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Okay, thought we were being like, chill, but I guess that's a kindness only afforded to people you consider to be women, so I'm gonna break this down piece by piece here, a lot to address.
"purposely obtuse or intellectually dishonest"
right off the bat the fact I disagree with you means I'm being intentionally wrong and evil. There's no room for me to be misguided, or making mistakes, or being uninformed, I'm either playing stupid or lying. Got it.
I "either hate AFABs, or don't take harm against them seriously". Once again, another false dichotomy. I take harm against women incredibly seriously, I just don't think the biggest threat to women is trans women. I think we have the same enemies, conservative men in power. I said you were fueled by fear because I was trying to be nice. It's not just fear. It's anger. Misdirected anger. You, and many others, have decided the easiest thing to do is hate.
Yeah. It is in fact transphobic to demand sex segregated spaces given that a true biological sex isn't fucking real. That's why it's "Assigned male at birth" or "Assigned female at birth". I've been assigned a lot of things throughout my life. So have you. Are you going to tell me those assignments were always accurate? I mean hell, with the amount of cis people out there, their accuracy rate is definitely above 50%. Still not accurate tho.
Transphobia is both the people trying to murder us, and the people, who don't want us in spaces that are away from the people trying to murder us. You are aware that the same cis men wanna kill us both right? You've arbitrarily drawn a line in the sand because you are grossly misunderstanding how trans people work. The number one piece of advice I see on this site from transfems, is how to avoid being SAed. By cis men, by cis women, by trans men. It's so common, that it makes me question if I even want to be in spaces with y'all. You wanna talk about fear? I'm fucking terrified. All the time. The instant I come out to the world, I get to spend the rest of my life, knowing that at any moment, someone says anything negative about me? and my life is over. Because people like you, will believe them. Because the scary transfem must be the person oppressing you. Because its easy, to villainize the minority. And it's easy to decide he's a monster. And all the while, she loses everything just for being an easy target.
You wanna talk physical safety? 83% of genderqueer victims of fatal violence are trans women. People love to kill us.
AMAB privilege is not real. I was not socialized male. I think you have a perspective on how the patriarchy functions that hasn't seen the other side of the fence, so let me go ahead and elaborate on that. Being a Man, is something you can fail out of in the patriarchy. It's a club that is nigh impossible to enter, but really fucking easy to fail out. Under the patriarchy, I am not a man. I failed out of that shit at the age of 8 when I said I didn't like sports. When I did anything "girlie" at all. When I cried. I was a crybaby (according to my family) and a faggot (according to the other kids at school). And from that moment, I was a target. Always have been. I wasn't socialized male, I was socialized as a failed man. Most trans girls are treated that way from a young age. I did not benefit from the patriarchy I was shoved around. I have gotten into an absurd amount of fights that I never started because some fucking asshole decided to beat the shit out of the fag. I spent like a week on tumblr before hearing other shared experiences about this kinda thing. Literally not hard to talk to trans women about this stuff if you, yk, try.
"We donât need to check genitals I would have no problem with the manliest most masculine most passing trans man in an afab space because no matter what hormones or surgery are involved they cannot rape and impregnate me with their penis the same way an AMAB person could."
How do you know he's trans. How. Tell me right now how you tell the difference between a cis man and a trans man with bottom surgery. Do that without being transphobic, please. Find a way. I'm looking for something hilarious to read today, it's been a long one. Because if you don't have a way, your entire transmisogynistic utopia falls apart here. You can't tell if someone is trans. It's about identity. You cannot tell if someone has a penis. No matter what you do. You cannot tell someone's assigned gender at birth.
And how wonderful, you mentioned prisons, just read about this one. Did you know when transfems are imprisoned they get placed with the most violent cellmates? It's a tactic to reduce prison violence. Give the most violent people their own live in target. They get called prison wives. It's called V-Coding. So yeah, prisons are messed up. For both of us. If only we could talk about that and unite to fix that oh wait that's literally the whole point of having transfems in feminist spaces, crazy how that works.
"Also trans AMAB people commit sex crimes at an even higher rate than cis AMAB people"
WHERE IS THE FUCKING SOURCE. I am tired of TMEs and their constant stream of libel demonizing trans women. All of your nonsense statistics is so fucking stupid. Where are you getting these numbers? The sex offenders list? The one that as recently in the 80s included anyone who crossdressed or hit on a person of the same gender even if they were reciprocating? I literally have heard cis lesbians complain about that shit on this site, you're not even being a feminist by citing sex crimes, you're being a cop. Fucking being trans counted as being a sex criminal for most of American history. Drag queens, trans women, and crossdressers get accused of sex crimes all the fucking time, you have no critical thinking god fucking damn.
"which again did not START segregated they became that way because AMAB people could t be trusted not to rape/assault AFAB ones"
Yeah no lmao, (this next paragraph is going to be USAmerican centric because yk, that's what I learned about growing up) they kicked literally all queer people out when women got the right to vote, both lesbians and bi-women had to fight their way back into these spaces in the decades prior. I feel like we forgot about the Ellen Show or smth? Like feminists did not fucking go to bat for her after she came out. Groups will turn on their supporters the instant they decide they don't need them. Mainstream Feminism turned on people of color and queer people who put their own movements on hold to support the women's right to vote so fucking fast. It's American history too, all I had to do to learn this was have a pulse in my US history class.
Also âcapitalism is real because it impacts me in a negative way but all other forms of oppression where I might be considered the privileged one in the dynamic is just hysterical people distracting from capitalismâ
Girl, reading comprehension, try it out for size. I did not say these systems of oppression are not real. I'm saying demonization and fear of minorities (like, yk, trans women) is a tool of the existing power systems to make you hate us and not your actual enemy, the people in power (like, yk, rich people who are usually cis white conservative men). You keep bringing up how awful existing systems like prisons are but you just, do not analyze who fucking set those systems up. Private prisons are owned by the rich, not by the trans woman you're yelling at who is 4 bad days away from giving up and killing herself.
If trans AMAB people donât want to be housed with cis ones, they can do the legwork and create those spaces for themselves like AFAB people did they do NOT have the right to commandeer our movement and literally erase our rights and protections because not allowing AMAB people into these vulnerable spaces might give them the big sad.
Okay so first you tell me feminist spaces weren't originally segregated by sex, and now you tell me it's an AFAB only movement? Because I know for a fact trans people have always been at bat for feminism. American white women said the same shit to women of color between 1920-1965. Cause the instant we become expendable, y'all throw us aside.
commandeer our movement
Really? Do you genuinely think trans women could ever outnumber cis women? What cartoon candyville are you from where there are more trans women than cis women? How the fuck are we going to commandeer the movement? We're like, 0.3% of the population at most. What are you talking about.
YEAH MY GUY IM FORCED TO LIVE LIKE A FUCKING PREY ANIMAL!!!
Okay so for starters, transwomen are also in constant fear. We have literally been hunted, this is just, like, a historical thing. Second, I'm not a guy. Don't call me that. You cannot honestly tell me you're not transphobic and then proceed to use exclusively masc terms to refer to me. That's just wild. Playing along with the tranny does not make you not a trans ally. You're still a transphobe just cause you're fine with trans men.
Some fear is completely rational
Yeah. We're both completely justified in our fear. I do not build my politics off my fear. You do. That's the difference. No matter how terrified I am of TMEs, I still fight for y'all. Always have, always will.
Gender is literally fake and varies from culture to culture. Sex based oppression is real and fucks over the lives of AFAB people worldwide.
Ohh, damn, so close, you'll get it next time I'm sure. See the trick is BOTH OF SEX AND GENDER ARE FAKE. Genderqueer people just admit that it's about self expression. You literally just described how fallible sex assignment is by talking about intersex people, it's like, hella cultural. Sex based oppression is real. So is Gender based oppression. Because people are shitty about fake shit, all the time, we're on tumblr, the "death threats over shipping" website.
You cannot tell me you think you're not transphobic and then claim gender oppression isn't real. I feel bad for any trans people who have the misfortune to interact with you. I hope one day you realize you fought on the wrong side of history. And if not? I hope they speak of you in the same breath as the grown adults trying to stop Ruby Bridges from attending school, in the same breath as the cops at Stonewall. You have an excellent day. I probably won't, but what's new. I'm sorry you're so afraid. I'm sorry you fell for it when they told you who to be afraid of. I'm sorry I couldn't do more. If anyone wants sources on this stuff, i'll add links to posts getting into it, a lot of it's screenshots and i'm not about to make this any longer than it is. There's more ofc, but I can only cite what links I have on hand, y'all can do your own research, read like, any transfem blog while they still exist. https://www.tumblr.com/honeylemony/767694258735136768?source=share https://www.tumblr.com/marxism-transgenderism/767536279224270848/okay-ive-said-before-that-part-of-why https://www.tumblr.com/girldogmystic/766813723287502848/i-wanna-get-more-specific-with-this-according-to
"OP is a terf" is a thought-terminating cliche meant to keep you from questioning the status quo and keep you afraid of being labeled a heretic should you come to your own conclusions about anything.
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May i request a fluffy chaotic blurb of lionesses teen reader who is from a championship team but is so good that she is called up to play for senior national team and also the reader has multiple offers from various teams , and the players pitch their own team to the reader to join them and it is a chaotic mess
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The dressing room is chaos. Full-on, wild-eyed, shouting-over-each-other chaos.
Your kitâs barely off, and youâre sitting on a bench trying to untangle your socks, when it begins. Millie Bright is the first to start.
âListen, kid,â she says, arms folded across her chest, the captain aura fully activated. âChelseaâs the only place for you. Champions League football. World-class facilities. Sonia Bompastor. Need I say more?â
From across the room, Ella Tooneâs head snaps up, her water bottle mid-squeeze. âMillie, do you ever take a day off? Let the poor girl breathe, sheâs not signing anything yetâ
Millie ignores her, turning her gaze to you like this is a contract negotiation and sheâs about to close the deal. âYou want to win trophies, donât you?â
Before you can reply, Ellaâs already marched over, shoving Millie gently out of the way. âUnited, babe. Thatâs the real move. Weâre on the up, big things happening, and,â she pauses dramatically, glancing around, âwe actually have fun. You like fun, yeah?â
You blink, glancing at Leah, whoâs perched on a nearby bench with her arms crossed and a smirk forming. She hasnât joined in yet, but you can see the wheels turning. This is going to get worse before it gets better.
