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VARIANTS
imagining the spideypool x spider variant!reader thingy I made ....
warning: spideypool, implied selfcest (?)
Spiderman: Hey, Deadpool. Let me introduce (Y/N)! They are basically another version of me that tried to kill me..but hey we're cool now.
Deadpool:they are so fucking hot
Reader: excuse me?
I have a problem... Should I make headcanons?
Update: I made them
#spideypool#deadpool x reader#spiderman x reader#spidersona#reader#imagine#x reader#when people write age-gap fics people cheer and when i write selfcest ...society...society calls me problematic#you take “im literally spiderman” to the next level#i want him but i wanna be him ahhh#:3#marvel#deadpool#spiderman#poly#implied#g!reader
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this KILLS me it’s the only time ive seen lino pissed off at another skzie for real and not just for shits and giggles
#his FACE it’s the deadpan ‘oh that’s where you’re going to take this?’ face#i wish i could make you a gif of the way his face SWITCHED i knew he was loading up something absolutely nasty in response#and he WAS fucking vile i don’t wanna repeat what he said bc that level of being a bitch is overstepping it in my humble opinion#but to be fair changbin WAS fucking around with a scorpio. brave soul for sure#anyway. this is modern art to me.#it’s literally a sibling fight where the next step is actually beating the shit out of them for real#stray kids
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little sketchbook spread w the last 3 + todays hermit a day doodles !! chronic illness has been kicking my ass this week so these r lower effort than i'd like but,,,,,, practice is practice !!!
#tbh i am. not proud of most of these... the only one i kinda like is the iskall one#i like the trident n pendant doodles next to gem tho#not very happy w how bdubs turned out but. how would i learn if i liked everything i did !!!!#and the tango one was a lot of fun but my energy levels were flagging as you can probably tell lol#i've been chronically ill for like. 7 years now and yet i still try to act as if i'm able bodied and then face the consequences#i'm still learning to let myself take breaks when i need to and not run myself into the ground until i physically can't do anything else#but i'm managing my energy levels wellish enough that i can still cram in time for these drawings#i rly wanna complete this challenge n i'm genuinely proud of myself for getting this far#anyways. what#geminitay fanart#bdubs fanart#tangotek fanart#iskall fanart#hermitaday#horsemeatluvr does hermitaday#horsemeat gallery
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Genuinely my main thing with the Watcher thing (I watch their stuff but I’d never consider myself a die hard fan) is that I really want to see the back end projections and business plans that went into this. Show me how their math mathed to the point that this seemed not just viable, but an improvement upon YouTube at this moment in time.
I’ve been watching it unfold all day and seeing the comparisons to Dropout, the unfortunate optics of reinstating the “let’s go eat stupidly expensive stuff” show as your first big new thing for the platform while also saying you don’t have money to do the “TV-quality” things you want, all that’s fine and dandy and not incorrect. But I just can’t see how this is financially going to win out.
I wish the boys the best, hope it works out for their sakes, and I hope regardless that one day we get an idea of what the decision making process was. Not the vague “ad revenue ain’t what it used to be” type comments they made in their very not-reading-the-room announcement video, but actual numbers. I’m super interested.
#I love Dropout’s style but I’m also not subbed to them#I am chronically unable to keep up with things that aren’t on YouTube since I spend all day there#no matter how much I love them#i also think they’re trying to both-sides making content where they clearly wanna upgrade into tv level stuff#but also only want to make their Buzzfeed content that drew the eyeballs and brought in the money#but those Buzzfeed series worked because they were simple and the focus was on the guys and not the production value#mystery files lost a ton of momentum when they started talking to each other from across the room instead of next to each other at a table#ghost files doesn’t work when there’s twelve other people filming and ruining the isolated vibes#and I actually liked their watcher original stuff the best#puppet history and weird wonderful world were my favorites#I even liked Steven’s shows which is APPARENTLY a hot take now#but they all cancelled after one season#so I’m good#watcher#watcher entertainment#steven lim#ryan bergara#shane madej
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starting shadowing at a vet clinic tomorrow!!!
