#anonymous asks are on if you're shy

[sincerely-sofie]

Re: your mental health comic - I hope, if any of those characters are based on real hallucinations youve had, that you don't have them anymore. You're a good person who doesn't deserve to be talked to like that.

(Referencing this or this post, I’m not sure which)

Thank you so much for your kind words! The characters in those works are representations of actual hallucinations I’ve experienced. They were real nasty pieces of work, but I haven’t actually hallucinated one in a severe enough manner to talk to them in about… Shoot. Hang on, I need to think… 5-ish years now? I think? And the last time I did, I heard a brief sentence before I took some heavy-duty meds that knocked me out and took care of the hallucination by the time I woke up. I’ve gone through a lot of growth between now and then, and I’m now in a place where the only lasting legacy those losers have had is making me very good at abstract descriptions + personifications and self-reflection. Their cruel words are fuzzy and vague things that I barely remember.

Heck, I went through some old notes to remember some nicknames I gave them, and it was a blast from the past that I actually laughed at! They actually called me “less than worthless” to the point I internalized and verbalized it many times? Wow. That’s pretty cringe, guys. You spent your entire lives bullying a teenager. Cool. Now I love myself and forgot that was ever a mantra I recited at all times in my head.

I once had a project I was working on where I made a fictionalized autobiography set in a fantasy world starring a self-insert and these jokers. It was going to be a kind of field guide to hallucinations I experienced. I stopped working on it after a while because it was too painful for me to develop, as it was meant to dig deep into the pain and struggles I went through on a daily basis… and now I’m looking back at it and considering making it a humorous story about how ridiculous my hallucinations were— at least the ones with consistent personalities. Comedy equals tragedy plus time, truly.

I might end up posting some of the more solemn journal comics I made about these chuckleheads... It'd be weird to dig up my significantly older work, but I think it would do me some good and maybe be enjoyable / educational for others!

[mothandpidgeon]

Dropping in to say thank you for your stories! I love Nine Lives - it is so original. Thanks for sharing this Ezra with us! I also just started The Outlaws the other day (Joel and Ellie as outlaws!? Another amazing idea!) and was curious if you were working on upcoming chapters. ❤️

Hey anon!

I'm really touched that you're enjoying Nine Lives! And it makes me so happy to hear you've decided to check out another fic in my masterlist.

The Outlaws is a fic that I'm super proud of. The concept was with me for a year before I started writing it and I've had so much fun writing Missy. Thing is, it's one of my least popular fics to date.

The last chapter I posted back in August only got 2 reblogs with comments and they came from very close friends. Which is to say, nobody is reading this fic. And that's ok. I'll probably finish it one day because I do have the rest of it outlined and it's good shit. But it's going to at the very bottom of my pile because it's really the worst feeling to put out a fic I love and get no love on it.

Maybe people are reading it. It sounds like you like it, dear anon. But I will encourage anyone that's reading a fic they enjoy to engage with it, reblog it so it can reach more readers. And most importantly, so I can know that it's hitting.

[thepoisonroom]

apologies if this is a dumb question and i won't be offended at all if you dont answer/dont know but since you've worked in libraries before i was curious if you knew how to let your library know you're interested in an audiobook they haven't purchased ? i know i used to be able to make requests on overdrive but since the switch to libby i haven't been able to figure it out. i hope youre having a lovely day whether you can help or not and appreciate you taking the time to read all this 💛

sorry for the late reply, i haven't been online much and just saw this! most public libraries will have a form on their website called something like "purchase request" or "suggest a title" that you can use to request things! people often think this is only for books, but most places will let you request audiobooks, DVDs, etc. librarians won't always add the things you request to the collection, and they often can't explain every decision in detail due to volume, so results may vary.

the one thing to be mindful of is that audiobook/ebook licensing can be really weird, and sometimes publishers do make it really difficult or impossible for libraries to license certain items! so if your library doesn't get something you ask for, that sucks and is disappointing, but please don't hesitate to keep sending in requests as you have them! that info is always super helpful for collections folks looking to add things to the library that they think you'll want and use!

[somescotuprobzforgot]

I may have a slight obsession starting with you, possibly envious that those nephews get to see your gorgeous titties up close. 🔥

Hehehe. Welcome to the fanclub! I think there's like 3 of you now 🤣 Don't be a stranger 😘

[minds-interlinked]

I dare Ochako to kiss Izuku.

Dare my muse to kiss someone - [[ @emerald-might ]]

Ochako's cheeks flushed a deep red at the mere thought of kissing Deku. But this was a dare, surely she had to suck it up, and get it over with, right?

