#anyway battery rot is setting in on my heart and its getting harder to ignore

[i-am-simply-here]

My chest pain is driving me crazy because I've gone to the Dr and I've gone to the hospital and I know its nothing (????) but its still fucking there and it comes and goes.

Its like. If I sit in a certain way for too long my chest turns solid. Like, you know, when a character gets crystalized in a movie or show and its a slow creep of the material hardening around them. Except that's happening inside my chest. And then when I move it hurts but I have to move and crack my chest so the hardened material will falls off my chest. And pieces stick so its still often hurts my chest to move. and it isn't just when I sit still too long but that's when its the worst.

Its so hard to explain the sensation to a Dr bc they're like "oh chest pain, is it sharp, or burning?" And I have to be like uh its like when you feel like you need to crack a bone except idek what that feels like bc I've never felt the need to crack a bone until now. And even then I know its not a bone??? What am I even cracking????