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its my chance and duty to turn regular simp haitham into an even bigger simp (in secret) and make him a lil pathetic too in the au, it just happens 👐
#pathetic while he keeps his stoic/bored/neutral expression not telling anything#hes just very into kaveh#he always is but u know#ahdbnx#anw sleepy time <3#babbles#tbd
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hiii lovely!!
I am absolutely in love with your fragile! reader content, especially dottore and fragile reader it's just so hhdnsjsfhs anyways I noticed on the fragile reader but they died post that the reader is mentioned to have only met dottore after he became a harbinger so it made me wonder whether dottore would have a slightly different reaction to akademiya! reader, how the letter would be etc like imagine reader talking abt the akademiya days and whatnot </3
anw!! I just wanted to say I adore ur works and they hit home cus I'm rather sickly lol
mwah mwah byeee
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Yea, when I wrote that I didn't think of how good a fragile Akademiya reader would be unfortunately, but I wish I did cuz it would have been so much better-😭 AND YES HE DEFINITELY WOULD ILL WRITE A LIL SOMETHING HERE
To Zandik,
As I write this, it is late at night. One of your clones put me to bed a while ago, yet for some reason, I cannot sleep. I keep tossing and turning and so I decided to do something to occupy my mind. It has been rather restless lately, I admit. I... don't know how to tell you this in person, so I'll just write down whatever comes to mind right now. You'll probably end up finding this eventually, so I might as well just let everything out.
I have been thinking a lot about the past lately. Our Akademiya days, to be specific. I have secretly been wishing to go back to those days, even if just for a bit. To go back to the first moment I met you. (How handsome you were.) To go back to those painful study sessions. To go back to those picnics under the stars. To go back to the time I was not sick, and I could spend life with you to the fullest.
Really, those were some of the best moments of my life. I have been thinking about this because... I have not been feeling well lately. I mean, I don't feel well most of the time but nowadays I feel as though the illness is creeping more and more in me. It might just be a temporary thing, I don't really know. I know you are working as best you can, I know you better than anyone. So... don't blame yourself.
Hah, it's too bad. Admittedly I have also found myself daydreaming about the future, although it seems rather dim. I want to see a lot of the world. Did you know that? Well, I should correct myself. I want to follow you wherever you go and see the world that way. You've gone to Sumeru recently, yes? I know you've told me about how much it's changed, but I hope to see it myself one day. And I want to befriend some of your Harbingers friends. What is their opinion of me, by the way? Ah, and I want to take on that Traveler, too. They seem rather pesky.
Well, if I do get better, I will burn this letter and apologize to you with everything I have. But for now, I'll stash it somewhere just in case. And I'll say this now - I love you, Zandik. I love you so much that if I were to be away from you for too long I'd go mad. This love has burned inside of me since the Akademiya, and it still rages within me. I hope you know that.
Dottore would be much more affected although he doesn't really show it. Hell, even the clones are affected, from how they linger by your door a second too long, remembering that there is no you any more to wake up. He puts a mask on his emotions to pretty much everyone. You have been a familiar face for countless years of his life. In the Akademiya, after pulling another all-nighter, the first thing he'd be greeted with was your sleepy embrace around him. He'd roll his eyes at your nagging, and the two of you would get ready for classes. During his expulsion and exile, even though you were ill, you still stuck by his side. And even during the Fatui, you still sent him that tired but lovely smile. Every day, without fail, you could be seen with him at least for a bit. Yet he failed. For the first time in a long time, he failed.
#smooches talks#🌕 anon#fragile reader <3#dottore love notes <3#ALSO HIII UR NEW WELCOME!!! <333#AND THANK U FOR THE COMPLIMENTS 🌕 ANON IM SO SO HAPPY U ENJOY MY WORKS💕💕💕#dot and fragile reader deserves a whole fanfic atp
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SNS Fic Recs Part II
My end of summer gift:
As said on my last rec, these are in no particular order
If you love these too plz message me I need someone to scream about these with
Anw hope you guys enjoy!
