#anon i hope you know this question made me cry. don't ask why i'm very sensible atm

[5uptic]

is hbomberguy the same guy as hbomb from the hafu lobbies?

he's not 😭😭😭 but i'd be lying to you if i said i wasn't confused by this for weeks a couple years ago

[vampirebloodie]

Adam Stanheight x reader? Like how Lawrence describes his daughter & wife, have Adam describe his relationship with the reader.

Hope you like it, anon! <3

Best Thing In My Life | Adam Faulkner-Stanheight x Reader

Summary: You carry Adam's baby and the position of the best thing in his life

The time in that bathroom seemed like it would never end, Lawrence and Adam were still trying to understand what they should do to get out of that trap without physical harm. They had already understood that they needed to cut off their own leg that was trapped in chains, but where would they get the courage to do something like that? Lawrence looked at the photo of his family tied up there, helpless, not knowing what he could do to help Alison and their daughter.

“I feel horrible that i can’t help them. Alison and Diana are everything to me. I know i made a mistake cheating on Alison, but i love her since we met years ago. She is the woman of my life.”

The doctor lamented, he didn't even have enough water in his body to shed tears.

“I wonder if they did something to Y/n like they did to them.”

Adam said leaning against the wall, inside he was in pure despair, but he tried to hide it as much as possible, he didn't want to appear weak, no matter how weak he was.

“Y/n? Your relative?”

He asked.

“Something more than that. She is the best thing in my life. Is my girlfriend. I don’t think they would have the courage to do anything to her.”

“If they did something to a child like mine, why wouldn’t they do it to your girlfriend?”

Lawrence asked and Adam ignored his rude question.

“She is not alone. She's pregnant, carrying my baby. I was dedicating myself so much to photography to support both of us and him or her.”

Adam ran his hand over his face, starting to cry. Lawrence was silent for a few seconds before sighing, he was a little shocked now, Adam is gonna be a dad, just like him. If they were close to each other, they would definitely have hugged each other at that moment.

"I'm so sorry."

“I... She was the best thing that ever happened to me. I was bullied a lot in high school for being introverted, she was a new student, in the first week without even knowing me she helped me and stopped them from hitting me. She started hanging out with me and even though she was teased for being pretty and hanging out with a "weirdo" like me, she never stopped. After that i started to look at her like the wonder woman of my dreams, we've been together for 7 years and counting, in fact i was planning to surprise her and ask her to marry me, until i ended up here. She probably came home and saw everything set up, but she didn't saw me there. ”

He explained with a sad face.

"Don't worry. We’re going to get out of here and you’re going to see her again. I want to see my family too. Alison and i are not what we used to be, but i know she still loves me as much as i love her, the feeling may have cooled, but our love for Diana can overcome everything. My little girl is such a miracle in our life, she is so smart and curious. Just like her mother when was a teenager. I'm so proud of my baby”

Gordon said smiling, Adam started running his hands through his jeans looking for something, until he took a photo out of one of the pockets and showed it to Lawrence.

“Look look, at least he didn’t take that from me.”

Lawrence couldn't deny it, she really was very beautiful and had a magical smile that could easily charm anyone who passed by her. The photo showed her and Adam together holding a pregnancy test in one hand and a photograph of an ultrasound in the other hand, smiling extremely happily as a couple in love should be.

“She’s beautiful, isn’t she? She is the love of my life, she is everything to me, she is the thing i am most grateful for having in my life. My family never supported me in being a photographer, unlike her who always helped me despite all the judgments. Being with her every day makes me happier and warms my heart, it's like im in paradise and she's my goddess. ”

Adam said smiling silly caressing the photo, the blonde laughed.

"Do not laugh. Lawrence, im really scared i'll never leave here and i won’t be able to see her again.” He admitted, frustrated.

"Ok ok, we going to get out of here, we’re going to find a way to do this, you’re going to find your wife, even if i leave first and come back for you.”

"You promise?"

“I promise you, Adam.”

Final note: please, reblog if you liked! 💖

[zerobaseonefics]

warm you up ㅡ park gunwook (requested)

park gunwook x gn!reader

genre : fluff

warnings : none !! i'm sorry i took so long with your ask dear anon :(( hope you'll like it

gunwook was close to cry when he saw you this morning in your big puffer. you looked so cute, trying to disappear in it to protect yourself from the cold.

but as much as he find it endearing, he could see you were really, really cold.

you hated winter. well, no, you loved looking at the snow by the window, being wrapped up in a plaid with a hot chocolate and a christmas movie for background noise. but as soon as you stepped outside, you just wished you were back to the warmer days.

school was hell. you were pretty sure the whole academic system was made to cause your downfall, because why the fuck would they send you on a school trip during winter? and it wasn't some school trips where you could spend the day indoors, no, they sent guys to the fucking mountains to go hiking.

if you hated winter (the season ‼️😟), gunwook will hate it as well. even as a friend, he's kind of a protective person and he likes to help his dear ones in whatever situation. now you were feeling cold, and it was not just because you were overly sensitive to this weather, it was in fact VERY cold. oh, how he wished he could just take you somewhere and hug you to warm you up. but he couldn't just leave the rest of the class with you to take you somewhere hot. plus, he was way too shy to hold you in his arms.

throughout the day, gunwook tried to warm you up subtly. it was just small little things, and you didn't even realize his attentions earlier. at first, he was clumsy as he didn't know what to do. he stole your phone to make you run and feel warmer... yeah, you weren't very happy about it. then, he made sure when you walked that you were always on a spot where the sunlight was hitting, so you could be where it's hotter. but gunwook figured out it wasn't enough at all.

"y/n, what do you think about my gloves?"

"hum... they look good?"

you were taken aback by the sudden and weird question, but you answered anyways. gunwook stretched his arms to you his gloves better.

"you want to try them on?''

"why would i want to try them on-"

"okay, i'm letting you try them only because it's you."

you accepted with frowned eyebrows, confused about his actions, but you let it be only because you had no gloves and you would love to warm up your hands even for seconds. he took off his gloves and insisted on putting them for you, which you let him do. while you were looking at your hands now covered with his black woolen gloves, gunwook also took off his scarf to wrap it around your neck and your head to cover your ears. you looked at him, even more confused.

you didn't have to ask him anything, because he talked before you could.

