#anyway don’t worry they’re fine
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My horses are in mid-weight turnout blankets and they’re still shivering. It’s cold, y’all
#she speaks#the neighbors’ horses are too#and no I don’t clip because my horses are younger and out of work#so they have full coats#and they are both in a TERRIBLE mood#they dry under their blankies but their necks are wet#cuz we’re in Texas as I would literally only ever use neck warmers for maybe two days out of the whole year#If I had light turnouts or sheets I could double blanket#but I only have spare mid weights#and they’d overheat if I double blanketed with two layers of mid weight blankets#that’s way too much#anyway don’t worry they’re fine#they lived through snowmageddon with the same blankets they’ll live through this too#even if they are pissed off lol
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“I wanna make art, but idk what people want to see from me—“ *GRABS YOU*
Do whatever you want. You have an idea? You plagued by visions? You got a special interest? You got daydreams about a oneshot you wanna write? Do it. “But how will I know what gets attention?” YOU WONT. THAT’S THE DEVIL TALKING. Say ‘fuck it’ and make whatever. I make art cuz ideas fill my brain & if I don’t see ‘em with my eyes I’ll DIE.
Make stuff cuz YOU wanna see it. If other people’s eyes see it that’s cool too.
#Art#art tips#*SHAKES YOU AGAIN#ok I’m cool I’m good hooo#I see artists frozen cuz they’re worried abt ppl liking their stuff#which I totally get#but art is for fun and making your Brain Visions real#I didn’t know if ppl would like NYSM or my Gaster AU or OCs#I just knew that I liked it & did ‘em anyway#Ok NOW I’m done I’m fine#Don’t mind me I’m just screamin’
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thanks for infecting me with marchil its so so fun to just see them pair themselves up in the background now
especially love how much she picks him up like a cat (and when he has the opportunity to do it to her too he just lugs her around like a sack of oats) gosh i love them they're so funny
YAAAAAA 🎉🎉 I’m so glad to hear it welcome to the sillies corner 🤝
THEY’RE SOOO SO FUNNY
They’re worsties that cannot get enough of each other
#Ask#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#dungeon meshi#marchil#MAKE IT MAKE SENSEEE they’re so ‘see u later bestie!! <3 … Can’t stand their fake ass smh’#Ppl get on Marcille’s case about teasing him about his age but I think most forget how teasing her is Chil’s mission & calling 24/7#-sends off an explosion near him- ‘Woah careful there!! Is he okay??!!’ ‘What are you a baby it’s just a lil explosion he’ll be fine’#Rest of the time: ‘CHIL ARE YOU OKAY OMIGOSH I’M COMING DON’T WORRY’#He laughs at her so so much. So often. They are united in haterism like ‘thank god we’re normal’ and then realize they are so obnoxious#I’ve been trying to think of funky ship names for them lately. Bc Short Fuse is taken by another ship from another fandom </3#None feel perfect but… Closed book. Magiclock. Detonation… Implode explode… Bc she makes boom booms and he undoes traps which blow up#Also he bottles his feelings up until he bursts hehe#Anyways. Just a short comp of the sillies#Compilation#Marcille donato#chilchuck tims
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thinking about this addition to ch. 133 in the revised version and how behind the hilarious pei ming bullying moment, it’s another instance of hua cheng being different.
pei ming is under the impression that hua cheng is somewhat underestimating xie lian (thereby offending the Martial God category as a whole) but that isn’t it. at all.