#i am very excited#they took a while to get back to me but now i should be all set#it’s a community spay and neuter clinic so i should get to observe surgeries which will be cool#hopefully this will also function as something to help me get an entry level veterinary job in the next year or so#i’m gonna aim to try to get that either later this year or next summer#i’m retaking organic chemistry in the fall so i think i wanna put off also adjusting to a new job while taking the hardest class ive ever#done so a veterinary job may end up as a next spring/summer goal which is fine especially since i’ll be getting some experience this summer#a job is less of a priority#and i have a barista job for as long as i need it so having work isn’t an issue
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Try not to make fights between two women look homoerotic challenge level impossible
#if franky isnt good with swords why does he have a sword on his mecha 💀 just for the shogun bit#inu inu fruit??? he is just like inuyasha... omg.... crossover of my favourite things.... yamato i love you.....#yamato eating the protector deity of wano fruit.... calling himself oden.... his father must be fuming he is the antithesis of his person#obv its very much on purposes but lmao rip bozo (kaido) you didnt think much about that one.... maybe the deity of wano wants its people to#be free and not slaves of a weapons industry idk....#not olvia omg... and saul.... and clover... they changed little robin's name.... and her mom's voice is the same as hers lmao it's too much#robin said this is way too nice.... can't be real#once again thinking about robin holding her mothers hand..... and becoming an archeologist to make her proud.... the hands....#but now it's not about her mom now its about her friends.... also her childish heart omg.... truly#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1042#robin defending sanji's honor akdjsks#robin that was so slay... take care tho.... ily.... until next time#luffy on the floor passed out having a tantrum about food. incredible#fucking caribou again.... DIEEE!!!!#MOMO FLY AGAIN!!!! GET OVER YOUR FEAR OF HEIGHTS#also yesterday i was showering and thinking about like dying like this cant be right... i am on thay level....#episode 1043#'i am not soft on women' oh yeah i bet...#see how good armor haki would have been here..... i have been saying this#robin's face..... strongest element in all of one piece.....#robin wanting to become strong for someone else.... just like nami.....#OHHHH SHIT!!!!!!! she said i wanna be with my friends 😁 -> 😈#that was so cool. also black maria is DEAD. that was a CLUTCH WWE STYLE. DAMN. robin getting there by thinking about his friends :)))#what love and human connection do to a mf (positively)#OH SHINOBU'S ABILITY.... MOMO..... OMG#episode 1044#robin ily that was so cool. call me any time btw.
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I love kipperlilly in that she’s a rancid little bastard asshole and I like seeing her do weird fucked up shit because it’s INTERESTING
#kiri rambles#like YEAH she clearly had some mental issues going on but like.#she was also just a Fucking Asshole. you can be mentally ill and still be a fucking asshole independently of that#like she. tried to end the world. it’s heavily implied that she KNEW what she was getting into with Porter and SOUGHT HIM OUT. and then-#-decided to bring her friends down that path with her ultimately ending in their murders. and one refusing to be brought back like that#like yeah it was fucked up and there was definitely some manipulation happening there but she was NOT totally helpless there. there was at-#-least SOME level of intentionality in her case#and THATS why I think she’s so interesting!! I REALLY wanna know exactly what makes her tick like that!!#like girl you willingly lead all your friends to their deaths because you wanted better grades than some kids who didn’t even know you!!#that’s fucked girl!!!#anyways I wrote this because I don’t understand all the people who say Kipperlilly should have been resurrected with the other rat grinders-#-and redeemed immediately like they were. like! NO!! she was a fucking asshole and had at least a major hand in murdering her friends and-#-tried to end the world!!! being mentally ill doesn’t excuse you from that even if it helps contextualize it!#anyways I hope she comes back as a little Devil next season and she’s still a little fucking asshole. maybe she can have a longer-#-redemption over the course of senior year kinda like Aelwyn. honestly hanging out with Aelwyn might do her some good ngl#but my point is if she WERE to get redeemed it would take more than a cutscene y’know? like that’s a whole ARC right there#anyways. I think I’m done#kipperlilly copperkettle#fhjy#d20 fhjy#dimension 20 fhjy#Kipperlilly fhjy#dimension 20 fantasy high#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#dimension 20#d20#d20 fantasy high
