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I think I just got some convoluted phishing attempt/email scam in which someone was pretending to be my supervisor??? I ended up reporting it so hopefully not actually her lmao.
#like i got an email asking if i was on campus#and then asking for a non-institutional email#which i did send one#because there are things that we sometimes need to do that need a non-institutional email#that said the email i gave is publicly available which is why I sent it#im not about to just send non-public info when I'm suspicious of an email#but then nothing#so i ended up reporting it as suspicious because it felt suspicious#oh and the email was from a non-institutional email as well#this is what happens when you're responding to emails in class#you reply on autopilot#which is literally what these types of scams rely on#anyways I'm stressed#mercy speaks#phd tag#phd year one tag
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Me about a month ago: Okay, so I've budgeted for a tattoo, and priority number one is to cover up a scar that happens to be on my inner wrist. I really want a stack of frogs holding a heart, just something cute and happy to cover it up. And since it's covering something completely, I should get it filled in. I have a crazy high pain tolerance, and I think I can handle color. I'll use the outline to gauge how well I can handle the pain, and then if I really struggle, I'll stop it there. The outline is thick and should be able to stand on its own anyway. I've made an appointment with a queer-friendly tattoo artist who seems really nice and understanding, and I've done my research on them and what to expect. I also had a prescription for klonopin that I take on a needed basis that I can take before the appointment. I can do this.
Me, three days out from the appointment: FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFU
#personal#seriously my anxiety is going crazy rn#mostly because i'm going to have to take an uber by myself because my boyfriend is out of town with a broken car#yes i'm 23#no i cannot drive#yes we exist#also public transport would take two and a half hours to cover a 20 minute drive#anyways i'm stressed#but i can do this (probably)#implied sh
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Casanova sketches!
#casanova#giacomo casanova#david tennant#my art#bbc casanova 2005#this series is SO FUN and so sad it's great#alright!! all 3 winners of last poll drawn!! I have to make a new poll#drawing him is a great form of stress relief for me rn and I have a lot of it lately#a client company ghosting without paying me after I've done and turned in everything after a million revisions and over a month of work#another company rushing me into and making me spend 400€ on travelling only to tell me they made a mistake and I could have stayed#🙃 please all I ask for is a little respect for my time and finances#anyway sorry for the rant I'm normal again#hope you enjoy these slutty Davids#tw blood
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Thanks to many thoughts, I ended up drawing again about that one concept idea of mine with baby Max and tired Goofy. Which it's about how difficult it was for Goofy at the beginning for a couple of reasons, and that Goofy only managed to occasionally take better care of himself with the help of his friends. Sure he's positive and optimistic in general, but I can't see he managing it all by himself alone.

#my art#goofy#max goof#minnie mouse#disney#I can just see him being stressed out and wishing the maximum best for max and being extra careful because Goofy knows he's Goofy#not to mention that one puzzle piece with the loss of a loved one. which I think would push Goofy into building this perfect place for Max#because he loves his son very much to the point of not looking after himself at least in those first months#anyway that's it#I'm proud of how fast I drew all this and it doesn't look so bad!
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DID YOU KNOW THAT ANDY SURIANO TALKED ABT YOUR COMIC ON INSTA???????????

YEAH I SAW IT!
really cool!!!!!! nice things were said about my art and story!!!!!! i am so flattered!!!!!!!!!! i am still figuring out how to react to it all!!!
#i most definitely didn't have an anxiety attack for 2 hours after seeing it because i am a human who reacts in normal ways...#<< false statement#i really don't enjoy recieving attention ahajdkkfkgkuj aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAA#asks#misc asks#i also recieved a really nice dm!! that i hope i replied to in a normal and not cold or too distant kind of way!!#i suck at communication when nervous agsjdklg augh anyway yeah#i feel so silly getting so stressed over things like this o|< it was a cool moment tho#NOT TO OVERSHARE ON THE INTERNET OR ANYTHING. I'M DONE RAMBLING IN THE TAGS NOW
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some recent sketches i did without context
#tf2#tf2 fanart#doodle dump#engineer tf2#sniper tf2#medic tf2#anthro#team furtress#kitty engie#gunslinger#cord tail#trucks and vans#bush medicine#rant in the tags time woooo#i've been feeling kinda burned out on drawing Engie recently#pa#`r`#sorry my cat walked across my keyboard. anyways#partly because my finals are coming up and i've been stressed#so that also really kills my creativity#and partly because i've been like. only drawing him for months basically#so i'm a little bored of JUST him#kinda like eating only meat for like a week. i need veriety in my diet guys#so i'm gonna focus a little more on having veriety again in the mercs that i post about#not abandoning him altogether obviously#he's my wife and i love him#but i need to not go insane also
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(From the body swap AU)


