#anyway dirk here is based on his morning-after-sound-of-nothing look because that made me open a third eye
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im extremely absorbed in a nonsense skate park AU with romeo and juliet flavors big thanks to @drawyourgunsr5â again for indulging me always
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alt because todd and i are both very concerned with dirkâs pecs
#yes this one has a playlist too#anyway dirk here is based on his morning-after-sound-of-nothing look because that made me open a third eye#and todd is just like. what if he was gayer. you know. all normal casual.#brotzly#dghda fanart#dghda au#dirk gently#todd brotzman#this has its hooks in my brain i am insane now thank you for looking and listening#dghda skatepark au#psass art
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Supercat. Kara realises her feelings for Cat when Cat's beautiful ex girlfriend visits National City for a few days and she can't quite hide her jealousy
âIâm sorry, do youhave an appointment?â This isnât the first time that Kara has had to facedown someone determined to make it into Catâs office, but something isdifferent about the woman in front of her. Thereâs a confidence to her step, anunconscious ease that few carry with them when facing Cat Grant.
âIâm afraid Idonât, but Cat always said Iâd be welcome to drop by,â the mystery womansays with a smile and wink, not bothering to hide a searching glance up anddown Karaâs figure. âIf Iâd known sheâd finally hired someone decent, Imight have stopped by sooner.â
âSarah, stopbothering my assistant,â Cat says from the door of her office, herapproach somehow going unnoticed by either woman. âYou know good and wellthat your invitation was not for CatCo during businesshours.â
The name is familiar,and Kara quickly manages to put the pieces together. Sheâd arrangedreservations for Cat and this woman on a few occasions during her first year atCatCo, and had always assumed she was an old friend or business colleague.Sheâd never seen a hint otherwise in the papers or Catâs directions, but fromthe way the two are staring at each other now, thereâs more than justfriendship in their history.
âWell Iâm here nowanyway, so surely you have a minute to spare?â Sarah says with a grin,repeating the once over sheâd given Kara on Cat. âFor old timeâs sake?â
The way Catâs eyesnarrow, Kara is expecting to be instructed to call security instead, so sheâsthrown when Cat steps back and waves Sarah into her office instead.âReschedule whatever my next meeting is and have James look at the spreadsbefore they come to me, this may take a while,â Cat tells Kara beforeclosing the door to her office.
It only takes a minuteto accomplish that, the meeting is with a board member thatâs only too glad toget a reprieve on facing Cat alone, and James is well used to Cat delegatingthis particular task when something comes up. And with no meeting to take notesfor and Cat closed off in her office, Kara is left with nothing to do.
Normally sheâd use thetime to catch up on work sheâs let slide while off on Supergirl duty, butthings have been calm enough that thereâs not much to do. She could take aquick lap of the city to look for trouble, but something keeps Kara in herseat, occasionally shooting glances into the office as she tries to look busy.
âYou know, if youstare any harder your laser eyes might kick in,â Winn whispers from hisdesk after a few minutes, and Kara jumps. Sheâd thought she was being discreet.âJust listen in, if itâs that big a deal.â
She shouldnât, itâsobviously a private conversation, but as soon as Winn reminds her that she canher hearing is engaging without another thought. She feels guilty as soon asshe hears the first hints of their voices, but not enough to stop just yet.
âIs it so hard tobelieve Iâm in town for business and thought of you? No ulterior motive beyondcatching up?â Sarah sounds almost pleading, and Kara fights the urge tostare and give herself away.
âConsidering how weleft things, yes,â Cat says, voice sharp as Kara hears her shift in herchair. The fact that Cat has them speaking across the desk soothes some nervein Karaâs chest, one that she tries not to think about. âYouâre the onethat left, after all. What was it you said? âLongdistance doesnât work when youâre dating a workaholic bitchâ wasnât it?â
âOh come on, Cat! Iwas hurt. You wouldnât even consider working remotely, and I had agreat opportunity in front of me.â Sarah sounds genuinely apologetic, butafter hearing what sheâd said to Cat thereâs no redeeming quality Kara can findin her. It explains why Cat had been so bitter and difficult for a week solid.
