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[adhderall]

if I turn off reblogs I always make sure to turn off the option that lets others blaze it (lol) too because although it's EXTREMELY UNLIKELY (this is a very irrational thought) part of me is paranoid that if I don't, some petty ass fucker is gonna pay real money to broadcast my dumb posts just to spite me.

[keysmashingfantasies]

An Old Fashioned Meet Cute

A/N: hi! this is my first fic here and i hope you like it. comments and constructive criticism is very much appreciated just please be nice and i tried not to describe nor reader nor the Hilda character too much apart from the fact that they are plus size so it can cater to more people (altough the Hilda character is a white woman originally, I left that out because I wanted everyone to be able to read it) :D. and a huge thank you to @divine-mistake for encouraging me to make this blog and post my fics. ily Tay <3, this one's for you.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!plus size Reader

Word count: 2.1k

Summary: Bucky didn’t remember much of his life before the war. Not as much as he would like, anyway. But he was content to at least have remembered something. The memories of his teenage shenanigans with Steve always made him laugh. But there was a memory that he didn’t even know it was on his mind until that day when he accompanied Steve to the thrift shop. And until an Avengers party, where he met you.

-

“Steve, come on… Shouldn’t you be showing me the wonders of the modern world?”, he mocked. He knew Steve was doing his best, he did. But he knew that this wasn’t just a friends’ afternoon. And Bucky didn’t need a babysitter.

“I will! I just thought it would be nice to see something less overwhelming first and Sam told me a thrift store would be a nice place to start. Most of this stuff is new to us anyway”, Steve said, picking up a CD of a shelf.

“Yeah, ok”, he mumbled. The things he did for Steve. He mindlessly wandered through the little cluttered store, browsing the shelves full of knick knacks. He saw vinyls, old books, a great variety of toys, some paintings and an old fashioned vanity, with an old mirror, a few vintage perfume bottles, and… Oh.

“Steve?”, he said, picking up the old calendar that was propped up against the stained mirror. Carefully, he lifted the calendar up, looking at his friend. He had seen it before, he knew he did. He flipped through it as he waited for Steve to make his way across the store, careful to not bump in any of the tables containing delicate porcelain tea pots. His eyes scanned through the cover, a delicately painted picture of a curvy woman and with the saying “HILDA, 1940’s calendar” in bold red letters above it.

“Oh wow”, Steve let out a belly laugh. “You remember when we stole some of these? Man, we even took these to war”, he said. He started to remember. Him and Steve running, each one with a calendar in hand, flipping through the pages, Steve whining that he would never find a girl like that. He didn’t even think twice before taking it to the counter, with Steve giggling like a school girl behind him.

“For the memories, punk”, he said in a stern voice and a frown, but with pink dusted cheeks.

“Of course”, Steve said in a mocking voice.

-

“So, Tony’s throwing a party next weekend”, Steve said as he entered the training room.

“I prefer the thrift store”, Bucky mumbled, without tearing his eyes from the punching bag.

“Come on, Buck. I think it will be good for you to go”, Steve said. “It will be something small, Tony will introduce the new team assistant, so no eyes will be on you”, that got Bucky’s attention.

“Small?”, he said, pushing his hair from his face.

“Very”, Steve assured, but he had that look that Bucky knew very well from his young years; the look he would get when he was about to pick a fight. He was up to no good. But he didn’t want another trip to a dusty thrift store.

“Yeah, sure”, he mumbled.

-

You were shaking in your boots. Yeah, you knew that you would work for them, which meant that you inevitably would have to attend this kind of things. But this wasn’t like your former office jobs, no. You work for the Avengers now.

“You can do this. You have to. Do it for the paycheck”, you said, trying to reassure yourself as you shakily applied mascara. As you browsed through your wardrobe, you let out a sigh. You remembered shyly asking for advice on what to wear from Natasha, but you took it with a grain of salt. She could wear a potato sack and still look gorgeous, and you were… Well, a potato. You knew this was another test. If you couldn’t handle all eyes on you and the eventual bickering that was about to happen, you were not fit for the job. But damn, you at least expected a few weeks of taking care of documents and serving coffee before a party. In a room. With the, quoting the tabloid you read that very morning “super team that saves the world and looks hot doing it!”. You were a pretty confident person. But this… Anyone would be nervous.

“You can do this”, you told yourself one more time before heading out.

-

When you got to the party, not everyone was there. You politely greeted everyone with a nod, and gave your name to the ones you didn’t have the pleasure to meet yet.

“You, pick your poison”, Tony Stark pointed at you while walking to the bar.

“No, thank you, Mr. Stark, I won’t be drinking tonight”, you managed to say, silently thanking all the gods above (even the one that was sitting not too far from you) that you managed to hold back the quiver in your voice.

“She doesn’t want to be vulnerable around us. Smart, I like her”, said Natasha. Sometimes you wonder if she was a telepath like Wanda.

“Is there anything wrong, Y/N? I sense that you are uneasy”, asked Vision, with those glassy unblinking eyes. You wondered if he was in your mind that very moment.

“Gee, I wonder why”, said Rhodes, before taking a sip of his drink.

“I’m okay, just… A bit nervous, that’s all”, you said.

“Well, then you definitely need a drink”, said Tony, handing you a glass of champagne that no doubt cost the same as your previous paycheck.

Soon enough, the awkwardness made way to pleasant conversation. You laughed as you listened to their banter. It wasn’t like any business party you ever attended. No, it was more like a family gathering than anything.

The sounds of the elevator doors opening caught you attention as three men wide as refrigerators walked in, followed closely by a pretty young woman. Of course you knew them. You read all about them. Especially The Winter Soldier, the little devil on your shoulder taunting you by remembering you of every single time you talked to your friend about your crush on him.

“Sorry we’re late guys, Steve went to pick me up before the party and we had dinner”, said the blonde, linking her arm with Steve Rogers himself.

“Nah, Sharon, don’t cover his ass. We were late because the three of us had to wrestle Barnes into changing out of that old ass Henley”, said Sam.

Instantly, Tony and Natasha cheered and raised their glasses, making you laugh.

“Yeah, yeah, very funny”, said a gruff voice coming from the bar, making you turn your head, seeing Bucky Barnes open a beer bottle with his vibranium hand. 'How did he sneak past everyone?', your thoughts were interrupted as you took him in. You wanted to personally thank Sam, Steve and Sharon for making him wear that tight fitting black shirt.

“Well, Y/N, here’s Capsicle, Mrs. Capsicle, New Captain, and Snowflake. Guys, this is Y/N, the new assistant. Oh, and there’s Spider Boy but he’s on curfew, Strange had to hop out of the dimension and Scott but he’s… He’s somewhere out there being small, I don’t know. Watch were you step, just to be safe”, said Tony

“Hi”, you gave a shy wave, being greeted right back.

-

If it wasn’t for the serum, Bucky is absolutely sure he would have a heart attack on the spot. You were wearing red heels, a form fitting black pencil skirt and a white button up blouse and he could see your curves, your strong arms, your thighs. You looked absolutely amazing. You look like one of the girls that Bucky would’ve rushed to ask for a dance back in the day. But what really made him stare is the fact that your body type looked eerily similar to the character of the calendar he spent an embarrassing amount of time staring.

As your eyes scanned the room as you were bombarded with questions, Bucky made sure to avoid your gaze, looking everywhere but your face: his shoes, the ceiling, the armrest on the couch, Steve’s shit eating grin. Oh. So THAT’S what it was about. Little shit.

Even avoiding your gaze, he made sure to keep his ears open. A man could be interested, right?

.

By the time the party ended, Thor and Bruce were sleeping, Tony was buzzed walking around singing Iron Maiden, Natasha and Sharon were talking, Steve and Sam were giggling like two school girls, Rhodes went home and Vision and Wanda were talking and looking out the window to the New York skyline.

Which left you – and Bucky – alone.

“Uhhh. I guess I’ll start cleaning, then”, you said. Your face was on fire. The only person that you were sure didn’t like you and you were awkwardly standing, not knowing where to look and what to say. It didn’t help that you were attracted to him but damn it, you were not going to lose this opportunity because of a school girl crush. So you decided to keep yourself occupied by taking some empty glasses and bottles from the table and taking them to the kitchen.

“Oh, come on, Y/N! Let the cleaning crew deal with this in the morning!”, said Natasha.

“No, no, I don’t mind. I like to keep myself busy”, you said with a smile. Technically, it wasn’t a lie. You only hoped she couldn’t see how awkward you were.

“I’ll help”, he said, picking up some glasses and following you.

“You can pick up more of these glasses and I can start washing them”, he said. “I- I noticed you got your nails done, so…”, he said, and you shyly looked away while thanking him and making your way out of the kitchen.

.

In no time, the room was getting emptier. Vision and Wanda went home and Thor took Banner back to New Asgard. And you were almost done with the dishes, having also gotten rid of most of the empty food containers. As you both cleaned, you and Bucky got a bit more comfortable with each other.

“I’m sorry for seeming a bit standoffish earlier”, he said suddenly. “I’m not used to parties and I don’t know how new people will react to me. Especially pretty women”, you smiled at the compliment, but felt your heart ache. You were so caught up in your insecurities that you didn’t even consider his side of things.

“You don’t have to be sorry. I don’t know how you feel but by what I’ve seen and heard, you have a family here. You’re out there fighting to save the world. Trying your best. This is redemption enough, don’t you think?”, you said as you put the glasses to dry, missing the awestruck look that Bucky sent you, a goofy smile making its way into his features. “Okay, you wait here and I’ll get what’s left”.

You were back in no time. “Okay, so just more two champagne flutes and one plate left”, you said but before you could give the dishes to Bucky, you slipped, and if it wasn’t for Bucky’s reflexes, you would’ve fallen hard. You yelped as the sound of breaking glass hit your ears and for a second you two just stared at each other, before Bucky pulled you closer and back to a standing position.

“Thanks”, you said as he helped you straighten up.

“Your ankle, does it hurt?”, he said.

“Uh, no, I don’t think so”, you said.

“Ah, I think it does. And I can’t let a dame go home alone on a hurt ankle”, he said, giving you a dashing smile.

“You know what, now that you’ve said it, it hurts really bad”, you said, catching on. “You know what’s amazing for a bad ankle?”, you asked, and the gentle smile in your lips and the mischievous glint in your eyes made his heart piston inside of his chest.

"What?", he said softly, stepping closer, like you were sharing secrets.

“Ice cream and a walk on the park. Very therapeutical”, you said, making Bucky laugh.

.

Before you knew it, Bucky had already scooped you up into his arms and rushedly announced that you had slipped and fell, whisking you away into the elevator.

“Dude, that took all night”, said Sam. “This is the smooth guy you told me about?”, he said, while Steve and Sharon laughed.

While everyone got ready to go home, Scott came out of the kitchen in his Ant-Man suit eating some leftovers.

“Someone owes me 20 bucks for making her trip”.

[bbiemochi]

Hey love, if I may request..

