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to the holes in my butterfly wings
#im a coward bc i couldnt see it unfold in real time :) once i saw the press release 40 mins before it went live i logged out of everything#its really hard to articulate how any of this feels because 15 year old kate lives in 22 year old kate's body#and shes been attached to that lovely fucking idiot for all her formative years#its like a part of my childhood just faded away overnight; just out of reach#its like when Roger Federer left they just dont tell you how devastating sports can be#the anger will come and it will be of the biblical variety#but for now im scared 22 yr old Kate and 15 yr old Kate cant console eachother#anyway i made this on the roadtrip back home. he means so much to me. always always. always.#f1#daniel ricciardo
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Friendly fire on @elmaxlys ! I have been thinking of making this since the very second I saw your hairdresser OC. Too bad we ended up on the same team but that's what friendly fire is for haha. This is also to congratulate the 6 points you gained our team alone! We would not be winning right now otherwise :D
#tg art fight 2024#art#my art#tokyo ghoul#can you tell I was tired by the time I reached the last 3 panels? been trying to finish this for more than a week I think#still not the hardest comic I made *the blank canvas comic looms in the distance*#abusing the new image limit per post#this bad boy has 22!
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Smiling friends hc basically canon tho that pim is one of those people who had a lot of really bad shit happen to him but tries his hardest to keep everyone around him happy almost to his detriment. I mean in the first episode u saw his family lol
YESSSSS YESSS and thats why im so obsessed with him i can't think of another character that's like that off the top of my head and its so fucking relatable TWT like the message a lot of people got from the first episode is that pim is naive and i dont think thats the case at all, i think he just realized over time how to keep himself stable as long as he doesnt dwell on shit until he spirals and he started spiraling, i dont believe for a second hes never once thought the same shit desmond was talking about
#charlie talks#answered asks#especially the bit in the episode 7 trailer... where mr boss is like 'at ease' and pim immediately gasps for air#GODDDDD dragged me in a .02 second joke#thats where the zoloft post came from#from charlies pov though like i feel like pim has a more old school approach to mental health and doesnt broadcast hes medicated#so there would be one fucking day where he looses the bottle and is like CHARLIE WHERES MY SHIT I CANT GO TO WORK#and charlies like dude what the fuck are you talking about medication do i need to call an ambulance#smiling friends#im like if pim lived like charlie#which is probably bc im 22#yeah yknow what thats totally the dynamic#charlie is just reaching the light at the end of the tunnel that is the most depressed years of his life#and pim is just out of it so hes like trying his best to guide him in this fragile time#but charlie isnt a baby and pim isnt that much more experienced they both have a lot to learn about the world#so like over time charlie learns that no pim isnt optimistic because he doesnt know better its bc he has to be#hes learned its the only way worth living and pim is so adamant things will be okay bc he did all that shit#thats why episode 6 is my all time favorite#the implication that pim cant just let loose or he goes off the rails fast... OOOH bitch
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sometimes its so crazy to realize that there's actually a lot of things i like. that i thought i didn't like because i was a depressed teenager. i love being outside! i love swimming! i love talking to people! even strangers sometimes! i love getting dressed in fun outfits and doing makeup! i love reading and going to art museums! i just thought i was doomed forever to a life of complete and total apathy and void! and now look at me! still a little shaky but i'm doing it!!!!!
#reaching back thru the spacetime continuum to grab 15 year old bunny and shake him by the shoulders a little bit and go hey!!!#it's not ALWAYS gonna be like this!!!#one day you're gonna be 23 and it'll still be like this sometimes!!!#sometimes you'll still wake up and feel it but it won't be all the time!!!!!!#you're gonna have friends who know you and see you even the ugly parts of you#and they're still gonna love you anyways!!!!! it's not over yet i promise!!!!!!#and then one day when i'm 34 i'm sure i'll think the same thing about me now#but until then! it's me and myself when i was 22 and 21 and 20 and 19 and 18 and 17 and 16 and 15#and 14 and 13 and 12 and 11 and 10 and 9 and 8 and 7 and 6 and 5 and 4 and 3 and 2 and 1
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im showing my friend clanker the awesome six eggs and single ice key i found today
#happy easter clanker#for the past three days ive just been playing banjo kazooie for fun#ended originally with a time of 8:22:12#but that changed when i wanted to try getting the stop n swop stuff for the first time on my copy of banjo#so the final time is 9:32:33#i forgot how much i disliked rusty bucket bay. good lord that engine room and stinky bad water#every other level was fine. though i got so confused at first as to what jiggy i was missing in click clock woods#it was just the one on the branch at the very top of the tree. i wouldve never found it had i not looked it up#notes and honeycombs though? did those purely from memory#jiggies too i guess minus the single 1 out of 100#which i think is better than what i was hoping to achieve playing without a guide#i didnt get all mumbo tokens though. i DID get the ones you could easily lose if done wrong though.#i need 7 more mumbo tokens basically to reach 100%#i was also very tempted to 100% gruntys furnace fun (i.e. all squares) but. at a point i was like ''hm. no lets not''#maybe someday. just not then.