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one fic completed for merwaincelot week :D
#completed apart from a title but shhhh#telling myself that it's alright if i don't write anything new and just organise my active wips today#got 4 more that i would love to finish in time to post for the fest#one is a nearly complete first draft and another is close to similar completion in theory but has more plot that needs tying up#another is probably 1/8 of the way through#and the final is a bit of a mess#going away for a week and coming back 4 days before the start of merwaincelot week and being like ahhhhHHH#however#i am taking a notebook and printouts of what i have so far#with the intention to finish as many first drafts when i'm away and then edit like mad when i get home#failing that if i submit them late then i submit them late can't do much more than that#bought a new notebook in wilko yesterday specifically for fic :')#anyway one down four to go#(not including my gwainthian wip and ineffable bureaucracy fic idea that i should also probably write this week for the upcoming fest)#lit talks#lit writes#merwaincelotweek2023
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when the light is sweet and heavy | 1.9k, complete
week 1 fill from these prompts <3
Buck smiles, brighter than the setting gold of the sun outside the kitchen window and more vivd than the dozens of carved pumpkins with flameless tea lights sitting all over the counters, and Eddie falls a little bit more in love right then and there. How can he not? Buck’s in his home, in his kitchen, their home and their kitchen, sipping apple cider and dressed in one of his old sweaters even though it’s still warm outside because it’s October, it’s the time to be festive, and there’s a plethora of pumpkins all over the place, a mountain they’re tackling together since it’s date night, and there’s pumpkin guts strewn all over and seeds baking in the oven to snack on later, and they’re mid-thirties and boring, according to Christopher, and this is everything. This is everything Eddie has ever wanted and he can’t wait to marry this man. “I read this off History Channel’s website, and that was a few nights ago when we were staying with those two brothers at the hospital and you fell asleep in the chair.” Buck claps his hands together, goofy and adorable, excited like a jubilant child. “It all started in Ireland with this guy named Jack. Everybody called him Stingy Jack.” “Stingy Jack?” Buck nods once. “Mhm. Stingy Jack.” He does a weird thing with his wrist, cutting out whatever design he drew on this pumpkin with odd precision and detail. There’s no telling what it is; the last one was a bat and before that was a mushroom. “Apparently, Jack invited the devil to have a drink with him but didn’t want to pay.” “What a dickhead.” “Right?” Buck chunks a misshapen triangle of pumpkin over his shoulder. “I mean, like, it’s the devil, but it still stands, you know? You invite somebody out for a drink, you pay for their drink. That’s the rules.” Eddie hums. “That’s right, baby,” he agrees, poking at the cutout W with the tip of his knife and dropping it into the gathering pile near his feet. “Anyway.”
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#one down and four more to go#can i do it who knows#not me#NOT FUCKING ME LMAO#anyway pls enjoy this silly fic i made in approx 6 hours <3#buddie#buddie fic#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 fic#my fics
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multiverses by nuclear bubble wrap stimboard with glowing orange and black space stims requested by ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAAHHHH
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🌟 | 🔶 | 🌟 🔶 | 🌌 | 🔶 🌟 | 🔶 | 🌟
#i edited a buncha these#two or three of the space corners are slowed down#there are also two space corners that arent as blue as their originals#i color shifted the top and left oranges because both were a little too red [left one is given a slightly higher contrast too]#and finally the bottom one has a higher contrast#also when i looked through the list of glowing orange stim gifs i made i realized that four of them were pointing out in directions#like. like. like the album#which i couldnt NOT do after i noticed. i hope that looks how i think it looks HGADFVUIAFOVJN#wouldve used the gifs i made earlier today like i did in the pa one since both of those are multiverses songs#but neither of them really fit with the theming i was going for 💔#ANYWAY#noonbeam's boards#nuclear bubble wrap#black#orange#yellow#black stim#orange stim#yellow stim#glow#space#glow stim#space stim#slop#lava lamp#lava#glitter#molten metal#metal#music
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i made a rough timeline for the clone^2 au, just for my own convenience sake when dating things. some things might be out of order from the episode date, and thats also for my convenience.
