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sorry btw ive been really ill about splatoon since the dlc release last week ough
#if revolution disappoints im just gonna quit wrestling and become a full time splatoon blog lmao#probably not tbh but yeah you'll probably see it frequently now#everythings tagged tho so filtering is your friend if you dont wanna see funny (gay) squids as i'll probably mostly reblog side order stuff#anyways my eyes hurt good night#(i say at quarter past seven in the morning lmao)#night is an absolute mess on main
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Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, I recently went into the x-men and I found my own dead with Charles and Erik AND I NEED READ MORE OF THEM BUT I SO LOST AFTER POWERS AND HOUSE OF X SO I DON'T KNOW WHERE CONTINUE, can u help me?
(alsoIlikeyoursdrawingsiwishbeingsoconstantwithmycontentlikeu)
i'll be very candid with you my friend: i'm totally lost too !!!!!!! your comic-reading journey is about as green as mine and so i cant personally give you a super great guide- but beautiful people on the internet exist who've done most of the dirty work for us when sorting through the stories you 'should' read so i'm borrowing them to help us both
you can read this article to read about one person's advice with exploring krakoa and- in their opinion- its most 'significant' stories, though to summarize the issues they recommend looking into:
House of X/Powers of X (which you should have already done)
X of Swords event
Hellfire Gala
Inferno
X Lives and X Deaths of Wolverine
Second Hellfire Gala
Third Hellfire Gala
Fall of the House of X/Rise of the Powers of X (also should have already done, however...) +Single issue: X-Men (2021 series) #35 aka Uncanny X-Men #700 is featured at the end of the FoX omnibus, though the omnibus excludes an extra bit at the end involving a cliffhanger for Charles's fate after he's arrested
if you want to dig a little deeper though, you can check out this article from another individual which includes another wave of 'relevant' (word used loosely as some can be considered more poignant than others) krakoa stories and stories related to it or set during the period.
it's a lot longer and more in depth than the last article, so again i only really rec peaking at this one depending on how deep you wanna go, or if you decide you want to explore more after reading the more 'key' stories. def wouldn't hurt to give it a glance just in case you read some summaries that pique your interest!
all in all, don't take these as concrete rules or guides to follow: comics are meant to be fun, these are just good starting points if you're feeling lost or overwhelmed. at the end of the day, you decide ultimately what you want to read and which stories interest you the most
happy reading !
#snap chats#my tried-and-true method of comic reading though is 1.) talk to my brother long enough til he tells me an interesting run#2.) poke around my comic shop and see which stories catch my eye#not a PERFECT method if youre trying to be methodical but i think the most important thing with comics#is not to make it stressful or not make it like. a homework assignment#just read what you think will interest you the most or what friends rec and just have fun :]#again ive just started picking up comics again after like. A Decade so im not exactly The Guy to ask at this point in time#but we're all friends we're a community so we'll do it together#as for right now tho. i am very sleepy my eyes are heavy. so goodnight my friends !!!!#i think i'll start legion of x tomorrow.. i really wanna read the first class issues i got#but i think those will be a good cleanser after LoX .... LoX gon make me sad i know it will#anyways! good night! and if anyone has any stories they rec or wanna share with me or anyone else readin my blog please do :]]#OH and thank you for liking my art LOL. on that note please dont stress about the 'content' you put out and how much you make#if you also refer to art then please remember youre an artist not a content machine: you make art and you make it when you make it#it aint a race or a competition so just like comics just have fun and do what you do !!! thats always how you get the best results#ok im sleeping fr now my eyes hurt and ive been chewing this gum for like seven hours GOODNIIIIGHT
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maybe I'm comfortable with tumblr because I get to say things I don't usually tell anyone
#like how my day is? or what dumb stuff im doing lol#my “safe space” where i got to meet people somehow (and theyre very cool :3c)#well. im happy if i get to do it now#cmon nae! sympathy points wont do you any good !!#okay so. tumblr gets to be my little planner too cause i get to write things in the momoment#so im writing things im proud of!#brushed my teeth for more than two mins today#n i actually washed a lil! its embarrassing writing this here because i dont want anyone thinking im dirty.... since its gross#but anyways.. im getting better at putting my phone down at night!#that means fixing my sleep right? i just have to sort out the mornings since i lose track of time#and struggle to leave bed (its too comfyyyy >.<)#and oh. i want to start going on walks..#itll be hard since the house is getting done n stuff but. anytine if the day. i feel like taking walks woukd be better for me#just to keave the house. my eyes always hurts when i steo outside#n thats not good :<#those are my goals for now. i do wanna get closer to my friends. and actually make friends!#ive had no friendships for nearly a year at college lol#its just been 'oh well' but i have actually felt lonely... oh well-#i guess i wanna get closer to people?#and.. talk to ny old friends too#i feel to guilty#im not good with this stuff. it drains me#but anyways. baby steps right? who knows#maybe ill make a friend on the trip! or next year too! that sounds good#ik nobody'll probably read this cause its word vomit lol#but basically yay yippee im feelin kinds alright#<333#posts.nae/rambles
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Afternoon loves.