this is mxtx telling us again that, unlike everyone else, hua cheng sees xie lian as a person, indifferent to his godhood. hua cheng knows xie lian is strong and unstoppable, but he knows he’s got a mortal body that might not drop dead but will feel exhaustion and pain and diziness, something nobody else ever considers or cares about
#AND hua cheng is dead!#their bodies don’t work the same way so ofc he worries and checks if there’s something affecting xie lian while his own body is fine#anyway#my heart cant take this anymore they’re everything#hualian#tgcf
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Flowercrowners in the houuuuse toniiiight
#WHAT DO I TAG THISSSSSSSS AAAAAAAAAA#a!au#ahit au#florist x snatcher#That’s fine ig#Woah grace draws actual ship art jumpscare (or ig QPR in this case)#If ur worried abt mj don’t they’re fine :) (manor arc looms over head like an anvil)#Anyway get u a partner that bullies you affectionately#amnesia!moonjumper au
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I think “you mistook me for someone who liked you” is one of the most scathing things I’ve ever thought in reference to another human person
#no one here don’t worry about it djdjdjjd it’s real people things#anyways brain does not jive with that guy at all I guess sjsjsjsjsj#also to clarify I did not say it dndndndn because that would be horrible to hear#also also it’s a person who I thankfully don’t have to deal with all too often so that’s a win#they’re a fine person and I can be civil djdjdjdj I just don’t jive with them- luckily they have people they like more so I rarely ever have#to
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Oh also for the record I keep tormenting and disrespecting my beloved beta reader @livsinpjs by publishing new chapters on SorryTMWN without their official final sign-off so any typos or errors you may find reflect entirely on me and not them :) they’re doing their best with me but I’m a nightmare to work with. Sorry bestie I love and appreciate you 💖
#it has been beta read but usually liv goes through each chapter a second time to do an in-depth sweep#because they’re a fucking rock star and a champion#and catch anything we missed with earlier reads#and then gives a final stamp of approval like “yep ready to publish#and I keep publishing without that final sign off#because I’m the worst and I’m impatient#it’s not ur fault liv#it’s not you it’s me#also for the record there is still no rush for you to check these later chapters or whatever#it’s fine don’t worry abt it we got it#anyway I love you :)#sorrywhatnowau
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I hate you weight loss ads I hate you packaging that prominently displays calorie content I hate you menus that don’t show how much something costs but instead show the calories I hate you magazines that blast weight loss strategies in your face I hate you influencers promoting detox teas I hate how the world is so unfriendly to people recovering from EDs who are just trying to get through their everyday life without being reminded about it under the guise of a “fitness girlie” lifestyle
#tw eating disorders#tw disordered eating#I’m fine btw mutuals don’t worry it’s fine#I just get so frustrated with how all the fitness lifestyle crap that’s so popular today has created this environment where it’s so easy to#develop orthorexia#one minute you think that the world is getting better about this shit but then one of those fitness girlies pops up and you realize we’re#still doing the same stuff just packaging it differently#I recently performed coffee in my schools nutcracker and i would almost argue that my mindset going into it about my body was WORSE than it#would have been 10 years ago bcs yeah now no ones going to SAY that you’re supposed to be thin#they’re just going to judge you for not having a fucking six pack#bcs it’s just so easy and it’s this cute quirky lifestyle that you can just achieve#and it’s so healthy#it’s good for you#i don’t think the fact that I wound up doing ab workouts every day for a month was super healthy thanks#and all the stuff I mentioned above was so fucking unhelpful#I’m just going about my day not worrying about whether I’m going to hit this fitness goal and then bam some food is in my face telling me#how many calories it has and how it’s so HEALTHY#when that wasn’t something that was on my radar AT ALL at the moment#anyway#getting off my soapbox now thanks#mine
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#my dad is starting shit with me again and just continuing fights and bringing up shit that has nothing to do with anything#and even when I try to calm the situation he just gets worse and keeps berating me#I want to get out of the house but my partner hasn’t talked to me all day or even checked our message chat#so I don’t want to bother them or just show up without them saying it’s ok#not that they’d have much problem with it probably but if they don’t acknowledge it I don’t want to startle them or something#and idk what if they are mad at me and that’s why they haven’t talked to me today? or if they’re having a bad day too?#they’re not gonna want to deal with my bullshit if they’re not having a good day either#so that’s another problem to contend with#and I’m also really tired and fatigued already because of some recent health issues and just packing my go bag is wearing me out a bit#I don’t really want to pack up the whole car and drive an hour to their house after midnight when I’m already not doing great#so I know I should just stay in my room and get some distance or do my own thing until I fall asleep#but God I just don’t want to be here anymore#tbh I do kinda wanna be dead and I wish I could do something about that#idk if I’m fully suicidal or anything but it’s like… I want to make my dad see how much he needs me and I want to get a fucking break#I want someone to take care of me and worry about me for once instead of giving up everything to him#I wish I killed my self at 16 like I wanted to so I wouldn’t have ever had to deal with any of this bullshit#I sort of wish I could kill myself now just to be done with all of this#but suicide takes too much planning and hassle these days so what’s the point anyway#I guess I’m just depressed and lonely and all that#I’m sure I’ll be fine in the morning#but right now I just really wish I had someone to talk to and cry on and tell me it’ll all get better soon#personal
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Well. They wanted to talk about….nothing…..they’ve made it clear that they want nothing to do with all of my messy bits. And they are not willing to help……it’s a 3rd option that I never considered.
Just a “we don’t care.” No anger. No hatred. Just apathy.
I don’t know how I feel about this.
I’m relieved there was no emotional explosion.
But there’s also no conclusion.
