ignore. It was confusing, disorienting. You weren't sure what you felt more strongly: guilt for being drawn to him or frustration that you couldn't just let it go.
"Ugh," You groaned, pressing your forehead against the sink. "'M g'nna be sick."
Feeling a bit lightheaded from the drinks, you decided to step outside for some fresh air. You left the bathroom and â completely drunk â maneuvered through the crowds to the nearest door.
The cool night breeze was a welcome relief against your warm skin, and you leaned against the balcony railing, taking deep breaths. The city lights twinkled below, and you watched them in a daze, trying to steady your thoughts.
That's when you saw him.
Aki was just entering the party, his sharp suit and dark hair making him stand out immediately. You felt your heart skip a beat. Then another. He was killing you.
He came, you thought, a strange mix of emotions flooding you. Relief, excitement, and that persistent undercurrent of guilt all tangled together.
He spotted you almost immediately and made his way over. As he approached, you couldn't help but think how painfully gorgeous he looked, the dim lighting casting a soft glow on his features. In that moment, he seemed almost like a knight in shining armor, a figure out of place in the lively, chaotic setting of the bar.
"Hey," he greeted, his voice smooth and warm, a balm to your nerves.
"Hey," you replied, trying to keep your voice steady despite the fluttering in your chest.
"What are you doing out here?" he asked, a slight concern in his tone. "You're not cold?"
He always seemed to be worried about you and the weather. Still, the chill felt nice against your hot skin, oddly enough.
I missed you, you didn't say. You didn't even think about it. You knew that in a day you would be back on the train and all of this would just be a bad dream, anyway.
You shook your head, a small smile playing on your lips. "No, I just needed some air. It's a bit stuffy in there."
Aki didn't respond immediately, and when you turned your head up to look at him, his expression was unreadable. The noise from inside the bar seemed distant, the world narrowing down to just the two of you in that moment. You felt a tug in your chest, a pull towards him that you couldn't explain, couldn't deny.
"Did you pregame the bar, or something?" You laughed quietly. It felt nice, being able to pretend nothing had ever happened between the two of you and just... enjoy each other's company. "You smell like beer."
"I was having a few drinks with my roommate before you texted me," He answered. Then, looking out onto the street, he added, "He told me I shouldn't come tonight. Said you're driving me crazy."
"So, why are you here, then?" You asked.
He looked at you. "I think you know why I'm here."
There was a brief silence, comfortable yet charged with the unspoken. You glanced at him, noticing the way his eyes lingered on you, soft but searching. It was the same look he had given you in the seminar, the museum, everywhere else, and it stirred something deep inside you.
You hated the way he made you feel.
"Can I buy you a drink?" He asked you. His voice was as deep and rich as ever, and you had about half a mind to take him up on the offer.
You shivered. You knew it wasn't from the cold air. It was him â the smell of him, his cologne, the distinct scent of nicotine that let you know he had just finished smoking a cigarette. It was an aroma so unique to him that you had grown to like it.
You were looking at his lips before you knew it, giving way to a craving you couldn't explain, "I'll try a cigarette, if you have any."
He smiled softly, reaching into his pocket and flipping open a carton of cigarettes and a lighter. He placed a cancer stick between your lips, and you felt a part of you die a little. He struck the wheel of the lighter, bringing the cigarette to life.
You coughed so hard that you nearly hacked up a lung. It had been years since your last cigarette.
Hayakawa stepped behind you, cupping a hand around your elbow, sliding it up your arm, your wrist, your fingers before he plucked the cigarette from your digits.
"First time?" He asked, warm voice hot against your neck.
"Wanted to give it a try," You shrugged. You didn't know what, exactly, had gotten into you. It seemed that with every sip of liquor you took lately, you crept closer and closer back to your old self. The sort of liquid courage that made people make very bad decisions. "Sorry. I'm a little," You waved your hands around yourself, trying to gesture 'drunk' without actually saying it.
"How brave of you," He murmured, pulling a hit from your cigarette and exhaling. He was the picture of sin â face flushed with alcohol, messy bangs, pink lips wrapped around a cancer stick. He was so pretty it hurt.
"I'll try it again when I'm sober," You offered.
"When?" He asked, breathing smoke out into the air. "Where?"
As persistent as always, you thought. Still, you didn't necessarily mind the attention anymore. You told yourself that it didn't matter â you would be out of here soon anyway, and everything would be far behind you before you knew it.
"Why is it that every time I'm inebriated... God tests me by throwing you in my way?" You laughed, Truly, you wished you had considered the implications of your words a little more before you had said them. "Just as I thought your manners had improved since the party. You behaved badly, then. You know that? Very badly," you hiccuped. "You should be ashamed of yourself, throwingâ hicâthrowing yourself at a married woman like that."
He didn't acknowledge your drunken ramblings, and he also didn't deny the fact that he had been doing exactly that â throwing himself at a married woman.
"Hardly my fault," He breathed out. "I just can't seem to resist you."
"Don't worry," You replied, eyeing him up dubiously as he pulled another hit from what was left of your cigarette. "I'm leaving tomorrow. Won't have to worry about resisting me after that."
"I know," He answered back. "Selfishly enough, I spent the last few hours wishing your train got delayed one more day, or something like that," He exhaled, then snuffed his cigarette out on the balcony, "Still, I'm glad I could see you before you went home."
"I wish I could say the same about you," You replied before you could stop the words from coming out.
He poked his tongue through the inside of his cheek, retorting, "You're gonna sit here and act like you didn't invite me? Like your eyes didn't light up like a child when you saw me pull up?" He turned around, commanding even more of your attention, standing at least a foot and a half taller than you. "You wanted me to come tonight."
It was true. That's the worst part. Everything he said was the truth.
"So that I could say goodbye," You said with remarkable finality, "I'm leaving after this."
You hadn't originally planned on leaving so soon, of course, but you wanted to get the hell out of here before you made another bad decision.
"Already?" He asked.
"You're the one who ran late," You replied. "This ends tonight. I'm going to say bye to everyone else, then I'll be gone."
With that being said, you made your way back to the door. You would go inside, bid everyone farewell, collect your belongings, and thenâ
He called your name before you could go back inside. You froze in place.
"Am I misreading the signals?" He asked.
You sighed, turning around one last time to clear the air, "This has to stop, Aki. You make me feel like... like I'm guilty of something."
He implored you, "What do you want me to do?"
"Go back to Himeno," You answered, a biting undertone seeping through your words. You were undeniably bitter about the whole situation, and under any other circumstances, you would have tried to be a good sport, but...
Himeno's words were a heavy weight on your heart.
'Don't mess up a relationship with a perfectly good man for Aki.'
'You should leave him for someone who can actually give him what he needs."
You could never be what Aki wanted. He wanted all of you â not just a week of you, clearly. You were married, and you couldn't let all of that go over a guy you'd been toeing the line with for what seemed like ages.
He was a young man. The fact of the matter was that you were a grown woman. A married one.
"She's a sweet, kind woman," You continued. You felt like you were going to be sick just being near him. Unknowingly, tears began to prickle at the corners of your eyes. "Go back and beg her to forgive you. Go be with someone who wants to be with you. Who can be with you."
"No," He answered simply. There was an intensity in his eyes that frightened you, like he would die without you, as he continued, "That's not what you want. I think we both know that. I refused a mission in Hiroshima to stay here with you. I planned to let go of another one in Beijing," He swallowed, "I can change my mind, and you'll never see me again."
"If you have any consideration for me," Your voice was a shuddering whisper, like someone could walk out any minute and hear the two of you going back and forth. "Any semblanceâ a shrivel of compassion, you'll give me back my peace."
He shook his head, "I can't. You know I can't. You've consumed every inch of my peace, every inch of my mind. How can I give you your peace?"
Fair point.
You had nothing to say to him. So, silently, your vision blurred with tears, you glared at him. Glared and frowned like that would make you believe he was the sole contributor to this issue. Then, again, you turned on your heel and went for the door. You entered the bar quickly.
He followed not too long after you, "I'll go to Beijing, then."
"No." You said. Your teary-eyed fury caught the eyes of more than a few confused bar patrons. "I don't want you to go."
Everyone was looking at you. Seriously, everyone. Your old coworkers, the bartenders, everybody.
You swallowed down your pride, bowing down before them all. "Good night, everyone," You said. You plucked your purse and your jacket off of the barstool. "Thank you for everything. I'm leaving."
Ignoring the confused looks and hushed whispers from the patrons, you exited the bar, your mind a whirlwind of emotions. The rain had started to fall, a soft drizzle quickly turning into a steady downpour. You barely noticed, too wrapped up in the turmoil inside your head. The cold, wet sensation of the rain soaked through your clothes, but you couldn't bring yourself to care. You just needed to get away, to clear your mind.
But of course, Aki followed after you. You could hear him calling your name, his voice barely audible over the sound of the rain. You quickened your pace, almost running, your heels splashing through puddles as you made your way down the block. His footsteps pounded behind you, matching your speed. You couldn't escape him, couldn't outrun him.
Finally, he caught up to you, grabbing your arm to stop you. "Wait, can we please talk?" he pleaded, his voice breathless and desperate.
You turned to face him, rain pouring down around you both. His hair was plastered to his forehead, his suit jacket soaked through. The intensity in his eyes matched the storm, a fierce determination that made your heart ache. You met his gaze begrudgingly, not wanting to deal with this, not wanting to deal with him.
"Have I really been imagining all of this?" He asked. He sounded broken. "Is it really all in my head? Tell me if it's a lie. Tell me to leave you alone. Tell me you mean itâall of it," he paused, taking a shuddering breath. "Or tell me the truth."
