#anyway i've missed you beloveds
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hi. sorry for ghosting for like two weeks. just thought i was dying for a moment no biggie. i turned twenty and my body/mental health was like NOPE. it's been a rough one but i'm back now (with new meds and a heart monitor lol i hate my life)
BUT i did get a lot of work done in the midst of all that mess, would you like me to post three works at once or spread them out instead? ill have to post them when im back home which will prob be tomorrow night but all i have to do is edit and post so!!!
(also sorry for the spam im about to do. my ask box is full and all of you lovely people have made wonderful art and fics)
#hamilton fanfiction#also all the stress that has caused me to have this can SUCK MY NONEXISTANT DICKKKK#anyway i've missed you beloveds#meds make me feel very tired and weird tho#i think these fics make sense tho?? mayhaps i only wrote fever-dream esque stuff#also my cardio dr is fron the west indies VERY hamilton coded of him#i love how all of my doctors stress that i need to calm my ass down and i'm too high strung all the time#like y'all have you met my traumatized ass??? i never calm down#i honestly do feel so bad that i left for so long without an explanation tho i hope no one took it personally :(((
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Pepito: fofoca???
Pac: Fofoca? You know, uh, me and Fit are dating, that's the - like, the last fofoca I can tell you
Mike: YOU STARTED DATING?!
Mike and Pepito react to Pac's news about dating Fit.
[ Subtitle Transcript continued ↓ ]
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Pac: Yeah, right? Like, I said to you - [stammers] Y- you - you cut my hair, man!
Mike: No no no no– You said- you said that you- you had met, but you didn't said you were dating, bro! What the fck.
Pepito: QUEEEEEEEEEEEE CUENTAME (WHATTTTT TELL ME)
Pac: Yeah, like, I think after like the first date, I think I'm dating, it's not how that- the things work, right?
Mike: I'm gonna- I'm gonna ask- I'm gonna ask Fit.
Pac: Ask Fit, ask Fit.
[Mike runs off to question Fit]
Pac: Fit like, invited me to... to dinner yesterday, Pepito.
Pepito: mi primera boda :-D (My first wedding :-D)
Pac: Cal- calma, calma, calma, calma- You know? We are– we are baby steps. [Laughs]
Pepito: PASITO A PASITO COMO PEPITO. (Little by little, steps like Pepito)*
Pac: Yes! [Laughs] "Little by little, steps like Pepito." [Starts singing "Despacito" then laughs again.]
* "Pasito a pasito" can also be translated as "little by little" or "step by step," but given the context of what Pepito's saying, "Little by little, steps like Pepito" is a closer translation to what Pepito's actually trying to say.
#Pactw#Mikethelink#Hideduo#FitPac#QSMP#Pepito#Tazercraft#<- Oh my beloved Tazercraft tag how I've missed you#January 10 2024#Edited#Subtitles#Mike#Pac#Anyways. This was the video I threw a tantrum over yesterday because it got saved over#I just redid the whole thing from scratch#the original was a bit fancier but it's whatever#Something about Mike saying ''I'm gonna ask Fit!'' and running off is so funny to me#Mike cubito's eyes were perfect for this scene at least lol#Portfolio
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What would you choose? :0c
(note: original image is from HERE (link) - but I edited it to add a wider variety of options.. also added $3 extra to the total, even though I know that makes it more uneven lol, I thought if you're adding 10 whole extra items, the money to spend should at least be increased slightly, if that makes sense..)
