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i love that raphael is so self absorbed tbh. i mean he just displays the most egregious case of narcissism you’ve ever seen. narcissism so bad he completely lacks any sense of self awareness & quite literally deludes himself with his own ridiculous fantasies of grandeur & power
it’s pathetic really… i’m so obsessed with him lmao. like genuinely what has him convinced he could usurp asmodeus if he had the crown of karsus. that shit was collecting dust in his daddy’s vault for centuries… mephistopheles is quite literally asmodeus’ biggest hater
he’s been plotting & scheming for millennia to overthrow him & he has failed miserably every single time. & im sorry i will acknowledge that raphael is very smart & powerful i mean he’s done enough to make his father send him a little spy/distraction unlike hes treated his other offspring
literally just devoured them bc he hated them lmao. so like yeah raphael is kinda an it girl, he’s got the 2nd most powerful devil of the hells keeping a little side eye on him just in case. but i still think he’s utterly insane if he thinks the crown of karsus is enough to make the hells bend to his knees. i do think it’d be enough for him overthrow zarial & become archdevil of the 1st (i could go on a whole side tangent about how that’s literally only bc mephistopheles wants that to happen bc now he controls 2 layers of hell, one by proxy or his son who quit frankly cannot deny him or else he be devoured. anyways what i was saying is dispater is old as fuck and has been there done that. i really don’t think crown of karsus raphael would be a threat to him at all. don’t even get me STARTED on mammon 💀
like alright sure let’s pretend he conquered the 1st and 2nd. i’m sorry but he’s not getting the 3rd lol. mammon is THAT BITCH and has been around since like fucking forever lol. he quite literally lets his team warlocks open portals to other archdevils domains to steal from them. that devil does not give a FUCKKKKKK 😭😭 he literally was like yeah what the fuck sure you can open a portal to mephistopheles’ vaults in cania so the dead three can steal from him idgaf he can send me a strongly worded email if he has a problem with it 🙄
side note, literally so fucking funny that durge and gortash pulled that shit off bc helsik is literally like yeah sorry homie i actually can’t get you into the 8th layer anymore bc they tightened up security after getting robbed blind 😔
#anyways sorry ignore me i’m rambling#i’ve had this longfic raphael x durge fic marinating in my brain for awhile so i keep coming back to all the potential outcomes you might#get if you give raphael the crown#like okay yeah sure raphael is my stink stink i love him dearly so im rooting for him conquering the hells#HOWEVER#if im being realistic… i can only see him securing avernus sorryyyyyyy#and quite frankly i think asmodeus only allows raphael to merk zarial & declare himself archdevil of the 1st bc he literally just like#… trolls mephistopheles regularly 😭💀#like i could fully see him be like lol sure this fuckass cambion can be archdevil of avernus mostly bc i know it’ll piss my forbidden yaoi#lover off#bg3#dnd#raphael#mephistopheles#asmodeus
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i’ve been wanting to do this since day one
#team fortress 2#tf2#era.png#idk if i’ll.. tag the characters? its just a silly little meme#i’ll think on it#anyway i guess i’ll ramble a bit in the tags then#mains: i’ve always played sniper but recently picked up engie! i love avoiding conflict forever#fav character: hmm this aussie that i hate (affectionate)#relate to: i relate to the both of them at the exact same time. autistic AND adhd#learn to play: i’m a dedicated healer class player but medic is soo difficult for me for some reason? one day. one day#fav ship: hmmm these bozos that i hate (AFFECTIONATE)#like to draw: spy is just fun to draw :) ignore sniper this isnt about him#NO ID SORRY :( this feels very difficult to write an id for. i am very sory#REQUESTS R STILL BEING WORKED ON BTW i’ll get to posting those soon. thank you. i will stop talking now
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Just my opinion on Mel Medarda and her stans/haters
It’s sometimes hard to talk about Mel, because she’s either hailed as “doing no wrong” or hated for “getting in the way of Jayvik/hurting Jayce” and I think it’s made people either very defensive or very critical of her. But idk I think both opinions r wrong, and people need to start understanding her more.
