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.... ok taking this out of the closet was a good enough idea actually partially wearing it is a different story
#my posts#the joys of a skirt with nice movement the pains of gender being weird#like i did put it on to see if how it looked on bc i wore it once 8 years ago? and forgot how it looked i only took one pic that night and#i dont think i saved it#actually theres pics of me on my room wearing this but my face is blurred i just remembered lmao#but like. yeah this was the quickest ref and now i both feel weird and like i cant really take it off somehow also i cant really remember#that night and i ony had one drink so thats not why i really forgot 95% of my highschool memories huh#anyways im not gonna let this stop me
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beloved!!!
#neither of these characters r women >:3#mine#fan art#rote#fitz and the fool#fitzloved#realm of the elderlings#i was screaming reading golden fool let me tell you that. 'you thought i was bringing you flowers?' fitz what if i bit you#i am on . fools fate now. oh dear#after this im gonna. wait a long time before reading fitz and fool trilogy...good lord#also. u would not believe the amount of GRIEF. this drawing gave me. ive been staring at colour variations for like an hour#th pose is based off an Artus Scheiner drawing i saw n was like. thats fitzloved#i hvent read liveship traders i know i know. smite me down. listen. i dont care for boats i really dont.#i started reading it n was like i dont respect any of these people and then. stopped skdfbsdk#anyway. why is it 30 degrees. relax. its cooler next week thank god. this better b th last of th heat or im gna start biting
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i dont wanna doom people with the taint without them knowing, but the game doesn't let me warn them ú_ù except with velanna. she deserves to make an informed decision
#i know its supposed to be a secret but fuck that let me tell the people#also i was so close to not recruit oghren cause im like#man you are a father u dont need this shit you dont even dream and now you are gonna start having nightmares and die earlier than you shoul#but that means Not Hanging Out With Oghren so. i had to doom him#choices were made#same with anders its like i know this is gonna fuck u up but also i know i cant stop da2 from happening dgijgdfioj#i also feel bad about recruiting nathaniel he could had a decent life...#velanna at least knows and wants it#sigrun is in the legion of the dead anyway and justice is already a warden technically so no problem with them#dragon age#dragon age awakening#daa#dao#brosca#the warden#priscilla brosca#anders#anders dragon age#oghren#oghren kondrat#velanna
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how we feeling after part 43 gang
(click for hd, closeups + other doodles under the cut)
the reason this came out so good is because my best friend came over when i was drawing and we just parallel played (drew next to each other on my bed) while listening to 43 (7th relisten for me)
here's my original sketch
another thing ⬇️
also, @percymawce-arts, i said id take pics of my process, but i uh. forgot to, so ill do them next time srry
#save me big john#guys i need to stop#who keeps letting me get my hands on art supplies#anyways. im gonna pull a hag#i cant wait another month for the next ep#malevolent#malevolent podcast#izel scribbles#artists on tumblr#sketchbook#traditional art#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#jarthur#private eyes#malevolent spoilers#malevolent fanart#malevolent 43#malevolent part 43#my best work
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champions of my heart
#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#legends arceus#volo#volo pokemon#cynthia#cynthia pokemon#did you know diamond was my first pokemon game#thats why i have such a strong attachment to sinnoh#when i was a kid i literally cried in a shopping mall in japan cus my parents wouldnt let me get platinum#but like... they were right cus i cant speak japanese and i didnt have a japanese ds so what was i thinking#oh volo my deranged man take my hand in marriage#kinda cringe but i have self insert x volo drawings#volo is the only character ive ever done that for#to be cringe is to be free as they say#anyway im never sharing those so LMAOOOO#the point is i love volo and cynthia mwah mwah#god i could ramble for hours about them but im gonna stop while im ahead
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nicktoonsunite's tigerghost haunting my brain