September 3rd: Danny, age 14, has the accident in the lab that turns him liminal
September 10th: Danny is discharged from the hospital and given two weeks leave from school
September 24th: his sick leave ends, and Danny returns to school
October 14th: Danny sneaks into his parents' basement and releases the ghosts they have trapped in cages. Official birth of the vigilante, Phantom
November 27th: Danny fights Pariah Dark, and wins
December 24th: the Ghost Writer torments Danny
February 12th: Danny's 15th birthday
March 3rd: its been six months since Danny's accident
March 7th: Danny fights his evil future self
May 8th: Danny meets Ellie [age 15] and they become twins
December 14th: Danny finds out from his parents that he's a clone
February 12th: Danny's 16th birthday
Early-Mid April: Danny meets Damian [age 6] :)
Mid-Late April: Damian runs off for the first time, damages Danny's hands the first time
May: Damian runs off two more times in the span of three weeks, he damages Danny's hands both times.
Early June: Damian runs off one more time, damages Danny's hands again, resulting in permanent nerve damage.
Mid-Late June: Damian finally gives up on the League coming to get him and joins the Fenton Family.
July: Damian finally coaxes Danny into letting him come along with him on patrol: Wraith is born.
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#this only focuses on the earlier parts of the au because those are most important imo. figuring out when danny's accident was. when he#became phantom. when he met damian. etc. is all pretty important stuff and helps me figure out ages beyond '10 year gap'#not super important stuff to much anyone else i think but its nice to have it written down as reference#i usually put danny's accident as happening at the beginning of the school year. tis convenient that way#me: hmmm when do i make danny find out he's a clone. beginning of the school year makes the most sense right???#me:....or.... i could ruin his christmas again :)#thought about increasing the amount of times damian runs off but... thats a LOT of time he's run off and i didnt want to go overboard#same thing with danny's hands. thought about hurting him more frequently but honestly taking a blade to the hand is already damaging enough#on its own. catch a blade with his hands four times would be enough to cause permanent nerve damage and also he would have learned his#lesson if it happened more frequently.#so damian runs off 4 times in the span of essentially 2 months#and four times danny catches his blade. three times he got cut. one time he needed stitches#anyways thats the timeline for now. made totally for convenience sake and no other reason#totally dont look at my google docs there’s nothing there but half forgotten wips and cfau master doc
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life is short post willace were-rabbit angst on main
#FOUR POSTS IN ONE DAY i was so scared i would forget to post some art if i didn’t do it Now#ANYWAY. let me explain this comic#first off i hc wallace still transforms every full moon bc he deserves it. as a treat#and he just has a big ankle chain in his basement lol so he doesn’t go on a rampage and cause a ruckus#and they think willard oughta know about this sooner or later so gromit takes him down to meet were-wallace on a full moon#and willard just gets overwhelmed. it’s a lot to process and the newness of the situation makes him extremely anxious so he freaks out#he feels bad about it the next day bc ultimately he doesn’t give af if his bf transforms into a giant rabbit monster on the regular#but it was just a LOT to process at once and i think wallace would understand sndfwuhilvwirughth#WHATEVER MAN I JUST THINK THEYRE NEAT#apple pie with cheese#no id#giddly’s art#chicken run#wallace & gromit#willard tweedy#cotwr#were-wallace#between me and pant-eater we have drawn so many comics where willard ugly cries HSJSHDBSJSJ#what can i say. i love me a sopping wet paper bag of a man 🫡
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I looked at my fanart of War Crimes with Anduin holding himself dying with Chromie, and I decided I wanted to draw more Anduin trauma with dragons...(wip)
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#onyxia#Do you think this man has ever had a therapist?#I think hes stubborn and goes to the one required visit he was mandated to go to and tells her hes fine and then stews in it till he dies#He likes to be a therapist he does not like when someone talks therapy at him#at least I headcanon#'none of this matters because ive got work to focus on' twenty years later he sees mawrats in the corners of his eyes still#The moment someone SHOULD be talking therapy at him he runs away and dissappears for three...four....five years? by the end of Dragonflight#bRo dont talk to NOBODY he is NOT letting them know he hallucinates mawrats#anyway i think he focused so hard on his dad being home that he pushed all his onyxia trauma down for it to fester later in his life#Its the snow which beings the snowball that idunno does something later in life who knows#I think too much about a fictional man's mental health and not enough about my own#mayhap a reason he is thy comfort character
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KT and Nina randomly being college roommates is canon, I don’t care that the odds are super slim. I think it’s fate.
