#anything ever of groups. individual ppl is fine but groups is like hhh unless someone else expresses very palpable interest and charge
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why does initiating anything fill me with dread so... hhhhhhh
#i very few experiences with wanting smth from ppl and asking for it and most of it is neutral bad. mostly bc i was too anxious to think it#through and ask ppl with ample time bc Scared so it never worked out. nit bc of maliciousness but bc of logistics so i avoid asking for#anything ever of groups. individual ppl is fine but groups is like hhh unless someone else expresses very palpable interest and charge#beforehand and hhhhhhh everyday i experience emotions but thus is good for me damnit!!!#i also hate the potential for rejection so so soooooo bad ive avoided my entire life and i need to confront it hhhh
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