#I was rushing this morning but I still wanted to do this and I’m on my lunch break so..#I re read the atyd war chapters last night instead of sleeping#My eyes kind of hurt#but anyway#good afternoon#afternoon#romanticism#books and literature#dark academia#light academia#classic academia#chaotic academia#academia#academia aesthetic#arctic monkeys#mardy bum#music#marauders era#romantic academia#Aesthetic#Spotify
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trying to write, i want to write but the only place i have with dark mode is my computer's notepad and i can't access those files from anywhere else. augh
#just me hi#girl help my Eyeyessseses hbfvhs#i keep getting told 'use google docs' it Hurts My Eyeballs !!! let me change the funkin website theme !!!#plus when i'm writing at night i don't want the whole world knowing what's up bc i have the equivalent of a lighthouse beacon telling every#one 'HEY. THIS THING'S AWAKE !!' lol :^#i'd use google keep bc it feels. friendlier ? but also the clutter behind the note i'm writing in is making me anxious + distracting me. so#hvfbhs#this is such a silly problem but i'm running in circles just trying to rewrite p.space for the... i think eighth or ninth time now Lolll#i wanted to try wattpad again but i like not having my eyes hurt. and i'm trying to plan ahead bc i want to have a place i can write in#Consistently. ya know ?#sigh. sogh. saigh. sygh#oh and also wattpad feels too cluttered. there's something about having the writing space take up the Whole Entire Screen that doesn't#groove with my brain right. so !#this is just me being very picky for no good reason lolll :)#'just minimize the tab then' but that is still wrong bc the writing space is taking up the Entire Tab now !!#/anyway i just remembered rn why i don't explain why i'm actually having issues with things HFBVSH#it's really specific. and really vibe-based. and it's like being in the middle of a field and not being able to explain what is so wrong ab#being in the empty‚ cold‚ deadly-quiet but also piercing-loud field forever and ever and ever#do you know what i mean ??#//ANYWAY. back to whatever this problem is Lolll :3
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maybe if i just keep taking deep breaths in through my nose and out through my mouth my heart will stop aching
#idk man... maybe it's bc i've had a stressful few weeks or maybe it's bc grief/sadness naturally just comes in waves#but fuckkkk me i'm not doing well tonight#fingers crossed i'll be able to get a good night's sleep....#then i can wake up tomorrow and get on with my life and firmly put all my hurt and hopes and regrets behind me#i mean.. it's not like i can change what's happened can i? i just have to deal with it and move on#<- spoken with a level of mental and emotional fortitude i do NOT possess#rest assured i am currently crying my eyes out#anyways goodnight#ashleigh speaks#tbd?
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You ever start sewing and get really invested and nothing distracts you from it for a long time? And then you look up and it's been 7 hours? And then you realize you haven't moved or eaten or drank water or gone to the bathroom in that time? Cause that would be crazy idk why anyone would do that...
