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kodzukenscorner · 4 years ago

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Semi, Kita, Kuroo, and Osamu with a psychology major S/O

anon asked: I hope this request is fine! Can I ask for hcs in which Semi, Kita, Kuroo and Osamu have a s/o who's majoring in/studying psychology, please? Thanks so much!

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Semi

Semi is the type of man who already has an interest in psychology

But to be fair, it’s an interesting topic, trying to figure out what’s going on in someone’s head and figuring out why

His interest was just a casual one until he met you

Once he found out you were studying psychology his interest in it immediately skyrocketed

He starts questioning you more and more on the different topics you’re studying but he doesn’t want to make it obvious

But you can tell from the little gleam in his eye that he finds it really interesting

He always claims that he’s only interested in it because you’re studying it and he wants to support you

And yet he’s the one who volunteers to make you flashcards so you can study more

He even insists on having you teach him the different topics because “teaching someone else is the best way to study”

Yeah he’s a nerd, just don’t call him out on it okay

And once you go over a lot of touchy topics together he feels more comfortable opening up to you about whatever’s on his mind

He kind of has a bit of an imposter syndrome so he’s a little self conscious

But after seeing you work so hard, studying and doing your best, he feels a lot more safe and secure with you

Definitely takes some of the things you taught him and brings it up in casual conversation with his friends

He likes to show off his newfound knowledge, and he’s more of a humble bragger

He loves learning with you, but what he loves even more than that is seeing you work so diligently

Sometimes when you’re doing flashcard practice with him, you catch him daydreaming while watching you

He falls for you a little more every time you teach him something new

Kita

Kita is such a king, and the best person to have by your side while you’re studying

Like most people, he finds psychology fascinating

Whenever you’re studying something particularly interesting and want to talk to him about it, he is all ears

He’s also a great listener and retains all the knowledge you dump on him

He’ll sometimes even ask you how your paper on language acquisition is going or if you had moved on from studying phobias and paranoias yet

But to be completely honest, he’s not as passionate about the topic as you are

He mostly just swells with pride when he sees how much effort you put in

But he also turns on his Good Boyfriend Mode�� to make sure that you’re not overworking yourself

He greatly admires your drive and work ethic but the last thing he wants is for you to work yourself to the bone

He helps you set specific times for when you should work and study but he also implements break times for you as well

During those times he’ll insist that you just relax and watch some TV with him or read a book

Those are his favorite moments to be completely honest, he gets to cuddle up with you while he feels all the tension leave your body

If he sees you attempting to pull an all nighter he will scold you for it and insist you get some sleep

Even if you only get a couple of hours napping, he will make sure you rest

His way of doing that is to wrap you up in his arms and not leave for a minimum of at least 2 hours

But when push comes to shove, he is there for you

If you need to pull an all nighter to finish a project or paper, he is right there with you

He’ll help you get your work done as quickly as possible so you also have some time to rest

He loves and cares about you, so he’ll never let you overwork yourself

Kuroo

Kuroo is a lot like Semi, but this man is a shameless nerd

He has always had a love for all sciences, including social sciences

But he’s really good at keeping that info to himself because he knows not everyone is a geek like him

But once he found out you were studying psychology, he unleashed the inner nerd with no restraints

He is honestly so cute though, throughout the day he’ll send you emails with links to articles that he finds really interesting

Or he’ll send you a completely lame psych related meme

And he even goes so far as to come up with the actual worst pickup lines you’ve ever heard in your life

And yet all of this ridiculous stuff only makes you love him more

When you read an article he sent you, he’ll be asking for your opinion on it and the two of you could spend hours discussing different theories

He genuinely really loves it and it feels really good to have someone as passionate as you are by your side

And when it comes down to studying, he will happily be the one quizzing you and helping you memorize everything you need to know

If you’ve got a project or presentation to work on, he’ll help brainstorm some interesting topics with you

If you need to present in front of everyone he will happily be your test audience to help get rid of any nerves you have

When it comes time for you to actually present in front of your class, you’re shocked to see Kuroo who had snuck in and is diligently listening to you in the back row

His cheeky grin and affirming nods helps melt away all the nerves you might have had before

He is there with you through thick and thin

He will spend hours helping you work or study but he still wants to make sure you’re getting a proper amount of rest

So when it’s time to put away the books and just sleep, he is pulling you into his arms and stroking your head gently, whispering sweet praises in your ear until you drift off

Osamu

You can fight me on this, Osamu is one of the best listeners

He will listen to you go on and on about something you love without once interrupting you

Sometimes it seems like he’s not really listening to you and is actually tuning you out

But I can assure you, he is paying very close attention to every word you say

Days after you mention you have a test coming up he’ll surprise you in the morning with breakfast

When you ask him why he went all out all of a sudden, he’ll explain that you need to have a good breakfast to ace your test today

Yes he definitely remembered you had a test coming up and put into his calendar so you wouldn’t forget

Unlike the rest, he doesn’t have much of an interest in the topic beyond a mild fascination

But he loves you and absolutely cannot get enough of that look in your eye you get when you ramble about a particular study you had been reading about

He’s also a great study partner and will sit with you for hours, helping you work on something, or just doing his own thing alongside you

He doesn’t like to distract you from your work so you always manage to get lots of work down and spend time with him all at once

But he can also tell when you’re stressed and really need to be alone

So he’ll let you hole up in your room, typing away on your laptop without bothering you much

He’ll come in from time to time and bring you a snack without so much as a word

He’ll just put a plate of food down in front of you, kiss your temple and be on his way

Other times when he knows you’re really strung out and not getting any work done, he’ll drag you into the kitchen with him so you can make some brownies together

Before you know it, you’re smiling again and laughing with him

Expect lots of back hugs and lazy kisses on your head and neck

He’ll do anything to help take off some of your stress

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sankyeom · 4 years ago

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belle’s 2020 tumblr wrap up

i almost didn’t make one of these because i lost my laptop charger on my flight home to california and i didn’t want to type this out on my phone but after being tagged in so many people’s wonderful end-of-year messages (thank you @sunlightwoo @heartyyjeno @atbzkingdom @chaoticdeobi @xfirebenderx @fairyoftbz and for including me thus far 💗) i decided i had to join this beautiful love fest and end the year on a good note!

m i l e s t o n e s (personal and for the blog) ✨

◇ on february 17th 2020 i started stanning (and eventually ulting) the boyz! ↳ this is important because i had been listening to the boyz’s music since no air era, but never watched their videos or learned the members’ names. after stanning the boyz, i was introduced to my beautiful deobiblr, which is such a warm and welcoming community. i met most of treasured mutuals through this community and honestly don’t know what i’d do without it!

◇ on april 23rd 2020 i reached 1,000 followers on my blog! ↳ this was very special to me because i have previously reached 1k followers on many different platforms (quotev.com, wattpad, a different tumblr blog, etc.) but after not writing for a long time i was worried people wouldn’t like my writing anymore or that i wouldn’t be good at it after taking a break. reaching this number was surreal for me and it made me realise that i wanted to study creative writing in university, which i am now doing!

◇ on may 30th 2020 i graduated high school! ↳ i graduated with honours and a 4.0 along with a lot of life-long friends that i had made in the two years i spent at my competitive, college-prep private school. i faced a lot of hardships but eventually got through it and i am a better person for it. congratulations to all the graduates who didn’t get the graduation they all dreamed of, you did something spectacular this year!

◇ on august 24th 2020 i started university as a creative writing major! ↳ 2020 was a crazy year for everyone and it made picking which uni to go to really hard, but there was one uni in particular that loved my admissions essay and wrote to me personally saying they would love to have me in their creative writing program, which really touched me and interested me in this uni. i’ve always been someone who finds academics really important so i had gotten multiple scholarship offers from different ��higher ranking” universities, but i was able to learn what was important to me in picking a school that would both foster my learning and make me feel at home.

◇ on september 21st 2020 i got my first ever B on a test! ↳ and i was really happy about it. in high school i strived to get 100% on every test and would have panic attacks when i got even a single point off. i wish i was joking, but that’s the truth. i’ve always been a perfectionist and i wanted to have a more healthy relationship with my personal expectations in university. being in uni helped me to pace myself academically and learn to juggle doing fun things – like this lovely blog – alongside studying. i still managed to get all As in my final grades for this semester, but i really loved letting myself get Bs and take breaks.

◇ on october 18th 2020 i reached 2,000 followers on my blog! ↳ if you read how important reaching 1k to me was, you can probably guess how amazing and emotional this was for me. not only did i have enough followers to fill three of my high schools, but i had made a lot of friends at this point, and that was so special to me. i had also never done a special series to celebrate a milestone, and as i stand here on december 31st with 2,457 followers, i have yet to finish my 2k celebration due to taking a short break from writing. don’t worry though, it’s all coming very soon!

◇ on november 29th 2020 i reached 1,000 notes on a masterlist! ↳ facade? was my first social media au masterlist to reach 1,000 notes and when that happened, it truly blew my mind. i have no words to describe how special that moment was for me. a lot of people loved it because they resonated with the main character or because they found all the plot twists fun, and i really love that so many people enjoyed it and gave it a chance, despite the general plot being quite common.