#i managed to blind guess a lot of grunty questions though#only talked to her sister like. once. and i didnt get any of those questions on the quiz#oh yknow whats fucked up? that one shortcut between rusty bucket bay and mad monster mansions puzzle#you cant break the gate for it if you raise the water level too high#also it took me until today to learn that CheatO's cheats are upgrades and not... cheats#fucked up. but i didnt have too much problems without it. <- he died to grunty once only cause he got knocked off the tower#anyway sorry for the strange photo quality. played on my n64 on an old crt ive had. and i only have a lamp on in my room.#its not as dark as it looks in the image atleast#i also learned that banjo kazooie has way more cheats than i ever knew about#before collecting all the stop n swop stuff. i gave myself the infinite air underwater cheat cause. god.#its so nice to swim around with any anxiety. mostly just used it to swim with clanker for a bit. :).#didnt need it for any other reasons. i done collected everything else girlies#though kid me used a lot of cheat codes in tooie. only because i had a magazine that had all the codes#i 100%'d that one a few years ago i think. jiggies atleast. i think.#anyway. :) clanker
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My Radiantsona! More pictures and some info about him below:
His name is Alec Fisherman, he's 19 and in his freshman year of college. He took a leap year off so he could focus on getting a job, and figuring out what he wanted to major in (computer science). He was on his way to the library when a meteor crash landed in the street right next to the parking lot he kept his car. He decided to touch it because, why not? And became Radiant Purple :)! So far he's using his powers for good but you never know.
His bangs are star shaped btw :D!!
#this took me so god damn long#i was experimenting with my art style#i gave up so here we are#i refuse to put more time and effort into thiss#ill draw more of him for you guys later#i love this little freak but omg i spent so long#now that ive reached over dramatic ill tell you how long this took#9 hours and 22 min + the hour and 12 minutes it took me to plan out his design#why do i take so long for these types of things 🙂..#art#artwork#my art#radiant black#radiantsona#massive verse#radiant pink#uhhhh#what are other tags#ibispaintx#i dont know what im doing anymore im tired and ~(:°)-|<
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completely unrelated but a thought i've been having: absolutely insane and very impressive that he was a good father. like a really good, normal father
#his adult child issues are widely known but i've started to really understand the scope of it lately#i think 1982-84 is sort of. not The key but A key to understanding that issue#i feel like that's the time where his whole childhood experience kinda came crashing down on him#which is crazy because that's the moment he was a global supermegastar#i get the feeling he knew... ages like 16-22. he was Aware of his differences and some issues they were causing#but i think long term consequences kicked in in his early 20s#i think he was desperately holding onto being a child for a lot of reasons. maybe subconsciously bc he knew growing up For Him was gonna be#something.#and boy was it#you can't run from adulthood anymore when you reach like. 25. (shaking as i say this bc Eye am 25. whatever)#it's just like. nothing happened gradually for him other than his realization that his whole life was derailed. in fact it was never railed#that 1983 interview really got me. that was an amazing insight#i'm grateful for it even tho i feel really bad for him in it. that guy was walking around shell-shocked and afraid of everyone#mannnnn. i love thinking about him#oh my god michael jackson @ michael jackson if you can hear me I Love You thank you King
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hello.
#guess we doing pitch darkness and loud breathing noises and glowing eyes now!!#game that scares you#im brave im brave im brave im brave (hides under my desk)#votv#ignore that im only reaching 22 fps. my computer simply gargles balls you must understand
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im so considerate.... (<- guy not ranting about a thing it hates before its friend is done with the media)
#can officially say i finished the arkhamverse. didnt watch anything about that suicide squad one but i read all comics#a d watched the complete story & side mission gameplay for origins asylum city and midway through my refresher for knight#the biggest takeaway i have is wow these people are weird about convicts and addicts and love their toxic masculinity#but the gameplay and nostalgia impacts peoples opinions on it. maybe an enjoyable experience but for the story or universe itself#its a complete failure in every regard i can think of—only having glimpses moments of quality that makes the rest of it#be frustrating because the potential can be there. theres interesting premises occasionally but the execution and payoff doesn't make it#even worthwhile to get to those premises because of what you must wade through to reach them#<- thats me being my nicest and most spoiler freeabout it btw.#my other big takeaway is that tim is canonically older than jason and i think a grown ass man saying fuck that kid is really funny#[SPOILERS LOOK AWAY CJ]#<- tim currently works as a highschool science teacher while jason was shown to be adopted and made robin at 15#where he was then promptly captured and kidnapped by joker. he escaped half? a year later during asylum and AK takes place 2 years afterward#i think. the entire timeline for this shitty universe is awful and confusing. dick was robin for like 2 years its ridiculous.#and i think primarily so they can go noooo see bruce is a hot late 30 year old instead because you become dust at any older!!#but. back to the age thing. hes about 17 maybe early 18 during AK but because tim is a private school teacher he needs a bachelor's degree#and most people get it at 22/23ish and then theres the actual teacher application and being hired (or not because hes a nepo baby)#so hes early mid twenties or so. compared to a (presumably dead) teenager who he called a loser more or less.