âMy company ishere, Sarah. I told you that. You couldnât accept that then, whatâs changednow? Because I donât believe for a second that youâve returned just to catchup.â Karaâs guilt is starting to grow with each second she listens, butshe canât seem to pull her focus away even though this is undeniably private.
âI miss you. Ireacted badly, and I wanted to see you again. My work is mobile now, Iâll bepassing through National City a few times a month. I thought we could getdinner, at least try to clear the air.â Kara bristles, she canât help it.This woman had hurt Cat, hurt her badly if the still present note of painbeneath her words is anything to go by, and now she wants Cat to just forgiveher? Kara is usually very good at finding the best in people, but this timethereâs no denying her instinctive dislike.
âFine, dinner then. Make the arrangements with my assistant. Keirais very good at getting tables on short notice.â Kara tries not to wince atbeing asked to help with this mess, but from the way Winn is looking at her shedoesnât quite manage.
She is able to get herreaction under control by the time Sarah makes it back to her desk, looking upwith a bland and professional smile despite the anger and distaste coiling inher chest. Â She can be better than thiswoman she barely knows.
âHey, Cat said to see you about getting reservations somewheretonight,â Sarah says with a smile. âI was hoping you knew somewhere with alittle romance in the air, you know? Nothing major, just enough to set a mood.â
Kara hopes her flinch is too quick to be noticed, but she knowsWinn at least catches it when he shoots her a worried look. But sheâs fine. Shecan do this.
âRomantic might be hard with it being February,â Kara says as sheconsults her planner page of restaurants that are willing to work with her onshort notice. She sees at least five on the page that would fit thedescription, but pretends to scan it in disappointment. âMost of these areplaces Miss Grant chooses for business meetings, but Overlook might be closeenough.â
Itâs not, while itâs one of Catâs favorite restaurants itâs theopposite of romantic. Brightly lit and open, thereâs no sense of privacy orintimacy to the tables. Itâs somewhere Cat chooses for dinners where thereâsnothing to be discussed and no one to impress. Casual dining, never anythingimportant.
âThat sounds perfect, thank you. Hereâs my number, let me know theaddress and what time I should meet her there.â Sarah hands Kara a card beforeleaving, tossing a wave and grin over her shoulder at Cat through the glasswalls of her office.
The display leaves Kara seething again, barely able to pick up herphone without breaking it in her hand. Thankfully the welcome normalcy ofexchanging promises and favors to get a table manages to calm her frustrations,enough so that when Cat calls her in for an update on her evening Kara is ableto answer the questions calmly and without giving herself away. Still, sheâsthankful when Cat dismisses her, sending her home for the night with a carelesswave of her hand. She really needs to find a mugging or three to stop, or analien to capture. Maybe Alex will spar with her. Kara doesnât much care whichit is, she just needs to punch something.
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Cat takes her latte without a word the next morning, and thatseems to set the tone for the day. She doesnât say anything to Kara, not evento give her a list of duties and tasks to accomplish. If not for the searchinglooks Kara notices every now and then sheâd think Cat was furious aboutsomething.
Even though sheâs pretty sure Cat isnât actually angry, Kara iscareful to be the perfect employee for the day. She doesnât slip out to makerounds of the city, she tells Alex she needs a calm day without DEO duty, andshe throws herself completely into her work to avoid giving Cat any reason tobe upset with her.
Thatâs how the evening finds her still working, refusing to leavebefore Cat does. Itâs late enough that the sun is setting on the horizon andeveryone else has already left, but Kara just keeps working, finding new thingsto focus on as she tries to seem busy. Sheâs resorted to reorganizing her filesinto alphabetical order by date and type before Cat breaks the silence andcalls her into the office.
âYou made reservations at Overlook,â Cat says once theyâve settledopposite each other on the sofas, her gaze piercing as Kara tries to avoid it.But thereâs no avoiding the question, so Kara nods, remaining silent until shebetter understands whatâs going on. âOf all the restaurants you could havechosen, you picked the one least suitable for a private discussion.â
âItâs February, so many other restaurants were booked,â Kara protestsweakly, unsurprised when Cat glares at her with a warning shake of her head.