#IF I PUT IT INTO THE WORLD IT WILL STOP HAUNTING ME#thats a straightup lie bro i have a half finished fic in my gdocs#anyways thank you so much tumblr user NTU i missed my fave childhood shows n completely forgot about el tigre.. we are all tigreheads here#tigerghost#im not gonna put it in the fr tags. NOT my afternoon lecture sketches#AND THE GRUMPY ONE FELL IN LOVE WITH THE SUNSHINE ONE... AUGHH#i think theyve got such interesting parallels. especially re: living inbetween two extremes#ghost and human. hero and villain. a bit of a bisexual slay on both counts#plus Secret hero identity vs Public antihero alterego. interesting dynamics#also the Riveras >>>>> the Fentons.. let this nice mostly supportive loving family get a traumatized half ghost son in law#(and Jazz shes aight she can come too)#timmy you truly cannot raise an eyebrow you little punk you are happy domestic partners with a boygenius
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Once upon a time
#I want them to lose focus and have a consensual workplace relationship 🥺🥺#ALSO WHAT?. SEASON 4 DROP OUT OF NOWHERE WHAT? AND WE GET SHADOWPEACH BACKSTORY CRUNBS???#can’t get over macaque’s face in That photo. I know what you are#I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS FOR THEM THOUGH UGHHHGFDO#like I have the model sheet for macaque and it shows him with his six ears and it says only to draw the six ears if extreme closeup but i#can’t find a single screen cap in the show with his six ears#I’d like to think wukong would have been one of the first ppl he’d show them to if he always has his glamor on them. PLS IT WOULD BE SO CUTE#like the glamor comes off his scar and someone pointed out his tail switching between black and white and a theory he’s using glamor on his#fur too. but he never ever takes the glamor off his ears which I want to believe is more than just the crew not drawing ‘em#I’m gonna be honest I’m only gonna watch season 4 when dub comes out but. that’s not gonna stop me from peeping the tags since I don’t under#understand the subs anyway.#first shadowpeach art too let’s gooooo. im so normal about them (lying)#my art#myart#Lego monkie kid#lmk#monkie kid#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#six eared macaque#sun wukong#shadowpeach#lmk fanart#lmk wukong#lmk monkey king#lmk six eared macaque#lmk season 4 spoilers#lmk season 4#lmk spoilers
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the scotty and cthylla car crash chronicles
based on this part in the cradles choreography
it surprised me so much when i played it for the first time i wanted to laugh so badly what is she making him do 😭😭😭
#just dance#just dance fanart#scotty#cthylla#trashcan#i know pedestrians cant be on freeways i just really wanted to make that joke#let me have this#anyways#they're both so adorable. i cant stop drawing them#i love drawing cthylla she's so cute she's just like a kirby character#one eye? kinda creepy? kinda cute? such a kirby thing#can someone ask the ex loremaster abt scotty and cthylla i'm dying to know whats going on here#if this storyline never gets finished im gonna die btw#gotta be patient. the just dance 2025............ it's soon#3rd one is an old drawing btw dayum i dont draw them like that no more
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I can’t stop thinking about angel anatomy.
How are they made? What are they made of? If we break them down limb by limb, flesh by flesh, molecule by molecule, would we find the same structures that echoes our DNA? The same stable, constraining carbon? The same heavy metals? The same blood that flows with life, with death? Are they made of the same stardust that echoed in me?
Do they have a brain? A large raw organ, fragile and limited, capable of complex imaginary hallucinatory mathematics with scheduled periods of unconsciousness to make up for the capacity? A liver and two kidneys? To distill the holy light from the contaminates of the polluting environments akin to a dialysis machine cycling the liquids within the veins? A spine that holds strong? Riddled with the same 33 bones and ridges and intervertebral disks and fluids and sensitive nerves and has a habit of bending over for tedious work? A stomach that stirs and shifts constantly? To hold food? Souls? Light? To churn and froth at the consumption of concepts? An appendix? This small unless thing that rests and nestles between the layers of warm, worm-like intestines? How many teeth do you have? How many fingers? How many knees? What is the shape of your nails? What is the colour of your esophagus? How deep are the socket of your eyes?
How fast does your heart beat?
Is it faster? Slower? Do you even have a heart?