"i was thinking they would suit you better than me."

"aren't you cold?" you asked a bit worried.

"don't worry, i can handle this kind of weather", he responded, trying to look cool.

"tch, you're bragging" you scoffed.

you looked at his hands that were already getting red from the cold. you sighed : he didn't have to endure the cold for you... you looked back up to him with a smile.

"thank you, gunwook."

and now, the redness of his hands went to his cheeks, because you took his hand in your and put it in your pocket.

"let's go, we have to catch up with the rest of the class."

gunwook let you drag him happily towards the rest of the group, and despite the freezing weather, he couldn't help but feel warm thanks to your hand.

[orange-peony]

An ask game for writers to procrastinate working on your WIP(s)

Thanks for tagging me @wellbelesbian!

1. 🦈Tell us the name of your/ one of your WIP(s):

I'm actively working on "Home sweet home" and "Thorns", but I also have a few stories at planning stage with various titles.

2. 🍄Describe your WIP/one of your WIP(s) in the format of “___ + ___ =___”

Hallmark movie + snowbaz = a lovely mess

3. 🌍What tags or warnings will one of your WIP(s) need if you intend to share it?

The drarry one has PTSD as a warning, the snowbaz one has Fiona's mad chihuahua and a very thirsty Simon + Baz. And Dev deserves a tag for himself, as per usual.

4. 🧭An alternative title to one of your WIP(s)?

I've got one with an interesting temporary title, but I don't know if I'm going to post it for an anon fest, so I can't share it.

Let's go for the snowbaz one "The veil opens again" (the title will most likely change - it's set 20 years in the future when the veil opens and married snowbaz with their kids visit Watford, so that Baz can see Natasha again, and then Lucy also appears).

5. ⚠️Which WIP your most likely to finish or update next?

I'm trying to work on alternate weeks on my drarry and snowbaz BB, also because one is kind of angsty and the other one pretty light, so it's easier for my mood. The snowbaz will post first because it's due sooner.

6. 💾What is your document of your WIP/ a WIP called? (not the stories actual title but what you’ve saved it as)

They're organised by fandom, and the folders usually have the title of the fic, unless I haven't decided on a title yet. I have a "multiverse" one and a "soulmates" folder.

7. 🖍Post Any sentence(s) from your WIP.

Drarry - “I forgot to mention that I’m an Unspeakable,” Draco says.

Snowbaz - “Well, I would kiss you.” I don’t know why I said that. Fuck.

8. ♻️A scrapped idea for your current WIP.

Some super angsty subplot that I decided to ditch because it made me want to cry. 😭

9. 🤔What’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet?

I'd love to write a drarry multiverse, but I also have a couple of drarry fics that I've planned but haven't got the chance to start writing yet (one is a soulmate fic and the other one features professional scapegoat Draco). As for snowbaz, I'd love to write another AU.

10. 🤡How many WIPS are you actively working on?

I'm actively working on 2 - my drarry and snowbaz BB fics.

11. 🛠Is there a scene or anything in the WIP you are struggling with right now?

Draco is being a lot softer than he was meant to be, and Harry was supposed to be angrier, so I'm struggling a bit with a scene, but I'm getting there (I hope).

12. ❤️Not a question, just a second Kudos to send.

A shower of kudos to you all! 💙

Tagging (no pressure): @bubble-gumhead, @artsyunderstudy, @hushed-chorus, @you-remind-me-of-the-babe, @peachpety, @lumosatnight, @facewithoutheart, @martsonmars, @cutestkilla, @thewholelemon, @larkral, @fatalfangirl, @cassiaratheslytherpuff and anyone who wants to do it (just say that I've tagged you!)

[animeomegas]

Ooo! So happy you hit 4k!!

Can you do one with Denki Kaminari where they were childhood friends but didn't know they were getting married to each other until very recently, and a game of 20 questions?

Keep up that great work!!

-Ghost Anon

I will! I hope you like this, Ghost Anon!! <3

...

DENKI + CHILDHOOD FRIENDS + 20 QUESTIONS

The game of 20 questions had been your suggestions as a way to spend a gloomy and stormy afternoon stuck inside. You had intended to play it in the drawing room, but Denki had insisted that the game was best played in private, in your bedroom.

Which was why you and Denki were now lounging on the floor of your bedroom with a bunch of pillows and blankets, listening to the rain pound on the window.

"Do you want to go first?" Denki asked, grinning.

"We've known each other forever, I can't think of anything I don't know about you..." you said, trying to wrack your brain for something. "Oh! I know! If you had to get a job, what job would you get?"

"That's such a boring question."

"You're so annoying," you laughed, hitting him with a pillow. "It's my question, I can ask whatever I want."

"Fine," he groaned, drawing out the word and flopping back onto some blankets. "I guess... I guess I'd try and join the army or something?"

"The army?" you asked, eyebrows raised. "Denki 'I like sweet buns and hate exercise' Kaminari would join the army."

"I don't know," he said defensively, scratching his arm. "I just, I don't know, I could help people."

You dropped the comical surprise when you saw that he was genuine. You didn't want to mock or tease him if he felt strongly about something. Your mother would never let you live it down if you made your fiancé cry during the week before your wedding.

"I would be honoured to have someone so loyal guard me," you said softly, poking him in the stomach. "I was only teasing."

Denki perked up easily. He had always been easy to cheer up.

"It's your turn to pick a question."

Denki hesitated for a moment, but before you could ask, he started to speak.

"You said you don't know what to ask because we've known each other so long," Denki asked. You stared at him, wondering where this was going. "But we've only known each other as friends, not as married partners."

"You are going to turn this game into something more appropriate for our wedding night, aren't you?" you asked, amused.

"What kind of things do you like in bed?" Denki asked. His voice was steady, but a little pink blush on his cheeks gave away his embarrassment.

"Denks," you laughed, hugging a pillow in embarrassment.

"What? We're going to need to know this stuff, right? For heir making."

You snorted.

"Don't laugh at me!" he whined. "You know I'm right."

"Pick another question, Denki."

"Fine," he sighed dramatically. "How easy if the cook in this palace to bribe?"

"Denki!"

[wings-of-ink]

Hello! I went to sleep while finishing GC so naturally I had dreams abt it and some random questions- would you ever consider adding character descriptions for a Trans MC? (I know this is more work for u so feel free to ignore jus curious).