◇ on december 7th 2020 i reached 1,000 notes on a fic! ↳ he loves me, he loves me not was my first one shot/fic to reach 1,000 notes and my second fic ever to reach 1k notes, which was literally crazy. so many people have reached out to me about that fic and how much it resonated with them and their experiences, and i just loved that this was the first written fic i ever had reach 1k notes because of the emotional implications.

m u t u a l s 💛

i have so much love and appreciation for you all, it’s unreal. i’m a very shy, often times insecure, and quiet person so i have a hard time reaching out to people. this means that minimal interactions actually mean a lot to me, so please never think that i don’t love or support you guys just because i’m a little quiet. that being said, here are some mutuals who i have gotten to know better in 2020 and a little love letter for you each 💌

@xfirebenderx

💌 nani, you were one of my very first mutuals here on tumblr back when i ulted seventeen and literally never spoke to anyone or interacted with people other than the few anons in my inbox. you made me feel comfortable and welcome here on tumblr, and i’ve always seen you like an older sister figure because of that. your enthusiasm and support are often times unparalleled because you never hold back anything and i am in awe of how lovely you are. thank you for having my back this year and making me feel so supported! 🌟

@chaoticdeobi

💌 bea, you’re such a ray of sunshine and brightness in my life and on my dash, i’m in awe of how much of a social butterfly you are! you were one of the reasons i started writing for the boyz because i felt excited when i read your fics and i was extremely impressed with how immersive your writing was (and still is!). aside from your amazing writing abilities, you’re truly someone who i feel comfortable with even though we haven’t spoken that much privately, and you have an amazing gift of making people feel accepted and at home. thank you for being a wonderful brightness in my life this year! 🌼

@heartyyjeno

💌 alesha, i’ve said this to you many times before but i truly treasure you as a person and as a friend. you are without a doubt one of the most supportive and uplifting people that i’ve met on tumblr, and i can always rely on you to make me feel like i’m loved and a good writer, especially on days where i feel like i’m neither. i know that 2020 has been a struggle for you and i wish i could have done more to support you, so i hope you take this love letter as evidence of how loved you are and how much i cherish you as a person and as a friend. thank you for being my rock this year! 🌷

@httpsohnpouts

💌 rosie, you are someone who is very dear to me and i always feel so lucky to be your friend! we’ve spoken quite a bit this year and i loved getting to know you and finding out we stan/ult so many of the same groups! i loved gushing over dark haired eric, seunghoon from cix, and blackpink’s comebacks with you this year so much because it made me feel much closer to you! you’re always one of the first people i send love chains to on tumblr and i just really appreciate your lovely energy every time we interact. thank you for being a caring friend for me this year! 🌹

@stealerz

💌 qiu, first of all your url change is absolutely adorable and i’m a huge fan. second of all, your writing is so stunning and it was also another reason why i wanted to start writing for the boyz this year! you’re somebody who i often see on my dash and try to interact with, and it always feels a little surreal when you gush over my writing because i look up to you in that sense. you are such a lovely friend who i don’t talk to very often because i’m shy, but i feel like you’re always around to remind me that you support me and just make me feel loved here on tumblr. thank you for being an inspiration to me and sending me so many cheerful love chains on tumblr this year! 🌻

@neoskidz (i wasn’t sure which of your blogs to tag so i’ll add @chocolattees just in case)

💌 elsie, i always feel undeserving of your hype and excitement when you comment on my fics or leave me lovely asks in my inbox to sing my (absolutely undeserving) praises. you’re someone who seems very bright and warm-hearted so i always feel comfortable around you, and i only wish i could have praised you and given you as much love as you did for me in 2020. i love when you randomly pop up in my inbox and i love to hear about how you’re doing because i feel like it’s the least i can do to show you that i support you and am always interested to hear what you’re up to! thank you for reminding me that friends can come from anywhere and for always being so compassionate this year! 💐

@deobienthusiast

💌 k, i always look forward to when you reach the latest chapter of my social media fics because i’m always living to hear your reactions to them! i always feel so lucky that you interact with me and reach out so much because i’m shy and it makes it a lot easier for me to talk to you and actually get to know you. i love that we stan so many of the same groups and can always gush about cix and the boyz together, especially when we tag each other under any posts that have to do with blond baejin. you are honestly someone who i feel very relaxed with because we talk so often and have so many of the same interests, i really appreciate your presence in my life. thank you for being someone who i can talk to about my fics and all of our bias wreckers this year! 🌈

@atbzkingdom

💌 dee, i’ve said this before but you’re a literal ray of sunshine to me and you warm me up like the sun with all of our interactions. i always love to hear your comments about my fics because you never hold back and always unleash so much excitement onto me that i can’t help but reciprocate and allow myself to get super hype and happy. you have an ability to make me open up and actually feel excited about my friendships here on tumblr and my own writing, which can be really hard for me sometimes. i’m blessed that you look up to me and i have to say that i absolutely look up to you as well, in more ways than just your writing! thank you for being my personal hype-man and helping me come out of my shell this year! ✨

@lsangyeons

💌 yu, i think you are seriously so damn talented it’s actually unbelievable. not only are you an amazing writer but your designs, sketches and other amazing works of art are just so inspiring and i find it incredible that you’re so multifaceted. you’re always someone who i think very genuinely wants to know how i’m doing and is always ready to catch up and share what you’re working on with me, and i find that really illuminating and fun because you’re so talented. thank you for reaching out to me so often and making me feel comforted this year! ❄️

@fairyoftbz

💌 rosy, i am totally kicking myself right now for not reaching out as often as i wanted to because i feel like we get along well and we could be really close if i wasn’t so shy and bad at keeping up with my asks/mentions. i think you’re a lovely person and i’ve felt so fortunate to have gotten to know you better this year. as i mentioned before, you’re a very thoughtful person and i look forward to getting to know you better in 2021! thank you for being a supportive friend to me this year! 🪐

@sunlightwoo

💌 gina, i adore you, and that’s the absolute truth. i’ve been so happy that we were able to connect this year and become friends because you are a fiercely supportive and lovely mutual to have. i have to thank the kpop gods for getting you to start standing the boyz so we could meet and be friends after all this time. i love how you yell and gush about my fics because it makes me feel like i’m actually writing something people like and not just rubbish that i come up with in my head, and you make me feel grounded and supported, which i can only hope to reciprocate just as enthusiastically to you! thank you for being a fiercly kind and supportive friend to me this year! 🌠

here are some people who i haven’t interacted with much (because, like i’ve said, i’m terribly shy and don’t interact with people much in general (feel free to reach out though i would love to chat 🥺)) but still wanted to mention! i love and appreciate you all for replying to my posts, recommending my fics or just posting really amazing content here on tumblr for us all to enjoy, and that i’d love to get to know you better in 2021!! @1ovejisung @jenoleeaesthetic @thepixelelf @honeycobie @tbzwurld @meltingjukyu @mae-gi-writes if i’ve forgotten everyone i’m terribly sorry but also very jetlagged and bad at keeping track of my friends xx

a n o n s 🦋

i’m grateful to everyone who joined my anon list this year and i’ve genuinely enjoyed all of our interactions so much! i wanted to give a short thank you to a few specific anons but i also love my other anons, 🐝 anon, 🧸 anon, 💫 anon, 🦋 anon, 🥯 anon, 🍇 anon, 🌜 anon, 💒 anon, and 🦕 anon a lot and appreciate you all! thank you for joining my anon list and i hope we can continue to get to know each other in 2021!

🤍 anon 💌 you always check on me and ask me how i’m doing, and i feel so comfortable around you it’s like talking to a friend. we always talk about anything and everything and i appreciate that you’ve been such a constant in my life this year!

🌱 anon 💌 my sweet deobi 🌱 anon! i love gushing about the boyz and my social media fics with you, it’s always so fun to see how passionate you are and it’s honestly everything to me.

🐹 anon 💌 you really feel like a sibling or a friend to me because you’re always telling me to take care of myself and encouraging me to take breaks and be happy. i want everything that you encouraged me to do for you as well and i hope that you take care of yourself and stay healthy/safe!

🐱 anon 💌 literally the absolutely king/queen of getting involved in my fics and gushing to me about how every chapter made you feel. i love seeing your responses and i’m always so touched when you leave me simple messages telling me to have a good weekend or asking me to be your friend. we are absolutely, 100% friends my love!

🔮 anon 💌 you’re my most recent anon but i feel like we’ve known each other forever now! we talk quite often and i always love it when i see the little 🔮 emoji in my inbox because i love how enthusiastic and understanding you are. thank you for deciding to join my anon list so we could become closer!

f o l l o w e r s a n d r e a d e r s 💘

i doubt that all 2,457 of my followers are going to see this, but i’m going to write this as if you all will anyway. thank you for being here and for caring about my content enough to hit the follow button. numbers don’t mean much and are quite arbitrary, but i still think that it’s amazing that there are 2,457 of you cuties who put up with me. to those of you who don’t follow me but read my fics/like and reblog my posts, thank you. i personally see those things as small praises and/or appreciations for my efforts and i wish i could tag you all here to tell you that i love and appreciate you, but tumblr won’t let me and i think most of you wouldn’t want that either. i couldn’t make a love letter to the people that shaped my 2020 without addressing all of you, so i hope that some of you decided to give this a read. i appreciate you and i want you here, healthy, and safe on this planet. please take care of yourselves as i would love to take care of you. x

#babbles #belle's babbles #magical mutuals ✨#wrap up #2020 wrap up

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hiro-gari · 4 years ago

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Hello again, I’m back for daily Batarou headcanon! 🙋😉💕

So, I was watching a found-footage horror movie and something in it inspired me about something:

Everyone usually pictured Garou as a wolf or werewolf. But what if the darker side of him has an image as a HELLHOUND?

Honestly Hellhound!Garou sounds cool and more menacing, imho. The idea of Garou could transforming himself into a hellish terrifying beast whenever he wanted is quite interesting.

Because it has darker image, I was thinking if maybe this could be happening in:

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1 ) -BATAROU VILLAIN AU-

Where Garou has a monster form as Hellhound instead of Demon-like monster like we have seen in canon manga/webcomic. Villain Garou in here was more dangerous, cunning, and powerful than his canon counterpart, also fully embracing the Villainy path without any hesitation.

Badd in this AU could be still a Hero, a Vigilante, or a Villain partner for Garou from the start.

But I thought it would be more interesting if Hero Badd slowly decending into villainy by Garou’s influence (maybe swayed into a Vigilante in the process), which in the end he has fallen in love with Villain Garou and decided to be his partner in crime as a Villain. Together, they would be the most badass and perfect villain duo.. 😈💖👿

Imagine Villain Badd has a soft spot for Monster Villain Garou because he thinks Garou is just big doggo that secretly loves to receive some affection, as Villain Garou was touch-starved. Then in turn, whenever Villain Garou turned into monster form as Hellhound, he likes to spend his time snuggling with Badd before he shifted back.

Also, imagine Villain Badd showed up with Hellhound Garou beside him, or riding Hellhound Garou on his back.