âCityâs got the best facilities,â Lauren Hemp chimes in from the corner, casually lacing her boots. She doesnât even look up, which somehow makes it more intimidating. âAnd we wonât hound you about it. Just sayingâ
âOi!â Ella points a finger at Lauren. âThatâs rich coming from you lot. Didnât you literally FaceTime Keira on her holiday to beg her not to leave?â
âAllegedly,â Lauren says with a shrug, the picture of innocence.
âArsenal,â Leah says finally, cutting through the chatter like a hot knife through butter. âTradition, legacy, and the prettiest kits. No contestâ
âThatâs what youâre going with?â Millie retorts. âKits?â
âPretty kits,â Leah corrects, her smirk growing. âAnd me. Obviouslyâ
âDesperate, Williamson,â Ella mutters under her breath.
Youâre still sitting there, socks halfway off, trying not to combust. Itâs overwhelming in the funniest, most surreal way. Like youâve somehow wandered into a football-themed episode of a reality show where every contestant is aggressively charming and mildly competitive.
âGuys, chill,â you finally manage, holding up a hand. âIâm not deciding right now, alright? Let me justâfigure out whatâs happening firstâ
âOh, take your time,â Keira Walsh says, strolling past and dropping her bag onto the bench. âBut come to Barça. Better weatherâ
Georgia nearly falls off her seat laughing. âYouâre not even in this league, Walshy. Sit downâ
âI am sitting,â Keira deadpans.
The room descends into laughter and bickering again, and you realise something in that moment. Itâs not just the offers, or the attention, or the surreal fact that this is your life now. Itâs that youâre part of thisâthis weird, chaotic, beautiful family thatâs adopted you overnight.
âAlright,â you say loudly, standing up and finally pulling your socks free. âIâll think about it. All of it. But for now, someone tell me where the snacks areâ
âChelseaâs got better snacks,â Millie says immediately, earning a chorus of groans and a well-aimed towel to the head.
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Mother!Reader and Bruce are relaxing on a couch. (Much to her discomfort.) Daughter!Reader comes running in carrying a raccoon calling it her "Son". Mother!Reader: Sweetheart where did you get that? Bruce: ... The rest of the batfamily comes running in because what does she mean "son"?! Only for them to see Daughter!Reader holding a raccoon that is eating the bacon she didn't eat that morning at breakfast. Even worse for them, she doesn't let Damian pet her "son", and she makes Dick buy baby diapers for her "son" because her "son" can't be having accidents around the house. The paparazzi catches Daughter!Reader at a gala and soon the news crew come running over too. Gotham Daily Times: Ms. Wayne what is this new exotic pet of yours? Daughter!Reader: Ah, Wayne is not my last name, (whatever last name of theirs) is my last name. But, um, this is Wally. He likes to run really fast around me, say hi Wally. (Cut to her holding her son, Wally, up to the microphone of the reporter only for him to sniff it.) Gotham Daily Times: Well, Ms. (last name) has just confirmed a raccoon, her "son", named Wally is officially her pet. Can she out beat Bruce Wayne's son Damian Wayne in hoarding exotic animals? We shall see next time on Gotham Daily Times news channel nine. The speedsters watching from central city: Wally? Because he likes to run fast? ... Someone call Batman how does she know our identities.
Yandere Batfam w/ Wife/Mother!Darling & Daughter/Sister!Darling Masterlist
I LOVE FERAL DAUGHTER!DARLING!!!!
Love the idea of her being an absolute menace when it was just her mother raising her and Bruce having no idea what he is getting himself into with this.
Like it was when she was playing out in the garden in the morning, perhaps even the morning right after the wedding, there is no real honeymoon besides on paper at Wayne Enterprises since Bruce is still the Batman. The two of them are just getting up, after the kids have had had breakfast together and Mother!Darling is literally about to tell Bruce about her daughterâs rather⌠playful behavior-
âMama! Mama! Look what I found!â
She already feels like laughing when she hears her daughterâs overeager voice and the bedroom door opens with her daughter running in with her holding something in her skirt and-
âThis is my baby! I found him in the yard, I think his mama is deadâŚâ
Her daughter holds up a baby raccoon while Bruce is half way through tying his tie.
âCan we keep him?â
âOf course, little love.â
âDear-â
âYou have something to say, Bruce?â
Well played, if Bruce was to say no now it would break her heart and set everything off on the wrong foot. When she runs out of the room she looks over at him with a knowing glance, she may have been fired into a marriage, but he will feel the consequences of his actionsâŚ
âI suppose I forgot to tell you about her⌠mischievous habits, you will get used to it eventually, and no, there is no taming her, do not try.â
Jason does not understand why she wants it around, itâs a raccoon in Gotham, a baby but still, but hey if it makes her happy and even slightly annoys Bruce, he is fine with it.
Dick is fine with it? He is just confused as of why, I mean if his little sister wants a pet she gets a pet, but why no a cat, dog, or even something like a ferret, but a raccoon? Alright, heâll ask Babs if she can find any books on exotic animal care and he will take her to the pet store with Damian to pick up supplies-
What does she mean Damian canât come? When they are little, she is terrified of him, honestly she is always terrified of him. Why would she let him anywhere near her pet when his stare makes her feel daggers. She is holding her baby raccoon away from Damian, and his pets, Alfred the Cat, Titus. Damian is pissed and very well could go whining to Bruce about it.
Then Tim is just freaked out by it, but when he is sitting the furtherest from his new sister and her new pet in the living room and everyone is suggesting namesâŚ
âHow about Wally? Dick what do think?â
âYa, he definitely reminds me of Wally.â
âWhoâs Wally?â
âDonât worry about it, lovebug.â
But then this naming choice certainly backfires when Wally West comes running (literally) to Tim about it, at first he is panicked about it but then he sees her playing with the raccoon and-
âFuck⌠I hate that youâre not wrong about that.â
Though this situation only escalates over the years when she finds other animals, a husky puppy her father suggests to name Clark, a baby owl named Diana, a hummingbird named Roy, and cats named Barry and Connor.
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Sorry not sorry. But some people need to read this.
Tw: when I am employing the word  delusional  I am not referring to the medical definition of it.
What I am going to be saying is going to be disliked by some. But I donât care.
I am going to be talking right now about a phenomenon that Iâve been seeing ever since I started reading mangas and watching animeâs and it has always bothered me.
And guess what ? I am not the only one being bothered by that, which reassures me.
The problem is the following:
Each time thereâs a genuine friendship between two male characters or even two females in a manga/anime, people dirty it by gluing on it, their own fantasies and making it somewhat romantic/sexual, by inventing a ÂŤÂ sexual tension  between these protagonists.
Always happens in the anime/manga universe.
âŚand I am going to tell you why itâs a problem/bothersome situation for many :
The problem is that it renders the story less deep and genuine and more people are influenced in thinking that, a male character, by being nice to another male (same for females), is romantic or whatever.
Like some of yâall are sexualising everything. Get it together !
This is, most of the time (actually 99% of the time but okay), LITTERALY delusion because the authors have never, ever meant for their characters to be viewed as anything but genuine friends/acquaintances..
It distorts the story for nothing and, in my opinion, it is disrespectful to the creators of the manga, to just take their characters and create a quiproquo on it. Sorry not sorry to say it.
As an example, let me take the  Dazai x Chuuya  fans.
The readers go as far as to totally disregard the fact that, Dazai, since literally the first episode, has implied that he was not attracted to guys. On top of that, heâs kinda depicted as the guy who likes women. Never ever was anything that would make him attracted to Chuuya as a male.
(It also happens for JJK and others⌠)
Therefore, youâre disregarding the genuine and complex aspects of a potential friendship and understanding between them, to glue on it what you would have wished it to be : a romantic or sexual attraction. Itâs a projection of what YOU would have WANTED it to be.
It is actually immoral to distort a characterâs sexuality like what ?! It becomes a habit and people do it also for celebrities. Itâs kinda going too far.
Itâs not for you to decide.
When itâs ÂŤÂ not a big deal  for some, it could actually represent a big deal for many. And make many people uncomfortable.
Respectfully :
You wanna do your fanfics ? NO PROBLEM really ! be our guests ! but do it in the context of a fanfic, after putting on a disclaimer, as a respectful gesture for the creators behind mangas !
(On the other hand, when people write ÂŤÂ character x reader , it doesnât distorts the original story cuz Y/N just doesnât exist).
BUT rubbing it down our throats without any context as if it was a general truth provided by the creators, that ÂŤÂ these characters are in love/sexually attracted to one another  NO. Keep it for yourself or your group of friends if yâall agree on it.
Again, many many people feel as uncomfortable as me regarding this. Itâs kinda also getting out of hands.
Itâs getting out of hands especially when I see fandoms like the Black butler fandom where they imagine a ÂŤÂ sexual tension  between Sebastian that is an adult and Ciel that is 13 !
Like it or not. I am not sorry for being respectful and realistic.
Some decency is needed :
Not everything is okay with what people are doing on the internet. You can have your ÂŤÂ dirty thoughts  but donât expose them, not everyone wishes to hear about it. Some things have to stay between you and yourself.
Kids/ teens :
And kids/teens (all those below 18) y all need to get off your phone a little and go play outside or meet your friends (for teens ig) if you donât wanna end up in depression at an early age or with extremely poor social skills.
At least take a real book like ones at the school library and learn things. Instead of learning how to .. by reading explicit content cuz you never listen when we tell you that a certain one shot is +18.
Again, I am not sorry. I am pissed.
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Let's see if I can add MORE confusion in with my previous close reading of every single book in the series so that I could write my own Redwall novel!*
I see that you OP have heard of The Cookbook but for everybeast else: there's a cookbook! Most of the recipes are extremely simplistic but we'll get to why I think that is in a second.
