#annoyed with him. and even more so bc i kept making friends with ppl and they KNEW HIM??? and i was like WHO IS THIS????

[bangcakes]

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[itsjaywalkers]

babe i miss ur rants like crazy so if u have any rant that needs to be indulged this is me indulging u <3333

this actually made me so soft.. i didn't know there was someone who enjoyed my rants so much.. i always feel kinda annoying.. i'm giving u the biggest forehead kiss in the world nonnie YOU'RE THE BEST

this being said . well

lately i've been thinking a lot about this band au i don't know if i'll ever write or if it'll just stay in my head, bc when i first started reading fanfiction i was OBSESSED with band aus and even tho i'm not that into them anymore . they make me feel very nostalgic and happy so i was like u know what . i should come up with my own. AND THAT'S WHAT I DID!!

anyways it's a dual pov, james and lily's!! they used to date, and since james is the lead singer in a very popular band, they were the it couple back then, everyone was fucking obsessed with them, said they were Perfect, peak romance, they wanted what they had etc etc. lily even sang with him sometimes when the band went on tour, bc she has a beautiful voice and all the fans kept pushing for her to join the band and sing all the ballads with james etc

but then . all of a sudden . she disappeared . not literally, you know, she just fucking ran away, without telling a single soul. she didn't even leave a letter to james, or maybe remus, who was one of her best friends. james was devastated, the band was devastated, the whole world was devastated. they went on hiatus for a lil before coming back with a very different vibe and since then . well . no one talks about lily evans . reporters try to bring her up every now and again bc they're nosy fuckers but james goes all stiff and his replies become stilted (even if still perfectly professional)

flashforward to . when the story actually starts . a new band has just debuted and it's rising to fame concernigly quick and james remus sirius and peter are going Crazy bc they feel a bit threatened and also oh would u look at that?? if it isn't sirius' estranged brother in the flesh!! playing the drums for this stupid band who's trying to compete with them!!

and if that wasn't enough !! lily finally returns to their lives............... she's also making a debut but as a soloist.............. and she's very Different from the lily they remember................... her songs are loud and aggressive and filled with resentment and very obviously about james and their relationship and james' friends. she's mean and bold and witty and everyone is Wondering if there was more to her disappearance than what they thought

it'll be jegulus and bartylily <3 and one of the reasons why idk if i'll ever write it it's bc one of the reasons why lily left is that she got pregnant and she didn't want it so she aborted and . we all know how this fandom gets about lily and motherhood lmao

anyways one of the scenes that's been plaguing my mind is this one that happens after lily and barty have started sleeping together and spending more and more time in each other's presence!! they're in barty's flat and barty wakes up at some point in the middle of the night just to discover he's alone in bed. so he wakes up and finds lily sitting at the kitchen table, notebook open, pen in hand and humming under her breath. he hugs her from behind and sees she's writing something new and they talk a lil, bicker some and tease even more, and then barty tells her she should write a song about him and stop dissing that stupid ex bf of hers bc it's getting old. lily laughs and asks him if he wants a cheesy love song and barty cackles and shakes his head and says that he'd rather have one of her dissing songs, bc they're fun and likes it when she gets all mean. besides, the press wouldn't believe her if she wrote something nice or sweet about him bc barty is always getting into scandal after scandal

lily does end up writing a song about barty, dissing him (affectionately except ppl don't know that) and when she first performs it live, she does so while just wearing one of barty's shirts and barty laughs the whole time while sporting the biggest heart eyes known to mankind

[pinkbrries]

IZABELLA RELATIONSHIPS: 98 LINERS EDITION

izabella masterlist

hongjoong — hongbella ♡

[izabella suddenly appearing at hj’s studio at 3 a.m]: OKAY BUT LISTEN UP! do you think fishes can see the air since we can see water? / hj: … have you been sleeping your eight hours?

he was so excited to meet her when the staff told him that she joined the company

joong really admired iza since he knew how hard working she was, even going to crazy survival shows with older and way more experienced ppl than her, that would judge and talk shit abt her because she wanted to be an idol

but oof their meeting was kinda… awkward

and the beginnings of their relationship? yeah. let’s not talk abt that❤️

the way hj just kept calling izabella “sunbaenim” and she was like !! i haven’t debuted tf you’re talking abt lol

she even was like ? we’re the same age too !! you can just be casual with me (spoiler: it took him one good month to be completely casual w her)

the first friend she made on kq, even before she even got added into the ateez final line-up<3

izabella is always like !! hongjoong-ah and i have been friends for seven years now!! and hj is always like 🙄❤️ yes yes, everyone knows it, you always mention that

he finds it so cute tho

the fact that iza is the maknae of the 98’ line so he always tries to (subtly) take care of her

pls the adoring eyes hj not so subtly gives towards her way

he knows she’s strong and that she always tries to gulp down all of her feelings and pretend to be tough since she’s one of the oldest members

but hj always has /this/ way of making her open up to him, and they’re each other’s biggest confidents

same thing with izabella, she knows how hj is always trying to help everyone and even not taking care of himself because he sometimes forgets to do it, so she always nags at him and takes care of him

sending him messages like “joong, did u eat already?” “are you drinking water?” “did u catch some sleep?”

if he says no, you can see her appearing inside his studio like 🧍‍♀️with shopping bags from the seven eleven lol, and she even sits to eat w him because she has to make sure he’s really eating and not fooling her

iza🤝joong: besties that live inside their studios 24/7

but shoutout to hongbella because we have a lot of bangers thanks to them!!!

they’re each other’s #1 fan,,, but also,,, they’re each other’s #1 hater KXLAJZK

not like they hate each other at all (they sometimes say to each other ‘i hate you’ but jokingly lol) but they’re always at each other’s throats

izabella would always start the teasing and the play fighting, but lately? hj is the one that always goes and annoys her just to see how mad she can get JXKSKS

theyre sometimes really clingy w each otherrrr, even hj going pouty if izabella doesn’t pay attention to him lol

izabella is hj’s best costumer when it comes to reforming stuff

izabella has a new plain jacket? she suddenly appears at joong’s studio and just leaves it to him without saying a word (along w some food and an iced coffee); izabella bought a new airpod’s case? she leaves it in hongjoong’s bag with a note attached on it so he gets the hint; she has some new pair of converse? she goes and leaves them at his room, just beside his bed.