After The World Fell Down by zephyras13, 36k https://archiveofourown.org/works/217460
Given Summary: Naruto has been fighting a war for the life of his neighborhood for the past four years, with no end in sight. His world is violent, arbitrary, and ruthless, but it is simple. It makes sense. And then Uchiha Sasuke fucks everything up. SN EXCHANGE FIC.
My summary: Listen I never read mafia AUs but I looove this one it deals with overcoming grief and finding light in despair and the characterization is just (chef's kiss) and there’s this intensity that’s so characteristic to them I just--
2. Gloss by Fahye, 2k https://archiveofourown.org/works/758123
Given summary: It begins with the way Sasuke reaches out and picks up Naruto's hand, with the way his lips are dry and smooth and he never even blinks as he pulls Naruto's fingers into his mouth.
My summary: The characterization!!! I just want to grab people by the shoulders and shove this in their face like THIS IS HOW THEY HAVE SEX
Also--beautiful language, I still trace out phrases from it on my shower walls that’s how lovely this is
3. 999 Cranes Down, 1 To Go by RecitedPlay, 4k https://archiveofourown.org/works/46529917
Given Summary: Sasuke relies on Naruto's hospitality while his arm heals, Naruto's prosthesis fresh and clumsy. Out shopping with Sakura, Naruto spies origami paper and an advertisement featuring the old legend - fold a thousand paper cranes and make a wish. Sakura suggests it as dexterity training for Naruto, but Sasuke can't help but wonder about the wish Naruto will make at the end.
My summary: post-war slice of life, made me Feel Things, great dialogue, domesticity sns style
4. Clouded Mind and Heavy Heart by dawnstruck, 9k https://archiveofourown.org/works/2608253
Given summary: You reap what you sow. Sasuke plants seeds of doubt. Instead of fighting in the Valley of the End, Sasuke convices Naruto to join him.
My summary: This one is a dark jewel of a fic, a bit messed up but not DDDNE, first part of a series, Sasuke manipulates Naruto into leaving with him at the first vote fight, explores the ways their relationship is altered by only being in each other’s company, one I return to devour over and over again,
5. Something to Remember Me By by heimai, 83k, https://archiveofourown.org/works/16251461
Given Summary: Every summer, Naruto visits the sleepy beach town of Oceanview. Easily the best part of the trip is the carnival, set up for three days at the end of August. As summers pass, Naruto finds himself coming back again and again to see the boy at the end of the boardwalk. First, he wants to win the game the boy runs, but it turns into wanting to win Sasuke's heart instead. For some reason, Naruto just can't get him out of his head.
My Summary: SAD ENDING, the only fic to ever capture what childhood feels like, I cried over this and I Never cry over anything wow, one of those fics you are forever changed by, I felt hollowed out, like someone scooped out my insides, also has some of the most beautiful verses I’ve ever read in fic, unbearably beautiful and beautifully unbearable
6. Stormborn by blackkat, 136k, https://archiveofourown.org/works/1877970
Flashes of an unknown past haunt Naruto, entwining his steps with those of a former life no longer content to stay forgotten. There's a voice on the wind and another lifetime in his head, and it’s time for Uzushio’s Storm God to rise once more. (The soul of a city is a hard thing to kill. Uzushio is still aware, still waiting. And now, with the rebirth of her greatest Kage, it’s time to call her people home.)
My Summary: I always have such a difficult time summarizing longer fics, because so much happens over the course of them, but take my word for it this long-fic is worth it! A classic for a reason
7. A World of Truth by luchia, 24k, https://archiveofourown.org/works/649537
Given Summary: The world is trapped in an illusion which removes anger, hate, and death. It's paradise, giving everyone everything they've ever wanted and reviving anyone they've ever lost. Nearly two years into the illusion, Sasuke snaps back to his senses and must decide whether to keep the world in false bliss, or return it to war-torn reality.