WRT dairy: they make mention of "greensap milk" and I don't think any of their cheese comes without nuts. In ahhhh the one with the badger and his hawk, they talk more deeply about how cheeses are made (after you have the cheese) including wrapping them in nettles. So I Guess So since it apparently acts Just Like Dairy Cheese.
Yes! We are! Society doesn't exist yet! If you look at the books in chronological order, they move from using spears and sharpened stakes to swords and daggers and simple bows, and - in the last couple of books - crossbows. There's only one smithy and it's made in a dormant/dead volcano. They're literally just not that advanced at this point (although who knows where this would have gone if Jacques had been able to continue!) In earlier books, he refers to various tribes of species all living together in groups, such as squirrels in bands of trees, or the molehill of the Longladle family. Actually circling back to this there *is* one society that sort of rises up as a "city" -- in the Rogue Crew. There's a group of peaceable beasts who all live (mixed!) together in an enclosed sort of fort. It's one of the only other mixed-species places that exist, besides the Abbey and technically Salamandastron. (does Martin's temporary home have other species? I can't remember.) So this is also why I think recipes are a little simplistic. While they have so many vegetables (and don't UTILIZE THEM why are potatoes ONLY USED IN DEEPER'N'EVER PIE!? HUH??!) I think we're given to assume those are local and grown in their own ground, and they don't. have. spices/trade/etc yet.
*I* think the only idea of 'currency' is 'the currency of goodbeasts to do slave labor'. I think this one I would lean more heavily into "he was telling these stories to children" as an excuse; kids don't want to hear about money and capitalism they want to hear about pirates and heroes. But I also find this aspect of society confusing so I was mostly glad we didn't have to deal with money.
There's a bread dimension. That's my only excuse. As far as we know, the Abbey is very large - the front gates are tall enough to admit a full sized ship on wheels (a casualty of one mast) which is able to roll fully into the Abbey, hit a tree, and stop, without ever coming within weapons range of the front doors. We know there are lawns on either side of this path, a graveyard, a small-to-medium-sized spring-fed-lake, and a generous orchard. I assume Jacques was modeling this after abbeys in Europe/England, which I don't know jack and shit about, but that they did live there year round. shrug? I will note that there is a scene in a book (no I don't remember which one) where a gardener explains to a peer that 'we don't plant or harvest it all at once because then we'd have a bumper crop of parsley and what use is that? by planting some seedlings now, some later, we will have parsley throughout the season instead' so he was thinking about it, at least, even if it doesn't quite work out to reality terms. but there's just a fucking bread dimension, there just has to be, there's not enough room to grow the plants needed nor mills to grind them nor processing or ever making or even mention of flour. I GUESS we could talk about nutflour and other flour-like-flowers which the mice would have access to but BREAD DIMENSION. This was my one concession in my writing, I gave myself an out here because it drove me NUTS.
I don't think Jacques ever thought about this. We get ONE instance of a mouse adopting a. rat? what the hell is he. I think he wasn't the same species, I don't remember that one well, but there's him and Tagg, and that's "otter adopted by vermin" which isn't quite this either. I think this is probably another "kids story concession" which isn't an answer I like to give but it's the best I've got.
ha! ha! he actually retconned this! if you read Redwall the first book, he makes mention of several species (beaver? horse) which are WIPED FROM EXISTENCE in the rest of the series. There is a cart drawn by a horse which makes it seem like the mice and rats are living in a world with humans & human-sized equipment but that is RETCONNED. I do think the trees vary in size because we have various scenes of "two maidens bound hand-to-hand around a tree to keep them confined for the night" and "tied all [4-6?] of the vermin together with their belts, around a tree" in various locations in Mossflower and its environs. I don't? think? we ever hear of trees large enough to be giants to mice like they would in our reality. an addendum to this: I have never bloody been able to figure out the size of the fish. shrimps are the size of shrimp to us because otters eventually 'Skipper popped one in his mouth' in the kitchens which gives us an idea of how large they are to otters, at least. but fish??? ha. HA! we have the feast-day fish catching where multiple beasts are needed to reel in a huge trout or carp. we have pike, which are enormous man-eaters (mice-eaters?) but can also be beat to shit by a big otter and his rudder (Lord Brocktree iirc) and there is one kept as a tame uh, "pet", by an otter tribe. there is ALSO the wolf question. Gods know I don't remember which one this is but there's a book where a ... big fox? i think he is? is up far north, and he finds a dead wolf? and takes its skull and pelt and puts knives in for the claws? or some such. so we DO have extra-large-predators like wolves and wolverine, but then when we get. to the wildcats. oh the wildcats. they drive me NUTS. by rights they should be as big as badgers? when Martin fights Verdauga it feels like Martin is half the size of the cat? but then in every other way the cats seem to be as big as otters! or hares! uugghhh. BIRDS TOO birds are WILDLY inconsistent in size, I don't know how a mouse helps an osprey re-set his wing nor how a mousebabe rides on a flying eagle's head without disappearing.
do I have any burning questions still. hmm. OH I want to know what they make! their clothing! out of!!! WHAT IS IT. I also want answers about the far west, the scorpion??? and lizards??? as well as what the other side of the continent towards the east looks like, because in Martin's history we get to visit that coast AND we learn of several locations (TM) like Noonvale, which are never referred to again.
which BLOWS MY MIND because he made Brockhall + Castle Kotir literally affect the landscape temporally throughout his books. Brockhall is discovered and rediscovered and lost again and again, and Kotir eventually rises from the dead to menace the Abbey wall because fucking Germaine built a wall over the top of it when it sank into a mire. MA'AM. Even when we get to Doomwyte, the cavern they are in is a cavern mentioned in earlier texts! this is not our first interaction with the deep deep fissure in the earth that emits green gas!!!
oh and The Tapestry. I have so many questions about the tapestry. canonically the image of Martin was sewn by his (mother? wife? someone) and preserved through many things to eventually be set as the 'cornerstone' for the tapestry. And it "depicts vermin fleeing from him in all directions" and his "calm easy face" which seems to smile at Redwallers etc etc. but then. the SWORD. sometimes it it set next to the tapestry which to me makes sense; held vertically along the side it is accessible to many but not to babes. I don't think it is ever placed below the tapestry. but it IS placed ABOVE and there is a part where a goodbeast does acrobatic parkour to SNATCH IT FROM THE NAILS and I want to know HOW??? how big is the tapestry. how did you get that. is it landscape or portrait. what. WHAT. also where did the shield go! where did the sheath go! those were so important aaagaggghhhhhh.
Okay that's it I think I'm done. I hope any of this was useful or amusing, or better yet caused more chaos and questions đ
^* I did in fact write most of this, 50k/100k words over two NaNos, but I could never get anyone to fucking read it or give me any feedback, despite handing out the first fifteen chapters to like seven people, so I lost steam. So if you're reading this and going "wow! I sure would like to read even more Redwall content and I would LOVE to get into in-depth discussions of shit in a fanbook, this sounds like a great way to build community," HI PICK ME.
hobbies include: close reading the Redwall series to answer my most burning questions. such as:
- can I replicate any of these delicious-sounding foodstuffs and would they in fact be delicious if I was able to
- corollary to the above: are we just supposed to read âoat creamâ and ânut cheeseâ every time we see the words âcreamâ and âcheeseâ? I think so. bc if not, what tha hell are their livestock animals
- what is Society like? I donât think we ever see a Mouse City or even Mouse Town though we do see castles and obviously an abbey. are we supposed to believe that most creatures are either in wandering bands or these societies based around a single structure (castle/abbey?)
- they appear to have an idea of what currency is (the bad guys always want treasure â maybe just to have, not to sell? but less ambiguous is some dialogue I just read, âacorn for your thoughts?â âyou can have them for free��) but again, we never see anyone using money or making goods for the market. is this after the fall of Mouse Capitalism? are the bad guys (the idea of rat pirates gives me a headache, vis a vis the political/economic systems needed to power piracy) raiding preindustrial mouse societies for treasure/meat?
- corollary to the above: the abbey creatures have oats and wheat but we donât see anybody farming or trading for farm goods on a large enough scale. is the abbey âorchardâ really a like an indigenous forest farm of mixed foodstuffs? is that possible if you live in the same place the whole year or only if you travel each season? I have to do some googling
- both the lack of mixed-species families and the idea of mixed-species families give me a headache. has a squirrel never fallen for a handsome otter? what is the culture shock like if you marry into a subterranean mole family?
- this is the least âimportantâ question but this read through Iâve been desperately trying to figure out What Size Everything Else Is. iâve come to the conclusion that everything other than animals are at mouse scale, given that they can make seaworthy vessels their own size (a mouse sized vessel with real-world-sized waves seems impossible) and pick and eat apples and plums. but so far it seems like theyâve avoided mentioning how tall trees are â like a person compared to a tree or a mouse compared to a tree?
#shin adds shit to posts#redwall#I hope you don't mind me jumping in on this my friend sent me the post and I have been MISSING WRITING TRIDENT ALL MONTH#between the ai-debacle and no-feedback I haven't been able to write much this year and it's aaauuuggghhhh#so thank you for letting me exercise this little bit of my brain :thumbsup: it's good to do! it's fun!#I am also dead serious about that offer. no judgement I don't care who you are or if we share fandoms or not or whatever.#I'm a weird furry and I will respect the fuck out of you. READ MY FAN BOOK. TELL ME HOW TO MAKE IT BETTER.#Redwall's Trident is a story about the daughter of the High North Coast Otter King going on her own adventure with her own Rogue Crew#summoned by Martin to protect his Abbey from a monstrous dragon [crocodile]. along the way she picks up hares and mice and even a snowy owl#there are pigeons in the Abbey because THERE SHOULD BE. there is slightly less bioessentialism. there's a LOT less sexism.
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can you tell us more ab shargonâs kids?? :0
(sorry for the ... very rough sketch and probably unreadable text, struggeling alot with art atm ... still ..)
Thank you for asking!
Shargon has two young children, Jyothi and Tyura (forgive the weird names, made them when i was young and they are too ingrained now to change ..)