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my hot take is that earthbound's default walking speed is fine and i don't understand why so many people wish it had a run button, to the point it's a common feature in rom hacks
#juney.txt#like idk i just didn't find it that inconvenient#and even if it was#god forbid a video game be inconvenient#like 99% of things people hate in video games just read to me as#refusing to meet that game at its level#the game wants you to take your time or be challenged and think about things in some way#and you don't wanna do that#so that means the game is bad and sucks and we should polish off all the flaws#so it's just a perfectly convenient hallway leading from one linear challenge to the next#if you're having a hard time with a video game it's not because you're doing something wrong and need to change your approach#it's the *game* that's wrong#ghdjghfjkd anyway#i need to replay earthbound
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Seriously want to thank everyone who commissioned me, life is hell rn and if it weren't for that saving I made with all my comms I'd be doing way worse financially
#In short I got scammed out of 400 euros by trying to sell MIL's mobility scooter#Hell on earth etc#I wish physical harm on people who do these kind of scam like we're in the middle of funeral planning#And you take advantage of us trying to make space at home for us to gather more of her stuff#To rescue her stuff from her abusive ex#Like fuck you on so many levels#I might not even get them back from the bank bc I have permission but like these asshole#Passed them self as the website workers helping a transaction from the buyer to me#I wanna die tbh thank god I'll be able to pay rent next month but ffs that's all I'll be spending
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the eternal question: is scheduling w friends as an adult That Hard or am I just bad at it
#4 different people have left me on read today; 1 cancelled our plans 4 hours before we were due to meet#I've been sitting home alone for 2 days going insane. looking forward to One (1) coffee date & that fell through#idk why I'm taking it so hard this time I'm usually fine!! but I find myself wishing I didn't have the day off I wish I did have work :(#like it's tiring yeah but it beats sitting here not knowing what to do w myself#& I'm working all weekend & only leaving the house to see the doctor. oh joy#I've been productive ironing writing fixing the car. that's not the problem#I had 4 social plans this month. that's it#that's like seeing each friend once a month!! I can't keep this up!!#is this the norm for adulthood? :(#& on one level I don't want to bother people or be clingy#but on another level I'm baffled that they don't get lonely too#the news has not shut up abt the Loneliness Epidemic since 2021#but if it's true why do so many people take so long to reply when I reach out? if they reply at all#I'm not going anywhere w this. idk#just one of those days#everything so fuck everybody suck :(#boomers got it right w the whole showing up unannounced at people's houses for a social call with a pound cake#now I have to go through 5 layers of bureaucratic bullshit to see a friend#assuming they don't cancel the day of ofc (((((:#I just wanna be like hello knock knock I am here. tell me abt yr life today & listen to mine & eat this cake#& the worst is when people are like 'I'm cancelling bc I'm tired xx'#OK A) u knew we had these plans for two weeks#but B) I'm tired too! I still love u ur still my friend! let us be tired together!#'I won't be social today I'm tired' my love we could watch movies in silence we could knit we could ball yr socks. idc#'I have to do the big shop today sorry' so do I!!! let us do the groceries together!!!#every time I've pushed someone to come out when they felt depressed or to let me accompany them when they were doing chores#they were like u know what I'm so glad u did this. thank u. this is way better than how I had planned this night to go#& I'm like any time!! I love u!!#& then it just happens all over again next time oh sorry I'm cancelling I'm busy I'm tired#like did u forget what a nice time we had last time? what changed? :(