at first, he’d be like ??? but after the time passed, he just finds it so normal and endearing from her

for her 20th bday, he gave her a customized bag and she got so excited and touched that she cried, fr

they have the deepest conversations when they’re together on the studio, recording a demo or when they go out to spend some time together

all the members go to them when they need to talk stuff out bc who needs therapy when you have hongbella giving you advice and hearing your deep talk without judging you?

hongbella are always spreading awareness over social media and supporting social causes. we love woke besties<3

they’re always pretty chill, but everyone gets scared when they fight because it gets hardcore

they fight FIGHT, the only one that can stop them and make them make up is: seonghwa

they love each other a lot tho,,,,, not like they would voice it out at all

hj is literally one of the main pillars in her life. she doesn’t know what would be of her if she didn’t have him in her life

1/3 of the “best friends club” (aka matz ZKSKSK)

contact name on her phone: cooljoong���

seonghwa — hwabella / 2park ♡

[the 99 liners screaming and being chaotic] izabella: i have an idea to make them shut up / seonghwa: does it involve murder? / izabella: *sighing* … i suddenly forgot my idea

oh man,,,, the first time they saw each other it was by accident,,,, and this dude really developed a crush just because the eye contact they made for like 0.5 secs LMAOO

seonghwa knew about izabella because trainees would be like :00 famous underground rapper cherry got signed here recently!! and he was like,,, sounds like a lie

,,, well, it wasn’t a lie seonghwa

hj formally introduced each other after that, the boy lowkey excited to make his only 98 liners’ friends meet each other

hj only knew abt the crush after the introduction lol, and he would always tease tf out of hwa😞 #flyhighseonghwa KXLSKS

but after two months of interactions, he forgot abt his crush because he realized it was only that: a teenage crush

instead, he realized that he and izabella had amazing chemistry, and they really enjoyed spending time together

the second longest friendship she has in the group after hj (to which hj is always like 🙄 sure thing, but i’m the longest friendship she has so stay pressed JDLSK)

she loves loves seonghwa, fr. she would D word for seonghwa and she would fight anyone that dares to make him feel bad or say bad stuff about him

seonghwa is always on the calmer side, so he’s always like “iza, don’t” but she’s like 😠 but did you hear what they SAID?????!! hold my bag, i’ll punch them–

she’s the president of the #protectHwaclub 🫶 always there for him

but is that going to stop her from joining the teasing that her members put hwa through? no❤️

probably the member that keeps her at bay when she’s wilding. hongjoong might be her leader but seonghwa is the one that goes “izabella. 😐” at her and u see her go 🤐

hongjoong: why u never listen to me but u listen to seonghwa ??? / izabella: because he is park seonghwa / hongjoong: … and¿ / izabella: i don’t plan to discuss it

izabella loves hugging him and being around seonghwa

u know how hwa sometimes goes🙄🙄 whenever woo is behaving like this. WELL, his favoritism it’s definitely showing with iza

TALKING ABT THAT !!! she’s so spoiled by him?? if she’s like !! let’s go out eat!! he PAYS for it. if she sees smth that she likes!! he BUYS it for her. and if seonghwa sees something that reminds him of her?? bet he’s going to gift her that

oh to be izabella

the park besties<3 looking all expensive and model like but being all giggly and polite everywhere they go can’t u tell i love hwabella

also their fashion taste?? IMMACULATE🤌 they always look like they’re straight out of a kdrama?? and they sometimes match their fits

girl group enthusiasts!! know every single dance. kings of random play dance me thinks

probably the only member she had never screamed at or had a /big/ fight with. they always talk stuff in a very calm way??? they listen to the other’s point of view and make it work out

she’s always praising him for everything he does. she goes like THATS MY BEST FRIEND!!! even when he’s just there breathing deserved<3

iza: park seonghwa you’re the most handsome man ever! / wooyoung looking at the side like: 🧍‍♂️noona what about me / iza: this ain’t about u😐

taught her how to cook some recipes but he still cooks it for her

the extroverts of the matz club, meaning that they make other ‘98 liner friends and hj goes 😐😐 why didn’t i know about this???

she calls seonghwa “wife” SJZLSKZ HELLO??? but she has to share her wife with hj tho:/ you can’t have all the nice stuff izabella

theyre just a really wholesome duo😞 pls i want what they have

1/3 of the “best friends club” (aka matz)

contact name on her phone: seonghwife💘

[nikadd]

honestly bc i've been online for like i wanna say 17 years now and know how to avoid thing i dont wanna see, i've purposefully been avoiding any and all bucktommy spaces on here since abt 7x05's release.

all of it became super annoying to me, esp when ppl started like actively following lfjr and paying for his cameos. (any and all overfamiliarity w actors/writers is always a red flag to me, which is why i kinda pulled out of ofmd fandom even before s2 aired really, and why spn conventions never matter to me, esp while the show was still on.) ppl were blowing the whole bucktommy relationship out of proportion when it was clearly always going to be just a temporary thing from the beginning, and i felt like i was just gonna be unnecessarily mean to ppl for pointing things out, when everybody was so fucking kumbaya "let people enjoy things" and "let ppl enjoy their ships" shebang. but things were going bad! so i pulled out.

ppl were sending hate to those who didnt like tommy and calling them homophobic and that we only dont like him bc he's "in the way" - when in reality it's bc we didnt like that the show brought back a vocally bigoted and annoying character from the past and gave him a cosmetic facelift for his personality w/out any real reckoning/attention paid to what happened back then. ALSO lfjr himself has quite a few skeletons in the closet w his weird ass instagram AND just genuinely abysmal actor/audience relationship ethics w the whole cameo thing.

furthermore, even without showing what tommy was like before (which i'm sure would have been a red flag for buck if they fucking addressed it, but they were cowards abt it - and gerard too but that's another convo,) there were so many moments that pointed towards how buck and tommy didn't fit well together (i could make a list here but i dont want to come off as more condescending than i already think i am coming off), and yet i kept seeing ppl overemphasize the parts that were good or find excuses for why the negative was actually a positive - in a v derisive way, btw. "well, in real life this would be good." "well, REAL gay ppl are like that." "well, [another character] would have said that too." all those kinds of things. and also we were somehow wrong to complain or point those things out bc again "it's abt ships" "yall are homophobic" "yall only care abt eddie"

(like i'll admit that some buddies were also reacting to things like they've never seen a temporary ship in the wild before and some were overreacting abt certain things that tommy said, but it was nowhere close. the whole fandom is fascinating to me ngl.)