Hii! I'm very happy to see that my body swap comic was so well received, so here's a little something as a thanks for all the support <3
I'm excited to keep sharing my drawings, I hope you like what I make!
#Aand that's how Rulie ended up insisting on keeping Lege's bag lol#They're besties your honor. He wouldn't trust his entire inventory to anyone else xD#This time I had less pages to worry about so I hope this feels a bit less rushed. I'm still figuring this out tho#I also need to learn how to properly draw them bc this has been a struggle lmao#Hyrule's also stressed about the situation he's just been doing a bit of a better job at hiding it lul#Oh they don't know what's coming <3.#Anyways it feels so wrong to draw “Hyrule” with a scowl 😭#I like drawing his hair mirrored specially since it helps make it more different from Legends but it's so hard to draw it from the long side#This is a mess I have no idea what to call them#I confuse myself sometimes while making these lmao#lu legend#lu hyrule#linked universe#lu fanart#body swap au#Ig I'll tag it like that#offmozzart#I thought about kinda spreading all my ideas over time so as to no overdo it so quick ig (+not going crazy over drawing the same characters)#but rn I'm excited to draw them out so I need to take advantage of that
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"I got my sin and you got your sorrow They're born from the din and come out at night"
alt versions under the cut!!
#yipeee I'm slowly getting used to csp#my favourite guys#sorry i was gone for so long i was close-to-burnout stressed and i just lose all abilities when im stressed so :(#what abilities? all abilities#also i drew a background?? witchcraft#this took me so long you have no idea#anyway#my art#malevolent#fanart#art#blindfaith#blind faith#oscar malevolent#arthur lester#masked
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isagi's the sweetest bf ever, and never forgets to get you flowers on anniversaries !!
even though he's stuck in blue lock, he always makes sure to deliver flowers to your house when the one year mark comes around <3 he'll spend the little free time he has on his phone, scouring through the collection of flowers at shops near your house and nearly dropping his phone on his face out of shock for how high shipping is, but he'll endure through !
he'll even consult the opinions of his fellow teammates, taking every chance he has to shove his phone into hiori or kurona's face, asking what they thought of a different shade of pink for the 4th time in a row. they might be a tiny bit sick of him constantly fawning over you, him constantly talking about you to them, but that doesn't mean he'll ever stop; over his dead body he wouldn't.
with the ring of a doorbell, you find a delivery worker with a large bouquet of multi-colored tulips on your doorstep. he asks, "from an isagi yoichi?" you smile in response, thanking him and taking the bouquet into your arms. the bouquet came with a small note attached, reading, "roses are red, violets are blue, no matter what flower, i choose you!"
bonus — your parents constantly tease you for the comically large bouquet you got from yoichi, and you still have no clue how he had the money to buy and ship a bouquet of that size !!
taglist : @why2277 @koffeekat @skullvgirl @saioratral @fishii28
#love song . . ✶#wrote this right before sleeping aka RN !! bc i want flowers#i think isagi would be the best bf actually#best out of the bllk guys at least ..#ignore the typos btw i don't have my glasses on and it's 11pm for me rn#anyways i'm tired and stressed asf !!#hope u all are doing good today#kisses n hugs love u all !!#isagi x y/n#yoichi isagi#isagi x reader#blue lock isagi#isagi yoichi#bllk isagi#bllk x you#bllk x reader#bllk#bllk x female reader#bllk x y/n#bllk x gender neutral reader#isagi yoichi x you#isagi yoichi x reader#isagi x you#isagi fluff#blue lock x reader#blue lock x female reader#blue lock x gender neutral reader#blue lock x y/n#blue lock x you
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I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6
13 or so days and it's finished!
Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after
Unedited it looks like this

I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also

A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines

I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)