You swallowed hard, the weight of the situation crashing down on you. "I don't know how to feel, Aki," you finally admitted, your voice barely a whisper. "I'm trying to be good, but you just keep fuckingâpopping up everywhere. And you say these pretty things to me, and," You choked back a sob, struggling to find the right words. "I can't help myself around you."
"Running from your problems won't make me go away," he said, stepping forward to put his hands gently on your waist.
There was a long pause as you stood there in the rain, staring at each other. The world seemed to fade away, leaving only the two of you. The storm, the bar, everything else was just a blur. You were tiredâtired of running, tired of the confusion, tired of pretending that everything was fine when it wasn't.
He added, "You can't run from your feelings."
This time, it was his eyes that dropped to your lips. His tongue darted out to dampen his own, and then his eyes flicked up to your face. When he spoke, his voice was huskier than before, as if it had been tainted by an emotion that hadn't been there before. Was it lust? Passion? Whatever it was, you wanted more of it.
Your eyes widened. Your mouth had run dry. You didn't know what to say. Even being like this right now -- as close as you were, -- was against your wedding vows. This was wrong, and you couldn't do that to your own husband.
Your own husband who loved you so dearly.
Your own husband who left you hanging so many nights on end.
Your own husband, who acted as if he couldn't care if you lived or died.
As if he had sensed your train of thought wandering, Aki placed two fingers beneath your chin, lifting your face up until he was the captor of all of your attention. Him and him alone. Not your husband, but him.
"I could treat you like a princess," His eyes wandered down to your lips again, but this time there was an unspoken hunger within them. "All you have to do is ask, and I'm yours. I already am."
And, God, what a fool you had been in uttering the words, "Don't toy with my emotions. You don't want me."
He paused, awaiting something, anything. His eyes pleaded with your own, luring you in with promises of pleasure and happiness. Gently, he grabbed your hand, placing it over his breast, right above his heart.
"I want you so badly it hurts," He breathed, "For a night, for a day, for a week..." Aki closed the gap between the two of you â brought your faces closer together. Closer, until you could feel the warmth of his calm breath fanning out against your cheek. Closer, until he uttered, "As long as you'll let me have you."
"Aki, I can't-...." You paused. Yet, still, you never moved. Your body betrayed your words, dilated pupils and trembling hands giving way to your internal dilemma. "This is wrong. You know I can't do this."
You were being a hypocrite. You knew you were. One spare glance down at the placement of your hands on his chest -- one over his breast and one looped around his tie -- and you knew he could tell you were only putting up a front.
"I know," he murmured softly, words practically dying beneath the volume of the rain, "But I can't stop thinking about you."
You folded. Your eyes dropped down to his lips one last time, and that's when you knew he had already won.
Fuck it.
"Fuck you," you muttered, feeling a surge of reckless abandon.
Without thinking, you reached out and pulled him towards you, crashing your lips against his in a desperate, frenzied kiss. It was messy and wet, your tears mixing with the rain, your hands tangling in his hair as his arms finally wrapped around you.
The kiss was filled with all the pent-up emotions, the longing, the frustration, the desire. It was passion, it was anger â it was tongue and teeth and lips smearing your lipstick over the lower half of your face. It was two black holes finally colliding after circling around each other far too long.
"I can't make sense of it. I want... you," you sighed, pulling away, voice trembling, "I don't know what any of this means anymore. I don't know what to think."
"Then don't," he whispered, his breath warm against your lips. He tasted like cigarette smoke, beer and mint gum â a flavor so utterly addicting that you couldn't seem to get enough of it. "Don't think. Let me take you back to your room."
You hesitated, the reality of the situation hitting you. This was crossing a line, a line you couldn't uncross. But as you looked into his eyes, saw the same turmoil reflected back at you, you felt your resolve crumble.
You were tired of pretending.
"Okay," you whispered, your voice barely audible over the rain. It was a final, resigned acceptance, the last nail in the coffin of your restraint.
You were tired of running from the inevitable.
a/n: dont hate me. LMFAOAOAOOAOA. i had to! i absolutely loved writing this chapter and i loved writing tipsy obsessed aki. i headcannon that he's a touchy needy bf and no one can tell me otherwise. i think you all know what happens next. im not sayin nothin tho. hehe. ANYWAYYYYY LMK WHAT YALL THOUGHTTTTT i look forward to hearing it!!! lmk what yall wanna see in the next few chapters/over the course of the story. and if youve already watched anna karenina (or read, in which case... how...) shhhhhh youve seen nothing. muah! x
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having thoughts abt carmy with a true crime obsessed s/o
carmen was cooking in the small kitchenette in his apartment, as always. you, on the other hand, were perched on the countertop, chattering away about the new true crime podcast you were binging.
âok, so basically, this guy is a complete psychopath, as most serial killers are. and he has the sob story of a bad childhood tooââ
you cut yourself off midway through your sentence, distracted by the smell of whatever carmy was making tonight.
âoooh, whatâs that?â you asked, swinging your legs back and forth in the air, your heels hitting the wooden cabinets below.
âsâjust a recipe tina sent me. arroz con pollo, i think it was?â he swipes open the screen of his phone and checks his camera roll, zooming in on the title of the recipe. âyeah, thatâs it,â
you smile and hop off of the counter, looking down at the pan on the stove.
âit looks so good, carmy, thank you.â you peck his cheek sweetly and walk back over the countertop, jumping and landing onto its surface.
âanywho, this killer guy, he has the classic âabusive dad, absent momâ. thing going on, right? and because of that, he started plotting to murder his family and frame it on his sisterâoh i forgot to tell you!â
carmen snorted at your forgetfulness, and you throw a faux-annoyed glare at him, your smile betraying your facade.
âhe has a sister who, in his delusional little mind, his parents like better than him.â
âyeah, ok. crazy dude wants to kill his parents and frame the sister. go on, baby.â he kisses your cheek and goes back to setting up the new rice cooker you got him, as his old one was far too old to be considered healthy.
âyeah, and heâs only, like, twelve right now. but anywayââ youâre cut off yet again when carmy beckons you over to try something for him, a little bit of chicken cooked to near perfection.
âopen up, sweetheart. wanâ you to try this,â his fingers find their way to your chin and thumb over your bottom lip, urging you to part them.
you do just that and eat what heâs given you, humming in satisfaction.
âcarmy thatâs so good,â you press a lingering kiss on his lips as a thank you and go back to talking about your podcast.
carmen just sits back and watches you, noticing how empty your ring finger looks.
a/n: ending is kinda shit again :( but hope yall enjoy this lil drabble đ¤
#đ arlow writes#carmen berzatto x reader#carmen berzatto fluff#carmen berzatto imagine#carmen berzatto#the bear x reader#the bear fx
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BEX I HAVE A THOUGHT
so thereâs this Photo from when dommy went to the sag awards this year:
and all i can think about is your blurb abt âthe sceneâ and like
What If yallâs film was nominated for an award and yâall are on the carpet . the look heâd give you as heâs watching you get interviewed n stuff?.? like the proud smile AGH
anyways this is the thought from 1am my time gn <3
oh yes, i can see you guys being in a very steady and good relationship ever since your first night together, but not announcing your relationship to the public, and that's pretty much your "fault", you wanted to try to get people in the industry to take you seriously and not think you're just some little girl who falls in love with the first guy to look at you, and dom understands your reservations, so you two haven't announced anything
but that definitely doesn't mean that you escape suspicion, you're always spotted out at lunch or at pubs together, basically attached at the hip the whole time, and paps notice the way dom will play with your hair or your skirt, basically the way he can get handsy, and somehow the popular narrative becomes that you two are fwbs and not actually dating
but YES the movie starts to get a lot of critical acclaim, but most of it is pointed specifically at YOU, people LOVE your performance and say that it's the best performance they've seen in years, and you're getting nominated for a bunch of "best actress" awards at various shows and you start WINNING?? and you're always sitting next to dom, and he has to REALLY exercise control when you win, he wants to just grab you and kiss you but he knows you're not comfortable with that yet, so it's just a gentle hug and good-natured pat on the back
but he's pulling THAT exact face in the bg of you being interviewed about your historic run of wins, like he's not exactly in frame of the camera but people find another angle of the interview that shows him better and he's just cheesing up a storm
and oh my god, the night before the academy awards, you're nominated for best actress and dom is for best supporting actor, and the odds are looking in your favors, but you're crying on dom's chest, so terrified about what will happen if you win, you're scared that it means you've peaked and will never have anything like this again
and dom shushes you and kisses your teary cheeks, "shh, honey, it's ok... look, i got you a present, do you wanna see it? i wasn't gonna give it to you until tomorrow night, after we've both won, but i can give it to you now" and he rolls out of bed and pulls his pajama pants up his skinny hips as he goes to his luggage, and he grabs a small box from his suitcase and gives it to you, and you sniffle as you open it, and you first come across a flannel buttoned shirt, and you instantly recognize it "... this is the shirt you woreâ" "to the bar our first night together," dom nods, "what was that... two years ago, i guess? but i hardly wear it because it used to smell like the perfume you wore that night... it doesn't so much anymore, but it's still sentimental to me. but i want you to have it" "oh, dom, i can'tâ" "yes you can" and he nods at the box "there's more in there, go on"
and you move back into the box and push aside the paper filling up the empty space, and you find a delicate box in the bottom, obviously a jewelry box, and your mouth goes dry, bc it's a small square box and you know what that means and you sorta whisper "dominic?" and his eyes are sparkling as he gently takes the ring box into his hand and opens it, and you gasp