AND ppl were calling buddies homophobic for merely headcanoning eddie as gay (when literally right before buck and tommy kissed buck's bisexuality was also a headcanon) just bc they felt like it was "fetishizing" to ship two friends as if male friendship is under attack (which is such a weird thing to believe in when there's no real evidence for it) all bc they felt threatened that if eddie was also gay then it there wouldn't be a reason to not somehow have buck and eddie get together. like i dont see this as anything else than defensiveness masked under desire for proper representation. SO MANY of bucktommy fans were just the same ppl who hop from one white m/m ship to another. there were so many BUDDIES that hopped over bc i guess it was just abt seeing two men kiss for them.

anyways. the vibes have been horrendous this entire summer hiatus and the past few weeks too. i am sure they would have sped up the breakup if s7 had their regular 18 instead of 10, so i almost wish they had done so so i didn't have to witness ppl create a whole world of fanfiction and develop a whole host of headcanons and hope for a future for a ship that was never going to last.

and like i guess i am genuinely sorry for everybody who feels like they were led on but i dont have sympathy for lfjr and for ppl who were trying to BNF themselves within the fandom by gaslighting ppl who just wanted to enjoy a ship. ppl have been walking around with their holier than thou attitudes abt having a canon ship and saying that buddies are just jealous and delusional but even if we were, then what is it worth? peace and love on planet earth but yall are not serious people. if you wanna stop watching the show, feel free to do so, but dont act like 1) the breakup wasnt coming and 2) it was personal.

[elysianymph]

🔥

i’ll always support ppl being haters xx

thank you fae for enabling me to hate <333

companion post to my sirius one bc i can't stand new remus either. sorry but remus isn't a cool, effortlessly smart, basketball player casanova fuckboy who beats people up and sells drugs in the hogwarts bathrooms and is friends with REGULUS BLACK, EVAN ROSIER AND BARTY CROUCH??? if you actually think he is... well i can tell you've got bigger issues to deal with, get well soon 🫶🏻 delusions are tough

remus is a loser. no other way about it. people only knew of him bc of the marauders. no one paid him much attention outside of his core friends bc he was a nobody. he was literally trying to get by hogwarts without being noticed bc HE WASN'T EVEN SUPPOSED TO BE THERE!! what part of "dumbledore felt bad so he let him attend hogwarts anyway" makes you think remus would have the guts to go around selling drugs and weed in his school??? or getting into fights??? fucking in bathrooms with random people??? i mean yeah pulling pranks with his friends was a nuisance too but as far as he (and peter) go harmless pranks was all it was. sirius and james (the entitled assholes) were the ones hexing students left and right for no reason other than "they annoyed me".

remus spent most of his days studying in hopes to catch up to his friends who somehow still got better grades without even trying. he became a prefect but despite that he couldn't hold his friends back from playing pranks and joined them instead (he could've just told mcgonagall bc at that point it was his literal duty to keep them out of trouble but he didn't. why? bc he's a people pleaser and deathly afraid of his friends leaving him behind if he goes against them one too many times). he helped the first years around the castle and made sure they didn't get lost. he had an embarrassing crush on sirius and blushed every time sirius did so much as put a hand around his shoulder. poor peter had to listen to him complaining about his big grey eyes and pretty hair and soft skin and kissable lips ("moony, one more word about sirius and i'm gonna throw you off the astronomy tower"). he cried over the smallest inconvenience and kept stuffed animals on his bed (made by his mum). he spilled ink on himself when he did his homework and by the time he was done with it he had ink marks all over his face from rubbing at his eyes with stained fingers. he couldn't wink (sirius tried to teach him but he kept blinking and sirius laughed at him and it was too embarrassing he refused to do it ever again). he was always pouting :((

also i'm tired of the lupins being bad parents!! lyall and hope struggled with a lot but they were amazing parents and they loved their boy more than anything. hope was remus' best friend before hogwarts and lyall was deathly protective over him. he received at least two letters a week from them always asking about how he was doing in school, how he was feeling. hope would usually send one of his favorite homemade treats along with the letter too

[star-sim]

oh wise vanya please help me apparently my year of dignity and male-lessness decided to spice things up and now i’m in a Dilemma!

a bit (a lot) of context: so around two and a half years ago there was this guy who liked me and then confessed to me, at the time i liked him a little too but i think it was mainly because i liked the idea of liking someone and someone liking me?? if that makes sense.

so he confessed to me one day and i was like “oh i like you too lol” because i literally did Not know what to do in that situation and then it was lowkey awk because we mutually avoided each other at school 💀 we were really young tho BUT THEN like a month and a half later he was said he didn’t like me anymore (HE SENT THAT OVER TEXT LMFAO…) and i responded with “okay” (i realized that i didn’t really like him at that point too so i was kind of relieved tbh) it wasn’t even a relationship because bffr we didn’t even hold hands so why was bro being all like “let’s break up 😐” like… were we ever even together be honest

it was VERY awkward after that like lmao we wouldn’t even make eye contact but then a few months later we became close friends because we were friends before (idek how atp); then he moved away during the summer because he was going to some boarding school & we still kept in contact up until last summer

he got a girlfriend in may of last year?? and ever since then i’d been VERY distant like i didn’t talk to him at ALL because i have to uphold the girl code… apparently he told his girlfriend about me though and i’ve heard from a mutual friend that she doesn’t like me that much and disliked me even more after she found out that he had a saved folder of me in his photos (that’s on him tho bc wtf 💀 that’s kind of a Red Flag of him)

anyways back to today… i opened my snapchat after 8263872 days of being dormant and apparently he texted me for the first time since JUNE three weeks ago and i unknowingly left him on sent 💀💀

now i could either: a) open his message because honestly i am morbidly curious or b) leave his message to marinate forever and leave him on sent indefinitely

which would be more girlboss because i am done w men irl 😐 send help pls

ASH!!!!