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2) -BATAROU AU WITH GAROU AS A DEMON-

Of course as a Demon, Garou probably could shapeshifting himself into hellish beast as one of his other form. I was thinking in this AU, Garou would showed this particular form when he visited Earth, wandering around to hunt his prey, or some believers that would worshipped him.

That’s why people mostly saw Demon Garou as a Hellhound, a mythical/supernatural dog, because he only showed his true form to selected individuals. In this case, Badd.

Badd in this AU could be a human, or another supernatural entity, or an Angel.

If Badd is a human, maybe he summoned Demon Garou and ended up befriend him, or they fallen in love with each other. If Badd is another supernatural entity, maybe he stumbled across him at somewhere when he was still in Hellhound form and then revealed himself as a Demon. If Badd is an Angel, maybe he was being flirted alot by Demon Garou as they slowly fallen in love despite of their status as enemies. But because Badd is like a rebel angel who dgaf to other Angels’ opinion, he probably doesn’t even hesitated to be near Demon Garou. Imagine Angel Badd playing with Hellhound Garou in secret, or they protected eachother from their own people on each side.. 😈💖😇

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That’s all I could think about Hellhound Garou AUs! If anyone has another ideas about Garou as Hellhound, please let me know (comments are welcomed and will be appreciated!) 😆😉👍✨

Thank you as always for: @hiro-gari, @the-goddessfighter, @kaincuro, @guby1620, @garous-nipple, @jusqu-une-etudiante, and @lovelybutnot-ablankcanvas, also ofc all of Batarou shippers in the fandom! 😘❤💖💝🌸🌺🌼🌻🌹💐

Special Credits for: • @lovelybutnot-ablankcanvas She is the one who comes up with the idea of Villain Batarou with Badd slowly becomes a villain. Last year we had merged our hcs into this amazing fic “A Little Death”: archiveofourown.org/works/24246700

She also made my Demon-Garou-summoned-by-human-Badd headcanon into a beautifully-written fic “Dangerous Illusions”: archiveofourown.org/works/23665795/chapters/56809585

Please check out her fics, they’re lovely! 💖💖 (and Thank You Eir, you’re such inspiring and awesome person! 👑💐)

• @guby1620 I was rewriting my older Demon/Angel Batarou AU and submitted it to her in here: guby1620.tumblr.com/post/635411247867822080/reincarnated-as-demonangel-batarou-au-rewritten

And she illustrated the headcanon into a comic in here: guby1620.tumblr.com/tagged/batarou-doujinshi

Please also check out her beautiful Batarou artworks! 💙❤ (and Thank You Guby, for creating many fluffy Batarou drawings! 🌸🌻)

Once again, thank you for reading this blabbering mess of mine, I’m sorry if this hc is very random or weird waaah forgive me! 😅🙇💦 Hope you have a nice week ahead, guys! 😚💓💕💞💖

-Little1993lamb-

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~Lilia:

Sorry I took a while to post this, I wanted to read all the works associated! And boy am I experiencing Feelings™️ :’) My compliments to everyone, very well done, I’m in awe!💞

Ugh YEEES thank you for Hellhound!Garou 😭👌 I was honestly kind of surprised that Garou’s monster form in the webcomic was more “devil-like”, I had sorta hoped he’d be wolfy looking or tie in somehow to his wolf boi aesthetic Murata pLEASE

I think it would be very interesting as a form that he could take at will, especially if he’s teamed up with Badd. Badd is a formidable opponent on his own of course but add in a little urban legend/rumor; if anyone manages to piss him off enough, he will unleash the ominous entity of his Hellhound wolf boyfriend on them 🐺 😈

Thank you anon, this is a treasure trove of inspiration and Feels 💕✨💖

#cue Garou everytime someone’s giving Badd a hard time #“babe please let me go hellhound on them Badd come on p l e a s e”#I really dig this thank you #have a great week anon 🥰#submission #batarou #garou #metal bat #au

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sirloozelite · 5 years ago

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Since we know exactly what Ahsoka went through during Order 66, maybe you could do a prompt of her having a nightmare of it? I’m sure Dr. Larte knows how to deal with panic attacks!

Hey anon.... thanks for the prompt. This one turned into a 3000 word one shot! I hope you enjoy it. I included some Rex too as it made more sense to me that he would be able to comfort Ahsoka about this particular dream. but Kaeden is there too, so a bit of a compromise. I hope you enjoy it.

This one shot is also up on both Fanfic.net and Archive if my readers over there are interested. Links are below.

Fanfic link: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12833125/49/The-One-Shot-Saga

Archive link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/13648131/chapters/57906610

Anyways, here is the prompt for you anon. Thanks again. I had great fun writing this one!

An endless swarm of blaster fire erupted in her direction, each shot either missing her by inches, or being precisely deflected away by her sabers. Usually she would reflect them back at those that had dared to attack her, but this time…. This time was different.

She didn't want to hurt them…. Not if she couldn't help it.

Pivoting on her heel, she brought her shoto up again, defecting a trio of blue bolts away from her, before pooling what energy she had left in her to unleash the Force forward, knocking her would be assassins off their feet.

Pivoting again, she brought her blade up to reflect another series of bolts from a group that had flanked her, clearly trying to strike her back when it was turned.

Once again, she deflected the bolts, before trusting in the Force to push her foes away.

"Get me to the ship!" A cry from beside her caught her attention, stun blasts erupting from his own blasters as he too fought off those that would see them both dead.

Nodding her head once, she moved into position, continuing to deflect the bolts, protecting both herself and her companion.

Once ready, she nodded at her companion, who turned his attention away from the horde of their former friends that were surrounding them and made towards the Y-wing.

More bolts came their way, and more and more, and she began to tire. This was a do or die moment, and she had no intention of dying today…. Not like this…. Not to her own men!

Her companion reached the ledge, and she turned, pushing out with the Force to send her companion careening through the air, before landing on the front of the fighter that was their only salvation.

A small sigh of relief left her body before something hit her back, resulting in pain and agony flooding through her. It wasn't the first shot she had taken so far. Her arms were burnt from various shots that had glanced her skin thus far, and her hips were aching from a direct blast she had taken to it courtesy of someone she one trusted. For not the first time she thanked her Mandalorian friends for the outfit they had gifted her for the campaign. What areas it did protect of her body had likely saved her life.

Spinning around again, she unleashed the Force once more, knocking three more assailants off their feet.

Moving her arms, something that was becoming increasingly more difficult, she altered her blades to continue to deflect more incoming fire whilst her companion got to safety.

Blast after blast came her way, and she tried as she could to deflect as many as she could, ensuring that she didn't harm anyone else in the process.

The burn on her back pulsated in agony, but she couldn't pay it any mind, not right now.

Another shot grazed her arm, causing her to flinch in pain, but again, she could pay it no mind. She had to fight! She had to survive! She had to…

Another shot broke through her defenses, grazing her knee and forcing her to collapse briefly, narrowly avoiding a shot that was aimed for her head in the process.

Hissing through her teeth, she pushed herself up, ignoring the agonizing pain that echoed around her body as she continued her collapsing defense. She couldn't afford to take another hit. Any more and…

A loud explosion echoed throughout the hanger, her montrals ringing in response to the sudden sound before the entire ship began to list to one side, causing all of her former friends to lose their balance and…

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"NO!"

The scream of terror, followed by the way her companion shot up in bed was more than enough to instantly wake up Kaeden Larte. Usually she was slow to wake up, preferring to let her body and mind prepare itself for the day ahead at it's own pace.

But this…this was something different, Kaeden could tell.

Pushing herself up, Kaeden instantly turned her attention to Ahsoka, who was now sat up in bed, eyes wide and haunted, entire frame shivering with terror.

"Ahsoka?" Kaeden asked quietly, reaching a hand over to place on her back, hoping to comfort her.

The Togruta flinched in response, her panicked eyes darting around the room, before her hands reached out and summoned something to her.

The next thing Kaeden knew Ahsoka was up out of their bed, her body dropping into a combat stance as her lightsabers flew into her waiting hands, white blades ignited and waiting for something. Kaeden watched as the Togruta pivoted her blades in various arcs, as if deflecting blaster fire away from her.

Except, there was no blaster fire… and there was no one trying to harm Ahsoka in the way she clearly thought there was. Whatever Ahsoka had been dreaming off was obviously bad if this was how she was reacting.

"Ahsoka? Ahsoka, it's me, Kaeden. Are you alright?" Kaeden spoke softly, trying to get through to her partner.

The Togruta's eyes continued to dart around, her blades moving around her in defensive arcs, still blocking the imaginary blaster fire away from her.

"Ahsoka?" Kaeden tried again, slowly reaching down to her side of the bed, picking up her dressing gown to drape over her own body in the process.

"Kae… Kaeden?" Ahsoka spoke this time, the alert in her eyes and body stance fading, her lightsabers extinguishing in an instant, dropping out of her hands and landing at her feet in the process as the Togruta began to shiver again.

"Hey, hey Ahsoka… it's alright. Come, sit down with me." Kaeden spoke, slowly reaching a hand forward to grasp Ahsoka's pulling her to a sitting position on the side of the bed before joining her, wrapping one arm around Ahsoka's body to comfort her.

Kaeden knew that Ahsoka had nightmares from time to time. Kriff, she had seen a few of them herself. Ahsoka would wake up in the middle of the night with a haunted look on her face, perhaps a few breathless gasps, before she would lay back down and cuddle into Kaeden's body, seeking comfort.

But never before had she shot up out of bed like that. Never before had she tried to defend herself from an imaginary threat!

Clearly, whatever the nightmare had been about was bad. Very very bad.

Ahsoka would not stop shivering, her body becoming slick with sweat, even as Kaeden tried to comfort her, whispering soothing words into her lekku.

"Talk to me Ahsoka. Tell me." Kaeden spoke, hoping that maybe if she talked about it, it would help. It usually did.

"I�� I…"

"Yes?"

Ahsoka froze suddenly, gasping out in what appeared to be sudden pain from something, but what Kaeden did not know.

"Kaeden! Get me the bacta patches quick! I've been shot! I'm trying not to hurt them, but they shot me!"

Alarm flooded Kaeden once more. Ahsoka had been shot! How? When? By whom?