In s2 Mel puts everything on the line to do the right thing rather than the easy thing, and goes out of her way to make up for whatever past mistakes she may have made. She’s not perfect, but she makes the active decision to be good.
The truth is, she did manipulate Jayce, but she also cared deeply for him. She spoke over Viktor and ignored his decisions when they didn’t line up with her plans, but she didn’t hate him. She was the richest person in piltover and had a seat on the council, both of which are things she didn’t use to help the undercity; but she did still care about the people of piltover. All of these things are true at the same time, and it’s not “hating” to point out a characters flaws, nor can you truly love a character while ignoring their flaws.
#mel madarda#mel#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#idk how to tag lol#mel did do stuff wrong but we love her and support her anyways#let ur favs make mistakes im begging u#u can’t say u love a character and then ignore all their flaws 😭#flaws don’t automatically make ur character a bad person#just a realistic and complex one#sorry i’m rambling#ignore me
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2am Doodle(????) (PHIGHTING!)
Calling this a doodle since it only took like 1 hour and I speed ran it while sleep deprived at 2am absolutely blasting ano’s cover of god-ish
Anyways I don’t really draw this kinda stuff too often out of sheer personal preference but when I do it’s honestly kind of fire (+ it’s just fun to draw angsty stuff like that)
enjoy your food for the time being I’m going back into my hole
#art#artists on tumblr#phighting!#phighting fanart#digital art#roblox phighting#phighting roblox#phighting art#roblox#phighting#phighting medkit#medkit phighting#medkit fanart#medkit#phighting! roblox#phighting! art#cw: gore#tw blood#cw blood#blood tw#Yeah this was honestly really fun LMAO#I’ve been really playing around with new brushes in ibis and I recently discovered the genius pen and#It’s honestly the perfect brush for me#It’s sketchy/fun/and paired with a lot of other brushes it looks really cool#This piece was a way to REALLY test out the capabilities of it and safe to say I’m pretty pleased :3#The fact that it’s a default pen (same with the dip pen- which I used for coloring) makes it even better#Anyways sorry for the ramble let’s just ignore the fact that I’m hyperfixating on brushes#Hopefully I should be posting a lot more art trade/commission pieces soon since I have some queued up that I REALLY gotta work on LMAO#Hopefully they shouldn’t take too long though so YIPPEEEE#anyways back to my hole in the Everglades I go
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the demons are really gnawing away at my mind today
#i know i just replied to that ask about how im feeling a lot better…..yesterday#and i’m fine#but the ‘not good enough’ feelings can be so all consuming sometimes#i try so hard to not let it get to me#at least to not let it stop me#so i guess vocalizing it here is my way of working though it#i’m not trying to treat you all like my journal but idk something about saying the bad feelings out loud really takes their power away#and also i feel like we could all be more honest about how we’re feeling all the time#the good and the bad#so we all don’t feel so alone#anyway sorry#please ignore my ramble#but this did help a little#a clockwork ramble
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Working on a Biograft ref so I can draw them. They’re also my favorite, top tier in my opinion
Also can we please protect this dude’s joints? Like I doubt having exposed moving parts is very good for the murderous robot :(
Also yeah. Their casing is based off of armour, but modified.