I’m not going to get the help I need ever. It’s just still gonna be me and myself. Just me and myself trying to live as best we can.
#irl post#they never tried to get me help in the first place#it’s alway been ‘you have to do better’#or ‘you just don’t care’#or ‘you’re so weird about this for no reason’#they never tried even when I begged for help#but somehow they’re tired of trying?#fine by me I guess#I’m the least favorite kid anyway#I know this#they don’t have to worry about my older sister#they do anything my younger sister asks#I’m the only one who’s birthday they forget sooo#I’ve known I’m the least favorite#I guess….#I guess I’m fine with this….
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me when it’s the week before my period:
#I’M TIRED OF THIS SHIT!!!#why is this week worse than my period#like as soon as I get my period??? everything’s fine#but that week and a half before??? category five extinction event for my mental health#and I’m so tired and drained and so angry all the damn time#tired of this#anyway#we ball 😤#(I am in tears)#the best part is when you go to the doctors and they’re just like oh well are you eating?#sleeping? you’re a student so you’re probably stressed about exams#so you should be fine there’s nothing really wrong#…thanks doc yeah it’s so normal for me to imagine a world where I don’t exist#it’s so normal for me to lie awake thinking about what would happen if I just peaced out of this mortal plane#haha but yeah I guess I’m stressed about exams!! :P#but ANYWAY I’m fine. I’m okay. don’t worry.#just needed a rant because whew it’s been a day#mini rant warning#vent post#ramblingeyes
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“I can’t believe you would lie to us about something so horrific!” Girlfriend’s going to lose her voice if she keeps up this yelling.
“I didn’t lie to you,” Psychic gives a humorless little chuckle, and whatever accusation Girlfriend was going to fling at him next dies in her throat. “You all assumed from the beginning that I was fine. I just didn’t tell you anything different.”
#PSYCHIC ANGST PSYCHIC ANGST PSYCHIC ANGST PSYCHIC ANGST PSYCHIC—#the psychic mindset. it’s not lying if it’s omission of details ✌️#anyway context psychic and the dearests get separated; possibly bc he was on a mission for them#he succeeds but in the process something terrible happens to him and he doesn’t bring it up at all on their reunion. just lets them believe#that they’re all ok including him. he’s never given them reason to worry about him before so why start now?#he’s devoted so much of his being to them that he forgets to care about himself in comparison#anyway on returning he doesn’t bring it up. he lets them assume he’s fine. but there’s definitely very subtle differences in his behavior#there’s a tension that never used to be there. an aloofness; almost a detachment from anything real#he’s quicker to act on annoyances; more on edge. it sets everyone else on edge too; he’s a psychomancer after all; but they don’t realize#until it finally comes out. idk how it does; I typed this whole post on impulse bc I’m thinking a lot about psychic angst these days#all of this was completely improvised actually. including the context loredump#the dearests#fnf girlfriend#fnf psychic#psychic fnf#fnf mind games#friday night funkin#my writing#shortfic#fnf fanfic
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Yesterday I was musing about how I haven’t really had a bad nightmare since I went on SSRIs and then I proceeded to have a full blown night terror
#it was so so bad on so many levels#in the first part of my dream i had ordered edibles and shroom powder to be sent to my house (not surprising; i would do this)#and they got delivered by a man who looked completely judgemental of me#but i didn’t care because there was a hot woman there who made me shroom tea#it tasted terrible but i drank it all anyway. and had a weed gummie. and she had a ‘weed patch’ as well that she was trying to get me to put#on my stomach. but i was worried it’d be too potent#since my actual body was sober; i didn’t feel any of the effects of this drug within the dream (obviously) but i was operating under the#assumption they were going to kick in so i was really anxious#then this woman was going through my stuff and she found dead bodies?? like dessicated bodies of multiple people#and i was like ‘i don’t know who the hell that is. i guess they belong to whoever lived here before’#we weren’t in my actual house; we were in like a massive old four-storey house with an attic which i think was where the bodies were#in the dream this was MY house#then for whatever reason i went on a trip with this person i used to be friends with to her childhood home#which was suddenly in a really creepy neighbourhood#she suddenly had a sister who was maybe 11 years old and catatonic due to being demonically possessed. and this kid seemed to be the head#of a cult basically. she had something called the ‘angel guard’ under her thrall. and when i asked what the angel guard were#my friend was just casually like ‘oh they bury you alive’ WHAT?????#then someone unpeeled the weed patch and smacked it on me and i woke up just as i was about to be buried alive#i think there was more to it than this. there was also a creepy woman but i can’t remember the significance of her#it was just such an unnecessarily scary dream. i woke up at like 6am TERRIFIED#i haven’t had a nightmare in so long lol i’m unequipped to cope. especially since my dreams have gotten so much more vivid#now that i’m medicated. i feel like i’m fine with the vivid dreams most of the time but when they’re this bad.. no#personal
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doctors are like “look out for symptoms” and im like “but which ones and how do i know they’re not caused by one of my other issues” and there’s no answer
#going to bed now but anyway#‘bring anything up if you’re concerned’ can we scan my body please just to be safe#i mostly wanna make sure my lungs are fine bc i have bad acid reflux that’s probably gerd so that causes a tickle in my throat a lot#but also one of the symptoms that can show up early for lung cancer is a cough that can come from irritated airways#bad fatigue is also a symptom but again. other issues#i don’t want to get to more worrying coughing or something before we look#im a little paranoid bc i had extensive angioinvasion so we don’t know if there are more cells or if they’re setting up shop somewhere else#in my body. and we probably won’t do rai or if we do it’ll be months until we do it#but yea. shits wild. i probably need a new dr. anyway#im like a vampire but not and also worse
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Can i mayhaps get something with post-s1-finale Lizzie?