Not wanting to waste another second, she sought him out. Once she found him, without so much as a warning, she leaned in and kissed his cheek.

[miabebe]

I'm so sorry the next chapter of the Changkyun series is taking so long - I wasn't really feeling very encouraged to write off late.

After giving my everything to the latest dk piece I wrote and seeing it not do as well, especially given how happy I am with it, kinda discouraged me a bit.

It took me a while to remind myself that it's okay, end of the day, writing is my emotional outlet, world building is something I enjoy, this blog is for me to express myself!

Hence, I have started working on chapter 6 again, it's in the works, I hope you look forward to it!

[strayslost]

I want to interact with you so bad and throw my bois at Sigma or someone else from BSD, but I don't know how. Talking is NOT my forte and I shrivel up and die if I message people. ;-;

Oh nooooooo, anon, I'm so sorry!! I feel you so bad on this, I wish I could get rid of your anxiety for you! ;~~; All I can do is promise you that I absolutely love talking with new people (especially about BSD), and I don't judge at all if you find conversation hard, because, uhhhh, same here haha :P Whether you've been following me for forever and we've never interacted, or we've talked a few times before but it's never gone anywhere, or you're new here completely, it doesn't matter to me, I'd love to get to know you / write with you either way!!

Plus, you're never pressured to respond often/quickly with me. I can go for weeks or months without a reply (ic or ooc) and I'll be just as happy to start talking with you again as I was before, so please never feel like interactions have to be a stressful thing if possible! Your comfort and what you're able to do is most important <333 you're also welcome to write with me without interacting ooc if that makes you more comfortable, but if you'd like to talk ooc too you're more than welcome!

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

Hihi just wanna say real quick that you are very cool :00 I adore all the little comments you put in the tags on my posts they’re so fun to read /gen and it’s really awesome to find another Kross enjoyer (alsoalso your art is beautiful too)

anyway I just wanted to say that…

-A person who was too nervous to send this out of anon lmao

UAZGHJHFAGJ AAAA THANK YOUUU :') <3333

man why are you all so shyyyy when i'm just. i'm just a lil girl i'm a small widdle artist who goes insane over anything that remotely involves art/writings on the most niche fandoms like :'D i'm really not that cool i promise HHH xD

and man i might not know exactly who you are (although i can probably guess >;)c) but it makes me extremely happy that you like my tags!! i know how good it feels to get some nice comments on your works so for all the people who looked at it and didn't reblog i'll give you as many tags that i can possibly come up with!!! >:Dc <33333

[chiliadicorum]

For the Ainur ask: 12, 17 & 20?

You picked some tough ones anon, wow. Not kidding, I spent two days this week at work thinking about the second one alone.

What would you like to create? Specifically, bioluminescent anything. I'd put it everywhere the light doesn't reach, deep in caves, in the dark woods, speckled along fields and under tree roots... (it's my hc that it already exists in the Outer Lands) Non-specifically, anything involving the sea/water - that's why I think Ulmo would be one of the Valar I'd serve

Is there an event in canon you'd (attempt to) influence (using your powers/foresight/etc.)? This took SO LONG to figure out and to finally decide, i opted to go with what still ticks me off when I think about it. Now we all know Turin is a walking trainwreck, but after much deliberation, I've decided, if given the chance, I would try to influence Turin to NOT go to Nargothrond.

He's the reason Nargothrond fell. Cirdan sent warning, he sent advice, and having grown up in Doriath YOU KNOW TURIN KNEW ABOUT CIRDAN AND HIS FORESIGHT. But no, bc of his crapfest life, bc of all his personal nonsense, he dismisses Cirdan, insults him (to the point it would've caused a severe diplomatic incident had Nargothrond survived to experience it) and pushes to completely ignore everything Cirdan said. I'm just as annoyed with Orodreth for being so weak-spined and caving to him when he should've known better but Turin....agh like I said it ticks me off thinking about it!

Just like Glorfindel shouldn't have died in his fight with the Balrog, Nargothrond shouldn't have fallen as it had. I still believe it would have - nothing could withstand Morgoth and his might - but not at the time it had and not in the manner it did.

Any scores to settle in Dagor Dagorath? Hmm...I'm thinking retribution for what Morgoth did to the Eagles back in the day (and the Ents for that matter)

Ainur ask (these are fun, hit me up!)

