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Malahidael, Angel of Aries by Peter Mohrbacher

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//Malahidael, Angel of Aries

www.angelarium.net

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DASH IS THIS REAL

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favorite fics rec list

hello! i wanted to share some of my favorite fics to make sure everyone else is aware of these amazing fics and even more amazing writers. go send them some love!

enjoy :)

Smut

Stucky

share your blessings // @kinanabinks (mafia!stucky)

summary: Bucky's always known that you're his  biggest blessing. A God-sent angel from above. Who's he to keep you all to himself? warnings: Mob!Bucky x Reader established relationship, Mob!Steve x Reader, smut (buck gets cucked, daddy kink, degradation kink, oral sex, penetrative sex, voyeurism, overstimulation, creampie, objectification, fingering, spitting, blowjob, face fucking), slight angst, aftercare and fluff.

three's company by @sunshinebuckybarnes (avenger!stucky)

word count: 2.6k summary: you've been sleeping with them both in secret but once that secret’s out they present you an offer you can't refuse. warnings: pet names (sweetheart, doll), smut; fingering, double penetration. Fluff and feels.

Ari Levinson

always keep my heart safe // @witchywithwhiskey (ceo!ari)

word count: 10.7k summary: you're ari levinson's "maid" and you're harboring a crush on your employer, which leads you to act foolish when you're alone with him on a long flight on his private plane. warnings: 18+ content (minors dni!!!), established relationship, established consent/safe words, employer/employee relationship with feelings, pre-discussed arrangement, free use, size kink (very brief moment of pain from it), smut, piv sex, unprotected sex, cockwarming, daddy kink, praise kink, light degradation, tiny bit of overstimulation, check-ins, discussion of relationship & feelings, romantic confessions, possessiveness, dirty talk, pet names (sugar), aftercare

halloween princess // @evansbby (sugardaddy!ari)

word count: 3.8k summary: Your sugar daddy decides to dress you up in a costume of his choice for Halloween. warnings: sugar daddy Ari, age gap, smutt, daddy!kink, ab riding, dirty talk.

praising you // @angrythingstarlight (lumberjack!ari)

summary: Ari loves to praise you, anytime, anywhere. warnings: praise kink, smut

Bucky Barnes

body workshop // @1800jjbarnes (mafia!bucky)

word count: 1.6k summary: Overhearing for so-called friends make fun of your "failures" in life made your loving mobboss boyfriend very unhappy. No one makes his Doll cry. warnings: Shitty Friends. Mention about putting on weight (which is normal). Mention of a standard. Dark thoughts. Reader hates herself. (I love you all so much.) James wants to lowkey kill your friends. Pet names. Swearing. Crying. Kisses. Hickeys. Little bit of man handling. Fingering.

new tricks by @sebstanwhore (virgin!bucky)

word count: 9.5k summary: After your brother has to cancel movie night, you’re ready to resign yourself to an uneventful evening back at your dorm, alone and dejected. But what you didn’t count on, is your brother’s best friend and roommate, bursting through the door and asking you to stay; to spend the night with him, instead What unfolds, however, while you spend time with the star football player, both shocks and astounds you — one confession in particular.  Bucky Barnes, the Prince Charming of campus, the man you have been crushing on for an eternity, is a virgin. warnings: first kisses, fluff, smut, grinding, making out, big brother!steve, college!bucky, shy bby bucky, mutual pining, swearing, pet names, huge ton of reassurances, lots of praise, big hints of subby bucky

for the first time // @jobean12-blog (shy!bucky)

word count: 1k summary: It's been a long time for Bucky and his feelings for you are overwhelming in every way so when it comes to your first time...he's so soft. warnings: cursing, softness, fluff, fingering, oral sex (m rec), smut

are you bored yet? // @pellucid-constellations (frat!bucky)

word count: 8k summary: God, you hated Bucky. Bucky probably hated you, too. Maybe. It was hard to tell when he was drunk and calling you pretty at a party you shouldn't have gone to. warnings: Alcohol, annoyance to lovers, a bit of angst, a scary man in a parking lot, frat!bucky

buttoned up // @disturbedbydesign (professor!bucky)

word count: 5.8K summary: Even though you were one of the top students in his class, Professor Barnes had always been cold to you. You had tolerated his indifference all semester, but when his end-of-term dinner party invites went out and you weren't on the list, you decided it was the last straw—it was time to confront him about it and find out what the hell his problem was. The answer would surprise you. warnings: Smut, unprotected sex (wrap it up, kids). 18+ only, no minors.