Since I feel like hell right now, may I request for Diluc comforting his Fem!S/O when she completely breaks down after months of shouldering everything by herself? She's the kind to hide everything to herself and she always says "I'm alright." She pushes Diluc away but this time, he's had it. He's firm, yet gentle. Since young, she has been taught that her problems don't matter and this has been ingrained in her, that's why she doesn't ask for help, but instead is incredibly selfless when it comes to other people needing help.

This is very personal I'm sorry.. I just need some angst/comfort/fluff(?) right now. Thank you bby, you're the best. ❤

𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚌𝚛𝚢 𝚗𝚘𝚠 | diluc ragnvindr x reader

[an]: hi el, have u eaten yet? if you haven’t pls do and drink lots of water <3 sorry for posting this late and pls remember that ily

summary: everyone can’t hold in forever, even for someone like you, and diluc always knew that.

pairing: diluc ragnvindr x reader

genre: angst, fluff at the end

warning: slight tw for reader’s parents

music to listen while reading:

***

you hated it.

you hated how much you needed help, even though you refused everyone’s concern towards you to avoid any trouble for them.

you hated how when you wanted to cry, you couldn’t find a reason to. you were raised in a strict yet wealthy household. your clan was a definition of a life of a wealthy tiger. full of buck in their eyes but strict. everything you do, they often praise you for your hardwork, yet you didn’t even wanted to do it. it was only for the sake of your parents, who rarely even care about you at all. so what was their sake for?

a prize with no use.

it was like winning a race yet they said that everyone’s a winner. it made you feel…disappointed of yourself. the things that you’ve been doing for the sake of others however for yourself, they weren’t justified. it had always been like this since you were a child.

“sharing your problems to others won’t fix the situation you are in,” your mother once told you while she was finishing up her pile of workload on her desk. you frowned, hugging your stuffed bunny close. “if you want to truly fix it, then think about it and keep it to yourself. they don’t matter much anyways to anyone. it will only cause the person you are sharing with more trouble. don’t make me repeat myself, y/n l/n of the l/n clan.”

your eyes were droopy from sobbing so much in your household bathroom earlier. you still had few more private lessons left to do by your tutor to truly extinguish the true meaning of what it’s like being a l/n member. it sucked for real, but you had no choice but to oblige. “lady y/n..” a knock at the bathroom door arrived, “your tutor is waiting for you downstairs. they said to please hurry it up in the bathroom.”

‘speak of the devil…’

“uhhh, tell them yeah i’ll be right downstairs, real quick…!” you answered back, wiping the small bits of tears off your face. there was silence before the maid outside the door questions once more; “milady are you alright in there?”

‘well fuck, what do you think?’

“i-i’m fine! don’t worry, just tell them that i’ll be there…!” you chimed, nervousness almost cracking over your voice while shouting those words without handing hints that you indeed not ok. “understood, lady y/n. i’ll make sure to inform your tutor,” and for a few seconds, you heard the maid’s footstep head off, and you let out a sigh of relief.

this…was getting really tiring. despite your knowledge stacked up like a bookshelf waiting the books to be read, your parents think that your potential to become the next head of the l/n family wasn’t ready just yet, and you were already in your 20’s. make this tutoring nonsense stop already, you were tired. you wanted to run away forever. well—this was the last lesson after all. and then maybe later you could relax near the fireplace. not worrying about anything else.

wiping your face off with a towel, you gently opened the door to head off downstairs. the vague scent of fresh baked pastries headed through your nostrils when you walked out, and you were wondering if your tutor had brought some baked-goods on their way here. you stumbled a bit down the stairs while taking a small peak from the tiny bit of holes the stair railways had.

on the table near the kitchen, there was seated a basket full of the pastries you were smelling. the scent was strong, and your mouth was watering from the delicious sight. did a guest from outside send those to your home?

“ah, lady y/n—just in time. a young man from the dawn winery left these bake goods earlier while you were in the bathroom,” the maid that was washing the dishes from the kitchen says, her eyes spotting you right at the staircase. “he says it’s a thank you gift for helping him out at angel’s share yesterday.”

‘diluc?’

“ah, that’s great to here…” you murmured heading downstairs in a hurry to look what was inside the basket. “they’re from the nearby bakery, milady. we could always fetch some there if you’d like.” the maid insisted. you waved your hand as a decline, “oh no it’s alright, no need to trouble you i’ll…” a sudden pause came to your throat…

‘i’ll thank diluc later.’

“i’ll head off to my lesson then…” you said, before heading off to the living room.

***

how in the hell did balancing became a matter to your family? was it really that important to become perfect? idiotic…

after almost a whole day of those nonsense lessons just to be perfect for your family, you were making your way down through the rain towards the dawn winery—feeling nothing while the rain pours down on your shivering figure, yet you paid no mind to it. it was always like this. you wanted to at least take a break for once.

your eyes traveled over the huge house in front of a large grape orchard, it smelled nice, you liked it a lot. you’ve always wished to have free time to travel around in mondstadt like this however of course…you can’t.

once you had made it to the winery, you knocked on the door, a little loudly over the pouring thunder behind.

no answer.

you knocked again.

and this time someone opened the door.

“yes?—oh! dear me! miss y/n you’re dripping cold!” the one who answered the door was adelinde, one of diluc’s maids. “what happened? hold on come inside i’ll let master diluc know you’re here, b-but please do dry yourself up before you watch a cold…!” she adds, you smiled at her. “it’s alright, adelinde. i just came here to thank diluc—

“of course, but miss y/n please come inside even for a while. the rain is hard right now and you’re going to catch a cold,” adelinde cuts you right off, grabbing a hold of your arms gently whilst pulling you inside.

“hillie grab a dry towel for our guest! moco, inform to master diluc that miss y/n is here…!”

“yes, miss adelinde!”

adelinde guided you to a comfortable chair, slowly and gently. the maid also knew who you are and were, after all a close friend of diluc’s is well-known to adelinde’s perspective, and one of them is including you. the older woman grabbed the towel that hillie handed over to her and then gave it to you, assuring you to wipe yourself dry. “thank you, adelinde…”

“miss y/n would you like me to prepare a warm bath for you?”

“oh no need to its ok…! i’ll just have a small talk with diluc then i’ll be on my way..!” you replied, a sheepish smile over your face. adelinde frowned, yet bowed and leaved you be to go and fetch you some snacks and some hot tea. while waiting, your eyes scanned down over to the pictures hanging over the winery’s walls—they were…very fancy? almost reminding you of the paintings in your home. just almost a little…dry. you had no idea how to describe it, thinking about it…you don’t know how to describe your emotions right now as well.

“y/n??”

your head turned to where the voice came from, and expectedly, you saw diluc standing from the top of the stairs, his face a bit surprised from your ‘wet’ arrival. the young male hurriedly rushed down the stairs, moco following by while his steps puddled over your drying figure. “hey, diluc,” you greeted, nonchalantly.

“y/n what the heck are you doing here? did you get caught up under the rain?” he questions, and you shyly nodded your head—thanking adelinde for the small meal she had brought over. “sorry for being here without notice. but i’m only here to thank you for the pastries you delivered over earlier.” you had spoken. diluc sighs, a hand over his face, “ah, it was only about that. y-you didn’t had to walk all the way here, you know? now look at you…” he sighs again, before looking over at his maids. “prepare her a warm bath, and please try to look for some extra clothes that may fit her.”

“yes, master diluc.”

“what?? no diluc it’s ok..! i’ll be heading off soon anyways…!”

“nonsense. with a look that says dripping wet, there’s no doubt you’ll get a heavy cold because of that…” diluc declines, crossing his arms. “besides, i wanted to ask you something as well…”

“oh…” you gently gripped the teacup in your palm, a small red dusting over your cheeks. same goes for diluc. the maids seem to also notice this. “is master diluc blushing…?”

“i think he is…!”

“ehem, you two.” adelinde stares sternly at moco and hillie who were gossiping once again. “i believe master diluc asked the both of you to prepare a warm bath and some clothes for miss y/n now did he?” the two maids shrieked. “s-sorry, miss adelinde…!!”

***

“you’re done?”

the towel that was wrapped behind your neck started to slide off when you saw diluc out of his usual black jacket, yet instead was wearing a white sleeved shirt and his fluffy red hair still tied into a ponytail. what a view. bashfully, you looked away, covering half of your face with the towel and your eyes scanning down on the floor. “uhh…y-yeah i am…”

“do the clothes fit? apologies i don’t have much fitted attire for you here…” the red head says, his hands tidying up the pile of papers he was filing. you shook your head, “oh no it’s quite alright…! the clothes are a fit for me anyways.”

“oh archons that’s good to hear…” the man reassuringly sighs, and on forward with cleaning his desk. with small steps, you walked over to sit down on his (surprisingly) huge bed—your hands still rubbing your wet dripping hair from the bath. “i’m a bit busy today, i apologize…”

“what are you apologizing for, idiot?” you laughed. “anyways, you didn’t had to go walk over to a bakery and buy me some pastries as a ‘thank you’ reward. it’s too sweet of you, diluc. really rare to see. no need for such formalities,” you told the lad, showing him a sweet smile over your face. diluc rolls his eyes before shoving in the last file in his shelf. “of course i need to show it. you were a big help yesterday while charles was on break. i don’t know what kind of proper ‘thank you’ i should propose but i guess that’s enough now is it?”

he stops for a moment, walking closer to your side. “besides, how can i just say a simple ‘thank you’ while you were busy with your lessons? that would be very improper of me to just bulge in if i may say.” your fists curled a little when he mentioned the lessons your parents forced you to take. yeah, memories were popping right back up. and you didn’t liked it one bit. you were here for some peace and quiet with someone you adored. why did he have to mention it at this state youre in?

“the maid also mentioned…” diluc began, and your eyes glued to the ground. “that she noticed that you don’t frequently enjoy your practices or lessons one bit. she’s worried, you know? if it isn’t my business to intrude then—

you cut diluc’s sentence short with a lively laugh. “i-it’s nothing really…! i didn’t notice that one of my maids would become worried of me because of that ahaha…” avoiding eye contact with the man in front of you, you fiddled playfully with your fingers. “it isn’t that much of a big deal i’m honest. it’s just that sometimes the lessons payed for me can get a bit…” you choked a little on your sentence, “…harsh…i guess i can see why the maids tend to worry about me. h-however it’s fine…!”

“are your tutors hurting you or anything?” diluc interrogated. you shook your head again with the sheepish in grin. “no, no, no…! not like that, diluc…! i mean like you know, strict perhaps? the amount of things i needed to do to perfect a simple lesson like i’m sort of princess…” diluc spots you balling your fists in frustration, and the man understands. to peek with someone like you, diluc notices how much your lively attitude had been starting to change ever since your parents planned you to become their next heir of your clan. it’s normal for you to feel irritated like this when your parents were the one who brought you to continue your family’s legacy.

he understands that quite well…but when you’re breaking down like this, there’s something that didn’t fit well with him there. “y/n, are…” he began to whisper, looking over at you with wide eyes.