(Shargon is a single parent; demons do not have a gender/only one, all of them have the ability to bear children with an organ that sits right beneath the demonic heart, they also do not need a partner, they can just decide to have a child and trigger the process- while carrying they cannot shapeshift since an unborn demon cannot go along with that- genetics are usually not a problem since demons generally draw from a huge gene pool dating back eons; if they have a partner they will have to exchange some heartblood for the child to be a mix of both; growing a child is very energy draining and when carrying its not unusual for a demon to resort to consuming food, which they typically dont need to do; maintaining a certain energy level is very important since otherwise the risk of deformities in the child increases alot; a newborn demon (birth occurs through the mouth) has a few baby teeth with which to bite its parent/caretaker and feed on their demonic blood, it is not a requirement but many do since it accelerates their growth and can even out energy imbalances)
Jyothi, comparable to a 13 year old human, is a rather healthy young demon with alot of skill using elemental magic (wind in her case), which is why shes being taught by Lord Eadrya; Eadrya wants Shargon dead and regularly attacks him and although both of his children inherited his unnatural and hated/feared eye color, Jyothi stood up to Eadrya not knowing who they were at the time (and thus not their status and reputation) since Shargon lives extremely isolated- and even challenged them to a fight showing so much character and skill that Eadrya saw past her heritage and offered to teach her
The two get along well and she often sneaks away to find them bc she is so eager to learn and spend time with such a powerful and careless demon that everyone respects ... unlike her parent, who is weak, riddled with anxiety and hated by everyone, she still loves him of course, but the more time she spends away the more she adopts the way the other demons think and speak of Shargon
Shargon hates that she goes to them so much, mostly bc he is afraid they, and especially Eadrya, will hurt her or stop her from returning home, even with her special status bc of her talents, she still is his child after all; he does not and could not force her to not go though (a benefit is that she has been the only one besides Thor (Eadryas best friend) able to stop Eadrya from literally killing Shargon, as much as they are horrible to him, they do care alot for her)
(Jyothi has only started to grow her horns and her markings and colors will shift alot as she grows, as is typical for young demons)
Tyura, comparable to a 6 year old human, is much more like Shargon himself, very fearful and skitters away if theres anything they are unsure of, they are of the same elemental type as Shargon (lightning) but thus far has never used it beyond weak defensive shocks; they are also mute and have a deformed left hand likely bc Shargon was attacked and hunted for a long time while carrying them, thus not able to provide a stable energy level the other demons know of them but any attempt to get close to them has been prevented either by Shargon himself or .. Tyura fleeing and hiding (their body structure is also rather similar, the round shape is largely just fluffy feathers)
when Shargon is in the human world his children tend to stay with the only other demon he can trust (Ceryrion, an earth elemental and the chillest guy you can imagine), they dont like him much but love children and will happily go about their day while a little Tyura clings onto their back (though Tyura will absolutely dive back to Shargon whenever they notice his presence) both kids have been to the human world before but since it is very uncomfortable to be in as a demon he has only done so for them to meet Mori (Shargons human friend that lives .. illegally .. at the gates to the demon world) and avoided bringing them there otherwise
the time he is away has notably increased alot after accepting the deal with Zaphira (being her bodyguard .... 24 hours a day .. granted she did not know he had children, and also didnt know anything about demons but that she could use him to solve her problems)
here i go rambling again, i hope that gave you a bit of an idea of them ;O;
#ganondoodles answers#art#original art#ocs#original characters#oc lore#their design might change still .. but it was the best i could do currently#of course they also have a demon form .. both are funky lil noodles since shargon too is kinda like a noodle dragon#but who knows when i can draw that#sorry for all the oc stuff i just want to answer those few asks first ;O;
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I hand you jelly for Nikolai thoughts and crumbs
-Nik going HARD on any dumb American holiday just to see you laugh. Stupid ugly Christmas sweaters check when in public. Obnoxious over the top and way to realistic werewolf costume just to scare people and hand out way to much candy to the soon to be chunky random children? 'what do you mean we cannot give candy while we walk? It makes them happy! Look at those dirty chubby cheeks! Come love, I have more candy.' may or may not flex at other people that eye your costume, why growl? He knows they're not even close to his level, and way beneath you. 'run along now puppy, me and my doll have decorations to admire. Have candy, you look like you need sweets.'
YES THIS MFER BUYS FULL SIZED CANDY BARS
Also I feel like he likes to eat his cake and have it too by
1) suggesting you wear a somewhat slutty Halloween costume, like heâs the one who brings it up
2) getting mad when grown men look at you (usually itâs dads on their porches tbh)
cw: one singular use of the word daddy
Also, in the vein of him being a holiday freak, I think he would love lunar new year. Taking you to the nearest Chinatown, buying you as many firecrackers and poppers as you can carry. He lets them off when you least expect it so that you get startled because heâs a bastard.
He will eat his body weight in dim sum. Every cart that passes he will take something from.
And heâs also dialing up the sugar daddy vibes to 11 because this holiday is about celebrating wealth and good fortune!! Heâs buying you things, giving you an ang pao, and when you tell him that thatâs not usually something boyfriends give to their girlfriendsâ usually adults give it to their kids or younger family members or something and heâs like âif you wonât accept it from your boyfriend, how about your daddy, malishka?â And you almost faint.
Also your bag is completely loaded up with charms featuring your zodiac animals by the end of the day. Sorry. He just canât resist them. Literally puts them next to each other and goes âlook! Itâs us!â Every time. Endless pet names based on your zodiac animal.
(Also, did some quick shitty math based on someone saying he was like 45 in 2022 which seems close enoughâ heâd be in the year of the snake in that case, most likely, I think thatâs a fine fit!)
#writing#cod fanfic#Nikolai#Nikolai cod#cod nikolai#nikolai x reader#Nikolai cod x reader#cod nikolai x reader#cw daddy kink#very light tho
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I have this foreboding feeling that while we are prepared for Sae's and Shidou's backstory, Nagi's backstory is going to sneak from behind and punch us in the gut.
No, I don't think it's going to be straight up depression like Kaiser's, but I do think that it'll hit close to home.
You see, Nagi got Laissez-faire parents which means they never really interfered with his life. Like, these type of parentsâas I have read on some websitesâwill basically set their child free and let them do whatever they want with no or very few rules/restrictions. They will not tell you, "Oh! You should do this!" or "Oh! You shouldn't do this!" They will simply let you figure out your life all by yourself.
I'm not an expert on this and I'm not calling this type of parenting bad in any way. Every child is different with different needs, and I'm sure there are many who grew up in this kinda family and liked this parenting method. However, I do think that Nagi didn't like it that much, and I got two reasons to think this way:
1. "That's nice."
When Reo said that his family constantly meddles in his life, Nagi's immediate reaction was, "That's nice" instead of being surprised or disgruntled. If Nagi really liked his parents NOT meddling in his life, then he should've said something like, "Really!? Sucks to be you, Reo. I can't imagine living a life like that!"
You getting me?
Also, we all know how Nagi isâhe definitely feels that telling someone to do or not to do something is a hassle, so he, probably, feels that if someone is doing all this for you, then you are important for them.
And before any one says, no, I don't think Nagi was tying up his tongue thinking, "They are his parents. They wouldn't want anything bad for their own child, right? I shouldn't say anything against them and should say good things about them just to be safe." I don't think he has this kind of filter in him.
2. "Don't die ."
So, why would you not want someone to die? Of course, because you care for them and want them to be with you.
"Want"
That's really what I'm tryna highlight.
It's a pretty common knowledge that some children are just naturally more independent while others are a bit more dependent and seek guidance from the elders. Considering Nagi's first reaction to knowing about Reo's parents' meddling, I think that Kiddo!Nagi falls into the latter categoryâsomeone who likes to be guided and helped by the adults. Now, place Kiddo!Nagi with his Laissez-faire parents... You are getting where I'm going with this one?
That's why I think that Kiddo!Nagi, probably, thought that his parents didn't love him/care for him. And what happens if someone doesn't love you or care for you? Yeah, they don't care if you die which, somewhat, explains why Older!Nagi was happy to hear, "Don't die [before us (probably)]" from his parents.
I have already talked about his potential backstory before too, so it was actually when I heard he had longer bangs as a child that made my head turn to him againâsomething felt odd.
I understand that having long bangs is not a big dealâNiko's bangs literally cover his eyes, but having it as a kid is way different, y'know. Once you are like 12-13, you somewhat become capable of doing your own hair and clothes by yourself, so you can manage whatever aesthetics you prefer. However, for a kid younger than that, it's the parents' responsibility to look after his/her hair and clothes, and we all know that long bangs are quite bothersomeâblocks our vision, sometimes stabs the eyes, and even irritatingly itches the nose.
All in all, till his backstory drops, I'd firmly believe that he was, though unintentionally, a neglected kidâat least, emotionally.
Now I can't get this image out of my head where Kiddo!Nagi is longingly staring at other kids in a park where everyone is learning things like riding a bicycle or maybe playing baseball and stuff with their parents while he is just.. there, probably, all alone.
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i fully understand this. my stepson is 17 and very high needs autistic, mostly nonverbal, yet somehow I still have family members insisting he is capable of more than he is, he could have a job somedayâŚâŚhe cannot even wash his hands without being walked through it step by step. he cannot form a full sentence, the best he can do is "Want chicken and potatoes!" when he wants chicken strips and french fries.
And it makes me feel frustrated because it feels like the world is expecting so much from him and from us, and sometimes it just isn't possible. This poor kid didn't even know his dad until he was 9 and before that was just trauma and a terrible home. Which does not help anything. I wish people would stop just focusing on the "autism" part like it's a blanket term and recognize it for what it is, a SPECTRUM. Some people are high functioning and with the right support, could absolutely do anything a neurotypical person could do like drive a car and hold a job.
And there are some people that are autistic that need to be walked through daily tasks for 10 minutes that would take a neurotypical person 30 seconds.
I'm sorry but I'm so tired of seeing "autism = a neurotypical person but with stims and special interests"
Actually no, sometimes autism is choking yourself because you are so angry or overstimulated and LITERALLY cannot get out the words to process because you just don't have them.