Steve Rogers

ever since i met you // @witchywithwhiskey (bestfriend!steve)

word count: 5k summary: your best friend takes you out for a valentine's day friend date that ends with the two of you cuddling in a hotel room—and discovering you've both been hiding feelings since the day you met. warnings: smut with lots of fluff, dry humping, piv sex, unprotected sex, creampie, cockwarming, dirty talk, praise kink, pet names (sunshine, baby), valentine's day smut/fluff, friends to lovers, love confessions

Dark

Steve Rogers

paved with good intentions // @navybrat817 (avenger!steve)

word count: 2.8k summary: When Steve Rogers sees you get close to his best friend, he takes matters into his own hands. If he can’t be your hero, he’ll be your villain. warnings: Rape/Non-Con Elements (do NOT read if this upsets you!), obsession, jealousy, hurt/comfort, Steve is not a good man in this fic.

Angst

Stucky

one more meeting // @myfictionaldreams (mafia!stucky)

word count: 5.6k summary: For all of the years that you had known Steve and Bucky, you had never seen them lose control of their anger. All of the murder and violence always being calculated, calm, and dangerous. But today, that all changed and for the first time in years, you were truly scared of the boys you loved. warnings: 18+ readers only, smut, murder, violence, blood, john walker has a temper, polyamory, dom/sub, threesome, subspace, pet names, sub reader, size difference, reader gets injured, daddy kink, sir kink, size kink, aftercare, praise kink, fluff, angst, vaginal sex, nipple play, cum play, clit stimulation, multiple orgasms, creampie, dirty talk

she's not mad // @subwaysurf45 (college!bucky)

Words: 9k Summary: Bucky Barnes was a known people pleaser, it was second nature to him. After meeting you and getting close you both try to navigate his eternal stressed state, working together you try your best to tone down his obsessive ways.  Warnings: Bucky has mommy issues, mentions of oral sex, nudity, angst, fluff, college!bucky, slow burn

Fluff

Bucky Barnes

wallpaper // @cosmicbucky (bestfriend!bucky)

word count: 1k summary: bucky finds out how to change the wallpaper on your phone, and takes every opportunity he can to do so. until one day he doesn't have the heart to warnings: fluff, nonspecific friends to lovers

mafia!bucky drabble // @angrythingstarlight (mafia!bucky bumblebee series)

summary: Bucky loves spending time with his daughter.

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[astrologysh]

angel hours 👼

00:00 - by showing the hour 00:00 on the clock, your guardian angel lets you know that you’re making the right decisions and heading in the right direction.

01:01 - if you check your watch at 01:01, this means a call from your guardian angel to deal with your projects more decisively.

02:02 - If you come across with the hour of 02:02, this means that you should listen to your angel, it is possible that someone is hiding something from you. Go where your instincts take you.

03:03 - 03:03 has a very clear significance; it means anything is possible. Your dreams and plans might become reality thanks to your unwavering determination. It's not a question of magic wands, but of intended changes and success you'll achieve through hard work and determination

04:04 - 04:04 Mirror hour is worrying because it's a warning; your guardian angel is urging you to be careful of what's happening around you and to pay close attention. The guardian angels, who surround you, bring you good news, especially if you suffer from health problems

05:05 - The mirror hour 05:05 characterizes the love of life in the broadest sense of the word, that's to say; fun, sexuality, adaptability, humor, daring, and independence. The vibration of the 05:05 double hour speaks to us of unpredictable changes, excesses, and challenges.

06:06 - Through the mirror hour, 06:06, your angel tells you that you are not alone, that he protects you, and that he acts to reveal your inner power.

07:07 - The mirror hour 07:07 is directly related to the spirit and the inner life. It symbolizes faith, genius, psychology, and spirituality. This double hour promotes change, movement, and action. The essence of this numerical doubling is characterized by "love of life" in the broadest sense of the word.

08:08 - The mirror hour 08:08, urges you to be careful in your actions and attitudes. Here, you'll need to act with respect for others and for yourself. This double time encourages accomplishment through balance. Indeed, the message indicates that success is favored and that it is meant to be dazzling.

09:09 - 09:09 warns you against withdrawal and isolation because a new cycle is coming. This mirror hour invites you to abandon a certain material anchorage in order to be able to realize yourself fully. It delivers a message for you to work on your sociability and your humanity.

10:10 - The 10:10 angel number is a grounding number, meaning that the universe is trying to get you to see how large a role you play in this world. Showing you this number is the angels' way of getting you to see how life works.