“…are you crying?”

you snapped back to reality when you felt small teardrops begin to fall out of your eyes. what the hell…? and here you thought you could be able to make it without anyone noticing. yeah, why are you crying? your parents are providing everything for you after all! a huge house, food, things you need, even tutors to help you become the professional they needed, so why are you upset…?

there was no need to drag diluc into this mess you’re in. this was yours and yours alone. no need for others to intervene because of your problem. you were supposed to be raised perfectly as the next head of your clan. there was no time for damages like this to happen. “ah i’m sorry..!” you popped, and diluc shakes his head—his hand reaching out to hold yours. but you quickly pulled away. “y/n, what’s wrong?”

“nothing’s wrong i’m sorry i-uhh…just a little sensitive over these types of matters,” you replied with a cherry chuckle. the red head frowns even more. “i’m not believing that, y/n. what’s bothering you? is it something y-

“i said nothing’s wrong,” you cut him off—sternly this time. the young man was astonished by your sudden change of place in your actions as he watched you stand up. “i’ll head home now, i just wanna say thank you for the pastries and uhhh…lending me extra clothes…i’ll be on my way…” says you—walking towards the door. the silence felt like a a heavy soul pounding in your chests while you reached for the door’s handle. “is it something you don’t feel like telling me?”

“my problems don’t matter. it’ll be best if you stay out of it so you won’t get involved.”

“i don’t care if i’m involved with this matter you’re in. i care about how you’re going through this matter, y/n. so please…” diluc begs, holding your wrists to stop you from exiting his room, “tell me what’s the matter…”

archons, how you hated how diluc was able to crawl through your heart and mind. your feelings for the rich tycoon of the dawn winery were a big package—it hurts you to the bone. as more tears fell from your e/c eyes, you can feel diluc pulling you close to him from behind, his head laying on your shoulder while he listens to your small sobs that you desperately tried to hide from him. “i-i’m…” you were stammering. more drops begin to fall more…

you hated it.

you hated everything.

but you can’t just bring yourself to hate him.

slowly sinking down on your knees, diluc follows along your shaking and weak figure, still hugging you tight behind you—making sure you weren’t feeling alone. “shh…shh…” he hushes, hands now intertwining with yours from the hug. “it’s alright…it’s going to be alright…”

“how is it going to be alright? when everything’s just becoming worse and worse…?!!” you sobbed, and you feel him nod his head. “maybe not now but…it’s still going to be ahead of you…and this time…you’re not alone.” diluc was reassuring you that he was there…he was always there. when you tears are slowly disappearing from your eyes, you took a moment to hold tight onto his arms as he never stopped himself from hugging you nor letting you go. “stay strong, y/n…i know it’s going to be a tough road and you’ve been on it since forever probably but…it’s not over yet—this time i will be with you, and that’s a promise.”

you looked at diluc from behind, “a promise…? to what?”

and this time, the answer was a response that was made by the archons and celestia themselves when diluc smiled softly, pressing his forehead against yours. “a promise to cherish you and love you forever. do not fear about what’s going to be ahead, i promise that i will be there for you.” he hugs you close, breath fanning over your cheeks stained with tears, “and i’ll be there forever.”

you hope so. fighting alone was hard. but this time he was standing by your side.

there was nothing to hide anymore.

nothing.

***

a/n: HOLY SHIT THIS WAS POSTED SO LATE IM SO SO SORRY PLS FORGIVE ME I HATE SCHOOL TOO I HOPE U LOVE IT BB ILY

request are currently: closed :(

[ajarofpickledtears]

Darlin you are gonna be busy for the nosy asks 1 till 40

you know, in the preview it only showed this and was like "oh, it won't be that much"

anyway thanks bestie ily let's go

1. What’s your sexual orientation?

so far I've always said aceflux asexual, though I've been wondering if I might be grey ace or quoisexual lately

2. What are you obsessed with right now?

the Sinclair brothers 😭😭😭

3. Ever done any drugs?

only legal ones lmao (yes I am referring to my medication). nah.

4. What piercings do you want?

too manyyyy. I got a helix but it healed in a weird position and I suck at actually getting it out (cause unscrewing it is hard). my sister has a conch which is neat, and I'd love at least get my lobes pierced a second time, but a) money and b) I'm not sure if I can trust myself to actually take care of stuff during the healing process

5. How many people have you kissed?

oh sweet baby jesus

...eleven guys? maybe? if I'm not forgetting anyone?

don't be like me, children

6. Describe your dream home.

ufff

okay, if we're really only talking dream, no realism, rationality, or logic - a cabin/small house by the woods, just outside a small town, with a lake (and Kelpie) close by. a garden in the back, with mostly stuff like veggies, herbs etc. and cats.

7. Who are you jealous of?

who am I not jealous of 🥲

my sister, always, about everything. I'm trying to be more positive and only happy for her, but... it's hard. old habits die hard and all that stuff.

and in general everyone who (even just seemingly) has their life together. who manages to get shit done despite being a mental and psychological Mess (tm). even if their methods or motivations are super unhealthy and self-destructive. go me.

8. What’s your favorite show to binge?

don't have one rn, but I am watching a Fallout 4 Let's Play from 2016 (by Gronkh, a German YouTuber)

YouTube videos are probably as close as I get to watching shows like normal people lmao

with this, it changes. sometimes I only watch horror game let's plays, sometimes r/neckbeardstories and r/talesofneckbeards videos, or incels and nice guys, or DnD/tabletop experiences (all reddit stuff, usually)

I did have an anti-mlm phase

I'm basically all over the place 😂

9. Do you watch porn?

nope, only read smutty stories 😅

10. Do you have a secret sideblog?

not sure how secret any of my sideblogs are tbh

11. If you could teleport anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?

right now? it's 11.30 pm and I've been doing uni stuff all day, I'm fine in my room

though well rested and stuff, if it's not too hot, I'd like to be by the see maybe. go to Gunwharf again.

or my moots 🫂

pyjama party or something sounds great

12. What’s one of your fantasies?

I just wanna live in Ambrose with the Sinclairs and feel loved and not depressed and tired all the time 🥲

or be an author of bestselling books

13. Do you have/would you get your nipples pierced?

tbh just seems like a hell of a hassle with clothes? like, getting caught on stuff? plus what I mentioned earlier

14. How would you spend a million dollars?

probably not very responsibly cause I'm not good with money

I'd definitely donate and possibly give some to my friend? help all my moots who wanna get out of the US. the usual.

15. Are you in a relationship?

nope, luckily. last two really weren't worth it, I'm not sane enough for one (like, for real, I'm not mentally stable enough or fit for a relationship as of now, and it's not that important anyway)

16. Do you follow porn blogs?

uhhh... yeah

17. Are you angry with anyone right now?

I don't think so?

18. What tattoos do you want?

I wish I knew bestie. I had been thinking about the Portsmouth skyline, and/or the symbols from Divergent, but idk tbh. my sister got a cool thing with her zodiac sign done, and I sometimes think about something symbolising her/us, or her birthday but... well. got no money anyway lmao

19. If you could change your name, would you? What would you change it to?

probably not, I'm okay with mine. would maybe get a middle name, but that's about it. and the one(s) I'm thinking of don't go well with my first name I think.

20. What is something you’re obsessed with?

still, the Sinclairs 😂

if varies

a while ago it was mythological creatures, kelpies, fae, that stuff

sometimes plants

all kinds of things

but you can always talk to me about language, writing, and my OCs

21. Describe your best friend.

I don't have one. and I don't like the idea of only one specific best friend anyway.

22. Tag someone you think is hot.

my brain doesn't work this way, how does "hot" work? plus I don't even know what most of my mutuals look like 😅

23. Who are five of your favorite bands/musical artists?

oh dear

- Evanescence

- OOMPH!

- Santiano

- Faun

- Lindsey Stirling

24. What are three places you want to travel?

Ambrose, Goodneighbour, Haddonfie- oh, wait, like in the real world?

the city I was born in, Rome, probably, uhh... somewhere cold and snowy, when there's night for 24 hours?

25. Describe your perfect Friday night.

I honestly don't know, my world is just me doing the same every day, and that's fine. like, I do get lonely, but when I spend evenings with friends/family I do need to recharge the next day so.

26. What’s your favorite season?

autumn or winter

27. What’s your pet peeve?

I have quite a few but literally can't remember a single one right now

28. Who is the funniest person you know?

me

and my dad

also @slasherlouvre 😂❤

29. What’s the most overrated movie?

all MCU movies?

30. Tag someone you want to talk to but have been too shy to message.

I think I actually do talk to pretty much everyone I want?

31. Do you like paper books or ebooks better?

paper books

32. If you could live in a fictional world, what world would you pick?

it reeeaaally depends on how I'm feeling, rn I love Fallout 4 but to be honest? I couldn't live like that. the Star Trek universe is neat though.

33. If money was no object, what would your wardrobe be like?

if neither money nor space were an issue... probably a lot more goth-y? idk I'd also have to not be too tired to make an effort lmao

34. What’s your coffee order?

hot chocolate

35. Do you have a crush on anyone?

don't think I do

36. Do you still have feelings for any of your exes?

ehhh nah, don't think so

37. Have any tattoos?

sadly not

38. Do you drink?

cola? jk I did drink cider and cocktails but only with my ex to keep an eye on me. need someone I trust to look after me. and didn't get drunk or anything, just tipsy

39. Are you a virgin?

nope

40. Do you have a crush on any of your mutuals?

same as before, I don't think I do

[katierosefun]

so after one really big latte, a muffin, a run which resulted in a near accident with an oncoming car, and a shower in which i contemplated my own mortality, here’s my thoughts on the adorable me & au podcast, because babe wake up new hyperfixation dropped. very spoiler-y, i’m sorry in advance for how f*cking long this is, this might only have like two people reading this but i have many thoughts please listen to this podcast because it’s so cute and i listened to it all in about 2.5 hours? 

- firstly: the main character is super relatable. like, scary relatable. meet kate “acunningplan” cunningham, a gal about to enter her senior year of college and just kinda,,,lost. she works as a barista and very confused, very...stuck gal by day, fic writer (and still very stuck gal) by.........not barista hours. 

- honestly, i love kate. idk i’m about to enter my senior year of college, and bro i related so hard to her fears of “bro i can’t even think about next week without feeling overwhelmed”. she misses her best friend whitney a lot, who is currently on the other side of the country for an impressive internship. so that can be kinda lonely. 

- but fear not, kate has an escape, like so many other fic writers/fandom people: fanfic. this whole story references tumblr without actually naming tumblr (let’s be real....it’s tumblr, from the “notes” to “this stupid app keeps crashing”), and kate follows this tv show about werewolves and supernatural creatures. very gay. only problem is that there’s not a whole ton of people active in the fandom, since this show is relatively new. 

- however, in this small fandom, kate meets ella: otherwise known as “hella-enchanted”, who is another fic writer. 

- kate is very obsessed with the idea of alternate universes, and for that alone, i love her.