âYouâre a terrible liar Keira. Sarah told me you suggested itpractically before she made it to your desk. That tells me it was deliberate,and I want to know why.â Cat has her pinned in place with a searching look, theone that tells Kara she isnât getting out of this without answering.
âShe hurt you,â comes the explanation, bursting out from Kara withouta thought. She realizes once sheâd said it that it gives more than just herfeelings about the situation away, because there is no way Kara could have knownthat fact without having heard a conversation held out of earshot. Itâs theDirk situation all over again, and this time Kara knows sheâs not getting outof it.
âJealousy then,â Cat says, skating over the other accidentaladmission with nothing more than a sharp glance that tells Kara theyâll becoming back to it later. âAt least you picked a decent restaurant for your powerplay.â
Kara wants to protest that she wasnât jealous, that she was justbeing protective, but she finds that the words feel like a lie. She wasjealous, that anger and distaste had a base of envy that Kara is only nowconfronting. Now Cat has pointed it out, and Kara canât ignore it any longer.
âShe hurt you once, I didnât want her to have a chance to do itagain,â Kara says in a quiet voice rather than disagreeing, looking down at herclasped hands to avoid the reaction she knows Cat has to be having right now.She supposes having an inappropriate crush isnât unheard of from an assistant,but sheâd gone out of her way to make an evening the complete opposite of whathad been intended. Thatâs grounds for termination from any employer, let aloneCat.
âAnd I suppose I ought to thank you for that,â Cat says dryly butwithout a hint of anger, and Kara looks up in surprise. âItâs far harder totell someone to fuck off and out of your life when the waiters are servingchampagne and strawberries, or whatever ridiculous ideas she had in mind.â
Thatâs so far outside of what Kara had expected that she can feelher mouth drop open slightly in shock as she stares at Cat. Words seem to havedeserted her, and for a long moment only silence stretches between them as Catgives her a knowing look and Kara struggles to get her brain working again.
âI thought you were going to fire me,â Kara admits once sheâsfound words again, unable to move past that part of her shock.
âOf course not. Where else would I find an assistant willing tocompletely disregard all sense of propriety in order to look after what I need?âCat says with a smirk. âAnd besides, we have far too much to talk about for meto fire you.â
âYou promise Iâll be allowed to stay?â Kara asks, voice tremblingas she tries to pretend the answer couldnât wreck her completely. âYou wonâtmake me leave this time?â
âKara, I donât want you going anywhere ever again,â Cat says, and Karanearly breaks down then and there.
They have a lot to discuss, she knows that, but she knows she hasa place here. And whatever else happens or comes of this, thatâs all sheâs everwanted.
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The Sequel - 845
Quiet Storm
AndrĂ© SchĂŒrrle, Juan Mata, other Chelsea/BVB players, and random awesome OCâs (okay theyâre less random now but theyâre still pretty awesome)
original epic tale
all chapters of The Sequel
Scuba diving had to wait until Wednesday. Captain Theo wanted to take Lilly XO and her family down to HyĂšres, or more specifically, to the area around the Ăle du Levant and the Parc national de Port-Cros. He said there were good spots for rookie diving there, there was a nature reserve to explore, and a nudist village. AndrĂ© thought that all sounded wonderful, and consented to spending much of Tuesday sailing instead of anchored somewhere. Christina napped a lot. She needed it, and it was surprisingly easy to sleep even while the 56m boat was underway and moving at speed. Everyone spent a lot of time on the fly bridge too, and took turns learning what to do at the helm. Lukas liked it up there in the wind. He liked playing in the lounge and watching musical Disney movies too. Only the dogs were grateful when Captain Theo decided to call it a day outside the entrance to the harbor in HyĂšres and suggested the family go ashore to check out the sprawling town and have some dinner. He would take them around the islands in the morning.