My Summary: Sasuke and Naruto are together in the infinite tsukuyomi, and when you have everything you have ever wanted, are they willing to dismantle the dream and face reality? Yea I know it’s basically the same as the summary above but anything else is a spoiler
8. Let Go the Tide by GreatLoversLieInHell, 32k, https://archiveofourown.org/works/46708438
Given Summary: Six months after Itachi's death, Sasuke visits the island her brother used to spend every summer at. All she wants is peace and quiet, to meditate on the future her parents have laid out for her. On her first day there, she meets a girl with wild blonde hair who won't leave her alone.
My Summary: Lesbians sns, surfer AU, The Sea is a principal character in this and as someone who grew up alongside the ocean I appreciate this, sooo beautiful
9. Of Fire, Water, and Glass by cyberflamingo, 19k https://archiveofourown.org/works/34826755
Given Summary: “Let me worship you,” Naruto breathed.
For one long moment, Naruto’s eyes reflected the continuous, lazy rotation of pinwheels. Red against blue. Fate within the unknown. Silence and anticipation. But then the pinwheels faded to black, and Sasuke uttered a phrase that would seal their connection forever.
“Are you offering yourself?”
- The god of Misfortune fulfills a child's wish and receives faith, loyalty, and a fellow god in return.
My summary: see above I cannot describe this without spoilers! Wonderful prose
<3 <3 <3
#sns fic recs#sns#sasunaru#narusasu#sasunaru fic recs#narusasu fic recs#and sorry again tumblr why won't you let me link authorsssss
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I see I see, how about am enstars kin then? though I am very much, a cater/riddle kinnie <3 one is from vibes and the other is from hitting too close to home <3
for enstars itd probably be ritsu? sleepy tired all the time.. and also some more stuff but i dont feel like picking apart my own brain this fine evening /j
if you want a lil more detail i could send it to you through dms? being perceived is not fun ❤️ um anw what abt your enstars kin(s)?
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It’s 2:12 ante meridiem. AlhamdulIllāh. Just wanna take time to appreciate the things that happened to me lately:
1. I got appointed as the Vice-Chairperson for Secretariat of Barops.
2. I received 50% tuition fee discount for AY 2024-2025.
3. I got the highest finals score in Prop exam. 88/100 🥹
4. I got a final grade of 80+ in my previous semester.
5. I got another midterm grade of 80+ in ATP (this sem).
6. Got support from umie for my shariah training.
7. Will serve as the university’s representative for the first PH moot court competition
8. Constant financial support from my parents
9. Own condo
10. Healthy and delicious food meals
11. Good health
12. Able to buy vitamins and skin care
13. Got new ipad and macbook
14. I have Islam.
15. Met new sisters 🤍
16. Longer life of my parents
17. Improved skin condition
Anw. I hope I will be accepted as trainee in the 18th Shariah Training. Ya Allah, help me.
Alrite. I shall go. Good night. Sleepy…
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https://harrystylesslutt.tumblr.com/post/657497265745903616/giving-harry-a-bj-warning-smut-oral-m
OMG make a part2 of it him fucking her sweet fluffy sex where he call him his baby.
I wasn't really planning on making a part 2 but since you asked ofc <3
part 1
Warnings: fluffy smut, unprotected sex, oral (f receiving).
"Maybe you should listen to me next time"
"Mhm what if I wanted you to undress me instead?" you said smirking at him while running your hands up and down his chest.
He smirked back, biting his lip, before grabbing the hem of your shirt and pulling it over your head, tossing it away carelessly. "Fuck" he muttered when he saw that you weren't wearing a bra.
He cupped your tits in his hand, pinching your nipples, making you moan at the act, before moving his hands to your pants, slowly unzipping them before pulling them off.
He presses small kisses over the band of your panties clearly teasing you. "Please H" you say breathlessly.
"Tell me what y'want angel c'mon" you shudder when you feel him licking over the wet patch on your underwear. You could feel his breath fanning over your core, "shit y'smell so sweet pet, want me to use my mouth mhm?"
You nod quickly, "no, none of tha' use y'words" "Please harry, need your mouth on me please"
"Now that wasn't so hard was it?" he smirked and finally pulled the black lace material down. The cold air hitting your core, making you shiver.