- okay, so even if you’ve never fallen in love with a person online/in fandom circles, i just wanna say that ella and kate’s interactions are still so super relatable. the shooting messages, the starting random conversations and getting a little thrill when you see someone liking your personal post or whatever. it’s very wholesome. 

- also, at the end of episode 1, kate goes on about how “yeah, fanfic is kinda odd, but it led me...to you” and it was so soft and gentle you just know your heart is gonna melt huh 

- at one point, kate decides to be vulnerable via vent post about something that came up on the show (and oh god yeah i feel...things. kate relates very hard to one character in the tv show she’s following, and tbh,,,yeah. i can’t quite word it right now, but i think anyone who feels kinda.....stuck? would relate.) 

- the “EXACTLY ONE PERSON ASKED FOR THIS ESSAY SO HERE IT IS” please

- also oh :’)))) kate talks about ella’s playlists and when i tell you i squeaked a little bit because oh hey--

- anyways lol yes can you relate to like,,,posting a vent post and forgetting to delete it and being mildly horrified (but also mildly touched) when someone actually responds?

- ella’s very sweet, just responds with “seems like one of my favorite fandom people needed a pick-me-up” and :’))) i would die for ella! (i mean, i would die for all the characters) 

- okay yes also all the bits where ella and kate scream at each other about fic. very relatable, very real, you can tell that the writers of this podcast really knew this feeling, and i just :’)))

- THE TWO DEBATE OVER TITLES,,,,,kate keeps sending in crack-y titles and also song lyrics, and ella comments on “well,,,i just read this whole wikipedia page, so i think i’ve lost the high ground”, so if y’all KNOW i started laughing at that 

- also LMAOOOO the moment when conversation diverts from fic and fandom to slightly more personal things! kate being like “oh,,,,,you have an actual job! like,,,you’re an actual adult and.....how’s that?” and then quickly rambling on via message “actually let me change the topic because that’s probably too personal”...

- okay so there’s this bit where ella drops the fact that she’s never read anne of green gables because “listen,,,,you have an ex-girlfriend who sang the anne of green gables musical all the time--” and kate’s “.......ex-girlfriend? you had an ex-girlfriend? girl--” (and BACKSPACING ALL OF THAT because “god i’m such a freak”) 

- much gay disaster

- so much gay disaster

- opportunity for kate and ella to meet irl comes up! at a fan convention! in toronto! (and kate lives in bc). kate’s best friend (remember, internship one?) invited kate over to toronto for this thing anyways, and then ella posts something about “heeeey i’m gonna be in the area so if anyone wants to meet up for the fan convention...” 

- let me just say......kate chucking her phone across the room because she freaked out about that. again. very cool, very nicely done, very relatable, etc. 

- ALSO,,,,i forget if this was one of kate or ella’s fics or if it was the actual tv show, but there’s this tidbit where the characters in the literal fandom has this conversation: 

“don’t waste your time.” 

“what?” 

“don’t waste your time on me.” 

and the way that reflects kate’s feelings-but-she’s-not-trying-to-think-about-it for ella please let me just die here

- okay, so kate does decide to message ella about the meet-up, and let me just tell you, kate’s inner monologue about the worst possibilities for ella’s responses: 

“1. no response. which is terrible. 

2. you find out you’re not wanted after all. :(((((

3. the most terrifying response of all.......” (an enthusiastic “yes i’m so glad we can meet up!!!”) 

- well, of course ella responds with #3. 

- gay disaster kate not knowing how to acknowledge her feelings for ella...she goes on this “you don’t wanna come across as....y’know because if they suspect that....y’know.....and like, i don’t....y’know--” oh my god kate 

- anyways, kate works at a coffeeshop, right? and her co-worker stewart (nonbinary pansexual co-worker! we love to see the rep!!) being like “oh yeah maybe you can bring over your friend!” and kate panicking because “ohhhhh i’m not too sure about that,,,,she’s,,,,,,,,,busy......” (ie. the awkward moment of having to explain that,,,,,,your online friend isn’t exactly someone you’ve met in real life,,,,,,,,and not sure exactly how to explain that so you just,,,,,,“ohhhh uhhh......y’know...............it’s really hard to.......get her out of.....work.....” 

- kate and ella video-chatting for the first time is very cute, very gay. very gay. 

- they swap “how’d you know you were gay / liked girls” stories :’))) 

- “that’s a cute story!” “you’re a cute story” [awkward silence] “please let me hide under the desk now” (have i mentioned that kate’s  a disaster? i love her, but you’re a disaster. we need to be best friends.)

- kate.....describing herself as “irl fanfic disaster waiting to happen” and the whole “i didn’t know we were actually dating until she asked if she could kiss me” lmaoooooooooo (but okay yes this is also a mood? like,,,,,,idk something about heteronormative standards so like,,,,,it’s so stupidly hard to figure out if a girl is flirting with you or if they’re just being nice i am glad kate’s such a disaster) 

- in other news: kate’s “how tf do i write a kiss scene i don’t like the word lips ughhhhHHHHH” (yeah, mood kate) 

- lmao stewart (kate’s co-worker!) just chilling with kate and being like “oh yeah i figured you had a girlfriend? the one you’re talking about? ella?” and kate blanking because “wait you thought ella was my girlfriend? she’s not....uhhh....” and then later drinking with stewart and rambling about ella and panicking because “what if she realizes i can’t talk about anything except this tv show what if she thinks i laugh too loud what if i have horrific body odor what if she realizes i have NOTHING to say what if our meeting goes SO terribly that i need to deactivate and change my name just so i could like her posts at 3 am” and then her small “please forget i said any of that” 

- oh kate :(((( 

- kate :((((((

- k a t e :(((((((((((((((((((

- anyways, kate does go to toronto. 

- meets ella. 

- very cute. 

- ella...........very gay. they go into a coffeeshop and kate doesn’t know what to do. 

- okay but what’s hilarious is that ella,,,,,seems so cool and suave and i too would be kind of intimidated by her but then these two idiots really talk about writing kissing scenes and the build-up and ella’s voice gets all,,,,,,suggestive and there’s this.....awkward gay silence between the two oh my GOD they’re both IDIOTS 

- also okay yes kate and whitney, a irl friend, having a heart-to-heart. good. we love that. also, whitney being like “I MISSED YOU!!! YOU IDIOT!!!! and i’m glad you have a new friend, and you’re happy, but I MISSED YOU!!! I HATE THIS CITY AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M DOING!!!” (whitney is also very relatable. ily whitney.) 

- they’re so cute. they hug, and it’s sweet :’)) also, then kate says in a stupidly small voice “i think i’m....kinda in love with [ella]?” and whitney being best supportive friend-- 

- OKAY so we finally get an episode of ella’s perspective 

- listen, you’re gonna think ella’s this cool, suave person who has all her own gayness put together (i mean, she kinda knew since she was 9 or 10 years old? she’s had a girlfriend? she seems like she has her life together? she’s waiting to get into grad school? she has a job? she just seems....cool and knows what she’s doing). 

- but then you realize. ella is just as much a pining mess. (her bullet point list/schedule in her head is so relatable. as someone who uses her notes and reminders app religiously, that was just :’))) 

- ella: reasons why this is not a date. and then....kate sends a message. (ella: reason why this....might be a date....kate keeps saying stuff like...that.) 

- kate rehearsing how to tell ella that she maybe kinda likes her? very cute. (”you know the feeling in your chest when....uh, you know when you feel like you have a frog in your stomach--oh god not the frog NOT the frog”) 

- the love confession is very cute, and also very relatable. “i like you a lot” “i like you too!” “no i mean,,,,like i like you. wait. which like do you mean? wait that’s not english. uh. what did you say?” 

- kate’s “I HAD A WHOLE DRAMATIC FANFIC CONFESSION PLANNED OUT” 

- kate and ella just spilling everything made me :’))) 

- “i like how your brain works” “i made so many posts hoping that you would just talk to me” “you always make me laugh” “you just make me feel...better” “you make me smile” 

- “this whole summer you’ve been making me smile and i guess it kind of freaked me out? ...i don’t know where my life is going but if i have a choice, i want to go in any direction you’re going because you are cute and smart and amazing and i like you a lot, ella. like that. so yeah. that’s what i was thinking i’d say.” 

- i essentially explaine dthe whole plot but 

- i love this podcast a lot

- it was very sweet

- and very cute

- very wlw 

- i don’t even mind that i almost got hit by a car while i was running and listening to this it was worth it 

- idk. just like. anyone who’s ever read or written fic or just like...not necessarily fallen in love with another person? but at least relating to that feeling of “oh god i am not qualified to talk to this person” and “oh god what if they realize i’m actually,,,,a loser” and “oh god wait how to friend” can probably hit a lot of people

- but that said. the romance was very cute, very sweet, makes me :’))) 

- okay i’ll stop talking now but i just. it’s very cute, very relatable, i wish we had a season 2 but i think it’s a limited series. (but they’re living rent free in my head! forever!)

[charmspoint]

fr tho hmmm, ok since ur bingeing alot of anime lately, top 5 anime youve watched recently (u can include ongoing stuff if u want ily)

For this ask meme

I havent binged that much anime recently ;;; Just a few, a lil few.

Long list with pictures ahead, this is not list by quality but by joy factor

5. Jujutsu Kaisen

It’s weird that the anime I’ve been talking about the most is so low on the list but that’s mainly because I’m mostly hyperfocused on the manga rn. The arc the anime is in rn is where I got really invested when I was reading the manga and it only got better since then, would probs rank very high in my fav manga list rn. I’m feral for the next season and I would like to know when it’s coming out hehe~

4. My Next Life as a Villainess 

Catarina vs my exam slump, who will win? The answer may surprise you.

This show brought so much happiness in my life when I needed it the most, I just enjoyed it a whole lot and on a few occasions it even made me laugh at loud. Catarina is a fucking dumbass but in a way that makes her lovable instead of frustrating...or at least lovably frustrating lmao! And I’ve already said my peace on the rest of the cast. The only way it could be better is if it went gay all the way 

3. Skate the infinity 

Can you imagine that I almost didn’t watch this anime? The only reason I started it because I looked at the op cuz ‘skating anime is bound to have some good tunes’ (it has), but truth to be told from the amount of it I see on my dash I would have probably got into it anime. I love these characters (except Adam but Adam falls straight into the sort of villain trope I dislike the most so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯) But honestly has some of the best and most lovable characters these season and Reki’s arc is goddamn heartbreaking to watch. This is the kind of show with a beating heart you know, I love it.

2. Dr Stone

Funny how I watched this after you complained endlessly about it and then ended up enjoying it so much. I’m not much of a science buff and there are times I just zone out when Senku is explaining shit but as I’ve said countless times before it’s the characters that make or break the show for me and I love every single one. I just like how full of passion it is and how obvious it is that this is the author just nerding out. Senku is very interesting protagonist because he wasn’t supposed to be the protagonist at all and it’s great how passionate he can be while completely avoiding the passionate shonen youth trope. Also I ranted to you constantly about how nice is to see a character with who has such a prominent way of showing love exclusively by his actions. Also the emotional moments hit so hard despite it being a nerd out show. Also just Gen, as a concept. This show feels like someone is constantly ranting to you about the thing they are passionate about and as someone who loves to listen to ppl rant about things they love, it’s just great. Also I get to share in with something you really like and that always makes it better <3

1. Talentless Nana

Didn’t we calculate that I finished the entire anime and then the manga start to finish in two days flat?