Do you feel in the same way that I feel? The pressure of processed wood against my feet, the nagging buzzing of LED light above my head, the smell of faint smoke from a cooking disaster weeks ago. The sound of people laughing unruly in the distance, putting on a show in the TV program that no one watches. The dampness of the towel against my face. The pain of a needle sliding into soft flesh that gives way willingly to metal. The bruises blooming slowly, aching like love. The chirping of songbirds, the shape of cumulus clouds, the haziness of a morning fog that really stayed for far too long. The way that my mother worked around the hard peels of an orange with the sharpest knife in the kitchen, just to present the sweetest parts to me. The tenderness of a shoulder touching mine before stealing my blankets (again) with a giggle that indicated no remorse. The sluggish sunlight that sneaks through the shades just to press a kiss on my forearm. The sorrow and passion of the symphony on the last show on the last tour, followed by cheers and drunken (revered) confessions during the post-performance celebration at 3am in a random bar of a random city. The foot print of an animal in the first winter snow of the year, like a human pressing their hand print on to the cave walls, chanting I am here I am here I am here, chanting remember me remember me remember me.
Do you bear the shame of sacred inabilities as we humans do? Unable to see beyond the visible spectrum of light? Unable to distinguish the difference between wet and dry, only to assume based on temperature and texture? Unable to know if someone else was speaking of the truth? Unable to see inside someone’s mind? Unable to thread words in a way that completely gives you away like you intended to? Unable to turn back into a child and speak of love so easily? Unable to run forever and ever? Unable to peak into the veil beyond space and time and death? Unable to tell your pet that you’re sorry for making them take the awful medicine and please don’t hate me please don’t hate me please don’t hate me? Unable to be remembered and recognized, at least not wholly, at least not without mistakes?
Do you ever feel the strangeness of existence? Why you? Why now? Why here? That sometimes it feels like the world is five degrees to the left and you are just out of sync enough to keep going. That sometimes you are so overwhelmed with the the giant coincidence that is the world so you weep uncontrollably at the wonder of it all. That you feel like suffocation as you dig into the earth with your bloody fingers because a bird hit your window and died and you didn’t know and you kneeled by it for an hour before realizing it wasn’t breathing.
It died so long ago. It won’t get up again. The first time you held a bird was its cold hard corpse. So small between your palms, so fragile. It’s feathers iridescent. You have never seen one so up close. It was the prettiest and the deadest thing you’ve ever touched. It feels like the world. It feels like a prayer. Do you understand?
Do you regret like me? Love like me? Despair like me? Do you dream like me? Pray like me? Cry like me?
How close are you?
Let me touch you.
Please, I have to know.
#reblog welcome#yea this is about Gabriel#I thought too hard abt his anatomy and my brain broke#fuck it im tagging#Gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill#what r u gonna do#restrain me?#ow owow oww stop hitting me stop hitting me#anyways yea I’d love to vivisect him#<- going insane#writing#godcore#angelcore#<- tags that I’ve seen ppl use for this kind of thing but let me know if inappropriate I can remove#az thoughts
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Funny stuff happens on twitter sometimes dkslfjsdlkf
#these tags are dedicated to the person who told me to stop hiding headcanon info in the tags#im still doing it LKSDFSDFKLFJ#anyway some exposition for my tumblr fans:#J never sleeps. like ever#if she does “sleep” she usually does it sitting in the drop-pod#a lah inuyasha style LMAO#if that makes sense#she never even slept during Tessa's sleepovers#she'd just lay there letting her mind wander#But it always stressed Tessa out that J never relaxed#so one day she was finally able to convince J to TRY. just once.#the first time J ever slept and the first time she truly let her guard down in that manor#was curled up. as small as she could be. next to Tessa.#J was so scared of being found. of being hurt for stopping just once.#so Tessa sat with her the entire time. So she could feel safe enough to finally rest#J can't sleep because it means she'd have to physically stop#and after so long since she the last time she was allowed to rest#I don't think she knows how any more.#and if she did I doubt she'd let herself stop for even a moment#because stopping means letting it catch up to you#its easier just to keep moving; isn't it?#its easier then facing the fact she'll never lay next to her ever again#or smth idk im not a writer lol#ANYWAY thanks for reading :]#murder drones#serial designation j#serial designation v#uzi doorman#tessa is mentioned but I don't really think it warrants a tags :p#I really should be making text posts if im gonna make tags this friggin long
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Something simple for a ref study I mentioned not that long ago :> Fuckin around with my shading methods because why not?