liking someone purely bc you like the idea of liking someone and them liking you back is SO REAL

UGHH he is so middle school boy love.... the "let's break up" over text when the most ygs did was probably look at each other.... pukes

youre such a girl's girl, youre SO realness for not talking to him for the sake of girl code... ugh im sorry controversial opinion it irks me when ppl are angry at their s/o's ex... like u didnt even do anything to her, is it a crime to exist. if anything, she should be mad at HIM??? like who is the one keeping pictures of their ex? not you, so why are you literally the subject of her anger. ever since new years i've been trying to tone down my d1 hater tendencies but ouuuu that makes me to annoyed on your behalf like LEAVE HER ALONE 😡

i say... open the message. see what this bitchass has to say. i'm also kinda curious too. whether or not you respond is up to you, but if youre worried about girl code, i don't see an issue? he's the one doing shady stuff, your entire existence is not tied to him and your actions are independent of him, if that's hard for him or his gf to see then they clearly aren't mature does it kill them to use critical thinking

but if you DO leave him on sent... it would be pretty funny

everyone ditch his ass he deserves no one!!!!!

[cogbreath]

thank u for ur reply!! i always love ur insight :) n ive read the article before LMAO now that was a classic example of his pretty privilege working cus if he didn’t look the way he did, his behaviour would’ve raised eyebrows. but no…he was viewed as a quirky silly guy by his roommate LOLZ. makes me wonder if mohammed atta would be viewed the same way if he were white passing.

anon you fascinate me im very very intrigued by the fact u already know so much abt this... keep sending asks its soo rare that i actually do get to talk to someone who already knows this much abt this. Anyhow I would reason to bet he might have been viewed more sympathetically if that were the case, however, in any case he was arguably more reserved and stoic by comparison so i think even if he was, people would be maybe a bit more suspicous with him, especially cuz fitting in seemed to come more naturally to jarrah for various reasons... atta never seemed to want to fit in more than he needed to in order to stay under the radar. I know that atta and jarrah did also butt heads abt this to some degree, i know that atta was suspicious that jarrah might even give up on the whole thing cuz of how he kept backsliding. I also think a lot of writers can "see themselves" in jarrah while they really cant with atta, he's an unfamiliar personality imo, specifically bc most writers in the anglosphere come from a secular culturally christian perspective. I think they r sympathetic to him because they start to realise that this sort of stuff really is something that "just anyone" could find themselves getting roped into thru means of being radicalised. Meanwhile I think they view atta as someone who already was quite "radical" at least in their eyes. of course, this is just my experience, but I've had many of my muslim accquantinces comment on how its actually quite a shame that atta took the path he did, because they feel he was otherwise quite promising, and might have made a good scholar or something along those lines. So thats the other side of things if you will. I think I can agree with that perspective myself. Of course its important to not get too engulfed in that mindset, because you can't forget they made the choices they did.

But yeah, there are many things about atta that Ive read about that i find to have been equally quirky and silly of behaviors, but i find myself annoyed how writers (even terry mcdermott does it in his book, perfect soldiers. which is a bit disappointing bc hes a writer who i otherwise rlly enjoy the perspective of on this) dont seem to think that way and paint it to be something as flaws or show of bad character when really, personality and behavior quirks have little to do with his actions. Yknow what i mean of course. Demonizing behaviors that have nothing explicitly to do with being a terrorist. You are really fun anon, its fun for me to get to discuss this stuff, the psychology/characteristics/behavior of those involved with the hamburg cell. its fun when i get to discuss it with more than just my super close friends. sometimes i get nervous ppl might think im trying to be a sympathizer/idolizer but i think i make it more than clear its not the case though xP. its undeniable that its a pretty understudied and underdiscussed facet of 9/11. U see it for other crimes and criminals but not really ever on this side of the fence. I feel its a case of dehumanization borne from islamophobia. Easier to get ppl to feel hate when you paint the perpetrators as faceless monsters. If u ever wanna dm me off anon u are super free to. Also, if you have anything to share that is interesting like a video or article or anything like that, feel free to send it! even if i have seen it or read it before, i would be eager to discuss my thoughts and feelings on it.

[drinking-straight-milk]

my friends name and rate hockey ppl, PART 2

okay, so the last one was….. interesting. i realized i’ll probably only be able to do like two per part bc of the picture limit but we’ll just go with it ok, i’m sorry it’s annoying. to find them on my blog i added the tags “naming” and “rating” so if you look those up you can find all parts. now ONWARD

3. jack hughes

they surprisingly really didn’t go for him like i thought they would, but i get it, i’m kind of embarrassed i find him attractive too

pics i showed:

they got the ick so fast they made me move on after like two 😭😭😭 one kept saying “could you show me like, a good picture of him tho” and i was showing her ones i thought were good!! i showed them a couple more but they just weren’t having it with him even though they admitted he’s conventionally attractive. one said that quinn was hotter tho (i told them they were siblings) so i think someone should tell him

reactions:

the cut off one says oliver for the name btw, which is weird bc someone else named quinn oliver 🤷‍♀️

4. trevor zegras

pics i showed:

the reactions (they audibly gasped at the veins one 😭 also sorry for having to use text again, tumblrs a bitch and so am i ):

“Veiny- 8.2

- swifty

- ARMS

- he looks like her gives good hugs… (i left the typo in lol)

- i want a hug…

- please 🥺 (dw, i hugged her after this)

- NOT THE MUSTACHE (this is where things went south lmao)

- GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME

- COOTIES HOLY FUCK GLPKLOY

- 8.1”

“Baxter (??? 😭😭😭 THATS A DOGS NAME, PLEASE BILLIE), 8.5/10, missionary while staring into his soul (ok fine i’ll give him that one)”

“johnathon

8/10

I think this one’s z”

anyways, i think that’ll do it for part 2, i’m so sorry again for having to make these short 😭it looks so bad but it’s kinda funny bc this is the most effort i’ve put into any post ever

[thepinkpetalpages]