Also on that note I wanna add that the naming scene did in fact make me cry, I know it’s not the internet to be trans coded but- it just struck a cord with me- jus the fact that I got to choose my name and my fathers were happy for me🥲😭🙏🏼a whole box of puffs+ gone in one sitting. I can’t express how much I LOVE Da and Papa, they’re my Roman Empire I love them so much. They’re just so loving and accepting 🥲I wanna hug them

Speakin of characters I’d like to hug- Will we still be able to dig deeper into Zahns backstory even if we don’t romance them? Bc…I just…I wanna drag them back home far FAR from their Sect and just love them (platonically) forever. I wont deny tho I’m just very curious about their cult and like…wtf is going on there 👀

Ok this is already too long I’ll leave it at that💞gonna go reread this masterpiece now.

(Side note your description of the honey cakes made me wanna try them so I’m currently looking for recipes 🕺gonna eat them while I reread)

Have the loveliest day!

Sincerely,

-Oswin obsessed anon

Hello my dear!

First off, that is very sweet and I am loving that you dreamed about it!

I had wondered about making something of the sort, but like you said, it adds to an already complex system. My thinking when I did the character creation as it is was that, at least in this world, whoever you are - you just are. That's kinda how I see myself because I've always been in a grey area for my own identity. So, I just am. That's why I didn't enter any sort of specified option for transitioning.

I don't know if anything like the Trans descriptors will be in the game. If I did them, I'd want them to be at least meaningful. So, I won't say no, and it's something I'll take to heart when I consider the scope of the project.

I am thrilled that the naming scene was meaningful for you. I think I know how you feel there.

If I could magic any two people from my IF to life, I would probably go with Papa and Da, lol. Sorry to the RO lovers, but the world needs these daddies!

You will definitely see more of Zahn's backstory even if you don't romance them. Each RO will have that sort of baggage and you will be able to "try before you buy" so to speak. I haven't decided how deep that will go or how those will change depending on if they are romanced or not. I'm considering designing it so that you would need to romance them to get the entire scope of their background, problems, and such and help them find some sort of closure during their route. Zahn will start opening up more before you know it though!

Not to worry about a long ask - I love reading! Lol

I actually found a honey cake recipe that I wanted to post with a future update for chapter 3! But I'll pop it in here for you in case you want it. It's a bit fancier than what would be available to the MC's family, but it would be delectable. This chef is my all time favorite as well. Love the way he talks and his silly puns. I use his methods and recipes a lot and they never fail.

I hope your day is also lovely, Anon! Thank you for dropping in! ^_^

[eksentrismi]

if it's not too offensive or too much to ask, why are you attracted to inanimate objects? they can't love you back or anything like that, so i don't really get it.

It's alright, anon, I personally don't feel offended by your question. I suppose it probably can sound kinda odd to people who haven't heard of this stuff before etc. Sometimes I tend to forget that most people don't actually see objects as attractive, lol. And it doesn't help when there's lots of content, reaction videos and documentaries online, where objectum people are being mocked and made fun of, etc. It really sucks to see that kind of stuff, bullying is never okay imo </3

Anyways, well, it's complicated to explain why I get attracted to old tech and such. Like of course, I do know that they're just inanimate objects. Pretty much like in the case of fictional characters; I also love them a lot too and find them really attractive, but I understand that they're not really "real" and they'll never know me, they'll never love me back really etc. Sometimes it does make me feel a bit sad, but well, that's just how life goes. Can't do much about it.

Before I found out and realized I was objectum maybe an year or two ago: before that, I've always generally been very fascinated by old tech, finding it really cool. I'm an autistic dude, who grew up with old 1980's, 1990's and early 2000's tech. And I easily developed deep bonds to my electronic devices, favorite clothes, collectibles, plushies and whatever other objects I had that I found somehow cool-looking. Not romantic bonds, but like... generally deep bonds, I just got really attached to them, they brought me comfort etc. If my favorite plushie fell on the ground from my bed, I always felt really bad about it and would even cry about it as a kid. I held my favorite objects very carefully, always treating them well despite knowing that they were just inanimate objects with no feelings whatsoever. It's very complicated to explain and probably sounds silly anyways, sorry. It's probably good to note too though that I've always been extremely sensitive, lol: I'm really the type of guy, who literally cries at some ads too etc for no reason really. I still like to collect old tech and they're very valuable to me. <3 And well, nowadays whenever I see cool-looking old tech, besides the aesthetics; I also think that it's attractive to me and I get thoughts in my mind, in this "wow, that old electronic device over there looks really cute/handsome to me actually, I like how the tactile buttons and the colors look, the material looks pleasing to my eyes too, the shape is nice etc." way. Those kinds of thoughts just feel normal to me, but it's all pretty much just in like only either a romantic, platonic or aesthetic way. I just think that some electronic devices are good-looking, lol, IDK how to explain that any better than that.

Sorry, this all probably sounds like really incoherent rambling, I didn't know how to exactly write this reply here and I'm probably not the best person to ask from or explain these things out as I actually just suck at explaining stuff, lol. But I hope this helped answer your question at least a little bit!

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

More TEXT CONVOS!! (Also I want you to know that you can disregard the drabbles ! I just hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself  💗💗) 💺 anon

🍊) My little (brat) princess

🍊: I hid a bag in our closet. If you find it, do not open it. 🍒: Well now I kinda want to look for it 🍊: Please don't. 🍒: :( 🍊: I'm serious. 🍒: What even is inside? 🍊: It's a surprise.

🍒: About to take a bath, alone 🍒: No one here to wash my hair for me 🍒: Or leave kisses on my neck and shoulder 🍒: Or run their hands down my body 🍒: HOW ARE YOU AT THE FRONT DOOR ALREADY??

🍊: My love for you is like diarrhea 🍊: I can't hold it in 🍒: Am I supposed to say something nice?

🍊: How would you feel if I shaved? 🍒: Please just tell me you didn't 🍊: Well... 🍊: Yeah I was just kidding love 🍊: WHY DID YOU TELL LEMON WE'RE GETTING DIVORCED?