He dips his head down, slowly pressing kisses to your inner thighs, before sucking a mark there, eliciting a moan from you.
When you finally feel his tongue on you, you bring your hand down to pull his hair, making him groan as he continues to lap around your arousal.
He sucks your clit harshly, you moan and pull his hair only to hear him mutter "harder" so you do as he says.
You notice him grinding his hips down wanting to feel any type of friction "Does getting me off get you off? mhm?"
You feel him nod against you and pull away from your clit, only to slide his tongue inside of you, thrusting it in and out, wanting to taste you more. The vibration of his moans only intensifying the feeling, making the pleasure almost overwhelming.
"fuck harry! I'm so close" and just like that he pulls away. You open your eyes and look him, smirk plastered on his face, chin dripping with your arousal, the sight turning you on even more than you already were.
"What the hell! I was close" You watch him as he crawls up to you, pecking your lips and caressing your cheek, before speaking "Shh, calm down baby, gonna fuck you yeah? Y'want that?"
" yeah H, please fuck me" He brings his hand down to his cock, stroking it before rubbing his dripping tip with your clit, "don't tease" you whisper, your eyes closed relishing the feeling.
He positions himself at your entrance, finally pushing in, making your bodies relax. His forehead pressed against yours, he lets you adjust to his size before slowly starting to thrust inside you.
This time it's nothing like usual, this is slow and more intimate, somehow making the whole feeling more intense.
He opens his eyes to study your face, eyes squint shut, mouth hung open, eyebrows furrowed, "M'a baby's so pretty" he whispers using his thumbs to soothe the wrinkles formed on your forehead.
He increases the paste of his thrusts desperate to reach both your highs, you open your eyes and press your lips against him, swallowing his moans.
His hands go down to your thighs wrapping them around his hips, making him hit that spot. You moan loudly at the sensation and sink your nails in his back.
When he feels the slight pain he groans your name and starts thrusting faster and harder, his finger rubbing your clit, wanting you to cum all over his cock.
"fuck harry right there!" your eyes rolling to the back of your head, feeling yourself coming closer to the edge. "C'mon baby cum for me I can feel you squeezing me"
He pinches your nipples, and you finally let go, feeling yourself becoming dizzy, your vision going blank, your back arching, you moan out his name.
He follows you right after, moaning and groaning "oh fuck fuck fuck", you feel him bite your shoulder as he releases his thick warm cum into you.
You're both a panting mess, trying to compose yourselves from the orgasms you just had, you hear him whisper a low "pretty baby" against your shoulder making you smile weakly.
"C'mon harry baby we have to clean up" he groans and nods, lifting his head up to kiss you, both of you smiling like idiots.
After you clean up, you lay back down in bed, hugging harry close to you with one of his legs wrapped around you, and his head resting on your chest.
You whisper "I love you", kissing his head and smiling when you hear him mutter a sleepy "I love you angel".
A/N: I've never written fluffly smut so I have no idea if I did a gd job anw I hope you liked it. request for more :)
#harry styles#harry styles blurb#harry styles one shot#harry styles fanfiction#harry styles smut#harry styles fluff#harry styles imagine#harry styles imagines#harry styles preferences#harry styles one direction#harry styles x reader#harry styles x yn#harry styles x you#one direction#one direction imagines#one direction preferences#one direction blurb#one direction smut#hs1#hs2#hs3#long hair harry#fine line era#frat harry#harry smut#harry fluff
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hello my honey bunch UMM IM NOT SURE IF IM SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE EACH ONE??? BUT IM GONNA DO IT ANW
can i request 3 from the hand holding, 16 from the hugging, 26 from the kissing and 3 from the touching with jaehyun!!!!