Jan 08/2025

high school in nyc if fucking wild. let’s start off with the morning it’s 7 am and kids are alr screaming and fighting like damn ya js got here. when i got to school i had to bring my bat since one of my friends needed it for her practice tdy and that was lowkey annoying bc everyone keeps on asking how my season is going when the season ain’t even start. anyway tell me how im in chem and one of my friends is on sum like broski is COMPLETELY off it idk wtv he was on but with the way life is i might need,sum that’s not even the end of my day tho i had to take a history practice regents and do a outline for my english class and i was not having that like i was completely tired. tdy i had enough time to get sum stuff before school so ended up getting sum pepsi, some mints and a back if fruit snacks which i munched on in geo. enough bout school tho tell me why its dumb brick still like this morning the weather app said it felt like 6 and near yonkers it was like -5. im not jacking this weather at all so who ever pissed off elsa do us all a fucking favor and apologize cause u have a whole bunch of ppl pissed off. and most of the ppl in nyc alr pissed off that they charging u to go to manhattan (at least the uber drivers and ppl who have drive to get there) like ya priorities are all types of fucked up. my school gives out coats with the school logo for the students and lemme js say they gave it out at the right time cause damn it’s brick. i was waiting for my friends to finish school so i was inside waiting for them (most schools in nyc have multiple schools in one building) and i was so nice and toasty i was dead bout to take a nap but then they got there and i wished them luck for softball and then went upstairs and when i was there i was like damn lemme handle sum business. i decided to check if the person who hands out working papers was there and she was so now ya girl can officially start working only thing is i’m 15 and most places won’t let u work unless ur 16 but birthday in july so hopefully i can make a little something something before the holidays. i wanna get my dad a gift and buy myself something nice cause im me and deserve it. im one step closer into achieving something (get my first job) on my 2025 vision board. i’m learning italian in school since im early college and tdy we went over grammar (ik i said no more school but that’s basically all i do) and it was lowkey boring mostly cause i was lost i js go by ear not by grammar when speaking especially cause italian is similar to spanish. guys i js remembered sum that happened in my geometry class so basically there’s these 2 baseball boys who always doing something annoying and i don’t pay mind like i’ll say sum slick shit but idrc but tdy they was getting on my last nerve. we have a geo test coming up so im trying to pay extra attention and they js singing loudly like damn this is not broadway or high school musical what are u singing for. then one of the boys who’s in my grade starts to call my name but im like wtv cause he’s js saying “meirda para el liecy” which is shit for the liecy my favorite baseball team when it comes to the dominican league. that’s not what got in my nerve tho what got on my nerves was like the fact he kept saying my name and then that after so after a while it got annoying and ended up cursing him out in Spanish which like high key surprised my teacher cause i’m pretty chill in that class. after all that him and the other baseball boy who’s a senior start talking about how the way i speak spanish is funny and like making fun of the accent i have because im from a rural area so i speak differently then someone who’s from the city. idk why people feel the need to make fun of my spanish especially when they failing like sir u might wanna check ur grades before u check my spanish not to mention i can speak 3 languages meanwhile they can barely grasp onto one. on a good note my dad said he’s taking me to the batting cages and i’m hypeddd.

xoxo,

the pink petal

[the-acid-pear]

Dream diary update. First part of my dream i just remember standing next to a friend I haven't seen nor spoken to in forever but without looking at each other or saying a word we started poking the other in tickle sensitive zones just to annoy the other. After that I woke up and when I fell asleep again I had this dream where o was in my house. I remember a few things: crying over my grandma, something being wrong with my dad's bedroom so he didn't want to sleep there, a politician stood outside my house doing a speech but as time passed people got more and more fed up w him and started laughing and leaving, I was in a building the block across from my house, parallel, and I was making alfajores de Maizena in this building where there didn't seem to be a door. I told my dad we'd actually sell some if we had one and someone proposed using a picture of little snakes carrying knives in their mouths as publicity for the ppl leaving that political speech (btw it might've been Massa...) but my dad was like nah I don't want them to target us. Then as we stood there (and as I realized I was sitting across my house, not inside it) my dad and I looked at a small tree and I nudged my head and I was like "look who's there" and he turned and we both saw Domingo nonchalantly standing there. And it was interesting bc irl we'd probably run at him at full speed and pick him up and pet him all around and spin him and shit but here my dad slowly came closer and got his hand close to pat his head, not even forcing him off the tree.

And I'll mention it now: while this whole second scene happened I kept having visions about this anime w vibrant but soft colors set in a school or something where I didn't recognize anyone but it was slowly developing into an orgy that was gonna happen in my shop but no one was there so I guess I was licherally hallucinating or something?

And then there was my final dream where there was Jade again and this time John was gonna show her a comic where she was trans. Comic wasn't shown but she seemed to like it? And then 2 people stepped up and they were gonna play a transphobic scene?? And I don't remember if Jade was the trans one or if Kanaya was the trans one and Jade the transphobic but either way John Transphobia before doing the scene said "I'm gonna make my best Willem Dafoe impression!" and then started talking like a grumpy gangster like "Agh I hate trans people 👿" and then someone taller than them was playing his goon and was like stomping behind like "me too boss me too! 😡" and then they walked into a bar and the boss asked the bartender for "two fags... and one dyke" and that was so incredible of a request I woke up.

[jenoutof10]

today's tmi 🐔 (a rant)

so for context there's this incredibly annoying guy who sits infront of me in class, he's known as the troublemaker in school and alr has a strike lol. he comes from a p well off family and is rlly privileged but he's a jerk like an ABSOLUTE DICKHEAD and he annoys ppl for shits and giggles.

ive grown 16858 white hairs for the months ive been sitting behind him. here's a list of things he's done to tick me off:

whenever there's a test he'd try to pretend to stretch or look at the clock behind the class to see my answers

everyone in the class knows abt it atp but yk snitches end up in ditches so no teachers know abt it SEND HELP

always asks for my correction pen in the middle of a test and wont leave me alone until i do (he obv can afford it, why cant he just buy one himself, im literally broke)

i have this thing where i hiccup more often than regular ppl, so one time he laughed and made fun of it even if it's in the middle of class

one time i was sick and he kept mocking my cough like im DYING over here ive been sick for WEEKS can you NOT

asks for my pens and pencils when he has his own and p fancy ones too

broke the handcuff keychain my best friend bought me 3 yrs ago on her trip to vegas (its so PRECIOUS TO ME TOO)

his table is an absolute mess. everything is on the floor and the inside of his bag is comparable to the most disgusting trash bin you can imagine.

when the class gets split in two for any mini-games or activities, he'd be on my half since our tables are on the same column, and he'd purposely make us fail????????

one time i was taking a follow up test because i was absent on the actual test day, and him + another guy from my class were taking a remedial for the rev test. the guy WOULD NOT STOP TALKING...