Christina found two things of interest right away when she fired up Google Maps. The first was a racetrack directly behind the marina and associated hotel, of the equine variety. It was a simple dirt track with some dirt paddocks in the infield and small bleachers. The website for the facility was useless, so she couldnât find out if anything fun was happening there. The second point of interest was another racetrack, of the go-kart variety. And it was on the way to the denser part of HyĂšres where they could find lots of restaurants to choose from. Naturally they had to go do some racing. The staff wouldnât let AndrĂ© take Lukas for a ride around the circuit, but it was still fun to race against the other random people there for some early evening competition. Christina got Espen to give it a go too. The nanny was pretty handy behind the wheel, much to her employerâs surprise. None of them won any of the arrive-and-drive races. Young kids seemed to have an inherent advantage in that they weighed much less than the adults.
After motorsport came dinner. Christina found a restaurant with an expansive garden, uncomplicated food, and a live band that covered everything from Bob Marley to Harry Belafonte without skipping Springsteen in between. She got drunk after the first course and made her own dance floor with her son when dancing on her banquette- cushions on top of wood pallets- wasnât satisfying enough. With a Corona in one hand and a delighted child figuring out how to dance in the other, there was no question for AndrĂ© that his wife was still in a good place, even without Juan, even without Dirk, and even with him around her for a day and a half. He watched her try to show Lukas how to do a spin while she held his hand, and pick him up to dance with him on her hip, and let go of him and invite him to dance across the floor between them and into her arms, completely unbothered by the other people watching her or by the fact that they were the only ones dancing. The lead singer of the band complimented them and urged them on. AndrĂ© didnât know what the guy said because it was in French, but it made most of the other dinner guests laugh. Only when the rider realized he was eating the fried chicken tenders that came on her Caesar salad did she return to the table.
âDo you need another beer, pretty girl?â he laughed when she gulped the last of her bottle and set it down so she could help Lukas with his tiny steak.
âSĂ, por favor. Or...oui sâil vous plaĂźt.â
âOne more for her,â he told the waitress who returned to the table when Christina did, presumably to see if she needed anything as everyone else was already all squared away. What she needed most was an explanation for her salad.
I thought it was weird that it comes with chicken fingers, she thought once she was done cutting the babyâs food into baby bites so he could feed himself. She stared at the large bowl AndrĂ© slid back in front of her. Itâs even weirder that it has big chunks of hardboiled egg, whole cherry tomatoes, endive, red onions, and a Parmesan chip made from like 6 bucks worth of cheese sticking out of it. Also, no sign of Caesar salad dressing. How does a Caesar salad not have Caesar dressing? Forlorn inside, the rider glanced around the rugged wooden table in hopes that her dressing was just in a side dish, misplaced. Ordering a Caesar salad was an internationally safe option for her. She had it everywhere. Sometimes it came with a creamy dressing, and sometimes an oil-based one. Either was fine. It could be tangy, or cheesy, or even mustardy. It could even have recognizable anchovies in it and sheâd still eat it. There could be small variations on the theme and it would be perfectly acceptable. The mixed greens and inexplicable add-ons before her were puzzling, and disappointing. Whatâs he eating? Is it any better, Christina wondered curiously as she shifted her searching glance toward the plate across the way. Eww! His squid actually looks like squid! Theyâre like whole little squids! And whatâs that goopy yellow stuff in the dish? Ugh. No. Nothing good to steal there.
âWhat are you looking for?â AndrĂ© asked.
âSalad dressing. Thereâs lots of shaved cheese on my salad, and things that donât belong on it, but no dressing.â
âEat the chicken in the meantime and when she comes back you can ask her for some.â He wasnât as concerned about her salad. His plate of âwhole little squidsâ was very appetizing, and Espen was already enjoying her veal meatballs. Lukas was shoving a French fry in his mouth. âThe chicken is good. I donât know what itâs doing on a salad, but, eh.â
âHow many Instagram stories did you post of me dancing?â his mom inquired knowingly while transferring the breaded chicken to her bread plate so that she could cut it.