the ring is beautiful, your dream ring, and you harken back to a few months before, when bella had asked you to help her pick out an engagement ring, and you had given opinions the whole day, but under the pretense of helping her, what cut you liked and what gemstone, and it suddenly clicks into place: bella, the absolute sneak, had colluded with dom to figure out what your perfect engagement ring was "oh my god, dommy, yes"
"i didn't even ask you anything" dom smiles with playfully narrowed eyes "but i know what you're gonna say, and fuck, yes" you sob and grab him tight and draw him into a hug, and he kisses you and fumbles blindly to put the ring on your finger
and the next night, you're all dressed up for the oscars, and vanity fair is there to make a video on dom getting ready, and they tell you that it'll come out after the awards show, and you and dom are free to be a cheesy annoying engaged couple because you've already decided exactly how and when you're going to announce it that night
and it comes time for the awards show, you're all sitting together, you and dom and your director (who was nominated for best director), and best supporting actor comes up first (not the first award, but out of the nominations y'all have, it comes first in the night), and your heart is in your throat as they flash up clips from the movies of each actor, and you notice the cheering is just a little louder when dom's clip is onscreen, and you think you actually pass out when the announcer calls out "dominic sessa!" but you're drawn right back to reality by dom grabbing you and hugging you, and your mouth is just gaping like a fish, unable to form words as you grab his face and tear up, and you want to kiss him, but you can't, not quite yet
he gets up to the stage, and he does his little gasping laugh "oh wow..." gazes lovingly at the oscar statue in his hand "this thing is heavier than i thought it would be..." and the whole audience laughs "but um, this is an honor... i sorta stumbled into this fieldâ literally, actually, i stumbled, i fell and broke my leg and couldn't do sports, so i decided to try acting on a whim, andâ whatever, but this was never the plan for me, but this award is... it means a lot..." and he takes a breath and squints in the stage lights to find you and he smiles "i think actors are defined by certain roles in their lifetimes... pacino as corleone, schwarzenegger as the terminator... and even though this role will always have a special place in my heart, the role i think most defines me... is the role of husband. and for that, i have to thank my beautiful wife, and by extension, our director and screenwriter and casting director, if you guys hadn't put her in my life, i wouldn't have her, and that role means more to my heart than anything else does... oh, shiâ crap, they're telling me to wrap it up, haha. anyway, yeah, um, wife, director, crew, my other actors, the academy, and, um, is ryan gosling here this year? yeah, you're cool too"
and he gets offstage and comes to you, and you finally FINALLY get to kiss him, and you see the cameras starting to swarm you, and you take care to put your hand on his face, to let everyone see the ring
and now that the cat's out of the bag, you're not afraid to be loving and cute together, and your director wins her award, and you get a notification on your phone that your movie is trending online, associated with "SWEEP!!", and suddenly the pressure starts to gnaw at you and your stomach turns, but your fiancĂŠ is luckily very in tune with you, and he gets up and leaves for the bar in the back of the room and quickly returns with a small glass of ginger ale and rubs your back as he whispers "hey, you're gonna be ok, it's all gonna be fine" "dommy i don't wanna win" you whimper and he shushes you "well, honey, i'm gonna be honest here, i think you are gonna win" dom tells you "i don't think you have a choice, so what you're gonna do, when they call your name, all you gotta do is just go up there, and look at me. don't look at the cameras, don't look at margot robbie or anyone, just look at me" "what happens if i puke?" you whisper "i'll clean it up" dom says instantly, without a single thought "wh-what happens if i can't talk up there?" you ask, and you're certain dom's patience is wearing thin, but if it is, he's not letting it show even remotely "i'll talk for you" dom says, and gently urges you to sip your drink to calm your stomach "look, you are amazing, you deserve this awardâ if they gave my untalented ass a fucking oscar, then you are way more qualified to win than i amâ and winning doesn't mean you've peaked. it means it's just beginning" and he shifts a little closer to you and pushes your hair behind your ear, and he whispers "tell you whatâ if you get on that stage and thank only the academy and then immediately leave, if that's all you do... i'll eat you out in the car on the way to the after party. deal?" and you sniffle and give a weak laugh, but you nod at him, and he grins "i mean, i'd do that anyway, but if that's the incentive you need..."
and the lights dim to signal the end of commercial break, and you feel sick the whole time as they're announcing the nominees for best actor, and you're so acutely aware of the big camera rig next to you, capturing your every reaction, and you go hot when they flash the clip of you and you notice the louder cheers, just like before
and you must have been too busy trying not to throw up that you didn't even hear your name announced, you just hear the cheering, and suddenly dom's got his hands on you, pulling you out of your seat and hugging you, and you just feel numb, but your feet work you up to the stage and you're handed the statue, and you look out past the lights and the audience full of industry giants, and you lock eyes with dom and you swallow thickly "... why is this so goddamn heavy..." you mumble and there's laughter "baby, you could've told me" and dom grins and shrugs "i just... really don't know what to say... um... thank you to the academy, who thought i'm worthy of this.... and my husband said that's all i gotta say, so i think i'm gonna go before i puke everywhere"
and you get back to your seat, and you feel a lot better now that it's over, and dom kisses you so sweetly, and you two goofs continue your goof streak and make your oscars kiss like barbie dolls
(and dom makes good on the promise he made hehe)
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Since youâre the medic have you ever thought about removing those subcutaneous trackers Donnie put in all of yall? At least from yourself? Also has he ever used them for more⌠annoying purposes?
IN? He didn't put ANYTHING- you mean ON. <- (I HOPE???? IF HE PUT A TRACKER UNDER OUR SKIN WE'RE HAVING ANOTHER TALK đđđ????)
But anyway, nah, sure, it was weird at first <- (WHEN WE FOUND OUT ABT IT, we talked abt it when things calmed down and his defense was smth smth better than having to hack security cameras and stuff to find you guys blah blah) it's kind of seriously helpful at times, I mean, being able to keep track of and see everyone's location on his arm? That's kinda great when it comes down to it! Battles get confusing, and sometimes stuff happens, and someone ends up teleported all the way to New Amsterdam, it's GOOD knowing where everyone is!
BUT. It is annoying, too, cause he literally has access to that info ALL THE TIME. When I was supposed to be on bed rest, I barely made it out of my room before he opened the door and forced me back, and I was like, "HOW!?" and then I remembered, RIGHT, this FREAK <- (/aff) has trackers on us, of course he's gonna know I was moving around when I shouldn't be!!!
He uses it when I run off to random locations w/o telling them, he uses it when Mikey decides to go on his random spray-painting sprees in the middle of the night w/o telling ANYONE, he uses it when Raph gets lost in NYC abandoned railways and stuff to lead him back...
UGH. It's annoying, sure, but you have to admit it's SO ANNOYINGLY HELPFUL that it makes more sense to keep it...we aren't really sure where he placed it on us tho, we haven't been able to really find it after we did the first time, though now i'm a lil worried that he did inject us with the...tracker stuff...i'd say he wouldn't do that w/o our consent but he would and well HAS........
...Okay this is bothering me I'm gunna ask đđđ
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#unpause rise of the tmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt donnie#rise donnie#disaster twins#leo rottmnt
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Enha hyungs with actor/ress reader!
Summary: Ur an actress or actor in some of the biggest movies(hunger games, little mermaid live action, barbie, mean girls)
a/n: im a chronic yapper. I tried my best to make this be gender nuteral, if i failed im sorry!!
Heeseung
He lives for any project your in
He's always on set during any of ur shoots I think
You gotta bribe him to make sure his mouth stays SHUT bc man he loves to run that mouth
Proud bf moment whenever the tv show or movie is on a billboard and ur on it
Makes u take a pic in front of it like a proud momÂ
Tries to steal smthn from ur setđ
Ask him if he cares abt u having to kiss someoneÂ
he doesn't care âźď¸ he knows it's fake and u come home to him every night
He cares a little bit
But he's learned how to get over it bc like I said
Ur his at the end of the day anyways!!
Promotes ur movie/show to ANYONEEEE
Like dawg we get it we will watch the little mermaid live action bc ur lover is in it okay
Holy shit.
LEAVE US ALONE
he's always with you at red carpet eventsÂ
Stuck to ur side like someone put superglue on him bruh
But dw he let's u get ur solo shots
U guys r so cute stop
Jay
JAYYYYYY
You were in the newest hunger games
As whoever u want bby u decideÂ
This was ur first big movie!!!
It was actually ur breakthrough movie that got you a lot more attention
And ofc!! Ur man is LIVING for all of it
His bby is getting the recognition that they deserve!
He's been there with you when you first started auditioning
To you getting small roles in indie films and college student films
And now you're staring in the hunger games: the ballad of songbirds and snakesâď¸
He has taken everyone he knows to watch the movie with him bc ur in it
Bc of that he saw it like 15 times pr smthn goodness gracious Jay.
Everyone loves how supportive he is of u âšď¸
âGet me someone who loves and supports y/n as much as Jay doesâ
âThe way he posts them everywhere mom i love themâ
Ur fans wish they were jay but they love how he treats u
Jake
Ummm ok did someone say BARBIE MOVIEđŁâźď¸
âdid yk my s/o is in the newest barbie movieâ
Yes jake.
We know honey.
The fact that ur in one of the biggest blockbuster movies of all time makes his heart swell with pride
Yk those promotional barbie posters? âThis barbie is__â âthis Ken is___â
He has like 5 of urs in his house
His friends r always concerned when they see his room w those posters
They wouldnt get it.
You BEST believe he's in all pink when he's with you for the premiere
AND U GUYS ARE MATCHING OUTFITSÂ
Ur fans think he's so cuteâšď¸âšď¸âšď¸
Following you like a lost puppy on the red carpet
He somehow makes friends w ur cast members now ur confused on how he has Ryan Gosling on speed dial (if u imagined urself as Ken, think of another male on the set, or margot robbie!)