11:11 - 1111 is an alert from the angelic energies that you are supported by forces you cannot see. You can sink into relief, celebrate, and get excited when you see 1111 — it gives you confirmation that everything is on schedule and divinely guided in your world at this time.8

12:12 - The 12:12 angel number is an indication that you are at a point in your life where you are ready to step out of your comfort zone and enter into those goals you've been putting off. If you've been contemplating trying something new, this is your sign to move forward!

13:13 - The angel number 1313 speaks of an energy shift, and this can also apply to our romantic lives and relationships. If you see this number, it could be because your soulmate is about to enter your life, so keep building positive energy in your body, mind, and soul so you can welcome the experience with ease and grace.

14:14 - The spiritual meaning of 1414 is about the power of positive thinking and how you can deepen your faith in yourself. By nurturing self-belief and trusting that the universe is working in harmony with you, can lead you to your life path and take you into a new phase of life.

15:15 - Angel number 1515 is a sign of new beginnings and opportunities coming your way. This number will keep following you until you open your heart to receive its blessings. Notice the ways in which you might be holding yourself back or resisting change. While change isn't always easy, it is necessary.

16:16 - When you notice 16:16 regularly, this marks the end of a cycle, or the end of a love story. Seeing this time can symbolize a break or a renewal. It is an obligatory passage to start again on healthier bases, on something more fulfilling.

17:17 - The angel number 1717 is concerned with good fortune, and new beginnings, and encourages you to finally take that leap of faith and follow your heart. This number calls on the energy of the number 1 and the energy of the number 7 and doubles its power.

18:18 - Change and prosperity are the meaning behind the angel number 1818. For those who keep seeing this number show up, take it as a positive sign from your guardian angels that something is about the shift and that positive energies are working in your favor to ensure you the best success is coming.

19:19 - 19:19 Mirror hour meaning: An invitation to be patient. Doors open and you want to go through them. However, if you see the time 19:19, it means you have to be patient. Whatever is getting in your way will disappear, but you need to have a plan.

20:20 - In love, the frequent appearance of 20:20 heralds the reversal of situations for both those in a relationship and singles. It indicates that your relationship life will soon be turned upside down. If you're currently in a relationship, this mirror hour reveals that you may be in a bad relationship.

21:21 - Sentimentally, 21:21 means fulfillment. In other words, it may mean formalizing a union, building a home, having a child. For single people, this time symbolizes the realization of a wish, the announcement of a beautiful meeting or some good news.

22:22 - The number 22:22 is an angel number, which represents harmony and serenity,” Zee explains. She continues: “It holds a very strong message that you must find balance in your life and that you need to gain clarity on what you want to desire and co-create with the universe to take aligned action.

23:23 - The spiritual interpretation of the double hour, 23:23, indicates that you will be successful in all your endeavors. The news is rather good, nevertheless to keep it that way, you will have to control a tendency to impulsiveness and instability.

[astrognossienne]

demons: Scorpio, Virgo, March Pisces, Sagittarius, Gemini, Capricorn, Aries

angels: Cancer, Libra, February Pisces, Aquarius, Leo, Taurus

[late-to-the-party-81]

The day after tomorrow

AN: I’ve been planning this part of the story for a long time and only just been able to commit it to paper. Additionally, it ended up longer than planned, so I decided to keep this one as fluff and put the steamy stuff in another instalment that hopefully won’t take too long to get out to you. This takes place immediately after 'Tomorrow is not too late', and forms the third part of the series.

Feel free to send asks about Ari and Angel.

Not beta’d, but a big thank you to @christywrites for letting me bounce ideas off them.

Moodboard by me and dividers by @firefly-graphics

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Summary: You’ve realised you were ready in your heart to change the relationship between you and Ari, but the realities of what that will mean in a physical intimacy sense leads to old insecurities raising their heads.

Relationship: Ari Levinson x Female Reader (Angel)

Word Count: 3.7k

CW: Fluff, Angst, Self-esteem issues, Ari being the biggest teddy bear.

The pair of you didn’t announce anything when you walked back into the building, but it seemed as though everyone already knew. Rachel threw you a smile and an eye roll that seemed to say ‘it’s about time’, and Max came up and just bumped his arm against Ari’s with a knowing look. And for anyone who hadn’t managed to immediately work it out, the way that Ari was in constant physical contact with you the rest of the evening was a dead give away. In fact, the only alone time you had for the rest of the party was when you excused yourself to the bathroom. Ari had looked at you with puppy dog eyes, as though he was afraid you were about to make a break for it, and his fingers had continued to hold onto yours for as long as possible, until the physical distance was longer than both your arms. As soon as you returned, his thick arms wrapped straight back around your waist and dragged you down to your previous place on his broad lap. You didn’t mind though. Your body was still awash with endorphins, and your heart was light and you enjoyed being snuggled up against his bear-like form, your nose full of the scent of his aftershave.