It is not being able to follow the instruction, "ok, take the garbage out and then go upstairs and get your laundry." It is being able to follow only the instruction "ok, get the full garbage bags and take them out!........ok, now get empty garbage bags and put them in the cans!.....ok, now let's go upstairs!........ok, let's get all the dirty clothes and put them in the basket!........ok, now we're gonna take them to the garage..........ok, now let's open the washer and put the clothes in......"
I won't continue but I think you get my point. The assumptions that people make when I tell them I have an autistic son, EVEN if I throw in nonverbal, is astounding. The "spectrum" part has completely been forgotten.
Not to mention all the disability fakers on tiktok that include autism in their bullshit and give people a skewed view of what autistic people are actually like. Thank god there are actually some creators (my fave being Jordan from the t-shirt shop) sharing actual information on autism.
As an autistic person, I think some autistic people (and neurotypicals attempting to be good allies) are sometimes doing more harm than good with how insistent we are that autistic people are as capable of achievements as anyone else.
Iâm feeling quite tired right now and writing this first go without thinking too much about how Iâm wording it, so please bear with me while I explain how I mean that. Basically I just saw a post of a father saying his son is autistic and has struggled to get a job because of it, but he was a really polite, sweet young man, and because of his personality one employer overlooked his struggles and gave him his first job. The post was him showing pride in his sons hood personality and spirit, and half the comments were autistic people saying it was patronising and âof course he can get a job, autistic people can do normal things and achieve things like everyone else.â
And look. I get it. Weâre tired of being treated like children. Weâre tired of being the subject of âinspo pornâ. Weâre tired of people acting like we canât do things just because weâre autistic. But I think a lot of autistic people who are more well adapted and low-needs (again please excuse my terming, I know we donât use low functioning/high functioning labels anymore but I donât know what the alternative is) get offended by people acknowledging that some autistic people DO struggle, whether itâs with making friends or academically or with getting and keeping a job. Statistically speaking 3 in 10 autistic adults are in full time employment, compared to 8 in 10 non-disabled adults. And yeah that statistics probably off because of how many people go through life undiagnosed, but the point still stands. Because of learning difficulties, problems with socialisation or being unable to cope in a work environment due to sensory and other issues, many autistic people are unable to work. I donât know the situation of the son from the post, but it is clearly something heâs struggled with, and the dad is not being patronising by acknowledging that struggle and praising him for overcoming it. By responding to a post like that by saying âof course autistic people can get jobsâ, you are doing what ableists do. You are implying that people who canât work because of their autism are actually just not trying. You are making autistic people who feel really proud of themselves for getting a job despite the difficulties they face seem stupid for it. And, if youâre not careful, you become someoneâs excuse to claim autistic people donât deserve accommodation or disability allowance/benefits because âthey donât need it, autistic people are perfectly capable of getting jobs.â
Another thing to consider: think about that person who said âyouâre autistic? But you donât behave like my 7 year old nephew? Thatâs not what autism is.â By saying autistic people can do something because YOU can do it is setting a rigid view of What Autism Is. Which like. Weâve all established is bad.
Again Iâd like to apologise for how badly worded and ramble-y this is but autism is a disability, and it effects everyone with it differently. Letâs not diminish other peopleâs struggles
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Could you do Leo Valdez dating a hypnos kid..đĽšđĽšđĽš
leo valdez dating a hypnos kid hcs
a/n: got a bit carried away </3 honestly my fav one yet itâs the cutest ever đ hypnos cabin ilysm
If there is one thing Leo is, itâs dedicated.
That man built a whole ship in a few months.
Sadly, a trait that comes with that attribute of his is also being very sleep-deprived.
He spends so long working on projects, he misses many hours of sleep.
Sometimes deliberately, when heâs fully immersed in a project, and sometimes he just gets distracted and completely forgets that itâs a basic human need.
Anyway, during one of these sleepless nights, he met you.
As a child of Hypnos, you definitely love sleep.
Therefore, being awake so late at night was definitely not your ideal situation.
There was plethora of loud noises coming from outside, and the council of sleepy mumbles in your cabin decided that it was you who had to check it out.
Your slippers shuffled on the ground as you grumbled about your misfortune and sleepiness.
Well, that misfortune quickly turned into quite the opposite when you knocked on the workshopâs door, and it was Leo who opened it.
You always thought he was cute, whenever you saw him around camp. But â seeing him up close felt way more different.
You shoved down your intrusive thought on how hot he looked, and simply told him to be more quiet, since others were trying to get some sleep, and staggered back to your cabin to get some more quality rest.
Well, his first impression of you was that you were just about the cutest thing ever, with your sleepy face and silly looking pajamas.
He definitely started seeking you out more and more afterwards, trying his best to make conversation with you.
Heâd constantly go to your cabin, claiming heâd been having issues falling asleep.
Youâd help him, obviously, but his excuse soon became futile, as you had helped him enough times for him to not be having these issues anymore.
Clovis had to straight up tell him to quit it, because he was interrupting the afternoon nap time.
After that, he starts talking to you during the campfires.
Unlike most of your siblings, you were awake during these, so he decided this was a better time than ever to make a move on you.
One of these nights, he finally asks you out, and lucky for him, you liked him, too!
Once you two were actually dating, then I guarantee heâs absolutely the sweetest <3
Leo would definitely alter his schedule so that youâd be able to hangout while you have more energy, and quiet down his work while you sleep so that you arenât disrupted.
He got you noise-cancelling headphones so that youâd be able to nap inside his workshop without being awakened by all the loud sounds.
If you can remember your dreams then heâd be more than down to listen to you narrating all these crazy dreams.
Sometimes heâs really shocked at what your mind somehow manages to come up with.
He also asks you if you can enter his dreams, thanks to your parentage, because he would love to be with you there, too.
This one might be stereotypical but (obviously) cuddles!
Easily the best pastime activity, since it does kill two birds with one stone.
1. Getting your annoying boyfriend to finally get some rest.
2. Sleep!
Anyway⌠since I do have a track record of mentioning siblings, Iâll get to that.
Your siblings quite literally donât care about him.
They werenât very fond of him at first, especially after the nosey nights he caused, but they quickly warmed up to him.
Now they feel neutral about him!
Not the biggest fans of him when he sleeps over, though.
He talks in his sleep.
And snores (sometimes)
It can get pretty annoyingâŚ
But back to sleeping over, itâs slightly against the rules to sleep in a cabin thatâs not your own, but he hasnât gotten caught yet.
Therefore, he basically spends every night at your cabin now.
He canât really help it, he usually has issues falling asleep, and your cabinâs just so comfortable, he rarely has any issues there.
He swears heâs never sleeps better than when he sleeps over at your cabin.
Itâs just so cozy and calming.
Literally prime nap location.
His friends thank you endlessly for helping him finally get some rest.
Piper and Jason are eternally indebted to you.
Honestly I think the Hypnos cabin would be incredibly cozy and I canât stop thinking about cuddles with a bunch of fluffy blankets and I
Leo would look so cute sleeping all bundled up there.
He never looks as peaceful as he does then, so you always make sure to take a bunch of pictures to make sure to treasure the moment.
Then you immediately put down the camera and snuggle up with him.
#leo valdez x reader#percy jackson x reader#pjo x reader#hoo x reader#leo valdez#percy jackson#pjo#heroes of olympus#hoo#headcanons#hypnos cabin#hypnos kids
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Daytrip Illumi my beloved... and poor Darling. You capture how unnerving and unsettling he should be so well!
Illumi should be Strange and Uncanny even at his mildest(? not sure if an Illumi in love could be 'mild', but idk if it could be called volatile either. Darling was right, you can't ever tell with him); man was cosplaying Pinhead for a week. He could talk the whole time but just literally rattled at people. And poor Ghost, my stomach just dropped because everything so far was downright too tame and too thoughtful for a Yandere.
Aside from the porn, I was waiting for that drop. Darling really can't have nice things, can't she? Or rather, she can't have anything he's not able to take. Whether a Darling is defiant (Obedience Training, Ingress) or submissive (Daytrip) he's always going to pile on the trauma.
But the moment he started mouthing and groping at her in the car, I knew he was out of patience. Everything else that day was window dressing and foreplay, and the bit where she picks a cute, frilly, puff-sleeved dress really sold the toy and doll comparison later, she was so right at the observation that Illumi took her as a ballerina for his music box. In the end, the daytrip really wasn't for her to enjoy: he ripped up her dream dress, dashed her hope that her cat was doing well without her, and didn't get to eat anything at the picnic aside from the morsel he gave her. Girl couldn't even enjoy the scenery cause he blocked it off with himself. The end was so despondent in comparison to the beginning where she resolves to take any out that presents itself, falling asleep and giving into the dark (Illumi) swallowing her.
And meanwhile, Illumi's just had an epiphany on why his parents kept having kids even after the designated heir Killua. And also patting himself on the back cause he checked off all the boxes on his 'perfect romantic date to-do list', and gotten the *ideal* ending of having finally lost his v-card. 10/10, Great Day. Would do again sometime (but not too soon).
The juxtapostion between her opinion of how the daytrip went and his opinion of how it went must be... something. I almost don't want to know, and I don't know how to properly describe what this made me feel, but it's visceral.
i love it when you people treat my silly little fics like they need to be studied under a microscope,,,, i will be living on this ask for weeks thank you anon <3
illumi just makes me,,, yeah. i feel like there's so little you can do to actually fight against him (running's not an option when he has you under surveillance 24/7, fighting a seasoned hitman won't end well, etc.), but good behavior only makes him more likely to proceed with the awful things he would've done anyway, had you spent every minute from your inevitably kidnapping kicking, screaming, and cursing his name. he's got a running checklist of uncomfortable positions he'd like to see you in, and it's less a question of when you'll be ready for it and more what he'll have to do to make you compliant enough to be, if not a willing participant, than a docile one. i think he does care about your feelings and you loving him back, but your priorities are so drastically different that you two are never actually going to end up on the same page. in his mind, he's done his research (i.e. played roughly a hundred hours of the most popular dating sims he could get his hands on), been a good partner, and taken very good care of his beloved doll/pet/captive. in yours, you've been violated and abused by the man who both kidnapped you and admitted to killing your cat without blinking, and there's very little reconciliation from there.