FUCK IDK IF I DID RIGHT I HOPE THIS IS OKAY <333
yes you did it right, dont worry! hope u enjoy this angel!! and welcome back <333 (ps holy crap this is long AHASHDHDH)
hand-holding, 3: cold hands in warm hands
hugs, 16: ‘not wanting to let go’ hugs
kisses, 26: giggling while kissing
touching, 3: hiding face in neck
“c’mon! you’re gonna miss the sunrise,” you drag jaehyun along the mountains, a clear path etched into the ground that visitors always took whenever they wanted to view the sunrise. the both of you got lucky today, being the only two people who got up early enough to catch the night sky turn into yellows and oranges, before it rests in the usual sky blue you’d see up in the sky.
well… one of you was. “do we really need to see the sunrise again, baby? i was perfectly content cuddling with you…” your husband knew better than to argue with you when you have your eyes set on something, especially with something like a sunrise. it was a by-product of why you selected this B&B atop of a mountain where you’d be freezing your asses off, but jaehyun could hardly reject your suggestion when he saw how excited you were.
“oh, i’ve always wanted to go back to a mountainside hostel! i remember the last one, ’twas so good, whatdya say?” jaehyun remembers every detail you’ve told him: from the countless cats, to the stunning trail to where you watched the sunrise with your family, the edible flower they cooked up for you. he can’t say no when your eyes are lit up like that, and so, he hauled himself out of bed to put on a simple outfit, relying on your hand to guide him.
you know he doesn’t mean it, but you pout either way, both at his words and the time on your watch. it’s dangerously close to when the staff said the sun would rise. the thought alone of missing the sky drives you to take quicker steps, struggling against the thin air the higher and higher you went.
“hah… finally,” you mumble to yourself, perching yourself near a field of crops that belonged to those living nearby. you were careful not to crush any of the sprouts, patting the space beside you as you waited for the show to start. jaehyun takes your hand wordlessly, letting out a gasp at how cold your hands were; it showed you appreciated the warmth with the way your fingers curled around his, it was natural instinct, both a result of your body reacting to warmth and to the love of your significant other.
“you’re freezing, angel,” jaehyun laughs, “maybe you made a mistake wearing fingerless gloves this morning. c’mon, take ‘em out.”
“it was dark!” you glare at him, “and no, you want me to have a frozen hand when i touch your face later?”
“i’ll warm it up for you, c’mon.” you grumble but comply either way, removing the sad excuse of protection from the cold, fingers instantly curling into your husband’s. he blows onto it, conversation falling silent as your keep your eyes trained on the sight in front of you.
it’s slow, the minutes pass, the sky barely changing. the sun decides to stop the teasing, unleashing its brilliant lights that prompt the both of you to squint. it becomes more bearable to longer you look at it, welcoming the painting of warm colours you never tire of seeing. it mixed like an impromptu painting, unknowingly presenting a magnificent piece of art despite the messiness among the clouds and skyline.
jaehyun has moved behind you by then, engulfing you in his arms while he continued to warm your hands. jokingly, he wedges his hand in between your neck, surprising you slightly with his ice cold lips that were slowly cracking.
as the colours thicken and blend, you can feel the other snuggle more into the crook of your neck, gentle and careful to not shock you again. his body fits with yours perfectly, body warmth gradually shared the more and longer you embrace. with a shift of your butt, you’re moving to stand up, but immediately gets pulled down by his strong arms.
“not yet…” he mumbles, fighting against sleepiness for you. there’s a stammer in his voice as he struggles to find the words he wants to say. you attempt to stand up a second time and this time, jaehyun lets you, ready to follow you with an arm around your waist. “why’d you wanna stand up?”
you say nothing as you place your hands on his cheeks, cold to the touch. there’s time for you to admire his face later, so you dive in to fit your lips to his. it moves without trouble, having done this countless times like how jaehyun’s arms fit around your middle. his body is pressed flush against your own, able to feeling every muscle that’s reacting to your kiss that it leaves him hungry for more.
it makes you woozy, dizzy, dopey, the way jaehyun is fondling you, lips moving in tandem with the squeezing hands on your sides. a bit of warmth creeps up from the side, signifying the last bits of the sunrise. it makes the other smile, but you’re not sure why.
you pull away curiously, mouth only an inch from his as you impatiently waited for his answer. “no… just… funny how you brought me up here to watch the sky change colours and instead you’re locking lips with me.” he says with a smirk.