You stayed pressed against him during the lighting of the Menorah and the recitation of the brachah, observing him with a new kind of wonder. It was amazing to you that just uttering a few words between you could make just a massive shift in your relationship. That and a few kisses. Your bows drew together at that thought, because you knew what came after kisses and not only was sex something that had felt performative, it had also been quite a while. Almost five months. Also, Ari was, well Ari. Sex on legs. A wet fucking dream. You had no doubt he would be good at it. No. Strike that. Not good. Absolutely fucking amazing. However, you were just you. 

Unwelcome thoughts intruded into your head. What if you were so rubbish compared to his previous girlfriends that he changed his mind about wanting to be with you? Kyle had never really had anything positive to say. The sounds of the conversation around you faded into a background hum, and all you could hear was the rapid beating of your own heart. Ari seemed to realise something was wrong because one of his large hands shifted from your waist to gently squeeze your thigh. However that brought to mind more sexual touching and your feelings of inadequacy grew even more. Would he be disappointed by the way you gave head? Would he think you too loud in bed, or not loud enough? What if, when he finally saw your body he was completely turned off? With your heart pounding in your chest, you leapt up from his lap with such suddenness, that the others lapsed into a surprised silence, the dreidel they’d been playing with coming to a stop. All of them looked at you intently - Ari most of all.

You took a little step back, your hands twisting together in front of you. “I… erm… it’s getting late…” You raised your arms above your head  and affected a broad yawn. “I probably ought to go to sleep. Not used to these late nights.” 

Ari’s lips twitched up into a little smile. “You know what, Angel? I’m pretty beat as well.” He reached out and snagged your hand with his, linking your fingers together and grabbing up the present bag with the other. “I think I’ll join you in hitting the hay. See you guys tomorrow.” With a small wave he bid the rest of the group goodnight, garnering a series of similar sentiments in return, and before you even had a chance to get your thoughts in order, he was drawing you out of the room and towards the stairs.

“Ari… wait.” You tugged on his hand and he came to a halt, turning around to look at you. He must have read the uncertainty in your face, or noticed the way your eyes darted, anxiety ridden up the stairs and into the darkness.

”Hey, sweetheart. Shit. I’m not trying to be presumptuous. Or at least not in that way. I’m just not ready to let go of you yet.” He took a few steps back down, in fact passing past you, just to stop below you so your eye lines were more level. “I promise no funny business, I just wanna hold you.”

You nibbled on your lower lip and looked down at your feet, and the bits of sand still clinging to your shoes. 

“But,” he continued, “if you really aren’t comfortable I can call you a cab.”

You considered his words, but must have taken a little too long to respond, because you saw the smile leave his eyes, if not his face, as he reached into his pocket for his phone. He looked awkward, something unusual for such a self assured man. Realising what he’d interpreted from your silence, you reached out, placing your hand over the phone clasped in his much larger one.

”You got a t-shirt and shorts I can borrow?”

At your words, the light returned to his eyes and his smile broadened into a grin. He shoved his phone away and then, without warning, scooped you over his shoulder, taking the rest of the stairs two at a time. You squealed in amused surprise and gave him a light spank on his ass, given it was so close to your face. You felt his chuckle rumble in your abdomen, and you couldn’t help but giggle in turn. In a matter of moments you were back on your feet at the top of the stairs, and Ari was dragging you down the hall towards what was presumably his room. 

When he pushed open a door at the end and gestured for you to precede him, you walked across the threshold full of curiosity - you’d never been here before and had no idea what to expect. However, it was just… normal. There was a desk holding a computer and a few notepads and pencils, a small bookcase with an eclectic selection of books, an easy chair placed close to the window that looked out across the beach, a dresser and a king-size bed, with cream and light blue covers. A door to the left of the bed presumably led to his en-suite. Overall it gave off an air of masculine functionality. There were a few framed pictures sitting on flat surfaces - ones of Ari and his friends and others that were presumably of his family. You turn a slow turn around the space, your fingertips trailing over surfaces and along the spines of the books. You could see Ari leaning against the doorframe leading to the bathroom from the corner of your eye, his arms crossed and a small smile gracing his pink lips, before he pushed away, placed the gift bag on the floor and began to rummage in his dresser.