Yeah I think that says it all.

Nana turned out to be such a niche show and it really deserves more. I’ve seen people compare it to Death Note but it’s really not like Death Note when you get past the cat and mouse game that isn’t even it’s core more like a bait to lure you in to the real thing. Like this isn’t a show that is going to vow you with it’s mindgames but I do like it better than Death Note just because it has infinently more interesting and lovable characters and Nana could kick Lights ass any day. Nana has bits of BNHA in it and bits of Death Note in it but what it’s really about for me is abuse and how it can break and remold a person and how hard it’s to get out of it and start acting against what you’ve been conditioned to believe is the right thing, no matter how much you want to do better. That message is more thoroughly explored in the manga though and since it ended up so niche I doubt we’ll be getting second season ;-; But damn don’t I love Nana’s arc. She makes for an amazing protagonist that you just love despite everything she does and then you start to understand her better and how she ended up like this and you just really want to root for her to figure out what happened. And when she does it’s not an instant switch, she doesn’t immediately go ‘oh ok i know what teh good is now ill do that’. It’s a struggle to go against what she’s been taught to believe, it’s a struggle to turn her back on the only safe person she knows in her life (who is very very abusive but abusers can still be safe places that’s why abuse is so hard to leave) and try to join in with people who are very likely to refuse her just because she knows that’s the right thing to do. Watching Nana go from mindless drone to a girl struggling to leave an abusive situation and make up for all the wrongs she did is just amazing. One day I wanna go through the manga and detailly document Nana’s journey. I hope she finds stability soon my girl ;-; 

This has turned into a Talentless Nana rant but I just love how seriously the story takes the topic of abuse, how much it can impact you, your actions and your view of the world and how hard it is to leave. How much easier it would be for Nana to just stay where she is and ignore everything despite knowing leaving would be the best choice. Recently the manga updated with a chapter on Moe and it showed so well how much abuse can impact and persist even when a child is in a safe situation and ;-; MOE I’M SORRY I SAID I DONT LIKE YOU AAAA. 

Anyway if anyone aside from Peter made it to the end of the list uhhh read Talentless Nana, it’s really good and I would like more please

[missmorosis]

EEK OKIE HEHEHE - SORRY IF THIS IS LONG FJSNXBFJWBD

fandom: I legit don’t mind BAHAHAHA whatever u vibe with bby

my pronouns - she/ her

gender ,, Idm male or female is all goods AHAH

mbti: infj-t

Love language = physical touch, words of affirmation (& like quality time ish)

What u look for in a partner = someone who can be fun and willing to try new things (adventurous/ travel) so not too serious all the time,, but also know when it’s time to be serious? Idk I get rly fustrated when ppl don’t take me seriously when I switch from being chill and fun to stressed/sad/upset yano?? So ig not invalidate my feelings

My personality: uhhh AHAHAH idk??? Ig I can be like weird and fun but I’m awkward if u meet me for the first time lol but ahh fbsibdjs I don’t know 🥴🥴 my friend says if I were a Disney character I’m like lilo because I can be a bit stubborn & dramatic AHAHAHA

Hobbies: uhhh bfisbx I like to read, eat, karaoke, dance, bake & go for lil adventures

3 things I do daily: eat BAHAHA, language learning &&& watch a kdrama LMAO

Not optional : OFC ILL TALK TO U SWEETS ALWAYS ILL EVEN ADD U ON OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA DM ME 💞💞💞

omg hIII I LOVE YOU AND IM SO HAPPY YOU’RE BACK MY SUGARR

i think you’ll spend v.day withhh

KATARA!

okay hear me out- she’s totally adventurous, AND SUCH A STRONG FEMALE CHARACTER AAAAAAA- and she’ll def take you seriously all the time, never invalidate your feelings, give you hugs, ANYTHING <3

ALSO if you know what kdrama im referencing i will literally die for you

how she asked you out

-> “They’re so cute,” Katara commented, watching a kdrama on your small laptop with you at her side. You nodded in agreement, invested in the scene in front of you.

The couple was washing the dishes together at work in the restaurant, and they were smiling at each other.

“Dan-ah,” the male, Kang-soo, said. Dan-ah, the girl in question, looked to him, with a questioning hum. “You want some jjajangmyeon?” Dan-ah smiled, and the music in the background started to play. They began to joke around with each other, insulting each other’s “dish-washing skills.”

“Wish I had a Kang-soo,” you muttered longingly. Katara turned her attention off of the kdrama and onto you. “Ugh, they’re so in love.”

“I’m so in love with you,” she whispered, and you blinked. “Be my... valentine?” she asked, hesitantly.

Was this a real-life kdrama, or what? You felt your cheeks heat up.

“Yes, yeah, of course!” You kissed her on the cheek, smiling through it. 

how you spend the day together

-> You made just finished making cookies: sugar cookies to be exact. Icing the tops as perfect as you could get them, you smiled, satisfied with the result.

“Katara!” you yelled out, and she came out of her bedroom, holding something behind her hands. “Ready?” You had both agreed to make something for one another, and whoever had the best gift would pay for dinner.

You held out your cookies at the same time Katara held out a bouquet of paper flowers. She gasped with delight.

“Cookies! Thanks, they’re probably delicious like they normally are.” You smiled at her compliment and took the paper bouquet from her hands.

“Is... is this writing?” You delicately unfolded one of the roses out of the many, and you found... a note.

“Hey~” it read, “I love you and I would totally die for you without any question.” You looked up at Katara, who was blushing. You continued to read the letter...

“Anyways, happy valentine’s day! I wasn’t too sure what to give you, so I settled on this instead. I’m so happy to have you in my life, and-” You dropped the letter and jumped into Katara’s arms.

“Thanks, Katara, I love you too.”

omg i hope this is OKAYYYY ILY ILY ILYY

event’s still open!

[someone-always-cares]

[image description: a q&a for the webcomic someone always cares. full desc under the cut because its long and wordy sorry]

post chapter 3 Q&A

first - previous - next

thanks for yalls questions!! it was fun to answer! if anyone still has questions feel free to ask whenever i am always 100% down to ramble. even if i did go slightly off topic in some answers

additional: went off topic with the hair question a bit. their bright hair is all part of the transformations. regular hair dye does exist though. best way to tell is that if the eyebrow matches the hair its probably not dyed. also, quartz’s hair is naturally ginger.

also for more on ages, check out the character bios here

also was gonna keep this in the tags but thought i might as well actually try to answer it: the question i found it hardest to answer was someone the song one. my taste in music is. a mess really. ive been listening to like the same 5 songs on repeat all day. more under the cut because i was rambling again and now its uhhh half 1am

if it helps at the time of answering that specific question i had home by cavetown on repeat, and that song reminds me of both rami and lewis. but that may be because i project onto those two a lot, and as a aro trans dude. who sucks with people skills, yeah of course i love that song.

specifically the vibes of like not knowing how to communicate (rami is fine with his friends but other people are different), the lines “ Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place, Has too many colors, enough to drive all of us insane” idk what the porcelain face line is supposed to mean but im picturing it as like. a mask. that you need to take off and stop hiding and rami does tend to hide when hes feeling upset, and the next two lines kinda could tie into that, like the feeling of when youre overwhelemed and just want the world to stop so you just hide somewhere. also the colours could go with chapter 3 with the chromatic abberation.

also the bit with “ my eyes went dark, I don't know where, my pupils are, But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here” just kinda sums up ramis whole hero thing with his powers and all. anyway this has turned into less what songs rami would like and why this particular song reminds me of him and lewis (lewis specifically has the hair cutting/chest hiding, [big transmasc mood], and also messy haired trainwreck who doesnt know who he is yet. also the ghosts bit)

i did end up picking upbeat songs because ramis a dude who like to try and be upbeat even if things arent. even if hes not really feeling it he will pretend to.

[full description: Anonymous said to someone-always-cares: “hi ily!!! do characters like quartz who have colored hair have that naturally or did they dye it?”

“its both natural and not! while most supers can do a magical girl ish transformation, including a change in hair colour, there are some exceptions.”

theres two small full body drawings of rami, one in civilian clothes, one fully transformed.

“if a superhero were to have a biological child, the child will inherit the powers of the parent(s). however, the child will not inherit the full transfromation. they do inherit any physical transformations, but not the outfit.”

theres a drawing of a woman in blue, quartz’s mother, fully transformed, holding her mask in her hand, smiling down at a much younger quartz as a child. hes smiling back up at her with the same blue eyes, pointy ears, and blue hair, but hes still in normal clothes.

“in the case of quartz, both of hisparents had superpowers, and he inherited those powers and the physical transformations.he can also pick and mix whatphysical traits to change.“

next is a headshot of adult quartz, his face split down the middle with one side having hair and eye like his mother, the other like his father. theres a list of traits from each parents, blue hair and eyes and pointy ears from his mum, and purple hair and eyes and pointy teeth from their dad.

 “Anonymous said to someone-always-cares:  Are all the characters the same age? If not, how old are they? Are they irl friends or just superhero friends?”

theres some headshots of rami and his team lined up with ages labelled: cam is 15, rami himself is 17, lin, mateo, and dante, are all 18, and cap is 20.

“rami and xandra were somewhat friends before she got superpowers, so when, after the incident with her old team, she found rami had developed powers, xandra stuck close to him. their other teamates started off as superhero friends but soon turned into irl friends too”

theres a headshot of lewis and jade. theyre both 17

“when lewis first decided to start being a vigilante,jade quickly found him and decided to help train himand offered to be a mentor of sorts, as they both have similar powers. that quickly derailed.”

“ cinder5555 said to someone-always-cares: How long does it usually take to make a comic page? I'm curious because they're so freaking good that they must take FOREVER”

theres a drawing of myself, a fluffy hair tired bastard in a hoodie, smiling

“Thanks! Ive been doing this shit since like 2017 and i still have no idea how long it takes me. i can get a page done in a day if i have nothing else to do or if its a simple page, but if i have work then maybe 2-3 days? i spend like, most of my free time doing this.“

another drawing of me, now looking frustrated muttering “how the FUCK does time work”

“but i can never do it all on one sitting.i will inevitably get distracted and zone out daydreaming mid drawing so its very hard to get an accurate read on how long it takes. so however long a piece of string is i guess“

the only qustion not from tumblr is a discord message from RuneStone Cabin:

“Q: Can you talk about the incidence of superpowers in this world? Like many people are supers, which powers are more or less common, how long they've been a thing for, stuff like that. Also does Omen know I'd die for them “

theres a drawing of omen pointing at a date circled on a calender marked “decembuary”, theyre saying “i know. i already wrote your death in my calender.”

then a giant wall of text reading: “Supers have only existed for a relativly short time, since the early 1940s. momento mori was the second person to have ever gained powers.