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Ellie wasn't the type of person to send messages quicklyâespecially because she was overseas at the moment at a base of some sort, but when she did text it notified you so loud it felt like it was a echo.
E: hi
Hi? All she texted was hi, is she for real? Like dead serious. You were pretty much sure she would elaborate and do a follow up text but... it never came. so, you threw your phone on the night stand and went to bed.
October, 25th, 2034
She finally came homeâafter a full 6 months, but it's bittersweet that the events after that are so unfortunate and unforgettable.
"Why didn't you text back" she says with a frown on her face likes she feigning hurt.
"You never text me back....you literally only text me ONCE out of the 24 hours you can text me." you retort back in response with a pause in between your sentence, causing you to cross your arms and biting the inside of your cheek.
"The phone works both ways ya'know" she says stating at you quirking up an eyebrow.
"Are you fucking kidding me? The phone works both ways but not only can you not text back PROPERLY, you then text me a stupid fucking hi!" you spoke in malice laced in your voice.
There was a silent pauseâthe tension in the room was intense, so intense you could feel the smoke of it all clogging your ears.
" I do text you? I'm sometimes busy... You're acting like I have to text you all the time"
never in a million years would you have heard her say that in your entire life, it seems like she changed so much and it made you feel dread in the pit of your stomach.
"are you deadass? You're quite literally the one who said we were gonna get engaged and everything... what changed?" you question grabbing the glass of wine you made 10 minutes before Ellie came home, tipping the contents into your mouth.
"We aren't together why are you so pissy about it? " Ellie said looking at you with a fury in her eyes watching your every move like a hawk.
Smash!
The glass shattered everywhere and everything in your apartment is moving too quick for your liking, how could you be so dumb and ditzy to realize this whole time she was using you.
you walked away to the bedroom quicklyâEllie following suit, she tries telling you she was sorry after she realized what she didâbut you wouldn't listen.
She put her hands on you for the first time during the night but it wasn't in a abusive way, she was holding your arms trying to get you to look at her.
"I'm sorry-im sorry- im- I don't want to hear it I don't I don't I don't" you looked into her eyes cutting her off attempting to get her away from you... but the tension was so thick it consumed you both with want.
Then she was kissing you, it was something of need and not wantâthis was something different from the Ellie you just saw earlier, but you kissed her back.
Thud!
That's the sound of clothes falling and the way she pushed you towards your closet door, kissing you passionately like it was her last day kissing you.
like she needed it....
it felt as if sparks were going from your heart shooting down your body, she picked you up bringing you to the bed.
This time instead of the push she'd give you when you two were getting intimate, it was gentleâshe kissed you everywhere relishing in your sweet vanilla scent she hasn't smelled in the long time she spent overseas.
She kissed you all the way down to your core, blowing cool air towards your clit making you squeal in shockâproceeding Ellie started licking a stripe on your cunt.
When she did that you jolted with a yelp that followed up with a loud whimper of her name.
"Ellie-" you can't even get your words out the way she's ravishing you inside and out.
"Shh, let me make it up to you." Ellie says as she goes back to your cunt.
You felt and heard everything.
The slurping sounds, the sound of your nails gripping the sheets, and the sweet smell of your arousal in the air.
her tongue is so deep inside youâthat you call out her name like a mantra, like its supposed to be apart of the National Anthem.
Ellie. Ellie. Ellie. Ellie.
That's all you can say, your brain is mushed up and you can barely keep your eyes open because of how amazing she's making you feel.
You thought it couldn't get any better but her fingers are going inside you at a pace that feels so good it has your legs feeling like jello.
" im-im almost the-FUCK!" you moaned as your back arched because of how intense it felt.
Ellie puts her hands on your stomach pushing you down to the point of restraint.
"Stop moving."
a few more seconds of this and you were about to melt into a puddle of water.
she gave you a few more thrusts and you saw every star in the universeâcoming down from your high you looked down seeing her still eating you out.
trying to get her off of your cunt because of overstimulation, you pushed and pulled her head and she finally gave in lips coming off your lips with aâpop!
" do you forgive me,baby?" Ellie asked staring at you and wiping her mouth from the remnants of your slick.
" I do, but don't you dare ignore me again... And eating me out is not an apology by the way" you croaked out while getting up and walking to the bathroom with wobbly legs.
"By the way your legs are shaking it seems like I should do it again sometime when you're mad at me. " she said chuckling
"Oh shut up! " you said throwing a book at her and she catches it.
A/n : I'm so... Ashamed and speechless...
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THE YEAR IS 2019⌠WELCOME TO GRAVITY FALLS: ETERNAL DEVOTION AU Return To The Falls RP Edition
Related accounts set in 2012: @formerquestionmarkmp, @dippers-guide-to-the-strange, @pocketsfullofglitter, @queenplatinumpaz2012.
CHARACTER INFORMATION:
Mason âDipperâ Marth Pines:
Age: 19 years old
Pronouns: He/They
Identity: Bisexual, Non-Binary
FiancĂŠ: Paz Southeast
Online College Student
Stoner
Well known ghost hunter in the area
Mabel David Pines:
Age: 19 years old
Pronouns: She/It/Pink/Meow/Oink
Identity: Cis, Aroace
Shroom addict (Donât tell mom!)
Sells knitted sweaters and scarves, as well as Kandy bracelets, on Etsy
Pastel Goth/Scene mixture⌠I don't know either man.
Stanley Caryn McGucket-Pines:
Age: 67 years old
Pronouns: He/Him
Identity: Cis Bisexual
Husband: Fiddleford McGucket-Pines
Usually out sailing with Ford and Fidds
Kept his mullet in honor of his nieces old nickname
Owns five â#1 Dadâ Mugs. Four from Soos, one from his niece.
Stanford Filbrick Pines:
Age: 67 years old
Pronouns: He/It (Only uses it due to Bills effect on him)
Identity: Cis Gay
Space Divorced TM both Fidds and Bill on separate occasions
Formerly brainwashed by Bill- barely resisting getting back together with him
Can not handle The Lust TM
Paz Elliot Southeast:
Age: 19 years old
Pronouns: He/Him
Identity: Bisexual Transgender
FiancĂŠ: Mason Pines
Only recently found out he was trans- binds and cut his hair, but thatâs about it
Steals Dippers clothes a lot. Theyâre his now actually.
Will never, ever admit to being the bottom relationship even if theyâve been together six years and itâs obvious as fuck.
Working for Greasys Diner
Jesus âSoosâ RamĂrez:
Age: 29 years old
Pronouns: He/Him
Identity: Cishet
Wife: Melody RamĂrez
Stan is his dad figure, duh
Melody and him have a son named Diego
Cried like a baby the first time the twins referred to him as their uncle
Wendy Blerble Corduroy:
Age: 21 years old
Pronouns: She/He
Identity: Cis Bisexual Lesbian
Dippers weed dealer. Why are you shocked
Barely looks any different than she looked at age fifteen⌠except she ties her shirt into a crop top to show off her stomach tattoo of an axe.
Hottest lesbo on the block, according to nobody but her friend group
Robert âRobbieâ Stacy Valentino:
Age: 22 years old
Age During Death: 15 years old
Pronouns: He/Him
Identity: Cis, Bi-curious (will not admit this)
Somehow befriended Paz. Neither know how nor want to admit it, but they have movie nights where they do each others nails and makeup and cry to metal music.
Zombie. Walking corpse even. Yep, weâre leaning into THAT old theory.
Still beefing with Dipper for literally no reason. Even Dipped doesnât hate him at this point he just likes annoying him. Theyâre like brothers honestly.
Gideon Charles Gleeful:
Age: 17 years old
Pronouns: He/Him
Identity: Cishet
Ex-Ciphertology chil cultist
Despite this he still cries over the fact that Bill finds him annoying
He canât really find anything to do with himself anymore since weirdmaggedon and highschool so hes really fucking bitter.
Fiddleford Hadron McGucket-Pines:
Age: 69 years old (haha funny number)
Pronouns: He/Him
Identity: Cis Gay
Husband: Stanley McGucket Pines
Him and Emma May were actually beards- still occasionally in contact.
Was forced into a polyamorous marriage with Bill and Ford- eventually divorced them for MANY reasons
Seriously this guys got some BAD C-PTSD to be honest
Martha Winona Pines:
Age: 38 years old
Pronouns: She/Her
Identity: Cis Aromantic Bisexual
Ex-Husband: David Patterson
Has even WORSE C-PTSD from being Bills former puppet for like seven ish years
Literally so fucking grumpy about his return but NOBODY will let her murder him so sheâs decided on verbal assault
Loves her kids soooooo so much
Calls Stan âUncle Mulletâ
William âBillâ Lu Cipher:
Age: ??????????????????? centuries old.
Pronouns: He/They/It- anything masculine or gender neutral
Identity: What a boring concept
Former triangle, now human for redemption- can only reincarnate if fully reformed, though he will never fully be forgiven for what heâs done, so heâs stuck this way til this body dies.
Canât use his powers anymore- not even floating, which he hates a LOT
Misses Ford soooooo muchâŚ. Fucking loser.
BOUNDARIES:
13+ interactions only
Currently Gideon is still a minor, and Iâm only a teenager, so please keep the NSFW to a minimum. Suggestive is fine, though.
DNI inc3st/p3do proshippers, p3do/m4p, transph0bic, hom0phobic, or r4cist people. You are not welcome here.
Please be respectful to me, the mod. You can be mean to characters, not to me. I do not appreciate hostility
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dad!wing headcanons tw: cursing
đď¸ . . dick quite literally never expected to have a child â heâs the guy in his thirties who reacts to friends pregnancy announcements like âomg what are you gonna tell your parents!?â so when you come into his life thereâs a solid period of time where the two of you are just staring at each other like o.o and neither of you know what to do
đď¸ . . dick kinda sorta gets his shit together with the help of a village. alfred insists on babysitting even if it routinely means the commute from gotham to bludhaven. tim who is surprisingly good with kids drops by unannounced when he knows dick is struggling just to entertain you for a while. steph has already accepted you as partially her baby as well and so you probably spend a lot of time with her as well.