#I would get orange juice. black coffee. AND iced coffee ($3) because I love the variety of having multiple drinks#then sausage and scrambled eggs ($8). Then sauteed mushrooms ($3)....AND... hrm.. then spending the remaining $4 would be hard#I wish I could get waffles (as they are my favorite and are superior in every way compared to pancakes. donuts. etc.) but I'm not willing#to give up the other savory things just to get them. so... then maybe I could get a biscuit or english muffin? and just put jam or#honey butter or something on it so it can be my replacement 'sweet and bready' thing instead of something from the $5 row??#OR I could also just assume that having the orange juice plus iced coffee would provide enough of a 'sweet element' to the meal#(since I largely prefer savory foods. I only like a tiny bit of sweet added for variety) and thus forego any sort of#'bready' thing entirely and just get the bowl of beans/onion/tomato (I'd leave the avocado since I don't like the#texture of them really lol). THEN I'd have $1 left to get the milk or the black tea... increasing my total of random drinks..#which is always the goal of course.. as a chronic ''person who is sipping at 5 different drinks at their desk simultaneously always'' perso#OR... I could just do.. waffle. scrambled eggs. sausage. mushrooms. and black coffee and orange juice.. which is... okay variety#augh... so difficult.. As my Ideal Breakfast is like a buffet type thing or something where you have like 25 different things to choose fro#and can get a little tiny bit of everything. My eating style is very much like.. I'd rather pick at a small amount of a ton of#different things than just have a very large amount of only one or two things. Thats why I LOVE sample platter type stuff.#So it's like... augh... the ideal option would be a tiny portion of EVERYTHING actually lol...#Difficult to choose...#ANYWAY.. Also no idea why I added croissant instead of bagel. I only thought about that afterwards. I do actually like bagels.#I've only ever even had a croissant like 2 times in my entire life. Yet I've had many bagels. For some reason it stuck out in my mind more#when I was considering 'essential breakfast foods' somehow... how could I forget them... bagels my beloved...#Blame it on the hot weather... 'What in the blazes? The sun hath obliterated the concept of bagels from my miind!'#(< meant to be said in a silly overdramatic elderly wizard accent or something)#Also I don't think ''bowl of beans. onion. avocado. and tomatos.'' is necessarily a breakfast classic or something gbhjjh#but I was just trying to think of a versatile vegetable-ish side that could be full of common breakfast additions#so people could do stuff like ''oh I get the toast option and then the bowl of stuff and I put the avocado on the toast'' etc.#Like a mix and match. You could mix ingredients from different parts. You could put scrambled eggs and bacon and onion#on the bread or soemthing. etc. I just feel like something is always missing if a Full Breakfast Spread#doesnt have some sort of onions or beans or mushrooms or asparagus or spinach like... some sort of thing that isn't just eggs and meat and#bread.. you know? lol..#But then again.. I am the Sampling Plate Style Variety Lover and Tiny Portion Of Food Picker so maybe thats just a me thing.
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I was tagged by @robinainthood !
Make a poll with five of your all time favorite characters and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone’s favorite.
I tried to limit things to one per fandom and also promptly forgot every character I ever liked however I could not exclude all 3 of my DmC kids so bonus Vergil option.
anywho, tagging: @thevampireauthoress @whimsipunk @ro-blaze @destroyyaa @bigsister-watches @cainite-bite (no pressure, only if you want!)
#i'll tag six because i added a 6th dfghjkl#shout out to me wanting to add booker my beloved but not adding booker because i purely love booker out of spite and contempt for infinite#i love the concept of booker you see asdfghjk i love the booker in my heart#fab talks#fabtalks#shout out also to spy for making it into the poll my love for him is deep and infinite even if i never talk about him asdfghj#other honorable mentions: august whom i miss every day#arthas who fascinates me but i realize the way i think he best works in the narrative is um not blizzards just let him suck idk#zelda its a toss up which i like best out of her and gan by the day#my baby boy wrathion love him my singular arab in all of warcraft#and jet because i think he rewrote my brain as a small child and now im like this#also rachel amber i thought about her also but thats because i've been thinking about her a lot lately idk why#second shout out to the poll being half dmc characters#anyway if any of you have propaganda for this poll you should share it it'd be funny dfghjkl
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a little more disorganised exploring