🍒: How much until your cute ass gets home?? 🍊: I'll be there in less than an hour ❤️ 🍒: Prepare yourself because the moment you step in I'm gonna jump in your arms and attack your pretty face with kisses 🍒: I can't wait to cuddle and hear you complain about the mission 🍊: I'm so in love with you

🍊: [1 image attached] 🍒: Screaming, crying, shaking, shitting, pissing, banging my head againts the wall, ripping my hair out, clawing out my heart, slamming my fists on the table 🍒: You look lovely

🍒: Hello my mandarin 🍊: We're not doing this

🍒: I think Tan hates me 🍊: Excuse me? What made you believe that? 🍒: That was meant for Lem 🍊: Why would you tell him you think I hate you? 🍒: Because he's very funny and I love to gossip with him 🍊: I'm funnier than him actually. And that still doesn't answer my question 🍒: You didn't ask me to be your valentine :( 🍊: That's because we've been married for 8 years, I assumed you're already my valentine 🍒: You have to ask :( 🍊: Fine. Will you be my valentine? 🍒: Yes :) [Tan reacted with ❤️]

[Unknown number]: Hello my beautiful wife. I am curently writing this message to apologize and ask for your forgiveness. Please unblock me. Yours, Tangerine. 🍒: ENOUGH

🍋) Silly goofy guy

🍋: How's my favorite person in the world doing? 🍒: What did you do? 🍋: Jumping to conclusions I see 🍒: Lemon what did you do? 🍋: Promise you won't get mad 😆 🍒: I promise 😊😊😊🔪😊😊 🍋: I broke your heels 🍒: ... 🍒: Well did you at least take some photos?? 🍋: You know it 🤪 🍋: [5 images attached]

🍋: Should we play minecraft? I wanna finish our train 🍒: Tan said he doesn't want to :( 🍋: Tell him to mind his business

🍋: I was drinking bubble tea and choked on the balls so I spilled the drink everywhere 🍋: Now Tan won't even look at me

🍋: I've been looking for my gun for 2 hours only to realize I don't have it anymore 🤣🤣🤣🤣💃🥳😆😼😼

🍒: He's my little anal ☺️ 🍒: ANGEL 🍒: ANGEL I MEANT ANGEL 🍋: THE WAY I SCREAMED 🍒: DON'T SHOW THIS TO HIM 🍋: HE'S LOOKING AT ME NOOO 😭😭

🍊🍋🍒) The fruit bowl

🍒: Do you ever just 🍋: Yeah, but 🍋: Yk? 🍒: Damn man I sure do 🍊: Is this why you two created this group chat? 🍋: Actually it's so you can like and subscribe 🤯👽❓ 🍒: But first, a word from our sponsor!! 🍊: I'm so done with you both

🍋: Should I dye my hair? 🍊: Absolutely fucking not 🍒: Pookie no it won't look as good as it does now!! 🍋: Love you guys 🫶 🍋: I already bought the hair dye 🍊: WHY DID YOU EVEN ASK? 🍋: I'm in a silly goofy mood 🍋: So green or blue? 🍊: I will smash your head through a window 🍒: LEM LISTEN TO US!! 🍋: Yo I kinda look like the joker

🍒: [2 images attached, it's photos of Tan and Cherry hugging] 🍒: These look so good! 🍒: Lem best wingman AND photographer 🍋: Fucking finally. It was getting annoying 🍊: Would you stop it already? 🍒: Yeah, it wasn't THAT bad 🍋: [1 image attached, text convo of Tan talking about Cherry to Lem] 🍊: DELTE THST RIGHT FUCKING NOW 🍒: 🤣 🍋: Oh I know you're not laughing Cherry 🍋: [1 image attached, text convo of Cherry gushing about Tan to Lem] 🍒: THAT'S MESSED UP

+ bonus 🍊: Made her laugh today and I can't get it out of my head 🍊: It's driving me nuts 🍊: I must've looked fucking stupid the way I just stared at her 🍋: Talking about her again? 🍊: Who else do I ever talk about you nob 🍋: So did you ask her out? 🍊: What do you think? 🍋: I'm thinking no because you're a pussy 🍊: Fuck off

🍒: Ok so I was talking to him earlier today and he just put his hand on my shoulder and got really close to my face but I feel like he was mostly looking at my lips. Maybe it was just my imagination 🍒: Anyway, does he do this to everyone? 🍋: Girl

hii angel!!! I really do want to be able to write them for you, I’ll keep them in my inbox and will def try to do one of them, but if not, keep them noted down and I’ll get around to them eventually 💓💓

THESE ARE SO FUN!!!?? loved them all, especially..

^ why would he tell us if he doesn’t want us snooping??????

^ lem would be the mediator, trying to rationalise tan not to shave (even if he was messing) he doesn’t want to see his bro with a baby face

^ ALL OF THAT😭😭 and then, you look lovely. I HAVE A PICTURE IN MY HEAD AND I NEED TO ADD IT bc it works well and obviously bc it’s hot 😩😩😩😩😩😩

^ tan would be acting like he doesn’t know lem😭

^😭😭😭😭😭 we just have random half conversations (but we each no exactly what the other is thinking) and it just annoys tan sm. “what did you think about that thing?” “that was so crazy. what did you think about that other thing? not that thing but another thing?” “holy shit man, but did you see?” “RIGHT? and then?” “omg😭”

^ lem got the receipts 😭😭😭😭

^😭😭😭😭 “bc you’re a pussy” and “girl” lmao

[gyllenhaalstories]

Hey :D I watched a few movies with Jake and I was wondering what are your fave movies and your least fave? Just curious!

hi anon!!! i hope you've enjoyed the movies you've watched so far!!! 💖 i've made it through almost his entire filmography, i think i'm missing 2 of them? yeah, that's about right. i'm avoiding nocturnal animals like the plague so maybe one day i will be brave enough to watch it and complete jake's whole filmography. it was pretty easy to select my 3 least favourites, but my top 3 had me questioning everything. i just love so many of his movies, it's not my fault! thank you so much for asking this question! i love rambling.

TOP 3 FAVOURITE MOVIES

Demolition (i remember watching this movie and i loved it so much that i watched it a second time right away. it holds such a special place in my heart and it always will!)