đď¸ . . jason keeps his distance for a while unsure if dick would even want him around his kid but they meet once when jason is in blud for case advice and you just latch onto him ⌠youâre absolutely clinging and crawling all over him, youâre enamored by literally every part of him and probably throw a fit when he has to leave.
đď¸ . . anyway! dick loves you more than anything in the world but as previously stated: this man never expected to be a dad⌠or at least not so young heâs in his thirties and at a perfectly reasonable age to have kids but whatever
đď¸ . . he probably misses school stuff on occasion and you get left home alone or tossed between different sitters because heâs out late getting his butt kicked across bludhaven
đď¸ . . he comes home limping and all beat up cursing and swearing because heâs pretty sure he fucked up his ankle something fierce and he didnât expect you to still be up but youâre sitting on the couch looking unimpressed
đď¸ . . you point to the swear jar and dick just groans because âthis time doesnât count, you extortionist!â
đď¸ . . dick tries to kiss you on the forehead and send you off to bed but youâre a worrier â as a result of your whole family being weirdo vigilantes â and you hover while your dad peels off his suit and starts inspecting the damage
đď¸ . . itâs all fairly superficial except the ankle injury which is gonna be an annoying recovery period but he promises you that heâs okay and sends you off the bed for real this time when he gets in the shower.
đď¸ . . he comes into your room when heâs done because heâs worried about you, he knows him being nightwing can be kinda scary for you.
đď¸ . . youâve got your head shoved under a pillow and he starts poking at your side and youâre whining and trying to squirm away, âdad im sleepingâ
đď¸ . . and heâs like âno youâre not, youâve probably got your switch under your pillow with you, twerpâ
đď¸ . . and so you reluctantly come out from under your little cocoon you leave your switch though because you did have it and dick has got a little smile on his face and he asks if you wanna sleep in his bed tonight and at first youâre like âim too old for that dad đâ but he says heâd feel lonely and so you suppose if it would make him feel better you might as well
đď¸ . . you end up clinging to him because you absolutely were terrified when he came home all beat up and even though youâd never admit it youâd planned to sneak into his room later anyway
đď¸ . . your favorite pastime with your dad is gymnastics at his gym, heâs taught you the basics of how to spar and self defense but your favorite is always up on the bars
đď¸ . . every halloween he tries to convince you to be nightwing but just to be a little shit youâve been like every member of the family except nightwing â including one year you went as richie wayne ward of bruce wayne just to be extra annoying
đď¸ . . that said you kinda live in nightwing merch because dick has an embarrassing amount of his own memorabilia and you like to steal his shirts
đď¸ . . dick is not good with discipline.. like at all. he never got the hang of it with damian and he absolutely hadnât perfected it by the time you came around so he usually needs a pep talk before he punishes you or heâll just back out and probably offer to go get ice cream.
đď¸ . . âwhat you did was very umââ *trying to remember what bruce told him to say* âit was very impetuous!â
đď¸ . . damian scoffs because heâs heard this from bruce more than once
đď¸ . . when you get into trouble damian is almost always there, heâs taken on the role of honorary big brother and dick swears the two of you are going to give him grey hair (he says this and damian says he already has grey hair which starts another round of back and forth)
đď¸ . . dick and you cook together a lot even if neither of you are particularly good at it, if youâre lucky jason offers to come over and you can rope him into cooking but still. when jasons not there you guys can cobble together something half edible and even though the kitchen always ends up a mess you enjoy the time together.
đď¸ . . you eat at the table cause dick read something once about not eating in front of the tv
đď¸ . . dick asks you about your day and school and friends and everything because he loves hearing you talk about your ânormal lifeâ and knowing youâre safe and happy most of the time. heâs the dad that gets overly invested in his kids like⌠middle school drama.
đď¸ . . heâs absolutely taking sides and has one sided beef with anyone whoâs given his kid a hard time even if theyâre like 12
đď¸ . . basically heâs your best friend :)
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Zagreus SFW and NSFW alphabets âĽď¸, for my friend @ember1224
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SFW alphabet
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Zagreus is extremely affectionate to his friends, as we see in the game, he offers you as much nectar as youâll accept, and once you stop accepting nectar heâs giving you Ambrosia until you demand he stops.
Zagreus also shows his affection by standing close to you, or having a hand on your shoulder as you walk together.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Oh if youâre his best friend youâre going to get so much gossip.
He will tell you anything and everything- Achilles and Patroclus have a small argument? You know every detail before even Hermes does. Charon was caught being affectionate to Hermes? Youâre helping him spread the news across the house.
Youâd undoubtably meet him by being a servant to the house, someone heâs known for a long time and already has a small bond with.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Zagreus adores cuddling, he cuddles by literally yanking you into his lap, putting his head on your shoulder while he yaps about his day/night. Heâs so giddy about it, arms loosely around you as he holds a new book of legends and myths that heâs had edited and heâs reading it to you.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Zagreus is absolutely down to settle down with a partner, the only bad part is heâs very uh⌠well he has no culinary skills and his âcleaningâ is mostly shoving clothes under his bed and into whatever crevices he can find.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Zagreus would definitely be far more polite than most when it comes to breaking up. Heâd probably bring you into his room and apologize, comforting that it wasnât your fault but heâs just no longer interested in you. Heâd still be down to be best friends, but if you didnât want to be heâd understand completely.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Zagreus, as we all know, is impulsive as FUCK. Heâd be down to get married if you even show a little attraction back to him. He will commit if he thinks youâll commit.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Heâs uh.. heâs a little dense, but thatâs ok. Heâs not the most emotionally gentle guy out there, I mean, have you seen how his dad deals with everything?
Nonetheless, heâs very physically gentle, he knows his own strength very well and he (somewhat) knows when to use it.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Zagreus adores hugs, he will yank you into a bone crushing (not literally) hug every time he sees you, grinning like an idiot.
Zagreus will hug you every time he sees you, even if he only saw you a few minutes ago, you will not escape the hugs from the Prince of the underworld.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
He says âI love youâ very quickly, right as he confesses, actually. Every morning he will wake you up with praises, kisses all along your shoulder and neck, and him mumbling âI love youâ against your skin.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyâre jealous?)
Zagreus will only get jealous if youâre getting âtooâ close with someone he knows, then heâll basically turn into a âbig scary dogâ and hover over your shoulder pouting.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Zagreusâ kisses are soft, but quick, usually on your forehead before he goes off on a run and literally jumps out his window.
He loves when you kiss the palms of his hands, just adoring the scars on them.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
Please donât let him around kids, he doesnât know what to do. The way his dad treated him is his ONLY reference- he will hand them Stygious and try to teach them how to use it if heâs unsupervised.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings are spent in bed- he will not get up. Good luck leaving his bed if youâre there, heâs holding you hostage until his dad comes in there and shouts at him to get up because heâs late for his duties.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights are spent cuddled up against each other, him somewhat flopped on you as he reads the Iliad (one of his favorite stories as itâs about Achilles) to you until you both fall asleep and the book falls to the ground.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Zagreus wonât be super quick to reveal things about himself, but every time he talks he mentions some little thing about himself. He honestly focused more on trying to understand you, rather than trying to vent about himself and all of his trauma.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Zagreus has decent patience, but if you do something royally idiotic youâre getting an annoyed interrogation from Zagreus. I think the only way to truly piss him off would be to hurt someone dear to him or break something important.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
He remembers random details about you, whatever his brain considers interesting. He remembers your important details along with when you first became friends, to the last time he saw you interacting with a random shade. But he wonât remember your birthday- for some strange reason.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
His favorite moment is when he first gave you ambrosia, how you put your hands over your mouth and stared in shock at the bottle he was handing you. You were so, so flattered and shocked that Zagreus cared enough to give it to you.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Zagreus is extremely protective of his friends, and heâd absolutely protect you against everything he could. Heâd do the same with all of his friends- and heâd honestly laugh if you tried protecting him back. He understands that you care about him, but believe me, heâs far stronger than you.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
As much effort as he can possibly use, heâs going to Elysium, beating Theseusâ ass into the ground, and bringing you back some fine ambrosia for you to drink in celebration- and if you like fish then heâs beating the shit out of his dad and bringing back a fish from Greece.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
He has a bad habit of just yoinking some of your gold. Heâs gotten so used to sparring with Charon after stealing from him, that hes started unconsciously pick pocketing stray coins whenever he sees them.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Not at all concerned- heâs already the underworlds biggest nuisance and the biggest pain in his dadâs ass. Any worries about his appearance is long gone.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
I think Zagreus would definitely feel lonely without you, I mean he knows plenty of shades, but each of them takes up space in his heart. Heâd definitely feel a part of him missing, and would undoubtably search for you.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
Zagreus has a diary with little notes on everyone heâs met, usually it has things that they like and little interesting facts about them written down so he knows what to get them.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldnât like, either in general or in a partner?)
He doesnât like someone who lies for no reason- it just tells him you canât be trusted with anything. He can tell a lie immediately, and will probably tell you not to lie to him because he likes to trust his friends, but if you keep doing it he will cut you off completely.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Insomniac king- he almost never sleeps, but when he does itâs the heaviest sleep ever and he will sleep for a day and a half if heâs not woken up. Youâll find him curled up in his blankets, face down in his pillows and chances are he still has his clothes on.
NSFW alphabet
A = Aftercare (what theyâre like after sex)
Zagreus is so sweet after sex, giving you sips of nectar as he bathes you, gently massaging your sore muscles. Heâs a gentleman, albeit a somewhat clueless one. He takes care of you and even tucks you snuggle into his bed before he dares to care for himself.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerâs)
Zagreusâ favorite part of himself is his hands- theyâre strong and durable, after all. He uses them to hold you close as he fucks you, or even to gently tug your hair. He will absolutely melt if you kiss along his callouses and compliment the scars on his palms.