"Hurry Kaeden! It hurts!"

Kaeden vaulted to her feet, taking care not to hurt Ahsoka any more as she rushed over to the make-up table she had brought, opening a draw on it and removing a container of emergency bacta patches.

Spinning back around, she moved towards Ahsoka and spoke, her mind in 'Doctor Larte' mode.

"Where are you hit Ahsoka?" Kaeden asked, removing one of the bacta patches from the container, preparing to lay it across the wounds when Ahsoka revealed where it was. It would only be a temporary fix, but for now it would do.

"Everywhere! They got me on the knee, and the back. The waist too! And my arms! Look!"

The sheer panic in Ahsoka's voice was beginning to scare Kaeden. She was never ever like this, even when actually being shot at. Her dream must have been beyond bad!

"Show me Ahsoka." Kaeden spoke, controlling her worry the only way she knew how, by being a Doctor. She had treated blaster wounds before. She just had to get her patient to calm down.

"Here!" Ahsoka's cry in response as she removed one hand from where she had been covering part of her arm, likely the spot where she had been shot.

However, when Kaeden glanced at the wound, Kaeden saw nothing. There was no damage to the skin, not that Kaeden could see. There was a small mark however, one that looked like a faded scar from a time when she had been shot. The wound had clearly healed over time, so why was Ahsoka….

"And here too!" Ahsoka cried out again, gesturing to another part on the other arm, where again, there was no blaster mark except for a faded scar of the past.

"Ahsoka…. There's nothing there, love." Kaeden spoke softly, confusion flooding her mind. Ahsoka seemed so sure that she had been shot, but there was nothing she could see on her body to say so, nor was there the stench of burnt flesh that Kaeden associated with a blaster wound.

"There is Kaeden! There is! They got me on my back too! And my waist! Look!"

Despite knowing she wouldn't find anything, Kaeden did look. Ahsoka's back was already a mess of scars thanks to Palpatine's Force lightning assault, but still, Kaeden could find no fresh blaster wound to treat, nor could she find any on the Togruta's waist.

"THEY ARE THERE KAEDEN! I SWEAR TO YOU! THEY ARE!"

Ahsoka's screams of self belief were accompanied by tears pouring from her eyes, sobs wracking her body in the process as the Togruta began to curl up in herself, shivering at a much more violent rate.

Kaeden honestly didn't know what to do. She'd never dealt with something in this condition before. She was a physical healer, not a mental one, and without the proper context as to what her dream had been about, Kaeden was utterly lost of what to do next.

Luckily for her, help came right away.

The bedroom door burst open, and the figure of Ahsoka's closest and oldest friend came darting into the room, a look of deep panic on his face.

"What's wrong!? I heard shouting!" Captain Rex asked, his own hazel eyes widening at the state of Ahsoka shivering on the bed. The old Clone had come round for a barbecue, and had chosen to sleep the night in the spare room. Clearly he had been awoken by the noise in the adjacent room, despite the soundproofing. How, Kaeden didn't know, and right now she wasn't even thinking about it. She had more pressing concerns.

"I don't know! She had a nightmare I think. She woke up, and grabbed her sabers, like she was deflecting blaster fire. She said she'd been shot and she tried to show me wounds on her arms and back, and her waist, but I can't find anything Rex!" Kaeden explained, trying in vain to keep the panic out of her voice. Ahsoka was hurting, and there seemed to be nothing Kaeden could do.

"Do you know what she was dreaming about Kaeden?" Rex asked, panic in his own voice as he approached the curled up Togruta, hesitating to reach out and touch her, to try and bring her back to them.

"No I… she didn't say anything Rex. She just suddenly started shaking violently and said something about trying not to hurt the people who were shooting her! I don't know what to do Rex!"

"It's ok Kaeden, it's ok. We'll figure it out. Where on the arm did she say she was shot?" Rex spoke, calming himself down despite the situation they were in. The constant sobs of the Togruta on the bed began to subside, however the shaking and what sounded like groans of pain did not.

"There." Kaeden replied, pointing towards where Ahsoka had gestured earlier, towards the small scar from the past. "But there is nothing there anymore. Any injury she did have has healed. I don't understand Rex!"

Rex didn't reply at first, not as he surveyed the small exposed mark on Ahsoka's arm. Something was going through the old Clone's mind, that much was clear, but whatever it was Kaeden did not know.

"I do. I understand perfectly." Rex finally replied, before gesturing to the container in Kaeden's hand, requesting a bacta patch.

Choosing to trust Ahsoka's oldest friend, Kaeden extracted the patch and gave it to Rex, who nodded in appreciation and moved towards Ahsoka.

"Ahsoka? Ahsoka can you hear me? It's Rex."

Ahsoka's shivering seemed to slow for a moment, as if she was recognizing the voice and it's owner.

"Re…. Rex?"

"Yeah, it's me Ahsoka. Are you ok?"

The Togruta moved in an instant, pushing her body up and throwing herself at the Clone, head buried in his neck like a lost child to a parent. From the way Rex reacted, he didn't mind. The Clone wrapped his arms around the Togruta, holding her tight as she began to sob again.

"Ssshh…, it's ok Ahsoka. You're safe. You're not hurt."

"I am Rex…. I am. They shot at me! My own men. Your brothers."

"Ahsoka, that was over twenty years ago. They can't hurt you anymore. You're safe, remember?"

"I… I'm safe?"

"Always Ahsoka. Always. Now, let me look at your wounds please"

"Ok."

The timid response from Ahsoka was surprising to Kaeden, but right now she was more glad that the Togruta had stopped shaking and sobbing and was holding a conversation with someone, no matter how small.

Kaeden watched as Ahsoka pulled back from Rex slightly, allowing the Clone to begin to inspect her arms for the wounds Ahsoka was convinced existed.

"Ahsoka, your wounds have healed nicely. They have left scars however. Is that ok?"

At Rex's words, the Togruta nodded, allowing Rex to continue.

"The wound on your back has also faded, though you have other scars there too. Again though, no major damage. Purely cosmetic."

"Ok."

"As for your waist, well the Beskar plating you were wearing took the brunt of the blaster impact. The only lasting damage was a bruise, which has faded."

"It has?"

"It has. You're going to be ok kid, you hear me?"

"Yeah… yeah I hear you. Thanks Captain. Sorry."

"Don't ever worry about it."

The Togruta's entire body language changed instantly, the terror that had been permeating from her fading away and instead being replaced with the calm serenity that Ahsoka was known for.

Kaeden watched as Rex stood from the bed, pulling back the covers enough for Ahsoka to climb back under, before tucking the Togruta into bed as she dozed off to sleep.

Content that his job was done, Rex passed the unused bacta patch back to Kaeden, before gesturing for her to follow him out the door.

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Several minutes later, and with a cup of hot blue milk in each of their hands as they sat in the lounge, Rex began to explain.

"Ahsoka was dreaming about the day Order 66 was issued. The Clones, including me, turned on her and tried to kill her. She got my chip out of my head and we had to fight our way off the ship together. Ahsoka was adamant that we not harm anyone, but that didn't stop my brothers from using lethal Force."

Kaeden sat and listened, feeling sick to her stomach. She knew all about Rex's story involving Order 66. Part of her had been mad at him until Ahsoka had explained the chips and their function. Now, Kaeden felt nothing but pity for the Clones. They had been used as a weapon against those who trusted them most.

"We made it to the hanger, and whilst we were there Ahsoka got hit, a lot. She took several grazes to her arms, as well as one to her knee, but she also got him in the back and the waist. I think she was having a nightmare about that." Rex continued, a haunted look in his eyes as he recalled the events.

"What about you?" Kaeden asked, wondering just how well Rex had fared. It couldn't have been easy, going against his own brothers in a life or death situation.

"I took a shot to my shoulder, as well as a few close calls, but aside from that I was fine. Ahsoka was in a much worse state than me. I treated those wounds of hers years ago after it was all said and done, and she treated mine. It's not a day I'll ever forget, that's for sure."

"Do you think Ahsoka has PTSD over it?" Kaeden asked, already knowing the answer, but needing to hear it from Rex to confirm it.

"I know I do Kaeden. We both very nearly died that day. It was us against an entire ship of Clones, and Maul certainly didn't help matters when he left us behind to die!"

A rise of anger built up inside Kaeden at the mention of Maul leaving them to die. Clearly that had now changed, but even still, she'd make sure Maul suffered for that one, even if it did happen years ago.

"I think I understand. I guess she responded to you better than me because you were actually there with her Rex." Kaeden said, coming to the realization of why she couldn't reach the panicked Ahsoka. Rex was the only one who truly knew what Ahsoka had been through that day, and the two of them had an unbreakable bond thanks to it. Kaeden wasn't jealous, not by a long mile, but she did understand, and frankly she was glad that Ahsoka had someone like Rex around to help her in times like these.

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Both Kaeden and Rex finished their drinks in silence, each contemplating the situation they had found themselves in, and each thanking the Force for the peaceful resolution.

Glancing over at the chronometer on the wall, Kaeden noted the time as shortly after midnight. Kaeden didn't know how long they had both been up, or when Ahsoka's nightmare had begun, but right now she knew she needed to get back to bed, a feeling that was shared by Rex.

Placing their mugs in the sink, they retired upstairs, with Rex returning to the spare room and Kaeden moving to join Ahsoka in their bed.

Opening the door to their bedroom, Kaeden slowly crept into the room, gently closing the door in the process and approaching her side of the bed.

Pulling back the covers enough to expose her side of the bed, Kaeden dropped her dressing gown on the floor before sliding under the covers next to Ahsoka.

As quiet as she tried to be however, Kaeden's movement was enough to disturb Ahsoka, whose eyes opened slightly, a sleepy smile coming to her face as she recognized Kaeden.

"Hey."

"Hey back." Kaeden replied, leaning forward to rest her forehead against Ahsoka's, pulling her into an embrace in the process.

The terror and fear that had been in Ahsoka's eyes earlier had faded, instead being replaced by the happiness that the Togruta always seemed to reveal when around Kaeden.

"Missed you." Ahsoka whispered, one of her hands coming up to Kaeden's cheek to gently caress it.