Buys barbie and Ken dolls (or js two Ken's) that look like you guys
They stay on his shelf with his other trinkets
I love jake
Sunghoon
Ur in the mean girls movie
I wish they casted cady better
anyway
I like to think he didn't know u can sing
You kept the fact that it was a musical a secret from him
So when the premiere came
Btw yall ate everyone UPPP with ur outfits and shit
Fans didn't know if they wanted to be you or be with you
Anyways back to the premiereÂ
When u came on screen with that VOICEEEE phew (if you imagined urself as aaron lets preted they kept his parts from the broadway play)
He was floored
Gets the soundtrack stuck in his head now
âWe need to get u on Broadway NOWâ
âNUH UH"
"YUH HUH"
The only time ur fans have seen sunghoon smile is when he is at red carpets with you
Standing behind you as you're getting interviewedÂ
âThat's my s/oâ look on his face yk what I mean?
#coupleoftheyear
#enhypen#enha#enha x reader#enhypen imagines#enha imagines#heeseung#jay park#park jongseong#jake sim#sim jaeyun#park sunghoon#heeseung x reader#jay
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JONATHAN AND GN!READER AND THEIR ANTICS !!!!!!!
Antics w/ Jonathan and Reader!
I did a similar post yesterday!! (Linked at the end, hopefully, I'm mobile and sometimes tumblr can be weird)
I'm so so sorry it took my so long to get this request <\\3 I was trying to come up with new ideas so it could be different than the other ask <\3, which I highly recommend checking out! Imma be real I'm not totally confident in how this one turned out so that second post can be like an extra/make up <\3
I wasnt sure if you wanted this to be platonic or have them dating so!! It's mostly written as vague in that department!!
Jonathan doesn't strike me as the person who goes out and does things a lot
Just. Wake up, work, home, sleep, repeat.. he'll sometimes send texts to friends and family to schedule a lunch here and there but
That's about it, hes not very social
So a lot of these antics are really going to be made through you making the plans; with the shenanigans really being unplanned byproducts
Honestly I can totally see Jonathan starting shit with someone, be it accident or on purpose, prompting both of yall having to hightail it out of the area
Reminds me of that part from one of the diary of a wimpy kid movies, where greg n rodrick do that fake puke prank on the guy and have to make a run for it
Actually I can totally see yall subtly being menaces and fucking with people
Maybe not a fake puke prank persay but
Yk?
No crime stuff; I only really see that becoming a thing after he becomes Spot! Both from how he worded his whole "turning to a life of crime" thing and the fact he just
Lacks the experience and confidence
Moving on
Maybe it's just my "let's get silly with the writing" part of me, or it's my need for chaos (arguably the same thing), but
I feel like
Somehow, you guys would accidentally probably maybe kinda sorta
Wreak havoc in ways spot could only dream of (before doing the whole. Bouncing across the multiverse thing)
Yall could probably start the day wanting to go to some food truck and
End it by spending a night in jail
Neither of you are allowed anywhere near food trucks after that /j
No but serious note, Jonathan is basically a hermit, he doesnt like leaving his apartment unless he has to; people are just, so
Eeuuughchk!
So when you two hang out it's either his place or yours
But that's not to say it isnt fun!
Hes got normal stuff people have in their homes, like board games and consoles
And also science doohickies
Yeah people have that in their houses, that's a normal thing
Ngl if you give him any ideas for machines or whatnot hes totally going to give it a try
See previous post with a trans s/o, he would make the transgenderinator if you asked him to
Well now hes just turning into doof
Ykw
I feel like he'd take you to alchemax to show off stuff but like
If you asked nicely
How can he say no to that face?
And also he has no backbone
That's not to say you would pressure him, though! Because that's not cool, dont pressure people. But like, he would cave in the way of "I know it's not that serious and I know they'll probably understand if I say no, but I don't want to ever risk disappointing them ever in my life, so I'm gonna say yes!" Kind of way
He just like me frfr
And this is assuming you even know about alchemax
Which personally, unless you're in some way associated with it, I'm p sure be would have a strong boundary to keep you out of it
This is really just turning into a general ramble <\3
Anyways
I dont have many ideas since I struggle with general hcs like this but!! Yeah!! Definitely recommend the linked post for a better more cohesive (?) List of ideas and hcs!! This post kinda
Made me realize I dont have many hcs for Jonathan outside of making his personality a smart pathetic science man
Gotta fix that , give him some hobbies n stuff in the future
Link to a similar post!
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Just gonna leave a few requests here, Iâm fine with waiting for them
Iâd love to see
Leafpool x Hollyleaf
Leafpool x Jayfeather
Leafpool x Lionblaze
Thatâll be it for now
Oh hey I like leafholly :3
No warrior name since they came out looking pretty apprentice aged, but a few names I could think up for them would be Juniperskip, Juniperbranch, Juniperleaf (now they're all leaves..), Junipershine, Junipershade, Juniperheart.............
Also uhh *looks at the date of the last Everything* long time no see huh. I did not forget but Damn did Things Happen
To anyone wondering I/we're doing fine! While this blog has been put off on somewhat of an unofficial hiatus, list of things that have occured to the entity running this includes: quietly left the general wc fandom (I'm still into it it's just... the fandom........ scary), deleted outlook-rock, got into rain code, experienced ego death, became a big boy rain code blogger, turned out to be fictionkin, the nefarious personality disorder came (or was there all the time but I ignored it lmao), turned out to be a system, on all levels except physical is most likely not the same person(s) yall know from the early 20s wc profic resurgence but there's lots of memories of it, got into akuma kun, got into a bunch of shit actually, acquired cool mutuals, healed from the horrific trauma of being called a ribosome at wattpad, got even more queer uhhhh etcetera etcetera basically life went on at least for me
But aughhhh I kinda miss the profic wc fandom. It feels like just less and less people are really posting anything, and I don't really know exactly how much the general tumblr fandom has shifted but from what I can gather it's still heavily leaning into the more anti side as usual. But ever since I kinda branched out more, I feel way safer and just. Better. Than when I was just mainly posting cats
But yeah, uh!! Yomi (one of our Guys. proooobably was around in our wc days? can recall most people we sorta got to know back then) has actually recently made a wc sideblog, @/snakerocks! He's the only one that plans on posting abt cats in the near future, and while it's mainly his some others are also allowed to occassionally also post on it as guests lol. The blog is private so it doesn't come up in search results (unless you type it all the way) so he doesn't have to worry about fuckwads getting pissy about whatever he posts like they use to on public blogs. Sooo if ur enchanted with our wcposting you can go follow and ask him whatever, shipping or character or au/rewrite wise or whatever, no matter how random................ So yeah!
Anyway concerning this blog: I definitely won't delete it, I may continue to just post on and off whenever I feel like it, maybe it's gonna be slow and rare as always, maybe i'll get a sudden burst of kitty inspiration and get more active, I dunno.
I hope you all are doing well, whatever you are doing now <33
- ashley & Yomi
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olderbrother!skz headcanons pt 2!!
ahh maknae line! hyung line
han
you guys are inseparable
you also get mad at minho for stealing your brother
also han and u are actual soulmates
minho is second (and less cool in ur opinion)
only about one-two years apart
when yall meet he does the âwhere my hug at?â thing
its either you koala hug him or he does
just like, legs wrapped around waist typa hug
or heâll bury his face into your armpit
you think itâs disgusting but he argues its comfyÂ
he sends you all his photos he wants to post
then you choose the ones you likeÂ
he likes anime; you like kdramas
constantly fighting abt which is better
it got so heated once that even felix rose his voice for yall to stfu
its okay tho u made up a day after and went to the park to have a singing contest
you watch silly documentaries together
your chat is filled with stupid jokes and complaints
but heâs the first to know when something is wrong
started dissing this kid who bullied you in fifth grade
he got sent to the office but gave you a hug right before
steals things from photoshoots to give to you
spams you when heâs in the studio
asks you for lyric inspo and uses your terrible love life as inspo
once you showed one of his songs to your partner
âmy brother wrote this about my last ex. dont make him do it again, he cried writing it.â
well your partner also cried so
matching stuffed animals <3
asks you to help him learn twice choreo
bc ur a huge once
he also got you a signed album from them
âoh here noonas gave me this idk why thoâ
felix
loves you to death.
like fr its scary
youre four-five years younger than him
so you basically have eight older brothers
nicknamed you smiley bc your smile is the cutest thing ever (and it is)
runs to you calling âsmiley!!!â
and lifts you off the ground when you hug
he hooks his chin around your shoulder and smells you
you think him smelling you is weird but it isnt
bc according to him you smell like âvanilla and lavenders and lemonâ
it is so very random but you love it anyways
you two balance each other out so well, in a really weird way tho
like heâs hyper and energetic and sweet
while your active and excited and a little bitter
your insults and comebacks make him cry laugh every time
and you do the same with felix
he will NEVER shut up abt you trust
like seungmin once put him on a ban from talking about you
but he just started texting about you so
taught you taekwando
and now you fight hand to hand against changbin (and win most times)
felix doesnt like it tho bc âchangbinnie'll get hurt and cry!â
both of your puberty hormones went to your voice box
his got deeper and huskier; yours is silkier and in the middle tone range leaning deep
but its like a rich deep ya know?
