#another friend was there to bet shes notnimportant
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#i had a dream with my neighbor in it and it was really confusing and nice#we went to the waterpark yesterday and when we went around in the lazy river we held hands so we souldnt separate#another friend was there to bet shes notnimportant#neighbor was kind lf hogh at the waterpark because of crouf anxiety and not a lot of body confidence so she was just kind of sayingn whateve#but when we were in the river jolding hands she was like (ugh suddenly im like really touch starved)#and i half jokingly went (well im right next tonir house. call me iver any time and ill like hold ur hand or something)#but apperantly i really just wanted to cuddle subconciously because my dream brain decided to make up the wierdest scenario ever so we could#in the dream she was still saying whatever and we were flirting very lightly and she admitted to me that she was into pup play#and i was like uhhh ok#but there was a community that was like sfw cgl or chagre centered on cuddling and being really sweet to each other#one partner would either age regress or just act childlike for fun and the other would snuggle and take care of them#(i think my brain got this idea because i was researcching DID and watched a video about what 3 different systems do when they age slide)#and i was like (oh if i want her to pay attention to my ill do that)#but she already had a partner and i bashfully admitted that i wanted what they had#she time traveled to the park and i was childlike and giddy and small but then i reapized that there were normal people around who#didnt understand what i was doing so i snapped out of it and broke the immersion and it was a litte awkward#we walked into the shade and her pertner tried to cuddle me but he was like a foot away and i was upset because i wasnt cudlding her#in general unsatisfying#oh yeah the terms for this community was to (like too but for aome reason only spelled with one o) smol and to tol#and all morningnive felt really wierd because i feel closer to her now even thoni know its a dream and j cant just call her up and be like#hey i had a dream this happened can we cuddle#thatd be stupid as hell#anyway#thanks for coming to my ted talk#dream
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