"I wasn't gone that long Ahsoka." Kaeden replied, leaning her face into Ahsoka's palm and pressing a gentle kiss to it, relishing the contact.

"I know. Still missed you. Love you." Ahsoka spoke, before she again closed her eyes, dozing off once more, content and peaceful in Kaeden's arms.

Smiling to herself, Kaeden too closed her eyes, allowing sleep to claim her alongside the woman she adored the most, and the one she would protect from anything, even nightmares.

"Love you too Ahsoka."

#The One-Shot Saga #ahsoka tano #kaeden larte #kaesoka #captain rex

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amestiberiuskirk · 5 years ago

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6,7,8,28-maycury of course ❤

Thank you anon! The others are on my list but this is for 6 (and can also double for the other anon who asked for prompt 25, “I’m fine.”)

Prompt: “It’s fine, stop worrying about me.”

When Roger tells them about the gig he’s managed to wheedle his way into, Freddie is the first to jump up and congratulate him. He makes a fuss over Roger and immediately launches into a discussion about the setlist with Tim, and when he comes back over to Brian he’s all smiles.

“Well done, darling, really,” he says earnestly, sliding onto the threadbare cushion of the pub sofa beside Brian.

Brian moves up in the booth to make room for him, even though he’d quite like to sit still and let Freddie press close, feel the warmth of him against his side. They’ve got a front to keep up in front of the others, though, and as much as Brian would like to have Freddie in his lap he’d also very much like to avoid having that particular conversation with Roger and Tim just yet.

“Roger got us the gig,” Brian points out, but he can’t help but smile back at Freddie.

Freddie knocks his elbow gently against Brian’s. “Consider it a ‘well done’ in advance for how wonderful you’re going to be.”

“Smooth talker,” Brian murmurs, too quiet for the others to hear.

Freddie grins at him. “Well, yes,” he allows, “but it is true, you’re going to smash it. All of you.�� He glances up, then surreptitiously places his hand on Brian’s knee underneath the table. “But especially you.”

His smile is knowing and fond and ever-so-slightly indulgent, but Brian knows that Freddie believes every word. It makes Brian feel heady; almost invincible.

“You’re coming along, aren’t you?” he asks. Freddie comes to as many of their shows as he can, even travelling up and down the country with them when he can get away with it, but they haven’t got much notice for this one and Brian knows his coursework deadline is coming up.

“I’ll be there. Front row,” Freddie promises, but his smile falters ever so slightly before he manages to hitch it back up again. “I always am, darling.”

Brian opens his mouth but before he can say anything else to Freddie, Roger has joined them in the booth. He slams pints down in front of them; the beer sloshes over the edge and Freddie quickly yanks his sleeve out of the way, giving Roger a wounded look.

“Celebration pints,” Roger says cheerfully. “Can’t afford them, like, but fuck it.”

Tim sits down on Roger’s other side and picks his pint up, holding it aloft and waiting for the others to join him. “To Smile,” he declares, and then nods his head at Freddie with a laugh. “And our biggest fan. And critic. Eh, Fred?”

“Constructive criticism!” Freddie protests. Tim laughs and Freddie’s smiling, but Brian thinks it looks a bit forced.

He files it away for later as they all drink. There are a lot of things he and Freddie can only talk about in private, now that their relationship has shifted into new territory; this will just have to be one of them.

He brings it up later, when they’re curled up together in bed. The mattress brings new meaning to the words ‘hard and lumpy’, it’s a single bed so there’s barely any room for Brian, let alone Freddie alongside him, and his shitty little bedsit is dingy and draughty, but it doesn’t matter. Brian loves how easily Freddie fits in his arms, how he can curl his whole body around Freddie’s when they’re laying like this.

They’re both sleepy and warm, tired though they’ve not done anything but kiss and cuddle. Freddie has his eyes closed but Brian knows he’s awake.

He takes the opportunity to study Freddie’s face for a few moments just because he can, whilst Freddie’s eyes are closed and he can’t hide his mouth behind his hands or scold Brian for being a sap.

They’ve only being doing this for four months and half of that was spent stealing kisses wherever they could find a private moment; this, lying in bed together, is even newer than that. Despite that, Brian feels like he’s memorised every inch of Freddie’s body, like he could quite happily spend the rest of his life learning and re-learning it over and over again.

He leans over and presses a gentle kiss to Freddie’s temple, lifting a stray lock of hair from his eyes. “Freddie?” he murmurs.

“Mmm?” is Freddie’s only response, eyes still closed.

Brian kisses the curve of his jaw, his cheekbone, and finally his mouth. When he pulls back Freddie has cracked a lazy eye open and is regarding him with sleepy interest.

He looks so peaceful and Brian doesn’t want to spoil that for him, but the memory of Freddie’s smile slipping earlier is still niggling at the back of his mind. He lays back down behind Freddie, wrapping his arms around him and pulling Freddie back against him. Freddie snuggles back into him with a pleased hum.

“Earlier, with Tim and Roger,” he says softly, “when we were talking about the gig, I thought you seemed a bit down.”

Freddie doesn’t reply for a few long seconds. Brian waits, pressing another soft kiss to Freddie’s shoulder-blade, as comfort or as encouragement, whichever he needs.

“I’m fine,” Freddie says eventually, but Brian feels him wince at the inadequacy of that response and he doesn’t have to nudge him at all into expanding on it. “Really, I just… it sometimes feels like…” He pauses and takes a deep breath. “Like I’m being left behind.”

It takes Brian a moment to catch up with his meaning. Freddie is never left behind - there’s no leaving him behind even if Tim and Roger wanted to, he’s always there, always ready with an opinion, and yes, sometimes he doesn’t choose the best moment to give those opinions, but they’re always fair. They’re always for the best of the band, because Freddie believes in them.

But Freddie’s not actually in this band that he invests so much effort into, and suddenly it’s all too easy to see how he might feel left out.

Brian bites back the urge to placate him with automatic, meaningless words. Instead he leans back and tugs Freddie round, rolling him over so that they’re facing each other. Freddie isn’t looking at him, but Brian isn’t having any of that. He cups Freddie’s face in both his hands.

“It’s temporary,” he says simply, with certainty. “All of this. The timing isn’t right, that’s all. You and me, we’re going to make music together, and maybe that will be in Smile or maybe it won’t, but either way, it’s going to happen.”

He waits until Freddie looks up, finally. Brian smiles at him and adds, “And then it’ll be you leaving everyone else behind in the dust, none of the rest of us will be able to keep up. I’ve heard you battering poor Tim with all your ideas, I know what you’re like.”

Freddie gives a weak little laugh and moves Brian’s hands away from his face so that he can tuck it into Brian’s collarbone. “It’s fine,” he mumbles. “Stop worrying about me.”

Brian laughs softly at that. “I think you’ll find worrying about you has become my career. Somehow I don’t think that’s going to change.”

He pauses, looking down at the head of black curls at his chest. “You know what I worry about, though?” He pretends to think about it, though god knows he doesn’t have to. “I worry about if you’ve remembered to lock the bloody door on your way out because you’re always running late, or what on earth you’ve been up to when you tell me you’ve cooked dinner for us.” He fakes a shudder; Freddie huffs, poking him in the ribs.

“Overreaction,” Freddie says in a muffled voice, as though Brian hadn’t come home to Freddie unleashing the apocalypse on the tiny hob his landlord has the audacity to call a kitchen.

“Matter of opinion,” Brian retorts. He gives Freddie a light squeeze. “I don’t worry about you getting left behind, Freddie, because it’s not going to happen.”

He can hear the certainty in his own voice. He hopes Freddie can too. He knows without a shadow of a doubt that he’s holding a star in his arms; he’ll spend his life helping him shine if he can.

Freddie doesn’t say anything, but Brian feels him press a tender kiss to Brian’s collarbone, and he thinks Freddie knows.

#maycury #frian #my fic #catch me waxing lyrical about baby maycury til the end of time

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aspoonofsugar · 5 years ago

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I know this might be weird but can you pinpoint what Eren actual plan is actually is? I still don't believe his declaration and i'm sure there is more that meets the eye. Can you give any other probability of what his real plan is judging from his character before his POV was shut off. Can you also include how the role of Kruger memory and advise to Grisha helped shaped the current Eren since I see a lot of similarities between the two in this final arc

The same dude btw. Do you have any theory on why Eren set up PATHS discord to declare his goal. Don't get me wrong but so far Eren intention has been presented as noble even though his method and goal isn't. The intention we have gotten from other character POV btw is to protect his friends and Paradise. What then do Eren benefit from monologuing like a stereotypical villain before unleashing his plan? He isn't the type to instill fear into people before killing them. That's OOC for him

The wall titans will take days or even weeks before they realistically reach the shores of Marley. Maybe it cause of bias but if I want to commit a genocide with something as slow as the wall titan, I will cut off flow of information so that they will meet their doom by surprise. Also thanks to him announcing his goal, he has helped clear indecisiveness for any Paradisians that's opposed to that outcome. Did he really expect Armin to sit still and allow him after what he pulled in 112?

Lastly, in Eren memory shard. We saw a shard of the fez boy whom he was looking at the last night. The general consensus among the fandom is that Eren decided for the genocide after what transpired in the meeting but if Eren really went out of his way to meet that boy after he ditched the SC, that kind of puts a dent in his genocide plan cause that shard looks to pure with the hand placed on shoulder and the whole body language. Sorry for rambling too much. I know it kind of makes other

characters development pointless if Eren isn't genuine. But it's just like saying Mikasa character development when Eren died is pointless cause Eren came back alive. I don't know if I make sense

One question, I want to ask about Kruger word on the wall " you have to complete your mission if you want to save Mikasa, Armin and everyone". Are we supposed to ignore that line or is it retconned or what? Many of the analysis I see base off of post timeskip Eren with no POV and ignoring established themes. I just see a lot of theory about big bad Eren and I can't help but wonder considering the scene was emphasized by both Grisha and Kruger. I feel like something is missing

Hello anons!

These asks can be answered together. I am also sorry for the wait since it has been a while since I have received them.