Brokeback Mountain and Love & Other Drugs (it feels criminal to put them at the same level but i just love them too much okay!!! they both make me cry a river)

Road House (yeah <3 jake has so many amazing movies but the rewatchability factor is very important to me and i've watched the movies mentioned above SO MANY TIMES and what's the other one that i also watched an alarming amount of times? road house. it's funny, it's pretty, it's not boring, it's not too long, it's got some depth, it's just so good. ambulance would also qualify, i love it so much too. if i was smart i would put wildlife because it gave me a similar gut punch as demolition did the first time i watched it, but i'm not smart so my vote goes for the gyllentitties)

TOP 3 LEAST FAVOURITE MOVIES

The Sisters Brothers (i love john morris & his multiple accents so much and there are elements of the movie i liked, but... it's so long... it's so boring... it's so yeehaw gold rush... it's one of the few movies of jake i have on DVD and i can assure you it won't be played very often <3)

Highway (call me boring and lame and everything you want, but i don't like alcohol and weed and stuff centered around those topics so it's kind of obvious that this movie wasn't for me. pilot's cute, i like him, but yeah. it took me forever to find this movie online in english and not spanish or russian? for some reason? so the intensive research was not all that worth it. if i ever watch it again, it's for pilot)

Life (i love david jordan and his yo-yo!!! i love him so much!!! i watched 2 alien movies in my life and they were essentially the same and i did not like them. why do they always let the aliens inside the spaceship??? aren't astronauts supposed to be smart? it's so stupid that they just think it will end well. it never ends well! so yeah i'd rather watch accidental love than life and that says A LOT.)

honourable mention for spirit untamed. i will never watch spirit untamed. i grew up watching spirit: stallion of the cimarron and my spirit would never!!! i can tell that jake's voice acting improved a lot between this movie and strange world and that's all that matters.

as a bonus, i'll give you the 3 movies that pleasantly surprised me! moonlight mile (i wasn't expecting much? i don't know, i thought it would be pretty meh but it was so good! i really liked it and it's definitely one of my rare comfort watches because jake hates me and doesn't do enough movies i can just watch easily), end of watch (it's so... intense. i almost threw up because of a certain scene, i thought i would have stopped watching before the end but i loved brian taylor so much) and stronger (one of jake's most underrated performances like woah this was so painful and so good and so yeah! i really liked it. you can tell that jake was passionate about telling this story and it deserves a lot more recognition). i'm done rambling now, thank you again for sending this! 💖

[traumasurvivorshelpingsurvivors]

tw: mental health (?) ableism(?), maybe manipulation?? mostly just asking a question and it isn't really heavy, it's a question about being low-empathy.

I was wondering what the difference between autistic empathy difficulties and other forms of lacking empathy? I highly suspect myself to be autistic, but recently I've been looking at anti social personality disorder (sociopath) because I don't think I fit into the autistic difficulty with empathy?

Like unless I'm looking at a very bad open wound, I never feel what other people are feeling (for the injury thing, it's purely because it reminds me of an old severe injury I've had and phantom pains will happen for a bit).

Empathy to me is going through a mental check list of "if that happened, would it be good or bad? would someone get mad or sad? etc etc. I have "saved" responses for the different situations. Like I am logically aware that a thing will have an emotional impact on someone and I follow the role of "oh that's terrible, do you want to talk about it? do you want a distraction?". But I have no reaction myself. To me it's just falls into the category of "good friend/person" behaviour.

And like, for manners and kindness and all that, growing up the message I got wasn't "it's good to be kind". It was "if you are kind to others they are more likely to like you, therefore you're more likely to get free food, benefits, etc". So the "good friend/person" behaviour stems entirely from that idea of "being good to someone means they'll be good to me, therefore I am benefiting in this situation".

I personally don't understand other people's emotions and moreso see people as actors/pretending/blank than vessels of emotion. Unless I have to interact with the person directly or it's someone close to me, I don't notice the other person's emotions unless it's super obvious (crying, screaming, jumping, etc) and don't think of reacting to it.

I also forget entirely that things I talk about can cause emotional reactions in other people (I might mention a trauma I went through and be confused when the other person is upset for example. To me it's just a fact, I don't get why they're changing the speaking environment and being emotional"). I've taken up saying "are you willing to hear possibly uncomfortable information" before speaking about certain topics just because people have made too much a fuss about it.

Is this part of an average autistic difficulties/differences with empathy or is it different than that? I only wonder because someone that's helping me with something keeps calling me impersonal, robotic, and disturbing because I don't emote properly and/or am too formal with words, and other than being annoyed about that I honestly don't care about what they're feeling. Like logically I'm aware that I'm the cause, but I don't see what it has to do with me.

Would you have any resources into being low-empathy?

Thanks for any response you give

Hi anon,

Personally though I am autistic I consider myself to have moderate or high empathy (I've never quantified it before), so to me it seems different but of course there are autistics with low empathy out there who may have a different perspective.

I think it's worth looking into the low empathy community here on Tumblr as they have some helpful insight into how others experience low empathy. It may be worth it to ask around and see what they have to say about where the low empathy could be coming from. If anyone reading has any suggestions or comments, please feel free to add on.

I hope I could help. Please let us know if you need anything.

-Bun

[supernaturallyginger]

I watched like 40 episodes in 3 days. Wow. And hellsite now has a luffy tab. Wow. This anime watches itself, the next thing i know is that i clicked on the next episode button.

I can kinda see why my friend said it's like jojo, some of the characters and fights are weird, but more in a unique quirky way than in a bizarre way.

I like this zoro guy a lot. With the navigation skills he has, it's a miracle he even found pirates, yet everyone recognizes him as pirate hunter zoro. Impressive. Guy has one brain cell and it revolves around swords and his friends. Also will i be seeing johny and yosaku again? Those were funny guys.

Usopp's friend's butler turning out to be a catboy pirate is one hell of a story. I liked how he adjusts his glasses that way because of the claws that he fight with. And the other guy who also hypnotized himself!

Very sexy of that pirate cook that he saved little sanji because they have the same dream. Kind of a dilf.

And he made food for those pirates because he knows what it's liketo starve...bro...

I do not want to question how those starved out pirates became ready to fight two minutes after consuming food so... yeah. How? Lol

And there are pirates who work for the government. But like which government? Is there only one?