#library of ruina#project moon#roland lor#roland#lor#Let the man be classy but a little sassy#idk what im even saying#anyway uhhh yeah#uni is killing me BUT IM STILL DRAWING#I aint gonna stop thats the only way i know how to deal with stress#so yeah have roland being weird about his gloves agian#well his wives gloves#angelica why did you let him take your gloves#i say like she had a say#ANYWAY UHHH YYEAH#have a good one fellas#dont mind my rambles#stay hydrated fellas
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local man haunts (me) open practise yet again more news at 11
#txt#what an experience#i didnt go alone this time which means shenanigans heightened by 20#and by that i mean we were by the glass drinking mate (that security thankfully let us bring in)#and ___ kept going (lifts mate up to the glass) quieres? to all the players that skated by#and i had to just go STOP THAT#and they went they dont want our mate hmph what do they know about mate and i went. well thats the thing. they dont 😭😭#theres was a bunch of kids next to me which meant a lot players over to our side and ekky trucked over#and knocked the glass w his stick on a driveby and scared the shit out of me I ALMOST DROPPED MY MATE he had this shit eating grin#maffhew also kept doing little toodle-loo waves at the kids behind him it was so cute 😭😭😭#but anyways i think its so funny ___ kept focusing on ekky too and i didnt realise why until they just drop the bombshell of#“they remind me of your brother” and i went “DONT FUCKING SAY THAT WHAT THE FUCK MAN DONT SAY SUCH SACRILEGE”#the rest of the convo was in spanish and i dont know how to like fully convey 🇦🇷 banter in eng but it roughly went#“no he does. he has the same dumb face when he starts shit (because he kept bodily bumping into boqy and forsy)#the same 'was that me? did i do that?' troublemaker face. hes a shit stirrer but never answers to it. hes sleazy in that way.#he has the same beard too dont you see it“#and then i promptly spent the whole time going god he is just like my older brother oh this is a horrifying revelation oh god#anyways they kept saying look at his dumb face look at it just like your brother the whole time in spanish when he crept near#and i had to go SHUT UP PLEASE HE CAN HEAR YOU to which they snorted and went you said its fine if we spoke spanish here theyre not gonna#understand us and i was like OKAY BUT IM SURE 11 YEARS HERE HES GONNA PICK UP#SOMETHING AND WE KEEP CURSING SO FOR MY SAKE CAN YOU SHUT UP#mikksy and schmidty were super playful with eo. tuomo ruutu kept messing w mikksy. and ekky was like a damn bumper car bumpin everyone#maffhew ofc was very dramatic when he couldnt get a goal in against knighter and he did the horse headshake in front of us#and i went “you can tell whos number 19 because hes the most dramatic person on the ice always”#ekky was super vocal i know he wanted to practise against the empty net but aj was practising tipins and he goes#MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. and aj so confused just moves like ???#and ekky notches one in goes over to him and waves his glove at him to move#also dmen + lundy were practising on my side of the ice afterwards (lundy ekky uvis kuli. kuli was practising solo. lundy was feeding ekky#for some slapshots uvis got some passes in with them) and anyways i did not fucking realise swaggy was still out because i was so focused on#the dmen until he shot a puck straight at my face and like man i know its not personal but damn did it feel personal with the lookback
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i wish i was able to enjoy robins new look for what it represents (her journey of healing from two decades of trauma and a call back to who she was a child before the buster call) instead of being tired of people acting as if she’s been “gone” just because they didn’t like her design (which was also part of her journey of healing her trauma) because it didn’t match what they thought she be