[cat-madhouse]

sends in a wave bc seeing you around made me smile :] - an OMORI (so so so sorry if this makes you uncomfortable,, I just saw you reblog another OMORI's kinfession so wanted to say hi)

Hi hello hi !! Hi this doesn't make me uncomfortable at all I'm. I don't know how to say it any other way but I love OMORIs and seeing OMORIs around makes me so very happy and zmrhldhsb. Hello !! (waves back)

[rubinee]

i just noticed i had anon asks turned off? it should work now

[rejoiceandcomplain]

hey you seem so cool and we seem to have a lot in common let’s be friends just letting you know i’m kinda awkward !!

Hiii, I'd love to be friends!! And no worries about being awkward I'm like. The expert on being awkward tbh 😅 feel free to dm me hehe ❤️ also thank u for thinking I'm cool skdkfkf

[bubble--c]

insomnia is such a bitch

[simpjaes]

Wrong brother ― P.JS & P.SH

anonymous requested: jayhoon with “fucking the wrong brother” trope 😵‍💫

wc: 1.8k

tags: sunghoon is a fuckboy on campus but you don't know it. you accidentally send your nudes to jay instead of his brother sunghoon and well....WELL, sexting, actual fucking but it's alluded to, second-hand embarrassment. NOT PROOF READ.

"Just friends" only goes so far when you've been pining something fierce for the past three semesters for a very specific kind of dicking down.

By specific, you mean Sunghoon. You want Sunghoon to dick you down so fucking bad by this point that you think you're going crazy.

The thing is, you've been friends with him and his brother, Jay, since you started college. The three of you kind of clinged to each other because you at least recognized one another (from your hometown) on this vast campus that is filled with strangers and people already within respective groups.

The three of you made your own respective friend group.

Over the semesters, you never really thought about either of them in a sexual light until Sunghoon did something one day that ignited a little bit of something in you. Maybe it's the way he looked at you that night, all drunken and woozy with drooping eyes and your image melting you into his surroundings. Or maybe it's the way he didn't seem to mind that you walked in on that, witnessing him literally choke a girl out on his cock mid-party in an unlocked bathroom.

It's the way all three of you were gonna blow off this party and just hang out together again. It's the way all three of you ended up admitting that you low-key wanted to experience a college party every now and then. It's the way he refuses to talk about what you saw, but knows damn well you want to mock him for it.

Mocking him in a way that would make him talk about it. If only so you can ask why he looked at you like that, with his half-smirk and quick raise of the brows as if to fucking invite you to join.

You made a point not to tell Jay about this because you knew he'd never let Sunghoon live it down, and quite frankly, you want him to live it down. With you, specifically.

This leads to today. So long after you witnessed Sunghoon mid-sexual light, it was hard to see him the way you used to. The way he held her head down even when someone walked in...the way you saw a glimpse of him moaning, half-talking to her when you opened the door.

Is it so wrong that you feel Sunghoon, the shy, beloved, and sweet Sunghoon, has a bit of a mean streak if his dick is hard? Is it really, so fucking horrible for you to kinda, be like, you know, turned the fuck on by it?

It's gotten to the point that the few friends you do have outside of your little circle has gotten fucking sick of hearing about him.

"Just fucking send him a nude, god." One of your friends gripes with a roll of her eyes. "We're in college, he's probably down to fuck if you are!"

You roll your eyes right back at her, snarling a bit as you lean in closer, whispering now.

"He's like, my best friend. Don't you think it's weird that I can't stop thinking about the way he like...basically treated some girl's face like a pocket pussy?"

"No. The dude is hot, anyone would wanna partake in-"

"I can't just fucking roll up like 'Hey hoonie, nice cock, i think. I don't know, i couldn't see it because you had it buried into some girl and I really want to see what it looks like and also i really want you to do that to me just to see what it's like maybe hahahahha"

"You can literally do that." You friend says, fed up. "Again, just snap a nude to him and send it. Just immediately apologize and beg him not to look at it. Pretend it's an accident."

You stare at her, feeling your phone burn in your pocket at the idea.

"I'll text you and tell you what happens." You say suddenly, wiping your hands clean from the crumbs of your snack and walking away without another word.

You don't hear her, but your friend cheers you on with another roll of her eyes. She doesn't actually care because, well, it's Sunghoon. She's actually a little bit shocked that word hasn't gotten around to you. The dude is actually very, very well known with the ladies on campus.

Any lady.

All ladies.

Except you, apparently.

・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

Mortified.

You are fucking mortified. Here you were, dressed in your best (absolutely nothing) with your fingers still grazing your clit as you stare in horror at your phone.

You really did that. You sent the fucking newly taken photo and immediately apologized. Hell, you even closed your phone for a minute out of anxiety that approaching Sunghoon this way was a bad idea...