#disorganised only bc some are from my older NG+ save file where I managed to NOT override gravity and died missing a zip line jump#and then ended up being told by Aloy that I need to finally do Erend's quest so Avad will talk to me#even tho I literally just saved Itamen and his mom so what the heck. he knows who we are gdi#anyway. the other ones are from my embrace-escape run where I'm outside early just collecting stuff#and doing as many quests as the game allows pre playing through the Proving#world's a little weird. campfires don't save your progression properly. but vantage points do#and you can fast travel to settlements. just.. no override and only one bandit camp as far as I've been able to tell#so it's my favourite game - hiking simulator 3040 my beloved. love this game. the vibes are stellar and the visuals are gorgeous#The Cut is lovely too but I got sidetracked going for all the metal flowers and vessels and vantage points instead#plus.. no tallnecks so far and even if they showed up I couldn't override them anyway#so cauldrons are prob out of the question too. not sure if I tried before tho#saddest thing so far: no Proving means no Yan means no Solai means no Nakoa quest and therefore no Nakoa :'(#but Daytower is locked until later anyway.. tho maybe I could get there from the other side? the other gate further north is open luckily#which means I've met Petra again and done her first quest. which does make me happy. I've missed her and her flirting :)#(grandma Teersa is so well done btw. LOOK AT HER)#anyway. off to bed now#lou plays#Horizon Zero Dawn#hzd remaster
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That one post of my mine predictably aged like fine wine. Never let somebody on comic twitter in the writer's room😭😭😭 Like imagine a 1 to 1 adaptation of literally any event?? -1b at the box office. "Who are these people???"
#Anywayyy I'm writing a retelling of DC and it is honestly so fun to imagine the characters in a new but familiar light#Like the biggest reason why I was never interested in writing fanfic before 2 months ago is because I never felt like those characters were#I felt... uncomfortable writing it not because i thought fanfic was bad or anything but because I felt it was weird to write for example#“XYZ DID THIS AND DID THAT AND DID THIS” like maybe he did?? I wouldn't know I don't know him like his creator!!!#But comic characters feel like more flexible due to the many interpretations over the years but firm enough where I can decide how to take#Certain traits and minimize them or expand on them#Also 1 to 1 adaptations suck balls to write. I'm not sure if that's universal but the whole fun of writing is coming up with new ideas#Writing a straight adaptation would be kind of writing a translation into a new medium. Which isn't bad. Novelization are literally those#But a common sentiment among writers I've seen is that Novelizations aren't that fun either unless you get to experiment either#Adapting comics into a new format and retelling them is kind of hell because you have all these intersecting plotlines and insane events#That's just tangled up in a story with a timeline that literally makes its contradictions into plot lines. But it's FUN coming up with ways#To condense a character's origin and sort of rewire it into the story you want to tell. Because yeah I think a lot of people miss is#that at end of the day#you tell stories about people and their struggles. You need to find a way to fit those moments of joy sadness love.#Like a movie about Jason Todd being RH will never be emotional as Jason Todd dying because you'll have less time to feel the love and pain#that Bruce felt for him. Like sure#flashbacks and exposition but that can only go so far. At the end of the day#It will always be about RH vs Batman. That's what people came to see. But that's not all Jason is. He was Robin before he was RH. A 1 to 1#Adaptation will never translate that to screen. Plus you (sadly) have shared universes now and a movie can only jump around in time so much#For example in my fic if I wanted to add Tim and faithful to his source material I would need to add so MUCH about Jason death#About like Bruce grieving without skipping all over that and missing the human element. It would severely mess up pacing.#I don't know i love how adaptations can make you see the characters in a new light or elevate the source material#Iwtv my beloved doesn't adapt the books exactly but reimagined in it a way that I like much more#Anyway this proves my point about comic fans being weirdly childish and omfg I hate to use this term...anti intellectual 😮💨😮💨😮💨#Everyone who writes or yknow reads should like understand this on a fundamental level. One to one adaptations are safe but boring.#Like the Psycho remake was bad not because it made bad changes but it barely made any changes.#Anyway watch amc iwtv to understand good adaptations better than your average comic stan on twtter#Not a rant I just love discussing adaptations#Long tags