#i really do love what her going back to her bangs symbolizes but i have to stay out of the tags#bc i really don’t care for people who trash on the post ts design and it is basically just full of people celebrating a ‘win’ that#really shouldn’t be a ‘win’ because there was nothing wrong with robins post ts design in the first place#it just sucks i feel like a lot of ppl clung onto who she was when she wasn’t healing and was still traumatized and not letting ppl in#and don’t understand that that wasn’t HER you can’t go back to that because going back to that represents her character reverting#anyways. i think im gonna try to let it go and stop posting so much about it and i appreciate everyone being patient with me as i#our mr salt#one piece spoilers#op spoilers
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kuroba toichi you need to stay dead or im going to fucking kill you myself
#you sick son of a bitch#if you truly love your son you wouldnt be alive#it's bad enough that you basically left the mantle for your teenage son to take up but you actually being alive????????#you just out there living your life while your son is destroying his relationships chasing after something that you started????????#his very motivation is your death and it's not even real??? the utter fucking betrayal???#and maybe being kid has kade him a better magician and has helped him find out more about himself#but he shouldve been able to have a choice if he even wanted to be kid at all it shouldnt have been a responsibility pushed upon him#AND IF YOU ARE FUCKING ALIVE AND YOU'RE JUST WATCHING YOUR SON RUNNING AWAY FROM THE POLICE WITH PRIDE INSTEAD OF GUILT YHEN YOU CAN#GO FUCK YOURSELF#Honestly the worst#also that theory that maybe chikage is travelling the world because she KNOWS toichi is alive and she's with her elevates this fuckery into#a whole different level#anyway go read cuethesun's tomorrow and the next day#good fucking food and bad parent chikage and toichi enjoyers will be pleased ;>#lol#dc prattles#as much as i want happy everybody is alive kuroba family#i need touichi and chikage if she knows too to feel the repercussions of their horrible parenting and i need kaito to be able to let himself#feel the hurt and betrayal that he is justified to feel even if he is happy that his dad is alive#but i dont trust gosho to handle that nicely if anything i think hes gonna just handwave it and wont address it properly#anyway my point is i just need more hurt and angry kaito also if shinichi is there im happy#sorry i sneaked in a kaishin i cant stop the brainrot unfortunately theres no cure 🤚😔#ALSO DONT GET ME STARTED WITH BAD PARENT KUDOS OOOOOHHHH
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me: keeps drawing random one-off fanarts from things that aren't currently big at all
also me: why no notes on my arte
#grateful for all of u lol#but why no notes !! lol !! i want attention i want engagement#i need to be LOVED and sharing my art is the vessel through which i ascribe my self worth...#it's like how if you have a long list of movies to watch ur still more likely to just.#watch some random movie you heard about 2 minutes ago that seems interesting. if u have spare movie time#bc it's lower pressure or smth#idk brother ! idk#im just chillin here in my cave drawing things apparently only i want to see and like maybe 5 other people#welcome to my cave#alligates says things#yo being an artist on the internet is genuinely awful. social media is not built for my delicate ass#even popular artists (i might technically be a popular artist) like i Know it sucks babe. i know#anyway 'no notes' generally in the past i could hit like. 500 ? with relative ease ? sometimes#yall i'm struggling to hit 100. why 7 reblogs and 35 likes. this is not the way#i'm a creator on the internet complaining about numbers ! not really gonna stop me tho#let's be honest whether or not i'm getting attention my ability to draw or not is contingent on. my own psychological ass. and little else#thank u for listening. it is my bedtime. goonite#if you read all these tags... idk. tell me the name of your favourite flower !
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My mind keeps generating images of a Beef so fucking hollow and dropping him on YS Eminem "woe, plague upon ye" meme style. I dunno why but.
#ramblings#not putting this in the tag it wouldnt be canon anyways#when i say this i just mean hes hollow from the start. no fight in him only alive enough to exist#the karl meanies never stop im just rotating ideas id never let out aside from making posts like this in my bafflement at why this is#a trend w me rn. not gonna think abt it too hard
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