#anyway hiiiiii

[rocksandmirrors]

I FINALLY WROTE SOMETHING FOR MY NEXT CHAPTER. IM GETTING OUT OF THIS ARTBLOCK COVERED IN BLOOD BUT IM STILL DOING IT GIRLIES

[un-local]

Nine Mutuals I'd Like to Know Better

tagged by @argisthebulwark! Hi! :D

3 Ships

Malenia x Knight Finlay. Tragic Battlewives....

Killian Jones x Emma Swan. From when I was 13, lol. Hah, that show was a trainwreck. I saw it in middle school and immediately shipped those two from their first episode together. (If the writers could get out of the TV trap of "constant escalation and twists for shock value"... That ship could've gone somewhere phenomenal.) (Ah. If only.) (From what I remember, it ended up being a dumpsterfire in execution...)

Serana x Female LDB. I almost wrote a fic for that ship back in the day. I feel like there's so much potential for something sweet between them, as Serana figures her life out after being freed. Though, at this point, anything I'd write has already been done 1000x better with Dame Aylin and Isobel. (Baldur's Gate 3) God, what a pair.

^^^ Not in any particular order. I could go on for centuries, lol. Rogier x D (Divorced), Miraak x LDB, Fia x Rogier (Divorced).... Bethesda x Better Game Design—

First Ship

Katniss x Peeta, probably. I would've been about 12 at the time. Quickly followed by Roy x Riza—I saw Riza try to kill Lust to avenge Roy's presumed murder and... Those heartbroken shrieks Riza let out, with the tears streaming down her face.... It rewired something in my brain. Ugh. 10/10. Fuck yes

Last Song

Ascending, by Long Distance Calling [Guitar Instrumental] From my labwork playlist, lol.

Currently Reading

Roadside Picnic by Arkady Strugatsky and Boris Strugatsky. Still. I love it so far, but I just haven't had the time to pick it back up.

Last Film

I saw the Barbie movie with some other people a month or so ago.

Currently Craving

Ough, pasta. Penne, with that smoked cheese, asparagus, and that fancy italian bacon stuff. Prosciutto. God.

Also, sourdough. A character in a fic I'm writing mentions it, and it's been haunting me for the last few days.

Savory foods my beloved <33333

Tagging (if you'd like to play:)

@ludicrous-musings, @ocarinamegara, @zeico, @slavonicrhapsody, @localsya, @entirelyuncanny

Hi mutuals <3

[bilvy]

from my webcam 😺

[sneef-to-a-snorf-fight]

hii so i know that a lot of systems follow me and i kinda just wanna like. get my experience out there. i guess this is like the journals i used to write on this blog. this is mostly as a vent but i guess i also want to see if other systems feel the same as me?

i guess im dealing with a lot of imposter syndrome. well i kinda always have ever since i came out as plural. but like. i don’t feel like separate people ya know? and that might just be because i likely have osdd-1b rather than the more distinct DID. so walls between us just seem more like very hazy, barely there barriers. like a border that isn’t clearly defined and it’s up for debate what stuff is on which side of the line.

idk but. its like. we mostly only noticed that we might be plural because every day, we feel disconnected to a name we identified strongly with the day before. sometimes its the same with pronouns. or often it involves aesthetics. fenn used to identify so much with red foxes. and they were a huge boygirl. i say “was” because im pretty sure they integrated with addison, who identified hugely with pinks and reds and hearts and pantsuits. she was a Girlboss.

i guess writing all that out makes it seem clearer that im a system. but then i actually go about my day to day life and i dont feel like a different me than yesterday. i just like different things. i like a different name. and i like a little creamer in my coffee today when i took my coffee black yesterday. and i like green dresses today when i liked black skinny jeans yesterday.

i dont know. im just always questioning what category i fit into. trying to understand myself when i might be beyond my own understanding. maybe i should just keep my focus outside of my own head and focus on what makes me happy. but then i get asked my name and singlets dont have to explain that this name feels like me today but itll be different tomorrow. but in a few days this name will be back and so will the green dresses and the creamer in my coffee.

that being said i have no idea what name makes me happy today.

[kfxie]

Hottest dykes at the bar

[mrslackles]

you keep coming back for 2 days and disappearing again and every time i'm over here like 😭😭

I'm sorry 😭😭😭 I'm here nowwww

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

[giallifilm]

" if i could go back in time, i'd keep that fish from growin' legs and walkin' on land. because of that bitch, i gotta pay taxes and be a person. "

[pyroshrooms]

Idiot baby being squished because he bit my arm

[pilmyeol]

Jamey Wamey

skippy wippy

[xxplastic-cubexx]

oh boy 2AM !!!!!!

[owlcracker]

fav young neils

[roses-are-repulsed]

You can be repulsed by QPRs btw. That's a valid form of repulsion. it doesn't matter if it's "not sexual or romantic tho!!!" because repulsion doesn't start and stop at only romance and sex.

Not every aspec has to like the idea of being in a QPR. being repulsed by QPRs is not an anti-QPR stance. it's just a kind of relationship that people can have a multitude of feelings on like any other.

[demonibestia]

who up twinning their peaks

[eddiediazenjoyer]

Eddie Begins//Hydrophobia- Sam Sax

[dokjaism]

Stay close to me, don’t go away — アリア《離れずにそばにいて》

happy belated birthday gaby (˶ > ₃ < ˶)♡ @kimdokjas