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reading Eichmann in Jerusalem rn and the foreword in this edition by Amos Elon is really thoughtful. I was Not familiar with his writing... taking notes
#sorry to go from omegaverse filth to political philosophy within 2 hours. I am a woman of many interests#anyway I've only read this book in the format of like. those photocopied notes you buy semi-legally at copyshops near universities#so I missed this introduction! i liked it a lot. historical context writing my beloved#book talk
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jon is becoming more and more crazy, there were at least two or three entities mentioned in a single episode, everything and everyone gets name-dropped
#no spoilers after mag87#i'm so happy to be listening to tma again#it's been two weeks but it feels like two months#thankfully i have my beloved excel file so i can make my own 'previously on the magnus archives'#my friend and i are getting a tattoo of eyes in july (that i'm drawing myself hehe)#and it had nothing to do with tma in the beginning because we had decided we wanted eyes before i started listening#but it kind of does now since. yk. elias and jon. eyes. anyway.#i'd like to have finished the show before getting it#so i have to power through episodes#and also i've been thinking about the ttrpg i want to dm for my students and i can't work on it before finishing tma because spoilers#so yeah#please elias be in the next episode i miss you sm#tma#the magnus archives#tma spoilers
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love that this is how we get into the robot
i ALSO love how we just have two moral support ladies now. i dont know what they do, battle shark has an autopilot, they really do not need to be there. but i'm glad they are
#i also like the mechanical scraping noises he makes. i know i've heard them before but i cant place WHERE and its driving me insane#every time they say shark i miss him#anyway battle fever robo my beloved you are so beautiful#'79 world tour
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Havin' one of those days where I gotta listen to the entirety of Donkey Kong Country 1 and 2's OSTs while I work and honestly that might've been a bad idea cuz I'm too caught up in nostalgia to work now
#Kailey Does A Talk#You MAY notice I have a bias. Donkey Kong Country 2 my beloved#Donkey Kong Country 1 does slap though. Both extremely good games#we don't talk about 3.#I love listening to OSTs and thinking of Very specific levels. anyway DKC1's Mine Cart Madness haunts me I know that song all too well#I know which parts of the song exactly are where I've jumped to my death many a time. I always missed that extra life balloon. oh memories
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Graphic design continues to be a new passion???
#ignore text its all placeholder to get things looking nice#procrastinating work with: making a zine about how much I fucking love reluctant vampires I guess??????#shy talks#not art#and I'm re watching specific episodes of supernatural#gordon walker my beloved#anyway I've wanted to do this since I made the original sideblog#partially so if anyone does read it and they go “Hey you missed a character” i can get new media reccomended to me LMAO
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RESIDENT EVIL → DR. DIANA WESKER
"This is how a girl becomes holy: first she becomes empty." — Brynne Rebele-Henry, Prelude
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#mine.#oc: diana#tw: snakes#hi hii hello i'm alive and i bring gifts!! click for better quality as always ♡#so. it's still jan 15 (my hc birthday for wesker based on natal chart i did for him) somewhere in the world so diana gets an edit instead of#him. peace and love on planet earth lmao he gets a lil square but she's my beloved my gal... i was wondering if i should just leave this for#next month as you can see by that date on there for her lil creation anniversary but hehe anyhow i saw emily do this a bit ago with meshing#these two templates together and went omg i wanna do that i wanna but then i took this break and had some more shit happen so hiii#also i'm very behind on notifs i promise i'll get to them i've just been aughgh and haven't even scrolled or anything like i just queued#posts in my tracked tag this morning and oh man i didn't realise i was gone for so long huh... but anyways rambling as always but miss diana#my beloved the loml!!! sorry i use those two pictures for her all the time but also it's really hard to find hd ones of her fc in like the#era i see for her and the hair i like... like a lot of her pictures she has straight and like shoulder length hair and i'm like mmm that's#not it... but whatever. also cause i can't be bothered looking for nice pretty quotes and there's already one in there have that post#which multiple people sent to me a bit ago akdsjkjd oopsies
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some game design thinky thoughts.