“oh my god, shut up,” you’re giggling like a schoolgirl, taken back to when you’d laugh shamelessly backstage as the members teased you; including the time when the two of you were interviewed for one of korea’s slice-of-life magazines with a suggestive answer on jaehyun’s part… and also of the time when you almost slipped on cake batter that you dropped on the floor.
each day you spend with your boyfriend-turned-husband is guaranteed to be filled with laughter, and now is just one more memory to store away. jaehyun hovers over your lips this time, unifying your smiles with miscalculated kisses that never quite land. you’re struggling to contain it now, breaking contact to stretch your lips into a grin that is reciprocated by the other.
“will your cute ass stop giggling?” he wants to fake his anger, but it backfires as his own laugh fills your ears. it feels like a warm hug after a rainy day, and you give him just that while your arms encircle around his neck. you can’t care much for the colours blooming in the sky now, rather admiring the crimson appearing on his cheeks even after the many years you’ve been together. you bury your face in his chest.
“thank you, jae. for loving me,” your confession is whispered so soft that the other is convinced he wouldn’t hear it. but he does, and the softening of his eyes is something you don’t catch.
“i’m happy to do it. everyday, baby, it’s everyday that i fall deeper and deeper. i hope it’ll never end,” you’re silent, but the words make your heart and cheeks flare up and it’s a minute before you find the courage to say your part.
“likewise, jaehyun. i love you.”
#nct#nct imagines#nct x reader#nct smut#nct angst#nct fluff#nct scenarios#nct drabbles#nct headcanons#nct soft hours#nct 127#nct 127 x reader#nct 127 smut#nct 127 angst#nct 127 fluff#nct 127 imagines#nct 127 scenarios#nct 127 drabbles#jung jaehyun#jaehyun x reader#jaehyun angst#jeong jaehyun#jeong yunho#jaehyun fluff#jaehyun x male reader#jaehyun nct#jaehyun smut#jaehyun scenarios#jaehyun imagines#nct jaehyun
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cuddling jeno
✎ genre(s): fluff, bulletpoint
✎ pairing: reader x nct’s jeno
✎ requested?: no
✎ summary: how is it like to cuddle with jeno
✎ word count: 500
✎ a/n: you guys seem to really like these series so thank you for all the likes and reblogs! it makes me really happy :)
other versions: mark - renjun - jeno - haechan - jaemin - chenle - jisung
MY CUDDLE BUDDY!!!
that’s literally the nickname I gave him because cuddling jeno would be so perfect??
just imagine jeno’s arms around your waist?!?!?!
first of all
I think jeno would love hugging over kissing
even though I’m sure he has amazing lips hm I think he would actually really love to hug you and especially cuddle with you!
he loves loooong hugs
no joke once he starts to hug you he’s not going to let go
if you have to go somewhere he will follow you with his arms around your shoulders, walking like a penguin
he gives you a lot of backhugs most of the time but I bet he actually prefers front hugs
he just feel so safe and warm <3
try running to him with open arms and a big smile on your face and smash him into a big lovely hug
oh my god jeno’s heart would instantly melt
blushes a lot when you hug him out of nowhere!
