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apocripha-0 · 5 days ago

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Ugh dumbass in my group project is asking why my slide is empty. He didn't even know it was mine. All he had to say was oh.

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underwhelmingalchemist · 2 years ago

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Me about a month ago: Okay, so I've budgeted for a tattoo, and priority number one is to cover up a scar that happens to be on my inner wrist. I really want a stack of frogs holding a heart, just something cute and happy to cover it up. And since it's covering something completely, I should get it filled in. I have a crazy high pain tolerance, and I think I can handle color. I'll use the outline to gauge how well I can handle the pain, and then if I really struggle, I'll stop it there. The outline is thick and should be able to stand on its own anyway. I've made an appointment with a queer-friendly tattoo artist who seems really nice and understanding, and I've done my research on them and what to expect. I also had a prescription for klonopin that I take on a needed basis that I can take before the appointment. I can do this.

Me, three days out from the appointment: FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFU

#personal #seriously my anxiety is going crazy rn #mostly because i'm going to have to take an uber by myself because my boyfriend is out of town with a broken car #yes i'm 23 #no i cannot drive #yes we exist #also public transport would take two and a half hours to cover a 20 minute drive #anyways i'm stressed #but i can do this (probably)#implied sh

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nipuni · 4 months ago

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Casanova sketches!

#casanova #giacomo casanova #david tennant #my art #bbc casanova 2005 #this series is SO FUN and so sad it's great #alright!! all 3 winners of last poll drawn!! I have to make a new poll #drawing him is a great form of stress relief for me rn and I have a lot of it lately #a client company ghosting without paying me after I've done and turned in everything after a million revisions and over a month of work #another company rushing me into and making me spend 400€ on travelling only to tell me they made a mistake and I could have stayed #🙃 please all I ask for is a little respect for my time and finances #anyway sorry for the rant I'm normal again #hope you enjoy these slutty Davids #tw blood

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mikonez · 2 months ago

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"I got my sin and you got your sorrow They're born from the din and come out at night"

alt versions under the cut!!

#yipeee I'm slowly getting used to csp #my favourite guys #sorry i was gone for so long i was close-to-burnout stressed and i just lose all abilities when im stressed so :(#what abilities? all abilities #also i drew a background?? witchcraft #this took me so long you have no idea #anyway #my art #malevolent #fanart #art #blindfaith #blind faith #oscar malevolent #arthur lester #masked

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buttercupshands · 2 months ago

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I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6

13 or so days and it's finished!

Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after

Unedited it looks like this

I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also

A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines

I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)

I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year

#fanart #my art #isat #isat fanart #in stars and time #isat loop #loop #traditional art #artists on tumblr #Phew #So anyway this was my way of figuring out my thoughts after finishing the game #I didn't even actually finish it with credits playing at that moment #This type of art is my therapy #And in a way literally how my personality works from big figures to small details of thinking about anything #It's really calming!#I won't tag paper figures but they're here #Like special guests #In any case the funniest thing was showing this to my English teacher and she was like 'wow this looks stressed' or something #Like she immediately looked at the lines and after I showed her my old Flowey drawing like this she was like #'oh it makes sense! This one looks calm but this one is clearly you not feeling good'#Because I was kinda #Like sitting there in the semi-park and feeling sick since morning before I started drawing this and slowly I got better #I already talked about this on my first 'big' isat thing - I needed to think a bit #And not think at the same time just literally letting myself sort stuff out #Like. I fell asleep at 6 am that day and woke up at 10 4 hours of sleep after playing full Act 5 and two hats stuff IS STRESSFUL #SUPER STRESSFUL! Like I felt like I was playing for 4 hours while sleeping #Anyway by the time I finished it aka today I'm feeling way better and I'm literally talking a walk right now #Touching grass as we speak #Anyway phew!#Now to that animatic that's plaguing my mind to draw it nowww

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benevolenterrancy · 3 months ago