I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year
#fanart#my art#isat#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat loop#loop#traditional art#artists on tumblr#Phew#So anyway this was my way of figuring out my thoughts after finishing the game#I didn't even actually finish it with credits playing at that moment#This type of art is my therapy#And in a way literally how my personality works from big figures to small details of thinking about anything#It's really calming!#I won't tag paper figures but they're here#Like special guests#In any case the funniest thing was showing this to my English teacher and she was like 'wow this looks stressed' or something#Like she immediately looked at the lines and after I showed her my old Flowey drawing like this she was like#'oh it makes sense! This one looks calm but this one is clearly you not feeling good'#Because I was kinda#Like sitting there in the semi-park and feeling sick since morning before I started drawing this and slowly I got better#I already talked about this on my first 'big' isat thing - I needed to think a bit#And not think at the same time just literally letting myself sort stuff out#Like. I fell asleep at 6 am that day and woke up at 10 4 hours of sleep after playing full Act 5 and two hats stuff IS STRESSFUL#SUPER STRESSFUL! Like I felt like I was playing for 4 hours while sleeping#Anyway by the time I finished it aka today I'm feeling way better and I'm literally talking a walk right now#Touching grass as we speak#Anyway phew!#Now to that animatic that's plaguing my mind to draw it nowww
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(Unseen Academicals, Terry Pratchett) I think Shang Qinghua and Ponder Stibbons should have tea and compare notes about somehow accumulating so much behind-the-scenes power by doing menial jobs no one else wants that they could basically run the show if they wanted...
meanwhile we have Shen "meh good enough" Qingqiu
#svsss#shang qinghua#shen qingqiu#sqh#sqq#cumplane#discworld#my art#sqq 100% knows how to delegate meanwhile sqh is here trying to run a sect a demon kingdom and juggle a bunch of secret conspiracies#his little rodent heart is going to explode from stress at this rate no qi deviation necessary#i'm gonna need to draw sqh more i really don't know what i want his design to be yet but i like him a lot#if anyone has any sqh drawing prompts send them to me i need some ideas to play with (WITHOUT SPOILERS THOUGH I'M ONLY ON BOOK THREE)#i was scrolling back to see the last time i had drawn cartoony cursing to remind myself which shapes i like to use and wow#it looks like it's actually been a while??? it surprised me because i really love drawing them#i laugh any time i see them in a comic#anyway what are the odds i reread unseen academicals again before the month is through? highly underrate pratchett novel imho#variations of this quote is actually used a few times in the discworld series i think but this is the one that stands out to me#when stibbons reveals just how much power he actually has at the university#*chefs kiss*#the wizards are so dumb i love them so much
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#anyways.#disco elysium#maemae talks#i was like scream-crying today from the stress i'm under and now i'm just lying in bed like#'maybe i just need to replay disco elysium and remember that it is never too late to move forward'
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You Should Be Here With Me
A 2024 Advent Fic by lululawrence
Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson | 34k | 26 Chapters
The festive period is a traditionally hectic one in the world of Premier League football, and this year is no different. A lot is riding on how Manchester United is able to come through the fixtures in the coming weeks.
Louis and his teammates know all too well the pressure that is on their shoulders. They need to prove, not just to fans of the club but the entire league, that they still have what it takes to be a team worthy of fighting for the top of the table.
Throw in the fact that Louis is all too aware that he's not getting any younger in a profession that demands your peak physical fitness year round and the incredibly fit Harry Styles, who is part of the club's social media team, and this year's festive period might just be the most important one yet.
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NOW COMPLETE!
#my fic post#advent fic#teaser post#2024 advent fic#fic rec#you guys i have this entire thing plotted out in detail#and i've got most of the first five days written so far#hopefully will get more written over the next few days so i'm not writing the chapters the day of or anything... if all goes well...#please send me good vibes that stress is not how i like to live#but i sure will if i have to#anyway all that to say#this fic... is going to be long#so i apologize ahead of time for the length of the chapters as we go on lol#but hopefully it's a story that you will be just as into as i am#haha#thanks for coming to my ted tags talk
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Once again I bring you some Eriks 😊
#The Phantom of the Opera#Phantom of the Opera#poto#phantom of the paradise#time princess#erik#yes I'm playing time princess just for him listen...#it is very cute#I also wanted to draw him with cat eyes because Leroux makes it sound like he has them with the perfect night vision and glow and color#and his whole little meow meow personality and Miette way of speaking it just feels correct#also that one cover#and Winslow because potp is great and I think hes neat#I may do another one of these just so I can draw Cherik because I miss him#I've been neglecting my asks!! I'm so sorry I'll get to them soon I just haven't been online much..like this whole year#so I'm falling behind and catching up gets increasingly more overwhelming#this past few months have been stressful I've been waiting on a lot of stuff to fall into place and I have no control over any of it#so I just draw Eriks#aaaaaa anyway enjoy#my art
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revstar tegakis
#my art#revue starlight#daiba nana#kagura hikari#aijou karen#the second one is old the first one is me begging Nana to help free me from art block right now#nothing like some funky colours a totally normally girl you love and a weird pose to help with that ngl dhfiuds#I also realized while drawing it that it went easier bc it was kinda random ??? I'm too excited about z*lda stuff I want to draw#like I stress myself out when it's not going well sfdiuhdfs#might take some time to draw some rly stupid things I have so many dumb sketches lying around anyway#Nana I love you but you did not need to demand that level of cleanness and time from me... it was fun tho
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Thestrals


The first time MC and Sebastian went to Hogsmeade, they saw a pair of hippogriffs and talked about those creatures joyfully. Later in "Shadow of the mountain" quest they encountered a pair of thestrals and expressed their regret to each other. I love their little bittersweet moment and I also think this is an intentional juxtaposition from the writers.

I sketched this one months ago (actually one of my first illust of HL) but decided to draw the Hippogriffs first 😅 I want my paintings to be in chronological order haha ..
#I'm backkkkkkkkk#The last 2 weeks were very frustrated and stressful :((#I can't go into details btw#my plan which I had been preparing for months was completely shattered :"<#But I'm ok now..things are getting better ~#I decided to play RDR2 for the 2nd time and this time I'll try to complete all the challenges and missions hahaaaaa (wish me luck) 🤞#anyway#Violette will get her scar after this one 🫣#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy oc#sebastian sallow x mc#hufflepuff#slytherin#violette laurant#hphl
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