Your short tour ended up at the side of the large bed, and you looked down at it, your anxiety fluttering once again in your stomach. This was Ari’s bed. The bed where he slept, probably naked. Where he touched himself. Where, no doubt he touched others - women more beautiful and experienced than you. You couldn’t imagine him not wanting to use his bed. But you trusted him, you reminded yourself, and he’d said there wouldn’t be any funny business. He was standing behind you - you could feel the warmth of his body radiating across the space between you, so with a deep breath you turned toward him, a smile plastered on your face.

His expression was soft, loving, as he looked down at you. He held a small pile of clothes in his hands. “Here,” he said, holding them out to you. “You can use these. There’s a spare toothbrush in the drawer in the bathroom, along with a fresh washcloth. I’m afraid I don’t have any make-up remover.” He stopped and cocked his head to the side. “I could go ask Rachel if she has any spare if you want?”

You took the proffered clothes and shook your head gently. “It’s fine. I presume you have soap in that bathroom of yours. I’ll manage.” You stood up on your toes and pressed a kiss to his cheek, still trying to bury your nerves. Ari stepped to the side as you edged past him and made your way into the bathroom. It was only when you shut the door and looked at yourself in the mirror that you let out a deep breath.

You were in Ari’s bedroom. You were his girlfriend and were going to spend the night in his bed. You! You peered at your reflection, trying to see what he saw, but of course, you could only see what you thought were flaws - how your right eye was just a little bit higher than your left, the small scar on your chin from when you’d fallen off your bike as a kid. You’d always thought your top lip a little too thin, and the space between your eyebrows and your hairline too wide. And, despite braces as a teen, two of your top teeth were still a little crooked. However, backing out now would be far too awkward, so, with another large inhale, you determined not to critique yourself anymore and damage your self-esteem further as you hurriedly shed your clothes and changed into the soft grey t-shirt and shorts Ari had loaned you. 

As you removed your shoes for the second time that evening and shed your bra, you couldn’t hold back a small sigh of relief. Nor could you resist the urge to hold the t-shirt to your nose before slipping it over your head. It smelled of Ari and beach, and you thought that scent could entice you to relax any day of the week. You were glad of the drawstring on the waist of Ari’s shorts, otherwise they’d have dropped right off you, and although his shirt was big on you, it didn’t completely cover your ass and you would have felt too exposed without the second item of clothing.

You found the toothbrush and washcloth with ease and set to removing your make-up as best you could, before brushing your teeth. Your skin felt tight from the soap, and another rummage through the drawer turned up a small travel sized tube of moisturiser. You tried not to think about any previous conquest of Ari’s it may have belonged to as you smoothed it over your cheeks. Eventually though, there was no more putting off of the inevitable and you bundled up your party clothes and hooked your shoes over your fingers and returned to the bedroom.

Ari was sitting, perched on the edge of his bed, waiting for you. He’d also drawn the curtains, and swapped the lighting from that ceiling to the small lamp on the table next to his bed. He held his own bundle of clothes in his lap. You really shouldn’t be this nervous. It’s not like Ari hadn’t seen you looking worse than this on many occasions before. But this was different, and both of you knew it.

“You’re all sorted?” he queried, and you nodded. 

“Yup, squeaky clean. Thank you.”

”I’m just gonna…” he pointed toward the bathroom you’d just vacated and you felt heat flood your cheeks at his chivalrous action. It was his room, he was well within his rights to get ready for bed where he wanted, but it was obvious he was giving you the space you needed. “You pick a side and I’ll be back in a moment.”

Alone again, you stepped over to the window, placing your clothes on the chair, and your shoes underneath, before pulling back the edge of the curtain and looking out across the beach. Lights from downstairs spilled out across the sand for a few feet, and some of the waves picked up reflections as they danced to and fro, carefree. Returning to the bed, you lifted the edge of the coverlet and slipped onto the left side of the mattress, lying on your side so close to the edge your ass was almost falling out.

True to his word, Ari was only a matter of minutes in the bathroom and when he came out you had to tamp down a jolt of desire. Even if he did normally sleep naked he wasn’t doing so tonight. He had on a light grey tank top and a pair of black, long legged pyjama pants, and somehow made the combination look like the most sexually slurring outfit ever conceived.

He looked a little shy as he slid into the bed next to you, turning on his side to face you. The soft yellow light from the lamp played over his features, and you didn’t even notice that you’d reached out to tuck a lock of his hair back from his face until the silky strands were between your fingers.

”I meant what I said out on the beach, Angel. I love you, and have for a long time. I was happy to wait for you to catch up with me, and as I’ve said before, I’m happy to wait until you’re ready for anything else, but I would love to hold you for a bit, if that’s alright?” His expression was so earnest, and you couldn’t lie that you yearned for his touch.