Only a small number of the population are supers! the chances are higher in more populated cities, but unusally london has oneof the higher percentages of supers. while nobody in universe has any idea of the origins of superpowers, it does seem that powers are more likely to occur in people who would actually use their powers.

as for what powers are most common, after making a badly catagorized spreadsheet of every superpowered character ive made for this world (70% of which will probably never even be seen), turns out that elemental powers are the most common. although not all elemental powers manifest as the straight up 'controling this element' as seen in characters like lin or tsunami. for example, iris's powers would fall under shadow elemntal powers, but theyre a lot more weird that just controlling shadows.there are some abilities that have never been seen before,such as ressurection or full on time travel (aka anything that could bring a character back to life), but powers are certainly allowed to toe the line eg healing, powers involving undeath, immortality, pausing or manipulating time.

aside from that, anything goes. you could get plain old superstrength, but you could also get the ability to create dogs with your mind. other not quite rules, more guidelines are that supers are immune to their own powers hurting them (unless they were pushing themselves too hard), although the way the imminuties occur may be inconvinient to the super.

while some powers may be 'more powerful' than others, powers dont really get to be way underpowered or overpowered in comparision to others. sure being able to talk to animals may feel a bit useless compared to someone who can lift 4 tanks at once, but nobodys going to end up with a power like 'can turn into a goose but only once' or 'can grow toenails twice as fast' or 'if i sneeze i can change my hair colour'. at the same time, youre not going to get someone with the power to snap their fingers and level a city, or instantly blow up the moon or whatever.

“Anonymous said to someone-always-cares: I love rami PLEASE tell me his favorite song(s) and why. I will die for you”

a drawing of rami saying out loud “i dont really have any specific favourite song, really? i just listen to whatever sounds catchy and then listen to that on repeat for hours until i hate it. i guess i do like upbeat songs? ones that make you feel happy even if the lyrics are sad”

“ un1c0rnhh said to someone-always-cares: tell me,,, please,, cam,,, are they a cat person or a dog person?? ily"

theres a drawing of cam a metre away from a cat lying down. she has her arm out and is making ‘psspsspss’ noises at it. end id]

FUCK i am so glad i didnt hand write all of that, it would have been a major pain in the ass to write it all and then have to transcribe all that next. but nope i could directly copy paste the asks and word answers. cheers if anyone made it this far down. if anyone wonders why this is uploaded late, you know now.

[sociallyawkward--fics]

hi !! idk how long its been (awhile) but long enough that i have scrolling through ur posts that i haven't read bc i don't have an attention span -H (ok but how long has it been i can't tell android mobile doesn't show dates(???) so i can't tell idk how far back to think back in terms of talking abt stuff but neway) (the last ask i sent in was abt the witcher right how long ago was that it seems not that long ago but also forever ago at the same time)

oh yea abt the witcher u said it was on netflix so if i watched it without any other knowledge id be fine right -H (like,, i assume so(??) but i just wanted to check or smth idk)

but !!! neway !!! idk what to say uhhh bts came out with a new song, your eyes tell, for,, a japanese show or smth& its so pretty like

i kinda made a promise with myself not to get into any other groups until i could understand their korean but i also forgot i made that promise until like 2 days ago so for the last week ive been getting into stray kids ! now the next asks will be me rambling abt them just bc. before i got interested in their music the only thing i knew abt them was they did an ok boomer song called gone days they dont actually say ok boomer but it amounts to the same thing& i think that's very iconic of them -H

one of the members felix is apparently bi so !!!! i love him !!!! -H (he never explicitly said it but someone asked what his ideal type was& he asked if they meant for boys or girls& then described both so) (i mean he also might not be i don't wanna assume or anything so im just kinda sitting here& quietly believing while also not at the same time yknow) (also he's so so pretty !!! u could just search up felix stray kids rq& see but he has freckles !! excuse me while i cry !!!!)

theres also chan& i love him !!!! hes got that gives rly good hugs vibe so my only goal in life is for him to hug me pls chan ily. he was recently doing a live& someone asked him what they should do bc theyre on their period or smth& he said "ppl with periods" rather than just "girls" which was !! so nice& inclusive im crying !! -H (also him& felix r from australia so they speak fluent english so this isnt a rough translation or anything !!its just what he said i would die for him !!)

oh !!!!! short pause in my skz rambling bc i forgot to tell u that i cut my hair !!!!!! its like a pixie cut so its rly short& i love it so much !!!!!! now all i need to do is redye it& nobody will ever think im straight again -H (i noticed ive been using a lot of exclamation marks this time around& i have no idea why that is skdjdh)   

yea so stray kids,,,,, they have a performance video for their song boxer& i !! love it !! idk smth abt their dance for it is so like,, bouncy& it's rly fun to watch felix does this spin kick idk what it's called but it's cool as hell. jisungs mannerisms r also amazing& i love changbin there's a part wheres he's in the middle& it's Esp Bouncy& the way he says boxer is so cool felixs is cooler but it's still cool idk i just like the video a lot -H

uhh thats another thing ud need to watch to understand but u dont have to& thats not gonna stop me neway !!!! theres another song i am you where changbin says smth that roughly translates to "its too cold outside to be alone by myself / its warm here, maybe bc ur here"& in the mv the camera zooms out& u see that hes laying with the other members every time i see it i feel like im being punched in the gut bc thats so cute ???? thats so soft wtf is that even allowed ???? pls i love them -H

anyway that concludes my session of infodumping stay tuned later for more of my rambling uhhhh bye ily -H

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I also have no clue how long it’s been because I have NO sense of time lol, so don’t worry about it. I’m just happy to hear from you whenever you come around!!

And yes, you can watch Witcher without ANY background knowledge! Just jump right into the show! That’s what I did lol, I’m only getting into the books and games because I started hyperfixating very strongly, lol. It’s not, like, a requirement, I just really enjoy them (and really any Witcher content lol), so I decided to get into them. But yeah, no background knowledge needed, if you wanna get into it!

That is very iconic of them lol, love that for them. I think I’ve heard of Stray Kids before? But I don’t know much K-pop, I really only know BTS because my younger sibling is really into their music (and I know more about them from you, of course, but I knew about BTS beforehand because of my sibling lol)

I looked up Felix, and yes he is very pretty! But it said “Australian Rapper” on google instead of his band name and that made me laugh lol. And that is very good of Chan!! They both sound very cool, and I hope one day you can hug them!!

Nice nice about the haircut, that is very cool!! What color are you gonna dye it, have you decided yet? I can’t remember what color you had before lol

The bouncy dance song sounds very cool!! I might look it up when I get to my earbuds, if I can remember to! Also, that is very soft and cute, also it’s a mood lol. Me with my friends, honestly. I miss my friends so much. How have you been doing in lockdown? I hope you’ve been doing okay!!

I love your infodumping every time, thank you for sharing with me! I love you too!! Thanks for brightening my day!! <3 <3 <3

[louandhazaf]

ANNUAL WRITING SELF EVALUATION

1. List of works published this year: 

Fistiana (Zouis) They met in the center of the ring and bumped their bare knuckles together.

sun, here it comes (Larry) The sun beckoned him. He had no plans for the day other than soaking up some rays on his front stoop.

Counterbalance (Larry) Harry Styles loves two things: teaching ballet and racing motorcycles. Those two worlds collide when his greatest rival on the track, Louis “Tommo” Tomlinson brings his tiny siblings to Harry’s class.

get my kicks like you (none) “Wait,” Liam had said. “You all jerked it at Niall’s?” // Zayn had looked back with furrowed brows over his sunglasses. “Yeah?” he confirmed, with a easy shrug. Like Liam was the weird one for asking.

your best fake smile (Larry) Harry reluctantly agrees to a first date with Louis at Coney Island.

Good Boys Do Bad Things (Louis/Bressie) Bressie was a fucking stud and Louis couldn’t fully be blamed for his actions when Bressie was around. Harry had made fun of Louis relentlessly for like four months back in college after Louis had admitted there wasn’t much he wouldn’t do for six feet two. And Bressie was six feet fucking six. // Or, the one where Louis doesn't mean to fall for his boss.

Live Like You Were Dying (Larry) I’m in love with you. // The phone fell from his hand, and the world went black.

Tennis Whites (Larry) Harry settles himself on the bench, puts his sunglasses on, and focuses his attention on the court. // There, in all his glory, is Louis Tomlinson.

The Future Reflected (Larry) Louis didn't take the stupid game seriously. Maybe he should've.

Heart that I Let Down (Larry) Where do broken hearts go? Louis took Harry’s with him when he went to LA, now Harry’s on a mission to find him.

to love in word and deed (Larry) Louis loves everything about living with Harry. Except for Harry's effusive proposals. Because the problem is, it's getting harder and harder for Louis to keep reacting like they're jokes.

There’s a Ring in the House (Larry) Louis knows Harry is going to propose. He's terribly impatient about it.

37 ficlets -- And Let Me Kiss You (multiple pairings)

 2. Work you are most proud of (and why):

I love Fistiana so incredibly much. I did what I set out to do which was write a homoerotic boxing fic where Louis is really leaning into "You construct intricate rituals which allow you to touch the skin of other men” in this town where he is not out. I had a whole team of betas and so many people who helped me narrow my focus to what I really wanted to happen and I just really love it a lot. I’ve read it more times than I can possibly count. 

3. Work you are least proud of (and why):

Heart that I Let Down only because I love "Where Do Broken Hearts Go" more than anything and while I didn’t fail at getting some emotion in there, I think it’s a lot flatter than what I initially set out to do. But. Time. Deadlines. A super stressful year. I did my best and I’m certainly not beating myself up over it. 

4. A favorite excerpt of your writing:

Uhhh so I wrote a Harry/Shawn kiss for And Let Me Kiss You prompts. I love the potential for angst over Niall in that particular pairing. I want there to be more heartbreaking fics where Harry and Shawn are using each other to get over Niall. Come on fandom, do your thing! 

Anyway... this is from that:

Harry appreciates the honesty. This, thing, isn’t going to linger. It’s what they need, now, to soothe over their pain. “Want to feel what he left me for,” Harry says over a choked breath.

Shawn leans in the rest of the way, and while it doesn’t lessen the pangs–-the sadness, the longing, the questioning of where it all fell apart–-they're muted for as long as their bodies are pressed together.

5. Share or describe a favorite review you received:

Literally all of the nice ones? I love comments. They see me through the hard times and even though I’m shit at responding to them I really do love them all so very much. God, and comments when my fics are still anon? I just... I love them so so so much. I think I have a very special place in my heart for everyone who told me that they related to your best fake smile. Sending big huge hugs to all of those people, specifically. 

6. A time when writing was really, really hard:

The entire second half of the year, to be honest. I got some shitty news at work at the end of May that just never improved and it made focusing on a lot of other things really hard and my writing time and effort just plummeted because I didn’t have enough bandwidth.