#woo#the power of hyperfixation lol#by the end my eyes hurt and my hands were shaking a little but its fineeee#dw i did eat and drink water and such after the 7 straight hours of sewing#i had a bean burrito#it was pretty good#anyway im going to sleep now#good night bestie bros have a great time
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#diana's music diary#good night I didn't post this earlier#my head has been rather fuzzy blurry and hurting so yknow#today we had lancer though! I felt bad before but through the session I started feeling better both cause of my meds and just having fun :3#it was really good! just combat but it was FUN combat... Ophelia's new mech was fun to play she's really filling out her role in the group#pegasus is such a cool mech... my one has eyes as its theme...#we actually levelled up Again after this mission so she gets another NHP too :o#I wonder how Ophelia will interact with it...#I really want her to interface with them and get SO fucked up from it oh my god#anyway...... other than lancer it has just been chilling with some comfy people........ very happy rn Un_nU#tired though so I had to get in bed....#let's make tonight good? let's dream well tonight? this is the latest I've posted one of these idk what to say at the end here n.n;;
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I know I should just try to get to bed now that my Friday’s finally over & I’m fighting for my life just to stay awake, let alone get something resembling dinner together at 2am …
… and yet …
… and yet … :)
#🎃 cryptid sighting#HENNA TIME!#Look it’s weird/anxiety brain hours and not only is henna good for my hair but it’ll force me to make dinner while it sits on my head for-#- a couple hours#If I’m gonna stay up I might as well do something good for myself (& the fact that it doesn’t take brain power to do can’t hurt)#Plus I desperately need the serotonin of seeing my hair eye-meltingly bright coppery red for a few days#Gonna be a late night but it’s worth it - not like I’ve been getting to bed before 4 or 5 am lately anyway (swing-shift life yo)#This stuff is pretty good - maybe not as potent as the powdered henna I used to get but it mixes up easily & smells MUCH better
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hi so im going to bed rn but ive been brain rotting really hard on some things this week and ive also been breaking habits and been writing a lot so like. stuffs happening over at @underratedandoverit <3
#its just two things rn but one of them is a long fic (also pinned on the main) and i did an angsty one shot today#yes its all kip/oc and will continue to be ubtil further notice#they are in a blender in my brain im getting them smushed dont @ me#anyways just posting this instead of reblogging them again so if you havent seen em yet they are there#or even if you have they are there feel free to read them again#trying to get the second chapter edited and up tomorrow and/or start working on the third. we'll see#either way thats it thats tonights promo thank you good night im going to bed my eyes hurt#night is an absolute mess on main
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definitely having one of those days (read: weeks) where i wish i didn't have a body right now
#kinda wanna pour my eyes out through my skull everything hurts omg#i am so not well and have not had good news basically this whole week and it's only wednesday#so very sad so very was not feeling work's xmas party last night - like the awards show vibe was cool but omg this is not the week my guys#anyway! at least im out of school for xmas after friday#ill fucking need it looking at my shifts for next week#something entirely irrelevant
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It’s almost 6 a.m and I can’t sleep because I’m being plagued by thoughts of The Latest OC
#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#Jia is genuinely making me lose my mind#right now the aftermath interests me a bit more because I live for emotional whump and angst#just.. imagine being her parents#you beg for your daughter’s life and your plea is listened to. she’s released. having proved herself useless. you barely recognise her#she’s nothing like the upbeat and cheerful girl you raised who loved working in this palace. who loved her lady#she’s so thin. hollow cheeks and empty eyes. she barely reacts to anything but Lord Jusamah’s voice which makes her flinch#you’re afraid to even hug her in case she disappears like a ghost would. something is very very wrong with her#you remember the rumours that she was tortured for the information. she looks like she’s starving#it’s clear she was hurt. she wouldn’t act like this if she wasn’t. you’re scared to think of what is hidden beneath her clothes#you want to lunge at Lord Jusamah and strangle him with your bare