#anyway im being dramatic because i wanna write and draw but cant WJDJDKDKDKDK | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

shararan · 1 year ago

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Frankly I prefer dealing with my mental shit over the physical ones because at least executive dysfunction and such doesn't fully impede my performance when doing both tasks and hobbies, whereas now I can't guarantee to be physically able to do things whenever the brain blockage is gone

#also i have a way easier time pushing through mental blocks than physical ones #which isnt to say the former is easy #but it sure as hell is easiER #again this is all for me personally #sharan talks #trying to remind myself seasonal depression is why i feel so shitty #and the weather making me way more out of commission than during warmer months #but fucking hell its so annoying that i cant distract myself as easily from thesr things when i need it the most #laying bed is physically painful now since i have to do it so much #i try to move around as much as possible and i do #but that only goes so far yknow???#at the end of the day my body was never built to keep itself together #and so all i can do is try and micromanage all body parts #and have them take turns in bearing the brunt of the consequenses #anyway im being dramatic because i wanna write and draw but cant WJDJDKDKDKDK

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