You phone went off just a few seconds after you turned it off. Just a text from Jay, no biggie, probably just wondering what you're up to.

You were literally still playing with your clit when you opened his text without much care. He shouldn't find out you're making a move on Sunghoon anyway, right?

Well, yeah. He'll never find out because that fucking move you made wasn't on Sunghoon at all. The way your stomach flips upon opening his texts only to find that fucking picture of your open, wet, fingered pussy right there above your quick apology... and then right below that is Jay's texts reading:

Jay: was that really an accident?

Jay: figured you'd have called to tell me to not look at it if you actually were sorry

Jay: i'd know if you had someone to send something like that to anyway

Fuckkkkk why'd you have to be so bold to send something so graphic?! It's so out of character for you, even if you did send it to the right person to begin with. You really are going fucking crazy.

You: um...it was an accident, really...

Jay: you don't seem too apologetic for sending it to me

Jay: "sorry, that wasnt for you. pls delete lol"

Jay:....you sure it wasn't for me?

Jay: sounds like you meant to send that...

This is...embarrassing. Jay, fucking Jay of all people is stroking his fucking ego right now. Thinking this is for him, that you want him. Which, i mean, that's surprising because he acts so uninterested in sex when you're around him. Like you've never even seen him stare at a girl for too long or admit to you, or his brother, that he wants to start dating. Yet here he is??? Talking to you like this?

You don't even know how to respond to him when you get another text. A fucking image.

Of his cock.

That's Jay's cock on your phone. Right there. Jesus.

Jay: oops, lol, didn't mean to send that.

You pause, barely able to tear your eyes away from how fat that thing is before you respond in an annoyed, text-tone.

You: are you fucking mocking me?

Jay: depends, are you into that kind of thing?

What the fuck is happening right now? Is this really Jay? Is this how he acts? What is with you and your best friends ending up acting...so interesting when a pussy is around?

You: what's it to you?

Jay: you literally just showed me how deep your fingers can go in your pussy, it's everything to me right now

Why...did you just tingle? Why did your fucking clit throb at that? This is Jay. Then again, you had the same shock when you witnessed Sunghoon that night. Still, should you really play into this? Should you really lead Jay on out of pure arousal and curiosity and forget about your plan with Sunghoon?

You'd look so bad if Jay found out now that you plan to do the same shit to Sunghoon. Ugh, you feel like a total slut.

You: jay, it was an accident.

Jay: fuck off with that, no it wasnt. besides, i liked it. send more

You sigh, slapping yourself on the forehead out of pure embarrassment but god. Are you really about to do this? Are you really snapping more pictures right now?

Yeah. You fucking are. And you send them just as easily as you did the first time, allowing your clit to think for you at this moment rather than worry about the consequences of this.

Jay: fuck, i can't believe you're doing this right now, prettier than i imaged

Jay: jerked off to you so much last semester, was starting to think i need to find someone else to chase

Jay: [image attachment]

The whiplash you're getting right now. Jay...has been into you?! Since fucking when?!?! and, god, fuuuuck, why is he so big? Why is Sunghoon at the back of your mind right now? Why the fuck are you rubbing your clit harder for this?

Jay: well?

You: i feel weird about this

Jay: just give it a few, keep doing that, keep showing me.

And well, you do. Solely out of curiosity. You keep snapping pictures, showing him a personal timeline of how wet you're getting before you get another text from him. Finally, after about ten minutes of silence.

Jay: open your door

・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

Silence. Utter fucking silence as you lay next to Jay with his heavy limbs thrown over you. Despite the heaviness of your breathing paired with his, your ears are ringing.

How did he do that?!

When did he learn how to fuck like that?

What the actual fuck is happening?!

"Jay..." You half-whisper out to him, breath still struggling to balance out.

"Hm?" He hums back, his arms pulling you in, pressing your back to his chest as he ghosts his lips next to your ear. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I just-" You decide not to tell him about how this was accidental. "I'm shocked, that's all."

For some reason, the laugh he lets out fills your heart. It's the same, genuine, laugh he lends to you when you do something clumsy. Never had you realized that it was an endearing laugh, one that pointed to the fact that he likes you.

And it's not that you don't like him. You love Jay so, so much. But this, this is something you don't know if you can come back from. Do you have feelings for him? Not really...you're just horny. Do you have feelings for Sunghoon? You can't say that you do. But this...meant something to Jay.

He can never find out that you'd never spared him a sexual glance or thought before this. You can't bring yourself to lose that laugh in your ear right now.