when heâs sleepy he starts mumbling random sentences and you record them snd send them to you group chat named âskz (-1 sunshine +1 smiley)â
if seungmin thought felix was bad at gaming, youre even worse
most of the time you end up dying
its funny because you started gaming before felix did too
you gave each other sweatshirts for white day in korea
and now your roommate hates when you use it because its so worn down and lowk smelly
jeongin has to beg felix to take it off and put it in the wash
dance parties at random times
especially if you or felix are feeling down
the playlist âHOE DANCE DOWN!â is blasting
consisting of twice, charli xcx, dua lipa, and olivia rodrigo
other artists too and some from jyp bc felix loves his jypnation
not jyp tho anytime felix complains abt the âstupid motherfucker who wont shut up and has no talent and too much confidenceâ
complains ESPECIALLY while yall r playing fortnite, on your request
baking is your shared therapy
felix makes brownies, you make cookies
perfect duo in the kitchen
you bake so often that watching you two is like a dance
members will literally watch you bake and you flip them off
âLIXIE I GOT FLIPPED OFF AGAIN!â
âJISUNG STOP BEING A CREEP!!â
rock paper scissors is YOUR thing
like felix will just turn to you and stick his fist out
you also win almost every time
seungmin
you literally have twin telepathy
mainly bc your twins but he is also thirty two minutes older
so, day ones
gatekeeps you from his friends but not the group
because somehow they already knew who you were
you introduced yourself to them the day they debuted
only pretends to be sad abt not being a twin in the group
because he already has you and wouldnt change it for anything
the only person he will not hesitate from skinship is you
pats on the head, chin on shoulder, holding hands, occasional squeezing
his hugs are your safe spot
heâd tap you on the shoulder and take your arm
then he starts massaging you after pulling you into the hug
and it feels so good
and heâs surprisingly good at it too
treats you like a baby bc ur the youngest in you family (by a half hour)
once got you a new phone to stop you from complaining
you think its because he loves you but that is denied every time (its true tho, bc who wouldnt love you?)
only person who can calm you down
when you get too mad
heâll call you or lay next to you
rub your back until you calm down
if youre on call heâll put on music and start singing random shit
youre the orange kitty to his golden retriever puppy
you literally paw at him until he gives you his attention
heâll get excited and its the cutest thing youâve seen
wakes you up by singing the high note in âcover meâ in your ear
ever since heâd recorded that heâs been bragging abt it
but you dont mind bc his singing is nice and you know he would feel the same if you bragged about your fashion designs and website
every day you leave him sweet messages (like his older sister!!)
âoh seungmo, love your hair today! your smile lit up my room puppyâ
in return he sends cute gifs
he also learned french from the i am you tour to swear at you
asks for help in english before events/interviews where english will be used
you were the one who calmed his worries before the paris fashion week
since youre an english and fashion design major he relies on you
he will also never get over the fact that his TWIN is double majoring
your literally jeonginâs favorite tho
bc if seungmin says no youâll say yes
very very mischevious
if one of you are having a bad day
youâll just bring the other to a rage room
very effective
jeongin
heâs the maknae of the group and hates getting babied
so he automatically doesnât baby you
maybe he does a little bitâŚ.
but thats because you told him it was okay and you liked it
youre around three years younger than him
so everyone in the group babies you
jeongin is always the first to go and greet you tho
spooks you tho
goes behind your back and yells âboo!â in your ear
he gets punched by you after that
you just tackle him and squeeze him
but he goes âoh youve grown so big now!â
heâs also been getting stronger so when he goes into his normal hug where he puts his amrs around and under your armpits, you get squeezed until youre out of breath
on that note
he takes you to the gym bc youâve been wanting to work out since starting college
he wanted to b your gym buddy (also was scared of u dying bc of asking binnie)
pushes you enough to finish bc he knows ur limits <3
you go to a convinience store after your workouts
both of yall try to pay BUT you make a schedule for who pays
you switch off
innie is extremely proud he made that idea
share a gym playlist
and most of your playlist
bc ur music taste is so similar you end up collabing playlists
you both do daily fit checks
slowly youâve been able to coax him out of terrible shoe choices
youâll show him something new and heâll be like
âoh is this what all the youngsters are wearing now?â
he busts out these rubber shoes that give you a headache
âim doing it for stayâ you know stayâs reaction bc u r one
you always show what stays are saying on pinterest and call them simps
but you also cant talk bc, and jeongin quotes this
âdamnn hyunjin looking fine enough to be mineâ
but also jeongin constantly uses pick up lines on YOUR friends
if he ever picks you up heâll turn to someone your hanging out with
âare you the sun because youre so hot you burn my retinasâ
and everyone is just. majorly confused
its his random space obsession showing okay
you went on a planetarium date one time
he talked your ear off and then you bit his ear
retaliation for all the times heâs bit you when he was a wee little one
after that you went shopping
a stay photographed yall starting dating rumors
but its okay bc jeongin addressed it in his lives
telling everyone youre siblings
there is a ten minute video of him cracking up, tears flowing bc of the situation
@chans-muffin i delivered!!!!
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Hellooo! I literally refresh ur blog RELIGIOUSLY for content, lmao. Would love it if you could do a fandom ship for me
My Appearance
Iâm a 5â7 dude with fluffy dark brown hair, but I dyed it strawberry blonde a little while ago- you can tell Iâm a brunette since my roots have started showing again. My eyes are also dark brown, and I have a light tannish skin tone with a couple of moles here and there (Iâm POC, for better reference) My favorite color is blue, so Iâm always wearing different shades of it (navy, cerulean, baby blue, sky blue etc.) and my style is kinda e-boy/soft grunge
My Personality
I like to think that Iâm a pretty chill guy. I mostly spend my time playing video games (Minecraft, PokĂŠmon, Genshin and honkai star rail) and minding my own business. my grades are average since Iâm too lazy to really study. Iâm autistic and extremely socially anxious, so I tend to be non-verbal out in public and I never willingly go outside. That being said, I have a lot of online friends who I love chatting with, and I sorta have dark humor (NOT sexism or racism, I mean dark humor as in joking abt my mental health - which is shit, lmao). Iâm also lowkey a nerd, so I love analyzing video game lore and making theories cuz Matpat lowkey raised me.
My Hobbies
As I mentioned previously, Iâm obsessed with video games. However, I also like comic books and listening to music while I draw! Iâm not a professional artist or anything, but I like to sketch and doodle my fav characters when I can. Idek if this counts as a hobby, but I also collect whatever coins, beer caps, paper clips or any general trinket I can find. One time I found this really tiny tennis racket on the floor at school (itâs plastic and barely the size of my thumb) and Iâve kept it in my purse ever since. Yes, I have a purse- theyâre cute as hell
Uhhh, I think thatâs it! Pls do the Outsiders or Slaughter fandom!! Ty
IM DOING BOTH BECUASE YOU COMPLIMENYED MEEEEEEE!!!! Ignore my spelling im gay ok
MATPAT RAISED ME TOO LETS BE FRIENDS ANON
Now to the ships:
The Outsiders: Ponyboy Curtis
Explanation: BCUZ I SAID SO/j You and Ponyboy both have special obsessions that you bond over. I think he really likes your style, the way you look, and how especially it contrasts to him. (Heâs totally not jealous, yk what they say if you canât be them be with them) Youâre the most interesting person heâs met in the relatively boring town of Tulsa Oklahoma, and he thinks your style is tuff as hell. He would love watching Film Theory with you and doing his own mini analysis, and I think your less social personality would fit with him just perfectly, and he would make sure to respect all of your boundaries. He loves draw with you and listen to music with you, and he loves that you collect things, which is convenient for him because he canât buy you super expensive gifts due to his low income household, but he can find you cool little knickknacks and such! He wears blue to match you a lot. Yall just chill and vibe together and we love it Yall are cute I ship it đ
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Texas Chainsaw Massacre:
Nubbins Sawyer
Explanation: I think you and Nubs are an amazing fit together!!! You both have artistic soulsâŚ.. in much different ways and he has a purse just like you and also likes collecting little things and I think if he ever found anything cool while scavenging for roadkill heâd totally give it to you and youâd probably just have to be like Nubs⌠I donât want a dead rat tailâŚ. đ But anyway yall are so cute together, I think his more giddy/insane personality is a great constrast to your more shy/chill seeming one. Heâs used to being judged for the way he is so I think he would understand you in a lot of ways- not to mention he LOVES your humor, because he has a pretty wacky dark sense of humor himself, and heâs also used to being judged for that too. He would definitely take lotsa pictures of you and then show them to victims. (And ask if youâre attractive and if they say no they get tortured for hours) He loves listening to your rants about your obsessions and in return you have to listen to hours of him ranting about cool roadkill he found that day or how he made a new trap better for catching victims! He also really likes your style despite not being that aware of fashion in general- You both have a way of understanding eachother like to one else. Ayway I love you both I ship it even though Nubs is my pookie
#urlocalnonbinarybastardwritesanswers#the outsiders hcs#the outsiders headcanons#two bit mathews#johnny cade#the outsiders#dallas winston#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#steve randle#ponyboy curtis#texas chainsaw massacre headcanons#the texas chainsaw massacre#texas chainsaw game#texas chainsaw massacre game#tcm#nubbins sawyer#dally winston#curly shepard#tim shepard#the outsiders dally#twobit mathews#johnny cade the outsiders#dally winston the outsiders#ponyboy x reader#nubbins x reader#nubbins the slasher#tcm nubbins#nubbins slaughter x reader#nubbins sawyer x reader
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HELP hi guysđđ I have a funny story to share(it has a serious topic(?) just anemia so don't worry too much abt that) it will probably be long idk and also it's the reason I didn't updated the megumi smau yesterday so I say blame the discordians!
ALSO why did I blink and saw that I have 441 followers it probably went up but I'm too lazy to check.
okay anyways so my friend and I have this small server on discord it was originally my kpop server I made back in 2022 bc I wanted txt friends but then we kinda shut it down last year AND NOW ITS BACK UP! so we talk a lot in that server and SHE ASKED ME to pretend to be boys on the Greg bot yk the phone bot thing! so I was like oh okay! BC PPL ALREADY THINK IM A BOY ON MY REGULAR ACC so I used my second acc and created a whole other person(his name is ezra and he's a bleach fan.) right and it was harmless when we went on the Greg bot right made some mini bro friends right! I think someone actually wanted us bc they asked for our ig but um anyways.