”I’d like that too,” you replied, and shifted toward him. He opened his arms and you lifted your head to allow the lower one to become your pillow. Your face pressed into the crook of his neck and shoulder, his shaggy hair tickling your nose, as his arms wrapped around your waist. The pair of you had cuddled many times before, but it had never felt this intimate before, despite Ari’s attempt to be gentlemanly. Your breasts just touched his chest, but below your waists, your bodies were angled away from each other. You felt his lips press against the top of your hair and you tilted your head back to look into his ocean blue eyes. He was so fucking beautiful, it almost hurt, and you felt a need grow within you, a need to feel his lips on yours once again, even if you didn’t feel worthy of his affection. “Kiss me,” you murmured before you could lose your nerve.

Ari’s lips turned up and his eyes crinkled as he closed the scant space between you. This kiss was as electric as that first one on the beach. His large hands held you gently, but firmly as his lips trailed across yours. He didn’t deepen the kiss until you opened your own lips with a soft whine, inviting him into your mouth. However, even then you could tell he was tempering his lust. Was he only holding back because you’d asked him to, or, the insidious voice in your head asked, was it because he didn’t actually want to be close to you? Your doubts rose in volume, a cacophony inside your mind, and you pulled back, shrinking away from him.

Ari looked at you quizzically. “Angel? Are you alright? I didn’t go too far did I? If I did, I didn’t mean to.”

”Oh? No!” You didn’t want him to feel bad about himself, and you felt silly, second guessing his intentions. “Nothing like that.” You pulled your lower lip between your teeth and looked up at him, shyly. “I just realised you haven’t opened your present yet.”

Ari raised an eyebrow. ”If you were concerned about that, then I obviously wasn’t kissing you properly. Nice try, but I think you’re deflecting. You actually wanna talk about what’s going on in that beautiful head of yours? If you’re having any second thoughts - any doubts - maybe we ought to talk about it sooner rather than later?”

You knew it made sense, but lying down like this felt far too intimate - far too intense. You pushed yourself up into a sitting position, back up against the headboard and the coverlet pulled up to your chin. Ari followed your lead, sitting up next to you, but he turned his body to face you better. You twisted the fabric you held in your hands and opened your mouth to speak, but the words wouldn’t come, you let out a sigh and shut your mouth again.

”Sweetheart?” Ari said softly, and then leaned forward to brush the back of his hand against your cheek. “Whatever it is, we can work it out. I love you, remember? You’re my Angel.”

He was being so sincere, you could tell, but your own mind was twisting you around. “What if I’m not good enough?” you whispered, and a tear, unbidden, started to roll down your face. 

In a moment Ari had closed the distance between you, and he had you wrapped once more in his arms and pulled to his chest, and it didn’t feel awkward, it just felt like all of those previous times, back when you and Ari had just been friends. Best friends. “Hey,”he cooed. “Of course you’re good enough. You’re the sweetest, kindest person I know. I hope you’re not telling me that I’m not a good judge of character?”

You let out a ‘harumph’ sound at his gentle teasing. “Not like that. I mean, what if I’m not good enough… at sex?” The admission flowed out of your mouth like water over a cliff edge.

Ari eased you backwards, so he could look at you, disbelievingly. “What on earth are you on about?”

You wiggled in his grip and he let you go easily. You got up from the bed and started to pace back and forth in front of the window. “It’s been a long time for me. And I’m just me, and you’re…well, you! I’m a frigid cow, and you’re a sex a god.” 

Ari bristled. “Who told you that? No. Let me guess. Kyle?”

You couldn’t meet his eyes, just wrapped your arms tighter around yourself. It was all the answer Ari needed.

”Sonofa… You know, if I ever meet this guy, it’s gonna be the worst day of his life. Angel, please come sit down. You’re making me dizzy with all that pacing.”

You climbed back onto the bed, but stayed atop the covers, your legs curled under you. Ari unwrapped your arms and held your hands with his own. “Now, let me know if I’m in the right ballpark… I’m guessing that foreplay was a foreign word to that douchebag? I bet he never took the time to warm you up. Touch you just right until you actually desired intimacy? He probably never worshipped this beautiful body of yours and made you feel like the most precious thing in the universe. Did he ever give you an orgasm? Or did he just use your body to get off and then roll over and start snoring?”

You peered at Ari, wondering how he knew so much, and at the same time you couldn’t help but imagine Ari doing all those good things to you. “I had orgasms,” you argued, not wanting to come off as a total doormat in your previous relationship.