Nami: im quitting and stealing your ship

Luffy: no you're not :) you're our navigator, our friend!!:D

Racist shark merman pirate. Smh this anime

All these bitches have sad backstories, but nami's got to me specially. And when she asks luffy to help her and he gives her his hat, his treasure i almost started crying. I also liked the Ost very much when the crew marches to kick arlong's ass. I'm glad luffy destroyed the room she slaved away drawing all those maps.

First i saw pinwheel hat guy i thought his design is funny, but ot turns out he wore the pinwheel to not scare little nami🥺

Every time Luffy says he will be the pirate king im like i sure hope so bestie :) <3

Baby's first wanted poster!!! Love happy they are about it and then nami is like you guys do realize it means people will come after us???haha. And even shanks got to see the poster!!! Amazing.

I like it so far!!!

Have a good night/day!!!

omg anon!! I never saw the tumblr notification for this and then an entire month passed....???? literally how is september almost over??

I AM SO GLAD YOU ENJOYED WHAT YOU SAW SO FAR!! THE EAST BLUE SAGA IS SO NOSTALGIC TO ME <333

a few notes:

no Zoro's two bounty hunting pals don't come back :( they are in like one filler episode pretty early on but that's it for them. I miss them <3

Zeff is 100% a dilf. he can feed me any day!

do not apply too much logic into food = instant healing because it will happen time and time again

government and politics become a big part of the overarching story as one piece goes on. but yeah. there is one world government overseeing most islands. each island also has its own leadership. but the world government pulls the strings in the bigger picture and have control over the marines

this will not be the last time you see racism and fish

Luffy's first wanted postered omg <333 <- now deeply considering rewatching all of east blue

anon, I am so glad you are having fun with one piece!! it's a great series to binge!!!

have an awesome night/or morning/or whatever <333

[polarisbibliotheque]

Sorry, I saw one post and a half of yours and I'm already a fan.

I still have to scroll down your blog to see more about you, but I saw that two-post-long answer you made for an anon ask (btw, you have such poetic vibes :D your style made me smile, seriously) and I couldn't holf myself to ask:

Hm, have you ever heard of... I mean, "whump"?

If yes, what are your thouhts on it?

(you don't need to answer this, specially if it makes you unconfortable in any ways or anything else XD)

However, I hope you have a wonderful day/noon/afternoon/evening/night(?) !

Hello hello!! First things first, sorry for taking SO LONG to answer, I had a ton of health issues the last couple of months >.<

Secondly, thank you SO MUCH for being so kind!! I saw all your reblogs of that huge answer for such a tiny thing I did and thank you. I'm really happy you like my style too, that makes me smile!

Now now, about your question on whump, I'm gonna be very honest, I had to Google it to make sure we're on the same page HAHAHAHAHAHA

Jokes aside, I know it's sort of a term for hurt/comfort fanfiction - but it's not really clear to me if it's a kink thing or not.

Because you see, if you're talking about hurt and comfort, I mean, that's basically what I write HAHAHAHA writing for the Devil May Cry fandom, inevitably someone will be hurt/tortured/mentally abused somehow.

Or impaled. A lot.

(I mean, that's all this bitch has done for the past 5 games)

And also there's the whole thing with Vergil, his twin brother, being kept as a slave in Hell for 20(?) years and coming back after dragging his crumbling body out of there to find out he has a son and being the peak of cluelessness in the Universe - and me being adamant he deserves love after all that.

So I guess everything I write has a LOT of hurt - and I even put some serious warnings before the fics, 'cause everyone is traumatized in this household - but despite of that, they still can find love, happiness and somewhat soothe all that pain and trauma.

(dramatic, real, horrible, but stil comforting xD)

As a kink, though, I don't enjoy it - and I also don't enjoy putting characters I love through pain and suffering just because. That's why I have a love/hate relationship with horror media: I LOVE horror, but I HATE exploitation.

Movies that have just people being abused, hurt, dismembered and all that kind of horrible stuff happening just because without a real reason to be on the plot - meaning, torture porn - just make my blood boil. And there's a lot of that in horror.

I like when things are more psychological and actually have a REASON to be there. So, in my writing, I'll never torture a character just for the pleasure of doing so and for the pleasure of the reader, I need a point out of it.

For instance, on my cyberpunk-style story, both main characters have gone through a terrible experience together and lost someone who was really dear to them. Both of them went through a lot of physical pain, lost some limbs and needed to install cyberprosthesis, and lost everything they had worked for til that point in their lives.

Horrible, yes. But they had to go through it so I could start the story: because of all of this, the guy made an anarchist/terrorist group and just wants to burn down the city along with the people in power who allowed all that to happen to him, while the woman becomes the best killer for hire so she can get enough money to live and, eventually, retire.

All that physical and psychological pain is a very important plot point and I can't take it away from the story, or else there's no story to begin with. Meanwhile, every time I'm writing I'm thinking "how can I make this as unpleasant as I can so the reader can understand the crushing feeling of all of this?" hahahahaha

That's why I'm not into pain kink - I respect everyone who is, but I can't do it, I feel no pleasure from it.

That's my opinion, I think. For pleasure's sake, I don't like it, but for plot, I really like it. I think it has a hopeful note to it - that even after the storm, the days will shine bright again, you just have to go on. That's what I enjoy from writing things like this, the hope.

Who would've known, I'm not 100% a bitter bitch hahaha

Reading my personal original stories, I think all of them have a painful background and many unpleasant scenes. But I like it, because it's human nature and how life is: bad things will happen, we can just try to make the good ones count even more :)

I hope that was a good answer to your question hahahaha

Thank you once again, and I hope you have a lovely week ahead!! Feel free to spend some time around and ask things if you'd like! ^^

[rosecoloredknight]

the way that you very obviously send yourself anons makes me giggle

the last 4 or 5 asks except the "what's my type", and "selfie" where from me. I found it interesting that I could send myself asks instead of . As pathetic as it is, I needed to talk myself out of the last two stressful days. These are the ones I asked myself.

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I needed to vent so I asked these three questions for myself because my goodness, did I want to cry all day today and do nothing but wait till they were going to help me. I don't like feeling like I have to depend on people and wait until they find it fitting to do so. Even if it was just going to be me waiting till 2pm to replace the battery. I wanted to feel useful and so I took the battery out myself and walked to Walmart auto shop and boom. I'm really glad I did that. I got triggered when they told me that. It took me back to the year I stopped relying on them and just walked everywhere. Did you see how much I rambled and made a big deal out of nothing? Who else was going to accept my rant!?