#and they go wayyyy too long not knowing#i feel like kt would randomly have eddie or patricia or someone visit her at school#and when she’s like ‘my roommate’s kinda weird but she’s really nice i think you’ll like her’ & then they walk in & everyone just freezes#or nina mentions going to school in england and kt is like ‘damn that’s crazy me too!’#and then they compare notes and kt just screams ‘WAIT YOURE NINA????’#and nina is like ‘you’ve known my name for like three months??????’#idk there’s just so many funny ways that this could go down#the funniest is lowkey that they get along so well that they live together all four years#but no one from anubis has the chance to come visit until their graduation#and they all freak out like#‘WHY DID YOU GUYS NEVER MENTION IT???’#and nina + kt are like#‘we didn’t know???’#anyway canon!!!#house of anubis#nina martin#kt rush
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one last thing I will say on that topic. Americans getting upset about you calling out Zionism. When you're not talking about Judaism or in fact, about religion at all. When you're talking about a national military funded by a country that has been dropping bombs on the middle east since the 1980s. But then I suppose when people who are so so so comfortable with equating a whole religion, or further a whole entire group of multiple ethnicities, with simply 'terrorism', are criticised on any aspect of their wrongdoings of course they must think we're talking about their whole religion. Literally every word is a projection.
#I lost all respect for that person honestly. I used to think they were quite cool. I put up with a lot of blatantly horrendous shit thinking#'surely it's only a defensive thing. Surely they're only talking about the sadness within their community rather than actively supporting#the mass killings of thousands of people. Surely they're a teacher they've got to have that empathy with kids being murdered'#No! The fucking full clownshow. And now I've been feeling like an idiot all day— like why did I go 'let it slide' x 100#why should *they* walk away feeling like they've got some sort of moral superiority here and why should I feel like I've been struck down?#Why am I the idiot that didn't block them four months ago#Anyway sorry to everyone who's had to watch me spam about one (1) negative interaction *all day long* it will subside soon#I'm just stinging from the fucking. Utter blindness.#We've always said someone's comfort doesn't override someone else's right to survival#as a literal genderqueer person they KNEW that. They'd uttered the same fucking sentence#but alas the pinkwashing that makes me so frustrated with Americans sometimes. It magically doesn't apply where racism is concerned ✨😃#The US really is bombs dropped by rainbow-painted aircrafts; that meme should not be this accurate#anyway I'm glad that person is not in my life anymore. I'm glad my dash has one less abomination to repeatedly show up on it#and I have every right to be angry and I will be. I just won't bother you lovely folks with it
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the holy trinity of frank castle character traits. to me
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#appearance edition is harder to round down to only three#he needs to be wide and hairy. but also he needs to have blue eyes and the nose#not one of the four can go and you dont have holy fours. four horsemen maybe?#anyway rargh i love him so much actually hes so augh you make me so sad so so sad#you make me feel so HELPLESS so SAD i LOVE you#sorry. going insane over him. again. as always.#THERES ALSO THE PAGE RIGHT AFTER THAT TEXTBOX WITH HIM AND MARIA AND IM SO SAD#ACTUALLY TEARING UP. MY POOR BOY#maybe i should post the page some day but idk how that works ill have to find all the info about it#BUT OH MY GOOOOD#he checks in on his kids......... he holds marias hand while she gets to bed and while she lays next to him...... he looks so happy........#im gonna kms you guys im really gonna do it
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↳ SIDE HOTD (2 /∞ ) 📜🏹 DYANNA THORNWOOD ── glass is only brittle until it breaks, then it's sharp. (x) (x) (x)