EVERYTHING WENT GOOD UNTIL these two girls.
to understand my story better I have to over share on some stuff. my race is black and I'm anemic so since yk that my story will make some sense.
firstly when we said hi I said "yo" bc idk boys say that and my friend she had gave up on being a boy I just continued bc being a boy is fun.. AND WHEN MY FRIEND SAID HI she was like "HELLO" and boom drama started BC APPARENTLY THEY WERE LIKE "ik this call abt to be ass" and started talking abt how she said hello in all caps and my username (it was fw.ez HELPME) and I didn't notice them talking abt my friend first and only saw when they talked abt my username so I was like "dang dawg I'm.not even a boy" bc i thought yk harmless prank! but apparently I was using the word "dawg" wrong? WHATđą AND THEN PROCEEDED TO CALL ME WHITE. WHITE PPL CANT USE THE WORD DAWG? AND THERES A RIGHT WAY? so I was confused at first then I understood what they meant and told them im black I think they short circuit but still carried on with their arguments so I got mad and my chest began to race bc my anemia sometimes affects my emotions and I will get a tad bit emotional! so um I couldn't think straight I wanted to tell them some very bad words in dialect but they wouldn't even understand me so I was like I bet yall annoying as hell and it shut them up apparently AND YK MY FRIRND WASNT EVEN ON DISCORD I HAD TO DEFEND FOR MYSELF AND HER AND SHE CAME BACK AND WAS LIKE what's happening. GIRL. I told her what was happening and she called them dumb HAHAHA anyways then we came off the phone but THANKS TO THEM I HAD A RACING HEART AND A SEMI WEAK BODY with cold fingers and toes so I couldn't do anything I was going to write a new chapter for the megs smau bc I forgot to do it eariler in the day but I couldn't even think straight so I was up until 4amđ with a racin heart and random emotional changes with my mommy gossiping abt some game we play(romance club it's like episode but better i recommend that you play the story called song of the crimson nile hehehheheja) and now IM HOME FROM SCHOOL BC OF THEMđ¤¨đđ
lesson of the day- ignore THOSE discordians!đ
oh and um a megumi update later when I'm feeling betterđ¤Ťđđ
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do u ever think about the way olivia rodrigo invented music
just kidding i know the emotions she sings about have existed since the beginning of time but im just now realizing that if i was born in the taylor swift era i would 100% be a swiftie bc i was thinking abt olivia rodrigoâs music the other day and unironically had the thought âwow she literally invented having emotionsâ before i managed to catch myself. but honestly i think itâs crazy how accurately she captures all these feelings of insecurity and heartbreak (and now joy!) so perfectly!!
âlacyâ and âpretty isnât prettyâ seem so similar on the surface, but i feel like lacy is more of a gradual realization that no matter what u doâor how ur actually perceivedâyou will never feel as feminine as u want to. there will always be people (aka Lacy) who are gonna be effortlessly elegant and beautiful and feminine and feeling jealous of that is so fuckin stupid but that doesnât stop u from caring. and then i like âpretty isnât prettyâ bc i feel like thatâs the aftermath of Lacy. idk the part abt her trying every shade of lipstick really hit bc when i was first experimenting w makeup i remember feeling so insecure that none of them seemed âmyâ color. also i really like the gradual buildup of âitâs in my phone/head/magazines/the boys i bring to bedâ bc i feel like that describes the pipeline so well
anyway now letâs get into the new songs she released. iâm actually not sure if theyâre new bc when i searched it up after it popped up on my spotify google said she released this back in 2023? so idk. but her youtube channel literally has this all released within the last few days. but my favorite thing about these songs is how im in the same era sheâs in rn. that happened to me with âsourâ and âgutsâ reopened a lot of those old wounds, so i absolutely love the healing theme (? i know thatâs not the right word but itâs hard to think rn) this album has. letâs start off with obsessed since that popped up for me first
obsessed? yeah, obsessed with this fucking song. seriously. âif you knew how much i thought about her youâd think i was in loveâ already starting off on a banger. also i watched the mv and i loved it. this song literally couldnât have came at a more perfect time, yall ever just randomly remember that ur s/o has dated ppl that arenât u before? chilling realization, really
scared of my guitar? âi canât lie to it the same way i like to youâ? âi lay in your arms and pretend that itâs loveâ? âiâd rather be tied to someone even if theyâre wrongâ? oh my god. i was literally thinking about this the other day. like, being in a relationship bc u want to be or if itâs bc youâre scared of being by yourself. and i also like the fact that itâs insinuating that the other person is the better half. bc sometimes it does feel like literally just loving someone when you struggle so much with the thoughts i mentioned is just the same as stringing them along. but then also i think itâs nice to pretend youâre in love bc obviously at the beginning of a relationship you have no idea if itâs ever going to go that far, so i think we often fall in love with the idea of being loved. which sounds a bit corny when i put it like that, but scared of my guitar made *me* feel like a tortured poet bc i used to be like âim chill ! :o)â and then open up ao3 and write a billy taupe/lucy gray story like girlâŚ. thatâs not the same as olivia rodrigo being folksy and cute
speaking of being folksy and cute, âgirl iâve always beenâ is so folksy and cute! i literally hate country music so fucking much (iâm sorry⌠one time this guy in hs played Godâs Country in front of the class for a presentation and he stood there kinda ominously so ever since then iâve kinda hated it) but this song was nice i liked it! i like the confidence it exudes, someone already mentioned this in the comments but it really is giving off lucy gray vibes, especially âwith venom on my tongue u ask me who iâve becomeâ like okayyy someone needs to write a billy taupe/ lucy gray inspired story abt that line immediately. i donât really have much more to say since this one was the one i found the least personally relatable, but i love the sassiness of it all!!
stranger. this one was a FUCKING banger, this was the sort of era i was in when guts released so im so glad miss olivia rodrigo could put the feeling of realizing u donât *need* someone u thought u literally couldnât live without into words. âi always thought it was some comforting lie ppl toldâ literally. also the call back to âenough for youâ by saying âif im not enough for you then youâre not enough for me eitherâ :,). i think growing up is quite nice
so american. fav! <3 <3 <3. âheâs like a poem i wish i wroteâ hands down my favorite lyric fucking ever. i LOVE this song. like i said with âlacyâ and âpretty isnât prettyâ bleeding into each other, i think the same applies w this song and âscared of my guitar.â like after u get over ur fear of ur guitar u realize that ur so american and suddenly wanting to get married and be in love doesnât seem so selfish anymore. i really, really love this song (if i havenât already mentioned that)
sorry, i know this was a long post! stranger had me bursting into tears so i told Boyfriend i needed to write in my ânotes appâ abt it so everyone say hi Boyfriend. but seriously im feeling so american rn i literally was like âleave me alone and donât touch me im feeling explosively emotionalâ and he was like ok! hereâs some fruit. and then now im writing on my phone about songs i love. like is there any better feeling??
#i wrote all that and realized itâs not a new album itâs literally guts extended đđ#so little did i know me and her albums have always been in the same era#but seriously i love olivia rodrigoâs music so fucking much#i hope i get to see her in concert someday that would be so cool#anyway olivia rodrigo fans what did we think abt the songs#long post#dear diary
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Yall yk wut i just found out?
This is so true beauty but this is what happened
My friend Iâll refer to as M is moreover on the fat and ugly side but overall ok looking grades suck too. M likes a person and i didnât know. She only told me after months while my other friends in the friend group already knew. How she told me? She called me a pick me for sitting well close to him and another guy friend btw and we talk abt stuff that r fun so I laugh. Right before weeks this happened i started developing feelings for Mâs crush cus whatever. M accused me of liking her crush and accused me of being a pick me by âacting close to himâ⌠After that day i was distant but I kept hanging around those two guy friends cus they r fun to be around with,(not at recess but just sitting close to them)⌠M accused me again a few weeks later because i was acting the same way even if i was being more distant towards her hunny boo boo bear. Today we were playing a game and some guys including the two im good friends with were playing also. We were spinning a wheel to see who receiving the truth or dare and bla bla bla. One question my friend girl asked Mâs crush who he used to like this year. He fucking said M⌠I consider myself better than M not because im confident or anything but because i m moreover prettier have better grades , (like more than M cus sheâs failing everything also i have a more bubbly and open personality tho im an introvert. Also anyway i confessed to Mâs crush when I didnât know she liked him before. I hate my life. Imma cvt myself or do homework now tho baiiii⌠P.S I might update
#$elf h4rm#$elf harm#$h tumblr#$hblr#sh cvt#shitpost#depressing shit#slef harn#slef hate#slef harm#s3lf harn#tw self harn#self h@rm#i want to cvt#cvtaddict#cvtt!ng#cvtblr#i wanna cvt#baby cvts#thigh cvts#deep cvts#small cvts
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Paracosm Info | DreamSet Circus
I'm only comfortable with MaDDers/IDDers rebloging, thanks.
⨠General Info/Plot
What living/working at a circus is like, pretty much. I....honestly don't know what else to say about it, tbh that's pretty much the basics??
⨠Paras
Calypso Raymond; The Ringleader/Ringmaster. Male (he/him). main parame for...almost everything lol. Super energetic.
Diana Harding; the fashionista of the group. a living doll. from the 1800s. was alive during the women's suffrage movement in great britain. best friends with liam.