#it speaks#da gameplay complaints so weird to me. which i say as someone whose favorite combat was origins.#i mean 1 like i just enjoy a lot of different types of games. including crpg style tactical and including action#and inclulding me style arpg#but fr like people just keep saying over and over 'only three abilities???????????' like bro did u know in dai#that one of the warrior abilities was COMBAT ROLL.#a lot of things like that were previously abiliities and can in real time combat become different kinds of mechanics#and lemme say as someone who never invests in combat roll i spend a lot of time in dai fighting dragons by fruitlessly jumping in the hope#that THIS time i might be able to dodge the incoming attack i can clearly see coming (i can't)#idk like the point is obv if you don't like action-oriented combat whatever but complaining about design changes which actually serve#to make GOOD action-oriented combat is wild to me.#love that it's still rtwp my beloved. love giving commands to followers. love that it's built around synergies and that the wheel actually#tells you things like detonation combos and enemy resistances because i love taking advantage of stuff like that but find often in games#that information is overly obscured or a hassle to discover#and if i in real time action combat had 20 different abilities to choose from while still needing to dodge out of the way and pop off#an attack- that would be at worst overwhelming and distracting and at best feel like more than i need.#and at the same time! the skill tree looks great. best i've seen from da (and iterated from other franchises well imo) and still looks#plenty deep and customizable. way more than me's five little blocks or whatever#and wrt to party control yeah i'll miss it i like it a lot!#but again for this style of combat i literally don't think you need it and that's okay!#the game feeling better for what it is is okay!#even in dai like i have a lot of moments in that game where it's actually more a nuisance than anything else to fully switch control#to use an ability. e.g. i usually spec solas out with spirit magic and i almost always will fully enter the tactical cam just to#tell him to cast a barrier. or a revive. or dispel some demons before they spawn in#like i'm literally already just telling him to use abilities and then i switch back to me. and in that game there are def times where i hav#thought yeah this would actually be smoother if i could just tell him to use it +position it!#i spend the most time party switching in origins esp on higher difficulties but obv the game is most fine tuned for that#and you can play through the entire series as if it were an arpg if you want. that's what i did when i was a kid lmfao#well anyways. that's my two cents! i think it'll be really engaging! from what i've seen the game director isn't talking out of her ass!#vir dirthera
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LOVE to feel excited for tomorrow! i'm gonna eat PIZZA! >:)
#as per every sunday :P#anytime my enthusiasm for life comes back it's like a double whammy of the feeling itself and the excitement for the feeling haha :P#also this year I'm gonna try a BIRTHDAY CAKE! i've not had one for a few years due to the symptoms syndromes but!#i think my mum's gonna make me one with the ingredients i'm pretty confident i can eat now >:) AND she's gonna try making ice cream i can#eat too!!! ice cream my beloved! i miss you sooooooooo!!!#anyway it's not my birthday for almost a month but i LOVE spring and i LOVE june and YIPPEE!!!#OH and of course LOVE the company that makes frozen lactose and gluten free pizza with small enough amounts of tomato on that i can EAT IT!#IT'S DELICIOUS! <3#<- extremely sentimental about 'regular' foods on account of not being able to eat so many of them for various medical reasons :P
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Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Armand/Louis de Pointe du Lac, Armand/Lestat de Lioncourt/Louis de Point du Lac Characters: Armand (Vampire Chronicles), Louis de Pointe du Lac, Lestat de Lioncourt Summary:
A collection of short nsfw drabbles. Mostly Louis.
#AO3 MY BELOVED I MISSED YOU#anyway! baby's first drabble collection! i am slowly getting the hang of this lmfao#i've got one or two prompts on the backburner but always feel free to send some more#my writing
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my opinion of the new dashboard (so far) is that i love it so much i'll be lurking on @involuntaryspy today because bucky's blog has the new layout
#[ general ] ooc.#[ sidebar my beloved i've missed you ]#[ this is how tumblr was when i joined ]#[ just the sidebar was on the right instead of the left ]#[ i can already hear people complaining about birdsite-ification ]#[ but tbh this is just tumblr going back to its roots ]#[ anyway i'll be on buckeroo idk if writing will be done ]#[ today's busy and i've been distractable/moody ]
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