#t: edits#*hotds#c: dyanna#i need to make this into a series or something.#another side ocs for the dance that tragically has their life cut short#hers is less involved since it's a little fued between the harmlets and the steelwaters that go way back#even tho those two houses are both for the greens it gave them a reason to fight each other again#and dyanna gets caught right in the middle since her father's bastard (who she doesn't even know of like...)#** thanos voice ** i don't even know who you are.#is close with the harmlets and they're going to gut the thornwoods to make sure the blacks don't have access to their arrows (super stronk#wood#+ it's payback for whatever the hell joran is up to#but dyanna doesn't go down without a fight#two of her four kids get smuggled away successfully but two of them + her husband get killed#so she takes over trying to keep the thornwoods afloat but ultimately it doesn't work#none of her ravens she sent for assistance ever reach anyone because they were all being shot down#without her knowning#the last and ONLY one that makes it though is basically her saying if you get this ... i'm dead.#anyway! a concept girlie that never goes anywhere#also elsa was almost her step mommy but bron dies the night before the wedding#another win for elsa bc he was awful#but dyanna really did look up to her like damn. that coulda been the life...#but anyway! didn’t or couldn’t fit this in the lore section#but while called our lady of thorns she’ll definitely go down as made of steel#steelwater’s house words were ‘from steel we are made’#and it toon seven arrows to finally take her down#and she never bent the knee#an arrow in both kneecaps and she still died standing#we stan
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My housemate is moving out in January
She told us this a week or two ago, when she sat down and, after sitting with us watching TV for over an hour, said "hey so I bought a house and I'm moving out. We agreed on 2 months notice so I won't move until the end of January."
The last time she talked in the immediate terms about buying a house was in 2021, when the sale she was working on fell though and she was unemployed so it was a "when I'm back in a position to look I'll start looking again." Since then I've occasionally asked her how she's doing on the house buying front and she's been like "oh I'm getting there financially" but hasn't mentioned anything concrete.
She didn't tell us she was looking at places. She didn't tell us she had put in an offer. She told us when the offer was finalised. A week AFTER she emailed the letting agent about getting out of her part of the lease. And, it increasingly feels like, only because the letting agent's response was that we had to agree to change the lease.
The letting agent's response (which our housemate obviously didn't copy us into; we had to follow up separately and they copied us into the email chain) also includes that when we change the lease, they're empowered to change the rent, quote, "no cap". Rent was already going up in January - there's no possibility of Sam and I paying her share of the rent.
The really fucking upsetting thing is we're not strangers. This isn't a casual "housemate we found on flatshare" thing. She and Sam have lived together literally their entire adult lives. Me and her have known each other well over a decade. I lived in her and Sam's flat when I was homeless. We were the first people she came out to as trans. We're not super close but I thought we were fucking friends. And she's literally gone out of her way to not talk to us about this for what must have been months while the sale completed - which means she's lied to my face at least once cause I've asked her about her finances in that time (cause she's in a job she hates that she only took to get the house money, so it's like. when we've been commiserating about work stuff I'm often asking 'are you almost free?'). she literally went out of her way to talk to the letting agents before talking to us about putting us in a situation where we could lose our fucking home.
And she keeps. trying. to pretend nothing's happened. Every time I've seen her since then she's not mentioned anything or apologised or anything, she just keeps chatting away and offering hugs and fistbumps like nothing's happened. Like we're still fucking friends.