”Ones that weren’t ’happy accidents’ or self-induced?” Ari was obviously psychic, and the way you ducked your head and looked away from him gave him all the answers he needed. “I promise you, Angel, when you’re ready for more, I’ll treat you right. I’ll treat you the way you deserve to be treated. As for your comment about me being a sex god…” his thumbs stroked over your knuckles and you couldn’t ignore how tuned-in you were to the softness of his touch. “I’m not going to do myself a disservice - I know what I’m doing, how to give my partner all the pleasure they’d wish for, but I need you to know that since I moved here, you’re the first woman to ever be in this room.”

Your eyes widened at his admission and a slightly shy expression crossed his face. “I mean, Rachel has been in here, but strictly in a platonic sense. And I’m not saying I was living a monk’s life, but there’s never been anyone special enough to bring here, and you know there was no-one at all after we met.”

”But…but…,” you stammered, feeling completely poleaxed by his admission. Yes, he’d said it, but you hadn’t thought he’d actually meant it. You wouldn’t have blamed him. “You’re so… I mean… women throw themselves at you all the time.”

Ari chuckled. “Yeah, they might, but I have standards, and to be honest, these last few months, all my attention has been solely on the most angelic woman I ever met.” You ducked your head again, feeling heat rise up into your cheeks in embarrassment at his words.

”So,” he continued, “I mean it when I say I will wait for you to be ready, and when you are, I’m gonna prove to you how good it can be. Now, will you let me hold you, and maybe give you another kiss before we sleep? I need to make the most of it, before you leave me for a few days.”

Tears of joy, mingled with a little shame at the way you’d second guessed him, gathered in your eyes. “Sure. And I’m sorry for being such a mess.” You pulled your hands from his to clamber back under the covers, allowing him to then pull you close once more.

”I’ve seen you worse than this, Angel,” he teased with a smile.

You grinned back ”Gee, thanks. Now, what were you saying about kisses and cuddles?”

As Ari’s lips descended on yours again you decided you need to trust both him and yourself as well as the love between you.

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THE SUN ☀️ THROUGH ARIES- LIBRA! What is your conscious identity? Part 1

☀️ The sun in astrology represents our conscious self/mind/ego Identity! & personality or persona ! It could also symbolize our authority figures/fathers! ☀️ this is also my own observations 😂

The gifs i post do not belong to me. My bad for ghosting 😂 been busy trying to get my life under control! All them Scorpio risings know how it be 😫. Take care & enjoy more post to come 🙌🏾

Aries sun ♈️🤬

Ruled by mars/ sun in exaltation so you get a heavily determined/ outgoing force of energy

The sun is in exaltation when it is placed in the fiery sign of Aries ♈️- highly placed

Extremely confident/ outgoing/ fierce

Their conscious identity tends to be tied to physical activity/ exercise/ Martian energy

Extremely restless! Very strong minded ! Opinionated/Honest

Usually drawn to confidence/ people are drawn to your confidence

Could experience head injuries/trauma due to Aries ruling the head

Confrontational/ could attract argumentative people

Intelligent & creative

Has a strong father figure

Well built physical body

On a conscious level you want to be a leader/protector/ recognition for being number 1

Attracts jealousy

Taurus sun ♉️🌱

Ruled by Venus so naturally you are Attracted to fine dining/clothing/art

Drawn to green/pastel colors

Prone to being lazy at times but when motivated could be an extremely hard worker

Prone to jealousy!!! Could be a lil possessive as well

Either an extremely good cook or can’t cook at all

Foodie !!

Strong body/opinions/powerful throats

Very patient and reserved unless provoked

On a conscious level you want to indulge in luxurious living all while trying to live a peaceful existence

Very stubborn !

Unmoving at times/ unwilling to accept change

Knows how to dress

Usually drawn to aesthetics / anything that you find “beautiful “

Loves to be wined & dined

Drawn to the planet Venus ! I noticed that yesterday so many Taurus or libras talk about Venus before they even know that rules them

Gemini sun ♊️👯‍♀️

Ruled by mercury, Gives you a quick wit/quick communicative approach to life

Very analytical &. Calculating

Needs stimulation in this life

Drawn to multifaceted people/places/situations

Very clever individuals/cocky when it comes to their intellect

I noticed most of yall could be so confident all the time it’s dope

Mistrustful at times but I feel like it’s because geminis and virgos don’t always want to be assigned a role or be placed in a specific category (mercurial energy)