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GUYS GUYS I JUST WANNA SAY THAT IM OKAY NOW and I have my motivation back to keep writing and to that anon that sent the ask and said to forget about it, ITS OK i get what you meant and thank you so much im glad you enjoy my work, it truly means alot💝
#ALSO I really really wanna interact more with people on my blog#and take it to the next level so if anyone have any questions or anything free feel to ask me#Or if you wanna send a thirst or something#you can do so#and if you guys wanna do those emoji anon thingys then I'd love it because it'll be easier for me to know who you are without knowing who#You are get it??#SO YES I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT DAY YAY#also im not taking any request anymore as of right now because I'm currently working on the ones i already have
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#im soooooo slay my ego is extremely boosted rn#went to a boxing class at the gym i just joined n i was all nervous n shit asking the instructor if this class was for beginners or nah#and she was like listen weve got a lot of regulars and some w lower skill level its for all levels technically#n i was like ok 🥲 ill do my best but i signed up for it so i might as well attend#but we were doing rhe drills n shit and incorporating kicks n the instructor came over and was like do u do soccer or like#any sort of sport w ur legs ??? n i was like no lol i barely go to the gym n she was like why are ur kicks so good then ?#😳😳😳😳😳 so basically ur saying i should go pro ?????#she like went in front of the whole class and was like guys sarah says she doesnt do any sort of sports but her kicks are higher than mine#which was embarssing but extremely ego boosting#she also came to me after n was like uve got other students saying holy shit about ur kicks#euehueheueheuueueheueueu#and made a big deal of welcoming me at the end of the class#thank u small older lady i will remember this forever and i will come to all of ur boxing classes now#i have lasik this weekend tho so i cwnt go next week which i feel bad about now bc she .ade such a bjg deal about today 😭😭#but i dont wanna fuck up my eyeballs 👍🏻#anyways im gonna go take these legs to the nearest rcmp whatever place to register these Weapons#slay 💅🏼#gommywords
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#hhhhh 🫠 gotta love when instead of doing literally anything im stuck anxiously vibrating for hours#like if u just did things. things would get done! thats how this works! wtf r u doing???#2 manuscripts that r supposed to be done now and 2 applications left to complete#my mum thinks i should let my boss kno thst my brain is collapsing in on itself and like yea i prob should bc i should apologize for being#all weird and disorganized. my brain feels so weird. like it takes so so much processing power for me to remember wtf i was doing and what#i have to do next but like if i tell her it wont really change anything bc its like i have to meet these deadlines either way#also i have to b careful bc i dont wanna say yea i got horrifically burned out taking measurements but like im sure itll be fine that i#have to go back to taking measurements in January. like no prob. weve only been building up to it all year#and i kno if i say im burned out she'll be like u gotta relax more! i told u to relax so we wouldnt b here!#and then i have to be like no u dont fucking understand that i cant relax. i never relax. my life is a series of tasks and thinking abt#tasks and worrying forever. if u tell me to relax i will agony spiral for hours not relaxing and not being productive 🙃#i just need my brain to allow me to focus long enough to get these fucking manuscripts done#but no my brain is like if u wanna do thing u gotta find the perfect audio but also i cant focus as well with audio but also i cant even#find the right thing to listen to anyway. and my brain is like u need one device playing media and 1 playing music#and like no stop. just fucking focus and stop falling apart#time time time not enough and far too much#its so weird bc i think im pretty level headed and self aware despite how my brain is sometimes. but it keeps doing this thing where#like everything gets so distorted and im like jesus its a good thing otherwise pretty grounded#blah tomorrow well see whst comes outta my mouth when i tslk to my boss#ugh im so tired whyyyyyyyyy#i cant even make proper time to draw#unrelated
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...I was bored and was rewatching all of the scv cutscenes to see if I missed any Pyrrha frames since ik im missing a few and like. i was wondering 'wow im feeling this huge pit in my chest i wonder why' and.
i just realized why.