All it would take for us to still be friends and to be happy for her would have been one fucking sentence in the groupchat like "hey, just put an offer in on a house" or "I'm looking at properties, just so you know, that might happen in the next few months". Like nobody begrudges her for buying a house! It's very cool for her! She's 31 she's worked really hard to get the money I would love to be happy for her! Unfortunately she decided avoiding conflict is more important than giving the people she fucking LIVES WITH (who btw fronted her a month on the rent here while she was unemployed and agreed to take on a larger proportion of the move-in cost back in 2021, if we're still holding ourselves to shit we said 2.5 years ago), so no, you are not entitled to our friendship or to going back to normal.
like if she'd been honest with us it would have been something to process but we'd have had time to figure out our next steps. instead she's left us in a position where we have to find a new roommate before she gives her one month notice, which means finding someone by the end of December, which oh look that's the middle of the fucking Christmas holidays. and she didn't tell us anything until the START of December, or copy us into her conversation with the letting agent, meaning we still don't know what the rent on that space will be so we aren't yet in a position to advertise it. Has she offered to help find a roommate? Has she fuck. Has she offered to help out by moving her move-out date? Nah, she's moving as soon as she gets the keys because, quote, "that means her finances won't have to change". SOUNDS LOVELY. NOT HAVING YOUR FINANCES SUDDENLY CHANGE. I THINK THAT SOUNDS LIKE A REALLY REASONABLE FUCKING GOAL.
Thirteen fucking years she's lived with Sam. Four fucking weeks over Christmas she's left us to figure out a way to not turbofuck our living situation. And she's got the fucking nerve to try and pretend we should be interacting like nothing's changed. Jesus Christ. What a fucking unhinged way to treat...anybody, honestly. never mind the friends-your-entire-adult-life part. literally cannot imagine a scenario in which I would buy a house without telling the people I lived with.
(haha actually this is what my parents divorced over so apparently it's not unusual. although at least my dad had the decency to tell the woman he shared finances with at the point he put in an offer not the point the fucking sale went through.)
Like we'll be fine. It's a huge city centre flat with decent rent and queer housemates, hopefully even when the rent goes up it'll be an easy sell in a city with a huge housing shortage and big queer community. We've got a couple of people interested already, sight unseen - worst case scenario we have to live with someone we don't get on with. And it's given Sam and me a push to look at our own finances and as of today, we've got a mortgage decision in principle and can start looking at flats in the area - mind, we'll be transparent upfront and tell any prospective housemates that yeah, we're looking to buy and move out in the next 6-12 months, and we'll tell them if we put an offer in, because we're decent fucking people who aren't going to spring that on someone out of the blue.
But it's been I think 2 weeks and I'm so fucking angry I could spit. It's such a fucking betrayal. And frankly you know selfishly like. I just had a breakup a couple of months ago, I'm in the middle of moving jobs, both me and Sam have a history of housing instability and this has been the first decent, stable, safe, not-mouldy not-freezing home I think any of us have had, and this is so fucking triggering and upscuttling I could just start biting. like I was talking to my friend about it last week and it's just like. Can I have One Fucking Thing of the three main tentpoles of survival - home, work, relationships - that are fucking stable right now? because shit has been In Flux lately. and at least the work and relationship stuff has changed because of my decisions. going through all that work to make myself short-term unstable to gain long-term stability has been really hard and draining and then just as I was reaching the crisis point with work stuff BOOM, IT'S HOUSING INSTABILITY WITH A STEEL CHAIR. fuck. seriously fuck this and fuck her. we're going to make something good come of it but what a deeply, unbelievably shitty thing to do.