7. A scene or character you wrote that surprised you:

All of The Future Reflected was a surprise that never in a million years would I have guessed I’d write something like that. 

8. How did you grow as a writer this year:

Oof. To be totally honest I have exactly zero idea how to answer this for 2019.

9. How do you hope to grow next year:

I hope to be better at plotting and writing longer fics. 

10. Who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer or beta or cheerleader or muse etc etc):

@kingsofeverything. ILY!

11. Anything from your real life show up in your writing this year:

It does every year!

12. Any new wisdom you can share with other writers:

Um. No. I think I’m in a funk with my own writing and the idea of trying to pass on wisdom feels futile at this juncture of my life. 

13. Any projects you’re looking forward to starting (or finishing) in the new year:

I will finish my Lucifer AU if it will kill me!

14. Tag three writers whose answers you’d like to read.

I am posting this so very late because to love in word and deed was anon until Dec 31st, that probably everyone else has done it!

*All answers should be about works published in 2019. Also, you can skip any questions you hate or don’t want to answer, but please leave them on the list so that others can do them if they want.

(also, here’re my responses from 2016, 2017, 2018)

[tfw-no-tennis]

One Piece Readthru

heyo ive decided its time for me to catch up on the one piece manga finally!! i last read it uhhh sometime late 2018?? MAYBE early 2019....anyways ill be liveblogging it, basically for myself but if anyone is interested then enjoy lol

so w.out further ado hers 927-931 hya 

uh ok i left off kinda in the middle of the wano arc, so im scanning thru some stuff to see what i remember.....i dont really remember what the deal is with that ginger (?) pompadour guy lmao. theres a lot of new characters and intricate politics in this arc from what i remember. 

i havent really gotten spoiled for anything....i know that something bad happens to kid & killer, somethins up w/sabo (but we dont know what), luffy fights kaido (more than once i think?) uhhhhh we get roger flashbacks and hear the yonkous bounties....thats abt all i really know. so im hype to find out what else has gone on....

im gonna start around 927, i defs read this but i want a refresher 

wow its amazing how sanji can oscillate so fast from being unbearable and annoying to like one of my favs

i loveeee the panels where those dudes start trashing sanjis soba stand and usopps like lol lets back up yall we KNOW sanjis boutta kick some righteous ass....YESSS

franky supplexing a guy....ily franky 

toko!!! i forgot abt her!!! cute kid, whats her deal? iirc she works at the uhhh wherever komurasaki works and she almost gets murderized later

sanji and little kids is so cute ;_; more of that and less stuff of him being gross w/women 

ok exposition....i do remember a lot of this

928, i feel like i remember this stuff so ill kinda blow thru it 

oh yeah i remember luffy n the prison shennanigans....good times

and kidds here too, talkin abt how he lost his arm trying to fight shanks...lol dude 

dude is really like oh i couldnt take down shanks, so ill aim for a different yonkou, im sure this will go much better a second time (and down an arm)

omfg i forgot abt this dude who apparently sold his FAMILY to get money for komurasaki....

i think we’re supposed to feel bad for this dude and think komurasaki is cruel or w/e but man honestly i just respect the hustle. girl knows whats up

HVBJSDKFBDS I FORGOT THE HILARIOUS LINE WHERE SHES LIKE ‘I HATE POOR PEOPLE <3′ IM....its literally like a weird twitter shitpost lmaooo

they cut immediately from komurasaki to tama asking momo if he has a sister....LMAO SUBTLE......

i dont even remember if that twist was spoiled for me, but either way it was my like immediate thought upon komurasakis intro lmao 

ok 929!

omg kanjuro selling some-drawn fish lol

OUGHHH CARROT AND THE OTHER MINKS....i miss carrot sm i hope she shows up more :( i really wish she would join the crew....

lmao that guy calling zoro a pretty boy and saying girls are probably all over him....zoros like uh ew no im gay 

OOOH PLOT SHITTTTT....caesar and doflamingo name drops...

VEGAPUNK HM [eyes emojiey]

orochis defs gonna get fucked up at some point. his design reminds me of wapol and other like corrupt king archetypes 

oguhfdbsjkgjdfbh laws head basket i forgot abt that. also i love when people call him traffy thats weirdly cute 

oh right the other supernovas who became kaidous bitches are here to fight...i recall that fight somewhat 

920 time! 

oh yeah the weird place where all the poor starving people laugh constantly...inch resting

OHH YEAH BIG MOM!!! man i definitely read a lot further than this lmao. w/e i was SO fucking hype when she showed up, imo the whole amnesia thing is pretty lame. we’ll see where it goes tho 

the art here is just so good oh man. the panel of big moms ship charging up the waterfall while she laughs? fantastic 

EPIC arrival. i hope big mom gets to do cool stuff even despite the impending amnesia

i ALSO hope her kids get to do cool shit too. im still holding out for a zoro vs amande battle (if shes even there? i dont see her, but thatd be such a waste)...and smoothie vs robin....

and she wants zeus back....NAMI FIGHT??? PLEASE???

oh its bdsm dinosaur guy....hmm never thought id type that

LMAOOOO law is like Dont You Dare Fucking Snitch On Us and usopp is like uh luffy pls come pick me up this guy is too hardcore

FINAL BATTLE thats so dramatic law please

sanji saying he’ll protect usopp omfg

oooh theyre destorying all the soba shops....here comes sanji to bring the PAIN

OMFG THE RAID SUIT i forgot he busts that out....hilariously quickly all things considered

931! ok but first my obligatory thots on how sad i am abt how the women of op look nowadays lmao revisiting old one piece just makes it all the more obvious how ridiculous its gotten....like nami and robin dont even look human, its insane, and the sameface has gotten so bad...idk i miss when op women used to look normal and could just exist without being Sexy Women bc that was a thing at the beginning and i really loved that...now its just like wow all titty no waist legs are 100x longer than normal....not to mention the writing for women in op has gone way downhill...ugh. ANYWAYS onward 

ofc as soon as i say that theres a rlly cute and p normal looking cover w/nami...i love her sm shes my fav character thats part of the reason this bothers me so much lol 

i miss her short hair tho...the long hair is pretty and i like her different hairstyles but i defs prefer the short spunky look. i wish she wouldve gotten a cool bellmere-esque haircut after the timeskip at least

ok im p sure i didnt read this...? i dont remember hgbvhjaksdfk

GERMA THEME SONG HBVJSDUIFJBSF are you telling me that the raid suit activation process involves a THEME SONG....please i need to hear this. thats so fuckign funny

‘GERMAAAAAAAAAAA’ [sanji doing an unironic magical girl transformation] IT CANT BE OVERSTATED HOW HILARIOUS AND AMAZING THIS IS LMAOOOOOO 

i think we saw this w/his siblings during whole cake but i forget lmao

of course franky and usopp are like OOOH FUCK YEAH 

HHBDSJKFJSB the implications of law knowing Exactly who that is....like i really need to see an omake of a campy power rangers/sentai/whatever-esque show/comic with all these germa personas omfgggggggg

and law having read the comics is SO funny 

also. sanjis hair is SO unfortunate lmaooo

O SOBA MASK HBVHSJDKUFJBDSK

germa was the bad guy group in the comics....good lmao 

law was defs a fan he knows ALL the lore LMAOOO

A BABY SANJI....and then sanji being weird. skip! 

ironic hows theyre like oh shit gotta challenge this dude so he doesnt destroy the town and their fight is gonna level the place anyways lmao 

oh i did read this i think cause i remember all those ninja busting robin for sneaking around

which ok theyre ninja but robin could grow eyes for surveillance so it doesnt make much sense that shed be caught so easily...alas

THAT GUYS HEAD HBVHJFKD LMAO

oh yeah then big mom washes up w/amnesia lmao. i hope that plotline doesnt suck, i dont have too much hope...normally i really like amnesia plotlines and honestly i think itd be cool to explore w/like one of the strawhats but in this case it just seems kinda like a lazy way to take big mom out of the game :/ my prediction is she’ll get her memory back at a certain time thats convenient to the plot, just in time for like an all out war w/kaidou and the straw hats and the yakuza maybe? we shall see (possibly) 

ok its past 6 am so its bedtime. more later! 

[grasslandgirl]

unicorn, ghost, vampire, and charms

thank you!! ily!! ok so:

unicorn: who do you look up to?

oh gosh lots of people! im lucky to have a lot of close friends and family in my life, and i look to most of them in different ways/ for different reasons

as for people i dont know personally/ celebrities, i love julie andrews so much she has such a warmth to her that i really love and would love to emulate, i aspire to have meryl streep’s extreme talent, technical skill, and craft in acting, uhhh i look up to colin mochrie and ryan stiles and their work in comedy and specifically in Who’s Line Is It Anyway, their control and technique in comedy is commendable and incredible

ghost: favorite song?

oh gosh this is so difficult! I love a lot of songs and am almost constantly listening to music but here are some of my top faves atm-

movement by hozier- ugh his MIND!! this song slapssss

thank u, next by ariana grande- fuck i loooove herrrr

mr. brightside by the killers- yeah i don’t have to explain this

everytime we touch by cascada- SLAPS!!

the i love you song from the 25th annual putnam county spelling bee- this song is BEAUTIFUL 

vampire: are you currently reading any books? if so, what books?

tbh i love reading so much but i haven’t been reading Actual Books as much as I’d like to, but i recently read and finished all of maggie stiefvater’s the Raven Cycle series and it was AMAZING and would highly suggest! I’m also planning on rereading the six of crows series by leigh bardugo and reading to all the boys i’ve loved before by jenny han once i can get to the library! (and if anyone has book recs i’m always open! fantasy ya is my SHIT)

charms: are you religious?

not really. i like to say im “culturally christian,” i grew up in a household that vaguely practiced christianity, as in we celebrated christmas and easter, but more in the “this is a time for celebration and to spread love and joy and spend time with loved ones” sense and less in the directly religious sense. I go to church maybe a few times a year, but usually only when my more religious grandparents request we come.

i define myself more as agnostic, I think there is something greater than us, but i don’t really agree/align with any given religion atm. this isn’t anything against people who Are religious, of course, it’s how i feel!

thank you so much for the asks!!

[notalk-justthought]

all of the fantasy asks >:3

I expected being sent all, but not the >:3 face so you got me there (ily bro)

Fairy- What is something that you get excited about? seeing friends i haven’t seen in a while

Mermaid- What are you looking forward to? going to pride!! it’s gonna be awesome!! (hopefully)

Elf- What are you proud of? my friends and my family 

Dragon- Sexuality? bi

Griffin- Gender? cis female

Unicorn- Who do you look up to? my mom, also Daria

Spirit- Have you ever been in love? *WHAT IS LOVE?* but uh no i don’t think so

Ghost- Favorite song? rn either CrossRevolution or Milk both from the rhythm game Voez

Poltergeist- Favorite song lyric? uhhhhhhhhh idk

Ghoul- Who is someone that makes you laugh easily/who’s company you enjoy most of, if not all of, the time? Daria 

Goblin- What makes you happy? cute animals doing cute/funny things, friends, jamming out to songs

Dwarf- Favorite tv show? idk, i haven’t been watching many shows

Vampire- Are you currently reading any books? If so, what book(s)? I’ve started like two books. A Stranger in the House by Shari Lapena and Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman

Werewolf- Who is your family? Who do you live with? my mom, my bro, my mom and my stepmom. i live with my mom 

Siren- Favorite color? idk blue?