I have talked about Eren here and in particular I have said this:

Finally, when it comes to Eren’s future development, I currently see two possibilities.

a) Either we are given more information through Historia and his POV and this new information can modify the reading of Eren’s actions up until now.

b) He will grow and develop because of the actions of the other characters exactly like them will grow because of his current ones.

I think that point a and b which describe two possible ways in which Eren can gain future development lead to two different machro-theories I see going around.

1) Eren plans to turn himself into humaniy’s enemy, so that humanity can join hands, fight him and overcome their struggle in the meantime.

2) Eren’s wish to protect his home and loved ones coupled with his future memories led him to think that destroying the world is the only way he can ensure Paradis safet and so he is doing so even if he knows it is wrong.

I call them “machro-theories” because they can be interpreted in numerous ways and each one has a different nuance and a different spin to it. I am also sure that other explanations could be found, but, as for now, they are the two I find more plausible.

They can both make sense under certain conditions and I think they are the two ones that would have the more foreshadowing if proven true.

Now, let’s address some points you make against theory 2 and in favor of theory 1.

1) The boy with the fez. I don’t think him appearing in Eren’s memories disproves nor proves anything. Him appearing in Eren’s memories shows how much important was that night for Eren himself. It is the last night he spends with the people he loves before leaving them and starting to act coldly towards them. What is more, the child is a person who reminds Eren of his past self since he is a victim of war and a refugee like he was. Because of this, it makes sense that Eren was such impressed by the child since he represents both his past self and how people outside and inside the walls are the same.

As a matter of fact even if Eren is indeed doing what he seems to be doing it does not mean that he does not realize its gravity (different from the Jeagersists). He clearly does. That is why he cries after seeing the child. It is because he realizes he will die together with other people when he activates the Rumbling. Or at least the hapter implies this.

Alternatively, in case theory 1 is correct, Eren crying might simply be because he is somehow giving up on his past and possibly on his future since he knows he needs to sacrifice himself.

2) Eren’s speech to the world Eldians.

As the first anon said in their asks, it might be a trick Eren is using to stage himself as the only true monster in order to unite the world against him.

Alternatively, someone (whose name I don’t remember, so tell me if yuou know) noticed that the Founding Titan powers seem to work without specific restrictions. So, for example, when Eren ordered that all the hardening had to become undone, not only the walls, but also Reiner and Annie resented of the effect of Eren’s order. So, Eren might have wanted to announce his plan only on the Eldians of Paradis, but ended up bradcasting to all the world Eldians. That said, I don’t find the theory that convincing even if it is interesting simply because Eren’s words seem to be directed to all Eldians.

3) Eren as an antagonist being against the themes.

To this I disagree. As a matter of fact a way to explore a theme is to have the MC have a tragic arc which embodies the opposite of a story themes. Because of this, having Eren who wants freedom ending up representing freedom’s opposite can be an effective way to explore the theme of “freedom”. If anything Eren manipulating everyone, so that things go according to his plan is something which risks not to fit with the idea of freedom. As a matter of fact, having a single character giving “freedom” to others through manipulation seems kind of hypocritical. That said, there could be ways in which theory 1 can be proven true without this happening. So we’ll see.

4) Kruger’s words. I have talked about Kruger’s words here:

He might be doing it because he has seen Kruger mentioning to Grisha that if he learns to use this power correctly he can save Mikasa, Armin and everyone else. All in all, just this hope might be enough for him to push forward in a confused hell despite the fact he has only partial information and that he might very well mess up in the process.

In short, the panel of Kruger mentioning Armin and Mikasa is clearly important and I think that that panel together with the one of Mikasa in chapter one have still to be explained and will be in the future. What is more, I think they are connected to the Attack Titan piower somehow.

When it comes to Kruger’s words it is possible that, as I say above, Eren is also animated by them in doing what he is doing. As a matter of fact being told by my future self that doing something will save the lives of people I love might be a reason good enough to do whatever I am told. I also think we might see Eren sending himself this message in future chapters.

In conclusion, both theories 1 and 2 are still possible. They have both positive and negative aspects to them.

For example, having theory 1 be true would make difficult to understand why Eren could not simply tell the others about it. Why did he have to risk the destruction of the world hoping that a bunch of people who could have died countless times would join together and stop him against all odds? This is something which seriously needs to be addressed not to make the whole situation ridiculous and it can be addressed either by adding plot-points which make Eren’s choices understandable or by clearly showing that Eren was wrong not to tell others.

At the same time, for theory 2 to be true there is the need to find a convincing reason why both Historia and Eren’s POV have been hidden from us up until now. If Eren wants to destroy the world and that is, why have we not been shown his pov and why is there still mystery about a meeting between him and Historia? Similarly, there is the fact that it makes no sense for Eren to have told Floche his plan and not people he truly cared about. As a matter of fact even if he wants to destroy the world, why should he want a group like the Jeagersists rule over Paradis considering they are a threath to people like Hange and Levi he cares about?

All in all, why is he pushing Armin and Mikasa and the others away? No matter what theory is true, it must address this point.

These are my two cents as per now.

Have a great day!

#snk #asksfullofsugar #anonymous

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lailannajacobs · 6 years ago

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Bake Until Soft and Gooey

Pairing: Loki X Reader

Request: Hewo! owo If you're not too busy with other requests, I was wondering if you would do a Loki fic where Loki and the reader like each other, but they don't know that the other does, and the reader ends up baking cookies for him to confess her feelings? Thank you, it's nice to know that you're always open to talk as well ;>

Warnings: Absolute fluff :)

Word Count: 1.8k

A/N: Thank you so much to the lovely anon who requested this! I love baking myself so I had so much fun writing it!! I hope the wait didn’t feel too long and I’d love to hear what you think about it! <3

You let out a sigh and swept up the flour that was all over the kitchen floor. Despite the fact that you had made chocolate chip cookies almost a million times in your life, today, nothing was going right. It wasn’t hard to figure out why though. You had finally decided it was time - time to tell Loki how you really felt about him. Just the thought made you a nervous wreck.

Ever since moving to the compound, things between the two of you had always been easy. You couldn’t think of anyone else you had ever gotten along with so well, but you had never had the courage to tell him how you felt. You didn’t want to lose one of your closest friends by confessing your feelings, especially if he didn’t feel the same way. And on the off chance that he did but things ended, then you would still lose him as a friend. You didn’t know if that was something you could handle.

But this morning your conflicted feelings had been too much to handle. You needed to let him know how you felt.

All you could do was hope that he felt the same way.

What better way to do that, you thought, than by using your delicious chocolate chip cookies as an excuse to talk to him. It had been the genius idea you needed to give yourself that little nudge in the right direction. Although if you were being honest, you never needed an excuse to talk to him and you were probably just overthinking everything.

After cleaning up your mess, you opened the fridge and swore.

“(y/n) what did the fridge ever do to you?”

“Nothing, except not have enough eggs for these cookies.” You groaned.

Then you realized who had spoken. You froze, your head still in the fridge. Loki wasn’t supposed to be here. What was he doing here? He wasn’t supposed to know what you were doing. Damn. Why had you answered him? What was he doing here? It seemed that even when you were doing something you didn’t want him knowing about, you were too open around him. What did you do now? You couldn’t just ignore him.

“Do you need help?” he asked.

You took a deep breath, pulled yourself together and popped your head out from your hiding place in the fridge. “Oh, no, that’s fine…I’m good. These cookies literally take like ten minutes to make.”

“Are you sure?” he manifested an egg. “I think I can be of some assistance.”

You wanted to tell him to leave but you really needed that egg. And butter. Did they even keep anything in that stupid fridge? If you told him to leave, he’d probably get suspicious, and that was the last thing you wanted before those cookies were done. He couldn’t know something was up, you weren’t ready to tell him yet. But you were ready for that egg though.

A smile unwittingly made its way onto your face. “You know I can’t say no to you when you bring me eggs.”

He raised a brow, “Only when I bring you eggs?”

You extended your hand and waited, “yes, only then.”

He grinned and placed the egg in your hand. You lingered there for a moment before getting back to work, only to realize you needed butter too.

“Think you could get me some butter too?”

His lips spread into a sly grin, “I knew you needed me for more than eggs.”

“Eggs and butter. Congratulations.” You teased as he handed you the missing ingredient. “I can’t seem to do it without you.”

He held onto the butter for a second, his eyes twinkling with mischief before letting go. Every time he looked at you like that you thought your heart was going to explode out of your chest.

You broke the gaze so he wouldn’t know what was going through your mind. “Thanks.” You began creaming the sugars with the butter, the sound of the beaters drowning out any possibility of a conversation. Although the two of you had always been comfortable with the silence, you were glad for an excuse not to speak. You didn’t need him noticing how nervous you were. You cracked the egg into the bowl and reached for the bottle of vanilla.

Opening the jar, you spoke up. “Doesn’t it smell amazing.” You poured a teaspoon into the batter. “Want to taste?”

He squinted his eyes, uncertain. “Really?”

You nodded. “Sure. I used to do it all the time.”

He shrugged. Your easy demeanour was all he needed to be convinced.

You gave him a spoonful and watched as he brought it to his lips, trying your hardest to hide your crazy grin. It was hard not to give it away but somehow, you managed.

His eyes widened at the horrible, bitter taste and then narrowed. You knew all to well that the god of mischief liked to be the only one playing tricks, but you couldn’t resist.

You flashed him your most innocent grin.

Wordlessly, he closed the gap between the two of you, those green eyes keeping yours captive. Your heart began to race like it did every time he was this close an all you had to do was lean in and your lips could touch his. He swallowed, the look in his eyes growing more and more cunning.

“Are these for someone in particular?” He whispered, his voice low and husky.

You hesitated. Maybe now was the time to tell him how you felt. You had wanted to bring the cookies along with your confession, but maybe just having baked them with him was enough. You itched to tell him. This could be the opening you were looking for. All you had to do was say yes. Tell him that they were for someone, and that someone was him. It was always him. But before you realized what you were doing, you were shaking your head, chickening out once more.

His mischievous look dropped and he took a quick step back. “Well…it would have been more interesting if they had been.”

“Fortunately for you,” you shrugged, focusing on the batter so that you didn’t have to look at him. “they’re just plain old cookies so you can have as many as you want.”