âNone. I donât need to share my holidays with three million people.â
âMkay.â
âAnd youâve been dancing all day. Whenever you werenât sleeping. Dancing in the gym. Dancing in the shower. Dancing in the mirror after the shower. Dancing while steering the boat. Dance-â
âOkay we get the picture,â Espen assured the footballer. âChris likes to dance when sheâs in a good mood, and Luke likes to dance in every mood, especially if thereâs any Shakira music.â
âOh!â Christinaâs outburst made everyone stop eating and look up, and even the waitress delivering her Corona abruptly froze and looked confused. She then asked her for the salad dressing- tentatively, of course, because she was afraid she was asking for something she wasnât meant to have, as if sheâd misunderstood the menu in the first place or something- and tried to make it sound like that wasnât why she shouted âohâ, because it wasnât. It was about dancing. âDo you think there are nightclubs around here with Latin music? That are open on Tuesday nights?â AndrĂ© and Espen both looked at her disapprovingly. âI wanna go out dancing for real.â
âI know of a club in Antibes with a Havana theme?â Espen offered, turning the riderâs face white.
âYeah,â she frowned. âI know that one.â
âIs it not good? Weâre going back that way in a few days, no?â
âItâs owned by one of Juanâs dadâs friends,â Christina supplied flatly. âThey just played regular top 40 club music when I was there,â she added, trying to make it sound like her reaction was to the type of dance club it was rather than the memory of the role her visit there played in the night that changed her life during the Euros.
âWhat do you want Latin music for anyway?â AndrĂ© asked while she took the first and best sip of the cold beer.
âIsa got me hooked on a couple of artists. Itâs fun to dance to. Not that youâd come dance with me anyway.â A tongue poked out between baby pink lips to taunt him for his lack of interest. Itâs really a shame. We could be so sexy together if he had any rhythm. Damn it, whereâs Reus? I need Reus to have any real fun on a dance floor. Heâs in a knee brace anyway. Le sigh. Christina had another sip of beer and a bite of the chicken, and the dance club conversation was over. It was of no interest to AndrĂ©, and AndrĂ© was in charge of conversation, agenda, and decision making. He had been all day, or since he arrived in Cannes, really. His wife didnât exactly ask his permission to do things like get up and dance with Lukas, or ask him what she should do on the boat on the way to HyĂšres, but she recognized when the decision was made to go ashore for the evening that she was deferring to his judgement and desire at every turn. The realization made her wonder if she was doing that at home too, on a âlocalâ level- meaning she let him decide the day to day things while she was making her own big choices, like when to go away to compete and when to schedule time at home. She wasnât really sure if she had been doing that or not, and thought it possible that she was deferring to him on those things to compensate for the big decisions, like she thought he deserved to choose what they did together when she was home because her big choices were so hard on him, and perhaps it wasnât even a conscious thing on her part. The logical subsequent question was whether that potential deference was a source of some of their problems.
It was a lot bigger than fairness. Christina came up with a lot more when she dug into the subject while she and Lukas watched AndrĂ© and Espen go round and round the go-kart track. Dortmund was AndrĂ©âs. He lived there first, and he made a life there without her. He had friends there that were just his. He knew the city better. He knew Germany better. She felt there was something to that- that she was a second class citizen in the family because she was away so much, because she wasnât from there, because she had to ask him where to go for things and explanations for basic cultural questions, and because he had a life outside of his marriage there. And she thought maybe heâd kind of gotten used to that. Back in the fall when they were waiting for the house to be finished, Christina thought her player changed a lot because he wasnât living with a woman anymore, and he had more independence. He got reacquainted with sharing his home with her again, and with being considerate of another person in his day to day happenings, but because of that deference and authority she was inadvertently yielding to him, the balance in their relationship was still a bit askew. His being wholly dismissive of the dance club notion reminded her of that, because she thought there was a time when he would have at least pretended to be interested just because she was. The rider didnât know the significance of any of that, but thought it useful to have considered it and added it to the worksheet, so to speak. There was plenty of time to ponder it at the table because despite AndrĂ©âs enjoying and appreciating her bubbly happiness and radiance, he largely ignored her at the dinner table in favor of interacting with the baby and talking to Espen about her vacation. Christina just ate quietly like someone who didnât expect to be engaged in the conversation, including when it turned to what to do after dinner.