Prism; She's a daughter of Iris, goddess of the rainbow, so she can control colors & kinda bend light. Uh, shes kinda clingy, esp with Calypso since Prism has known him since literal birthâshe was brought to the circus as a newborn baby by, Isaac, Liam, or Delilah I'm presuming. She likes to fuck up the colors on everything & everyone, which bugs Diana because fashion, but they still get along great. Shes the second youngest of the group.
Liam; the Big Brother of everyone. He's the strong man (oh, yeah, Diana makes everyone's (performing) clothes and other fashion stuff). Tbh I don't have much on him?? I think he's french, or russian, he definitely has an accent lol. Liam is the oldest outta everyone there (besides Isaac, but he retired), being around 25-30ish. Not sure what his back story is, but I'll update this when I do. Anyways, Liam is usually hanging out with Diana and they're like, best friends
Clairette; the youngest outta all of them. Shes has some spider DNA in her, meaning she has four arms (one normal pair and then a pair on her torso). Uh, actually, she kinda caused Calypso's death?? Like. So. She was "in charge" of feeding Gold that day, and basically begged Cali to perform with the lion, despite him being the only one fully qualified to be the lion-tamer??? Clairette feels super guilty about it tho, and p much everyone's forgiven her by now (with. some grudges/anger popping up from time to time but that's usually when they gotta relive it again)
Delilah; a ballerina. And an *assassin*. Tbh I think the reason DreamSet has so much money is because she takes jobs on the dl, ofc everyone working there knows what she does and stuff, but like hell they'll turn her in. Shes also the second oldest at like, 20, aannddd a lot more mature than Calypso, so she also handles the finances and things like that
Guinevere & Dice; Guinevere & Dice are twins, and idk Dice's real name is?? Like, obviously Guinevere knows, since they grew up together and stuff, but nobody else does?? Anyways, those two are in charge of the "Gambling Corner" aka Casino. Its still """kid friendly""", meaning its just rigged carnival games and some stuff for adults (that always lose their money lmao). Guinevere likes do deal with games that involve cards, while Dice likes, well, games that involve dice lol
Isaac; He was the original ringleader before Calypso took over. A centaur & everyones dad (no seriously like everyone just. stole his last name lol)
Emily; Isaac's wife and everyone's mom. Had a miscarriage before meeting Diana, so the two have a very mother-daughter like relationship.
#paracosm; dreamset circus#paraportal#paracosm info#para; calypso raymond#para; diana harding#para; dice#para; guinevere#para; prism#para; liam#para; delilah#paras#sunshine talks for a bit#im slowly clearing out all my drafts yay#anyways yall better ask me abt these guys now
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#idk if ive told this story but theres this guy who used to be my childhood best friend#weâre not rly friends anymore bc a few years ago (after 8 years of friendship bc i liked him and i thought hm if i wait long enough maybe he#heâll like me back but no it rly wasnt worth it) BC a few years ago i up and told him i didnt feel comfortable with him calling me his best#friend anymore bc he only ever came to me to talk abt his girlfriends and how they were toxic to him and i swear i gave him solid advice but#he never listened nd generally when i wanted to Share with him my own probs and stuff he wouldnt listen to me like i did for him#my other Genuine best friend convinced me hes the one toxic here and he really really was so i told him stop calling me that and he legit#stopped talking to me the next day and for the next three years#ok Anyway thats the context#so abt three weeks ago it got rly weird bc he suddenly dmed me on insta talking abt film photography#which is fine bc i like film too and we Occasionally talk on insta (but its in bursts and never every now and then)#and he was suddenly asking to meet and stuff to help him with a shoot based on a theme he had in mind#it had a lot to do with our neighbourhood and that i lived the closest to him and âis the closestâ to him as a friend now#so in a sense i was kinda like supposed to help him shoot for stuff help him get insp and whatever it honestly was rly sudden tbh but i Get#it#and it all still felt super fishy so i went to see his profile and all his photos with his now ex gf were all gone and it was very sudden#and i was thinking this guy better not be Doing it again......bc he did this same thing way back then where he only looked for me when his t#thing with any of his gfs wasnt working out and i told my Actual Best friend and she was like dont do it . youre too kind like that but dont#do it...she rly hates this guy btw lol anyway so i was rly super uncomfortable bc it rly did feel like that like how it felt all those years#ago and i told him dude i cant meet you tmr im actually busy (i rly was) and theres another reason but iâll tell sometime later#and he was like hm ok and it probly might make me look like an ass bc this is a guy looking for comfort and stuff but yall gotta understand#i wasnt in the best place that week but anyway#literally. Literally a week later he starts posting pics with this completely new and different girl#and suddenly hes saying he loves her and where has she been all his life and itsjust so Weird bc he was So In Love with his previous girlfri#end too and i just??? its literally why i didnt want to meet with him bc it felt So Weird that he just broke up and suddenly hes seeing#someone else....just didnt sit right with me in my guts even if he probably needed someone bc i know there are people like that#that was literally the whole point of me saying iâll tell the other reason later i swear it was too give him Some Time and suddenly this guy#anyway this is honestly the tiniest issue right now in my life but heres one drama thats happened during my Mini Miniest hiatus#im thinking ok maybe this is how he copes aka fall fast to forget prev relationships but i wonder if his new girl has any idea.........bc i#was sincerely hoping for the best for his prev girlfriend....i know too much abt how he is even if we havent been Friends friends for 10#years now...hes literally the same i swear and i just wish. i just hope his new girlfriend wont be too broken idk
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You don't have to do this if you don't want to, but I noticed that with the TWST Dazai!MC prompt you didn't say anything about how the Dorm Leaders might react to their multiple attempts at suicide, and just, I'm curious.
However if you feel that that's to heavy of a topic, well, I am curious how to Dorm Leaders and Vice Dorm Leaders would act around a Fukuzawa!MC! Especially Lilia because dad to dad communication lol.
Dorm leaders + vice dorm leaders with a Fukuzawa!MC
notes: honestly i think i mostly just forgot to wrote abt the dazai!mc multiple attemptsđim sure the mc will get their ears pulled if the dorm leaders found out tho
â˘dont ask if theyre occ, i barely played the game now LMFOAOAOAOAO
â˘also, if the parts are somehow a mess again, pls point ur fingers at tumblr. i have no idea how to fix this thingđ
You're a serious person, capable of maintaining your calm expression at every time. You prioritize the welfare of your subordinates or friends before anything else.
You are not one to hesitate seeking help from someone, especially if it's someone you know. While you're emotionally reserved and impassive, you have quite the scathing sense of humor.
Riddle:
â˘he's not one to be intimidated but your aura really scare him sometimes that he actually flinchedđĽ
â˘but other than that, hes fine with u!!
â˘you're reliable and is really independent (unlike ur friends thats from his dormđesp ace)
â˘when he got to know u and u guys started getting close, he finally got to witness ur... humorđ
â˘he's fine with it since its not like u joke often anywayđđ
â˘but sometimes ur jokes makes him competitiveđđcan u blame him thoâď¸âď¸
â˘"you're getting better at being a dorm leader" "thank-" "not better than me tho"
â˘LIKE YOU SAYING THAT TO A SCHOOL FULL OF VILLAINS. YOU SHOULD EXPECT AT LEAST HALF OF THEM TO FEEL COMPETITIVE OVER IT
â˘feel this small sense of pride whenever u go to him and ask him for some help
â˘like wow this person who's very independent and rarely show emotions is asking ME for help????
â˘speaking of ur emotions, he wentđ°âď¸at how quickly u gave up at smth bc its cute (example: grim or cats in general)
â˘one time grim accidentally burned some bushes in the heartslabyul's garden and u were glaring at him
â˘so grim look at u with these shiny eyes asking for forgiveness
â˘and u instantly forgave himđ
â˘riddle was the witness to all this
â˘WHEN U PULLED OUT A RANDOM CAT TREAT FROM UR SLEEVES, HE WENTđąđ°âď¸âźď¸
â˘WHY U KEEPING CAT TREAT IN THERE.
Trey:
â˘kind of glad there's someone like u with the adeuce duođ
â˘can u blame him tho? someone needs to watch over those two (plus grim)
â˘he is quite thankful that you're the way u are tbh
â˘bc like not only can he ask u for help
â˘he also feel kind of relieved when he saw the duo getting punished by u instead of riddle for causing troubles (give riddle some rest man)
â˘he actually noticed ur soft spot for cute stuffđ¤
â˘bc like he noticed u feeding random cats u found bc they're cute (all cats are cute fight me)
â˘or that time u instantly forgave grim just bc he gave u those shiny eyes thats cuteđ
â˘so he made these treats with cute decorations just for u
â˘like when u got invited to a unbirthday party or if its ur birthday
â˘ur face still looks like thisđ but ur hands were busy taking pics of the treats
â˘and u hesitated touching the pastry since u don't wanna ruin itđđ
â˘he thinks its kind of cute and surprising honestlyđ
â˘he wants to tease u but uh ur aura is kind of intimidatingđsorry man
â˘btw he caught u pulling out some cat treats from ur sleeves while he was walking to the cafeteriađ
â˘he didn't catch u do so the first time u feed the cats in front of him btw
â˘he wentđ¤¨âď¸
⢠"u... u keep cat treats there?!?"
â˘well he just... add it into the list of things that makes u weird but in an endearing way???đđ
Leona:
â˘smelt cat treats on u the first time yall met and was wondering if that was what u ate for lunchđđ
â˘hey u can't blame him for thinking like thatđwhy'd u smell like different kinds of cat treats
â˘and then u pull out some cat treats from ur sleeves for him
â˘get it? bc hes a lion
â˘and lions are big cats
⢠and u like cats
â˘and u kind of see his ears and go đâ¨
â˘leona: đ¤¨đ
â˘kind of avoids u for that HELP
â˘spotted u feeding random cats u found with the cat treats u kept in ur sleeves everytime he went to find a nap place
â˘he sighed but he left u alone
â˘honestly? he thought you'll be more like riddle or smth bc of ur usual facial expressionsđ
â˘so when u pull this shit he just gođ§đťââď¸
â˘this is the guy i can see ur humor target everytimeđŻđ
â˘he kind of have the same humor as u so likeđ¤đ¤ unexpected match made in heaven???