“At least I know they will be good. They always are (y/n). I have to go see my brother…about leaving, but I am sure I will be back in time to have some…unless everyone else eats them all first.”

Before you could tell him that he had nothing to worry about, he shot you a small smile and was out the door.

You looked after him, wondering what was so important that he had to leave in such a hurry. You let out a breath, practically shaking from the fact that you had almost told him.

Afternoons like these made it easy to forget that there were so many other important things going on in each of your lives. You didn’t live on the compound because the rent was cheap. You lived here because you were an agent like everyone else. Tomorrow you’d be back on a mission and Loki would be on Asgard with Thor, helping out in the realm he was prince of.

The timer ticked, counting down the seconds until the cookies were ready. That was how long you’d give yourself to muster the courage to tell him. It had to be today. There wouldn’t be a better time.

The cookies were still warm on the plate when you paced in front of Loki’s door. You had reached the door, lifted your fist and then stopped, turned around to leave but then talked yourself into staying. You lost count of how many times you had done that and wouldn’t be surprised if you had been here long enough for the whole hallway to smell like cookies.

When you finally decided enough was enough, you went to knock, but the door opened before your fist could touch the wood.

“(Y/N)” Loki's eyes widened at the sight of you standing there with your fist in the air. “I was going to look for you.”

You almost dropped the plate. “You were?”

He nodded

The silence opened up for you to say what you had come to say but when you opened your mouth you only blurted, "I have cookies” and shoved the plate at him.

“Indeed you do.” His lips twitched upward in that half smile you loved so much as he took the plate from you and set it on the desk to his right. “Would you like to come in?”

“Yes. No. I mean, I would, but I have something to say first and I’m not sure you’re going to want me to come in after I do.”

He looked so worried you almost didn’t continue.

“The thing is…I made these cookies because I really didn’t know how else to tell you -well I guess there were other ways to tell you - but really it seemed that this was the best way to do it, and the thing is.” You stopped and took in a deep breath. The confused look on his face probably meant that you were rambling but you couldn’t slow down if you wanted to get the words out. “The thing is Loki. I like you. Like, really like you. I have for some time now and I have no idea if it’s even the right thing to do, you know, telling you, and I know you probably don’t even think about me that way because we’re friends but-”

The words died when his lips touched yours. He stole them from you as if he hadn’t been able to find them himself and this was the only way he knew how to get the message across. His lips were soft but firm and you wrapped your arms around his neck and slid your fingers into hair like you had day dreamed about doing for so long now. He pulled you closer, pushing your lips apart hungrily and kissed you like he had just been unleashed.

When he pulled away, a sly smirk pulled on the corners of his mouth, “was it always the plan to get me to make my own cookies?”

You rolled your eyes and said, “don’t be ridiculous, I did all the work” before pulling him back so that his lips met yours.

#loki #Loki Laufeyson #loki fanfic #loki fanfiction #loki x reader #loki imagine #MCU fic #MCU fanfiction #marvel fanfiction #fan fiction #fanfic #reader interactive

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walkingshcdow-a · 5 years ago

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Announcement: 1/29/2020

Good evening, y’all! I just want to give a quick update on what activity on this blog is going to look like, which muses are going to be active (and to what extent), and all that good stuff. I’m placing it under a “read more”, simply because this will be a long post.

General Notes

State testing will soon be upon my students. I’m working hard to prepare them. On the plus side, this Saturday (2/1/2020) is my last debate meet of the semester! That said, we’re implementing some study Saturdays, where I’ll be offering tutoring/mini-lessons for four hours on select Saturdays. I will place semi-hiatus notices in advance for those.

I’m also contending with a severe depression. I have it in my Habitica app that I need to do at least one reply/ask/meme a day, so I don’t fall out of the habit/give into the dark side, but expect me to be a little slower. Some of y’all know what triggered this particular bout of depression - nothing RP related, but it is intensely personal and intensely painful. I’m getting the professional help I need and I have to remind myself that that’s what matters right now. Good vibes are appreciated, though! Always. And as always, I’ll be sending you guys love and positive thoughts at every chance I get.

Summer will be better.

Muse Activity

My muse activity, as anyone with a MuMu or multiple blogs will attest to, fluctuates. However I want to give some notes on all muses for those of you who are curious.

Rudyard Funn: Rudyard is listed as active and he is! I’m struggling to keep up with old threads from his former blog, so if you have something you’d like to keep from there, please link me!

Georgie Crusoe: I’m testing Georgie. I’m not ready to unleash her on new RP partners (unless they RP canon Wooden Overcoats characters), just because I’m getting used to her and deciding whether or not I plan to keep her. If you enjoy my Georgie, please let me know!

Masha Voronina: Masha is active, but I am insecure about my female OCs in general. Please send love/asks/anons/threads her way!

Anna Garcia: Like Masha, Anna is active and I’m a bit insecure about my female OCs so any love is very appreciated! That said, I’m pretty confident in her voice and PSYCHED about the urban fantasy world I’ve built surrounding her (and Santiago and a bunch of unlockable OCs and verses for canons...) Hit me up!!

Victor Frankenstein: Victor is really only open for interaction with @professor-of-predators. I’m using him to cope with some things and I don’t really want to open him up to others at this point in time.

Finnegan: Finnegan is so underrated. PLEASE hit me up for him! He’s active and terrible but capable of growth.

Diaval: I haven’t seen “Maleficent 2″ yet. I will! That said, I’ve had a huge resurge of muse for him. Please RP with him! Minor changes might be made to his bio when I see M2, but from what I’ve heard, I’m on the right trajectory with him anyways.

Elizabeth Lavenza: Elizabeth is on hiatus. When I bring her back, I want to divorce her from my 2015 verses more (still have Victor with an NPC sister) and allow her to shine without Victor looming over her. This is a project to consider in the summer, if the muse strikes.

Erik: Erik is selective af. I’ve never made it a secret that I think the Pha.ndom is a total cesspool. I am willing to play Erik, but insofar as shipping goes, please just assume that my endgame is Erik/Nadir with my Nadir unless we’ve explicitly discussed otherwise. I’m just really exhausted with feeling like this muse is romanticized, sexualized, and fetishized.

Nadir Khan: Nadir is so selective, I should just put him on hiatus. I don’t have a lot of muse for him outside of fanfiction right now. If you have an interesting plot idea, feel free to message me, but I may not have the spoons to indulge you.

Gleb Vaganov: Gleb is on indefinite hiatus. I have lost inspiration for him, but hope that he may return to me in the future.

Santiago Ortiz: Santiago is selective, but only because he’s a little harder for me to write than some of the others. If you want to plot, message me! I’m eager to use him, he’s just very different than my usual “type”. I’m excited about his universe and using him.

Percy Blakeney: I have muse for Percy, but I think I’ll put him on semi-hiatus for my mental health. I also know not many people know what to do with him and that’s okay! If you have a specific plot, lmk.

Marguerite St. Just: Like Percy, I have muse for Marguerite, but I’m putting her on semi-hiatus. Not many people know what to do with her and that’s okay! If you have a specific plot, lmk.

Madeleine de Chandon: I have inspiration for this OC, but I want to revamp her. She is so far on hiatus as I workshop her that she isn’t even listed on my muse list.

Jaskier: I want to pick up Jaskier from “The Witcher” as a muse, but I want to do some test writing - fanfictions, private RPs, etc. If you’d like to privately RP with him, message me! He’ll be Netflix based because I don’t know anything about games besides what the Wiki tells me. Not sorry.

Please note that it is physically impossible for me to devote the same amount of time/focus/energy on each of my muses as the same time. I hope to keep my turn-around times short, but I ask for your patience as I do work full-time and am dealing with a lot of RL stressors. This is a hobby, not my job.

Verse Reconstruction

You may have noticed I’m not tagging verses. I’m working on deciding how to go about doing that in an efficient way. My threads will be a little messy for the time being but I’m thinking of doing big, blanket verse tags (ex. .001 | canon, .002 | modern, .003 | historical, etc.). I might include more specific tags, but I don’t know what that will look like.

I do know that all my muses will have their canon verses, a modern verse (if they are not a modern character), an urban fantasy verse (if they are not urban fantasy character), historical verses (generally tagged or tagged by era), a Disney verse (if they are not a Disney character), a D&D/medieval fantasy inspired verse, and so forth. I’m sure there are others I’ve neglected to include in this list.

Give me time to construct these tags and/or pages. I work full time and can’t believe I’ve carved time to make an announcement post.

Graphics/Layout/Etc.

I need to save up to commission my favorite graphics-maker to beautify this blog. In the meantime, I hope it’s easy enough to navigate and not too unsightly!

Misc.

If you’ve read all of this, please know that I love you. Thank you for being patient with me as I’ve searched for an online home. Hopefully I will feel at ease on my MuMu.

As always, please respect my rules and boundaries, but don’t be shy! I promise to do the same for you!

Peace!