Lizzie opened her eyes, glancing around in confusion. Where was she?
Something slid down her face, and she lifted her hand to it, wiping away a tear. Her confusion only grew as she stared at the tear on her finger, trying to figure out why it was there. The wind blew past her, pressing something against her back and she whirled around, barely catching sight of something purple on her back.
“What the–” she whispered, grabbing at it and stretching it out. It had the same shape as an elytra, but instead of the familiar membrane, there were purple crystals dangling from it.
“How does that even work?” she asked out loud, tilting it and letting it catch the wind. She watched as the crystals immediately straightened out, settling into the familiar gliding pose of elytras. She glanced down at the stairs beneath her, and before she could second guess herself, she jumped off the ledge she was on and gilded down a few stairs, stumbling to a stop.
“Ok, that definitely should not work,” she said, abruptly realizing she was wearing what looked like armor made out of coral. She was about to take it off to look at it when someone crashed into her from behind, sending the both of them sprawling down a few more steps.
Whoever had built these stairs clearly did not think about making them comfortable to fall down. She’d have to let them know about that.
“Lizzie!” The person shouted, scrambling off of her and pulling her up into a tight hug. Lizzie blinked, slowly patting them on the back.
“There there?” She said, still very confused. She had the feeling that that, at least, wouldn’t be changing any time soon.
“It’s awful Lizzie, Mezalea’s mostly normal but the palace is cracked literally in half, all the other empires are all weird and everyone’s gone, and I couldn’t find you at first and the ocean’s gone and you said you can’t live without the ocean and I thought you were dead,” the person hugging her said, and Lizzie blinked. She didn’t have time to unpack all of that, so she just focused on the last part. Obviously, this person knew her somehow, so maybe they could help her figure out why she was here?
“Don’t worry,” she started, putting as much confidence into her voice as she could. “I’m not!”
She really had a way with words.
“Yeah,” the person said, hugging her tighter. Honestly, all this hugging was starting to be a bit much. She pulled back a bit, relieved when they let go, though she felt their reluctance.
She studied them, taking in the crown on their head, the green streak in their hair, their purple outfit and white gloves. They felt familiar, but Lizzie had absolutely no idea who they were.
“I’m just so glad you’re ok,” they said, and Lizzie nodded, smiling at them politely. This was apparently the wrong thing to do, judging by how their eyebrows furrowed and they took half a step forward.
“Lizzie?” They asked, and she opened her mouth to respond when they shifted their attention to something behind her, eyes widening as they reached out again, more desperately this time.
That was all the warning she had before something slammed into her for the second time in less than an hour.
Vote for Space Jammies Pearl in this poll and I will write you a 500 word drabble of your choosing
#is this a good time to mention I haven’t fully watched any es1 povs#anyways at the end yes that is a giant tsunami wave of the entire ocean slamming into them but don’t worry they’re both fine#they end up back in mezalea and talk about things and it’s all a happy ending <3#roy talks#roy writes#answered#ace-of-arthropods
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(Some of) the sun and moon doodles I did over the course of like a week (help)
#sun and moon#sundrop#moondrop#Fnaf#five nights at freddy's#security breach#silly#sleepy#sily#sleeby#fanart#they’re the only thing I can draw#ignore the threatening captions on insta where sun and moon are threatening me#don’t worry about it#really don’t#I’m totally fine#anyway#sun and moon yay
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