â˘but it kind of looks like an argument sometimes to the people around u so uhđ
â˘well until leona laughs that is
â˘and u have that small rare smile on ur face
â˘leona is ashamed to admit he laughed at ur jokeđ
â˘lowkey proud hes the first one to make u smile thođ
Azul:
â˘bold of you to assume azul would be intimidated
â˘students are scared of HIM (his payment)
â˘and bc he's been around the tweels so much, ur aura had no effect on him
â˘probably accidentally made u mad with his first contractđĽđĽ
â˘man was trying so hard to survive then bc u were threatening to pull out ur sword
â˘and u had this scowl on ur faceđ
â˘it was not a fun experience
â˘thank the seven u let him off
â˘(ngl saying thank the seven makes it feels like I'm thanking 707 đ)
â˘well it is now half fun being with you
â˘half because u would stop him if he ever thought about making some students work for him in some slave contract again
â˘(he won't again btw he is a new manâźď¸(in a way))
â˘the other half is because you're actually so much fun to be around
â˘all because of all ur weird quirksđ
â˘even azul couldn't guess what you would do next
â˘saw ur soft spot for felines and it got the gear in his head spinning
â˘"hmđ¤maybe if i give the prefect a cat they would let me off againđ¤"
â˘tried and is pretty successfulđ
â˘now he knows how to get u to instantly forgive him
â˘offered to make u a high quality bag so u can put ur cat food in instead of ur sleevesđ
â˘u said no btw
â˘yes, it was because it definitely wasn't free
Jade:
â˘definitely not scared
â˘he is the one you should run from
â˘but instead u gave him this stern look
â˘so he is very interested
â˘you're literally his new test subject /hj
â˘bothers u daily
â˘all because u run into each other pretty often
â˘if u want to ask if jade did it on purpose or if it's actually an accident, i am not able to answer
â˘ran into u one time when i saw a cat
â˘was about to greet you until u pulled out some cat treatsđ
â˘well congrats? he was genuinely flabbergasted
â˘like huhđ¤¨đŽâď¸the stern and always serious prefect have some cat treats with themâď¸
â˘no wonder u smell like cat treatsđ
â˘makes it a mission to tease u about it everytime
â˘u going "so whatđ¤Źit's for catsđ¤"
â˘you're genuinely so interesting for himđ
â˘goodluck staying alive with him hot on ur tail ig
Kalim:
â˘he does get intimidated but not for long
â˘it goes from like "yikes u kinda scary but hi" to
⢠"HI HOW'S UR DAY"
â˘and it lowkey reminds u of ur coworkers so u just let it be
â˘like kalim is clinging onto ur back and is just hanging by ur neck?
â˘sure you're strong enough to hold the both of u up anyway
â˘he suddenly dragged u to a random party he hosted?
â˘this is fine.
â˘remember the concept for today? cat foods in sleeves? yes.
â˘he saw that. he def saw that
â˘i highly doubt theres no cats with how many animals he brought in sometimes
â˘so u can already tell just WHAT happened when u come across one
â˘kalim is very đ¤¨WOAHđ§âźď¸âźď¸
â˘which almost scares the cats and thankfully didn't
â˘asked a lot of question which he only gets like a one sentence answer of
â˘notices ur fondness of cats + he always dragged u to visit scarabia anyway
â˘so guess who have a lot of cats in the dorm now btwđđâźď¸ #BLESSKALIM
Jamil:
â˘the one begging through tears and snot to not have that many cats in the dorm
â˘spoilers: someone didn't listen!!
â˘so now he may or may not be a catsitter once youre away from the dorm
â˘also makes u regularly visit the dorm bc its partly ur fault there's so many cats there now anyway
â˘u dont seem to mind so he takes it as an absolute win
â˘yes, he absolutely knew abt the cat foods under ur sleeves
â˘he does not care as long as it does not give him more troubles
â˘if anything he encourages it since he barely have to take care of the cats because of u
â˘also, u make his job easier since u naturally help kalim if needed
â˘which is getting him out of the consequences of his own shenanigans which jamil is very thankful for
â˘more rest for him + time to rebuild his reputation
â˘u helped him around in the kitchen here and there too so he is very thankfulâş
Vil:
â˘is pretty neutral honestly??? u look like any other person to him
â˘except not too ugly, not too eye catching
â˘youre a perfect middle PLS
â˘idk if yall can even have a convo
â˘if yall ever did talk its probably just vil talking and u nodding with some verbal answers here and there
â˘well its nice having someone hear u talk sometimes so he doesn't mindđâźď¸
â˘fusses abt the cat fur on ur clothes i bet
â˘"DIDN'T I JUST HELP U CLEAN THAT UP HOW COME YOU SUDDENLY HAVE MORE CAT FURS"
â˘and rhen rook came in and snitched on u
â˘gave u a perfume for ur birthday bc u smell of cat foodđ
â˘theres that one image in my head and i canr stop thinking abt it I'll google later
â˘update: I CANT FIND IT SO BAVE THIS INSTEAD ITS VERY CLOSE
â˘a non verbal action of u stink!!
â˘/HJ
Rook:
â˘weapon partners??? đłđĽşđ
â˘i mean who else brings their weapon around campus other than the two of uđâď¸
â˘he can watch ur back with his arrow i forgorâ¤âđĽu can idk close combat idk anything abt fightingâ¤ď¸
â˘so fire coupleđĽđĽđĽ /JOKE
â˘rook is an empath so u can tell he is EXTREMELY affected by the greatness of ur aura /j
â˘shining eyes, cupping his face, meek voice following u around /j
â˘I'm using /j alot for rook help
â˘whenever u went to feed the kitty, he just starts to LOUDLY praise u
â˘that scared the cats away NOOOOđ˘
â˘u almost sliced him off
â˘rook did apologize at least LMFOAOAOAO
â˘he even almost went to hunt the cats back down for u until u stopped him
â˘pls dont kill him
Idia:
â˘saw it through the cameras and absolutely supports the idea
â˘like yes!!! show him ur geniusness of how to get cats to get near him more!!
â˘"that is a very good idea bc not only will the cats get near me more because of the smell of cat food, but I'll also be able to make sure they won't be hungry. yES, i TH-"
â˘leave him be he hasn't slept in like a week
â˘bonus point for u he thinks you're very cool and he's more than willing to let u be his friendâşđ
â˘but unfortunately that will never happened bc u are very intimidating and he does not like that^^!! esp since u look like you're 0.1 sec away from murdering someone^^!!
â˘and unfortunately, he jinxed himself
â˘ortho heard everything and absolutely snitched to u so yall could be friends
â˘u couldn't refuse ortho hes too cute
â˘so guess who's stucked with idia trying to think of a convo!!
â˘its ok a cat walked past and yall started bonding over that little furball
â˘yknow the cat ladies club LMFAO
Malleus:
â˘had this one intense staring contest with each other but its really just you guys trying to find what to say to each other
â˘its ok sebek lowkey saved yall
â˘by yelling at u btw
â˘"HOW DARE U ONLY STARE AT THE GREAT MALLEUS LIKE THAT, U HUMAN!! CAN'T U SEE HOW GREAT AND PERFECT HE IS?!?! YOU SHOULD BE-"
â˘so true i would also worship the ground malleus walks on anyway
â˘he got cut off so good for ur ears!!
â˘"sebek stopđ" "yeah stopđ"
â˘aww look at u two bonding already!!
â˘no conversation starts after that btw its back to silence woops ig
â˘well i mean someone did talk at least after a few mins of just walking in silence and the three of u suffocating in it!!
â˘its just u going "oh what are those?" at a uh how do u spell gorgalous gorgaylous gogalus wait lemme google ok i think its gargoyleđĽâş
â˘anyways u asked so now hes ranting abt every single knowledge he have of them
â˘youre quite interested so y'all became friends in no time!!
Lilia:
â˘he sure do love humans and their unique quirks!
â˘he was on his way to his class one time when he saw u from afar
â˘u were crouching and all so he was pretty interested in what was holding u up esp since its class time
â˘thankfully with his super amazing beautiful 1480p quality eyes, he was able to see what u were doing even when he was so far away from u
â˘which was pulling out cat treats for some random strays u found and probably attract with how u smell
â˘he was so amused he appeared on top of u
â˘not likr a handsome male lead "hey bbygirl" being on top of u but
â˘like "what you got there."
â˘and just kind of hovers on top of u
â˘u almost attacked him btw but shh
â˘he is very interested in u:D!! as a friend AND someone who he will tease for a long time
â˘since when are we friends? u may asked from afar but he ignored u
â˘he can be in diasomnia dorm and u can be in the ramshackle dorm and he can still see everything
â˘that was a joke btw hes no creep and i highly doubt peepaw can see THAT far anyway(i think) â˘anyways u cant complain but u may or may not found urself in one of their tea times
â˘malleus isnt there. he forgor /j
â˘but hey yall have a pretty great time during the entire tea time!!
â˘peepaws bonding timeđđđ
#twst#twst wonderland#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#riddle rosehearts#trey clover#leona kingscholar#azul ashengrotto#jade leech#kalim al asim#jamil viper#vil schoenheit#rook hunt#idia shroud#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#have i told yall I've been mixing kalim and jamil's name lately#sometimes i called them kamil or jalim
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