#red said#the other thing that bugs me about it is. ok and again this is old shit dredged back to 2021 when we moved in together#but i had my housemate. and Sam had her. and each of us were really close pairs who'd lived together a long time#and we tried looking for flats as a four but a) a flat with 4 good sized bedrooms in Edinburgh is hens teeth#and b) my housemate was pretty happy to live with me and Sam but increasingly felt like a 4 man flat was going to be a lot for him#and so in the end we talked about it. and through a combination of that and same housemate being in a pretty#unfavorable position housing wise. cause she was unemployed and had shit credit at that moment.#we agreed she'd move with us and Joe went and found a one bed#and in the end that's been really great for him tbh he's a lot happier and more confident and we were pretty sick of each other by then#and so we get on much better now#but at the time it was a real heartache i felt like I'd let Joe down i felt like our friendship was over#and honestly I have never been a huge fan of living with our current housemate. even before we lived here#like when i was staying with her and Sam too. she's incredibly messy and takes up a lot of space in conversations#I've always liked her as a person but she's exhausting and often unpleasant to share space with#and there's a bit of me that's like. we bent over backwards to accommodate you when you were precarious.#like it would have been WAY easier for us to look for a 2-bed during 2021. and if it was a 3-bed I'd have rather stayed with Joe.#but we moved with her for her sake. and she left Sam to clean up their old place (and there were Literal Rats)#and she got really pissy about driving the moving van even though a) that was her idea and b) she's the only person with a license#and c) i walked all MY shit over by hand anyway and the only reason she hired the van was to move her tv#me and Sam found all the core furniture. me and Sam sorted out all the viewings. me and Sam did all the planning. Sam set up all the bills.#we spotted her for rent!we took a bigger share of the costs! because we fucking cared about her and wanted her to have a fucking home!#and she can't even do us the courtesy you'd offer a fucking lodger you found on fucking gumtree
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dad just texted me to have a good weekend and i cant tell if this is an indicator of me Having A Good Weekend or my mental illness getting worse
#snap chats#trick question it's both <3#tumblrs trying to stop me from making this post and to that i say No#anyway sorry the colors are dick my phone is Also dick and has a terrible camera#struggling idk which one to pick theyre such good pics </3 ill prob pick one’a the 90’s ones since more purple and pink..#im soooo tempted to go to ebisu and get this cute washi tape i saw for the edges but ENOUGH. STOP.#i JUST said i need to stop going to the city over for the rest of the month. which ends in four days—#CEASE i already went twice this week i literally need to calm down. ill wait until i need groceries again#anyway im gonna sit here and try to pick one <3 ill be back once i decide lmao <3
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Y'all it has been such a joyful and incredible week but today has just been. So much. Too many emotions too many people and three occasions in which I said something to a large group of people and received blank and distant and in some cases even judgmental stares back (perfectly valid things and questions and it was all to people I love, and i felt smaller and smaller as it happened again and again), not to mention feeling the pressure of being needed by two different friends and being unable to give anything to either due to having no capacity to give anything, and trying to figure out why I don't want to spend time with a childhood friend anymore while she keeps trying to maintain contact (and why her love feels smothering and burdensome, and feeling guilty because of how I feel and how quick I am to try to avoid talking to her), and feeling a great deal of body insecurity again very suddenly, and trying to come to terms with the fact that the boy HAS at least once approached my friend to talk to her, which he rarely does with any other girls, and has admitted to finding her attractive, and in the midst of sudden unexpected anguish wondering if this old pain will always always be with me long after I say goodbye
#anyway i cried under the pitch black sky today and was just so overwhelmed and so done with everything#work begins again tomorrowww babey 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎 i want to crawl into a hole and never surface again#i just am so tired of disappointing people and having to put down the sudden jolt of joy i feel when i see that person#and it was hard to see other people's happiness today. there are four new couples at camp and i was just over sensitive today#and it was depressing and appalling to me that seeing other people happy was making me sad.#when will loving people not feel like slow death!!!!!! when will this horrifically long grief just go away!!!!!!!!!#Lord help me if i have to watch someone i have feelings for fall in love with my friend again i will literally lose my mind!!!!!#well no. i know my heart is stronger and i want him to be happy and he does deserve the best and she is one of the loveliest people ive met#so i will be HAPPY for them if that happens dangit i WILL I WILL I WILL!!!!!#it did not kill me last time it will not this time!!!