IT WAS A GEOGRAPHY TEST... WITH 30 NUMBERS AND MOST OF THE QUESTIONS HAD 2-3 PARAGRAPHS WE HAD TO ANALYZE AND NONE OF IT WENT THROUGH MY HEAD BCS HE KEPT CHATTERING

barely made it out of there alive but he couldnt shut up for even 3 seconds, the teacher was going insane too

always gets our class in trouble;

exhibit a) fooling around during a flag ceremony to the point the vice principal had to call my class and lecture us under the flaming sun

exhibit b) cheating on a test and getting caught and furthering my class' brand as the criminal class

always makes the most annoying gestures when the teacher looks away

[polyamorous-elevenv2]

you’re right and it’s annoying. Like, one time i was looking for duzie ships and there is nearly nothing?? like the first page is full of fanfics where duzie is just the background ship, and there isn’t just that much fic about them anyway.

but then, again, there isn’t much fanfics with ANY of the dustin ships :’) and I was looking for ships with him with everyone in the party. el, max, mike, dustin, will. there really isn’t much. nearly nothing. i read everything in one day :) (ones where the dustin x other was a main ship) (also had to remove steve harrington bc i kept getting ships like sxeddie and oher steve ships and dustin ships as a background of background and omg i hate it)

but anyway, about duzie.

(its all my personal take btw!) (kinda long?)

personally, I LOVE Suzie as a character. She’s great, smart, funny, loves musicals and has an interesting background. that one ep in s4 with her? AWESOME. i would love to know more about her. and when i say it, i mean it. shes so interesting, like just the way she speaks is so.. unusual, but in a good way! she’s memorable, and its good for a fictional character!

but duzie, well,

when I don’t mind them as canon couple, and i don’t hate them i just don’t enjoy seeing them. and don’t get me wrong, they are cute and healthy couple, but, its just not for me, ya know?

but, imo, its on writers. duzie is the only established (probably endgame) couple that happened OFFSCREAN and we have never seen them interact in one place (WE DIDNT EVEN GET ANY FLASHBACKS, NOTHING). they just did them dirty, so dirty. as if, after s1 and s2, they wanted to give dustin gf, and let him be purely for comedic relief and younger brother to steve :))) 

but anyway.

personally, i don’t enjoy them bc they happened offscreen and I don’t like couples like that. add to that that we only seen them talking through celebro but not really interact otherwise. zero little touches, zero loving,longing looks, zero hugs, kisses, hand holding. nothing. every. every other couple had those things. only duzie didnt. and just, ya know, i really enjoy, i think the most even, that stage when character go from friends/enemies/stranger to crushes/lovers. its the most interesting thing to me, i love seeing and reading it. but we got nothing. then, i enjoy things like couple looking at each other and those little touches, and hugs, and just physical touch and again we got nothing. 

so personally, while I think duzie is cute and i don’t mind them, its just hard for me to be hyperfixated on them. 

and personally i think it may be why the don’t have much fans. and yes, ppl like them yes, but i mean; they don’t have much fans who activaly makes content about them. fanfics, fanarts, headcanons, or even just random posts. and they are a canon couple... I do think that if suzie and dustin will (finally) meet on screen in s5, and ppl will get to actually see how they behave together, then more ppl will like them and add them to their ships. 

Since someone mentioned it, the way Dustin is treated is lowkey criminal

[twentytworoses]

SOUKOKU HOGWARTS AU

Chuuya Nakahara

Gryffindor but the Hat very nearly sent him to Hufflepuff (Chuuya overheard someone in the train say that Hufflepuff is a house for ppl who aren't special and he tried to change the Sorting Hat's decision bcs he wants to look cool lmao)

He's good at Defense but someone constantly needs to remind him to use his wand, not his fists.

He doesn't care about his grades, until he met Dazai and suddenly everything became a competition.

He's got a black cat named Arahabaki and he's a little demon (Baki hates Dazai and thats why Chuuya loves him)

His rivalry with Dazai is widespread and professors have to keep them away from each other to avoid stirring fights.

He doesn't give a shit about house rivalry because Kouyou is a Slytherin, he'll beat up anyone who annoys him no matter their house.

Chuuya is a half-blood

Chuuya's housemates are confused with his relationship with Dazai; they say they hate each other but most times, you'll find them hanging out even in their free time. (this is mostly bcs of Dazai who goes out of his way to find Chuuya and annoy him and suddenly they spent the whole day together)

He's amazing in Quidditch, and has a talent for Charms. He later becomes the Captain.

Tachihara, a gryffindor and his teammate, is Chuuya's best friend (I LOVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP DONT @ me)

Nobody mentions his height. NOBODY.

Dazai Osamu

Before the Sorting Hat could fully reach his head, it screamed "Slytherin!" almost immediately.

Dazai hates green, and complains about how the colors don't match his fashion sense

Dazai's background remains a mystery to everyone. He has qualities that make up a high-class pureblood and his clothes are all tailored expensively, and yet no one knows who the fuck he is or where he came from. When someone asks, he bullshits his answer every time.

In big parties, people has seen Dazai interact with Mori Ougai (the Minister of Magic) in multiple occasions and people suspect that he might be Mori's ward or son he's kept hidden all this time.

Dazai mostly fools around, doesn't take anything too seriously and yet his housemates are fucking terrified of him. Students from other houses don't understand the fear considering they only see him as a "goofy" slacker.

Dazai isnt friends with anyone in his house, and if he isn't seen with Chuuya, he's with Oda, a Hufflepuff student who's two years older than him. They have an inseparable friendship and Dazai grows to respect him.

Oda is the only person Dazai is willing to listen to.

In potion making, Dazai is kept in a seperate table, alone, where he just sits there, not doing anything until all of the students finished with theirs. He's only allowed to do his potion when he has a supervisor watching him bcs he's drank or exploded his cauldron so many times that he's a safety hazard to his classmates and himself.

He's shit at Potions and following basic instructions.