His favorite part of you? That has to be your lips, he loves how they trail along his scars, or leave gentle marks along his immortal skin. He also loves feeling your soft lips against his own, itâs almost enough to make him moan.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Zagreusâ loves cumming down your throat, feeling your throat constricting around his cock and milking all of the cum out of it. Breathless praises would leave his mouth as he loosely holds you there.
His second favorite place to cum is between your thighs, not necessarily in your pussy (if youâre female) or in your ass (if youâre either gender), but he likes seeing the white liquid staining them and slowly dripping down onto the bed/couch.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
I canât really see Zagreys having a dirty secret, if Iâm being honest :P
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what theyâre doing?)
Zagreus is not the most experienced man in the world, considering how I think heâs only ever been with Meg, but that taught him a lot. He⌠well he somewhat knows what heâs doing, but heâs a quick learner and can improvise on the spot.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
His favorite position is the lotus position, with him slightly reclining back in a chair in his room , arms around your waist, your legs and arms wrapped around him as he gently fucks into you.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Zagreus is not the most serious person in the world- I mean he wonât just be a complete dumbass during sex, but he is absolutely not stoic and serious during sex. Heâs definitely the kind of guy to lightly joke around during sex.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Zagreus is not well groomed, at least not until after you get together. He has some thick hair down there, but heâs drummed it down quite a bit. The hair along his crotch is dark, like his hair, and slightly curly.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Zagreus is so sweet, generally he has one hand cupping your jaw, making your eyes stay on his own as he praises you and asks if youâre alright. He is the definition of attentive, even the slightest show of discomfort and he will stop to check on you.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Zagreus doesnât really give himself the time to jack off, but if heâs been on a particularly long run, once heâs cleared a room heâll start jacking himself off to hold himself over until you can be in his arms again.
All in all, Zagreus doesnât masturbate often, but if he gets impatient for you he will.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Zagreus has a mirror kink, he loves holding you close while he glances into a mirror across from him, watching himself fuck you, watching your face if youâre turned away from him, or just eyeing all the marks his nails have left across your back and sides.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Zagreus will only do it in his room- he loves you, he really does- but heâs not going to fuck you anywhere but his room. Itâs completely out of his comfort zone to have sex outside of his room.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
He gets turned on by the simplest things, you could be brushing his hair and say some simple compliment and heâd have a hard on, if anything the sweeter the compliment or comment is, the more horny he gets.
N = No (something they wouldnât do, turn offs)
He will not share, he will not hurt you and he absolutely wonât do it anywhere but his room. Zagreus has boundaries and if you push them, or try to push them, heâd be turned off pretty quickly.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
Zagreus loves receiving Oral, he will do almost anything for a quick blowjob from you, but if you want oral youâll have to guide him through it. Heâs a quick learner, and honestly adores the taste of you- and might (will) become addicted.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Zagreus lets you control the pace most days, if you want it fast and rough heâs holding you close and fucking you until your throats gone raw from moaning.
If you want it slow and sensual, heâs going to murmur how much he loves you into your ear and slowly roll his hips against your own.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
The quickie king, always willing to give you a quick fuck before going on another run, always making sure to at least clean you up before leaving.
Quickies happen at least four times a week, if not more.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Zagreus needs quite a bit of convincing to take risks during sex, as heâs very content to just coddle your smaller frame as he fucks you. Needles to say if you do risk something and he doesnât like it, risks are off the table for a while.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Zagreus is a god, he could last for days if he tried hard enough, he can last for a decent amount of time each round. On average heâll go for two or three rounds, just so you stay conscious and thinking while he fucks you.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Zagreus owns a few dildos and plugs, all gifts from his uncles (he will never use them, he does not trust them), but theyâre locked away in a safe and you will have to let him watch you boil them for literal days before he willingly uses them.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Zagreus will be in a teasing mood about half the time, playfully slowing down whenever youâre on the brink- or just stopping and going on a run to make sure youâre ready for him later.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Zagreus is not exactly loud, but heâs very vocal. Hes grunting in your ear, gasping whenever heâs about to cum and if youâre lucky, he might start whimpering in your ear.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Zagreus is honestly embarrassed about any mention of you being his mate, or any conversation about sex. He does not want to talk to his dad or uncles about his sex life and he would love if they stopped asking about it.
X = X-ray (letâs see whatâs going on under those clothes)
Zagreus is almost seven inches long, and slightly tapered towards his tip. His cock is almost a pale orangish red at the tip, giving off a little heat. Hes about two inches wide.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
He has a very high sex drive, willing to go whenever you are. He always craves your body against your own, wanting nothing more than to have you in his arms and your body pressed against his own.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He takes at least two hours to fall asleep, just because he wants to take care of you and make sure youâre perfectly taken care of before he even thinks about cleaning himself up to go to bed.
Im gonna be honest i got really tired like halfway through the NSFW half, but i really enjoyed making this :)
Hades is up next
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Omg Till is so cute whattttttt. Excuse my brain rotting I just needed to get this out of my system.
LOOK AT THEM SO CUTE
ALL OF THEM SO CUTE!!!!
Ahem.
Now time for some serious analysis đ§ (I donât rlly get anywhere tho so less of an analysis and more just me asking a bunch of questions hoping for an answer from the void)
One thing I noticed aside from how cute Till is his eye bags.
This baby Till doesnât have eye bags yet, so we can conclude that Till was starting to become sleep deprived after the age of 3 and before the age of 8. (Iâm just making a guess based on the pics of their age Till could be 12 in that picture I truly couldnât tell you)
Now what does this mean when a child is continuously sleep deprived by a stupid alien?
Impacts Behaviors: Harder to pay attention, prone to mood swings, and increased impulsivity (Yep thatâs Till)
Impacts Mental Health: Increases the risk and severity of depression and anxiety (What do you know thatâs also Till!)
Impacts Brain Development: Negatively affects the memory and intelligence parts of the brain (Do you guys remember that brain scan that showed a brain suffering from trauma?)
As you can see from an early age Till was already put through the wringer before he even got a bruise. I say this because sleep deprivation is extremely torturous regardless of whether itâs forced or self inflicted. Mentally and physically not getting enough sleep fucks up every aspect of your life. The lack of sleep could be bc Till was staying up late, it was noted by other Anakt kids that Till kept them up at night bc he was practicing his music. It could also be bc Urak forced him to stay awake.
Like when he made Till watch videos of a younger Luka. Overall my heart broke once again at the way they treat a literal baby. Another thing I want to point out is their necks.
Iâm leaving out Ivan cuz he doesnât wear the collar anyways. But Mizi and Sua both wear the standard (Iâm assuming standard bc theyâre the most common) collars both lit up green. Theyâre living in a little bubble and while they look cute, knowing how their story goes makes them look uncanny. Anyways this is the collar most of the kids wear.
But Till is wearing a different collar and also is wearing a green patch. It always made me curious why he has different collars compared to the rest. Like I get itâs bc of the fact that he rebels a lot so he has a lot more restraints. But this collar is thinner and more metallic than the other ones. Youâd think that if they were trying to punish him more theyâd give him a bigger collar or a more restrictive one. They forced him into one that restrains his arm to his torso and one over his mouth. But this is just a thin collar that he wears on stage and it doesnât seem to have any function other than to be a small collar. It also doesnât show a mood indicator like the other ones do. I guess bc Urak doesnât care what Till is feeling so he didnât bother getting that feature. But it also makes it ambiguous what Till is feeling. In the picture while Mizi and Sua look happy, and Ivan looks focused, Till looks shocked and perplexed about writing in the air. (And adorable but when doesnât he look adorable?) Anyways I canât for the life of me figure out why his loser alien would get a custom collar that is so simple. From what Iâve gathered abt that freak he grew up in the slums but due to his greedy nature and inability to have compassion was able make it big by doing illegal shit. So maybe it was cost effective to just make simple collars instead of getting the standard one? What a cheap bastard.
Another thing that confuses me is the green patch on his neck.
Just what is this? My first thought went to nicotine patches and insulin patches. But those arenât suppose to go on the neck, usually on the arm. Then as I did my daily watch of Round 6 I noticed that Till has been injected with unknown substances through his neck.
My guess is that the green patches are injecting him with some type of drug. And because the skin around the neck is so fragile the drugs can seep through easier. (Itâs completely unsafe but in line with how the loser alien acts)
There are two possible explanations.
One is that Till has become addicted to the drugs they pump him with. And in order to keep him normal and keep him from showing withdrawal signs they use the green patches like a nicotine patch. Drugs have been used by artists as a way to further their craft. Some have even become reliant on it in order to make art. Thereâs a sense of enlightenment as well, some use it as a way to gain a new perspective on life. I personally canât understand using drugs for that purpose, but some of the greatest works of art have been created through the use of substances like these. So itâs possible that Urak in his attempt to create a weapon that could topple Luka tries to make Till produce songs using that method. Such as injecting a bunch of drugs and leaving him in a room to write songs.
Two is that they use the green patch as a way to sedate Till, or as a way to enhance his performance. As evident by just looking at Till you can tell heâs running on fumes when heâs on stage. So maybe as a way to push past his limit they drug him so that he can keep performing even when his body is at its limit. The patches are only seen in Round 2 but that could explain why Till got a nosebleed when he was performing in Round 7. His body was finally catching up to him.
Alternatively they could just be there to cover up the wounds from injections while also looking cool lol.
As you can tell I am very confused ;-; but also very curious abt these experiments. They seemed to be focused on the throat and mouth which makes me think theyâre trying to modify how these kids sing. Like are they trying to make it so that they can sing outside of their vocal range? Are they trying to make it so that they can sing without having to breath? Or maybe the drugs can affect their literal genes. I know human editing is a procedure in Alien stage universe but what does that actually mean? Can you edit their appearance? Their personality? Their memory? Their thoughts?
My attempts at analysis have only left me with more questions.
Thanks for reading byeeeeee
#alien stage#alnst till#alnst ivan#alnst mizi#alnst sua#alien stage till#till my baby what did they do to you
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