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(Unseen Academicals, Terry Pratchett) I think Shang Qinghua and Ponder Stibbons should have tea and compare notes about somehow accumulating so much behind-the-scenes power by doing menial jobs no one else wants that they could basically run the show if they wanted...

meanwhile we have Shen "meh good enough" Qingqiu

#svsss #shang qinghua #shen qingqiu #sqh #sqq #cumplane #discworld #my art #sqq 100% knows how to delegate meanwhile sqh is here trying to run a sect a demon kingdom and juggle a bunch of secret conspiracies #his little rodent heart is going to explode from stress at this rate no qi deviation necessary #i'm gonna need to draw sqh more i really don't know what i want his design to be yet but i like him a lot #if anyone has any sqh drawing prompts send them to me i need some ideas to play with (WITHOUT SPOILERS THOUGH I'M ONLY ON BOOK THREE)#i was scrolling back to see the last time i had drawn cartoony cursing to remind myself which shapes i like to use and wow #it looks like it's actually been a while??? it surprised me because i really love drawing them #i laugh any time i see them in a comic #anyway what are the odds i reread unseen academicals again before the month is through? highly underrate pratchett novel imho #variations of this quote is actually used a few times in the discworld series i think but this is the one that stands out to me #when stibbons reveals just how much power he actually has at the university #*chefs kiss*#the wizards are so dumb i love them so much

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tokimaeki · 11 months ago

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#anyways.#disco elysium #maemae talks #i was like scream-crying today from the stress i'm under and now i'm just lying in bed like #'maybe i just need to replay disco elysium and remember that it is never too late to move forward'

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bitegore · 1 year ago

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Zionists want you to conflate Judaism and Zionism. Zionists want you to believe that Judaism cannot exist without Zionism and that all Jews are Zionists. Zionism would have Jews believe that a Jewish state is the only way that they can be safe from antisemitism and will point to any instance of antisemitism as proof that Zionism is the solution- so Zionism wants gentiles to be antisemitic in their support of Palestine. They want you to conflate all Jews with Zionism and the state of Israel, and they want you to treat all Jews regardless of political affiliation as the face of Israel. Antizionist Jews exist, and incidences of antisemitism ostensibly acting against Zionism will not help dismantle the forces propping Zionism up.

Don't do their work for them.

#red rambles #viva palestina #antizionism #i haven't actually seen a lot of antisemitism personally. not recently anyway. but that's more a feature of me not following antisemites #i DO however see a lot of people talking about the people they're seeing throw their support behind antisemites using palestine #as an excuse to conflate all jews with israel #and i cannot stress enough that that is literally what israel and zionist forces abroad WANT.#i am jewish. my entire family is jewish. i want to see palestine free. and i have SEEN how the jewish community gets conflated with israel #both from the inside and out #and i am dead serious when i say that every time someone is antisemitic it strengthens the conviction from people abroad #that it's a terrible sad situation but there's 'no other choice'#if you're being antisemitic you are doing the enemy's work for them. Stop it.#like... look. i am putting this in the tags bc im talking in the tags but i mean this. I do not give a single flying fuck if you personally #are a giant raging antisemite at the moment. Your personal beliefs are your problem and not mine. I do not fucking care. But if you are #being openly and loudly antisemitic *in your support of palestine* you are absolutely not fucking helping. I am so dead serious right now #if you want to raise awareness and you're being antisemitic because of deep held beliefs or whatever i want you to look around and read the #fucking room. Do you understand how much of Israel's international support comes from the idea that they are the only country where jews ar #safe from antisemitism? do you see how every time palestine comes up people point at incidences of antisemitism in anti-genocide actions to #discredit the entire movement? do you not understand how your actions are cutting the movement down at the knees?#i'm jewish and proud of it. i don't like antisemitism. but there's a genocide on and i'd rather work against it than quibble over who i #work alongside. i dont fucking care. you can be as antisemitic as you like in private. stop fucking the movement up.#there are bigger things to worry about here. if i can put aside my own concerns as to who i'm talking to you can hold your tongue #and fight the good fight instead of handing weapons to the people who are trying to fucking flatten gaza.