#;;told by an idiot | {out of character}#;;full of sound & fury | {announcements & psas}

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amisbro · 6 years ago

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Let’s talk: My fan fic writing

So this is almost like a FAQ about how I write my fics and why I write certain things the way that I do. I thought that by doing this it might enlighten some of you whom might have never sampled my fics before and I respect that. My thought and hope is if you read this that MAYBE you check them out but again I will never force anyone ever. With that...let’s get rolling

“You seem to write more ‘fluff’ stories than ‘angst/smut’ stories///why?” This is a question that I am surprised I don’t get a lot from people BUT I’m going to answer it anyways Here is how I look at fic writing When I come home from a day out and I need to just “decompress” and chill out what do I want to read? - A light ,happy ,fluff piece OR - A story with a heavy overtone that might make me have to take 20 minutes and now I’m more annoyed than I was before? While I know (and respect) that there are people that love some good Angst having NOTHING but that isn’t healthy. If you come home beat up and you just want to relax and read a good light story that fills you with the “happy” then that is what I hope to bring you a lot of the time. Now let’s cover this: Why don’t I write a “smut” fic? This one is harder to explain because ,yes I have been known to go into certain tags and so forth and look at the more “graphic” style of images in terms of that kind of content...surprisingly though I don’t want to READ IT! I did that around the time I was in my Senior year of high school and then my brain just started drifting away from reading it so now its like “fluff or nope”! The other reason is cos quite literally I CAN NOT write it...maybe a part of that is cos my brain refuses to let me but eyyy Now let’s go to this question “You write a lot a lot of fics where a lot of the ships (OCxCanon or Canon/Canon) are LGBT themed if there is a pairing. When did this start and why?” So this question would be an interesting one to go into and I got time so let’s The truth of the matter is that I started writing fics around the time that the internet was really like in its infancy. Like we are talking Geocities was a thing and AOHell was the dominant force (5+ nerd points if you remember “Webcrawler”) I started writing fics with that kind of theme back when I was learning about the seasons of Sailor Moon that (at the time) we hadn’t gotten. If you are an old school Moonie like myself you remember that back when Sailor Moon was in Syn (that’s short for Syndication) the show would do the first whole season and then up to when all the Phantom Sisters would reconcile on Earth thanks to Usagi and Company. I then learned through a friend of mine that supposedly the reason that Sailor Moon never got to show the S season (at the time) was because of the fact that two of the Senshi were Lesbians. This came as a shock to me because of the fact that I had seen the first season and had no issue with Zoisite (and this was before I learned he was changed to a female by DiC. I still have no issue with this change because to be honest I liked Zoisite no matter what gender he was portrayed with). It was very interesting though to say the least. So at this time I actually started writing fics for my own (and even back then they were “self-insert” fics...yeah I’m an OG in that community) and in that period I started researching the Three Lights/Starlights and my fave was and always is Yaten. I remember writing one fic where my character was in love with Yaten but was it Healer or Yaten? I think that is the first time I remember writing my character as (unknowing at the time) a Bisexual male and it was something I was actually damn proud of. Keep in mind also this was probably around high school so you are talking close to the end of the 1990s and the idea of people being any sexual orientation other than straight was like “Whoa!” Sadly I never finished this fic Another OG Self-Insert fic I wrote was a Gundam Wing fic where my character was living in the 1990s (or it might have been early 2000s...it was around the time that Gundam Wing came out on DVD) and he was a whiz mechanic that the President had recruited to help build this machine (no one knew it was going to be a war robot for space yet) and then he got called into the President’s office and was asked to participate in another experiment. THIS ONE involved him literally being injected and then placed into a capsule but he never “aged” past his current year. When he was shipped out into space it was unknown the # of years that passed to him but he ended up being found by one of the Gundam pilots and then eventually he returned to Earth only to run into Lucrezia Noin and Zechs Marquise. The latter name was important because something struck with my character and he fell in love with Zechs and they were going to (eventually) turn against Romefeller and OZ but there were some other overtones that were used/going to be used and I remember showing THIS FIC (which was titled “red fences”) to my grandfather whom is one of those hyperconservative republicans...he didn’t blink and he actually enjoyed it! Yeah that blew me away even when he could clearly see my name with one of the characters and I made it clear they were going to be a couple. That one still blows my mind Sadly though I never finished this fic So THAT answers the “When did it start?” part but now let’s get to “why?” First off I need to get this out there I personally DON’T identify as any sexual orientation/identity. If people want to look at some of the things I tweet/blog about and assume one thing or the other you will NOT get me to answer “yes” or “no” to anything but I will let you have your assumptions and go about my day. Its like my very first Anon ages ago on this site legit asked if I was gay or bi and I just deleted it. If that person that sent that anon is still around here is my answer Have fun figuring it out I still remember too that Anon was on the day this blog was created 5 years ago on 5/29 and my first thought was “Why do you give a shit?” I still don’t know to be honest So WHY then ,if I don’t identify as one orientation or another, do I write myself a particular way? The answer is this In a lot of series’ that I have watched in Anime since about 1997 there were a lot of characters that ,in my mind, I could see myself with at some point in time. Its just that most ended up being male characters and I always seem to identify with the ones that were either “Royal” types ,”Mom” types or characters that could just be supportive if my character flew off the handle. The reason I will write Canon/Canon occasionally is because ,in my head, I always could see certain ships in my mind that maybe some don’t. I am not totally sure but I might be one of the few that is more ReSaru in K Project than SaruMi. I’m an occasional rarepair guy and that’s fine (see my EijiHaru straight ship in UtaPri). Now one more for the road “You have been known to write ‘Villain’ characters in ‘softer’ roles while outright unleashing on others that might be fandom faves...what is the reasoning for this?” Aight...let’s roll on this one So let’s look at some of the more “Villain” characters I have wrote in a way that MAYBE canon doesn’t match up with Yukari Mishakuji HEAVENS Those would be two in the “Villain” role that I wrote in a “softer” role Now we know the example of someone I wrote as a villain and just completely went in on a time or two so they don’t NEED to be named...you know if you follow my twitter So WHY do I write some in a more positive light then? While I can say that Yukari is mostly for ship purposes I can say confidently that if I wasn’t going to ship myself with him (and FYI canonically he is one of my f/o’s that is actually close to my real life age) I could still write him as a mentor to say...Domy and Co. as the “Sister figure” (The “Mother” role is already filled by Seri with me) so there is definitely that reason and I’m going to be honest there about that. The other reason though is I like to play with the idea of him being a canonically gay character in that universe (and why the FUCK he wasn’t coded that way legit baffles me...fuck make him genderfluid cos I always thought he could pass for either anyways) but he knows how to go and kick ass and he does he job well. I HAD thought of writing him as a sinister jackass at one time but this was when Missing Kings was around and not Return. NOW with “Side:Green” coming in the future I want to see more about my extra B/F. HEAVENS was an interesting one HEAVENS had no canon information to go off of really (and if you think about it as far as actual English information outside of translations we still don’t) so getting behind them took WAY LONGER than maybe it should have. I blame Broccoli for this cos the way that they ended Season 2 it almost felt like HEAVENS should have ended and then STARISH and QN would go at it so come Season 4 when its all over they can end the series at Maji Love Kingdom and be done with it but they kept HEAVENS around for some reason so...yeah! The thing was that for some reason despite me wanting to see HEAVENS fall in Season 2 that made me even MORE curious about them and then come Season 4 I wanted to see them rise up and be proven to be an equal...that involves writing and that was my issue with the season as I have made my opinion known but as time went on I made this decision “I will NOT write HEAVENS in a negative light until I see what Season 4 does” Season 4 comes and then I felt more sympathy for them after a lot of stuff happened such as Shion’s breakdown Van’s enthusiasm that got misinterpreted (in my opinion) and that set off Ren Eiichi showing (in “Visible Elf”) that he was clearly worried about Shion’s well being and also willing to take the bullet for that project ON TOP OF him basically going “Oh s**t” when he found out about Otoya...that surprised me We could probably go on and on about that but this post is going to be a world book length as is so YEESH! Like I said its easy for me with HEAVENS because I had the time with them from S2 to Season 4 (and hopefully some in the movie) to grow WITH THEM so when I write them yes I kind of make them more sympathetic but its because I fear that they don’t get a lot of love on social media and that is kind of something that bothers me NOW...why would I write some more HARSHLY? Because if I am going to write a story that has a villain I need to make them irredeemable. Think about this When I grew up in the 80s and 90s (pre Sailor Moon obsession) a lot of the shows I watched had a hero and a villain. In all those shows no matter what the Villain did the Protagonist made sure they got theirs in the end right? This is an approach I tend to use. In my head I feel like I need to make you hate someone. I need someone to show your vitriol for so I need to make something happen to make you go “Oh s**t...these mothers need to get their asses kicked” (point of order: when I say “mothers” that’s short for “motherf***ers”) The reason I want you to root against them is so if there ever COMES A TIME when I am going to write them in a sympathetic role its a full-time situation. Let’s use TRIGGER from Idolish7 I know that they have a fanbase...I know it and I respect it (even if I think most of them are on my block list on twitter). In my mind though from the part that I read/played there was more “bad” that ,even if they didn’t cause it, they BENEFITED from it (and we know exactly what I’m talking about if we remember episode 11 of the Anime) so that made it hard for me to embrace them. It got HARDER when you realized it felt like they could run over a cat with an 18 wheeler and Tsumugi would find a way to go from “Idolish7 Manager” to “TRIGGER Protection Squad” and that didn’t help me in the least You know what’s even funnier about them? I think the episode that was supposed to make me really feel for TRIGGER was when they confronted Sousuke in his office and in my mind I was like “Okay this is when I’m supposed to embrace them” but literally after that I was like “Wait didn’t HEAVENS just do this in ‘Legend Star’ except for them it kind of backfired?” Like a big part of me literally couldn’t get past the whole HEAVENS thing from Season 2 (trio group ,Leader is the son of the President ,has a ‘cute’ member and a dad friend) so I was like “Oh...okay I’m supposed to hate these guys!” Now if you are wondering why we took this detour its because LITERALLY this was what I was thinking the whole time during the part/season. The only difference outright was the fact that Saotome didn’t disband them (or put them up for disbandment at Black and White) so that was like THE MAIN DIFFERENCE for me so that was def a thing. Here is the tl:dr version of this The reason I write against certain people harder in my fics is because sometimes the canon material doesn’t really help me embrace them or sometimes its a first impression that rubbed me wrong. First impressions with me are sometimes harder to shake and when it comes to that then there can be a problem. (And yet Alois Trancy is always going to be a fave...then again I put him in the “did nothing wrong” club and his past is WAY PAST SCREWED UP!) Well sweet Jesus I think that answer went on long enough...I hope that you enjoyed this and I will see you ficwise around August 24th because THIS GUY

is finally getting his birthday fic after I fucked up and missed the past two years Yes friends my beloved Yukari is going to be 35 this year (I have to try and remember he was born the same year as Mamo...who ironically voices Fushimi in K Pro) and I need to do a FABULOUS fic for him on his special day...I hope Shenmue doesn’t distract me Ahh It’ll be grand I promise Aight aight I gotta go BUT since I have one of my GBs on the post let’s add another

(I need these two to interact more...might have them fight over me but that is another story for another day) Later my dear friends and take care

#Amisbro #fan fic questions #Because I have friends on twitter that might be interested in these #SO HERE WE GO

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