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it was wretched at the time but admittedly it is very funny that following a link pitched explicitly as 'hey, if you feel self conscious about your body, here's a whole gallery of Normal Women showcasing the incredible variety of perfectly healthy, normal bodies, so you can see that you're perfectly normal too💕' is how I found out that what I have is in fact a deformity
#me-- age 22 or whatever-- scrolling with increasing worry: huh... haha... none of these really look like me yet hahah... hm.. huh.....#[reaching the end where there is another link to a smaller gallery of examples of abnormal bodies] ................ s. surely not hahahh‚‚‚#WOMP WOMP#anyway I made peace and mostly got over it years ago so it's very stupid and annoying that the last couple of years have been Issues again#get over it!! whatever!!! you also wish you were shorter and had green eyes but too damn bad so just get over it!!!
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sometimes cod fandom scares me
#i got like 3 actual posts and 22 followers but somehow one of my posts actually reached 800+ notes??#anyway thank you so much i really appreciate it like seriously
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had so few customers today that i was able to read well over 100 pages while on the clock and getting paid, finished my book and took the bus to buy two annie ernaux books after work
#the coquette girlies would love annie ernaux if they just discovered her#the very essence of being a young woman#started reading passion simple and her accounts of being a young woman in love is so much like what i experienced when i was like#22#the way you abandon everything that you are and love just to wait for the object of your hearts desire to reach out to you#it’s like looking in a very unflattering mirror
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#audio#putting my head through a wall saturday#this song makes me think about a few things but rn I'm thinking about LR on top of n beating the shit out of FP (their illegitimate father)#maybe he'd even be interested to know that his child has his explosive violent anger despite them never having met#maybe he'd be proud#it would at least make him smile#LR would be so fucking angry. they're 22 n he's 58 so it's a possibility they could win if he couldn't reach his gun#which he usually carries in a holster the front of his pants so if they're sat on top of him he can't reach it#idk if it would be a blind rage of punching him till he stops moving or a screaming crying spitting clawing thing#probably depends on His reaction#if he says anything. like in the middle of the violence he goes ''you really are my kid'' LR would likely start crying#and get sloppy so if FP really cared to live through that situation he could probably throw them off#but frankly I think he'd find it pretty fitting his adult child he never knew existed would be the one to catch up to him#and he's lived a satisfying life by his standards#this would all be solved if he gave a shit n gave them a hug though lmfao#but he doesn't care#beyond the brief entertainment they could bring him. esp since he could hold power over them#eugh what a guy#love my characters they're personifications of my issues lmfao#and the fact that they have identical eye colors and very similar eye shapes. sheesh.#like looking into your own eyes
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!!!help!!!
am i having a false memory? i very clearly remember somebody, maybe winona ryder herself, talking about how she was so upset when she found out about bob dying that she did a fake strike (the bobcott) demanding he be kept alive. or she tried to convince the duffers. i don’t know. does ANYBODY have any memory or info or anything on this?? am i remembering something that didn’t happen?
#stranger things#bob newby#winona ryder#joyce byers#sean astin#st cast#HELP#i don’t even know what to tag but pleaseeee#somebody confirm i didn’t make this up#bobcott#molly babbles#sb if you want to help but don’t know. totally understand not doing it.#it’s 1:22 am and i need this off my mind but i’ll schedule this for like 10:00 am for wider reach
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evil... some of the recipes you unlock at hotm8 require umber and tungsten plates. not a huge deal..... except you dont unlock those until umber/tungsten 10.....
1 million......................................
#see logically i would imagine this is to punish ppl who gun it for hotm exp instead of adventuring/mining#but. why WOULDNT you gun it for hotm???#you get more boosts to your stats that way and you have some direction while mining instead of doing it aimlessly#doesnt make sense for such ''early'' recipes to use such late resources#im not gonna be able to craft those until hotm9 or maybe even 10#and no hotm8 isnt exactly early game. but it's early for the area#bc you can only get here once you reach hotm7#that took me almost exactly 200 commissions. no WAYYYY someone is getting umber/tungsten 10 before that#unless they grind the collection and THEN hotm which just doesnt make sense to me...#this doesnt Really matter but i like complaining about bad design choices lmao#if you're gonna make something unlocked at a certain level it should be reasonably doable by then#kinda the same way i feel about crimson isles being combat 24 (or 22 something like that)#by the some people have like. a giant's sword for some reason. but some people enter with an aotd in unstable.#it should maybe have some other requirements or something... idk#chat#sb
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for the love of god put this shit under a readmore
#only thing worse than scrolling for a full minute and not reaching the bottom#is having to scroll back up just to block ur dumb ass so you can’t blaze this shit onto my dash again#a cattail tale#22 gd screenshots…#unfortunately I only realized I could more succinctly make my point with a screen recording of me scrolling After I had already blocked them#rip
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