I rambled in the tags
#no their face isn’t actually like that#its a placeholder because the head is actually quite simple#I’m going to dump some notes here because my Apple Pencil is almost dead#the center panel with the logo opens up to their insides#their back has the Zeta symbol on it (subject to change#originally I was going to but a cloth decoration with the Zeta symbol instead but then I remembered that they’re mass produced and I doubt#Blackrock cares enough to decorate these guys other than for functionality (and the glowy bits)#i was thinking of making them fluffy#like that one art someone on here made#but that would probably be really bad for Heat#I’ll probably doodle a fluffy Bio anyways#we litteraly have Cocoa#they can handle some fluffy bits. just a little#it was going to be around their collar/neck gaurd btw#so I wouldnt have to draw their neck lmao#i might actually go with that. Blackrock is cold (and Biograft overheats but lets ignore that)#I’m rambling sorry#my work#my art#digital art#doodles#biograft phighting#phighting biograft#Phighting!#I havent seen anyone give Bio tassets btw#which threw me off because soldier. I think they deserve armor#also the joints for their legs are probably horribly exposed ifnwe want a good range of motion#but this is ART. WHO CARES?? People make beautiful Bio designs
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So so sorry if you've answered this before [or if you just didn't wanna talk about this] but I noticed your part is absent from the Primadonna Spottedleaf map? Again sorry if this is overstepping bounds but I'm just curious if you knew about that
all good. got kicked for supporting bi lesbians i think. they just said ‘because of the drama’
#which is weird because they supported me previously#gonna say it.#tons of wc creators have no spine. i really tried to understand not wanting to get involved in ‘drama’#and prioritising your participants#but it got to the point where people who agreed with me would still kick me from their maps to sate the rabid callout culture#anyway. can you tell i’m bitter? i’m very bitter. i put in free labour for so many maps and while it is within a host’s rights to kick#whoever they want. its also within MY rights to be bitter about it#sorry lol. rant over#ignore me#anyway it would be nice if people were this aggressive about the people who raided my servers calling me and my participants racial slurs#but i guess racism just isnt as big of a deal as random bullshit queer infighting#OKAY#SORRY#RANT ACTUALLY OVER NOW#yeen rambles#ask
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my brain is full of cobwebs, so you must excuse me rehashing something I definitely mentioned before in a fic (and also for the fact that this is sad), but I do in my head always imagine that if she survives until closer to the 74th Games that Snow kills her after whichever Hunger Games Titus (the D6 Tribute who resorts to cannibalism) is in (The Hunger Games, Ch. 10).
Even if Snow doesn't kill her, I feel like he'd make her life worse though. Perhaps, she gets isolated from society, assuming she and Festus are married, maybe Festus notably falls out of favor, ect. (I just think that Snow'd take out being reminded of uncomfortable memories out on people who also remind him of the same memories).
Anyway, I hope you have a good day even if it's busy!
omg abyssal in the ask box one of my fav sights!!
oh, oh wow. the idea of snow killing off persephone after the cannibal tribute deeply hurts. i know that seeing that- and there’s no way she did not see that- had to have affected her.
i would love to know what exactly you think led to snow killing her off! how did the cannibal tribute lead to him wanting to kill off pippa?
i can imagine a scenario where seeing titus leads to persephone having some sort of breakdown (seeing that + …everything else in her life) and that’s when snow decides she’s just too much of a liability to keep around.
or i could also see him reacting from a place of trauma and overcorrecting by killing off “all the cannibals” in the capitol as to prevent himself from having to relive the bad childhood memories.
i can absolutely see (and honestly think) at some point that persephone and festus fall out of snow’s favor. maybe there’s still enough affection there on snow’s end that he doesn’t kill festus, just makes sure he’s so far removed from elite capitol society that he can’t reach snow or do cause any harm.
of course, i can’t imagine that festus doesn’t know enough to be dangerous wherever he is- so snow may have no choice but to kill him off as a means of protecting himself.
i have the opinion that snow is affected by the trauma of his childhood into adulthood and i can see him trying to mitigate the affects of it by getting rid of the reminders of it- mainly by getting rid of the people who knew that version of him. he doesn’t want anyone around who remembered coryo- the boy who had to claw his way into remaining in elite capitol society, the boy who made the mistake of falling for a district girl, the scrappy version of himself. of course, i can also see him just feeling the need to get rid of everyone who knew about lucy gray. anyway, i’m just rambling now so i’ll shut up. sorry!
#asks#ahhh thank u abyssal i’m sorry i just rambled#i hope some of this makes sense???#sorry i can’t stop myself from looking at everyone through a trauma informed lense#perhaps my toxic trait is being unable to just see people as evil#which i knows snow is but … ah what am i even yapping about ignore me!#anyway thank u sorry u got whatever this was!#goodbye again everyone time to get back to the nonsense!
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Ok, 1) I am so sorry haha, to be fair I could hear the Alkaline laugh with my 30$ skull candies (that I recommend!! They sound pretty freaking good for their price ok)
2). YES YES YES, exactly. He’s sleeping.