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This one was more of an internal question because of current circumstances and although time has and continues to pass, my affinity towards them will remain. I do stand by tagging them as such because that's honestly how I see them. But it's not because of their body? How do I explain myself without revealing anything but my admiration? Aghh— okay so, obviously they're SEXY AS FUCK ❤️‍🔥. Their body is super adorable with a cute, soft, and gradable tummy/back/hips 💕, their amazing bonkers (sorry if this offended you - but it's true) 💝, thighs to drown in 💘, with a hot juicy ass 💓, and their décolletage/collarbones/shoulders will always have me smitten... But again, that's not why I referred to them as such — To me, they will never be just some sexy body, a "piece of meat", sexual object (ALTHOUGH, I have sexualized about them a bit 😅😐), or an ordinary lewd Tumblr post. Yes, she's a work of art, like sunsets, and reminds of that Bruno Mars locked out of heaven song. However, I've been able to experience just how amazingly awesome they are and see how they are this, as they deal with that and this, and all while being THAT, which to me is one of, if not the most important role? How they're able to deal with all of that makes them a gorgeous hot mess, and despite all of it, they still remain endearing, making them the most beautiful girl out there. sigh, I feel as though I can write about them until the universe dies out. And I'll keep writing afterwards. Anyways, That's why I tag them that way. That being said, because of circumstances, it did make me feel rude and creepy hyping them up yesterday since I don't know if it's okay to do so. I was actually scared and worried about receiving a "cease and desist" dm. So that's why I sent myself that ask: is it okay for me to still hype and woo over? Am I doing this wrong? I hope this made sense.

That being said, that's me 👇🏽 every time I see their sexy pics and I'm not one bit ashamed to admit it.

The Washington ask is just me being excited but having no one else to express my excitement about. I should have just posted an update on it, I just got hooked up with the whole "wait, I can send myself asks?" Thing. Anyways, I am excited and scared about my visit over there. A lot of cars are going to be honking at me and I might be stopped by the popo because I'll most likely be driving too slow :/

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It feels so refreshing to be honest about this. Yes, I'm extremely pathetic for doing so, but I'd rather talk to myself into madness than bother anyone.

I'm embarrassed, but glad to see you got amused by me being a loser. I was going to stop sending myself asks now that I got caught, but I'll keep it going here and there just to keep you giggling 👍🏽 It feels like you know me well enough to know which are the ones I'll send myself ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (not anytime soon tho)

Okay, take care anon 😊😊

[one-abuse-survivor]

Hi. I'm new here, so I guess I'll take the nickname Flower if that's still avaliable. This is kind of a long ask so it's going to be split into two, if that's okay. Anyways, I've got a question. My mom was an abuse victim for the majority of her childhood. It was physical and emotional, and one of her parents knew it was happening but did nothing to stop it. I have a suspicion that this abuse cycle started generations ago. My mother loves me deeply, and I know that she does.

This is the Flower ask pt 2 :). So my mother was told that she would never have children, and yet she finally had me. She lost children before I was born, so I understand why she is so controlling because she harbors that fear of something happening to me like it did to the babies she lost. But, I'm an adult now. I still live at home while I'm finishing my degree, and she's so controlling. She doesn't let me drive myself anywhere but to work or school, both of which are only 15 minutes away.

Flower anon ask part 3. So she's just very controlling in other aspects too, but I don't want to blow up your dms with 100 examples. She never listens to a word I say. For example, she can ask a question and if I answer it, I'm wrong no matter what. But if someone else says the same thing I do, she'll believe them. She loves me, and I know she does, but we have such a weird dynamic. I cried for 2 hours after watching Lady Bird because it reminded me of us. I try to understand her position and

Flower ask anon part 4. I try to understand my mom's experiences and how they shaped her and the way she responds to things, and I know it's not her fault and that she can't help how she reacts to things thanks to her own trauma. I just am so afraid of becoming like her. I want to be a mother myself someday, but I am terrified that I'm going to make the same mistakes as a wife and mother that my mom made with my dad and I. She's so controlling to everyone around her, and so judgemental.

Hi, nonnie :) I hope things with your degree have gone/are going well.

I understand your fear well. When you're raised by a parent whose behaviour hurts you deeply but who also shows over and over again that they love you, it's so easy to understand how that could happen to you too; how you could hurt your own children unknowingly, while trying to love and protect them.

I don't have all the answers. I'm a young adult, and I also want to be a parent someday, but I'm not one yet, so I still live with this fear myself. I would love to hear some words of wisdom from survivors of child abuse/neglect/hurtful upbringings who are parents, to be honest.

All the help I can really offer you is that you're not alone in this feeling. And something that personally helps me to remember is that parenting is not something that you do once, and you either pass or fail. It's something you do every day, and then you wake up the next day and you do it all over again. As a parent, you will make mistakes, because there's no such thing as a perfect parent. But you can always choose to apologise to your child, to listen and validate them, and to try to be better moving forward. And I think there are some aspects of parenting that you're going to have to learn from your children. Because each kid is different, there's no "one size fits all" parenting method—each kid is going to have different needs, different ways of connecting with others, different ways of learning... So I think a big part of being a good parent to a kid is to just listen to them when they communicate what they need. To stay curious when they cry, or yell, or get frustrated, or ask questions, or get so excited that they break something. To not just react to their behaviour, but to be curious about the emotion that triggered that reaction and explore it with them. To include your children in the process of decision-making regarding their upbringing, within reason, of course.

Also, I understand where you're coming from regarding a lot of your mom's behaviours being a consequence of her own childhood and abortion trauma. I can absolutely understand why that would make her protective of you and develop anxiety about letting you live your life normally for fear of losing you. I think it's a good thing that you can empathise with her struggles.

But, nonnie, she does have control over her own actions and behaviours. Just because a person is feels trauma reactions, that doesn't give them the right to act on those emotions at the expense of others' well-being. She's not helpless. She's not a child going through trauma anymore. She's responsible for the way she treats others, and, just like every other trauma survivor, she's responsible of finding ways of coping with her trauma without hurting others. We can't control our emotions, but, as adults, we can control how we react to those emotions and we can decide not to act on them.

