💙 i have a friend crush on you! and 👀 i’m too shy to talk to you
why is this a theme pls i love y’all so much come talk to meee 😭🤍 holding your hands right now, nonnie 🌷
🔊 im really glad i started following you!
what, this mixed bag of overly emotional fic, me being dramatic about one thing or another, and reblogs of wonderful fics and gifsets and art?? well, never gets boring eh? :D
(thank you darling, leaving a hug and a flower at your front door 🌷🤍)
I STARTED PLAYING NEW VEGAS AND I FINALLY GOT BOONE AS A COMPANION AND I. I GET IT NOW. I JUST GOT THE “Heh. I knew you’d be the death of me.” LINE AND ??? OH MY GOD???
Heyyy guess who's back 🎀 I'm just rambling and spreading the agenda though this time,, have you considered,, Spirits boykisser,, but for the Lavenders,, boykisser moment when he kisses all the Lavenders he's got rizz or as the Leaguers say, Leagurizz
WHERE did u get ur big bird plush he is so cute! /nfta
Hi!! I got him at the Sesame Place theme park gift shop last year in Philadelphia, I think they have one in San Diego too if ur on the west coast. Outside of the US I’m not sure how you’d obtain one, I looked online but I don’t think he is available there that I could see.
My fiancé took me to sesame place for our one year anniversary and also proposed to me there when we were going to take a pic with Big Bird it was such a lovely unbelievable surprise 🥺💍 i picked out this plush before we went home and he goes most places with me now ^u^
look this isnt even a spoiler. theyre not making out. i dont like to write making out it feels like im a creep in the bushes, also the describing the mechanics of it kinda makes it feel clownish to me
inb4 i dont care if other people write make outs and sometimes its very well written and fun but i dont want to. they can be intimate in other ways
Anonymous asked (mentioning @ofdraiocht): Naotora, isn't it hard being in a relationship and being so far away from Naoe? Wouldn't it be better to find someone closer or in your own band?
This again... ❛ Of course it's hard... I want to see him every day, but I only get to every few weeks, or sometimes every few months. But hey, it could've been worse! The Uesugi are closer to us than the Hojo or the Date are, so it doesn't take as long to reach them. Plus, me and Tatsuomi are on good terms, so I can come and go to his band whenever I please instead of having to ask for permission ahead of time. ❜ It isn't the most agreeable arrangement in the world, and he certainly would love to wake up daily to Naoe's warmth, beauty and even routine scoldings, but it isn't something he cannot bear. The distance is an obstacle and so are their different affiliations, but there are also plenty of blessings that have paved the way for their relationship to flourish as it has. Perhaps he should thank Tatsuomi for this the next time they meet: for not making their circumstances even harder than they have to be, as he's sure the other grand generals would have had in his place.
❛ ...You know, I'm sure it'd have been better for me to do many things differently, but this isn't one of them. It would've been easier to maintain a relationship with someone I could've seen whenever I wanted to, sure, but not easier to find that person. I had the option to pick anyone I wanted from my band. I still have that option, and I always will. But that's exactly it. There isn't anyone I've met that I can see myself falling in love with other than Naoe, in or outside my band, and I'm definitely not going to court or marry someone I don't feel anything for just for the sake of it. ❜ He has personally met every member of the Takeda, has seen them through wartime and peace, has been told each and every one of their hopes and concerns, yet none of them have ever become anything more than people he feels duty-bound to protect. Friends, fellow warriors, innocent bystanders, but not one had ever ignited the special spark he presently feels while even just simply thinking of Naoe. Not one for almost three decades, until he'd decided to spare a glance towards the other bands as well.
Naoe hadn't been love at first sight either (far from it), and Naotora's obliviousness had made him watch as his beloved got engaged, married and then divorced seven times over the course of their many years of comradery, before the realization had finally hit him. Perhaps the red soul's exemplary persistence and the unchanging nature of Naoe's personality were what ultimately tipped him over. The grand general has met his fair share of powerful bushi and equally as many strong-willed people, but none had ever shone as brightly as Naoe had. None had been as true to themselves as Naoe was. None had interacted with him as an equal that he could rant about, argue with and fight as Naoe had.
Naotora is not and has never been in love with the concept of love. That is the primary difference between him and his beloved. He never sought love for love's sake, and therefore what he feels for the accountant is nothing short of a miracle that he wishes to protect. He is in love with the myriad of traits that his red soul possesses, in precisely the quantity and shape it took for them to form the man that Naoe is today. Even if someone else with the same traits were to appear in front of him right now, he heavily doubts they would have half the impact his beloved does on his soul. No matter what angle he may consider it from, it would be a thousand times harder for the blue soul to find someone else he could adore as readily as he does Naoe, than it is to sustain their current long-distance relationship. And even if it had been easier on that front too? He would have picked Naoe regardless. ❛ So unless you can make a second Naoe, down to every cell he has in his body and every thought he has in his mind, and have him join my band instead of Tatsuomi's... well, I guess we'll just have to let the distance make our hearts grow fonder, haha! ❜