#anticipatory

[nightdreamsdaymares]

Hi!

I was always with the 27 legends.

Janis Joplin. Kurt Cobain. Jimi Hendrix. Amy Winehouse. Jim Morrison.

All of them died at age 27.

I'm nervous and anxious to live everyday in fear I'll die this year.

RIP

[freyjuseggr]

soon....

[pizza-feverdream]

Okay as someone who doesn't watch a lot of explicitly horror movies (like, I've watched dhmis and small things but never like full length films cause my anxiety won't let me) what should I prepare myself for for watching the fnaf movie? Cause I want to, but I also want to be mentally prepared for it so I'm not too scared? Idk I'm kinda a wimp and don't want to have nightmares

Editing to add what was clear to me but I realize yall did not know: I've never played any of the games and have only kinda been interested like- this week. I don't know anything lol but my brother is obsessed and I wanted to do something with him so we're seeing the movie

[chronicallyonlinecath]

Wednesday, January 11th 2023 - "Either a little too high or a little too low" /lyr

God what a day. Where do I start? I mean, it wasn't that exciting, but interesting things happened. Things didn't get good until science though, when Janek almost set his book on fire with an electric motor.

Fun times.

After that I headed to windband. And I was getting chairs for the saxophone section, because I play tenor saxophone, when Andrew appeared, saying he was coming to the whole rehearsal instead of going to rugby. And I was like, "uh, why?!" And he wandered off and left me to set up for the saxes, which i did perfectly well, as usual. Andrew appeared behind me and was like "did you get me chair??"

Of course i did. It's a habit to prepare for his abrupt arrival.

We started playing a guardian's of the galaxy medley which i adore so much, it's goddamn beautiful, except Andrew can't always play it but that's just... mildly annoying.

He was relatively mature this windband. Kinda. And sorta kind, too.

At the break, Harry murdered me. Yes he did.

I was about to text Winch about the fact Harvey mouthed "foreskin friend" at me in retaliation to me calling Wini wifey on Sunday, when Harry snuck up on me and muttered "interesting" into my ear I kid you not, I screamed like I was about to be stabbed. And smacked him for good measure. Whack. The thing was Harvey was stood right in front of me playing trombone and watched the whole thing occur with no expression. The little git.

Anyway, after playing a new piece called Invincible which seems almost impossible for all except us, the 'taxes', according to the conductor, we had to pack up. And for once, Andrew helped. He stacked my chairs, and almost got stuck in the door and was insistent he didn't need my help. Now this is where things get interesante.

According to Harvey, Andrew announced he knew he is in my "top six crushes" because one of his friends told him.

First off, I do not have six crushes. I have four, max, and mainly it's all Andrew.

Second of all, how the hell did his friend find out?

I was bombarding Harvey with questions on the way home and he was equally as confused as I was-

Apparently Mattson found out as well. He looked sour as hell and when i tried to help him with the timpanis he gave me the cold shoulder. I guess he doesn't like the fact I like his friend, then.

Once I got home, I went detective. I messaged Alison, who had no idea, and then Carter, who revealed to me several things; (disclaimer - i do not blame Carter or Andrew's friend for him finding out I at least like him a bit. Carter didn't know they'd tell Andrew, and they didn't know not to tell him. Besides, he was gonna find out at some point, I was just curious as to how)

Carter and Peter were talking about Cath Morrison, as in me, the notebook and this blog, in science. Andrew's friend kept asking them about it, and I guess some information got through. And then they relayed it back to Andrew.

Interesting, interesting indeed.

So I guess Andrew knows I like him, at least a little bit.

Should I be upset or angry? Probably Am i? No. I'm pretty excited I don't know how this is going to go down. My romance life hasn't been this exciting and anticipatory in what feels like forever.

The teasing hope. The hanging question of "do they like me back"? Does he? Probably not. Probably not at all. Maybe as a friend. Ugh, who knows-

I'll wait it out and see... and I cannot bleeding wait.

~CM

[soolegal]

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[kamandzak]

Excerpt | 1,344

Summary: A journal, written by Will Taylor in second person, breaks down the 1,344 hours from the beginning of the end to that very end. The hours are spent shooting the breeze with best friend Sam Tasker as they telling stories of their friendship, revealing secrets as Will's normal slowly unravels.