All this to say, you can acknowledge that your mom loves you deeply while still holding her accountable for the pain she's causing you. Both are not incompatible. You don't have to choose between honouring the fact she loves you and advocating for yourself.

I hope some of this helps to hear. Sending a big virtual hug ❤️

[boydepartment]

Congratulations on finishing Pizza Parlor and getting 1000 likes!!! ლ⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠ლ⁠) I discovered Pizza Parlor pretty early on and I wrote my first message that same night. I was really giddy after reading the first few chapters and I'm glad that I discovered this gem of a story. This story will definitely stay with me for a long time. =) I'm sure this is the beginning of many more milestones to come. <3

Sorry for randomly disappearing for a bit, life got real hectic this week, but I'm back now! Also also, this is the 10th sheep anon message! We're in the double digits now! =D I have a whole doc on just drafts of messages on it and bits and pieces of things that I want to write about. The only reason why I haven't included them yet is because these messages would look more like a novel. Apparently, the total word count for all the sheep anon messages excluding this one is 2.8k! Which is crazy because it's like the same length as one of your chapters and I am 100% not a fanfic writer.

Anyways, to answer your question, I don't have a specific TV show because I didn't grow up on cable. Instead, I watched episodes out of order and understood nothing of the plot. I do, however, have many cringy memories of running around on the school playground pretending to be a Pokemon trainer and having imaginary Pokemon fights. Real embarrassing. Another TV show that really stood out was Thomas the Train because my brother was terrified of it. I think it's the uncanny valley of the trains' faces that freaked him out. As the younger sister, I just followed in his footsteps and ran away whenever it played on the TV. I actually don't know the plot of the show at all. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ I don't think I became really obsessed with anything until middle school where I tried to convince my friends into watching Fruits Basket. Kinda embarrassing considering they were not into anime... I'm going to end my ramble here before it gets too long. Have a nice day/night everyone and stay cool or warm depending on where you are! Virtual hugs!

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p.s. I haven't asked you a question in a while, what is your favorite Ghibli film? I didn't actually grow up watching movies, so I started by watching Spirited Away in 2020. The last movie I watched was Ride Your Wave and I had to pause halfway through to take a cry break. Like half of my interests in have made me cry, lol. Do you have any recommendations?

Hello sheepie! I am so very happy that you enjoyed Pizza Parlor! It means the world to me that people enjoyed it so much! I am also very glad that my story head enough of an impact to stay with you!

I am sorry about life getting a little crazy on your end! I hope it is getting better day by day! Wow! The 10th sheep anon message! I consider it a privilege to hear from you!! Thank you for taking time out of your day to write to my blog! It makes me feel special!

I absolutely adore Fruits Basket, I also relate to being that odd kid that shows their friends anime! That was me all throughout middle school. I absolutely loved getting lost in fictional worlds, I still do! Also LOL the thomas the train!!

My favorite ghibli film is between From Up on Poppy Hill or Howl's Moving Castle. I am a sucker for a good soundtrack and both of them have a fantastic one! I have seen Ride Your Wave! That movie killed me! I loved it though, I thought the animation was beautiful. When it comes to animated movies in that genre I recommend a couple of them. Obviously, my favorite ghibli films, however I can also recommend a couple other animated movies.

I really enjoyed Weathering with You. I saw it in theatres in 2019 and I went on a date. I used to loathe the movie due to the fact I saw it on a date with a horrible person, however, stays got to watch it with Chan a couple months ago so my perspective has changed a lot about it.

I also really enjoyed The Secret World of Arrietty. I used to watch it with my parents when I was a little girl.

I could list way more animated movies but I tried to keep it in the same type of animation, I could go on for years about my favorite animated movies as a whole lol

This will conclude my message my dear sheepie. I cannot wait to hear from you again! I hope you have a fantastic day/week! <3

[nar-nia]

hi

i have come here cuz i feel like shit wow i wish there was a better way to start, i did miss u too and lifes been not so good lately

gosh, that sound so dramatic but its the truth, its december already, time rly flies, i remember not long ago how scared i was of uni, im even more scared now it seems

its very discouraging when teacher makes u feel like shit and makes u feel like garbage for making a mistake

i was sick for sometime and today i was supposed to go back to uni and on the way there when i was thinking about the classes with that teacher i got so anxious, i started crying and ran back home

hmm what else? the crush? i decided in my head that all i will do if i talk to him would be embarrass myself so i gave up on that, thats fun also

i just feel like nothing is there for me anymore? thats just how life is so far - nothings really wrong but nothings feels right either

that 2am drabble with hee kinda killed me, it was really nice in the saddest way possible, where is my heeseung to comfort me (lmao)

how have u been, nina? are doing good? i hope u are taking care of urself, ily

-beloved anonie i missed u

beloved anonie <33 i missed you so much and now i can't help but worry about you.

i really wish i could help, but i'm sending you the biggest and most comforting hug you can imagine <33 i'm so sorry that things have been so bad lately.

i don't know how your uni system works but in my case we had a new teacher every semester, and i hope that's the case for you too. Teachers should encourage you, not discourage you, and i'm sorry that your teacher is failing with that. I don't know what the mistake was, but i promise we all made so many mistakes during our time at uni, it's nothing you should feel bad about. And definitely nothing a teacher should make you feel bad about. I hope it will get better or that you will at least get a new teacher soon. And i'm proud of you for making it this far, i know you can do it <33

i totally get the crush thing, i once had a crush on a guy in class and it took me half a year to talk to him (only to find out he had left our school a day later.. fun times). I'm sure you won't embarass yourself but i get why you don't want to try if things are already so nerve wracking. Maybe just start with a simple hi and a question about class? But please don't feel bad if you don't talk to him, this is your first year at uni and you have so much time left to meet someone great.

i hope you can feel my hug and it can help a bit, and i promise things will get better. And it's okay to feel that anxious about uni. It's okay to pull through until you get a better teacher and it's okay to drop out of uni to look for something else to do if that's what you want and what you might need. No matter what you decide to do, it will be the right decision and i'm very proud of you <33

i'm glad you liked the hee fic, it was a lot of self inserting which should already answer the question how i am. I get how you feel, anon, but i really promise that things will get better. I love you so much and i hope the next time i see an ask for you you are already feeling a bit better <33 take care of yourself please, and i'm wishing you the best of luck with everything 💖