He could score all of his subjects perfect, but he doesn't want to.

Yes, Dazai threw himself into the Black Lake. And jumped from the Gryffindor tower. And broke curfew to explore in the Forbidden Forest where he met a giant spider. And drank a highly dangerous potion before getting disappointed that he grabbed the wrong one. And—

Dazai broke every rule there is and somehow, for some ungodly reason, he isn't expelled yet.

Once a slytherin student was curious about what's under Dazai's bandages and snuck in his room to peak while he was dressing. He never came back the same again.

Professors rarely call Dazai out for recitation, because he'd always add an unnecessary comment and most of the times its directed to Chuuya and given the redhead's fiery attitude, Chuuya responds back and Dazai eggs him on until it ends with an inevitable brawl.

Someone spread rumors about Dazai had killed someone in the past; the fact that Dazai can see Thestrals and never denied anything doesn't help at all.

Dazai is incapable of producing a Patronus.

MORE SOUKOKU:

Chuuya knows something about Dazai's past considering when they first met, there was an instant resentment and familiarity. These two clearly had history together before they attended Hogwarts.

Dazai's grades are higher than average, but not like impressive. The only time he's ever shown a bit of seriousness in his grades is when Chuuya challenged him, and suddenly, his grades are all O's (except for his Potions LMAO). Chuuya loses.

No one's sure what the losing punishment is but Dazai now calls Chuuya his "dog" and Chuuya's face explodes into color but interestingly, the redhead doesn't oblige.

Dazai bemoans about the Quidditch matches as tacky and boring but he never shows up late when Gryffindor's team is playing.

Chuuya's Patronus turns out to be a dog and he threatens bodily harm on anyone who'd tell on Dazai. Everyone wants to keep their heads so they agreed to keep their mouths shut.

When Oda graduated on his last year, Chuuya and Dazai's relationship changes. They still argue, still claim to hate each other, but they appear closer.

Dazai becomes touchy and Chuuya doesn't brush it off like he used to. Their arguments are less heated, and more playful banter.

"We're not dating!" a voice booms at the gryffindor table once, when heads are turn to Chuuya, his face is all red and Tachihara seems tired about something.

A ravenclaw student sent a love letter to Chuuya, and a week later, a Troll invaded the girl's dorm (no one knows how it even got in) and she nearly got stuck with it. In the same week, someone pointed out marks on Chuuya's neck

"It's a mosquito," Chuuya answers venomously. "An overgrown, annoying mosquito."

Dazai seems to find his answer so hilarious.

Here's the link for the Shin Soukoku Hogwarts AU

[misalpav]

RRR Spoiler Review

Things I liked

Ok full disclosure tho, this is a lot of things, probably more than the things I'm actually going to list here

One of the first things I need to point out is how they kept romance in the background. I loved this because so many movies, especially in Indian film industries, try so hard to make a romantic plot more important than it is and for once they made a movie completely about the friendship shared between two men

Obviously there was some romance, and after all the hype around Alia Bhatt (Seetha) x Ram Charan (Alluri Rama Raju), NTR Jr. (Komuram Bheem) and Olivia Morris (Jennifer/Jenny) honestly just stole the screen.

Do we even need to talk about Ram playing matchmaker for Bheem and Jenny because AHHHHHHH I loved every moment of it

Back to their friendship, the character arc was so well done between the love to hate and then back to love thing.

Now I'm j going to talk about Bheem for a moment: damn. The last movies I saw of NTR Jr. were like Badshah and Jai Lava Kusa and though I liked both of them, it's been a long time and I wasn't rly sure what to expect. Man came on the screen tho and left with all our hearts that's j how it be. His commitment to Malli, commitment to his friendship, and overall pure innocence won me over so quickly. He truly was the water to this movie

And obviously RRR isn't RRR without the fire. Ram Charan. This might annoy some ppl but tbh I wasn't a fan of him before the movie, maybe that was also because I haven't seen many of his movies. RRR tho, it changed things. Yes, he was absolutely the fire of the movie, but even when he seemed like an ass, he absolutely had his reasons and ends up doing the right thing which I think is something I can really appreciate. How often in Tollywood do we see a protagonist temporarily be the bad guy just to get on the good side later in a bigger way than he originally thought he would. Tbh also his playful side in the movie. Everytime he pushed Bheem to Jenny just made me love his character more. I think overall he was the pragmatism to Bheem's innocence but the special thing about them is when they were around each other, Bheem's innocence rubbed off on Ram so much and it showed.

Ajay Devgan's role: tbh I was kind of skeptical about Bollywood actors/actresses crossing over into the south and it was justified in a few ways which I'll get into later but Ajay honestly made it work and he did it so well. Every line he said brought his character to life and took his mission into the hearts of the viewers and every character around him.

Speaking of Ajay tho, shout out to Shriya Saran bc she once again reminded me why she's one of my favorite Telugu actresses.

And of course, we're not getting anywhere with an RRR review without a shout out to it's amazing music. MM Keeravani garu knew exactly what he was doing and it shows. Of course another special thing was we were left with another song by Seetharama Sastry Garu. My favorite song award is honestly a three way tie probably between Dosti, Komuram Bheemudo, and Ethara Jenda, but Janani, Naatu, and Ramam Raghavam are really really high up there.

Dosti- please Vedala Hemachandra, Sirivennela Seetharama Sastry, and MM Keeravani on one song is dream come true

Also, the visuals were amazing

Now the dislikes

Yeah so I already said I had issues with Bollywood actor/actress entry into the south and in this movie that manifested itself as Alia Bhatt. To be honest it seemed like she was trying too hard and her role was so small so idek why it was so advertised. I'd say she had one major scene when she met Bheem but other than that there was really nothing.

Low-key was kind of hard to believe that two people could be best friends for so long with absolutely no knowledge of their true identities. Bheem I get cuz he had his alter-ego but Ram was just there and it's weird that Bheem didn't find out his true identity sooner. I guess that could just be marked up to movie logic tho and we could call it a day

Overall rating: 9.0/10

Definitely want to watch it again and imo RRR >>>> Baahubali but maybe that's j me liking Indian nationalists fighting back British raj or honestly just any oppressed group fighting back against their oppressors (shout out to The Kashmir Files 10/10 should watch)

[kitty-king-artwork]

Been thinking Abt my portal ocs again :] the Scrap Gang™ and Library Core!