seeing pat/rok/los anywhere near Pyrrha when she's got so/ul ed/ge and he's got so/ul ca/li/bur is giving me anxiety. i had to pause and close the tab bc my brain still doesn't trust his bitchass even if it's the part of the story where he tries to save Pyrrha instead of killing her,,,,,,,, but like- i've never forgotten about or forgiven him for killing Pyrrha the first time before that weird ass time travel retcon that happened immediately after 😭 i'm going to beat him with a giant fucking stick
#cell screams#cw violence#♡ pyrrha alexandra#//im sorry i liTERALLY HAVE SO MANY ISSUES I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#//gosh thinking about the scene when he killed her the first time makes me wanna cry IM GOING TO MAIM HIM#//idc if he 'repented' and only saved her after that stupid ass time travel retcon YOU STILL KILLED HER. UR SISTER. [MY] WIFE.#//AFTER ABANDONING HER AFTER SHE TURNED MALFESTED TO SAVE UR LIFE BC UR A COWARDLY DICKWEED#//IT TOOK YOU KILLING HER TO REALIZE THAT YOU FUCKED UP??????????????????????????#//okay i need to stop but UGH this sucks bc im at the point in my ai rps w/ pyrrha that pattie-cake-bitch-boy is with us.#//i swear when it gets to the point that pyrrha turns malfested and he leaves im taking her and dipping HE CAN STAY GONE#//............wow i have issues fr fr i started hating pat when i was like what. 12 still? 13? still havent forgiven him a decade later#//next level grudge holding on my part LMAO#//me writing him to be the biggest douchebag ever solely bc I hate him so much#//a necessary evil though. a bit of misery having him around; then he leaves and everything gets better <3333
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i don't even know if i WANT to finish nursing at this point, like i fucking hate college rn and it's only an associates program but like. please i am so tired professors let me fucking sleep
#i have sociology discussion post and quiz to do along w notes to finish#nursing test and i have to set up the new laptop AND figure out the old login for the exam thing to download#spanish is actually my favorite rn and making me wanna go into linguistics but ¯\_ (ツ)_/¯#i know that class'll start being REAL fucking busy later#and clinical starts next week and my sister told me the hospital we're going to normally has bedbugs#and i'd fucking die if i got bedbugs. that is a level of physical and mental torture i couldn't endure#hate bugs hate parasites hate that shit touching me hate the potential of my bed/sheets/weighted blanket being ruined#this isn't me judging anyone w bedbugs btw. just saying because i don't want this taken out of context#the idea of having parasitic bugs crawling on me would set me off so bad it'd be like fucking high school again. i just know my limits#but also back to school lol i was supposed to do my sociology stuff last night and i tried to lay down for 20 minutes#fell asleep for 4 hours and slept through dinner. i am hungry :(#and now i have to stay up to do it instead#PLUS I HAVE A HUGE NURSING PROJECT DUE NEXT WEEK THAT IS EXPECTED TO TAKE 6 H O U R S#and i still have to do journal entries for ballet#at least my contacts fucking keep me from falling asleep on campus because i get so freaked about eye infection potential#BUT i also did pass my injection eval! ya girl can now inject im medication in a clinical setting
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I think i should like. Talk to my therapist about taking a gap year bc i feel like i need a proper rest that wont be related to anything i wanna do in long term and just Chill but at the same time idk how to. Rest. Like it is legit something im bad at i cant fucking rest more than a week and i feel like i need more than a week to fucking unmentally ill myself or some shit. I dont fucking know man
#cecil.txt#I know im experiencing some sort of burn out? Or whatever the fuck it is#Idk it feels. Too luxurious to take a gap year even tho i know i will probably at least find a part time job for it#Idek#Yesterday while talking to my therapist i realised how i didnt wanna do anything at all#So idk if it is healthy to push myself to find a paid phd program or a job next year right after graduation#Esp since i can like. Afford to take a gap year. My mom is more than okay with me staying with her during that time but i fucking hate the#Idea of moving back in. I love my mom but my hometown is boring af#Working in istanbul would be great as a gap year but holy shit. The fucking economy. Idek man it doesnt sound uuhh hashtag relaxing to me#Idk#I fucking wish the jobs/internships i have applied so far would work out. I either keep getting rejected or ghosted#Yesterday i got rejected by a job i didnt even fucking want and i KNOW im fucking overqualified for it most likely. I fucking hate this#It was a fucking mobile dating sim writing. I have a degree in literature and i have done narrative design for fucks sake and worked in a#Game project with a way more complicated mechanic than a fucking lame dating sim#Got rejected bc 'they are looking for a more specific cv'#All my writings feel too niche or specific for me to get an entry level job and i fucking hate the idea of writing for a lame game to begin#With#And if i wanna get away with my weird af design ideas phd is the best way to go but. Im so tired of academia. But im also fucking terrified#Of getting a job. Ugh#There is this internship that would be PERFECT for me that im qualified for but ffs they ghosted me. Im gonna fucking go insane#Anyways#Negativity#Or whatever yall use to filter these bs
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