Uncontrollable at times

Could get bored extremely easily

Attracted to mental stimulation

Definitely the friends before lover type of person or could be a complete playboy/girl fr 😂

Prone to lying or fabrication of stories/ life events/situations

Extremely popular/well liked / best dressed in school

Multi-faceted/ multi talented

Consciously you want to explore & research & dabble in everything

Cancer sun ♋️🌑

Ruled by the moon/extremely intuitive & emotionally connected to themselves & others

Caring individuals. Sometimes to their detriment

Extremely perceptive

Strongest memory within the zodiac group

Strongest emotions within the zodiac group maybe besides Scorpio

Extremely possessive & manipulative at times

Down right psychic

Easily tired at times or easily exhausted

A lil whiny times

Could come across as overbearing!

Hard worker ( cardinal energy )

Dedicated lover

Big heart

Extremely good cook

Manipulative af at times/emotionally controlling

Big dreamers

Leo sun ♌️☀️

Ruled by the sun- Sun in domicile - which makes them extremely comfortable in their identity /extremely confident or extremely shy. The sun makes them warm & generous.

Loyal to those loyal to you

Strong willed & outgoing

Consciously you want praise for the accomplishments you work hard for

Will most likely prove you wrong

Hot temper

Need for validation at times either from others or themselves

Prone to becoming famous

Could suffer from others attempting to steal your light

Outgoing & friendly

Prone to being vain

Extremely generous or extremely selfish

Extremely good-looking

Knows what looks good on them & others

Very creative

Extremely proud

Self-righteous

Could be a know it all at times

Prone to being narcissistic

Funny

Optimistic

Prone to having a lot of friends

Could become a victim of others being jealous Of you

Overly confident at times

Stylish

Overzealous

Intelligent

Pioneer

Virgo sun ♍️ 🌍

Ruled by mercury/ Smart & calculating & cunning at times/ Virgo is the brain of the zodiac

Very perceptive

Extremely cautious of their surroundings at times

Witty & communicative

Informative & structured

Blunt & helpful

Either a rule follower or a rule breaker

Intelligent

Exudes Elegance

Extremely overbearing at times

Healthy & fit

Peeps bs 😂

Overly judgmental

Overly confident sometimes

Cocky when it comes to the mental world

Always paying attention

Delusional when it comes to their intellect

Prone to debates

Connected to the earth

Either outgoing or awkward no in between

Book worm

High achievers

Book smart & street smart

Know it all

Self- righteous at times

Curious individuals with a sharp brain

Usually works in the health field

Prone to suffering from headaches

Sharp tongue

Inquisitive

Libra sun ♎️⚖️

Ruled by Venus/ sensual & flirty at times/stylish & loving

Flirtatious & inquisitive

Stylish & confident

Prone to playing the fence at times

Prone to manipulation & manipulating other s to get what they want

Prone to being shallow

Addicted to relationships of any kind

A romantic deep down

Prone to gossip

In love with the idea of love

Drawn to beauty of any kind

Prone to becoming bored in relationships

Could possibly be a cheater at times

Usually Marries early

Attracted to rich men or woman

Wants to be pampered

Prone to having a sugar momma or daddy

Perceived as innocent from the masses

Prone to becoming a makeup guru

Idealistic at times

Could suffer from delusion at times

Selfish at times

Craves love

Can tend to over give to the wrong individuals

Craves this inner need for balance

Hates the mundane

Attracted to what is fair/the law

Prone to oversharing

This sun sign could produce attractive people or have attractive partners due to Venus

That wraps up part one, I know your boy been gone for a minute 😂 I had to get my life in order. Hope all is well with everyone thanks for 361 followers it’s been a journey of self improvement, thanks for everything my tumblr family. I’m also doing 5$ readings feel free to shoot me a dm.

Lastly if you resonate with your sun sign feel free to give me a like a follow, take care 🙏🏾

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i want toji in reading glasses and i want satoru in reading glasses. right now.

toji the old man obviously fucking needs them and he unfortunately looks way too good with them. he still squints his eyes when he tries to type away in his flip phone but he refuses to get his eyes checked again bc that's clearly for pussies (???????). bear with him, he's just afraid of doctors.

and satoru thee slut, who actually also needs them bc his six eyes are getting a bit tired yk. they kind of want to slip off his nose and he always winks at you when he's pushing them back up sigh he's so annoying (he's so fucking hot).

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I'M SO SOFT

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my wife......thats Me........

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Meow ☺️💕🤍✨

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OKAY WHAT IF I CRIED .

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Only had a little bit of time to play tonight but guess what scene I got ~