Context: On day 68 of the story, the boys meet one of the final hurdles and it hurts like hell.

Day 68

Dear Sam,

     “Mrgh?” It wasn’t even a word but any sort of noise was now considered a win. I had ditched hope. Hope was no good. Not anymore.      “Sam?”      “Who ‘re ‘ou?”      “What was that?”      “Who are you?” The words were slow, eternal. We were here. I never thought we would reach the point where you no longer recognized my face.      “It’s me, Will,” I introduced myself to my favorite person. “Remember me? We’ve known each other for…. I… I love you, Sam.” My hand shook against your cheek. “Do you remember?”      “You smell familiar.”      “Of course I do. You know me.”      “And your smell.”      “And my smell,” I managed with a laugh. “Here.” I shimmied out of your red jacket and lay it across your chest. “It used to be yours but it stopped smelling like you weeks ago.”      “Will.” You found my name and my stomach dropped. “Will. I remember you now.”      “Good.” Bubbles stuck in my throat. “I’m glad.”      “You sound weird. What… is happening? Who… is that? Who is that, Will? In the corner over there? Is that Dad?” There was no one in the corner and I knew you were stuck between this life and the next.      “Yeah. Yeah, Sam, that’s your dad. Say hi for me, will you?”      “Hey,” you whispered. “It’s been awh-.” Sentences ended mid-thought. “Is that Helen?”      “Yeah. What do you want to say to her?”      “I’ll miss you and all the advice you-.” Your eyes were glassy within your gradually caving face, beautiful as always. “Will I never told you s-.”      “What didn’t you tell me?”      “I sign-. Bef- you came back.”      “You signed? Signed what?”      “DN-.”      “A what?”      “A DNR. Don’t keep me alive if I die, okay? I don’t want to keep doing th-. This. I don’t rememb- a lot but- I remember yo-. Is that Aaron?” I wanted to throw up and run away. I wanted to wake up. I wanted a lot of things.      “Yeah. What do you want to say to him?”      “You fucker. I hate yo-. I hate that you bro-. You broke the one man I’ve loved an-. And I hope you bur- in hell.”      “Well said.”      “I thought so too. There’s no one else there, right?”      “No, Sam. No, there isn’t.”      “Good.”      “Do you feel better now?”      “Not yet but I think I wi-. I think I will soon.”

[dreamgirljune]

been thinking a lot about anticipatory grief lately. i love you so much that i know losing you will devastate me. i haven't lost you yet but i already miss you. we still have time, but it won't be enough. i think about what i would say at your funeral, and say some of it to you now cause i need you to know how loved you are before you go. you will go where i cannot follow, but you will never really leave me. it won't make it hurt less but it is a part of healing somehow.

[sl8tersstuff]

I live my life in a constant state of grief of what I did, what I didn’t do, and what I can never do.

[buggachat]

side note i am still vibrating on the edge of my seat waiting for the upcoming hit release of clear future GOTY contender Miraculous: Paris Under Siege, coming to Xbox and Playstation and Switch and Steam. every day i wait in agony for October 25th.

[operationslipperypuppet]

so in my insanity I’ve checked the stats: 7 episodes of campaign three were released after 8am (eastern) on a Friday. they’re all thicc sodes.

they are: 26 - Big Bev, 27 - King of Dragons, 28 - Pulling Strings, 30 - Old Man on the Edge of Town, 35 - Le Lantern, 42 - Elimination Chamber, 43 - Blood and Wine.

im so normal fine and casual when im east coast awake on a friday and the new naddpod episode isn’t out yet. doesn’t worry me ever.

[trooly-ticklish]

Happy birthday to my friend who loves Hecate a whole bunch! And Hecate looooves him too 😘

Those nails looks like they could tickle reeaaaally badly, hehehe! Make sure you don't lose around them~

[coyoteprince]

If you are the spiritual sort, we would appreciate some kind energy. Bincy may not have much time with us left and both Gob and I are emotionally wrecked.

[kaftan]

The thing about Amy is that her post-trigger existence is a trolley problem where she’s on the one-person track, having the lever pulled on her. Here is a diagram to illustrate:

[soolegal]

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