âItâs a 30-minute walk back, so weâll just do that, yeah?â the BVB man suggested. âMausi can ride in the stroller when he gets tired.â
âIs it 30 minutes at my walking speed or yours?â his girl asked dubiously. âIs it really safe to walk on the main road at night? Why donât we just get a taxi?â My flip-flops arenât meant for long distance walking, and itâs almost dark out, and I kind of wanted to put the baby and the nanny in a car back to the boat and then go find a cute lounge or patio or something to have a couple glasses of wine with boyfriend, since weâre not going dancing. I guess thereâs wine on the boat, she concluded.
âIf you want,â AndrĂ© shrugged. He was signing the credit card receipt for the check, and it caught him off guard when he looked up and caught her frown. âDid you want to do something else?â
âNo. Not really.â
âNo, or not really?â He knowingly sought clarification because there was a distinction in her two-answer answer. âNoâ meant he was in the clear. âNot reallyâ meant there was something she wanted to do and just didnât want to make a big deal out of it but could do so later, to his detriment.
âNo.â
âOkay.â
That was that. They did all go back to the boat, but they did also take a cab, so Christina couldnât really say he just got his way by default. Part of her wanted to yell and shout at the rest of her for looking for something to get upset over. A different part of her wanted to consider all the facts and evidence, and quit pretending about certain elements of her relationship struggles. It was well past Lukasâ bedtime by the time the launch approached the fold-out deck at the rear of Lilly XO, so bedtime procedures were commenced immediately. Espen claimed the TV in the living room and commenced the binge watching of Amazon shows saved up for months with her vacation and her working boat holiday in mind. AndrĂ© changed his clothes and then pondered which part of the boat he and his girl should claim. They could watch TV outside, or in bed. They could use the hot tub up on the top deck, or they could sit on the beanbag up there and do nothing. They could sit anywhere and have a drink. There were board games, and cards. There was music. It seemed to him like someone had finally pulled Christinaâs cord from the socket and she was out of energy, so he didnât imagine sheâd be doing any more dancing. Indeed, she looked sleepy and a little âleftover drunkâ when she emerged from her own wardrobe change. She padded right by him on the couch in the lounge, mumbling something about it being too stuffy in there, and continued outside into the cooler, fresher night air. He caught up to her while she stood between the couch and the dining table, trying to decide where to put herself.
âYou okay, Prinzessin?â AndrĂ© asked, not really that concerned, when he hugged her from behind. She had an adidas hoody on with a big front pocket, so he put his arms through there and squeezed her tight for a second. Georgina was on his heels.
âCan I get anything for you?â she asked politely.
âWant anything?â the footballer parroted.
âWill you have a glass of wine with me?â
âSure, baby.â He kissed her temple and then used his hold around her middle to turn her 45 degrees to face the chief stewardess. âShe needs wine,â he smiled at said stewardess. âWhat kind?â
âSomething chilled and fresh but not too fruity.â
âSomething chilled and fresh but too fruity.â
âGot it,â Georgina smiled. She turned on her heel and disappeared into the lounge.
âWhy are you so small?â AndrĂ© asked rhetorically after putting his chin on his girlâs head and leaning on her heavily. He had to bend down quite a bit to be able to do that.
âWhy are you so tall?
âIâm not. Iâm normal. Youâre small.â
âK.â
âWhatâs up with you?â He leaned clear over her head and looked down at her upside down. I canât help but think sheâs been kind of quiet since dinner. She canât be tired. She slept more today than probably all of last week, Iâm guessing. âTired?â Christina just shrugged and teetered under his weight as she tried to walk away. âWhere you going?â
âI dunno. I was gonna sit on a lounge chair but I just remembered theyâve been put away.â
âWant to go upstairs?â
âK.â
The player nodded to his right, beckoning her to head back from whence they came so they could take the stairs up from the junction between the outdoor lounge and the inside one. Her walk in that direction was considered- she almost walked on her toes- instead of relaxed. Her short answers and her whole demeanor said there was something amiss with her, or at the very least, less than ideal. He poked her butt as she climbed the tiny stairs in front of him, and got no reaction. Instead of asking for a third time if she was okay, he tackled her at the top of the stairs and carried her, running, around the hot tub and one of the masts, and threw her onto the deep and cushy beanbag before also throwing himself on it.