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minnow-doodle-doo · 1 year ago

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O Heaven is higher than a tree

Sing ninety-nine and ninety

And Love is deeper than the sea

And the Crow flies over the white oak tree.

#dc #dick grayson #bruce wayne #batman #dc comics #robin #my art #Can you tell I'm stressed since I'm drawing people hugging and being happy #anyway go listen to the Devil's Question by Jean Ritchie and Paul Clayton

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haydardotjpg · 8 months ago

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Blood sticks, sweat drips Break the lock if it don't fit A kick in the teeth is good for some A kiss with a fist is better than none

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wait what do you mean a red string of fate ties us together but all we do is strangle each other with it. what do you mean this string can only stretch and tangle but never break and yet we keep biting and gnawing on it to try to free ourselves from it anyway.

#taimizu #mizu x taigen #taigen x mizu #taizu #blue eye samurai #mizu #taigen #there was an attempt #i love that my last art of them is super soft and warm and tender and this one is them at their most toxic #i must stress that both of these are important to their dynamic <3 #early taimizu = toxic crazy insane #late-game taimizu = soft yearning tender sweet growing together etc #at least that's how it is in my delusional mind bcs lbr taimizu are NOTTT capable of tenderness YET #but their scene together in the forge is proof that they do have potential to be soft and playful and happy together <33 #but anyway this post is not about that. this post about them both being feral murderous bitches who get turned on by violence <3 #lol i keep saying it but it's TRUE so i'll say it again—they HAVE the range honey!!!!!#ok i'm done

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deoidesign · 2 months ago

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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this

#rare WIP preview from me #this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao #its been really hard working this far ahead #my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely #which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority #its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o #I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see #when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode #and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on #but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually #bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all #cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory #my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together #and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game #we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything #cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever #but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization #and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer #I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down #'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all #anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry #WIP #lineart #time and time again

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vodid · 4 months ago

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zero's pressure

#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything #and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure #i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution #because of yourself #i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time #what CAN i do?#vent #just some adhd things #and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management #sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig #i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me #anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought

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nipuni · 2 years ago

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Once again I bring you some Eriks 😊

#The Phantom of the Opera #Phantom of the Opera #poto #phantom of the paradise #time princess #erik #yes I'm playing time princess just for him listen...#it is very cute #I also wanted to draw him with cat eyes because Leroux makes it sound like he has them with the perfect night vision and glow and color #and his whole little meow meow personality and Miette way of speaking it just feels correct #also that one cover #and Winslow because potp is great and I think hes neat #I may do another one of these just so I can draw Cherik because I miss him #I've been neglecting my asks!! I'm so sorry I'll get to them soon I just haven't been online much..like this whole year #so I'm falling behind and catching up gets increasingly more overwhelming #this past few months have been stressful I've been waiting on a lot of stuff to fall into place and I have no control over any of it #so I just draw Eriks #aaaaaa anyway enjoy #my art

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exercise-of-trust · 3 months ago

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ended up taking 2 months to finish but they're finally done! the roving is divine dyeworks oceana, 6oz of merino chain-plied to about 550 yards of light sport/heavy fingering. the streaks of green and purple ended up much less pronounced in the final yarn but honestly i'm fine with it; i like the more subtle heathered look.

#hand spinning #hand spun yarn #i've already told myself i'm gonna use the next one to practice normal plying but i really do not want to. chain-plying is so much easier #the singles get way less tangled. there's no stress about whether they're all the same length. you just spin one and go!#-- admittedly there are bumps at the crossover points but honestly after soaking they've all but disappeared anyway so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#subcreation #aggressive linguistic prescriptivism

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mikonez · 1 month ago

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I’m playing with your Oscar and my Arthur like dolls and I’m making them kissy kiss (technically no sweeter innocence fanart but also I just think it’s funny we picture each other’s Oscar while reading it lmao)