hands. inflict everything he’s done to your daughter on him tenfold#but you can’t. he’s rich and you aren’t. he has power and you don’t. if you try.. none of you are seeing the sun ever again#you barely care. it would be worth it. but you have two other children to worry about. and Jia deserves her freedom#so all you can do is drop to your knees. press your forehead to the floor. and thank him for his kindness#you tell Jia that you’re taking her home. alertness returns to her for but a moment#‘home?’ her whisper sounds so sad. so broken. you can barely stand it#you rush home as fast as you can. she’s so skittish it hurts. she feels the sun on her face and doesn’t move for a good 10 minutes#you can’t bring yourself to say anything. one of you goes ahead to warn the family so the children won’t crowd her#you finally make it to your house and Jia looks at it as if it was a mirage. she touches the wall to ensure it’s real#the first thing you do is help her take a bath. the sight of her back fuels you with bloodlust. there’s no untouched spot on it#your sweet gentle girl was whipped until criss crossing scars covered every last inch. it must have been hell#you bandage her wounds and take her to eat. she gorges herself on it as if someone would take it away. some light returns to her eyes#she always had a good appetite. at least that didn’t change. after lunch you let her sleep in your own bed#instead of making her share with her siblings and cousins. she needs space. she passes out the second her head hits the pillow#you stay and keep watch. and when the first night terror occurs. you’re ready. her screams are impossibly loud#you wake her. calm her down and hold her hand as she falls back asleep. recovery won’t be an easy road#but you walk it anyway. and with time. she gets better. she returns to her old self. only some traces of that horror remain#she’s happy again. smiles a lot. helps out. plays with the younger kids. she’s the Jia you know and love#she has nightmares. her scars hurt. no one touches her back. she’s paranoid about food. but she’ll be okay. you’re sure of it#(I reached the tag limit again but at least I said all I had in mind. but I could probably ramble on about this for ages…)
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Why you all got ok mothers leave some for the rest of us
#hello?????#my mother had me exorcised when i was 16#or 17#my father beat my mother when i was a kid and would randomly lash out based on literally nothing#calling me (aged 3-14) and my mother cunts and whores and all kinds of slurs and threatening to beat or kill us#and every once in a while he'd just get up and leave for a week without telling anyone. we had only one car so mother had#to find alternative ways to get to work (grandparents had no car at the time) (we lived in a tiny rural village)#when he came back he never apologized and just told my mother 'you know how i am. what else do you even expect?'#he also threatened to beat me up whenever i cried or got scared or sad or embarrassed. i was not allowed to be anything but#happy. anger was also allowed but obviously not towards my parents. if i did that i would get locked in a room for several hours#if i self-harmed while locked in there i got yelled at but that just told me that i needed to self-harm more to please my parents#i think i internalised that because when i disobeyed them when i was very small (like...3-5 years) they'd spank me with a wooden spoon or#give me a strong head slap or two. i came to expect violence and when they stopped because it just made me more volatile#i felt the need to enact that expected violence upon myself.#i was unimaginably afraid for my life and for my mother's life until i was about 14. i used to pray for my father's death#but then again i prayed for my mother's death too#i had nightly night terrors about coming home from school and seeing blood everywhere and him kneeling over my mother's corpse#a lot of my good dreams revolved around killing him. i dreamed of coming home before he could kill her and stopping him#in a way i dreamed of being at least 50% safe.#both of my parents also beat me for being neurodivergent and lashes oit whenever i asked too many questions or couldn't#understand something. i always got either the r slur or i got told that I'm just playing a r*tard#to spite and anger them. everything i did in my life was specifically to anger them in their eyes.#i hated both of them so so much and i loved both of them so much and I didn't know how to put it all together#i hated that the father who took me to fairs and played football with me was the father whose touch had a 70 % chance of being violent#i flinched when seeing a hand move until i was 19 and screamed when getting hugged by anyone until i turned 17#my mother's physical violence was something other adults found funny - if she didn't spank me with a spoon; she'd#hit my arms until they got all red and numb and my crying just made her angrier. she still does this. I'm 22.#but when i accidentally ask the wrong question - the retarded one - when i do something to set her off she just hits my#arm until it doesn't even hurt anymore because i stop feeling it altogether. i don't cry because of the pain but because I'm scared#and sorry and embarrassed and guilty. and anyway we don't have tags left for my mother's abuse