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#Alright lil blog update. Running the reblogs queue again tonight (yay!). Been procrastinating it for like? four months now?#I'm not going to fix the order anymore in a crazy pattern that only I can see. And like the point as always been#“it's only for myself‚ because I like seeing the posts all ordinately lined up ☺️”. But it does start being a problem when.#It actually blocks me from reblogging alltogether. Or makes me end up with 978 posts in the queue and 15584 in the drafts#(lol) (yeah)#Anyways had to write it down publicly because last time I said “screw it I'm not going to post in order anymore”#I lasted exactly one (1) day#Mmmmmmmmhhhhhhhh#I need to make space in the queue so I've set 20 posts in the night / morning for the time being.#Probably going to tag less because again. the posts are piling up. Sorry everyone#So like... After this string of disappointing (and possibly irrelevant?) updates. Feel free to unfollow me etc. etc.#(Mututals included? I really hold no bad feeling I know I post a lot. I don't care about mutualism if we're friends we're friends)#Have a nice day / night!!!#random rambles#Btw for anyone wondering my previous queue lineup was 4 fanarts / 2 other category posts / 4 fanarts / 2 other category posts etc.#(other category could be like. gifsets together. analysis together. textposts of approximately the same length together etc. )#And fanarts had to be coherent between each other for characters / composition / oftentimes color palette#Anyways. Winning over ocd today 💪💪#(I say as I didn't pick this month specifically because the second half of the year starts together with it. Anyways)#ManBreakingChainsMeme.png#Edit: Just remembered this all started because I accidentally hit shuffle queue two or three weeks ago#When it happened I had a mental breakdown and cried for two hours but looking back. Maybe it was really godsent
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hey you know what completely different au of my own fucking original work my brain has occupied itself with now?
au where my girlboss female lead trips back in time and wakes up at age 16 and accidentally gets the interest of her villain fiance because her 10 extra years of life experience made her wayyyy less hostile and wayyy less likely to start a fight with him. it confuses him so much. what's jiang mingxi without constant anger and the desire to punch someone in the face. he doesn't know what to do with this. they have a sparring match for class that DOESN'T devolve into insults and clawing at each other and it throws him into shellshock.
#she's used to the older version of him#the older version of him was so much meaner#he's still mean at 16 but it's like. way less intentional and cutting than she's used to#she's just kind of like: wow i can't believe this kind of thing used to piss me off so much. he says MUCH worse things later#a properly 16 year old jiang mingxi would hear four things from 16 year old yang haoran and immediately get angry at all of them#but with 10 extra years she knows him well enough to go. okay so he didn't mean that first one#was he just being awkward with the second one?#the third one was almost a compliment#OH HE FUCKING MEANT THE FOURTH ONE FUCK YOU#DO I THROW DOWN WITH A SIXTEEN YEAR OLD OR WHAT#anyway my brain is currently occupying the awful territory of!#some weird actual relationship happening#the incredibly odd and discomfiting feeling of 'is this... tsundere?'#'is this that strange thing called... gap moe?'
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casting a magic spell on my followers to make them witness my descent in a diary comics blog
#this is a joke. i am not going to become a diary blog. only sometimes.#this is about testament <- was rewriting it for like the fifth time after going down a screenwriting advice rabbit hole on yt#talking big game for a project ive posted ljke four whole pieces about since its conception#.#in my defense its like a kaiju battle behind the scenes of 'i haveGOT to make a webcomic or I'll DIE.' and 'you need to START OVER! NOW!'#battle of epic and diametrically opposed proportions that has a net change of like three unexplained illustrations and one vague lore page#anyways im going to fix this by renaming every single character to oblivion and rendering everything else a placeholder title 🎉🎉#sorry thank you to everyone who commissioned me for distracting me from fully imploding into this
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