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MEJIBRAY 🎶 Anemone

Album: Emotional [KARMA]

Kanji: 🌼Anemone🌼

あの日君が教えてくれた生きる意味笑い方在るべき日々を… あの日君が教えてくれた目を背けてしまった…ごめんね

(2007年4月、この現実から目を背け、僕は独り消え去ろうとした。毎日止まぬ吐き気、頭痛、時間だけが過ぎてゆき喪失感が纏わりついた君の言葉に首を振る事で君を苦しませていた事もわからずただ膝を抱えていたんだ。)

白いベッド、白い部屋…見知らぬ窓僕を覗き込んだ…君ただ笑って見せた君の頬は静かに濡れてゆく

管の刺さる腕と痛む身体僕は少し目を閉じ振り返る「良かった」と笑う君を見つめ静かに首を振る

4月の晴れた日に君が飾ったその花の意味もわからない「また来るね」と言って君は静かに僕にキスをした

あの日君が教えてくれた生きる意味笑い方在るべき日々を… あの日君が教えてくれた目を背けてしまった…ごめんね

君に会いたいと願ったまま時計の針は僕を見放す君からもらった最後のメール「心配させないでよ…」

君には嫌われてしまったのだろう爪を噛む癖も変わらぬ…僕ひと月が過ぎて見知らぬコール時間は無に染まった…

4月の雨の日に君へ送ったあのコールの意味もわからない「また来てね」と言えない僕は静かに独りシーツを被る

あの日君が教えてくれた生きる意味笑い方在るべき日々を… あの日君のママが言った「あの子は眠りについた」

あの日君が教えてくれた生きる意味笑い方在るべき日々を… あの日君が教えてくれた目を背けてしまった… あの日君が教えてくれた自分の事家族の事これからの事あの日君が教えてくれた目を背けてしまった…

君が眠りにつく石の前で僕は立ち尽くした君へ送る花は皮肉を込めたあの日の花にした… 「また会えるよね？」

(あれから5年と少しが経って、僕はまだ生きている生きる意味、在るべき意味…まだ僕には理解できそうにもないけれどこうして生きられているという事が「意味」になるんじゃないかな？なんて考えられるようにもなったんだ。僕は今日まで君のように生きられていただろうか？沢山の皮肉を君へ…)

Romaji: 🌼ANEMONE🌼

Ano hi kimi ga oshiete kureta Ikiru imi warai kata arubeki hibi wo... Ano hi kimi ga oshiete kureta Me wo somukete shimatta... gomen ne

(Nisennana nen shi gatsu, kono genjitsu kara me wo somuke, boku wa hitori kiesarou to shita. Mainichi yama nu hakike, zutsuu, jikan dake ga sugite yuki soushitsukan ga matowaritsuita Kimi no kotoba ni kubi wo furu koto de kimi wo kurushi masete ita koto mo wakara zu Tada hiza wo kakaete ita n da.)

Shiroi BEDDO, shiroi heya... mi shira nu mado Boku wo nozokiko n da... kimi Tada wara tte miseta kimi no hoho wa shizuka ni nurete yuku

Kuda no sasaru ude wo itamu karada Boku wa sukoshi me wo toji furikaeru 「Yokatta」to warau kimi wo mitsume shizuka ni kubi wo furu

Shi gatsu no hareta hi ni kimi ga kazatta Sono hana no imi mo wakara nai 「Mada kuru ne」 to itte kimi wa Shizuka ni boku ni KISU wo shita

Ano hi kimi ga oshiete kureta ikiru imi warai kata arubeki hibi wo... Ano hi kimi ga oshiete kureta Me wo somukete shimatta... gomen ne

Kimi ni ai tai to negatta mama Tokei no hari wa boku wo mi hanasu Kimi kara moratta saigo no MEERU 「Shinpai sase nai de yo...」

Kimi ni wa kirawarete shimatta no darou Tsume wo kamu kuse mo kawara nu... boku Hito tsuki ga sugite mi shira nu KOORU Jikan wa mu ni somatta...

Shi gatsu no ame no hi ni kimi he okutta Ano KOORU no imi mo wakara nai 「Mata kite ne」 to ie nai boku wa Shizuka ni hitori SHIITSU wo kaburu

Ano hi kimi ga oshiete kureta Ikiru imi warai kata arubeki hibi wo... Ano hi imi no mama ga itta 「Ano ko wa nemuri ni tsuita」

Ano hi kimi ga oshiete kureta Ikiru imi　warai kata　arubeki hibi wo... Ano hi kimi ga oshiete kureta Me wo somukete shimatta... Ano hi kimi ga oshiete kureta Jibun no koto kazoku no koto kore kara no koto Ano hi kimi ga oshiete kureta Me wo somukete shimatta...

Kimi ga nemuri ni tsuku ishi no mae de Boku wa tachitsuku shita Kimi e okuru hana wa hiniku wo kometa Ano hi no hana ni shita... 「Mata aeru yo ne?」

(Are kara go nen to sukoshi ga tatte, boku wa mada ikite iru Ikiru imi, arubeki imi... mada boku ni wa rikai deki sou ni mo nai keredo Kou shite ikirarete iru to iu koto ga 「imi」 ni naru n ja nai ka na? Nante kangaerareru you ni mo natta n da. Boku wa kyou made kimi no you ni ikirarete ita darou ka? Takusan no hiniku wo kimi e...)

English: 🌼Anemone🌼

That day you taught me The significance of living, how to smile, how my days should be... That day you taught me I adverted my eyes... sorry

(April 2007, I have adverted my eyes from this reality, I will disappear alone. Nonstop nausea, headaches everyday, only the time passes by, a sense of loss has coiled around me I shook my head at your words without even understanding that it made you sad I just held my knees.)

A white bed, a white room... a window that I don't recognize You who has seen into... me You just showed me a smile as your cheeks got wet in the silence

Tubes are stuck in my arms and my body hurts I close my eyes a little and reminisce In the silence, I stare and shake my head at you who laughed "I'm glad"

I didn't even understand the meaning of those flowers That you adorned the clear April day with "I'll come again ok" you who Kissed me in the silence said

That day you taught me The significance of living, how to smile, how my days should be... That day you taught me I adverted my eyes... sorry

I had wished that I could meet you The clock's hand abondons me The last email that I received from you "Don't make me worry..."

I wonder if I have become someone for you to hate I haven't even changed my habit of biting my... nails One month passes, I get a call that I don't recognize Time is stained in nothingness...

I don't even understand the meaning of that call That I sent to you on the rainy April day I didn't say "come again ok" I pull the sheet over my head, alone in the silence

That day you taught me The significance of living, how to smile, how my days should be... That day your mama said "That child has been laid to rest"

That day you taught me The significance of living, how to smile, how my days should be... That day you taught me I adverted my eyes... That day you taught me About myself, about family, about from now on That day you taught me I adverted my eyes...

I stood still in front of the stone where you have been laid to rest The flowers that I have sent to you are shrouded in irony They are the flowers of that day... "We will meet again right?" (It has been a little over five years since then, I am still alive The significance f living, the meaning of how things should be.... I can't even seem to comprehend it but Aren't I able to say that living this way becomes a 'meaning'? I have become able to think like that. Have I lived like you until today, I wonder Lots of irony to you...)

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