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good morning yall i hope u all hav good days,, i got woken up early so now im just up n playing stardew valley n thankfully my partner is up :3
#glad i remembered to take my meds last night bc im still feeling a lil up and hav only slept 3 1/2 to 4 hours and im like good n im yapping#my eyes hurt from lack of sleep lately but its like i cant get comfy n im restless this sucks#my only antianxiety is a blood pressure medication so its been makin me dizzy so im not taking it anymore its a take as needed anyways#gonna ask for a different nonbenzo anti anxiety bc im struggling lately i wish i could afford my own dab cart but i cant be smokin like that#personal
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#this is gonna be pretty serious but I need to get it out bc I keep thinking about it and can't sleep#I could just write a note or something but idk I don't wanna do that and I don't wanna bother my friends at this hour either#so here goes.#my grandma passed away yesterday. it wasn't a surprise since she'd been slowly getting worse and worse#honestly I'm relieved she doesn't have to be in pain anymore#I wouldn't even be feeling so horrible about it all if it wasn't for the fact that she died of covid#and in horrible pain#so I'm just so fucking enraged about it all#she was in a nursing unit. but nurses weren't masking even though the place was meant for old people with poor health#ALL OF THIS could've been avoided if the nurses wore masks at work. or at least this happening would've been so much less likely#at first I was just sad. a little mad that it was covid but at least she could finally pass on#but then my mom called me today. she'd visited the day before and she told me how much pain my grandma had been in#like she hadn't even been able to talk anymore. she'd been convulsing in pain and whimpering. she'd barely even understood my mom was there#and she managed to reply to her telling she was there. maybe. my mom wasn't sure if she'd heard right#and I just can't get it out of my mind. the way she died#her hearing and eyesight were really bad by this point and I don't know if her mind was really all that present either.#she had her good and bad days on that front#so she was just in horrible pain. not being able to see or hear much at all. maybe not even fully understanding where she was#for hours in the middle of the night with no way to get better. no nurses to really help her#until she finally died#like hell she wasn't even able to open her eyes when my mom visited!! that's how much she was hurting!!#and I know she didn't have long left. I know she would've died soon anyway. from something else#but the fact that it was so painful and EASILY PREVENTABLE just makes me so fucking mad#she could've died so much more peacefully if the staff there just wore a goddamn mask#I'm just so unimaginably angry right now#I got shit to do tomorrow but idk if I'll be able to sleeo tonight with all this stuff in my head. I hope writing this helped#anyway sorry to be vulnerable on main I guess. gn#vent
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21/2/24
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Banana Mango porridge with dried apricots
Real thick ender toast
Have good vision so don't need glasses
Imagined ocs
Walked alot
Was just in a good mood so had fun
#happiness diary#happiness diary: february#today was a kinda weird day#my computer seems fine#so do my eyes but i have trouble with them sometimes?#like they dont focus as fast as they normally do and its noticeably slow#but my eyes are apparently good so it must be my brain that has the problem#which ye probably#also my blood keeps pooling in my feet when i stand so theyre really warm#but on another day i could stand and walk as much as i did today and theyd be kinda blue with numb toes#i dont get it#dr google says ive got varicose veins which is not right rhose would be pretty noticeable#so who knows#also my tummy hurts :(#made too much porridge for breakfast and the thick bread for lunch going into a really slow digestive system equals ow#feels like my body is having a moment again>:(#but im still in a good mood so its fine :)#good to document in case i need to refer back to it cus i forget alot#anyway gonna sleep#night
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