"So, you liked it?" He asks now, which only makes your heart rattle even more because of course he's seeking reassurance right now.

"Are you kidding?!" You try to play it off like a joke, trying not to attach yourself to the emotions he gives to you. "I came like three times Jay, holy shit."

You feel him shrug behind you, as if he's proud.

"What? You thought I couldn't do it?"

It's not that you never thought he could do it, it's just that...you've never thought about it all.

[strwbryien]

CAMERA FLIP, HEART LEAP .ᐟ

a scaramouche x fem!reader streamer au

SYNOPSIS

IN WHICH—you, although faceless, are a very famous streamer known as KUMI. you were streaming as usual, playing games and interacting with fans. but when you're about to exit the stream, you accidentally pressed the wrong button that led to you opening your cam and showing your whole face to your audience. this wasn't supposed to happen, no ! so you panicked and quickly ended the stream. numerous screenshots circulated on twitter, which broke both the fans and the internet. this reached a certain someone, SCARAMOUCHE, your rival in streaming. when the said boy saw the trending photo, he almost fell off his gaming chair. because—lo and behold! KUMI was actually [name]?! now who is this [name] in his life, if you may ask? she's the girl that scaramouche has been admiring from afar in real life! quite shocking, right? have i told you that he’s also been sending you anonymous love letters? oh well...

WARNINGS mature language, inconsistent timestamps, some grammatical errors here and there (english is not my first language and i don't want it to be iykyk)

GENRE enemies to lovers, social media au, college au

STATUS on-going

PROFILES:

S4NRYIO | 5WIRL

ENTRIES:

｢ ᝰ.ᐟ entry 01: DON'T JINX URSELF ⭑.ᐟ ｣

｢ ᝰ.ᐟ entry 02: ARE YOU ALRIGHT? ⭑.ᐟ ｣

｢ ᝰ.ᐟ entry 03: ADDRESSING THE SITUATION⭑.ᐟ ｣

｢ ᝰ.ᐟ entry 04: CRACKED THE CODE? ⭑.ᐟ ｣

｢ ᝰ.ᐟ entry 05: ARE YOU BLUSHING?⭑.ᐟ ｣

｢ ᝰ.ᐟ entry 06: ANNOYED OR JUST SHY?⭑.ᐟ ｣

｢ ᝰ.ᐟ entry 07: COLLAB STREAM ⭑.ᐟ ｣

tba...

notes ᝰ.ᐟ yo! this is actually my first time writing, so it might not be that good, but i hope you guys still have fun reading! enjoy <3

[zombii-hoe]

Yandere M! BFF x Reader

Yan BFF who you've been friends since middle school , the poor kid being bullied relentless from his peers for his weight. Stepping in, the bullies threatened to also beat you but that didn't really bother you. A few punches later, they run off with their tails tucked and yan bff stares at you in awe.

Yan BFF who then follows you around the school, too shy to approach and ask if you want to be friends. Luckily for him, you made that move yourself

Yan BFF who somehow becomes your best friend a few weeks later. Just don’t ask your old friends why they’ve been so distant with you. They don’t want to deal with anonymous threats again. This doesn't change even when he's an adult.

Yan BFF who questions EVERYONE you try to befriend you. "Are you sure you want to be their friend, [Name]? I think they're the same weirdo that probably stole that kid's puppy, but if you want to their friend go ahead, I won't stop you."

Yan BFF who grows to become a dick to others but a total mess for you. He could scare off people with a simple glare but becomes a stumbling, clumsy idiot who tries his best to impress you.

"The hell are you looking at, fuckface?"

*Notices you waving at him from down the street from the corner of his eye* "OMG HI BFF!!"

"...h-hi, [Name]!"

Yan BFF who puffs out his chest when people mistaken you as a couple, he doesn't say anything and basks in the title of 'couple', but you let out a snort and wrap a hand around his slutty waist. "Oh! No, no, he's my best friend!"

Death has never looked better for him. But Yan BFF can't give up! Not when he's the only one who ever understands your obsession of that one guy from that anime you always, or reading downright smutty fanfiction of them together, or when he cuddles you when you're sick, not caring that he'll also get sick, just ignore him smelling your hair.

Hell, even strangers think you guys should be together. Maybe you might need a little nudge in the right direction. It's okay though! He'll give you some more time to realize you guys are meant to be together.

Yan BFF will always try his hardest to make you fall for him, no matter how much you cry and scream at him when he finally has you in his grasps.

Want more of this? Buy me a ko-fi! (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)