Scrap Gang r a group of bots that. Well got scrapped and put into the trash chutes, but they all survived and just live around with all the other trash!

Paint Core was made around the time when aperture was just churning out cores, and they tried to make a core that'd make it easier to paint stuff, so they have a core a paint again. Accept the guys who programed them got lazy and just reused some Turret code to make Paint Core shoot stuff, but it just made Paint rlly murderous and violent, and it did NOT help they could change the pressure setting on their paint gun which could be hard enough to dent metal, so they scrapped them and sent them to the trash heaps

Love Core was made when the Scientists were still trying to calm GLaDOS down, hoping maybe giving her a Love Core would make her more caring! Unfortunately it didn't rlly do anything and Love Core was annoying anyways bc she kept giving ppl brutally honest love advice so they just scrapped her after awhile.

H34D (said H-three-four-D or just Head if u wanna) is actually one of the OLDEST robots there, he was made back when Turrets we're first being produced and wayy before they were meant 2 b "cute." So he both sounds and acts way more adult and is one of the only male turrets! He wasn't necessarily scrapped 4 a reason, he was just an old model but was actually preserved rlly well and just shut him down until GLaDOS eventually trashed him just 4 convenience and the rest of the Scrap Gang found him and turned him back on!

Finally, Blue, he's also a VERY old Core, he was one of the first made when Caroline was even still alive and was probably just made 2 help. I say probably bc he has 0 memory before powering on again in the trash heaps after the Scrap Gang found him, he's the most recent member and definitely the most damaged. He doesn't actually care Abt finding out about his past, he likes his friends now and thinks his life if fine!

Eventually after the events of Portal 2, GLaDOS sent some bots to try and look through the trash heaps to see why nothing was getting crushed. The bots found the Scrap Gang, who'd disconnected a section of the trash heaps so they wouldn't get crushed with the trash, and so the bots actually brought them back to the surface and the whole gang got fixed up by Virgil! Blue was a regular to be fixed by Virgil, both bc he's so heavily damaged and bc Virgil was actually interested in how he worked since Blue was such an old model! Bc Blue was there all the time he eventually met Glitchy, and the two became friends thanks 2 their shared constant repairs and amnesia!

Then Library Core is just an average core in aperature, they just work at the little library in the place and keep all the books clean and tidy! They were rlly lonely since after GLaDOS killed everyone none of the other bots were rlly interested in going there. But one day Glitchy and Blue came in, hoping to find some books that could maybe jog Glitchys memory, and Library Core decided to help since they didn't have much else 2 do. Anyways they all got along rlly well nd Library befriended them both! The 3 now just look through the books in the library or travel around the facility (even tho Library isn't used to that)!

Ok that's. Pretty much it isnkw

[emmafreakecreations]

Reading ACOFAS for the first time

wow this was boring. Just pages and pages of the inner circle being jerks to the characters really going through it.

This has also bothered me since the beginning but even more so with this book. gendering everything and labeling ppl as either male or female. Labeling ppl as either male or female just narrows down ppl into just their biological and ignores ppl who do not identify with either and the ppl who do not identify with what they were born with.

Top cringy moments:

-Ryhsand and Feyre doing it in the air and almost hitting ppls houses months after a battle that destroyed houses and killed ppl there. Also the fact that its out in the open so anyone could see.

-Feyre trying to bring elain and lucien together when clearly both of them don't want to, because elain is still going through some stuff and lucien is being a respectful boy and keeping his distance.

-Ryhsand yelling at Tamlin and making him feel even more like shit even though Tamlin already knows the things he did was bad. Also causing Tamlin to kick out his only best friend who is willing to help him through his shit. And to top it all off not feeling bad or alarmed at all that the actions of him and feyre has caused a security issue but blames Tamlin for it, forgetting that Tamlin acted as a spy and was not working for Hyburn. Ryhsand's yelling also making the coming together in peace thing more difficult.

-Feyre being a jerk to lucien because lucien rightly so doesn't want to live with them or take their charity and wants to live other ppl who appreciate him more. I wouldn't want to live rhys and feyre either.

-Feyre and Mor thinking Cassian, Azriel, and Ryhs being the mightiest warriors have a yearly snowball fight being silly and they are illyrian babies. It just seems to me you guys don't know how to have fun and are making fun of men for being themselves.

-Feyre constantly thinking about how rich she is and complaining that she doesn't need all this wealth. Then why the hell aren't you donating most of it to ppl who need it. I mean from the sounds of it you guys basically have all the wealth of Prythian.

-Rhys being angry about Nesta sending the 14 year old Feyre to hunt when Nesta would have been 17-a child still- and not angry at their father who was alive and well that could have done something more to help the situation.

-Rhys revealing his mother made all the dresses. Yes it's weird not romantic. Also his mother must be a master of seeing into the future and sewing bc how did those dresses fit her so well.

-Rhys coming to the image of his future child. And that whole scene in general

-Rhys and Feyre. They are like that one couple in high school that constantly does PDA which is not cute its just annoying and disgusting. They will do PDA near your locker making it difficult to open your locker and get what you need.

Also I really didn't start noticing now but I feel like there are racist connotations towards the Illyrians being portrayed as backward, warroir tribal ppl that need to be kept under control by the inner circle. Also the inner circle complains about other ppl being backwards towards women but the inner circle does the same shit too.

I understand that Tamlin betraying their friendship and informing his father and brothers about the Ryhs's sister and mother's whereabouts and murdering them is bad. But Ryhs and his father exacting revenge and killing Tamlin's mother in the process was also bad. From what I understand in reading between the lines Tamlin did not like his father and brothers bc they were the worst, but his mother was kind and nice. Similar to Ryhs's parents. I could see Tamlin giving into his father and brothers and going along with it out of fear of them. And then in retaliation Ryhs allowed the killing of Tamlin's mother, the only relative he liked. Honestly its been several hundred years and in the effort of peace I think you should just forgive him and apologize to him for murdering his mother too. Yes Ryhsand you also enabled bad behavior too not just Tamlin. Also it pisses me off that Ryhs doesn't care that Tamlin saved his life. He could have let you die and feyre suffer.