#I have…. stopped being like ‘THERES LORE’ and have been more like ‘THERES THEMES’#there is no lore and I am free.#anyway. he’s sleeping. vessel sleep and *redacted* are one in the same as in holy trinity. he can’t sleep.#please fucking let him get to sleep.#he’s sleeping please let him sleep holy FUCK.#vessel is a weapon but he was meant for love.#uhhhh… I am rambling and now of this is making since so sorry#I’m gonna post this and run now actually.#sleep token#I’m so sorry main tag. main tag please. ignore me main tag#Noah I am sorry for rambling at you 😔#I am…. finally gonna go through and take not of every song that has a line that can be taken as Vessel comparing himself to a bug.#it’s gonna be painful but ya know. he does it. at least three times.#and on that note: the backing vocals in Dark Signs are so freaking gorgeous. I want them tattooed on my brain.#(it’s playing now)#(ok I’m actually done now sorry)
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You give the vibes of a guy who makes excel sheets in preparation for their farm on stardew valley. and I respect that.
I gotta be honest I’ve never played that game in my entire life, but I was literally taking photos of this one guy from the game this morning and overlaying them in varying opacities. Weird coincidence.
Glad you respect my non-existent grind though.
#Also I was doing that (with the photo) because I saw two photos of this guy next to one another#and I thought the picture of him on the right looked like it had been edited to have an ever so slightly bigger head#Anyways I overlayed them#It didn’t. I was totally imagining it.#No idea what about me would give out these “vibes” considering I’ve never played the game unfortunately#but maybe. I play animal crossing religiously for like 2 months a year#and I always overplan everything to the extreme.#My island is a masterpiece of the ages.#I have the ideal selection of villagers. I have top ratings on everything#and I get the feeling Stardew valley is kind of like animal crossing. Correct me if I’m wrong#and also Minecraft kind of? I play Minecraft too. I always grind super hard for 2 days to get everything though#only to build my house and get bored. Haha#Sorry for rambling in tags. I always do this#thanks for ask#ask#…? I made an ask tag right? I think I did.#Ignore if that isn’t the right one
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#kind of hate when students come back and they’re like ‘sorry I was sooooooooooooo bad in your class’#obviously I hate it if it’s just sort of a chance for them to just yap about how bad they were/glorify their bad behavior#but sometimes I hate it even when they’re sincere sksskjsjsjsj#like I know it’s a good thing and I should be glad but I’m not glad#I’m just like ‘fuck off’ (I do not say that. EVER)#but it’s just. ughhhhhhh#so much of the job is ignoring their bad behavior as much as you can#not like. not having good classroom management but just. in your own mind!!!! don’t give it all this power!!!!!!#I hate those posts that are like ‘why did my grown ass teacher have beef with a 12 year old’ because my loyalty is to the teacher#and it’s like. well middle school classrooms are war zones sometimes so give the teacher a break. but there’s a certain truth to that!!!!!#you can’t take the behavior seriously in your own mind. I think that’s it#so when they come back and they’re like ‘I was terrible for you I regret my immaturity’#I know it’s a good thing for them and probably inevitable for most of them (the being teenagers of it all) and I’m sure ultimately#that it’s a testimony to my class. but it makes me wince so much. because I set the tone so decisively and part of how you do it is just by#like. believing everyone’s having a great time. and kids being like ‘I was a monster from#the deeps of hell’ seems to contradict that#and always drives me to question myself even though I probably shouldn’t and i need to just chill#some of it is just my own vulnerability or insecurity#I’m hoping it lessens with time? because my first couple of classes of course that’s what was happening#because they WERE bad. and they were worse than they usually were cause they wanted to see if they could get away with it#and did they? I mean yeah probably a lot more than they should have bc I was brand new!#anyways I’m just rambling. but yeah I don’t like it.#like please just leave me alone.#(I hate most kinds of intake tbh. because I always have to do something with all of it—intellectually emotionally)#(I can never just rest. the mind is sorting and processing) it’s like when it comes to teaching#the more things I can shut my eyes to the better#I’ve come a long way with knowing what of the things my students say to ignore than I used to#bc actually they’re innocent babies who are just yapping! Cause they don’t know what else to do yet.