Hobgoblin- Do you like anyone? yeah

Wraith- Any scars? ye

Specter- Have you ever been in love? wait this is already a question, so my answer still stands

Chimera- Will you/do you want to get married? maybe? idk

Changeling- Do you want children? hmmm not really/not yet

Oracle- Do you like children? yeah

King- Describe your ideal day. there’s so many different scenarios i could choose from uhhhhh I guess to sum it up, hanging out with my friends somewhere

Queen- Age? 20

Princess- What is your relationship with your parents like? it’s alright, one of them is getting better than it was before so that’s good!

Prince- Birthday? july 4th 

Necromancer- If you could spend a week with anyone, alive or dead, who would it be? Frida Kahlo

Castle- What is something that not a lot of people know about you? i have no idea haha i don’t know what people know and don’t know about me and I can’t think of anything rn

Tower- What is (at least one thing) something that you’re afraid of? losing close friends and messing up romantic relationships (that got too real oh boy)

Magic- Describe your crush without saying their name. okay im gonna be honest, i don’t have a strong crush on anyone, they’re all just distant crushes, like if I see/interact with them I notice it, but no one or few people that I constantly think of, that hasn’t happened since late 2017? so obviously that didn’t answer the question and I’m shit at describing people anyways lol

Enchanted Forest- Height? almost 5′2

Magic Healer- Any pets? If so, what are they? yes!! four cats total; 2 my mom’s, 2 my dad’s. 

Potions- Relationship status? single 

Potion Making- Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? n/a

Divination- What do you think about yourself? I’m doing what I can and trying to better myself

Visions- Do you miss anyone? I miss my cats

Curses- How do you show affection? uhhh i don’t really know… 

Charms- Are you religious? no

Hexes- What’s your favorite smell? idk, but this coconut lotion I use smells good

Jinxes- If you could be anywhere, where would you want to be? Las Vegas idk why 

[inkykeiji]

CLARIIIII HIIII IT'S 🎶 ANON 🥺 HERE JUST TO SAY I MISSED YOU A LOT AND I'M SO SORRY I WAS GONE SO LONG (idk how to explain without trauma dumping but uhhh yeah i ended up deleting most of my socials including my old tumblr-- but! I'm feelin better now and I came back!! Because I love your fics and rereading your stuff has rly helped me cope with what happened to me and realise that it was both v messed up but also not the end of my life and I could still get power back but anyways!! I don't wanna bore you!!!)

So yeah ily and hopefully I'm here to stay now 😊 I might even have more Dabi Thots for u if you wanna 👀🙊

(and the beast!dabi au is happening i swear I SWEAR i will get it done by halloween pls he's been living lavish in my brain all year and i rly wanna get him out for you)

AAAAAH MUSIC NOTE BB I AM SO SO SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!!! oh my gosh!!!!!!! i missed you a ton!!!! every once in a while you popped into my mind and i’d just take a moment to reflect like oh, i hope music note anon is doing alright hehehe <3 i find i do that with all of my anons—usually when i encounter something they’ve told me about or something that reminds me of them—but it happens even with those of you that have gone away for a really long time, randomly i’ll be like oh, haven’t heard from [blank] anon in a while, hope they’re doing okay!

you don’t need to apologize at all sweetpea!!! i completely and totally understand, and i’m super glad to hear that you’re feeling better now <33 ah music note my luv that is SUCH a massive compliment and i am honoured to know that my work has helped you in such a way!!!! seriously, that means the entire world to me, thank you for sharing that <3 promise me you’ll continue to be careful when revisiting them + be mindful of their trigger warnings!! i don’t ever want any of them to hurt you; sometimes they work well for a certain era of your life and they he;p you, and then they’ve served their purpose; and other times we can revisit these works with no issues at all, and both of those outcomes are fine <3

i am definitely very glad that they showed you both sides of that, though!! the good and the bad, the good IN the bad, the bittersweetness that is life, etc <3 you’re doing so well sweetpea and i am so, so, SOOOOOO proud of you!! yes!!! you are in control of yourself, who you are and what you do, and you’re totally kicking ass <333

i love u lots!!! i’m overjoyed to have you back! and please take your time on beast!dabi!!!! i’m super excited to read it whenever you’re finished (and only if you feel comfortable sharing, of course! please don’t feel pressured!) but there’s no rush and i don’t want you to stress yourself out or burn yourself out! <3 have an incredible week my precious music note <33

[franeridart]

I WOULD BUY YOUR STUFF JUST SAYING

Anon said:If you make a shop I will buy things. I would kill for stickers of some of your art

Anon said:I would give you all my money for any of your doodles tbh

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you hOLY HECK part of what I meant was that I draw stuff with a too low resolution for most things that aren’t phonecases or stickers or mugs but I can!! Sort through my stuff and see what has a usable shape??? please don’t kill anyone tho

Anon said:your bakugou squad art: everything and more!!i really love it

HOLY SMOKES THANK YOU!!!!!!! *O*

Anon said:that one art you did with kuroiro and monoma low key made me ship them and im Suffering

*light yagami voice* just according to keikaku - JK! I accidentally made myself ship it too so we’re on the same boat, I might doodle something for it in the future *wiggle eyebrows*

Anon said:Hi!! I’m not sure if you’ve answered this before (so I apologize if you have), I’m new to the bnha fandom, I’m in LOVE with bakushima, and I was wondering if there were any good fics you would recommend please for that ship???

I think I have a fic recs tag!! but more specifically if you scroll down here there’s a bunch of fics I really really love a lot, most of them are bakushima! Also this is the one that slayed me a couple of days ago, pls read it, and this one and this one too and hooooooly shit this one and UH this one I read a lot of bakushima okay I have no life please don’t judge me

Anon said:Okay this is a little angsty, but I have a random theory. If quirks don’t show up until around the age of four then that means that Hagakure was originally visible but all of a sudden she wasn’t visible to anyone at some point and so she wasn’t noticed as much as everyone else just like she seems to be now. And like,, maybe she didn’t notice at first because maybe she can see herself? But no one else can? AND she probably worked incredibly hard to get into ua so she’d finally be noticed again.

Ohhhhhhhhhh this is a good one, explains why she’s so set on standing out! Though to be honest I kind of think if she wanted to she could make herself visible. I’m not sure she knows how to at the moment, but…

Uhhh, okay, her quirk works through bending light, it reflects on her body in such a way that it makes her appear invisible, but it’s not like she isn’t there, she can’t phase through stuff she’s definitely still there, with a body and all of that - you could say this is just speculation, but given how during the license exam she managed to increase the way light refracts on her, making herself blinding

I’d say that she can regulate how light hits her body and the effect it has, right? Which means that she could learn to make herself visible too! So even if she is sad over how little noticed she is since she’s invisible, even if she can’t make herself visible right now, she will be able to in the future! Probably! So there’s no need to be definitely angst about this haha

Anon said:Hey, your art is absolutely amazing, and so I was just wondering- have you ever drawn the beautiful, Light Of My Life, literally sparkling Aoyama Yuuga?

I have thrice! One here one here and one here - I should really draw him more, though, he’s such a fun character…

Anon said:fran im not sure if you got my ask abt this and im so sorry if you did oh my god but have u ever considered…….. trans bakukirikami…………. these dysphoric babs need more love and support

Ohhhh I have been asked this before! And sure, I don’t mind the headcanon one bit, there’s a lot of super great arts and fics for it too~ if you want constant content for it I suggest you follow gonecrabbin and fozzie (it’s applied only to Bakugou though, I think?) both great blogs which I’m not going to @ but manually link because lately I feel like I’m always mentioning them I must have annoyed them to death can you see I really want you to follow them please follow them they’re amazing

Anon said:I love all the Kiri.baku and Bo.kuroo of yours, but I still miss yer Iwa.oi~~

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yyyyyyyeeeeeeeaaaahhhhhh…… sorry anon my iwa.oi stuff gets reposted way too fast and people aren’t exactly respectful of it in the tags and I’ve actually had people, like, translate it without even asking?? UHHHH anyway yeah. I’m. Really uncomfortable posting for it now, so, yeh. Sorry bout that. I’m glad you like what I’m still posting, tho!

Anon said:I’m re watching bnha and I for some reason got curious about the other people with rescue points and do we know how kirishima got 35 of them?!

We don’t! But it’s Kirishima can you really imagine him going through the whole test without helping anyone at all? My boy is such a good great perfect hero at heart *soft sigh*

Anon said:i didn’t know how much i needed your blog until i scrolled through it for hours. ily man, keep doing you~

You’re so sweet!!! Holy heck!!!!!!!!!! Thank you SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sociallyawkward--fics]

,,,,i was gonna write smth,,,,and then i opened the ask box,,,,and my mind went blank,,,,what was i gonna write,,,,the world may never know,,, -H

anyway i woke up at 4am bc of a nightmare and it's 7am now and i am very tired -H (i read a horror webtoon last night that had the same general premise so it's very much my fault i have nobody to blame but myself)

anyway since i have nothing else to talk about nap of a star is the best song ever i think -H (well,,, out of txt's song it's like,, the prettiest i guess?? it's a very soft song i enjoy it also the music video is great fascinating huening kai has pretty wings in it) (not at me not using punctuation bc im lazy)

not to say nap of a star is my favorite song of theirs bc hm. new rules is my favorite it just hits different when u read the english translation idk why it just does also there's a performance video from like studio choom or smth and the choreography is so nice. anyway im not saying u should watch the studio choom performance of new rules but,,,,,,, it's smth to do u know -H (u don't have to tho idc that much)

anyway that's all sorry i always talk abt kpop i literally can't focus on anything else im hyperfixating?? maybe?? uhhh yeah ily bye -H

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Mood lol, I always forget what I’m gonna say, I get that, lol

I’m sorry you had a nightmare! I hope you’ve had restful sleep since then and have been doing better! I know how that goes, I was intensely prone to insomnia, nightmares, and night terrors as a kid to where my sleep schedule from ages 7-10 was literally 4am to 7am almost every night until I crashed and reset the cycle lol. I avoid most horror with a passion now in fear those will return lol, there’s very few horror-genre things I will participate in

I’m personally not a huge kpop fan (it just doesn’t vibe with me in the ways I like my music to vibe with me, if that makes sense?), so idk if I’ll go looking into the song or choreography (though I know kpop choreography tends to be pretty cool from what I have seen lol), but I’m glad you’re enjoying it and having fun! And I don’t mind that you talk about kpop a bunch, I love it when other people ramble to me about their interests! Feel free to continue doing so all you like, it makes my day! <3 I love you, too!!! <3