âUgh, Jesus, babe. My tummyyyy,â Christina groaned on her back. âThat was worse than being sideways in rough water. I just aaaaate.â
âAre you gonna barf?â AndrĂ© asked, smiling. He rolled over to rub her stomach via that sweatshirt pocket. He liked the word âbarfâ. It wasnât part of his vocabulary before he met his wife.
âYes,â she told him with mock contriteness. âAll over you. Repeatedly.â
âLove you too, baby.â
âStop smirking at me,â she scowled while affecting an allover, full-body stretch with her arms above her head. He felt her torso shift as her top half went one way and her bottom half went the other. Her body vibrated a little as it reached the limits of its ability to stretch. In the back of his mind, he thought about how nice it was to feel her body move about under his palm. His girl as a living, breathing creature was something to marvel at sometimes. Sometimes it made him feel very connected to her to experience the sensation of feeling her physical form do things, particularly involuntary ones. Sometimes it made him feel very powerful, because he knew and could see that he had the ability to influence her involuntary movements. Sometimes it just made him feel the opposite of loneliness, and that was the hardest one to really understand.
âYouâre an adorable little person,â he sighed, dropping the smirk. âI wish I liked it less when you get quiet and timid, but itâs cute. Itâs not always because youâre upset or sad, so I guess itâs okay, eh?â
âOkay?â Christina squinted at him, confused. She had no idea what he meant.
âI think sometimes you get like this- you stop talking unless someone talks to you first, and you tiptoe around, and you make sort of sad faces- when youâre very busy thinking about something in your head.â
âAs opposed to thinking about it in my knee?â
âPfft! You know what I mean. Itâs cute though. Except when itâs because youâre upset, or scared about something. Whatâs on your mind tonight, Prinzessin?â AndrĂ© questioned softly. He leaned on his elbow but stayed close.
âNothing.â The bronzed little person beside him rolled onto her elbow too, and mingled her short and smooth legs with long and hairy ones. The fuzzy coating made them soft in a different way than hers were. His were like a cozy blanket and hers were like silk.
âAre you sure?â Sheâs lying, he thought.
âMhm. Ooo, wine.â Her face brightened when she saw Georginaâs head pop up from the stairwell with two glasses of CĂŽtes de Provence rosĂ©. Whatever is on her mind must not be that serious if some pink wine erases it, the rising sophomore Bee decided. He sampled his pink wine and waited to see what Christina would do or say next.
She curled up perpendicular to him and leaned on his hip, making herself comfortable at his expense. Her arm dug into his side. That was evidence of her state too. It seemed unlikely sheâd want to be close if whatever was on her mind, and sapping away resources, and forcing her to outwardly power down to compensate, was in any way to do with him. She held her glass in her palm and her thumb and used the rest of her fingers to gently feather around his stomach, just inside the bottom of his t-shirt and just above his sweatpant-like shorts. She liked that spot. Serious muscle felt firm against pressure, but his skin was smooth and soft and even kind of loose. Almost nothing tickled him, so she could feel and poke around there however she wanted without bothering him.
âDid you ask them to get rosĂ©?â the player asked curiously. âYou donât normally drink it.â
âNo, but I didnât give them a bottle list or anything. Itâs good,â Christina shrugged.
âAre you going to tell me whatâs up with you tonight? Since dinner? Or do I have to guess?â AndrĂ© smiled. He was sure there was something using up all of her processing power. She didnât seem particularly down or upset- just quiet and aloof, off in Christinaland.
âNothing is up with me.â
âJust so you know, I donât mind. As I said, I think this is cute, this thing you do. I donât only enjoy being with you when youâre either dancing, talking my ear off, or sleeping. I enjoy this too. You convince yourself sometimes that I only like spending time with you when youâre smiling.â
âI know.â
âAnd you donât have to talk to me, but I can just listen if you want to.â
âI know.â
âIs there anything you want me to listen to?â
âSoon.â Â
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