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Thank u, as someone with NPD seeing people equate it (and other cluster Bs) to yanderes is not only insulting because of misinfo and stigma, but also it’s like
You’re having way more fun with this than I am, NPD is not particularly fun to have
right, “it’s fiction! and to compare yanderes to actual people with npd/bpd/aspd is quite ableist since they don’t actually act like that irl” is such a funny statement (I saw actual people saying this) as if plenty don’t already plaster these personality disorder symptoms, amplify it on a character and also make this character some stalker/killer lol. It’s a common theme I’ve seen. Then they wonder why people with bpd and such relate to yanderes, wonder why some feel offended or uncomfortable because it’s glamorization and they already feel demonized enough by the general society who believes they’re evil and manipulative and wish nothing but violence. It’s pretty telling!
#can it be harmful? yeah it can#but for the most part I think it’s just annoying lol#ignore me im just rambling#sorry if y’all have no interest in what im talking abt I find it genuinely interesting and don’t rlly care if anyone agrees or disagrees#anyway I’m done talking about this for now
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if you’re dry enough you too can experience the magic of shedding your skin like a reptile as a mammal. three cheers for dry guys (gn)
#heehoo. sorry if this is tmi it’s genuinely pretty fun if you ignore a#all the issues that come w it. to me at least#(guy who just completely peeled the back of their hand voice)#not usual though dw. i used liquid iodine to disinfect the skin tears for the first time and#fellow dry guys. do NOT#i repeat. NEVER. do that. dried me out like a fish on land lmao it was never this extreme#anyways. i’m sure this was all very interesting to read. thanks guys#romeo’s wretched rambles#truly wretched. this is why i made that tag
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#you can ignore#but i’m#gonna vent a little bc i’ve been feel dowwwwwn#anyways i hate that i correlate my worth to how productive i am during the day#so for work or getting things done around my house or writing#and when i can’t get things done it makes me#really sad#and i’ve been struggling so bad w writing lately and i feel so bad#not just about myself but also like i’m disappointing ppl by not posting#idk i’ll be fine i just feel so off !! sorry#anissa’s rambles ୨୧
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hey romance does feel different than friendship actually and I’m tired of people trying to tell me I’m wrong for this 🙂↔️ respectfully, no, I know my own experiences, my own heart, and while both types of relationships are important to me and share some—SOME!!!—commonalities, they do actually inherently feel different to me and I interact with those dynamics differently from one another and they hold different places in my heart. and frankly I’m no longer going to let others’ efforts to make me feel guilty for that or like I’m wrong or lesser-than somehow, succeed. no babes, I know me best, thank you but no thank you 🙂↕️ you do you but that in its very essence means trusting me to do me too. but whether or not others do trust me to know myself, truly idc because I do know myself, regardless of whether they validate that. I know me and I know my own heart and that’s really what matters 💓
#personal#I am tired#I’m just rambling but. yeah anyway it’s literally Fine that romance is different from friendship and (me @ me) babygirl I’m so sorry we ever#let ppl make us feel bad about that. we’re no longer accepting those feelings tho. return to sender tbh 🙂↔️🫶🏻#anyways moots this is just a rant feel free to ignore but we all know tumblr is our public diary and I needed to release and speak this into#being ty! ♡
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it really is a weird feeling when you’ve had a specific opinion for like years and only recently start to be like ‘hm is this worth it? is this really the hill i want to die on?’
#ramblings#and then your online persona is forever muddied by it#yes this is about my anti-SJW transmed phase lol#my view now is basically that people can do what they want with their bodies and idc if you’re dysphoric or not bodily autonomy is a right#and also i was very ignorant on a lot of issues#and like it’s so embarrassing to turn around after believing something so strongly for YEARS but i was going down a slippery fucking slope#like straight up believing certain things that are white supremacist propaganda#i surrounded myself with some people that were straight up conservative grown ass adults#and now like half the website has me blocked and i can’t exactly blame them i was an edgelord#also i had pointless debates that did nothing but make my anxiety worse#bc my bad takes came back and bit me in the ass#if you ever saw the cop post no you didn’t#omg sorry for going off in the tags but i’ve been thinking about this stuff a lot#i’m going through changes man#anyway social justice is good actually
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