in conclusion jeno is a hug lover hehe
talking about your actual cuddles sessions
I feel like he would actually be so clingy but will deny it when you tell the dreamies about how he’s always glued to you
(jaemin told us the truth jeno smh)
let me tell you that when he’s tired (^like in the gif)
the only thing on his mind at this moment
is cuddling you
he would be all whiny and in a bad mood if you aren’t in his arms
so the members would get annoyed because jeno complains too much and they would ask you to come over to save them from this nightmare lmao
when you finally arrive at the door and make eye contact with jeno
he will run to you despite his tiredness, carry you and spin you around with the biggest smile on his face
you don’t even have time to greet the other members that jeno has already thrown you on his bed and now he’s attacking you with kisses all over your face
so yeah most of the time you cuddle when you come back from school or when he comes back from the studio because you’re too tired to go out and because that’s basically the only time you can have his cuddles
sleepy cheek kisses here and there
omg jeno looooves when you’re laying on top of him and you’re hugging each other tight
because he can give you sweet little kisses on your cheek/neck anw
asks you shyly to play with his hair
always play some music in the background or you guys “watch” a film (”watch” because you’re either kissing or getting lost in each other’s eyes hm)
probably gets annoyed when his cats come into the room because he knows you’re gonna take care of them more than him lol
always falls asleep with his head on your lap or chest at the end
overall cuddling jeno seems such a cute and heart-warming thing to do
:(((
#lee jeno#nct#nct dream#nct 2018#nct jeno#nct imagines#nct scenarios#nct fluff#nct series#cuddling nct#jeno imagines#jeno scenarios#jeno fluff#cuddling jeno
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the whole week got me so exhausted that i ditched my last class yesterday just to be able to get the sleep and rest that i needed. i got an exam every day and 4/5 are my major subjects. i honestly do not know how i managed to stuff all those information in my brain in such a short amount of time but i’m glad i did even if i know to myself that there were a lot of things that i forgot during my exams. i’m just glad i survived this week despite the countless public and private breakdowns and my deteriorating mental health.
so anw, side kwento about how brave i was last night lol i honesly didn’t have the energy to talk to anyone the whole week but there will always be someone who will make you think twice, right? syempre, marupok ako eh HAHAHA.
i went to sleep as soon as i got home and woke up at the last few minutes of the night just because i miss her. we don’t usually text or chat but i’ve always wanted to tell her that i miss her whenever i feel like it but i’m scared that it’d just creep her out :—( BUT LAST NIGHT WAS DIFFEREEEENT. the brave soul jumped out.
i tried to shoot my shot and messaged her right away. i knew she wasn’t home yet.
i know that “Pinapasabi siguro to ni Lord” was a deadass lame excuse HAHAHAHAHA but u cant blame me!!!! it’s my first time shooting my shot :((( who was i kidding?? of course i knew what to say. i wanted to remind her that she needs to get some rest. having no sleep the whole week with dance training until 10 pm (or sometimes 3 am) and having to study afterwards for our exams is no joke. i know she’s a smart girl who knows everything already (except the fact that i like her ugh manhid af) bUT she still needs to get some rest.
at first, she found it cute but was creeped out after kasi she’s praning af and really thought that it was really the ~Lord~ telling her to get some rest. kala raw nya premonition na HAHAHHAA. HELLO ATE GIRL it’s just me missing you and being clingy!!! 🙄
it felt really nice saying those words to you kahit na i got really nervous. it was a relief that i got to say what i wanted to say PLUS i had the reason to wait for her to get home ~~para hindi ako maguilty pag may nangyaring masama sakanya~~ HAHAHA. sometimes i hate the things love make me do pero willing naman ako mag antay every day hanggang makauwi sya ng safe. long story short, i waited until 3 am just to make sure she’s home safely. and it felt reallllllyyyyy good kahit na sobrang hapdi na talaga ng eyes ko kasi i was so tired nga talaga and sleepy ahuhu
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I'm fine!!! I solved maths today which is a big thing for me cuz I'm terrible at it-- anyways hru???
maths is my worst subject too it’s alright bub 💀✋ and i’m doing good, just woke up so a bit sleepy but refreshed at the same time is that makes sense??? anw hope u have a nice day / night tho! <3
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Pink! Paintings! Waterfalls! Blushing! Also hello again friend!
hiii !!!
pink: sunsets or sunrises?
hmn i like the idea of it being Nighttime so technically sunsets as a time are preferable, but there’s something really pretty about the pale pinks n golds of sunrise ?? esp if i accidentally wake up early n leave early n get a morning coffee when the sky is still inky blue n it still feels like it’s night .... n everyone is still kinda sleepy n the air is kinda cold n crisp n then u see the first rays of sunlight and it’s like. Whoa,
painting: in what ways are you creative?
i write !!! am a writer !!!! recently i’ve crawled directly down the throat of my new oc universe, so i’m currently pulled in 6 different directions n all of them are pretty tragic (rose-gold champagne wife birthday is coming up and i MUST write smth, m legally obligated to, or wht kind of creator am i ??? so learene fluff/smut/both incoming) ,,,,,,,,,,,,m not even fully decided but i kinda wanna make a text game fr them just to appease the sudden drive to Create Everything At Once ,, but also someone pls drag me into a new fandom i need insp and validation
waterfalls: describe your perfect date.
mashed potato + any movie/anime/tv show, as long as it feels like either melted caramel or lemon cheesecake feelings-wise + no rly i could eat an infinite amount of mashed potatoes im not even joking but it would be especially nice to eat them with someone i like + must be good mashed potatoes. the creamy kind. th kind w butter n milk n seasoning. + we can also make the mashed potatoes together, it’s a solid plan
blushing: describe a rad person you know.
ur bullying me i alr answered this n im bad at describing real ppl :
asky thingy
#aksjfasdf thank u !! sry fr giving u like 4 paragraphs of shit#i successfully Went to that cafe place i mentioned in an earlier ask#n got a jasmine tea tht they managed to scald again#so it was bitter like i am after tht history teacher ruined my perfect gpa for funsies#like. hello. ur module isnt even relevant to my major in any capacity...#ahhh but the atmosphere was Soothing even w someone loudly bitching in the background#kinda want more tea now tho :( anything that makes me Write....#yilingdramaqueen#aksdjf ur url gets me every time#mail#q.txt
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sometimes I forget I have an art tumblr and then I remember out of the blue I’m so sorry I’m bad at responding to asks here
#tbh I’m bad at responding in general on social media my energy is so low most days chjsdns#I’ll try to answer some stuff tonight if I don’t forget when I move to my computer#I’m prepping to move again soon so I’m gonna b packing stuff up tonight and might get distracted#ibbledribbles#my brain oscillates wildly between being active and engaged and sometimes obsessed w/ social media and engagement and then like#being like. I need to disappear. social media is rotting my brain I need to delete all my accounts and go off the grid#jk I thrive on social media Id never do that also this is my job but sometimes it’s nice to just like. not have the responsibility and#stress that comes with the pressure to post consistently and constantly having a stream of new content#like I don’t want to make things just for the sake of posting but at the same time when I’m not active in that way my engagement directly#suffers#tbh this is mostly on sites like Insta and tiktok ive kinda given up on getting engagement on tumblr since most of my followers r ghosts and#the site is dead art wise but like I still like to chill here#Ik I should be more on top of things considering it’s my job but um mental illness lol <3#not to mention my chronic fatigue yawnz I’m sleepy af#I just come on here every couple months to be like sorry 4 not posting my body and brain r fucked <3 and then I die again#anw idr why I was posting this m just rambling now
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[diary 17.10]
i;m really sleepy now. my eyes are heavy, ready to shut down anytime but here I am still writing diary because I have to :))
actually today is the first day I have to take 3 classes a day, which means I had to wake up 6a.m and haven’t blinked an eye till now, 10p.m. kind of tired but whatever, after writing this I will get straight to the bed. although it sounds tiring to take 3 classes a day but today is not bad. I had fun with my friends most of the time and it felt like I was taking another break before entering the hectic exam in 3 weeks. sounds crazy again right, cause I just finish one several days ago but yep, that’s what university looks like. anw, i’m not gonna talk much about this becuz uni sucks in my brain.
as i mentioned before, i got to talk with my friends alot. we came over one of my friend’s house and had fun there. actually we talked, about love, life, study, private girly thing, etc. we laughed, we worried, we sighed but most of the time, we appreciated what we now have. no big boobs, hair loss, worry over love and whatever ppl would say about us. we dream alot yet know how brutal the life is. how can I say this...like we accept it while enjoying ourselves. such teenagers!
financial accounting, mondai, kanji on the check list..hmm..seem like I have to work hard again tmr :)))) and my physical education’s teacher is crazy af
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